#Jodie Whittaker x reader

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[elijahslittleprincess]

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13th Doctor x Male!Reader

Doctor: I admire your company

Y/N: what?

Doctor: I like you, you’re nice

Y/N: thanks Doctor. I like you too

Doctor: thank you

The Doctor takes Y/N’s hand…

[lady-spacy]

Greetings beloved people!

Io and behold, my first time writing smut!

Thirteenth Doctor x (Genderneutral) Reader: Sex Pollen on a beautiful moon - shameless smut edition!

Reader is AFAB and body parts are referred to by name but I did not use any pronouns to refer to the reader themselves!

No beta, we die like men! I wrote this instead of sleeping! Enjoy!

********* Smut is way under the cut!*************

Bouquet (13 x Reader)

“This is the best day to go exploring with Y/N!”, the Doctor exclaimed excitedly while grabbing your hand to pull you with her towards a glittering field of flowers with an equally vibrant forest shimmering on the horizon.

You laughed, thrilled to be chosen by her to spend a day with her. To be close to her and to see her contagious, a billion galaxies erupting in light, smile.

Travelling with the Doctor was like a fever dream, in the best and worst meaning. At times so dangerous and scary that you were afraid to take just one more step. Usually the Doctor would then turn around to you and would encourage you to go on.

“Come on, Y/N,”, she would say with her beautiful eyes full of stars and her scrunched nose and deliciously curved lips, “I need your help here, I can’t do it without you!”

And at other times it was so unbelievable and beautiful that you feared you would wake up and find it all not to be real.

Today you had landed on a small moon of a busy planet.

Yaz, Graham and Ryan had decided to go shopping and sightseeing on the planet below and you and the Doctor had dropped them off and then she had told you about the rich nature and brilliant, crystal clear flowers and and jewel-like singing tress on the moon that she knew you would love to see.

And now you were here, running with your Doctor through the field, feeling the buzzing life around you in the air, trying to keep up with her, even though she was still holding your hand.

“Isn’t it brilliant?”, she screamed and you nodded, a little out of breath.

You reached a little island of colorful bushes and some small trees on the field and you motioned towards them.

Something urged you to take a closer look.

“Can we take a break there? I need to see these colours up close!”, you asked-yelled and the Doctor just grinned and changed the direction towards the closest tree.

It looked just like an earth-birch, but instead of being white and black was this one light-blue with specks of gold and purple.

You inspected the tree closer and found some tiny red glowing mushrooms growing on it.

“Adorable”, you mused to yourself as you smelled the sweetest, fullest fragrance you have ever smelled.

You looked to find the source and it turned out to be coming from the purple, nearly black flowers that were blooming on a nearby bush. Leaning closer you breathed in deeply.

The scent was flowery, surprisingly heavy for such fine, delicate flowers and with a spicy depth that reminded you maybe of musk, or maybe of naturally scented woods like cedar or sandalwood. Something earthy, rich and dark. Something warm that heightened your senses, with a hot burning flame beneath.

“Doctor…”, you turned to look for her, when you heard your name being called at the same time.

“You have to smell these flowers!”, you continued to say unison and you both laughed when you realised it.

“You found the flowers as well?”, you asked and stepped aside to let the Doctor smell your flowers.

She breathed in deeply and smiled contentedly.

“It reminds me of you”, she said and you froze in your movements.

You had just turned to smell the flowers the Doctor had found, which were the same ones as you had seen and you stopped dead in your tracks.

“Oh I wanted to say the same thing”, you said cheerfully, only rarely registering that you had said that out loud what you would usually had only thought.

Mentally you shrugged and couldn’t care less.

The Doctor’s eyes lit up and the stars in them shone brighter than ever before.

She smiled her happy, toothy smile and you beamed back at her.

Smelling the flowers again, inhaling deeply, you decided to pick one.

“Here”, you offered the flower to the Doctor.

“It’s for you, you should wear it in your hair. I love it when you wear pretty things, it makes you even more beautiful…”

And another thing you would usually never had said out loud. How odd.

The Doctor’s eyes grew even bigger with joy as she took the flower from you and carefully pushed the stem behind her ear and arranged her hair around the flower.

“You should have one, too”, she said and picked one for you.

You placed your flower just like she had done and when she rose her hand to help you secure it, she stepped closer to you than it would have been necessary.

You gulped and felt oddly brave, so you grabbed her hand, when it was close to your face and kept it in place.

Something was burning inside of you, flooding your nerves and senses, rushing through your veins in your blood, making you feel the air tingling on your skin. You were suddenly very aware of your body in your clothes, feeling very hot and very bothered.

You felt your nipples stroke against the fabric of your bra and you felt your panties over your tingling and pulsating vulva. Of course they weren’t providing any friction.

But you wanted friction. Badly.

You felt how the Doctor’s usually cool hand close to your face, that you were holding got hotter as well. Maybe her skin burned as much as yours. Maybe her core felt just as yours did. All tingly and wet.

This thought sent even more heat through your body, tangling into a ball of arousal deep in your lower abdomen.

Your eyes were locked into each other, standing there, you felt your heart beat as you were unable to blink.

The Doctor made a step towards you and it made your eyes flicker to her lips, parted and wet, she must have been licking them.

The thought of her tongue flicking made the ball inside of you coil even closer together.

You were relatively the same height as her, so it did not take much to kiss her.

And so you did.

Using your free arm to pull her the remaining centimetres towards you, keeping your grab on your hand, you kissed her.

She responded immediately, opening her mouth for you, strangled sounds coming from her as you kissed her with everything that you’ve got.

It was an open mouth, very wet kiss, an all-consuming, senses overflowing kiss, it was her and her lips and body and nothing else.

She used her other hand to really get a hold of your face, pulling it closer to her, while pushing her knee and thigh between your legs.

You yelped into her mouth, as she pushed a sturdy seam on the inside of your jeans between your labia, exactly where you wanted some friction to be.

You started grinding on her knee and thigh, rather subconsciously, while you tried to remove her coat, kind of blindly, eyes half-way closed and mind filled with her kiss.

She had broken away from you, as the need for air took over and had opted to kiss, suckle and nibble at your jaw and neck instead.

She was working on opening the buttons of your blouse, while you tried to push down her suspenders after having successfully took off her coat from her, when she jumped back, as if she was hit with an electric shock.

“No!”, she gasped for air, making a big step back from you.

“Ohhh, Y/N, I am so, so sorry!”, she panted, a pained expression all over her face.

Your mind barely registered her words, you felt the emptiness, you felt rejected and betrayed and still so, so hot!

You were burning from the inside out!

You still felt your nipples, your tingling core and now warm and very wet underwear. You only wanted her lips back on your skin, so you made a few, shaky steps towards her.

“Ohhh”, she groaned, hands running over her face and through her tousled hair, which was your work, a proud part inside of you pointed out.

“Stupid, stupid Doctor!”, she muttered to herself, while hitting herself on the forehead.

“I should have recognised them… I should have… Think! Think! Think! Concentrate! Concentrate! You have to bring your Y/N out of here! No kissing, kissing is bad!”

You had only listened to her with half an ear, your body and soul hurting from her rejection. Why else should she have pushed you away, if she did not want it as bad as you did?

Maybe you were the only one with burning skin and a desperate pussy.

You rarely considered the whole oddity of the whole situation, how you had acted on your desires so suddenly, how your desires had manifested themselves so quickly on a physical level, when you usually sucked them up and stored them away somewhere deep inside your heart, never even considering to act on them in real life.

So you missed the pained expression on the Doctor’s face, how her chest heaved and how she fought for control over the danger she had put you two into unknowingly. And how she fought down her desire.

You only felt rejected and your soul cried in bitter pain. But your body had it way worse. Had it been a sweet pleasurable desire before, an exciting ache while you had kissed the Doctor was it now an actual pain.

Your body felt as if it was on fire, your skin felt open and irritated and the pressure in between your legs was more than you could bare.

“Y/N. Y/N! Look at me!”, you suddenly saw how the Doctor’s face came into your field of view, kind of blurry, so you tried to blink to get her image clear.

“We were drugged. You need to concentrate. Y/N!”

The word ‘drugged’ had enough effect on you that you managed to finally see her clearly, you tried to focus on her words and the information she wanted to give you.

No, not her lips! Not her soft flushed skin! Not the lips. Not her sparkling eyes! Her words! Her words! Important words!

“Listen to me! Those pretty flowers contain pollen that are toxic to most humanoids…”

“Toxic?”, you managed to blur out. “Are we going to die?”

