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Fusiguro Toji NSFW A-Z

Part of my 20k follower celebration (past due)

Warnings: if it isn’t abundantly clear, this is smut :)

A/N: in honor of hitting 20k followers a while back, I’m going to be posting 10 NSFW alphabets for JJK men — scheduled post 12 :)

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Toji can go one of two ways after sex… either he’s snoring before you can even find the strength to push yourself into a sitting position or he’s already up and getting things to clean you. His aftercare depends wholeheartedly on how much he likes you to be honest. If you’re just a hookup, don’t expect anything from him in return. But if you’re together, he has feelings for you? He’ll make sure you’re cleaned up and comfortable and even ask if you want pain meds because he’s sure you’ll be sore in the morning if you don’t take anything now. He cares, as gruff as he can be, he does care and wants to make sure you’re good after. 

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Toji is an ass man all the way, I’m sorry I don’t make the rules. He loves you ass, he loves to hold it, squeeze it, smack it, the whole nine yards. He loves how it looks when he fucks you, how it recoils and jiggles every time his hips slam into it. He loves how it looks in cute underwear and tight pants, he loves how it feels when you sit on his lap or grind against his cock. He’s shameless in his love for your ass, often sliding his hand in your back pocket when you’re in public… and if you don’t have a back pocket he’s just going to grab your ass and hold it. 

On himself, Toji is quite proud of all of his body, he worked pretty hard on it. He’s buff, broad, built, and has a slutty little waist. Though he has to admit, he’s pretty fond of his shoulders and biceps. The sheer size of them is enough to have men and women looking twice as you two walk pass. They’re huge, covered in muscles, and way too tempting to touch… he knows you love them too. Especially with the way you cling to them as he fucks you, the way your nails rake down them as he nearly forces you up the bed with his thrusts.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Toji is fucking filthy, he will cum where ever you allow him to and he will make sure to ruin you thoroughly. He is partial to coming on your ass, pulling out during doggy to paint your lower back and ass in his pearly white cum before plunging back into your tight heat because he never goes down after one load. He’ll creampie you if you ask him to, but he needs to make sure you’re on proper preventative medication if you’re able to get pregnant. He also likes coming on your chest and face but damn is he into coming on your ass and back. 

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

This man has a scent kink… yeah. He loves the way you smell… yeah sure the perfume or cologne is nice and the body lotion smells good but… he loves the smell of your natural musk. If you’re working out together and he gets horny because you’re teasing him by doing squats? He’ll nearly pounce on you because he knows you're sweaty. He is addicted to it, shamelessly dipping his head between your thighs and running his nose along your inner thighs, inhaling so deeply it makes you squirm because you know what he’s doing but you can’t get the words out. I’m telling you, he’s a filthy, freaky mother fucker… the dirtier the better… but not too dirty, ya know? 

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Considering the man is a father, it’s safe to say that he knows what he is doing. Toji knows his way around the male and female body and he can navigate it with ease. He’s able to hit all the right places without even needing to be guided. He can tell simply from the noises you make and the expressions that cross your face. He’s able to make you cum in record time, to the point it feels like your head is spinning from the intensity and speed he was able to push you over the edge. It’s utterly fascinating and will leave you weak in the knees.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Toji is all about doggy style in any form. Either the typical on your hands and knees, or with your face pressed into the mattress below you, hands limp by your sides and back arched. Truthfully, he loves anything that lets him grab your ass, so cowgirl and reverse cowgirl are also up there for him. Toji is a sucker for face sitting, 69-ing and bending you over any surface. 

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He can be unintentionally funny but for the most part Toji is 100% serious during sex. Anything related to humor is usually a snarky, sarcastic, or teasing comment. He’s more into dirty talk than anything so really you won’t get a joke or laugh out of him when he’s balls deep.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

It’s mildly unruly down there I won’t lie to you. He washes it when he showers but he doesn’t really trim it… he hasn’t since his wife passed honestly. But if he finds himself in a new relationship with someone he really cares for, he’ll take the time to clean himself up down there. 

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Toji gets kind of awkward with the romantic aspect of sex, he usually expresses it through praising you and dirty talk but that’s about it. He’s not really one to sputter out an “I love you” while he’s fucking you… he’s not really an “I love you” kind of guy in general. That’s not to say he never says it, he just has his ways of showing it more so than speaking it out loud. 

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Any day, any time, doesn’t matter. If he needs to get off and you aren’t present, he’s grabbing your lotion and he’s looking through videos he’s taken of the two of you fucking and he’s jerking himself off to them. You’ve come home to him mid-masturbation and teased him for it, but he gets his revenge pretty quick by pinning you to the wall or mattress and getting the both of you off opposed to lamely jerking himself with his own hand. 

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Dom/Sub, BDSM, spanking, choking, cock and ball torture… yeah I said it. Toji totally enjoys the pain realm of sex and is not afraid to admit it. Hell he’d go and get his nipples pierced if he didn’t think he’d pop a boner while it was happening. As mentioned above, he has a scent kink, so olfactophilia. Toji likes to gag you and be gagged, along with breathplay like I said above. He enjoys humiliating you but doesn’t like to be on the receiving end. He’s also a voyeur.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Your bed. But also anywhere private or not. Toji will totally fuck you on any surface in your home, he will fuck you in your car if you have one, he’ll fuck you on public transportation and in public spaces. He does not give a fuck about where he fucks you to be honest… but his personal favorite is your bed. People may not be able to see you… but they’ll certainly hear you. 

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Breathing… I’m just fucking with you. Toji really likes when you do mundane things together, like cooking dinner or watching TV together (sir then care for your son–) for some reason those mundane tasks get him going. Maybe it’s because of the simplicity of those actions that allow his mind to wander, but yeah they really get him going. He also enjoys when he walks in on you in the shower or fresh out of the shower or just about to get in the shower… you naked turns him on okay? He’s a simple man with simple needs. Don’t ask him why, but something about red lipstick on your pretty lips gets him going too, he really doesn’t know why. 

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

No age play, no daddy kink, no breeding if there is a potential it could actually work. This man is a father, he does not see the appeal in age play, nor does he like the daddy kink. He’ll totally breed you if you’re unable to get pregnant or are taking proper preventative measures but even then he’s not really fucking you with the idea of breeding you in mind, if that makes sense. 

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Oral-giving-god to be honest. Toji’s tongue is long and mobile, he knows how to use it and loves using it. He’ll spend hours below your waist pleasuring you if you let him, he uses it as a way to unwind from the stress of the day. He likes when you go down on him too of course but honestly he prefers giving rather than receiving… kinda shocking, no? 

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Another man that can and will break the bed frame. Toji’s pace is naturally rough and hard, so hard that you’ll often have bruises where his hands are holding you as he thrusts into you. Not only that, if you bruise easily you’ll likely see some bruising around where his hips are meeting the back of your thighs. Bringing a whole new meaning to being unable to sit the next day. You didn’t even know something like that was possible until meeting and sleeping with Toji. 

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Not a fan, but will never decline. He’s not one to decline your request because you’re usually pestering him while out in public, being cheeky just to get a rise out of him. He loves it, don’t get him wrong, but he really doesn’t like quickies because he knows he can’t hold back. Sure, go ahead and tease him while clothes shopping. Yeah, he’ll follow you into the dressing room and take care of your little attitude. But no, you will not be walking out of there. Rather you’ll be limping, which makes it all the more embarrassing for you. That’s his main reason for disliking quickies, because you’ll bitch and whine after (he loves it who the fuck is he kidding?) 

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Toji isn’t one for experimenting, he knows what he likes and he is hesitant to stray away from that. Sure he’ll take a risk, I mean fucking you in public is already risky enough. But experiment wise? Toji isn’t really into trying new crazy things. If you whine enough and bat your lashes at him, you may just get him to cave. But overall, Toji is sticking to what he likes. 

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Toji has had enough practice to build his stamina. On average this man can go anywhere from 6-12 minutes and even then he doesn’t always soften after coming once. You like to joke around and call him an old man, saying he must have taken a pill for that to happen. To which he smirks and plays along. Toji can also go about 3 or 4 rounds before calling it quits because he’s tired. The man is honestly a force to be reckoned with and you learned the hard way. 

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He’s not against them but he’s also not for them. He doesn’t really see the appeal in them until you bring one into the bedroom and show him how versatile they can be. Toji can’t lie, he was pretty damn amused by the suction cups and vibrators. Even the “suckers” piqued his interest. He understood your interest in them after nearly torturing you for two hours with a “magic wand” vibrator… one that plugs in so you didn’t have the saving grace of the battery dying. 

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Oh he’s evil. If you didn’t get that idea from what I just said above, Toji will damn near torture you just for his own satisfaction. He’s so mean to you in bed but he’ll make sure you cum. So I guess you can’t necessarily say he’s “unfair” in that aspect. 

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He groans and moans but you really can’t get a breathier noise than that. He’ll curse and whisper in your ear as he fucks you, making you squirm from the varying sensations. Toji definitely won’t try and silence his noises, letting them come out as loud as they want to but that’s really it. 

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Toji records the two of you fucking and uploads them to pornhub for extra money. He’s careful with them though, making sure neither your face or his are present in any of the videos for the sake of anonymity. Honestly, the two of you are quite popular on the site and manage to bring in some decent checks for your “home made” tapes. You’ll spend hours reading the comments on the videos and laughing at the people getting off to the two of you. Though, somewhere amid all the creepy “Fuck them even harder” and “Bet his cock feels amazing” comments are people with genuine suggestions for new videos that you and Toji can’t help but try out. 

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

This man is hung… in my humble opinion. When soft, Toji is just shy of 6 inches when soft and when he’s hard he’s just shy of 8.4 inches. He knows he has a big cock and he’s even prouder of the fact that he knows how to use it. He’s still got his foreskin, but please ignore the stinky allegations, he at least cleans under it I swear. He’s tan and girthy with pretty veins running along his shaft and his tip is a pink/mauve color (think #c26d83 … yeah I’m going in on Toji idk)

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Wild and not at the same time. He prefers to have sex every night but he also won’t throw a hissy fit if you aren’t in the mood. He can control his needs pretty well and even then if he really wants to get off, he’ll just take a quick shower to handle his issue. 

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Toji can knock out in 10 seconds or 10 minutes. It depends on how rough he was with you because he’s trying to get better with aftercare. He wants to at least clean you up and make sure you’re okay before knocking out and snoring like a bear for the next eight hours. 

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: ̗̀➛ Eyeless Jack: Smut Alphabet 🔞

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Very attentive and loving. He’ll pick you up and bring you to the bathroom to take a bath and clean up with him. Afterwards he’ll cuddle you to sleep, or if you’re not ready to sleep, get you a drink and snack and relax with you in bed.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Your face and your hips/waist. You’re beautiful to him, and he loves staring into your eyes and watching you expressions. And he loves holding your hips and waist depending on the position.

His favorite part of himself is his hands and eyes, because he feels truly blessed that he has the ability to see and touch you.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

His preferred place is inside you, it’s the most intimate experience you can have during sex (he also has a breeding kink lol)

If you dont like creampies, then he’ll cum on your dick, vagina, or inner thighs. Since it’s the closest he can get to it being inside.

When he cums, there’s a lot, and it’s pretty thick.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

It’s not even really a secret i guess.

But even though he usually loves being on top and pleasing you, he also secretly loves when you take charge and take care of him once in a while.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

I cant really decide on this. 

But your either his first, or he had sex maybe once or twice before he became a demon.

Either way, little to no experience, but he’s a quick learner and will do anything to please you, so that easily makes up for it. 

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary and cowgirl. Both allow face-to-face contact and the ability to hold you. 

And like i said, he loves being on top and holding you in missionary.

But he also can’t deny it’s really fucking hot to watch you bounce on him and look him in the eyes.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Very serious, he spends most of the time focusing on your pleasure and enjoying all the different sensations.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Very neatly trimmed and short.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Lots of close holding, kissing, and whispers of praise and love.

If he’s feeling especially romantic, he’ll put on some light music and get some candles going.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He rarely does. Mostly because he only really gets horny with a specific person in mind (you).

and (assuming this letter is pre-relationship) he feels guilty when he masturbates to you, so he tries to avoid it. 

During the relationship, he pretty much stops completely, what's the point if you're there and enjoy pleasing him?

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Breeding, oral fixation, praise. 

His one exception to painful stuff is he does like to bite you a bit, and lick the blood up if any comes out.*

He’s mostly pretty vanilla.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

His bed. His room is more secluded in the basement level of the mansion so it allows for maximum privacy and comfort.

He’d also enjoy the shower or your room.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Knowing that you’re horny is his biggest turn on. 

Also your scent, if he smells your pheromones or senses your ovulating, that really gets him going.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Anything super painful or degrading, both for him and you (but esp he would never hurt you)*

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

GIVING. HIS TONGUE GOES CRAZY.

