#Is this off topic idk anymore

[cutter-kirby]

on one hand I think caleb is a character that should stay just out of our reach. a ghost both literally and figuratively. he is nothing but what philip remembers him as, which is a shaky, looming figure that twists with each new ramshackle approximation of his dead brother’s memory. someone who is so integral to the narrative, always present, without ever actually appearing. caleb is gone, he has been for a long time, and it should stay that way because now his existence no longer has to be perpetuated by his killer’s faulty depictions of him. he’s free. he can rest.

on the other hand haha zeno robinson doing a bri’ish accent innit mate

[ancientbygone]

You dont have to respond to this if you dont want to, ik youre likely going to delete yr post about not being part of the ‘in group’, but like i get you. Ik the vibes are supposed to be fun, ‘everyone is everyones friend’ sorta thing, but there are def people pushed out to the side for various reasons. You mentioned that part of it was not making art for the attraction crowd, nd i think thats what it is for me too (yes me in anon lmao). Anyways. Long thing to say that yeaj i understand what yr saying and i see it too

yeah it's a weird thing. like... i know there are people who care about me and care to see what i do, i'm eternally grateful for that. but you still wanna be one of the cool kids. and it hits harder within one specific fandom, because it's rarely ever the case that you'll be able to diverge in a way that matters, so you just feel like you're stuck looking at the cool kids with like, three people checking on your house sometimes. you know. anyway i started rambling too but hey we aren't alone in being alone ig. also hey if you feel this way feel free to dm me what you make, if you do make something, and I'd be happy to try and boost that a little. help each other out <3

[meangirlsautism]

[to the rhythm of fearless mean girls] that’s how it feeeeeeeeeels to be ᴜɴᴍᴇᴅɪᴄᴀᴛᴇᴅ

[evansbby]

oh and btw i finished outer banks and i…

[gemharvest]

Two daysssss until I can try and get old art of mine off the old desktop hard drive dude I am so fucking excited.

[winterf4iryy]

help i just opened tiktok and the first video was someone saying taylor and matty broke up

[the-irrelevant-trumpeter]

having a little panic because i've realised i've left multiple things far too last minute and i still don't want to do them

[smokingoutthewindow]

The Haunting of My House

I need that verse about not

Slitting your wrists but I'm too scared

To grab my headphones

So I scratch at my skin

and think about how Kate looks like a porcelain doll Granny owned

The autumn I left childhood I was only eight

I watched my daddy scream and yell and the look of horror on mamma's face

I watched him punch the holes in the wall, the door, her heart

I watched him push her down the stairs

He tore everything apart

Before we left

My mom told him to get help or she wouldn't come back

She lied

I feel I'm always watching

I had to be grown up

I had to watch my sister and watch my back and wait to run

I just wanted to be seven, watching cartoons and drinking fruit punch

I would kill to be tucked in auntie's room

eating goldfish in the silence

saying prayers in between assignments

listening to the Beatles playing downstairs

She says it's all my fault and that I brought this on myself

I'm so ashamed

I'm so ashamed

You know I'm going to hell

If this house doesn't fucking kill me maybe the aftermath will

I'd burn this whole place down to the ground to be seven.

Seven in the attic at kae's

watching VHS tapes in our secret cave

I want to be younger I want to be older

And this one is for every person who will never know

Who will never ask, or never see, or will look away

Forever leaving me here

To watch by myself

[loverofallthingssmart]

just found out that lettuce chair is ai art my heart is broken don’t talk to me

[on-stolen-sunbeams]

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PI prof just sent me a grant application thing that I should fill out bc undergrad in research! It me! and I’ve already been doing a ton of writing for the actual paper but this makes it real like really real outside of the safe bubble of the lab and given the lab will be closed over next summer (probably) I gotta start figuring out what I’ll be doing bc I want to do research. Might be kind of freaking out a ton.

on the upside, multivariable prof is a wicked fast grader and I did better than I assumed (still not good but passable) so that’s nice :)

[smoke-and-waves]

is this really the piss on the poor reading comprehension site or do people just sometime talk about what’s interesting to them even if that’s not what’s interesting to op

[sourscheming]

man why today do i have like bad self esteem

[epic-and-kitty]

i want to do some dark yandere art of a fairly popular character in a certain manga, but after being in the fandom of said manga for awhile I am afraid if I post it I'll get harassed or reported to high heaven, so I think I'll just keep it to myself....

[sapphic-storm69]

Experiencing profound thoughts akin to the philosophies that have changed mans perception of the world surrounding them. Something akin to dread. I can’t ever articulate it though. I don’t think in words I think in vibes so that’s probably why.

[nightfallsystem]

im so tired of being useless and bad at art. i put myself through all this pain for nothing loll

[kirexa]

Is it normal to be able to barely remember anything from more than 4 years ago except REALLY important things or did I accidentally buy the Mentally Ill & Traumatized DLC?