The Doctor looked at you with her continuous worried, pained expression.

“How — how — how are they toxic? I don’t feel poisoned. But my body hurts!”, you started crying.

“Please make it stop! It hurts so much!”

Hot tears streamed down your face and you desperately tried to rub yourself over your panties inside of your jeans but it did not do much.

“Pl-please!”

You fell to the ground, legs spread wide and you still tried to find release by fervently rubbing over and through your now soaking wet clit and slit.

But it was too wet, your fingers couldn’t do anything, they were unsuccessfully slipping over your skin and you groaned and cried in frustration and pain.

“This is what the pollen do”, the Doctor tried to explain the situation as easy as possible. Also as quick as possible.

“They arouse most humanoids sexually and if they don’t get to climax within three hours the nervous system and the brain could get severe damage. I am so sorry!”

The Doctor had crouched next to you and was biting her lips and pressing together her own legs. If you would have been able to read her body more closely, you would have seen the sweat on her forehead and neck and chest, her panting and her dilated pupils. She was in as much pain as you and her hearts burned with the same desire for you as your heart did for her.

“I will get us out of here and find a solution, I won’t let anything happen to you! I promise!”

She helped you to sit up and to close your jeans again and you saw everything clear as day.

“You don’t want me!”, the thought sobered you up enough to look at her properly and to think like a human being again.

“You don’t want me!”, you repeated, now with an aching heart that nearly lessened the ache in your core.

“Can I do it myself?”, you asked and stood up on shaky legs, pushing yourself up from the ground in a very ungracious way.

The Doctor stood there and watched you with furrowed brows and lips a thin line.

“Do what yourself?”

“Climaxing…”, you answered and stomped towards the TARDIS, not being waiting for her answer.

Legs feeling wobbly and every step was a sensory hell.

Your still felt your hardened nipples against the fabric of your bra, the tightness and the coiling of your insides, your throbbing clit and the seam of your jeans against your slit with every second step.

But now you were also angry.

Angry at the Doctor, angry at yourself that you had let it come so far and angry that you were still so incredible aroused that you just wanted to hump the nearest tree to find release.

“Please Y/N…”, a soft hand on your arm stopped you right in your tracks and you found yourself face to face with the Doctor. Still your Doctor with the beautiful eyes and deliciously curved lips and the soft blond hair, that now looked very dishevelled, still the woman you wanted to kiss, taking all of her in, tasting her everywhere, the woman you wanted to hear scream out in pleasure as a result to your fingers, your tongue on her, inside of her …

“Wait please, don’t go like this!“, the Doctor pleaded with big, desperate eyes, pupils huge.

She sighed heavily and bowed her head in defeat.

“It is not that I don’t want you, on the contrary. I want you so much and I know I shouldn’t. I promise I’ll find a cure for you. Just kiss me again, please! I promise I’ll— “

The sound you let out was a high-pitched moan of relief and eagerness as you pressed your lips to hers again.

And immediately the pain subsided, leaving the pleasurable ache once again behind.

The Doctor’s kiss was eager, eager to please you, taste you, feel you.

Her fingers finished unbuttoning your blouse and impatiently helped you out of the sleeves.

Your burning skin was immediately met with a cool breeze that made you shiver in the most stimulating way.

The Doctor kissed your neck, right at the juncture to your shoulder at the soft hollow above your collarbone and you sighed and sighed and sighed out loud.

The Doctor’s lips and tongue, wet and warm, were working on your shoulder while her skilled and quick fingers opened your bra. She only stopped kissing your shoulder for a second to pull the straps of the bra down your arms and the moment your sensitive nipples were hit with the gently blowing breeze around you, you threw back your head and screamed out in pleasure.

This was what you had wanted all the time, since this madness began.

So the Doctor went immediately towards your left nipple, she licked across it, once, twice, thrice and then very gently grazed it with her teeth.

She held you stable with one arm and used her other hand to pinch and stroke your right nipple.

You arched yourself towards her and tried once again to remove her suspenders, this time you succeeded as far as it was possible to the point, where she held you tight.

She unlatched from your breast and you let out an involuntary sound of disappointment.

“Shhh”, the Doctor quickly kissed you

“One second, my love!”, she murmured close to your lips and and finished taking off her suspenders, while you tried to kiss her again.

“I just want to lay out my coat for you. I don’t want you to come while standing up, I want you to feel as comfortable and good as possible. I’ll be quick!”, she purred and quickly took her coat from the ground, gave it a shake and laid it flat out.

While she had worked with the coat you had opened your jeans and were just about to pull them down as her hand stopped you.

“Let me help you with that!”

And the Doctor pulled down your jeans, helped you to step out of them and then kissed the hemline of your panties.

“We do not need them anymore, do we?” Her voice was like melted butter and you squirmed.

Everything inside of you was throbbing in painful anticipation, your nipples hard, begging to be touched again and you just wanted to ride the Doctor’s face until you came.

Laying down was overrated!

“Ple-please, ge’em off…”, your voice was slurred but the Doctor understood anyways.

She kneeled down in front of you and pulled your underwear down.

She sighed excitedly at the sight of your now fully exposed body.

“I have dreamed of this moment!, she admitted, while looking up to you through her lashes.

“Likewise!”, you answered with a slurry voice and she grinned happily.

And it was a sight for the gods — the Doctor on her knees for you, her hands tightly on your thighs, admiring every inch of your body with endless hunger in her eyes.

She looked at every jiggly curve and soft, dimpled patch of skin, every warm and oh so human part of you and looked as if she was offered every answer to every question in this universe.

“Lay down!”, the Doctor commanded as you tried to throw one of your legs over her shoulder, to get her face where you wanted it the most!

You eagerly complied, laying down on your back on her coat.

The ground beneath it was surprisingly lush, soft and plush, nothing like hard, uncomfortable grounds you knew from home on Earth. You had slept on beds that were not even half as perfect and snuggly as this random meadow on a random moon.

‘Sex moon’ your cloudy mind corrected.

It was like the moon wanted people to be comfortable after they inhaled the flower’s pollen.

You opened your legs for the Doctor and she crawled between them, but not before taking everything of your exposed sex in.

The still gently blowing breeze danced over your slick, wet bare core and provided you with a delicious tickle of sensual cold, that made your whole body tingle in lust.

You bucked your hips aimlessly into the wind, as if it could provide you with some friction.

While the wind was cool, you were getting hotter and bothered by the second.

The Doctor’s eyes glittered and she beamed at you.

“You are even more beautiful than I imagined you would be! So wet, so hot, so ready for me…”

Normally you would have been ashamed, self-conscious or shy at words or even looks like hers but the untameable desire in you burned all of your fear or shame down to dust. What was left was your lust, your passion and your love for the Doctor.

And your need for the Doctor to finally, finally touch you.

But after the Doctor was done with her admiring, she crawled on top of you, kneeling between your legs and took once again your nipple in her mouth. You groaned in frustration and pleasure.

This was not were you wanted her tongue to go.

You were still bucking your hips, this time towards her, as she pushed two fingers into your vagina.

You yelped and moaned out loud as her thumb started to stroke your clit.

“More, more, more”, you pleaded with each thrust as you still bucked, now at her hand.

And she added a third finger. She pushed knuckle-deep inside you, curled her fingers upwards and also sucked and nibbled on your nipple with even more force.

“Ahhhh!”

You cried out, pleasure and lust washing over you and yet it was not enough.

“Ahhh, MORE!”

She let go of your nipple and smiled at you, you looked at her a little confused and questioning but her fingers still pumping inside of you and massaging your clit kept you occupied.

“I have something for you, let me get it…”

She slowed down her pace and reached around into the pocket of her trousers and took out her screwdriver.

You watched her every move and as she put it to a low vibrating setting you were starting to be intrigued. You even forgot your disappointment about her slower movements.

“Lift your bottom, please, my love”, she urged you and you raised your butt even higher into the air, you had it partially there anyways to meet her hands and movements.

She removed her fingers from you and you looked at her angrily, you were too weak, to lust-stridden to express your disappointment vocally.

She shook her head.

“Don’t be angry at me, you asked for more and I will give you more!”

And she carefully parted your buttocks and placed her buzzing screwdriver right between them.

The screwdriver’s vibration went over your anus as well partly towards your vagina.

You bit your lips, this was going to be very good!

And the Doctor returned to insert three fingers inside you, immediately starting pumping and massaging your clit with her thumb and biting and pulling on your nipples.