He is obsessed with going down on you, learning what every little motion and action does to you.

He still loves when you give him head though, he’s really sensitive so it always feels incredible.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

He almost always starts slow and intimate, but about half the time he gets more quick and sloppy as he reaches his orgasm.

On rare occasions though, he might start and end very fast and rough.

Like if you were on a long mission (2+ weeks) he might just pounce on you as soon as you get to his room.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He doesn’t really like them so they’re rare. 

The only time it’d happen is if he’s really pent up and needy, but also on a time crunch.

Like say you haven’t had sex in weeks, you finally get the opportunity today, but there’s only a 10-15 minute time window. He’ll make it work.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Not into risks and kinky stuff. But if you have a more tame kink, he’d be willing to try.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Surprisingly not a super high stamina, he’ll last as long as he can, but like i said his dick is pretty sensitive so you won’t be going for hours.

He makes up for this with a lot of foreplay though.

And maybe 2-3 rounds at a time if you’re both up for it.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Does not have any, doesn’t plan to use any.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He doesn’t really tease, kind of likes it when you tease him tho.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Very vocal, lots of deep moans, growls, and heavy breathes. Occasionally some whimpers if you’re riding or blowing him.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He still loves eating you out on your period (if you have them)

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Like 8-9 inches, average girth. 

It’s very sensitive, esp the tip.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Average. He loves having sex with you, but he’s not insatiably horny like Ben and Jeff. 

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He doesn’t, he waits until your ready for bed so you can sleep together and cuddle.

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Scud — NSFW Alphabet (my headcanons!!)

୨୧ ᴡᴀʀɴɪɴɢꜱ: Blood and very kinky themes

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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

It depends, it's so hard to tire him out. You can absolutely fuck the shit out of him and he will still beg for more like he's been deprived of touch for years. But if you do manage to get him fully satisfied (after hours), then he will either lazily clean you up or just fall asleep right away while clinging to you.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Well obviously his favorite part of himself is his dick, simply because it brings pleasure. He often takes pride of his size and likes to believe that no cock has ever gone so far inside you other than his.

But his favorite part of yours are your face and your ass. He loves making eye contact with you during sex and observe every little reaction of yours, it feels intimate and romantic. And he is downright obsessed with your ass, doesn't matter if it's small or big. Scud loves spanking, pinching and biting the flesh; he stares at your asshole when fucking you from behind; he jerks himself off with your asscheeks and absolutely loves anal sex.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Let's be real, this man cums really quickly when extremely aroused, he adores to either cum inside you or on your inner thighs. Sometimes, when he's really horny, he will cum inside you then eat his own semen out of you. After creampieing you, he'll scoop some of his junk and then spread it around your asscheeks, taking pleasure in the sight of the skin glistening.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Doesn't have much secrets, Scud is pretty open to you about all of his kinks and preferences and encourages you to do the same. But there's only one thing that he hides— Scud would like to make porn with you (not to sell it, just to keep it). The only reason as to why he hides that, is because he doesn't know how would you react.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Pretty experienced, has done almost everything with multiple people. Before meeting you he would often have one-night stands with people he barely knew, so yeah, he definitely knows what he's doing.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Cowgirl. Of course, doggy is nice, but it doesn't allow him to see your face. Missionary is also nice but I see him more as a sub-leaning switch, so he prefers for you to ride him. Bonus points if you choke him on the process, it makes him come immediately.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He's humorous only outside the bedroom, he can't risk turning you off with a joke. Plus, your body just feels so goddamn good that he can't help but stay serious with how foggy his mind gets.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Often shaves but wouldn't give a shit if you don't. In fact, he actually likes it when you're hairy down there, it feels mature, and I headcanon that Scud is super into older people.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Super romantic. This man loves you to death. When fucking you, he quickly gets so lost in the wonders of bodythat it almost makes him cry in overwhelm; his hands roam everywhere they can reach as if it were the last time he would be able to touch you; he buries his face onto your neck or chest, sucking, licking and kissing at the skin with fervor; and he never stops babbling about how beautiful and perfect you are. After he's done stuffing you full of his sticky cum over and over, he almost whines in frustration when it's time to pull out.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

I'm not sure what does this mean . . .

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

What kinks doesn't he have?

BDSM - But only when he's the one getting that kind of treatment, he loves you way too much to be rough with your body. With that being said, I think he'd be super into overstimulation, especially when he's high. He really just wants you to treat him like the slut he is for you and you only.

Control - Scud is not scared to show how much he wants you to fuck the shit out of him and turn him into nothing but a mess underneath your spell. So feel free to just use him like he's nothing but a toy, jerk him off and deny his orgasm until his cock is swollen and he sheds genuine tears of frustration, make him do oral on you until his jaw is cramping, palm him through his pants in public so he's forced to not react, hell, he'll even let you peg him if you want.

These are only the main ones since there's much more.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Mostly the bedroom, but Scud is pretty open-minded, so he's willing to do it anywhere. But he tends to be quite noisy during sex, so it's best to take extra precautions with this guy.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

It's quite easy to turn him on, you can kiss him on the cheek or just lightly touch him and he'll get into the mood like magic. And also, shotgunning, that just instantly makes him hard.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

There isn't much he wouldn't do, Scud is very very kinky to a point where it can almost gross you out, but just like everyone— there are limits. Things such as ddlg, abdl, daddy kink, age play, coprophilia and anything that's not consenting are a no for him.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Enjoys doing oral on you just as much as you doing oral on him. He's very skillful with cunnilingus but not very experienced with blowjobs. Of course, he's sucked dick before but Scud is more used to eating women out; either way, he likes doing both. When he eats your pussy, it's only a matter of seconds before he turns completely feral. He'll suck hard on your clit, rub his face over your cunt, and he will make sure to slurp your juices very loudly so that you're aware of how good he's eating you. Scud is very messy with blowjobs, he will keep trying to shove your entire dick down his throat but he always ends up gagging, his hands stroke the rest of the base roughly and he gets his own spit everywhere.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

It really depends, there aren't specific situations or circumstances that determine his pace, sometimes he likes to go fast, sometimes he likes to go slow.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He enjoys quickies, but obviously, actual sex is much better. Due to careers, you two often can only have quickies instead of the real thing. Of course he enjoys that short little fun time spent with you, but he prefers to take his time and properly worship you the way you deserve.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

I'm not exactly sure what does this means but I have an idea. He's up to doing it in risky places, but there's a high chance that you two will get caught with how much of a mess he turns once you touch his dick. New things in the bedroom are always welcome, and actually, most of the time he's the one coming up with them to spice up the relationship; new positions, toys, etc.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

As I mentioned before: It takes forever to tire him out, his stamina is ungodly. Scud can go for at least 9 rounds, but he can last much longer than that.

T = Toy (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Once he started dating you, he wanted to spice up you two's sexual life a little bit. So, instead of buying toys, he built them himself! He keeps a box in his room containing some of his inventions, such as a powerful vibrator that can make you come in 1 minute, or a dildo built based on his own dick (he might have used it on himself once...).

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Not much. He wants to tease, but he's such a simp, you can just make eye contact with him and he's already willing to kneel down before you and kiss your feet as if you were a divine being. But he enjoys being teased, though.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Decently loud. If you don't morph him into a moaning mess then he will be quite talkative during sex, mostly just muttering sweet words in your ear. And he will normally moan through gritted teeth or just straight up whimper against your skin. Before you, he didn't allow himself to be vocal during sex, but now he feels more free to do it so, sure, he still gets a little embarassed with making noise but with enough time and convincing he can get more loud.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Likes having his nipples toyed with, they're sensitive. If you're a vampire, he will fantasize about you drenching his cock in his own blood then sucking him off, swallowing both his blood and cum.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

I have the same headcanon for almost every character played by Norman Reedus: 7 inches, more on the long side, straight with a slight curve upwards, sircunstized and kind of veiny.

Y = Yearning  (how high is their sex drive?)

Pretty high, he basically runs off of sex and drugs. He'll constantly beg for sex at the most random times, you can be just chilling and he will suddenly come up behind you, press his erection against your backside then quietly ask in your ear to get under the blankets with him. If you're not in the mood then that's okay, he'll just jerk off instead.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Depends if you managed to tire him out or not. If you did, then he will fall into a deep asleep pretty quickly and trap you in his embrace. If you didn't, then he will clean you both up then just lay beside you, silently admiring your pretty face and caressing your naked body lovingly.

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NSFW Alphabet - Judge Turpin

Buckle in, Rickmaniacs. This one was an experience to write. Trying to go appropriately dark side for this character with my own observations for him. A little plot for this one. In this, Reader is the Judge's wife.

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

At first terrible. But as his affection for you grew, so did his care. In his eyes you're not just a conquest, you're his wife. He did swear to care for and protect you, and that includes taking care of you after he's thoroughly wrecked you.

B = Body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

He likes his hands. He likes what he knows he's capable of with them.

On you, he likes your inner thighs. The soft, inviting path to his prize.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Inside you, on your breasts, your face, he loves to debauch you and make a mess of you.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He doesn’t have dirty secrets. What he wants, he does.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Very. He's had a lot of conquests and that library of his is a complete guide to smut.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

He likes all sorts of creative positions. But there is something to be said for simple missionary. Having you pinned beneath his large body, completely at his mercy and under his control.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He is not a light-hearted man. He's very intense and focused.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He doesn't bother. Most days he doesn't even shave his beard, but you actually quite enjoy his stubble.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

You would not call him a romantic person. But he loves you in his own way and you know that. Calling you things like his "sweet, pretty whore" and treading a fine balance between treating you like a vessel for his lust and his precious little wife.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

He'd rather have you do it for him.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Purity and corruption kink. He loves the idea of turning a sweet, innocent maiden into his wanton, begging harlot. Of course, after some time with him, you're far from innocent, but you know how to play the game still. Bondage and discipline. He really likes shabari, the ways he can tie you up and put you on display for him, and the marks the ropes leave across your body when he unties you. He has rules and how he expects you to behave. If you break these, he takes great pleasure in punishing you. Spankings with his hand, hairbrush or cane, denying or forcing your climax. He wants you to beg for his mercy but he’ll only give it when he feels you’ve earned it.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Anywhere the mood strikes. Any room in his house, his judges chambers at the courthouse, in a carriage. One time you took a train journey with him, alone in a train compartment for hours. That was a memorable afternoon.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Watching you orgasm. Seeing you take pleasure in his touch is a heady feeling and he feels addicted to the way you respond to him. He likes to lay you out on the bed naked and make you cum with his fingers, just so he can watch you.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Ha! Nothing turns this man off. But while he will push your boundaries and even cross lines at times, you are special to him. He'll push you to your emotional limits, but he'll also make sure you're put back together again afterwards.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Most of the time, he's receiving. He loves having you on your knees in front of him. But if he's in a generous mood, he will go down on you. He'll use this to keep you on edge till your crying and begging for release though.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Slow and rough. He takes his time, pulling back slowly and thrusting hard. He wants to make sure you feel every bit of him before he pounds you so hard the headboard hits the wall.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

He prefers when he can take his time, but when he wants to get under your skirt, he will.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

He loves putting into practice what he's read in those books. If an idea intreuges him, he'll want to try it.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Three rounds, with some recovery time. He's not the youngest man, but his stamina is still high.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

No. The only real sex toys around are dildos, and with his posesivness, he doesn't want anything inside you except him.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Depends on his mood. Sometimes he’ll just have you without bothering with foreplay. Sometimes he’ll tease you until you’re crying with frustration and begging him to give you release.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

On the quieter side, heavy breathing, grunts and dirt talk.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

As long as he’s getting what he wants, he can be very attentive. When he’s refused or defied is when his dark side really comes out. As long as you’re being his good girl, he can be very indulgent and affectionate with you.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Eight inches and pretty thick.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

High. This man is walking lust.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

After he's tended to you, he can fall asleep pretty quickly, well worn out.