She varied the directions of her tongue on your nipple, drew numbers and letters and all kind of patterns onto you clit with her thumb and took all the time in the world to fill you out with her fingers, stroking, massaging your insides and curling her fingers, finding out which directions got you to scream the loudest…

The vibrating screwdriver on your ass added extra pleasure and you were not holding back.

You bucked your hips, rode along the screwdriver, as much as you could, took her fingers in and screamed out your pleasure into the world around you.

Your moans and screams echoed around you in the forest and it just turned you on even more.

And what you did not know was that the Doctor was a mess, hearing you, hearing the echoes of your screams, feeling you, your wetness all over her hand and your beautiful breast in her mouth made her insides burn just as much.

And then you came. You bucked your hips against her one last time and screamed louder than before. It just came over you.

An orgasm so intense like you never experienced it before.

You think you blacked out for a moment, overcome with your hot, intense relief.

You panted and slowly came back into your body.

And the Doctor?

Her body ached and ached and ached, her desire just as hot as yours, she could not wait to come herself. To be touched by you, to be held by you…

She had carefully continued to pump her fingers inside of you through your orgasm, now she took them out again, stroke over your clit one last time and kissed the nipple she had last worked on.

You laid back, panting.

You slowly came back into your body and took the Doctor in, how she sat between your legs, and grinned.

Your aching, burning pain had subsided but was not gone completely, it had turned down enough that you knew that this had been incredible but that your Doctor was there and still unpleasured. Still unsatisfied.

She rocked back and forth, pushing her legs together.

“Hmm…” You sat up and cocked your head to the side.

“Looks like it’s my turn now to be good to you. Don’t you think?”

“You do not have to do it. I can take care of it myself, you do not have to do anything…”

You sighed, sometimes (very often) you wondered what was going on inside this woman’s head. Did she still think that you did not want her, did not want to touch her?

“Ohhh, no… I want to… desperately”, you darted forwards and kissed her neck, sucking on her skin, her hands immediately grabbed your waist and she sighed, laying her head back to give you more space to kiss her and you smiled against her skin.

“And I also want to make you scream, like you did to me…”, you whispered into her ear, after you sucked on her earlobe.

The Doctor shivered at your words and groaned softly at your soft lips on her ear.

She wanted your lips everywhere!

“But first we need to remove that”, your finger tips graced the neckline of her shirt and she nodded, eyes glued to you.

She raised her arms and you helped her out of her shirt and the tank top with the broad straps underneath and you found that she was also wearing a simple bra.

You removed it and immediately kissed her shoulders, upper chest, breast and nipples like she had done to yours.

She moaned, it was a high-pitched surprised sound that made you smile proudly and that also made your insides tighten again.

You stroke down the sides of her body with soft, determined fingers and stopped at her trousers. You looked up at her and she nodded wordlessly, her eyes still big and in awe.

So you opened her trousers and pushed them down, while she laid back and lifted her cute bottom to the air to assist you.

When she laid there, bare and open, you admired her, just like she had done when you had laid there before her.

But she pushed her legs together and also crossed her arms over her chest.

“Are you uncomfortable? Should I stop?”, you looked at her with a worried expression, you were confused by her actions, but yet she was visible aroused and wanted you. Were the pollen affecting her differently than you?

“I never slept with anyone in this body!”, she admitted, the words tumbling out of her as if she was afraid that she would never say them if she was not quick enough.

“I do not really know how. I want you to feel good and safe and… I don’t know what to do…”, she added with big, worried puppy eye.

“I have a few ideas”, you grinned and laid down next to her on your side.

“You don’t have to do anything and if you don’t like it or I am bad at it we stop and try something else…”

The Doctor looked at you with pure desire in her eyes and you felt her squirm next to you.

“Now…”, you carefully swung a leg over her and straddled her, “I’ll start kissing your neck, we know you enjoy that!”

And with that you were back at sucking, nibbling, softly biting and marking her neck, wandering down to her chest, to her stomach and then finally to her pelvic area.

While you had been working on her, she became first finally relaxed and had then slowly started to open up to you and your touches.

“Ohhh Y/N!”, she had moaned and her legs had opened and her hips bucked and you could not hide a pleasant shit-eating grin, while you kissed her down her stomach.

Your hand carefully parted her legs a little wider and palmed her vulva, she bucked against it immediately.

You grinned again.

You could not believe your luck, the Doctor moaning your name in pleasure, bucking and rutting against you, asking for more from you…

You went on to kiss over her stomach and her lower abdomen and stopped right before you reached the insides of her thighs.

“Hnnnghhh, Y/N… Please!”

Oh how you wanted to hear that, to hear her moan and beg for more from you.

And you happily obliged.

You opened her folds with one hand and kissed directly onto her hot, wet core.

She jolted up, as your lips reached her and moaned.

“So this is what it feels like…”, she said and you licked directly through her slick folds and the Doctor gasped.

And you went all in. Sucking on her clit, pushing a finger inside of her, feeling her walls around it, pumping a little and then exchanging your finger with your tongue, drawing patterns all over her.

Pushing your tongue inside of her, licking as much as you could reach…

“Ohhhhhhhh, plea-please! Don’t stop, don’t ever stop!”, the Doctor begged, clawing at the floor beneath her, pushing herself into your face.

“Deeper, deeper!”, she screamed as you used your fingers and tongue simultaneously on her, pushing deep inside her, licking and lapping all of her overflowing wetness…

“Y/N, I’m gonna… I’m gonna…” and she came and screamed and nearly squirted and bucked her hips and you suckled on her clit throughout her orgasm, letting her ride it out.

The Doctor breathed out and laid back, her chest was heaving and you admired your work.

The Doctor all loose, satisfied and torn apart.

The Oncoming Storm stilled at your hands and tongue. At your love.

She propped herself up on her elbows so that she could look at you and breathed out.

“Whew, this was something, wasn’t it?”

You nodded.

“Oh yes!”

“We should try to get back to the TARDIS as long as we still can”, she said while sitting up and reaching for her clothes.

You followed her movements and your shoulders slumped.

Was she done with you, was this an one time thing due to dangerous pollen and an immediate threat?

You sighed and breathed in deeply, your arms and legs felt like jelly and you just wanted to rest for a awhile on this beautiful lush planet with the sweet, flowery air and the Doctor between your thighs.

You felt yourself getting all tingly and aroused again, apparently you were not done yet…

“Doctor can we please stay for a moment? If this was the last time that this happened I want to take it all in…”

The Doctor was already pulling up her trousers again and tucking her shirt in as she turned towards you, smiling brightly and bending down to you.

“Listen, YN, listen very closely now”, she took your face in her hands and you just wanted to melt into her eyes full of stars. Her beautiful lips, swollen and pink and perfect…

“Y/N, I love you, I love you very much but we have to get off this planet! The wind has turned, don’t you smell it? The pollen are everywhere now and while I feel like I have never felt before, thanks to you and I hope, and think I know,”, she smiled proudly at these words, “you feel like I do, too, we have to get away from here NOW!

The more pollen we breathe in, the more dangerous they become to our nervous system and right now we are in the strongest place to fight them off. We both climaxed very nicely and our bodies are happy and relaxed, so please, get off the ground now!”

She was right. Your orgasm had helped to think more clearly again and while your skin and nipples and pussy and overall your whole body was sensitive and excited about being touched again, you still felt like yourself.

And maybe she was down to continue once you were safely in the TARDIS…

“Okay”, you sighed and pushed yourself up.

You quickly put on your panties, blouse and pants, there you had to grab her arm for stability and stuffed your bra into the pocket of your pants. You definitely did not feel like wearing it, too tight and unpleasant and putting it on just took too much time.

The Doctor grabbed your hand but instead of starting to walk she pulled you closer to her.

“You know we can continue again as soon as we are in the TARDIS… You know that, right?”, she quickly purred into your ear and a warm shiver ran down your spine and you giggled excitedly.

“Yes please!”

And the two of you ran towards the TARDIS, laughing, giggling like school girls.

Once inside you collapsed to the ground, trying to catch your breath while the Doctor was working on the console.

“Hey”, she turned to you, “I know a beautiful nebula, there are no flowers and definitely no people around, we can be just on our own…”

She came closer, while the TARDIS was wheezing and huffing around you, squatting down next to you.

“There I can make you scream even louder than on the moon…

I could kiss you and nib you and taste you and I promise you will forget your own name…”

“Is that so?”, you whispered, voice low and breathy and you slowly, tantalisingly so, opened the buttons on your blouse, one by one, the Doctor’s eyes glued to your every move.

She gulped and you smiled.

[flightlessangelwings]

Kinktober Day 5- Leather

Thirteenth Doctor x fem!reader (no use of y/n)

Word Count- 990

Warnings- smut (18+ only), corsets, established relationship, titty worship, fingering, toys

Notes- I’ve missed writing for my wifey so much it’s been so long!! I just haven’t had the inspo til now, and I think this was is a little unexpected here! I took a slightly different take on “leather” but I had fun with it so I hope y’all enjoy! List provided by the lovely @the-purity-pen​!

To say up to date on when I post, follow my update blog too and turn on post notifications @flightlessangelwings-updates​​. Reblogs highly appreciated!

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“Hey Doctor, can you come here for a moment?” you called from your room. You stood with excited anticipation as you heard her sing-songy voice from down the hallway.

“Coming, love!”

You bit your lip as nerves suddenly overtook your system. You had only a moment to decide if you wanted to back out, but you knew the prize was well worth it. A chill ran up your spine as a rush of cold air hit your exposed skin.

“What’s going… on…?” The Doctor stood frozen in her tracks the moment she laid eyes on you.

The cold air suddenly didn’t bother you as your skin warmed and tingled under her gaze. She stood in your doorway dumbfounded at the sight before her: you in a tight leather corset and lace panties and nothing else. 

You shifted your weight from foot to foot nervously, “You like it, Doctor?” you asked shyly as you suddenly became aware of how much your breasts poked out of the tight corset, “I got this when we visited that old village the other day. The lady was really nice and helped me figure out how to tie it… Oh!”

In a rush of movement, the Doctor sprinted across the room and lept at you. One moment you were on your feet rambling nervously, the next you found yourself on your back on your bed with your beloved Doctor straddling your hips. She even managed to shed her coat in the two seconds it took her to pin you down.

“I love it,” her voice was low as he hovered her lips over yours, “Darling, you look absolutely gorgeous.”

You moaned as she took your lips with hers in a heated kiss. You propped yourself up to reach her better while her hands roamed up and down the leather corset that adorned your body. Heat warmed your body as your skin tingled under her touches. 

“Doctor…” you whispered as she kissed her way down your neck.

“Shhh,” she purred, “I’ve got you, love,” she gently pushed you onto your back, “Now let me get a good look at this.”

The Doctor sat up, her hips comfortably on yours as her eyes soaked you in. Your breasts filled the corset perfectly, and with each deep breath you took in, you unconsciously pushed them up even more. A smirk lit up her face, and before you could ask what ran through her mind, she had already pounced on you again.

You let out a loud moan when she attached her lips to your breasts where they stuck out over the top of the leather corset. Her tongue licked and lapped at your skin as she savored every moan and cry you let out. Your hands gripped onto the sheets as you arched your back into her body, desperate for more.

While her mouth worked your breasts, the Doctor ran her hands down the corset once more. She savored the feeling of the smooth leather against your skin, and she giggled softly when she reached the hem of your panties.

Always a tease, the Doctor ghosted her fingers along your clothed clit a few times. She loved to see your every reaction to even the slightest touch, and she loved more than anything to bring you pleasure. Of course, she knew she had to reward you for the surprise too.

“Please…” you moaned as she continued to rub slow, light circles on your clit.

“Alright love,” she cooed as her fingers pushed your panties aside to reveal your dripping pussy, “Eager aren’t we?” she added with a smirk.

“Well I didn’t struggle to get this corset on just for you to stare,” you restored back with a smile.

“That’s my girl,” the Doctor purred as she pushed two fingers into you.

You let out a loud cry at the intrusion, but it was more than a welcome one. The Doctor wasted no time and pumped her fingers in and out of you right away while she leaned over your body to suck on your breasts once more. You threw your head back as you drowned in the pleasure she gifted you.

She kissed her way along the top of your corset and nosed her face against your breasts while she did so. She knew your body well, and she knew exactly what spots drove you wild, so she grabbed one of your breasts and popped it out completely so that it sat on top of the tight corset. Once it was free, the Doctor attached her lips to your nipple and sucked hard while she sped up her fingers.

“Fuck… Doctor…” you cried out in pleasure as you wrapped your arms around her shoulders and buried your hand in her blonde hair, “I’m gonna…”

She moaned into your breast as she pumped her fingers even faster, and rubbed your clit with her thumb every time they were fully buried inside you. It only took a few more thrusts of her fingers before you completely fell apart and came with her name on your lips. 

As much as she wanted to, the Doctor couldn’t break away from your breast to watch you cum for her. Instead, she licked and sucked at your nipple while she felt you gush into her hand and tug on her hair. When your moans turned to whimpers, she slowed her rhythm until she carefully pulled out of you and broke away from your breast with a loud pop.

She sat up and watched you before her, a mess with just a corset on your body. And you had never looked more beautiful to her. “This was a nice surprise, love,” she laughed.

You opened your eyes and looked up at her, “I knew you’d like it,” you replied with a giggle, “Now how about we get the strap and go a few more rounds?”

The Doctor’s eyes sparkled at the thought, “That sounds wonderful, love.” 

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Goodbyes - bonus chapter of ‘Home’

Pairing: 13!Doctor x Daughter!Reader

Summary: Essentially the events of ‘Power of the Doctor’ but with y/n aka the Doctor’s daughter. You don't really need to have read ‘Home’ to read this part, all you need to know is Y/N is ‘Jenny’, but when she regenerated she changed her name “new face, new name”

Word Count: 5.8k (I don't think I've ever written a pic this long ahah sorry)

Warning: spoilers for 13th’s regeneration. angst (I can't help it, im sad to see Jodie go)

A/N: ooh she's back. So the latest episode sparked my imagination and this is the result. I have fully loved writing this, ahh! As always spelling and grammar is not my strongest skill so please be kind :)

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Saying goodbye is never easy. 

In fact you would say it was one of the hardest parts of life with the Doctor. You never get to stay in one place for long so you're constantly meeting new people only to have to say goodbye a few days later. Unless they decide to join you in the TARDIS, but even companions don't stay forever. 

It wasn’t that long ago that Graham and Ryan decided to stay on earth, and now here you are saying goodbye to Dan. Although you can’t blame him for wanting to leave, he did just almost die on your last adventure together. But still, goodbyes suck! 

At least you’ll always have Yaz. You can’t imagine her ever leaving, especially now she’s admitted to you and Dan that she has feelings for the Doctor. 

“I don't know what to do. I’ve never told anyone, not even myself.” 

“Just tell her” Dan replied

“It’s not that easy”

“Look, I took way too long to tell somebody that I liked them and then the universe ended and everything got messy.” He paused “I wouldn’t want that to happen to you Sheffield” 

You saw a small smile flash on Yaz’s tear streaked face at the nickname Dan had given her.

“Dan’s right, you should totally tell her how you feel.” You agreed.

“But, what if she’s doesn’t like me back. What if I just make things awkward?”

“Oh she hundred percent likes you back. Trust me, I’ve been in her head. My mother is just awkward and doesn’t know how to handle these things.” You draped your arm over Yaz’s shoulder “So take the reins, be brave, and tell her! Who knows, maybe soon I’ll be calling you my stepmother” 

The three of you had burst into laughter until a Dalek approached and reminded you of the danger you were facing at the time. 

Since then you and Dan had tried to give Yaz and the Doctor opportunities to be alone but after the whole thing with the sea devils, Yaz had informed you and Dan of the conversation she’d had with the Doctor. Though you were disappointed that your mom had pretty much rejected the idea of a relationship with Yaz, you understood why. She’d loved and lost so many people already, and each time hurt just as badly as the last. Still you could tell Yaz had no plans to leave the TARDIS fam anytime soon and would be travelling with you until she physically couldn’t anymore. 

After saying goodbye and leaving Dan to restart his life on earth, the three of you were thrust back into another adventure. A message from a rogue Dalek, a metal ‘cyberplanet’ in the year 1916 and regenerating Cybermen. Oh, and to top it all off The Master is back after somehow surviving the destruction of Gallifrey. 

You had just managed to narrowly escape an attack from the Cybermen when Kate, the head of UNIT, called to the Doctor for help. After arriving at UNIT HQ, and an awkward meeting with Ace and Tegan, Kate explained why she had summoned you. Multiple paintings forced to be removed from public view due to being defaced with images of ‘Rasputin’. This literally had the Master’s name, or should that be face, all over it. 