[chqolan]

SFV Luke boyfriend headcanons (sfw + nsfw)

A/N: i was cleaning out my notes app and happened to find this. this was probably written sometime before sf6 came out, but i still agree with everything my past self wrote here tbh

TW: fem reader, very self indulgent hehehe, luke is submissive and inexperienced, experienced reader, oral (f)

sfw

V luke is young , naïve and just absolutely adorable overall

he would be such a cute boyfriend , but shy at the same time

he mostly likely has no experience with relationships, let alone girls in general, so bear with him please

he’s almost like an average teenage boy. messy and ignorant at times

with his father passing away so early in his life, he probably still enjoys letting his inner child out considering he was forced to mature quickly

v luke is just an absolute geek !

he collects comic books and plays tons of video games

luke also enjoys showing off his interests to you a ton

days off for the both of you would consist of you and him on his bed looking through his collection of comic books as he gives an in depth explanation of what it is

he’ll stop every once in a while to see if you’re even able to keep up or not

whether you do or don’t keep up, he won’t mind

he’s just happy that there’s somebody he can talk to about his interests

as for video games, he’s probably amazing at them

even if you’re not a gamer, he’d be more than welcome to show you thee basics of all his favourite games in hopes that you may like them

even if you don’t end up playing video games that much, he’d be more than happy if you sat with him while he played

similar to the comic books, he’d go in depth with the lore and gameplay of his favourite video game while you're around

you’d probably just giggle at him once he starts rambling

that’s when he stops and blushes most of the time

"heh… sorry about that, i was rambling, wasn’t i?"

just make sure to reassure him that you were only giggling over how adorable he is and he’ll turn completely red

he also loves to cuddle you at any moment he gets

either of you could be the big spoon , he won’t mind

he just loves being around you !

nsfw

this poor boy is a virgin, that’s for sure. as mentioned before, he’s very inexperienced. he’ll be very nervous , so try to ease him a little bit

it’s also quite clear he’d be more on the submissive side

one kiss and he’d be red as a tomato

you’d most likely have to initiate these sort of things

the first time you guys go at it, you take it slow and try to make it enjoyable for him

you’d kiss him all over, rub his crotch through his pants/boxers (which would drive him crazy). stroke his hair and tell him how good he is

for his first time , you would settle on riding him

he probably wouldn’t know what to do while just laying there, but it would be painfully obvious that he wanted to touch you

"don’t be shy, baby. you can touch me wherever you’d like” you continue to bounce on his cock slowly while making direct eye contact. luke would slowly move his (shaking) hands to rest on your waist as you’re still riding him

once luke gets his hands on you, he would start wandering around more to your breasts and such

no matter the size, he’s just in love with groping your boobs

unfortunately he doesn’t last too long (especially on his first time) and will embarrassingly say it's your fault for being "too hot"

however , after a few times , you introduce him to more things

let’s just say that teaching him how to eat you out was the best decision ever. luke still wants to make you feel good too , so he’ll feast on you down there until you confirm and tell him you’re satisfied

he’s definitely the type of guy to get pussy drunk after one sample

at first it started off as an experiment to see how comfortable he was with giving oral , but then it became something he enjoyed quite a lot

you’d find it so cute every time he ate you out. his cheeks and the tip of his ears are flushed pink while he’s between your legs

he’d be lightly panting over your pussy with his mouth open every once in a while

you’d stroke his hair and look straight at him , admiring how adorable he was as you’d pet him/stroke his hair

he would look up at you with puppy eyes and his lips still parted , showing a glimpse of his braces

don’t forget to praise the boy too ! he absolutely loves being called a ‘good boy’

calling him a good boy while he eats you out sets him off immediately

or just any dirty talk at all riles him up

oh lord … pls protect this boy <333

[yes0another0outsiders0blog]

can you please do nsfw johnny cade x fem!reader alphabet?

Oh, absolutely. I was planning to do nsfw alphabets after I did everyone's sfw alphabet, but I'm totally cool with starting early, love!! I don't have to much practice in writing anything smutty, so it may be a bit rusty, but I hope you enjoy anyway--

!! NSFW : MINORS DO NOT TOUCH !!

NSFW Alphabet : Johnny Cade

notes : afab!reader with some fem language, characters are ALWAYS aged up to around their 20s for nsfw content

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

Checking in on you a lot during sex, definitely making sure you're okay and you got off after. Runs you a bath, asks if you want a water or any snacks or anything. It very open to your input, if you tell him anything he could do for you then he'll probably do it.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

For you, your eyes. Loves eye contact during sex, wants to see your face in general but especially your eyes. Starts off with watching you out of a bit of nervousness, trying to look for any hint of discomfort or any sign that you want to stop, but after seeing how your eyes roll back for him in pure orgasmic ecstasy there is nothing that gives him more fucking pleasure.

His favorite body part of his is his hands. He doesn't have the best hands, but he likes how much he can do with them. He likes caressing your face while he looks at you, brushing your hair out of the way. He likes grabbing at every inch of your body and holding onto you. He likes thrusting his fingers deeply into you. He likes how much he can do with just his hands.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

Loves to cum inside you. Doesn't want to have to pull his cock from your warm, wet inner walls if he doesn't have to. Will not leave your pussy willingly, he's going to finish in you as long as you're on birth control. If yall get to a point where you're actively thinking about children, he is THRILLED to not have to worry about a pregnancy scare over it (which is something that you two would handle together anyway, but if you're actively aiming for it then even better).

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

Into overstimulation, but probably won't admit it. Really scared to do it for a long while, you find out basically on accident. He doesn't want to hurt you or make you uncomfortable or make you feel a bad type of overstimulated, but the idea of making you cum over and over until you're a shaking mess, gasping in pleasure and trembling all over is so good. Would need you to not only be the one to suggest it, but to also reassure him over and over that if you were uncomfortable or not enjoying yourself in the slightest that you'd tell him to stop, and that you want him to fuck you until you're delirious.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

You're probably his first or second, so he'd probably start off not knowing what he's doing at all. He learns quick, tho.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Missionary. Says that it's a classic for a reason, doesn't care that it's a basic/vanilla.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

Takes sex pretty seriously, it's really intimate and vulnerable. But Johnny doesn't take it TOO seriously. If something ungraceful happens it won't completely ruin the mood or anything. He'll definitely get embarrassed, but can kind of awkwardly laugh it off and keep going. It's a serious act for him, but bodies are weird and sometimes they do weird things, so you can't get too worked up over that.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Trimmed, pretty well groomed, not hairless though.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Can go either way. There are times when he wants to treat you perfectly and worship the ground you walk on and be slow and romantic and service you so damn tenderly. Then, there are times when he just wants to see your eyes roll back and drool run down your chin as your entire face is flushed bright. He'll put your pleasure first either way. They're both absolutely expressions of deep love and devotion. Even when he's in the mood to fuck you until you can't breathe, it is completely in the mindset of maximizing your pleasure to an extreme rather than the "making you weak" aspect of overstim.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Loves masturbating and watching you get yourself off. Sex is great, but sometimes it's just so easy and quick and convenient to just do it yourself. Really interested to see what you do to pleasure yourself solo, makes note of what you're doing for future reference.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Breeding kink (giving), worshiping kink (giving), and overstimulation (giving).

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Almost exclusively in a bedroom/bed. Doesn't have too much interest in sex elsewhere if he has a proper private room to use. Johnny can and has had sex other places, but not when a bedroom is an option.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

The idea of serving such a beautiful queen and goddess, honestly. Repaying you for being so perfect and good to him. You do anything for him AT ALL, and Johnny is instantly like "oh wow, we need to have sex right now."

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

No sadism, no masochism. That's an obvious one, but sex with him is pure pleasure, no one ever gets hurt intentionally.

Also, doesn't like holding authority. Isn't going to tell you what to do.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Prefers giving MAJORLY. Thinks blowjobs are overrated. If you want to give him brain then he won't stop you, he'll still enjoy it, he'd just rather his dick be between your other lips.

Like I said before, he doesn't have all that much experience before you but he learns quick. When it comes to skill, it's a gradual increase. But he tries new things and takes criticism, so he gets pretty damn good.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Johnny can do either depending on what results he wants. It's almost always on the more sensual side, but pace can vary. Sometimes within the same session.

Never overly rough, and he does have a range on how fast he can go, but it's a wider range than most people and he really plays on your preferences pretty well.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Hates quickies. He wants to get comfortable with you, when yall have sex he wants it done right and proper, you both should be cumming preferably more than once. He wants to take his time with you, there is SO much that just doesn't fit into a quickie.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Johnny has, like, three to four things that he knows he's into. He'll experiment with things that are similar (worshipping kink and service heavy --> mild slave/master), but won't really try anything that isn't already adjacent to his current interests.

Risk is usually a no-go for him. Doesn't do anything that could hurt either of you, is super safe with overstim and is good about checking in and reminding you of the safeword in case you get bad overstimulated instead of good overstimulated, only likes having sex in private places, has a breeding kink but his logic overrides his urge to ejaculate in you unless you two are either willing to have kids or taking proper precautions to not have them (birth control, etc). Nothing yall do is overly risky in any way.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

When he is really in the mood especially, his stamina is HIGH. Definitely multiple rounds pretty back to back, though they do eventually gradually get shorter. However, his stamina is probably higher than yours and if you're down he will absolutely take advantage of that fact to overstimulate the fuck out of you.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Doesn't like or use any toys. If you ask him to, Johnny might experiment with them a tiny bit, but he never would choose to on his own and prefers when he doesn't have to use anything extra to get you off.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Johnny won't tease you hardly at all when he's being more sensual with you. Will edge and tease you a little bit for delayed gratification's sake when he's trying to fully maximize your pleasure til your senses cloud over and you turn to a happy little puddle of mush, but he can usually do that with pure stamina alone and doesn't need to resort to teasing you for results. If he does, it's usually communicated beforehand and it's just to see if it gets you there quicker than if he didn't.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Quiet, but definitely not silent. A lot of little, muffled moans and gasps and such.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

Type of guy that, especially during the beginning when he wasn't yet confident about fucking you right, would thank you after sex. Sorry, but he would thank you for your time.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

Pretty average, like just short of 5" erect and average girth.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Pretty average. He doesn't need sex every time he's horny and would ideally be having sex maybe once every week and a half (roughly, yall aren't scheduling it or anything) realistically, anything more that twice a week is a lot to keep up with and he'd probably start to feel so burnt out. Like, he loves you, you're beautiful, he loves sleeping with you, but sex would become more of something he does for you rather than something he enjoys doing with you at that point.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He really doesn't. Even if it's late, he'll probably be awake for a long while before he falls asleep if at all. He'll cuddle with you while you fall asleep, if you want, but he's mostly just watching you.

[pablitogavii]

Can we get a part 2 to Confesion, please? Smut part

Confessions Pt. 2

Part 1 available HERE

While he was taking off your dress, you started to feel self conscious wondering with how many models he's been before..what if he thinks you're ugly?

Pablo seemed to notice your discomfort stopping his movement and moving up to look into your eyes.

"We don't have to princesa..if you're not ready, I'll wait..I promise" he spoke and your heart melted at his kind words but you wanted it..badly..especially now that he was finally seeing you as more than just his friend.

"No..um..I'm just..I've never done it before..and I don't know how to.." you said a little embarrassed that you just admitted to your best friend that you were indeed a virgin with absolutely no experience.

"I knew that already princesa..it's okay..I'll show you everything" he said and you smiled when his lips met yours and he kissed you passionately.

"Also..um..I don't know if you'll like my body..because it's not really toned or.." you started but he shut you up with a strong kiss that made your head spin.

"Shut up and let me enjoy you preciosa..your body is perfect" he spoke starting to kiss down your chest unhooking your bra and sucking on your tits while his hands roamed up and down your sides.

"Don't you ever speak badly of this precious body again..now that it's all mine, it will only earn praise" he spoke while kissing down your stomach toying with your underwear while you threw your head back at sudden need for more.

'now that it's all mine'...fuck! his words were driving you mad!

"Hips up princesa.." he said and you obliged following obediently his orders and no longer feeling self conscious...Pablo knew how to make you feel like an absolute goddess under his fingertips.

"Oh my god nena..you're soaked..is this all for me huh..all for your Pablito?" he spoke and you moaned when his fingers explored your folds playfully making your toes curl in response.

"Y..y..yes P..Please!" you moaned and he smirked moving closer and resting his chin against your clit while looking straight into your eyes.

"Please what princesa?? What do you want me to do to you huh??" he spoke knowing how shy you got but wanting to hear those words leave your precious lips nevertheless.

"I want you to touch me..um..please touch me Pablo" you said shamelessly completely submitting to him and he enjoyed every second of it.

"Mmm good girl..but I'm not just going to touch you tonight princesa..I'm going to drive you mad" he spoke before his lips met your core and he started devouring you like a starved man sending your body into the most perfect spasm.

"Moan for me! Don't hold it back! I want to hear you after years of dreaming about it.." Pablo said and you got even more turned on that he admitted having wet dreams about you since you had those about him for years as well. You moaned his name like a charm as he got you close to your edge.

You felt scared of cumming..grabbing his arms which were rested on your legs keeping them spread and he looked up at you checking if you were alright.

"I..um..I feel strange Pablo.." you were completely red when you said that but he continued to nibble on your clit while his hands dug into your inner thighs.

"It's alright preciosa..I promise I've got you..just let go for me" Pablo's words sent vibration to your core sending you off the edge as your thighs shook and you came undone on his tongue while he sucked you off dry.

"You're still shaking..awe..so sensitive" Pablo's praises echoed in your head while he kissed your inner thighs that were still spasming under his touch making him proud.

"Look at the mess you made princesa" Pablo said referring to the wet spot on the sheets and you felt embarrassed never really experiencing anything like it before.

"Um..I'm sorry..I.." you were interrupted once again when he moved up still resting between your thighs and kissed your lips passionately.

"Shh..it's a compliment preciosa..means I'm doing a good job" he spoke kissing your lips again before moving to leave some wet kisses and clear marks on your neck while your hand went into his hair.

You were quickly turned back on when he started biting on your neck leaving his marks while whispering dirty things in spanish into your ear (fuck! just imagine!!!!).

"Vas a ser una chica tan buena para mi.."

"Te voy a follar tan bien que me sientas por la mañana!"

"Me estás volviendo loco nena! ¡Quiero estar dentro de ti tanto!"

When Pablo pulled off his boxers, you were scared once again. Fuck he was huge! All those players messing with him about his size had no idea what he was hiding underneath those shorts.

"It's alright princesa..it will fit I promise..and I will take it very slow tonight" he spoke noticing your worried face before grabbing your hand and wrapping it around himself hissing in response.

You started to slowly stroke him like you've seen before in those adult videos and hearing him moan in response felt so rewarding..it meant you were doing a good job.

"Am I doing good? Am I making you feel good Pablo?" you ask with red cheeks and he smirks pulling you close and crashing his lips into your passionately while laying you down and getting comfortable between your legs.

"You're doing so good mi princesa buena..I'm so proud of you bonita" he said while opening the condom and getting ready himself before moving his tip to my opening.

"It's gonna hurt a little bit..but we will take it very slow..and you can always say when it's enough okay? I want you to feel safe with me princesa" Pablo said while positioning himself and you nodded your head leaning in wanting him to kiss you as a distraction and he did while slowly slipping inside of you.

It definitely hurt more than a little but knowing it was Pablo who was with you in that moment and the way his kisses felt almost made you forget about the pain.

"You're doing so good..my good little girl..I've wanted to make you mine every time you would sneak into my bed at night..I wanted to hold you close like this and feel you pulsate around me" Pablo groaned at the last part moving a little further but very slowly letting you adjust along the way.

"Ughh..mm..me too.." you menager to answer whining when he moved further signaling him to stop and kiss you some more until you comeptlely relax.

"Ohh..um..aah..I'm s..sorry" you felt bad for taking too long but seeing Pablo's eyes you knew that he didn't mind that one bit.

"Shh...we have all night princesa..take your time..your body is adjusting to me and slowly letting me in..just relax and give me besitos..buena" he said while continually kissing you and before you knew it your body relaxed and he was completely inside of you making you both see the stars at the new pleasurable sensation.

"Mmm it's so good..I never want you to stop" you were overcome with pleasure as each stroke hit all the right spots and made your whole body pulsate in response.

"F..fuck..it never felt like this..y..you're so perfectly tight..and all mine..joder I'm close princesa!" Pablo groaned enjoying the way you were holding him like a vice as you both rode our your highs in union.

After you both calmed down and got clean and dresses, Pablo pulled you into a tight hug and cuddled you to sleep.

"This doesn't mean we're no longer best friends Pablo!" you said and he chuckled kissing the top of your head and then your lips when you looked up.

"Of course not princesa! It only means our sleepover will be happening more often now nena..;)" he winked and you slapped his chest although that was exactly what you had in mind. ;)

I hope you liked :)

[diamondmooniii]

Do you need clarity?

1-3

♡ p i l e 1 ♡

(ace of swords - queen of pentacles - the hermit - 3 of swords)

You're getting a new beginning. A new cycle is starting in your life.

You've probably been working on your mindset for a while, on your self-esteem and how you perceive yourself and you're finally seeing all the fruits of your work. You may be receiving a lot of compliments from others or comments about how much you've changed. You may have recently gone through the end of a chapter in your life and focused on yourself and healing so you could become a new version of yourself.

In this cycle you probably didn't socialize much, so you ended up spending lots of alone time. You took your time to look inwards, to learn about yourself and also teach yourself new things, and now you're able to leave all that behind so you can move forward in your life without carrying the weight of the past on your shoulders, and now you'll also be presented with the opportunity to help people who are currently in the place you once were. You're wiser now, so it's time for you to let go of those things that hurt you and use your knowledge throughout this period of inner reflection to guide others.

You're being asked to embrace your feminine energy, to nurture yourself and those around you. I feel like you've been learning how to fill your own cup and satisfy your own needs before tending to others, and now is the time where you'll be putting more work into that.

You should also focus on self-care, but like physically, so like doing your skin care, investing in new products, maybe even going to see specialists/dermatologist. Invest in your appearance, get some new clothes or even change your style. Try new things, it'll make you feel really good.

Although you're in a better place right now, I feel like your healing journey is not over. So I feel like in the near future you'll be doing more shadow work to asses past wounds/previous heartbreaks that you may not have been aware of or things that weren't too important before may resurface and get your attention so you can work on them.

Remember to take it one step at a time and be gentle with yourself. Healing may not be easy, but it's worth it. ♡

♡ p i l e 2 ♡

(The magician - queen of swords rx - two of swords rx - temperance rx)

Your manifestations are on their way to you. You've probably already seen some of them, know that the rest is coming your way right now, however, you're being called to open up to them.

You've been working on your mentality a lot to manifest all this, but you still need to work on being open to receive and accept all the blessings coming your way.

In the past you may have felt confused as if you didn't quite know what to focus your thoughts on and that may have led you to doing some deep shadow work to get in touch with yourself and to understand that part of you that has been hidden and repressed for most of your life, and it allowed you to have a more clear and understanding mindset. You may have had a revelation that allowed you to change paths and align to that version of you that you wanted to embody all along.

You may still be a little confused right now, but that's ok. A message is coming your way, (most likely in the form of a thought) that could end up being the answer to all the questions you've been making to yourself recently. This will allow you to fully dive into what you've been wanting to do for so long. No more half things, you're finally getting everything you've been wanting. Things are going to flow and work out in your favor. Your life will be balanced and you will be able to see it really soon, as long as you remain open to receive all of it.

♡ p i l e 3 ♡

(9 of swords rx - 2 of swords - the moon rx - the fool - ace of pentacles)

Tw: mental health

You may have been experiencing some anxiety for a while now, nightmares, panic attacks and things like that. You probably feel lost and don't know where to go or what to do with your life. I feel that some of you regret something that happened in your life in the past few months. Whatever it is for each of you, I feel like this event has made a huge impact on you, and maybe you don't know how to let go of that or you're not ready just yet. Going to a professional is always recommended if you're able to, if not, some shadow work (I recommend journaling) because I feel like this is bothering you a lot, and if you don't start working on it, it could lead you to have more severe issues. Stress and anxiety shouldn't go unmanaged.

Right now you're being asked to take some time for inner reflection and to be honest with yourself. You may be feeling guilty, but lying to yourself and falling into a victim mentality will only hurt you further. Reflect on whatever is bothering you and work on making peace with it. Everything is temporary, so don't focus too much on how long you're going to be here or how long it's going to take.

You're being called to leave this period of your life behind. Reflect on your thoughts and how this whole thing impacted you and LET IT GO. The past is the past and there is absolutely nothing you can do to change it. So work on your issues and find new things to do, do something you've been wanting to try for a while and take a leap of faith. Get yourself out of that energy and move toward something better, somewhere new you have yet to experience. This will lead you to abundance in all areas of your life, but specially in your finances, so try a new hobby or work on a new skill, something out of your comfort zone. Sign up for some classes and meet new people, network. This will really pay off in the near future. Be mindful of where you put your energy and how much of it you give to certain things. Fill your cup. This will benefit you a lot.

[madame-fear]

𝐍𝐒𝐅𝐖 𝐀𝐋𝐏𝐇𝐀𝐁𝐄𝐓 | 𝐋𝐔𝐂𝐄𝐑𝐘𝐒 𝐕𝐄𝐋𝐀𝐑𝐘𝐎𝐍 𝐗 𝐅𝐄𝐌!𝐑𝐄𝐀𝐃𝐄𝐑

A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

A complete sweetheart, literally. Right after you finish together, Lucerys will lay next to you and fill your face with tons kisses while cuddling you tightly against his body.

And of course being the lovely shy little bean he is, Luke will ask you all sort of things like: Did you like it? Was I too rough? Did I hurt you? Did you feel comfortable? just to make sure whether or not he needs to change on something to make your experience more pleasurable.

B = Body part (their favorite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

I don't think he'd have an specific favourite body part of yours. Lucerys would absolutely show love and appreciation to every single inch of your skin. However, I believe, the body part his hands would often visit while having intimacy together would be your legs, and your hips. He loves caressing those specific parts with his fingertips.

You, on the other hand, would love his soft and delicate hands. He knows how to use them (and his fingers) to make you feel over the clouds. And also, his neck; because you love kissing and nibbling on that zone since it would probably stimulate him.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

When it comes to cumming, he'd probably would like to see you completely ruined with his own liquids because it would arouse him even more, but wouldn't say anything about it cause his inner kink would remain hidden.

Lucerys is always careful not to finish inside of you even if it makes him feel more satisfied, but he always enjoys coming in your stomach, chest, face, neck, lips... well, everywhere, basically. In a way, he feels like cumming on your entire body signifies you're his, and only his.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

I think a dirty secret of his would be wanting for you to take control of him. Tying him up and do whatever you wish with him, get on top of his body, dominate him, command him so he can obey, make him beg to cum/touch you... those types of thing.

Basically, he'd love to be an absolute sub for you, but would be too shy to bring those topics up no matter how much he adores and trusts you. Also, he would absolutely be fascinated when you tease him publicly, like for example: placing your hand on his thigh, dangerously close to his in between leg.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

Before you, he had zero experience at all when it came to sex. He knew a thing or two about sexual relationships and satisfying women due to the erotic books he sometimes had to read due to his studies, but having real experience? No, zero; null.

Eventually, the more often you have those moments with each other, he'd get used to certain things, and would become more experience on what to do, what not to do, the things you like, your dislikings, etc.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Lucerys likes having you riding him (*coughcough*ridingatruedragon*coughcough*), and occasionally, he will also enjoy being on top of you (is that position called missionary? idk).

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He could never be goofy neither before, nor during, or after. Luke will be serious the entire time, and he will solely focus on showing you how profoundly he loves you... as well, he will do his best to pleasure and meet all your needs, so no jestering around.

H = Hair (how well groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

Well... Lucerys likes to keep himself groomed for you, I guess!

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

Always a romantic boy, and the most intimate one. Luke's the sweet, loving, shy, soft, vanilla type of lover when it comes to having sex with him.

The one that will always asks you if you're okay with X thing, or if you feel confortable, if he's being too rough or not; the one that fills you with kisses and praises you constantly (for example: “you're so beautiful”, “you have no idea how badly I needed you”, etc). Also, will always try his best for both of you to be pleasured equally.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

Before you both officially dated and he merely fancied you so badly, he started practicing intimacy and living out his wildest fantasies with you by jacking off at night, when nobody could disturb him.

After Lucerys had his first experience with you, there was no need to do so UNLESS you're apart for some days for some reason and he's really needy. At least, until he can get back to you. 👀

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Sub/Dom, I guess. Luke will always enjoy being the sub boy that enjoys all your commands, and obeys. And if ruining you with his cum all over your body is a kink, then that one too.

L = Location (favorite places to do the do)

Honestly he prefers to have serious privacy with you, so he will always prefer to have sex either on his chambers, or on your chambers at night.

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Honestly, everything about you is just enough to motivate him.

The way you stare at him, the way you take hold of his hands, how you softly caress his skin with your fingertips, the way you kiss him... all of that, is just enough to get him in the mood. If you're in public he'll try to contain himself, but if you're in private? Be prepared to have his inner wild deagon be released.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn offs)

Choking, spanking, anything that causes you phydical pain, denigrating you by calling you names, touching/doing certain things that make you uncomfortable or you simply don't like, knife play — all those things are a big NO for him.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

Lucerys likes both receiving, and giving; but he'd have a preference for giving.

Even if he gets turned on by the way you so gently and pleasurably take his size in your mouth, he still can't compare it to the satisfying feeling of holding your hips tightly while he goes down on you, the way you interwine your fingers around his messy hair and push his face deeper in between your legs, the way you loudly moan his name, and how you release your discharge in his mouth.

That ^^ is much, much better for him. So, he'd rather give you pleasure that way. And as in terms of skills, he will know exactly where to kiss, suck, nibble, and slightly bite as to make you feel more over the clouds.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

Definitely slow, and soft. The thought of accidentally giving you pain instead of pleasure just makes him tremendously nervous, so he'd rather take things slowly, and move inside of you in a delicate, yet deep way as to hit your soft spots.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Regarding quickies, I don't think he would fancy them much unless he's truly desperate.