The meeting was interrupted when The Master sent a video broadcast, basically luring the Doctor to meet him. Even though you were 99.9% certain this was some sort of trap, the three of you jumped back in the TARDIS and headed to Naples. 

Walking into the lecture hall you could hear the Master rambling about seismology and earthquakes, but you weren’t listening. All you could focus on were the people being forced to listen to him. 

“Doctor look” Yaz whispered as she too noticed the miniaturised students left around on the benches. 

The Master stopped talking when he noticed the three of you stood at the top of the stairs, raising his hand to wave at you.  

“Do you like my seismologist collection? Think I’ve got the whole set now” he says casually as if he hasn’t just killed a room of innocent people. 

“All right, I’ve followed your breadcrumb trail” The Doctor says as she starts down the stairs “Some people think your Rasputin, you’ve got a TARDIS on a metal planet with a stolen Qurunx, guarded by your cybermasters in 1916. Now, do I win a prize if I guess how this all fits together or are you just going to tell me why you're grandstanding?” 

“Be patient. We’ll get there” The Master replies

“How did you even escape from Gallifrey?”

“Magnificent attention to detail” The Master laughs as he shoulder barges past the Doctor, ignoring her question “I’m a seismologist now”

“You killed all these people!” Yaz interrupts "For what?” 

“To give you a simple, fair, warning.” The Master saunters right up to the Doctor, causing you to take a small protective step forward. “Leave earth now Doctor, or it will be the death of you. Because really, honestly, truly… this is the day you die. No, not just die. This is the day you are erased from existence…” he glances at you, then back to the Doctor “forever.”

To your surprise the Doctor doesn’t respond, she doesn’t say anything at all. She just stands there, staring at the Master. He laughs, glancing over at Yaz. 

“I know, bit of a conversation stopper. Awkward right?” He bounces over to Yaz “Do you see what I’ve done? I was so clever because I can give her this warning, but we both know she won’t leave. She can’t, not now that I’ve said that to her and yet she knows she should, because she also knows I don't make empty threats.” He turns suddenly moving so he’s face to face with you, staring intensely in your eyes “I can absolutely, categorically, pinkey-promisey confirm this is no empty threat.”

Before any of you have a chance to respond, UNIT crash through the doors. 

“Ooh, OH! You brought soldiers” The Master moves excitedly to the centre of the room “Are these for me? Oh you shouldn’t have.” The Master continues to ramble as two soldiers restrain and handcuff him, but you aren’t listening to him anymore. Instead you're watching your mother, trying to work out what she’s thinking. The Master was right, she won’t leave earth undefended but he was also right in saying he doesn’t make empty threats. And he seems way too excited about the UNIT soldiers. A horrible thought crosses your mind that this is all part of the Master’s plan. This is exactly what he wants.

“Give her a gun” The Doctor’s words bring you out of your thoughts.

“What?!” Yaz looks as surprised as you as she goes close the Doctor.

“Mom?!” You join them.

“Her too” The Doctor gestures to you and a soldier offers you a small hand gun. “Cover him. We’re going to take him in the TARDIS.” She sees your reluctance to accept and takes the gun for you, holding it out to you “Take the gun Y/N”

“Ooh she must be worried” The Master taunts from behind you “Thought she didn’t like guns”

“Fine” Yaz takes the gun from the other soldier, immediately pointing it at the Master.

“Do you even know how to use that love?” he mocks her.

“Don't you worry, I’ve had weapons training” Yaz replies confidently “Now move” 

“Great chat, good meeting. Thank you all!” The Master calls out as the soldiers lead him away, Yaz following close behind.

“Y/N” the Doctor says quiet but firm, still holding the gun for you to take. You look her in the eye. 

“Guns? Really Mom? This isn’t you.”

“Just take it.” She snaps, before looking apologetically “please”

“Please tell me you have a plan?” You say as you put the gun in your pocket “Because the Master certainly does and I think we’ve just played right into it”

She looks genuinely worried for a moment before putting on her best Doctor smile. “Of course I do” she places a hand on your shoulder and a shock shoots through your body. “Sorry, very staticky today for some reason. Come on.” 

— — — — 

Even as you watched the Master get locked away in UNIT HQ, you still can’t shake the uneasy feeling that it was all going to go wrong. And boy were you right. 

While the Doctor and Yaz went off in the TARDIS to meet with the Dalek informant, you stayed behind to keep guard over The Master. 

“Y/N” he dragged your name out in a sort of song like way, taunting you through the bars of his cell. “What’s wrong, cat got your tongue?” He chuckled to himself as he crouched in the corner “Oh come on, talk to me! It’s no fun if you don't talk to me! Aren’t you going to ask me about my plan? I know you want to, cause you're smart you see. You're not arrogant enough to believe that me being behind these bars means you’ve won. You think I’ve got something up my sleeve.” He pauses “Am I right? Oh I’m right aren’t I? Because we’re not so different you and I-” 

“I am NOTHING like you!” You snap, moving closer to the bars.

“Finally! She talks!” He jumps up from his crouched position and comes closer to you “I was starting to think you’d forgotten how”

“So you got me to talk, now what? What do you want me to say, oh Master?” You say sarcastically

“Ooh say that again, I like it” he smiles and you look at him in disgust before turning away. “No? Ah never mind. Our time here is nearly up anyway.” 

You freeze, turning back to look at him. “What do you mean?” 

He just smirks, and you feel a shiver run up your spine. Something is wrong. 

From outside the door you hear gunshots and shouting, followed by Kate’s voice over the tannoy. 

“All units. Full combat protocols. UNIT is under attack. I repeat, UNIT is under attack from Cybermen.”

You rush toward the cell, reaching through the bars to grab the Master by his jacket.

“What did you do?!” You shout desperately in his face, but he just laughs. You let go of him, reaching into your pocket to grab the gun. “What did you do?!” 

He continues to laugh, despite the gun pointed at him. Suddenly the door behind you explodes open and Ashad the Cyberman enters. You turn to point the gun at him, blocking his path to the Master but he pushes you aside sending you crashing to the floor and the gun flies from your hand. He prepares to shoot you but the Master stops him.

“Not her!” He yells “I want her alive”

Ashad blasts the cell bars open and the Master steps out triumphantly. 

“I am so glad I cloned you” he says, before turning his attention to you just in time to see you still laying on the floor reaching for the gun. He walks over, putting his foot on your hand making you cry out. “I wouldn’t, if I were you.” He removes his foot, swiftly kicking the gun completely out of reach and looking back down at you. “Up.” He commands, but you don't move. “Don't make me repeat myself.”

Reluctantly you do as you're told, groaning quietly at the pain in your body as you get to your feet.

“Good girl.” 

He spins on his heels, grabs one of the broken cell bars and smashes something on the wall. He reaches inside and pulls out a small device “such a good plan!” He praises himself. 

Keeping his eyes fixed on the device, he holds his hand out to you. When again you don't move he growls your name, turning to face you as he slowly walks toward you “disobeying me isn’t going to stop anything, it just delays the inevitable and makes me angry in the process. And when I'm angry…” he grabs your face harshly, pressing his fingers painfully into your cheeks and pulling your closer “…I can make life even more painful for you, your little human friend” he pauses and smiles sinisterly “and your mother”

He releases your face and takes a step back, holding his hand out once again. You sigh, before reaching out to him. The second your hand touches his, he activates the device and transports you both out of UNIT. 

As you land he releases your hand and you slump down onto the ground. 

“Welcome to St Petersburg” he says, and as you look up at him you realise he’s changed his appearance to look like Rasputin. 

Your head feels weird, and you close your eyes as you try to shake it off. After a moment the fog in your head clears and you look up to realise you’re in a large, circular room. It looks posh. Like, palace level posh. Around the edge of the room are Daleks and Cybermen, all stood facing the centre of the room where you see the shell of a Dalek. Your eyes focus and you realise the Doctor is restrained and unconscious. 

“Mom!” You scramble to get to your feet, but two Cybermasters step forward and place their metal hands on your shoulders, keeping you knelt on the ground. “What have you done to her?” 

“Oh nothing yet my dear, the best it yet to come.” He crouches down to eye level with you “and you get a front row seat, you lucky thing you”

A small groan comes from the Doctor, signalling she’s waking up and the Master jumps up and bounds over to her. 

“Hello Doctor. Welcome to the end of your existence.” He smiles, taking a few steps back and gesturing around the room “Say hello to my friends”

She sleepily glances around, her eyes landing on you. 

“Oh and your precious little offspring is here too!”