When it comes to being aroused, once you start with the teasing, he can't make that moment last briefly; he needs to take his time, slowly and softly, and do as much things as he can to get pleasure out of both of you. So, no quickies.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Even if he's still a little bit shy when it comes to these matters, he'll have no problem in being a little bit risky. Occasionally, he'll be the one slipping his hand on your thigh and fingering you under the table in front of everyone; enjoying the way you have to contain your moaning and whimpering, or perhaps, you'd take a more risked chance and have sex in the library, where anyone could find you there.

So, YES TO RISKS.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

I think he'd be able to go through 3-4 straight rounds without getting dizzy. Our boy is quite an active little dragon, so expect him to be even more horny and needy after those 4 rounds.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

Not really. He wouldn't use them, nor you use toys on him.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

Our boy adores teasing you to no end, especially when being in public.

Like I said previously, when he decides to take risks, he'd finger you under the dinner table in front of everyone and enjoy having you squirming under him — but, when he wants to tease, he'd simply place a hand on your thigh dangerously close to your in-between leg, and watch you lose your shit.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

Even though he tries to keep his moaning as contained as possible — releasing some small, whimpering groaning — he will eventually lose control of himself, and would moan rather loudly to the point any guard outside his chamber would be able to hear you.

His sounds would be mostly whiny moaning, whimpering, and groaning.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

One time, Jace entered his chambers in the middle of the night without knocking; only to find the two of you wildly fucking, and your body dripping with all of Luke's cum.

At least, Jace learned the reason why knocking on someone's door before entering.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

I'd say he's either average, or sliiightly a little above average. Either way he's a good one at pleasuring you, no doubt.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Before he started dating/having sex with you, he wasn't one to have developed much sexual appetite. But, after his first sexual experience with you, expect him to be always needy and touchy, or hinting you that he needs to feel you from the inside. So he's got kind of a high sex drive.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

Shortly after cumming together, he'd probably takd a few minutes to get off his high of adrenaline, and fall asleep.

Though, he'd lay on bed while holding you tightly close to him, praising you with sweet words, and giving you many kisses as to calm down a bit from the intensity of the moment until you both fall asleep together, cuddling.

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[spilledkauffie]

Zemo x Virgin!Reader *NSFW* HCs

xFemale!Reader || T/W: smut / sex descriptions

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Admittedly, he’s shocked — when you tell him you're a virgin, he's a little bit shocked. Not because he thinks you like to "get around," but because you're such a beautiful woman, he figured you'd have been able to have anyone you wanted, anytime. And the fact that he actually gets to be the first is what shocks him the most. He feels privileged to be the first to experience your body in this way, as well as help you discover your own self in a sexual arena / atmosphere.

Doesn’t jump right in — for starters, Zemo wants you to be comfortable, therefore he doesn’t just throw you into the thick of it. First he wants to make sure you want to go all the way, instead of just take it step-by-step over a period of time. When you say you want to go all the way, he still doesn't just dive into it. He wants to make you feel sexy and confident; he understands your disposition and knows he'll have to be the one to take more charge.

Foreplay — there's no rush for him, so he will take as much time as you need to start feeling like you want to move on to the next step. His foreplay looks something like: soft, tender touches to your sweet and sensitive spots. For example, while you're starting to talk about what you know thus far, which can make you blush as is, Zemo will stroke his fingertips along the inside of your wrist or the side of your neck, while listening to you. // Another step further, he'll start by placing kisses along your body, anywhere he can. All the while breathing sincere compliments about you. When he kisses you, it's deep and slow. He's slipping his hand up your thigh, and then back down with his knuckles against your inner thigh.

↳ slipping his hand under the bend of your knee or along the bare side of your frame, you shiver a little, which pauses him, "is this okay?" he asks. "y-yeah, sorry," you nervously giggle, hoping to have not just ruined the moment, "I'm not used to being touched like this." // "it's alright," Zemo chuckles, pulling back and caressing your jaw, eyes fixated on your slightly parted lips, before carefully drawing you into a kiss.

Oral — give a taste get a taste. To give you a taste of a more sexual act, he slowly warms you up with some oral. He also strongly encourages you to try and "feel yourself" (in more ways than one), so you feel confident with your body + pleasure. // On his knees between your legs, he works his way up your legs, removing whatever is necessary along the way. "Comfortable?" he asks before beginning once you've said yes. Kissing the inside of your thigh all the way up, he eventually gives your clit a deep, wet kiss, making you jolt. Chuckling softly, the vibration of his lips and tongue moving against you makes your head spin as you reach out to grab on to whatever is nearby. Throwing your head back when he slips his tongue down your now slick folds, you gasp deeply when his tongue teases your entrance. "You ready for more?" he asks.

↳ when you whine an "mhmm" with a nod, he quickly changes positions, so he's along side you, reaching between your legs, but still able to kiss you. Slowly slides his thumb down your throbbing heat, he starts kissing you, before pushing one or two fingers inside you. At that you grab his forearm and squeeze tightly when he flicks his wrist slowly in and out. Moaning the most you ever have, he swallows them by deepening the kiss. It's not long before he nearly brings you to an orgasm, but it's when you manage a "wait-wait, I wanna- actually- and then" you say practically breathless, as you squeeze your legs together in an attempt to halt the oncoming wave of pleasure.

At your pace — while he's the more experienced and the one who's more in charge overall, Zemo definitely wants you to decide just how much you're up for. He does his best to gauge based off your body language and the small phrases you manage to get out. // He asks you what position you think you'd feel most comfortable in, he'd prefer something where you're face-to-face, especially for your first time, so you settle on one that will allow that.

Finally — what feels like finally for your body, Zemo caresses your hips, positioning you just right before carefully sinking his cock inside you. Taking the deepest breath you've ever taken, and shaky at best, you pull yourself closer to him, with your arms around his neck as you feel each inch push deeper into you. Squeezing your eyes shut as you get used to the sensation, you hear Zemo whisper a curse under his breath and whisper something about how good you feel. This makes you smile and blush, but gives you a little more confidence.

↳ it's slow at first while your body adjusts and you find your sweet spot for the best pleasure. Zemo doesn't fail to give your body attention elsewhere as well. His hands are all over you, his lips are working soft bruises against your collarbones and up your neck. When you push your hips back against his is when he knows you want more, deeper and a little faster. He gives you everything you want and more. Causing you to make sounds you didn't even know you could, moans, whines, staggering breaths, etc.

Orgasm — you hit your first orgasm fairly, quick, which he understands, even though you apologize for it. While Zemo was kissing the base of your neck and hand a hand stroking down your back, you felt a tight sensation in your stomach, and he felt you tensing, everywhere and around him. Knees hitting his side, jaw dropping, and eyes closing, it happened so much faster than you thought it was going to. Digging your nails into his skin, you feel on cloud 9 with the rhythm he's thrusting into you at, until you yelp and finally feel the need to breathe again. // "I-I'm sorry, I didn't- didn't say," you try to apologize, thinking that you should have given a warning, but Zemo's already chuckling at the beautiful, adorable, and still somehow innocent nature that you have. "It's okay, angel," he swipes his thumb across your bottom lip, before kissing you tenderly, and placing his forehead against yours; eventually he says: "that was the goal after all." With that you blush fiercely and burry your face against his shoulder.

Aftercare — this is extremely important to him. Even after your "big experience," he wants to make sure you feel okay and you still get what you need in other ways. If you want to take a shower, if you want to just cuddle for a while, if you want to talk about it, literally he thinks of anything you might need or want for afterwards. He makes you feel special and thanks you for sharing that with him.

[cazimagines]

Just wanted to say that I really appreciate everything you write, and maybe could you write a NSFW alphabet for Laszlo? Hope you're having a good day!!

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A = Aftercare (what they’re like after sex)

He is just the sweetest! He will be checking to make sure you are okay, that you feel satisfied, and then he would be so loving. Whispering words of kindness to you about how amazing you were. He would try his best to help clear you up as well and then hold you in his arm as you fall asleep.

B = Body part (their favourite body part of theirs and also their partner’s)

Boobs. He loves your chest and he loves to rest his head on them during the day and then during sex smother his head in them, kiss them etc. He just can't get enough of them. He finds everything about your body beautiful but those he just adores.

C = Cum (anything to do with cum, basically)

As contraceptives were very rare for that time if you didn't want to get pregnant he would have to pull out (please guys don't think that pulling out is a good way to prevent pregnancy it isn't) he enjoys seeing his cun fall on your body, dripping down you. It does however excite him to no end when you do let him cum inside you and then he sees it dripping out of you, showing how you were his.

D = Dirty secret (pretty self-explanatory, a dirty secret of theirs)

He has masturbated to you. He's ashamed of it because it isn't gentleman like. Gentlemen should be able to resist their urges, wait until marriage but he just can't help it. You are so beautiful and because of his arm, he doesn't think he'll ever be able to be with you so he resorts to that instead.

E = Experience (how experienced are they? do they know what they’re doing?)

He is not experienced at all. You would be his first time. He knows what he is doing though... roughly. He's read many books about it, he knows the inner workings of a man and a woman, he knows where all the best spots are for you, he knows exactly what to do to bring you the most pleasure but he doesn't have the practical experience and reading from a book is quite different than to put it in practice and therefore he would feel quite awkward at first.

F = Favorite position (this goes without saying)

Having you on top, riding him. Any position where you are on top he loves. He feels a bit guilty as he doesn't want you doing all the work but he loves being able to look up at you, see your boobs bounce, and in this position, he can make his deformed arm at least hold onto your leg whereas other positions his arm is basically useless.

G = Goofy (are they more serious in the moment? are they humorous? etc.)

He's very serious, he's a romantic at heart and therefore it would be a romantic experience for both of you so there isn't much space for humour. If something accidentally goes wrong such as clothes getting stuck on you or something he wouldn't laugh it off but start panicking.

H = Hair (how well-groomed are they? does the carpet match the drapes? etc.)

He takes pride in his appearance, his bread is always well-groomed and he tries to keep down below well groomed as well but it's harder for him with really only one hand of use. As for overall body hair, he has some on his chest, arms and legs but it isn't a lot.

I = Intimacy (how are they during the moment? the romantic aspect)

He tries to make the moment so romantic because he wants to show just how much he loves and adores you. He'll be whispering lots of compliments to you, stroking and touching you all over. He might even try to make the scene romantic by bringing some wine to the bedroom.

J = Jack off (masturbation headcanon)

As mentioned before in D he does masturbate but he feels guilty about it afterwards, but he can't stop when he sees you about and he thinks he can't have you. After you two start courting though he doesn't as why masturbate when he can have you.

K = Kink (one or more of their kinks)

Something we have discussed on my blog before in headcanons and what I will eventually make into a one-shot is that Laszlo has a mummy kink. The books already confirmed for us that he has mummy issues so it isn't a far stretch. He loves being praised and being called a good boy. He wants to do anything to please you and make you feel good so that you might reward him. He loves your breasts and he loves to suck on them, it brings him a sense of comfort as he does so. And of course, he loves to refer to you as mummy.

He also loves being told what to do. He gets so anxious and worried, doubting himself and that can affect him in the bedroom so when you take over and start telling him what to do, what you like he will instantly do just that and love surrending his power over to you for you to order him to do whatever you want him to

L = Location (favourite places to do the do)

Bedroom. He's a traditional guy, times like that are saved for the bedroom. It is after all the most comfortable place for both of you. However... if the urge comes over you two at the institute, and it's a big need, he doesn't mind pushing you onto his desk in his office, having you sit on it so that you two are facing each other as you go at it

M = Motivation (what turns them on, gets them going)

Honestly, he loves you so much and has been deprived of touch for such a long time that you could the simplest of things and he would instantly be turned on. But somethings that really get him going is if you win in a debate about something, like for example the correct quote from one of Shakespeare's plays, your intelligence really turns him on especially when you use it against him or prove it to him that you know something better than him. Referring to him as stuff as well like 'good boy' while making him become really flustered makes him so turned on.

N = No (something they wouldn’t do, turn-offs)

Degradation, he loves you so much he couldn't cope with being rude or insulting you, even if that's what you wanted, he would feel so bad about it. He also doesn't like slapping or spanking you, not only does it trigger memories of his childhood he doesn't want to hurt you like that, even if it was for your pleasure.

O = Oral (preference in giving or receiving, skill, etc.)

He loves giving oral, he has studied female autonomy so he knows exactly what goes on down there and where everything is, he knows how best to stimulate you and get you quivering to his tongue and his fingers. He loves to please you and he finds it easier than traditional sex because of his arm. He does enjoy receiving oral as well but he would never ask you for it. Only if you bring it up would it ever happen. He likes running his fingers through your hair though as you go down on him, as even with his deformed arm he can gently put his fingers in your hair and move your head gently.

P = Pace (are they fast and rough? slow and sensual? etc.)

For the most part, they are slow and sensual, he wants to treasure the moment and savour it so he likes to take his time to feel all of you, experience all of you, but when he gets in one of his moods sometimes he really needs a fast and rough moment with you to get all of the stress and build up tension in him out, but those happen rarely as he is worried about accidentally hurting you while doing it.

Q = Quickie (their opinions on quickies, how often, etc.)

Quickies are also very rare, like said above he wants to take his time with you, while quickies can be fun he doesn't experience as much joy as he might when he takes things slowly. However, when you two go at it in his office they are usually quickies as you are both at risk of having someone walk into the office at any moment.

R = Risk (are they game to experiment? do they take risks? etc.)

Only if you discuss what you want to do beforehand, and when I say discuss I mean have hour-long conversations about it. He needs time to prepare himself if you would like to experiment with something. And even then he might not agree with it, he doesn't practically like taking risks especially if something negative could come of it.

S = Stamina (how many rounds can they go for? how long do they last?)

Around twice, he has moderate stamina but it can be affected by what position he is in and what he is doing, if he is on top he might not last that long because of his arm, he finds it hard holding all his weight on just one arm when he is on top of you. But in other positions such as when you are on top, his stamina can much longer.

T = Toys (do they own toys? do they use them? on a partner or themselves?)

He doesn't own any toys but if you had any he wouldn't be opposed to using them, depending on what toys they were. Because of the time, it was harder to access such things and they were a lot less developed so he would prefer just more traditional sex without them but if you wanted to try them he would be willing.

U = Unfair (how much they like to tease)

He doesn't like to tease you much, he might say something suggestive to you hinting at what he would like to happen tonight but that is as far as it goes for him, however, he loves it when you tease him, it makes him super flustered and stuttering on his words as his mind can only think of you and what you have said but he loves it.

V = Volume (how loud they are, what sounds they make, etc.)

He actually moans and groans quite loudly, he loses himself in the feeling of being inside you that he forgets really that he is making noises, he just wants to express how you are making him feel and that comes out in the way he grunts and groans into your neck or breasts as he feels himself getting closer to his climax.

W = Wild card (a random headcanon for the character)

He usually likes to have sex before bed, enjoying the passion in the night, letting go of the stress gathered from the day and just relax being with you pleasuring you and himself but he also likes starting off the morning with it as well. You might wake up to find his lips already on your neck, sucking a hickey onto your neck, his fingers already tracing down your legs and edging towards your core.

X = X-ray (let’s see what’s going on under those clothes)

He's a little on the larger size dick, but he would blush at the thought of ever bragging about it. It would certainly be enough to fill you whole and make you feel the most amount of pleasure.

Y = Yearning (how high is their sex drive?)

Higher than he would like to admit. After spending such a long time alone thinking he would never be a woman he craves you touch almost every moment, he needs to be in you, you feel you around him, but he also doesn't want to wear you out so he tries to restrict himself but it still ends up being at least five times a week.

Z = Zzz (how quickly they fall asleep afterwards)

He tries to stay up and let you fall asleep first, truly he does, he wants to watch you sleep and just admire how perfect you are but having sex can tire him out quite a bit till he accidentally falls asleep first, and you find it adorable watching him.

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song: Too Fast - Sonder

cw: Explicit sexual content, dom Chan, edging, oral sex (f receiving), fingering, protected sex, and creampie. There's also a bit of angst in there.

Useless, numb, and mediocre. You were now the things that you had feared the most, nothing but a piling clump of failures. It was hopeless to try to convince you otherwise, because that's all that you saw reflected in the mirror.

You felt nothing but sheer hatred towards the product of a lifetime. You had lived so long and yet this was the best you could do, perform poorly at everything that you meant to be good at.

You hated pitying yourself and being pitied but it almost looked like that was the only thing that you wished for now. Hands giving up even on begging for the slightest crumb of attention.

But you still tried, because if you were to beg then he would surely comply. His will would melt under your pathetic pleads, restrain dissipating into thin air, reluctancy being washed away by the thought of helping someone else.

He was the purest man alive, only when it came to his intentions. Always willing to try and fix the broken and stay by the side of pitiful souls.

But he was completely foolish sometimes, because some people had no repair and he never understood that.

"Are you sure?" He was reluctant but he would never explicitly say so out loud, that could possibly hurt you and he would never risk making you feel bad.

You nodded slightly annoyed that he kept asking over and over again if you were sure of this. His question was valid, you were intoxicated on failure and despair, so perhaps it wasn't the best option to take impulsive decisions. But you were laying already on his bed so you had no desire to back away now.

A soft sigh managed to reach your ears as a mere miracle, that's how meek it had been while coming out of his mouth. Following the puff that meant to release tension, he smiled at you. It was the sweetest smile you had seen in your whole life, it most surely belonged to an angel.

His hands wavered just like the wind; that's what you liked the most about him, he had the nerve of being shy after all. But then his hesitation would evaporate a second later, like the fake confidence that you allowed yourself to have often.

First he just caressed the side of your torso, slowly and taunting, knowing fully well that he drove you to the edge with the slightest graze of the tip of his fingers.

Lips were fast to follow his eager hands, crashing against yours hungrily. Whatever doubts he had a couple of minutes ago were now long gone. It was obvious on the way he moved his lips hastily against yours.

This is what you needed, so much attention that you couldn't even think about anything else.

He nibbled on your lower lip, softly at first but it became harsher as seconds passed by. A hiss escaped your lips when he bit down especially hard, he chuckled lightly at such a sound making its way up your throat before allowing his tongue to glide over your lower lip to soothe the stinging sensation.

With him you didn't have to feel so scared, he would take care of you no matter what. So you finally tangled your fingers on his soft locks, because he made you feel like it was okay to melt into his touch. If you did then he would still stay by your side and that was enough for now.

Despite having made several breaks in the connection of your mouths, to try and get some air, he still didn't leave the softness of your lips. The only difference was that now he eagerly let his tongue explore inside the cavern of your mouth.

Veiny hands pressed down on your torso as if it was possible to sink the mattress more under your weights. Then his fingers finally grabbed your waist firmly to stop you from moving, but it's not like you were planning to do such a thing.

You like the pressure of his grip, it reminds you that you're in fact there, alive and breathing the same air as him. You like even more the way in which he finds the way to rest his knee against the mattress in the small gap that your slightly parted legs allow him to.

When his mouth finally leaves yours for good you whimper shamelessly, wishing for him to be well aware of the displeasure his actions provoked in you. He chuckled once again, amused by how needy you could become. "Don't worry, baby. We're obviously not finished yet."

Cushions of flesh made their way along your jaw and the skin of your neck with kisses that feel so present yet quick and faint. Your hands fall limp on both of your sides as you try to relish in his warmth. He was your last anchor to life and right now the only one that you needed.

"You're boring me." You had the nerve to say when your agitated breath completely said otherwise. He knew better than to take your words literally so he slipped both of his hands under your shirt and explored the texture of your familiar skin eagerly.

He made you sit on the bed before tugging at the hem of your shirt. You complied and raised your arms so that he could get rid of the thin layer of fabric that hid you from his sight.

He unclasped your bra before tossing it aside and pushing you back towards the mattress. His mouth soon rested atop of your breast, sucking and biting hard enough for you to squirm under his touch but gentle enough not to hurt you.

After a couple of seconds he looked up at your closed eyes and smugly smiled. "I guess I'm not boring you anymore. Or are you still not entertained enough?"

"More." You lightly whispered under your breath. Immediately he dived back in to resume his previous activities while caressing your torso with his hands.

The pads of his fingers were soft and warm, just like the chocolate tone of his eyes. But his intentions were as burning as fire itself.

You would rarely allow him to help you, always closing yourself to the possibility of voicing your worries out loud. And that pained him; it completely broke him to watch you struggle on your own while he sat by your side. The only moment in which you were fully vulnerable were moments like these, in which you were literally bare under his eyes. So he always made the most of them, always gave his complete self into pleasing you.

Every time that he had the chance to have you this close he would claim you as his. Leaving purple and red proofs that he had been there, close to your heart even if just for a second.

He bit down harshly on your collarbone causing your nails to dig on his pristine white back. It hurt but it was better than feeling nothing at all, better than being on an amazingly boring loop of absolutely nothing.

His back hurt too, but he loved the kind of pain that edged him more into pleasure. The pain that you brought him was always the best he had ever experienced.

His teeth sunk into your skin various times more before he felt satisfied with his piece of art. He moved away from you to catch his breath and admire the purple and red combination of his neediness on your skin. It was perfect, just like you were in his eyes, but he knew that convincing you of that was perhaps impossible. That still didn't persuade him from trying to make you believe it.

"You're perfect." His thumb caressed your cheek with the same amount of affection that his eyes held while looking at you. And it felt too burdening, because you could never deserve him and all the love he had to offer.

"Ruin me, please." Ruin me until I have no tears left to cry, until my worries dissolve in between your thrusts, until I forget all of my problems. That's what you really meant to say, but luckily for you, the three words you mustered to pronounce were enough for him to understand exactly what you wished for.

"Your wish is my command, princess." It had been enough playing around already, his fingers finally found themselves at the height of your waistband. The button of your jeans presented no resistance against his complying fingers and soon you were completely raw in front of him.

Black fabric abandoned his torso before he lowered himself on the bed. His face ended up facing your inner thigh, the perfect excuse to kiss away at the skin of that area.

His lips were swollen and warm like flames, causing his kisses to be the responsible for the soft tremble of your knees.

With a swift movement he made room for him to lower himself onto your heat. It took a single puff of air for you to relax fully against the fluffiness of his bed.

You spared one last glance at him before closing your eyes and what you saw was a satisfied smile on his lips. It was nothing like the heartwarming smile that he had given you before, this one made you shudder in anticipation.

One kiss at the sensitive bud of nerves and you were sighing in satisfaction. That’s all he needed to continue joyfully sucking at the sensitive bud and slipping one digit at your drenched core.

He fingered you at a steady pace before he retreated his face away from your core. He slipped another digit and his fingers kept going steadily while his lips found its way to rest against your cheek.

You were biting down on your lip to stop yourself from making any noises. He started kissing your cheek adorably, making an obvious contrast between his lips and the sinful thrusting of his fingers.

“Please, make a sound for me.” The words floated on the room in between soft and tender kisses. And instead of complying to his plea you bit down on your lip with more force. “Please princess, do it for me.”

It seemed like he wasn’t the only one whose will dissolved in between pleads because you were soon reaching your high loudly, and his chest filled with pride at your sinful moans.

Eyes closed and head resting comfortably against his pillow, you attempted to catch your breath. Meanwhile he unbuckled his pants and discarded his undergarments; you knew too well that you were barely getting started. With him it always proved to be all or nothing, he wouldn’t stop until he was sure he had fully ruined you.

He tapped twice against your waist with his index finger and you quickly moved to rest against your knees and hands. You knew him, exactly what he liked and what he would never be willing to try just like he was well aware of how to make you scream. It was laughable to a certain degree; he knew of your deepest and most obscure desires and yet you wouldn’t allow him to take a glimpse inside your head, too afraid that he would end up seeing you in the same way you did.

Kisses were littered on your back as he opened a silver package and slipped a condom over his length before slowly pushing himself inside you. Once you had adjusted to his size he started pushing himself in and out at a pace that you could only call pleasing. Soon picking up his pace and not allowing your still sensitive core much room to last for long; you felt your high approaching and you whimpered loudly at the feeling of a knot tightening on your lower abdomen.

The loud and high pitched sound that slipped from your lips were the sign he needed to stop his hips abruptly and deprive you from the blissful feeling that was going to wash over you in a matter of seconds.

Before you had the time to comply he started moving again, slowly, one thrust at a time. Breathy moans were stolen from your mouth by the angle of his movements that allowed him to hit the perfect spot that made stars litter beautifully behind your lids.

He kept the slow pace for a while before moving rapidly without a warning; whimpers got stuck in your throat. Once again he suddenly stopped but this time you weren’t having it anymore. You tried to move to face him as you complained but his hands firmly held you in place.

“Don’t be so impatient.” He said almost mockingly before thrusting inside of you with force, just once. “If you wait then I’ll give you what you want.”

He was surely enjoying himself and you couldn’t deny feeling exactly the same. It would be futile and useless to deny the fact that just a simple glimpse at his torso could suffice to turn you on; when he touched you, you managed to make your way up to the clouds.

When he got impatient of waiting and teasing, he started thrusting in and out of you, going back to the perfect and somewhat relaxed pace from the start. The speed of his movements increased little by little, the knot in your lower abdomen making its presence noticeable more and more as he kept going.

Once he reached a pace that caused the mattress to rock along with your bodies, you knew you were done for. It wasn’t long before another wave of overwhelming pleasure washed over you, but this one made your legs and arms tremble as the pleasures came back every time you tried to close your eyes.

His thrusting became sloppier when you tightened around him and his pleasure was let loose not long after you had finished.