“If you’ve harmed her-” the Doctor begins but the Master laughs

“What Doctor? You’ll kill me? Because I think I’ve proved by now that’s not possible.” He spins around to show off his outfit “Do you like the garb? I love the garb. Got to dress for the occasion.” 

He continues to ramble for a while, but you and the Doctor remain looking at each other. A silent conversation happening between the two of you. 

“…the day I killed the Doctor.” You tune back into the Master’s speech “With a little help from my friends”

“Your friends?” The Doctor scoffs “You hate each other!”

“And the one thing stronger than their hatred for each other… is their hatred for you” he reaches his hand up to touch the Doctor’s face, causing you to struggle against the Cybermaster’s hold on you. “ooh she’s a feisty one isn’t she Doc” he laughs, sauntering over to you. “You know, it really is beautiful how much you two care for each other. Want to protect each other.” He reaches down, placing a finger under your chin to tilt your head up. Forcing you to look at him. “I hope you’ll feel the same way about me when I’m your mother… or father? Daddy? We can decide on the name later-”

“What are you talking about?” You ask him with disgust.

“The next phase of my brilliant plan!” He removes his hand from your face, allowing your head to drop back down to a comfortable position as he turns away from you. “I’m going old school Doctor. Do you remember the ultimate sanction for breaking our laws?”

There’s a heavy silence as the Doctor and the Master stare at each other. 

“Forced regeneration. They even did it to you once didn’t they? Well maybe more than once, who knows? Not you”

“You don't have the technology” you can hear the panic in your mother’s voice.

“I do… I do. I DO!” He laughs excitedly “when I ransacked Gallifrey, I took everything. But where would he get the power? If only I had a planet built for this purpose. No, wait wait! I do!!” 

“The cyberplanet?” You say, thinking out loud.

“Bingo! Gold star for Y/N, I see why you keep her around Doc.” He winks at you “A conversion planet, except it doesn’t only convert organic to cyber… I brought it here to help another conversion altogether.” 

He reaches his arm up in the air, presses a button on the device in his hand and the room descends into bizarre chaos. Music fills the room as the chandelier hanging in the centre of the room transforms into the same cube like thing you’d seen on the other TARDIS on the cyberplanet. Meanwhile the Master dances happily to himself, as Daleks and Cybermen watch on from the sidelines. You and the Doctor exchange confused glances, which the Masters notices. He dances over to you, orders the Cybermen to move and pulls you up to dance with him. When you just stand there unmoving he comes behind you, grabs your arms and waves them about like a puppet master controlling a doll. 

It doesn’t take long before he’s bored at your lack of enthusiasm. He throws you back into the arms of the Cybermasters and marches over to the Doctor as two large glass boxes are transported into the room. 

“Lets get you out of there” He removes the Doctor’s restraints and steps aside for her to stand. “Get in the box”

The Doctor hesitates, glancing over at you as she’s clearly trying to figure a way out of this. The Master clicks his fingers and suddenly every Dalek in the room turns to face you, their gunsticks primed and ready to fire.

“I don't think I need to explain what happens to her if you disobey me, do I Doctor?” 

— — — — 

Once she’s in the glass box, the Master sends a message to Yaz in the TARDIS, Cleary luring her to him, then climbs inside the other box. 

“Forced regeneration, Doctor…” The doors of the boxes shut, locking your mother inside. “..to force you to regenerate into me!” 

“No!” You shout, struggling against the grip of the Cybermasters but their metal hands just squeeze tighter. 

“You wouldn’t?” The Doctor shakes her head in disbelief, her eyes almost begging the Master to stop. 

He activates the device and red lightning crashes through the roof into the boxes. The Master and Doctor start glowing orange, a sign regeneration has begun. Your mother locks eyes with you as tears slips down both your faces. 

“Y/N!” She calls to you over the sound of the Master screaming “Look after Yaz!” 

You nod your head “I love you!” 

“I lo-” she begins but it cut off as suddenly in her place stands the Master in the Doctor’s clothes. He maintains eye contact and though you want to look away, you can’t. “It worked” he steps out of the box, falling to his knees and groaning. He composes himself, slowly standing as he declares “I… am… the Doctor!” 

You close your eyes, trying to stop anymore tears for spilling but open them again when you hear the familiar sound of the TARDIS landing. For a brief second your heart jumps as you think your mother has arrived to save the day, but then you remember… she’s gone. You look over to see Yaz cautiously poke her head out the door. 

“Oh hello, Yasmin Khan” the Master/Doctor steps towards her triumphantly.

Yaz glances between you and him “Where’s the Doctor?” The Master laughs, making Yaz angry “MY Doctor!” 

“Gone” he replies simply, and you see Yaz’s heart sink. “Really gone, forever gone.” He steps closer to her “Don't worry, you’ll get used to me. You both will.” He looks over to you, holding his hand out “come here, daughter of mine”

You feel instant pain relief as the Cybermasters finally release you, pushing you forward slightly and making you stumble into his hold. He cups your face in his hands, wiping tears from your cheek. 

“Come, come now. Don't cry dear. Smile for Daddy, hm?”

He stares into your face, waiting for you to obey. In your mind you hear his earlier warning about not doing what you're told and you use all the energy you can muster to flash him a small false smile. “Better.” He lets go of your face, returning his attention to Yaz. 

“I still need a companion to ask and bask in my brilliance.” He smiles but Yaz looks disgusted “oh come on Yaz! Let's go on an adventure!” He pushes past her, running into the TARDIS. He looks back out through the door, his face suddenly deadly serious again. “Don't make me ask twice. I’d hate to have to bring you down to size.” 

— — — —  

Inside the TARDIS the Master bounces around the control panel like an excited child. You and Yaz stand to the side watching in shock after what’s just happened. 

“She’ll come back right?” Yaz whispers to you but before you can respond the Master spins to face the two of you. 

“Ah ah ah, no plotting behind my back girls. That’s not very nice” he pulls a fake, hurt face before pointing to you. “Go to your room.”

“What?” you almost laugh at how ridiculous this is.

“You heard me.”

“You can’t be serious”

“Deadly.”

You look at Yaz who looks back at you just as confused. “Will you be okay?” You ask her. 

“She’ll be fine, as long as she cooperates” the Master answers for her “I just need some alone time with my companion.” 

Yaz flashes you a small reassuring smile, letting you know she can handle this. You start walking, stopping as you reach the Master. 

“You hurt her, I absolutely, categorically, pinkey-promisey will kill you.” You use his early words to warn him and he pulls a mocking face like he’s just looked at an adorable puppy. 

— — — — 

You can’t relax. Not knowing what the Master is up to, if Yaz is okay, if your mother can ever return. It’s too much. You pace and pace around your room until your legs ache and finally you flop down onto your bed with your head in your hands. 

“Hi!” 

A sudden familiar voice in your room makes you jump up and see your mom standing in front of you. You blink away the left over tears and realise she’s a hologram. 

“Mom?” 

“If you're seeing this, then I’m dead.” She states, making you gasp. “Is that a bad way to start? Bit overdramatic?” 

She goes on to explain how she’s created an AI hologram version of herself and implanted it using static electricity, but that it should only activate under grave circumstances. 

“Are you really dead? Is there any way you could come back?” You ask hopefully. 

“If this hologram has presented to you, then yes I am dead.” Your heart sinks, a wave of emotion floods through you. “Woah, my emotional receptors are a bit over sensitive. Apparently you're experiencing extreme sadness right now.”

“I wish you were really here” you sniffle.

“Me too. I’d give you a hug and maybe some ice cream? Sad people need ice cream right?” She questions and you laugh “Ah I’m sensing a slight mood boost, that’s good. Keep that up.”

Suddenly Yaz bursts into the room.

“You see her too!” She acknowledges the holo-doctor before looking at you.

“Where’s the Master?” You ask her, half expecting him to come barging in after her.

“I threw him out”

“You did what?” You laugh in amazement. 

“Come on, I’ve got a plan” 

— — — — 

With her post it notes to guide her, Yaz flew the TARDIS to collect Vinder from the cyberplanet and save Ace she parachuted off the UNIT building. She then explained her plan and dropped you and Ace off under the volcano to stop the Daleks while she and Vinder went off to complete their part of the plan. 

You and Ace agreed to split off to distribute her nitro bombs around the volcano, and meet back up in time to escape together. However when you did meet up you were surprised and happy to see a familiar face with her. 

“Graham?!” You exclaim, running into his arms and hugging him tightly. “What are you doing here?”