As you laid in bed trying to come back to your senses a couple of tears started rolling down your temples. After a couple of seconds it wasn’t a couple of droplets but a whole storm of emotions that didn’t allow you to live in peace.

You hadn’t forgotten your problems but at least you could finally cry with freedom. You could finally feel everything escape your eyes and tears while he held you close.

A soft kiss on top of your head and arms securely holding you close to a warmth you were too familiar with. That’s how you ended up.

[diaco1968]

Altair x Reader

Warnings! Smut, lemon, unprotected, a bit of choking, bit of humiliation, sounds a little dub/non con in the end

Note: I just realized I've written nothing for my first and longest crush, none other than the arrogant grumpy assassin! Sorry for the slight ooc-ness, I get weird writing about him...

Also amazing art! It's thanks to this, I've been visually crushing over this man for the longest time! *^*

Artist

"Wanna blow off some steam, Assassin?"

He could still feel your hands all over him, the feeling of your touch;

Your fingers running up his abs, tracing his chest, running over his shoulders, nails lightly scraping the back of his neck before they carded through his hair finally coming to a rest in a tight demanding grip on the back of his head.

It was unlike whatever he was used to.

The girls in the garden. They just did what they were assigned to do. Though they were obedient and submissive, they didn't claw at him like they desired him.

It was unusual.

It was exhilarating.

It was wrong.

It had been one of the rare occasions where there was a brief pause in the conflict between the assassins and the templars. A moment of peace that kept you all from jumping at each other's throats while their mentors and your commanders talked out their differences for a mutually beneficial truce. And of course they both had the option of having their choice of bodyguards accompanying them.

That was how he first met you. In person and eye to eye. With a distance of less than a rooftop, even less than a swords lenght, apart.

He couldn't get it off his mind now.

You had heard of him, seen the havoc he had caused in your ranks without even being seen. And he had seen you before as you barked orders at your little pawns and cut through his less experienced brethren with no mercy.

Always from afar.

Maybe that was the reason you colided hard the moment those roles were gone and out of the way. Attracted by the differences like day and night.

So when you cornered him alone with that very suggestion you were met with little to no resistance as you grabbed his collar and crashed your lips onto his. You demanded and you took as you pleased, making him bend to your will and despite his arrogant self, he liked that. He liked being wanted. The way you had him on his back in moments, straddling him so full of confidence. You were quite a skilled rider too.

Had him wondering if he had finally met his match?

Now as he stalked in the shadows waiting for you to make a wrong move, he wanted to take back. He wanted you. He had spent weeks being distracted time and again by the memories of your little encounter, now that he was so close to you again he couldn't help but drown deeper and deeper in his inner conflict. Thess were slightly different times, what if you rejected him? It would be so embarrassing... and he couldn't just kill you off if you did, that would harm the truce...

He shook his head as he caught himself thinking nonsense again.

Stay your blade from the flesh of an innocent...

You were a templar though... did you count?-

He didn't have time to measure your innocence as your pawns left to do something you ordered them to and finally you were all alone. All his. Easy prey.

A hand wrapped around your arm, twisting it behind you as he pulled you into the alleyway and slammed you front first into the wall.

"You've become too dull."

"Have I really?"

That was when he noticed you didn't use your other hand to brace yourself on the wall. The little sharp pain in his side from the blade threateningly pressing into him was proof enough.

"You'd still die anyway. So, yes, you have."

He let go of your arm and you turned around to face him in the very little space provided by his arms caging you to the wall, teasingly grinding your ass back onto him. He of course suppressed the little hiss in response, not wanting to give you the satisfaction.

"You think I dismissed my men because I'm dull and not because I saw a certain assassin lurking around in the shadows?"

He narrowed his glinting golden eyes at you.

"You are bluffing."

You chuckled as you wiped at your scraped cheek to ease the stinging.

"What ever helps your ego."

You could see his scowl even from under the hood casting shadows over his face that complimented his features, as he loomed over you, completely silent. His sunkissed skin, sharp bones, haunting eyes, defined scar over his lips.

"You are in templar territory, what do you want, bird?"

His grimace at the nickname had you smirking triumphantly. Why did you have to know their language... it was annoying.

"Don't call me that!"

"But that's your name."

You looked smug and he didn't like that but you didn't have all day for the yarn of his ego to untangle on it's own. You reached up, slipping your hand inside the hood and grabbed the back of his neck, pulling him down to you so you could whisper in his ear.

"Or do you prefer, Eagle? Am I your poor little prey this time?"

He could feel the goosebumps rise over his arms as he growled in annoyance, your voice rolled over his skin smoothly.

"If you were, you wouldn't live long enough to mock me."

"Flattering."

Your smirk widened, nipping the side of his jaw and pushing him off a whole step before he could react.

"Come, boy."

"... tch..."

Clicking his tongue he wondered if this was all worth it any way as he watched your form striding down the alley, taking his time before he decided to follow you.

To an abandoned building, top floors almost burnt away, leading to a giant hole in the roof opening up to the skies. At the entrance you grabbed his hand cause he was hesitating to step in.

He would have preferred more hospitality... like your own quarters maybe...

He didn't have time to ponder as you pushed him back on one of the few surviving furniture, before straddling his lap.

... a long wooden bench... in a burnt building with cold stone wallls...

"We're in a church!-"

You were already half way through his robes, heavily dropping the weapon belt on the ground as you looked up at his anxious expression, scoffing.

"And? Are you a religious man, Assassin?"

He glared at you but you had a point. He just didn't expect such disrespect from you. Were you not fighting as part of Richard's army?...

"You're shameless."

"Shame is a weakness. You didn't seek me out beacuse I am a weakling now, did you?"

You plopped down on his now not dangerously armed crotch and his hands shot up to grab your hips and steady you.

"Who said I seeked you out? I was just in the area for a job."

"Ouch... you mean you killed off one of my men and came to add insult to the injury?"

He paused as you paused staring down at him. Well maybe he didn't choose his words right. He wasn't good at lying on the spot.

"That's hot."

At this point he had no idea if you meant the things you said or if you were being sarcastic. But he didnt care as you started grinding down over him.

Like last time.

Oh hell no.

He flipped you, so now you were lying on your back looking up at him surprised.

"Not this time. You are mine now."

"Oh? Fine then, show me what you've got."

You almost immediately regretted that as the pit in your stomach deepened not only from excitement but from fear as his fingers wrapped around your throat tightly, nudging your legs apart to settle between them. As you let him discard your clothes, it was probably the first time it downed on you. The danger you were in. He could actually kill you. And no one would know. Kill you and leave you there disgraced and dishonored with no one to know where to look for you.

You wheezed loudly, clutching the wrist of the hand he had wrapped around your neck, your train of thoughts derailed as he unceremoniously thrusted himself into you.

His fingers left your neck, to fist in your hair instead, arching your neck so he had more room as his lips met the delicate skin, his stubble scratching you pleasantly. You grabbed the back of his neck, pressing his face deeper into the crook of your neck and he didn't mind endulging you, sucking and nipping on the skin, combined with shallow slow thrusts had you arching and twisting under him, trying desperately to get more friction out of him. He gripped your hips tightly, pinning you down and restraining your movements.

"I said you'll be good and do as I tell you to."

"That is not what you said."

"Don't test me, (y/n)."

He growled in your ear, his voice rumbling from deep in his chest and you were not about to argue with that as you hummed in response and decided to oblige.

He briefly pulled out of you, only to pull you up and dropping you on your knees on the stoney ground. With a hand on the back of your neck he had you face down, arse up and he plunged himself back into you groaning at the way you twitched around him eagerly with a loud wanton moan.

His other hand grabbed your hip to keep you from jerking forward while he drilled into you, completely different from his earlier pace.

"This is what you want after all. To be fucked like a little bitch with an important audience."

Between your moans and scratching at the ground in pleasure mixed with pain you didnt have time to wonder who, until he grabbed a fist full of your hair and pulled you back against him so you were facing  the old crushed cross behind the altar.

"...you fucking basta-geh!"

He shoved his fingers into your mouth, down your throat, deep enough to make you choke and gag around them.

"I'd watch my mouth, if I were you."

He resumed kissing your abused neck, fingers thrusting in your mouth, creating lewd wet noises and heavy moans.

You were close, he could tell. You were constricting around him so tight he almost released a few times if not for the way you bit his fingers angrily. But he wanted you to finish first. Wanted you to whimper and beg as you just couldn't anymore.

He sunk his teeth in your shoulder and that was it for you. A high pitched mewl and you were clamping down on him violently as your release shook you to your core, slumping over him as he slowed down ever so slightly.

Then he let you drop on your front and resumed his brutal pace, seeking his own release now, disregarding your half hearted protesting sobs.

It didn't take him long and he finished over your ass, panting heavily as he watched your shaky body, get used to the abuse way too quickly as you rolled over underneath him to shoot him a glare.

Awkward silence engulfed you both as he got on his feet and even helped you up with a hand and you both started fixing up your clothes and putting your weapons back in place.

This was not how it ended last time. The silenece made him wonder if he did something very wrong. If your little forbidden rendezvous had come to an end because of him. If it had, it was probably for the best but... he felt a pang of sadness thinking about it. Oh how he wished for you to open your smug mouth and say something. Anything.

"I think we can both agree, I am better off in charge."

"You wish, Templar."

"...well... yes, I do. That's the whole reason behind our ancient conflict, Assassin."

[irtealli-art]

~PICK A RUNE~

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Pick a Rune you feel pulled towards the most, it holds your messages from Higher Powers.

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PILE 1 - ALGIZ

Somebody is finding their way to you. You have caught their eyes and perhaps you may not even know about them yet or you aren't aware about their feelings towards you. But their feelings are strong, grounded and they are sure of how much they feel about you.

The person might be a winter born earth sign, I am thinking Capricorn or definitely Earth Sign Stellium. You might be Spring/Summer born? This could also mean that they have had eyes on you for a while, perhaps last winter and all this while they have been planning on how to woo you, have your attention..finding their way to you and express how much you mean to them. You bring warmth to their heart, you make them see colors in a much grayscale situation...you give them hope. You symbolise life to them, a hope that everything's possible. You bring spring to their heart. Somebody who talks to the moon, somebody who believe in prayers...somebody who wants you to look their way.

This connection is blessed by the higher powers so if you find yourself surrounded by coincidences or magically things are taken care of, it's probably because the higher power want this union to take place as well. This connection will push you towarda spiritiual growth, finding your own powers and it will lift you to success. This union will come to fruitation this fall, there's snowfall happening. Does it snow where you are? Or planning to go somewhere where it snows?

They are manifesting you in life, they believe in themselves and believe you are the person for them. I don't pick up on any red flags or warnings for you....their intentions are good, their feelings are true.

PILE 2 : FEHU

Why do you keep repeating the punishments to yourself? Words, going back to the past, letting your hurt take control of your desires? There is no one there in the room. There is no one there...look closely...the door's open and you're free.

There is so much you'd like to achieve, so much that you desire and not just for yourself..you want to share your success, your vision but you don’t believe you deserve it or is the same voice telling you don't?

Don't believe in that voice, they are just somebody we have made and you can un-make them too...

It begins with forgiving yourself. You are so harsh on yourself, love...don't you know there's magic running in your veins.

Have you experienced strange incidents which you couldn't explain? Strange flashbacks or perhaps it's the dreams...

You are spiritually powerful but it has been supressed for a long time. Just glimpses of it here and there...and even then you tend to rationalise and down play yourself.

Don't do it.

Because the magic keeps calling out to you and that magic will guide you to your desires. Begin with forgiving yourself, forgiving your hurts, your past....and if it's not easy because sometimes it's not....begin with meditation. Go to a place where you feel safe, where you feel joy...go physically there or spiritually and you'll start to feel the power thumping inside you.

Taking some time out for yourself to meditate will also begin to heal you and as you continue this, ask for what you want...know its yours because it is. You deserve it. Trust yourself and your powers...I believe you already are powerful spiritual being who may be having hard time right now or you'll realise your ancestry and the power you hold to do what you want.

PILE 3 : EHWAZ

It didn't turn out to be like you wanted and now you want to be left alone, you want nothing to do with anyone...

There is no motivation, there is no joy or energy to get back to starting again.

'How will it ever be the same? I wanted it so much, I was so sure it was going to turn out amazing....how could I not see the warning signs..I was so close...so close before it all came tumbling down'

You think this is it, you think that there is nothing awaiting for you beyond this point but you are wrong. Oh you are so wrong...This is not the end. That's just how sometimes life lessons are and honestly,  even if that project didn't work out or the relationship didn't solidify into marriage ...be glag because you wouldn't have wanted it..you wouldn't have wanted that person. Something was not right since the beginning and it's better late than never to wake up and let it hit you.