“I’ll explain later, run!” He grabs your hand, pulling you with him as the three of you run from the sound of explosions and angry Daleks and towards to sound of the TARDIS landing. You watch it materialise as you get closer and when the door opens you freeze. Graham and Ace run straight in, leaving you stood staring at your mother who waits at the door for you. She holds her hand out, a look of confusion on her face as to why you’ve stopped.

“Y/N? Come on!”

“Is it really you? Not a hologram, not the Master playing a trick. You're really here?” 

She runs out to you, placing her hands gently on your face so she can look at you. 

“I’m here”

As you look in her eyes you can tell it’s her. You don't know how you know, you just do. You squeeze her tightly, happy tears springing to your eyes. 

“As lovely as this moment is, we really do need to go” she says and you nod, the sound of Daleks behind you reminding what is was you were running from. 

She holds your hand as you both run to the safety of the TARDIS. Yaz explains how they brought back the Doctor, while you mother gets to work at the console, flying you and the team away just as the volcano explodes. When the TARDIS next comes to a stop Kate and Tegan come onboard and the Doctor positions everyone around the TARDIS console, giving each person a specific button to press or lever to pull. Nobody fully understand what they’re doing but they do it anyway. When the Doctor has a plan, it’s best not to ask too many questions.

“Vinder, is that your ship on the surface of this cyberplanet?” She asks, still rushing around the TARDIS. She doesn’t give him time to answer, continuing to talk without taking a breath. “Don't speak, no time. Come with me. Another problem to solve. When I say now, activate everything. Chop chop Vinder. Y/N, with me!” She leads Vinder out through the doors and you look at the others, letting out a small laugh. 

“She’s still not explaining anything then?” Graham jokes. 

“How is it bigger on the inside?” Kate ask you, completely in awe on her surroundings. In all the madness you hadn’t realised this was her first time on the TARDIS. You're about to respond when you hear your mother call your name from outside.

“I’ll let Yaz explain that one” you laugh, patting Yaz on the shoulder as you jog past her and out the door. 

— — — — 

Outside the Doctor gets on with fixing Vinder’s ship, still happily chatting away mostly to herself while you and Vinder stand watch. He fills you in on life since you last saw him and hugs you goodbye before you have to follow the Doctor as she runs to the Master’s TARDIS. When inside she brings up the video link to her TARDIS and finally explains the plan to you and the others. She gives the word and everyone springs into action. You pull your designated lever, watching as the TARDIS flashes and groans into life. 

“Yes!” She cheers “Temporal hop, 106 years, done! Now… for conversion.” She looks up at you “I really hope this works”

She pulls another lever and watches on the screen as the erupting volcanoes transform into something else. 

“Did she just freeze volcanoes into steel?” You hear Tegan ask through the video link. 

“Yes I did!” The Doctor celebrates “Turning multiple planet-threatening situations into public art! You're welcome” 

“Ok, don’t get cocky” Yaz jokes 

“Now, one last thing and we’re done” 

You both exit the Master’s TARDIS and head for the Qurunx. 

“I’m sorry for what was done to you” she speaks to it “I’ll see you released, but I need one more thing from you. Channel your energy down into this planet. Disintegrate everything, and then you’ll be free!”

The Qurunx flashes and begins doing what the Doctor said. A red beam of light bursting down to the surface of the planet and you and your mother stand in awe. As you begin walking back to your TARDIS together, you hear the Master shout from behind you. 

“Doctor!”

You both turn to face him with a sigh. 

“You lost” The Doctor says “You gambled and you lost. And now your body is failing because of what you put it through.” 

“Maybe” he replies “But if I can’t be the Doctor… neither can you” 

He raises his hand, clicking the device in it and suddenly the beam from the Qurunx changes direction. Heading straight for you. You freeze, unable to make your body move. The Doctor pushes you out of the way, sending you crashing to the ground a safe distance away as she takes the full force of the beam. She grunts as it knocks her flying and she lands in an unmoving heap. 

“MOM!” You shout, scrambling to get up and run to her but your head starts spinning. You touch your hand on your scalp where you realise you hit your head and it comes away red with blood. “Mom?” You call again as you collapse on the ground next to her. You lay there begging your body to move, to help your mother, but everything feels heavy. You hear the sound of footsteps and turn your head to the side. You notice the Master also laying lifeless not to far away. Turning your head the other side you just catch a glimpse of Graham and Yaz running to you as your eyes grow heavy and everything turns black. 

— — — — 

When you come around, you find yourself back in your bed in the TARDIS and for a moment you wonder if it had all been a dream. You climb out of bed feeling surprisingly okay and rush to the TARDIS console room to see Yaz and the Doctor stood together, talking quietly. Yaz notices you first, wiping her cheek and putting on a smile you can tell is fake. Your mother keeps turned away as Yaz makes her way over to you. As she moves you notice her bags by the door. 

“You’re leaving?” You ask in horror and she sighs. “Why? Why now? There’s still so much to see.” 

She just looks at you, like she doesn’t know how to explain and eventually says “I’m sorry, I’ve just got to go” before pulling you into a tight hug. 

“But-” you think about arguing but decide against it “how are you ever going to be my stepmom if you're not here” you say jokingly, making her laugh. She pulls away to look at you again. 

“Keep in touch yeah?” She says and you nod “and look after her” 

You both look over at the Doctor who is mindlessly fiddling with buttons on the console. 

“I will” 

And just like that she left. She refused to say the word ‘goodbye’ to either of you, she just smiled and waved a small wave before grabbing her bags and leaving. You turn to your mom. 

“Are you mad?” You ask, a tear spilling down your eye. 

“What?” She looks at you, confused by your sudden outburst. 

“How can you just let her leave?” 

“She’s made up her mind” 

“Then change it!” You almost shout “go after her and convince to stay with us! With you!” 

“Y/N-” she starts but stops when she sees you’ve noticed her hand is glowing. 

“You’re regenerating?” You say quietly “Why?” 

“The Qurunx blast, my body took too much damage” 

“But- but you're fine!”

“I’ve been holding it off for as long as I could, but its already starting” she starts slowly walking to you.

“How long do you have?” 

“About an hour, maybe” 

“An hour?! No, that’s not enough time, I need more time!” You start to panic and she places her hands on your arms to ground you. You look up in her eyes “Why didn’t you wake me up?” 

“You were healing Y/N, you hit your head really hard. You body needed to heal you properly.” She explains but you're only half listening, your mind racing at the realisation that you're losing her. 

“I can’t- I can’t lose you” you sob

“Hey!” She make you look at her so she knows you're listening “you are not losing me, okay? I’ll still be here.” 

“But you’ll be different, a completely new person.” You take a breath “There’s been so much change recently. With Graham and Ryan leaving, then Dan joining and leaving again. And now Yaz… You’ve been the only constant thought it all. This face…” you put your hands on her cheeks “…has been a reassuring presence through it all.”

“Listen, change can be difficult and scary. But it can also be really exciting! I’ll always be the Doctor. I’ll always be your mother” she pauses “or father? It’s complicated” you both laugh “it doesn’t matter what face I have, I will always love you…” she takes your hand and places it on her chest “…with both my hearts.”

“I love you” You hug tightly for a few minutes.

“At least we’re even now” she says, and you pull away to look at her confused “you took a bullet for me, I took a Qurunx blast for you”

“Yeah I guess you're right. We really should stop jumping in front of each other”

“I can’t make any promises” 

“Me neither” you both laugh “so, what do we do now?” 

“Hmm.. ice cream?”

The Doctor landed the TARDIS in a beautiful location overlooking the sea. The two of you sat for a while, eating ice cream and laughing as you watched the sun begin to set. You rest your head on her shoulder for a while until eventually she told you it was time. 

“I think I need to do this next bit alone” she says, and you nod silently. You can’t help the tears that start to form at the thought of this being the last time you see her like this. “Remember, both hearts” she places her hand on her chest and you place yours on your own.

“Both hearts” you reply before turning and going back in the TARDIS. 

You lean against the centre console, allowing yourself to cry and the TARDIS makes a noise, almost like she's trying to comfort you. You smile. 

“We’ll be okay” 

You can see the bright orange flash through the small windows in the door, signalling the full regeneration is happening. You close your eyes, taking breaths to calm yourself. You know the Doctor will be coming back in soon and the thought of meeting the new face suddenly makes you nervous. You hear the doors open and look up to see a face you recognise well. A face you’ve seen before. One of the very first faces you ever saw… 

“Dad?”