Find peace in nature, I think many of you feel find nature calling out to you for your healings..visits to the park, visits to gardens full of flowers..you may pick up gardening as a way of pulling yourself back together and touching those flower petals isn't it the best feeling ever? You can almost hear them talking to you.

Take it slow my dears, confide in the ones you trust, spend your time with your friends and let them look after you...do not isolate yourself and shut off to the ones who care for you. It's okay to not be okay..it's okay to ask for help.

You may find plenty of time connecting with your inner child, going home to your folks or perhaps finally building your own little sanctuary where there is no one to tell you what you have to do or judge you, you can do as you like..things you always wanted to do since you were a child.

You will emerge from this, look back and thank yourself to where you are and that you chose yourself, you chose never giving up and came out stronger and happier.

PILE 4 : HAGALAZ

Just because something has been with you for a long time, doesn't mean it's best for you. Some people break us through a period of time and they have a way of manipulating...making you feel like you are the one who is to blame. You don't deserve to feel that guilt.

People who have chosen this deck, pause and ask yourself if you are okay. If you are really okay...and if not...where in life you seem to feel otherwise? Is something bothering you for a long time but you don’t feel confident enough to raise your voice? You feel it's not important enough or perhaps you are at fault. Are you really at fault...?

Something much better awaits you...the spirits are telling you to not downplay yourself. If you have been hurt by somebody, if you have just gotten out of a long term relationship or if you are contemplating on going to back to an ex...it's time not to look back but ahead of you.

A new love awaits you, somebody who will keep your trust...you may have met them or seen them in your dreams...

Your guides may have been trying to reach out to you and send messages through dreams...keep note of strong symbols, signs and numbers.

Use the power of intention for the love you desire. Nothing is off the list, nothing is too much...so everything you want is yours. Affirm, Trust and Recieve.

PILE 5 : OTHILA

Oh Hi there!

You are quiet something hmmm and I mean this with a face of somebody who is impressed and in awe of your strength.

You know you, you know you are not just anybody...you probably don’t feel belong to the group, you don't settle for anything but the best and I love that!

All who picked this rune, seems like spirit guides are here to assure you that you are on the right track. Your goals are fixed and the you'll see results quiet fast! Don't give up because you are so close!!

You might feel a storm here and there but believe me the storm is not stronger than you!

Are you a fire sign? Maybe a Leo or a Sagittarius? There is so much fire in you that you will pass through any storm that comes your way. Your determination is your power.

If you are somebody who knows witchcraft or beginning their journey, using fire element would help. You will feel more in alignment with your higher self.

I sense somebody younger than you, attracted to your energy...they are in awe of your personality, your boldness and how you are out there fully focused on your goals...meanwhile they are focused on you. They come bearing gifts, wants to impress you...perhaps with a bouquet of flowers...picking the best roses for you.

[seongsangsgf]

Guidance

Pairing:Hongjoong x Reader Word Count:2.2k Genre:Smut, Fluff Tags/warnings:very fluffy, soft sex, switch(sub lean)!hongjoong, switch!reader, first time, virgin!hongjoong, mentions of reader having fuck buddies in the past, handjob, oral(fem receiving), Hongjoong is shy in this gif:sanshine A/N:requested by @minionn98! I actuality found this cute while I was writing it 🥺

It’s been awhile since you and Hongjoong have been dating each other. It all started when Hongjoong noticed you as a worker at an expensive fragrance store. He was trying to find a cologne that he’d like to buy but was a little hesitant at first so he decided that he’d ask someone for assistance.

This is where you came into the picture. You found the blue-haired man cute and sweet. Hongjoong was a shy man to begin with. More so he became more shy when he saw you. He thought that you were beautiful hence the reason why he was at a loss for words.

But eventually your kind self helped him and recommended the new cologne that the store was selling that day. Since then Hongjoong would always appear every now and then to buy any new fragrance that the store would sell on a certain day.

In reality however he only went to the store to see you and wanted to ask you out for a date. He was scared though, having too many thoughts about you either rejecting his offer or you already dating someone else. But Hongjoong was relieved when you said yes to him and since then the two of you went out on many dates after your shift at the fragrance store was over.

Hongjoong has tried lots of new things with you along the way and he was happy about things going as planned. But then one day, Hongjoong began to think about the two of you having sex with each other. It was all thanks to one of his friends sending him a link to a porn website and watched at least a couple of videos on there, some rough and kinky and others soft and gentle. Hongjoong loves the soft porn videos more because there was more connection between the pornstars and since that he began having thoughts of the both of you making love to each other. He began to feel hesitant though, thinking that you might not be into it, it wasn’t the right time, or he might mess up.

Hongjoong thought that it was best for him to talk it over with you so that he wouldn’t feel so anxious.

You just came back home from your job when you were met with silence. Normally Hongjoong would go running into you and greet you whenever you came back but this was the complete opposite. The silence was already killing you so you decided to go upstairs to where your shared bedroom was.

When you finally approached your room, you saw your boyfriend sitting on the edge of the bed, looking down at the floor while nervously fidgeting his fingers.

“What’s wrong Joongie?” You asked, noticing how nervous he was.

“I-it’s nothing y/n, r-really!” He said smiling nervously, trying to hide the fact that he was feeling anxious and that he wanted to tell you something that has been in his head lately but couldn’t find the right words to say to you.

“Oh Hongjoong you can tell me whatever’s on your mind, I won’t judge you.” You encouraged him, sitting down next to him and gently caressing his face.

Hongjoong felt somewhat relieved at your words of encouragement because in the end you never judged him for the things that he said.

“Well i-it’s just that my one of m-my friends have sent m-me a link to a p-porn site and ever since then I began to have t-thoughts of d-doing all of the things that I’ve since from those v-videos with y-you.” He cringed at how small and timid his voice sounded but was at least proud to get everything out of his chest.

“Of course we can Joongie. I’m ok with it after all.” You have mentioned to him about how you had sex with a few fuck buddies before but that was before you began working. Luckily you were experienced enough with sexual intercourses so you thought that it would be best to guide him along the way. “Since this is your first time would you like for me to be gentle with you sweetie?” You asked softly while holding his hand.

“Y-yes please.” He said in his shy voice, cheeks turning pink.

“Ok then strip and lay down on the bed for me.”

Hongjoong began to get rid of his clothes while you did the same before laying on his back. The both of you admired each other’s exposed bodies, despite the fact that he was blushing at you staring at him, shyly closing his legs.

“Oh Joongie don’t be shy, I’ll take good care of you.” You assured him, getting on top of him before capturing his lips in a soft kiss.

Hongjoong melted into the kiss before he felt your hand wrap around his cock, jolting at the sudden touch and letting out a muffled moan.

“Does this feel good baby?” You asked as you pumped his cock at a steady pace while pinching his nipples, watching him squirm underneath you.

“Y-yes, I need m-more please!” He sobbed as he was enjoying the pleasure that you were giving him.

You granted his wish by speeding your hand a little faster, eliciting more of the beautiful sounds coming out from his mouth.

Hongjoong felt like he was in the clouds right now, not wanting this to end and feeling like he was gonna cum any minute now.

“Y/n I’m gonna c-cum! Let me cum p-please!” He cried as his orgasm was about to crash down on him.

“Go ahead baby boy, cum for me.” You whispered sultry in his ear.

Your seductive voice sent shivers to his spine as he came all over your hand and on his stomach, inhaling shakily as he experienced his first orgasm.

“T-thank you, y/n…” Hongjoong mewled as he was feeling the aftershocks.

A few seconds after he was brought back down to earth, Hongjoong was curious as to how heavenly you would sound, wanting to make you feel good as well.

“Y/n, may I eat you out please?”, he asked, voice beginning to sound a little confident.

You didn’t say anything but decided to lay down on the bed, spreading your legs so that he could get a good view of your pussy.

Hongjoong felt his cock twitch softly at how wet your cunt was, already wanting to do more things to you than just eat you out but also wanting to keep his promise.

He hovered over your body before leaning down to lick and suck on your nipples, making you let out a low moan.

He began to leave soft kisses from your stomach to your inner thighs before his tongue found your clit, kitten licking it before he actually began to eat you out.

“H-hongjoong~!” You moaned out loud, bucking your hips against his face while gently gripping his hair. You thought that he was doing a good job for someone who had no experience.

Hongjoong thought that you sounded beautiful so he decided to find more ways to pleasure you. He pushed two fingers into your tight cunt while sucking on your clit, coaxing the sweet sounds that came from your lips. From how loud and hot you sounded he could tell that he was doing a good job.

Your walls tightened around his fingers, making him think about how good you would feel around his member, the thought of it making his cock harden.

Hongjoong noticed that you were close to cumming so he licked and fingered you faster like if he were a famished man.

You let out a choked moan as you felt your walls spasm around his fingers, your juices gushing and making a mess all over your boyfriends’ face and fingers.

Hongjoong licked your cum off of his face clean while also sucking his fingers clean. If he were to be honest, he’d rather have you for breakfast, lunch and dinner.

“You did such a good job Joongie.” You cooed at him while ruffling the top of his head softly.

“Thank you y/n, I’m glad that I could make you feel as good as you made me feel too.” He smiled softly at you, blush appearing on his cheeks again but not as much as earlier. Hongjoong felt himself getting more comfortable as the moment went on.

“Is there anything else that you need help with Hongjoong?” You asked him softly, wondering about what other things he’d love to do with you now that he was doing good for his first time.

“Well there’s a position that I’ve seen that I’d like to try. Missionary I think that’s what it’s called?” Hongjoong questioned, wondering if that was the name that he was looking for. It became a personal favorite of his because with this position he could do eye contact with you and he’d once told you that your eyes look pretty.

“Ah yes I know what you're talking about baby.” You assured him, once again laying down on your back so that he could get the position right.

“Go ahead baby, you can put it in.” Giving him the green sign, he slid his member inside you, groaning when he felt your walls tighten.

You moaned softly at the stretch, already loving how good his cock felt inside of you.

Hongjoong moved his hips at a slow pace, making sure that the two of you were both comfortable and that he was gentle with you even though you had more experience than him.

You were letting out little sobs and moans as he was making you feel good with his cock, pleasing you in all the right places. You thought that he was fucking your better than your past fuck buddies because in reality he’s the only one that can make you experience euphoria like you are now.

“Hongjoong, more p-please!” You whimpered, wanting to feel more of him and wanting to know what he was capable of doing.

He did as he was told as he was thrusting into you a little faster, moaning loudly as the both of you stimulated each other with you rocking your hips, matching the speed of his thrusts to help him out.

If Hongjoong were to be honest, you looked very beautiful all fucked out, drowning in the pleasure that he was bringing to you. He too was also drowning in his own pleasure.

Hongjoong leaned down to kiss you passionately while holding onto your hand, not wanting the intimate moment to be over. You held onto the back of his head with your free hand to deepen the kiss. Eventually the kiss was broken when Hongjoong found your g-spot, making you let out a cry.

“Joongie I’m g-gonna cum!” You sobbed as you felt your orgasm approach, feeling your cunt get more tighter around his cock.

“Cum for me y/n, please!” He moaned in desperation of wanting you to spill all over his cock so that he could fill you up.

Moans and pitiful cries were heard in the room as the two of you came together, your heat spasming around your boyfriend’s cock as he breeded you full of his warm release.

A few minutes later the two of you were brought back down to earth before cleaning each other up, making sure to change the bedsheets into cleaner ones. Hongjoong nuzzles himself into your neck like if he were a little kitten. You rubbed your hands on his back while whispering gentle praises to him.

“You did so well Joongie, so good for me.” You cooed at him, running your fingers through his hair.

Hongjoong blushed a lot at the compliment before giving you his brightest smile. “Mm I’m glad that I did good for you y/n.” He said cheerfully, pecking your lips softly before actually kissing them. You kissed him back while hugging him, the two of you basking in the romantic moment.

The moment would last until you turned your head to look at the clock, reading 7:00 PM.

“Oh my it’s a little late now, I think I should cook dinner for us, I’m starving.” You stated before getting up from the bed, only to be pulled back down by Hongjoong.

“No I wanna take a nap with you!” He whined cutely.

“Ugh fine whatever.” You shrugged at him. In reality you couldn’t say no to someone as cute as Hongjoong. “I’m still gonna cook dinner though.”

Hongjoong smiled in victory before burying his head into your neck again, wanting more of your affection, to which you gave him that.

“Y/n?”

“Hm?”

“I love you~.” He cooed before planting some kisses onto your neck and jawline.

“I love you too baby~.” You ruffled his hair a little.

The two of you decided to take a nap. You hope that you don’t oversleep so that you can cook for your boyfriend, but then again you don't care. You just wanted to spend some time with your lovely prince right now.

Hongjoong was proud that he was able to do good at his first time, feeling like he completed the challenge. He was glad that he overcame his fears that he had in the beginning. But more importantly, Hongjoong was thankful that you guided him in his first time and he couldn’t wait to do it with you again.