[sessa23]

Control: The Power of The Doctor story (Part 1)

(This story will be released in a number of parts, it's quite long but I hope you enjoy part one.)

(Summary: The Master is back (shocker) with his plan to erase the Doctor but what exactly is his plan. How does everything connect. His arrival has also brought back memories and rekindled feelings. Who is in control?"

(Warnings:Mentions of guns, the Master being a jerk. Flirting? Insults/burns, Mentions of Swarm, Azure and Weeping Angels.)

Your heart skipped a beat, as the video still ran though your mind.the master was alive but why was he suddenly appearing now. Why was he posing as a seismologist. You figured that he had some kind of plan up his sleeve "Y/N" The doctor's voice called breaking you from your thoughts "we have to go."

"Coming" You called out as you began to leave, while doing so you heard Tegan mention something to Ace about the Doctor sending her a Russian doll of a cyberman. You thought that was odd but didn't have time to question her about it.

The three of you soon arrived in Hotel, you walked into the lecture hall where the master said that he was. The two of you hadn't spoken for nearly two years, The Doctor and Yaz walked into the lecture room as you held back for a moment

In the last two years, you had battled many enemies, other than the master. The ones that scared you the most were the Weeping Angels, the love child of Red Skull and Lord Voldermort (A.K.A Swarm) and his sister Azure. You took a deep breath before you walked in.

The master's eyes lit uo as he saw you "Y/N, looking as ravishing as ever." You crossed your arms "Last time I saw you, you tried to kill us, where are we at now?" A grin came on his face "It varies from moment to moment." He replied as he winked at you. He spoke again "Tell me, do you still have that fire?" Sighing as you spoke "Who wants to know?"  You asked "The only man in your life." He began to walk up to you "Aww, you wouldn't be in my life if you were the only man left on the planet"

"Stick and stones Y/N" He replied as he came closer to you "Describing your breakfast?" The master chuckled as he stepped away from you "Nice to see that you haven't changed. I was just warning The Doctor to leave earth or it would be the death of her."

"What's makes you think that this plan of yours will be any different to the other times that you've been beaten? The doctor asked  "Because this isn't just the day that you die doctor." The master came closer to his frenemy "This is the day that you are erased, forever." You looked at yaz with a look of concern. There was a moment of silence before the master spoke again "bit of a conversation stopper isn't it?"

The master pranced over to you and Yaz "You see how clever I am Y/N, I've warned the Doctor about what will happen if she doesn't leave earth. The three of us know that she can't leave, not without stopping me but yet she know that I mean what I say. I can absolutely positively tell you that this is not an empty threat at all."

Just then the doors burst open, the UNIT soldiers came in with their guns aimed at the master. "Oh, oh! You brought soldiers! Are these for me? Oh, you shouldn't have. Is this rendition? I've always wanted to be renditioned. Or is it rendered?"

A soldier held the master as another one put him in handcuffs "Ooh, gentle, gentle, gentle, boys! Am I going to UNIT? I really really hope I'm going to UNIT." The master's comments made you suspicious "You're awfully in a good mood for someone who is being arrested." You quipped

"Give Yaz and Y/N" a gun" the Doctor ordered, you and Yaz looked at the Doctor "what?" You both asked "Cover him. We're going to take him in the TARDIS. Take the gun". The master then spoke "oooh she must be worried. she doesn't like guns." The two of you took the guns from the UNIT soldiers and aimed at the master

"Now Y/N love, do you even know how to use a gun" the master was tying to get in your head but you couldn't let him see that he was getting to you "Make one wrong move and you'll find out, babe." Your eyes widened as you realised what you said.

There was a moment of silence and looks of confusion bettween the soldiers before yaz broke the tension "Move!" At Yaz's words the soldiers began to escort the master to the TARDIS.  "Thank you all very much for coming, do be careful with the bodies. Pass them onto their loved ones from me."

It was not long before you took off in the TARDIS, yaz had her gun aimed at the master. He was talking to her while everything was running though your mind, The paintings, the master, the missing seismologists,the cybermen and the death star knock off. However all your thoughts kept going back to the master, the moments that you had together while he was disguised as "o"

"I know you missed me." The master's voice echoed inside your mind, you ignored the smirk that he gave you, turning to face the Doctor "This has all been too easy, especially how he looked pleased to be going to UNIT. I have a bad feeling about all this." You whispered to the Doctor.

Once you all arrived at UNIT HQ, two guards came into the TARDIS. They grabbed the master, Yaz turned to you "you okay Y/N?" You nodded "yeah. I had a feeling I'd see him again but now that he's here...it's just brought a few things back. Ryan owes me £20, now that the master has returned"

Just then the Guards took the master out of the TARDIS, The Doctor, Yaz and yourself walked out, the walls were lined with UNIT guards as the master was lead down the corridor. "

"Put him in the bunker. Constant monitoring, full security detail." Kate spoke "Ooh yes, the bunker! That sounds nice! I love a bunker! Anyone want to join, we could have so much fun. Bunk-up in the bunker?" The master turned to Kate "Your dad was an idiot" The UNIT soldiers started to take the master down the corridor

Looking up as a smile appeared on his face "Oh, Tegan Jovanka. Tell me, how's your Auntie Vanessa? Do you keep her in a little doll's house?" The master said while putting on the worst Australian accent you had ever heard. Tegan's eyes narrowed "I'm going to enjoy watching you locked up in a tiny cell."

"Yes, go on you tell the big bad master." mocked the master before he looked at Ace "And you brought along Ace, or should I say Dorothy. Didn't the Doctor ditch you? No? Little fallout with your Machiavellian maestro?" You noticed the death stare that the doctor was giving the master

Ace gripped the railing "Last time I saw you, master, you were half cat" her voice dripping with venom A smirk appeared on the master's face "A man's allowed to experiment." Kate's eyes narrowed "Enough, take him away" Kate hissed

The master chucked "haha. Yes, yes, take me away! You'll all feel much safer then with me in the building." The doctor turned to her TARDIS  "Oh you're not staying, Doctor? You're not going to leave them alone, are you... while you go Dalek hunting? Whoo" the master was cut off as the was pulled back into the elevator

"Well shit." A UNIT guard mumbled, you looked up at Tegan and Ace as they came down the stairs. Just then Kate got call, she turned to you "Y/N, you're needed downstairs please go down to the bunker." Kate looked at you "what?" You questioned. " A soldier handed you a different gun while Kate handed you a small device " the guards have said that they will feel safer. now please put this on before you enter. Do not let the master see it." You nodded as you concealed the device "what does it do?" Kate didn't answer your question "just do not let him see it"

You nodded as the two guards escorted you into the elevator "Ace, Tegan, I need you to stay here and monitor the Master, please also keep an eye on Y/N, make sure they're okay. We won't be long" the Doctor stated before the doors closed. You took a deep breath as the elevator took you to the basement.

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Me againnnn lmao I have another request could u do Melissa x reader where reader is normally quiet but someone brought up their special interest and everyone is kinda weirded out coz reader gets so happy and starts talking about it and sharing facts and stuff but no one except Melissa knows reader is autistic and someone says something mean to reader and she gets upset and Melissa comforts reader and also stands up for her (as always no pressure I’m so so so happy! u r the first person that iv come across who writes fics about Melissa and autistic reader I get so happy when I see a notification from u i literally jump up and down with happiness and your fics really help me to accept im autistic coz I’m still trying to come to terms with it anyway hope u r doing well🫶)

OMG YES! Info dumping! I love it. And I’m so glad my fics are helping you. Feel free as well to message me directly if you ever want. So my other obsession besides Lisa Ann Walter, is Doctor Who and Jodie Whittaker, so of course I chose to have the reader talk about her as the Doctor… I regret nothing 😊. I went a little extra at the end but I’m too gay for Melissa to care. Anyway, I enjoyed writing this so thank you for the prompt and I hope you like it! As always, not edited in the slightest.

For everyone, feel free to keep sending me prompts, and I was thinking about writing a one shot about Cheesy as there’s not enough imo. Let me know if I should or not.

Title based off the song from Shrek 3 and the Italian word stronzo means asshole.

Thank You for Letting Me Be Myself

Warnings: someone is mean to reader, reader struggling with having autism(small part)

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You’re sitting in the break room at the table with Barb and Melissa. You get up to get a coffee and when you do you hear someone starting to talk about Doctor Who and you perk up.

You turn around to see Jacob, Mr. Morton and another teacher talking about it. “You guys watch Doctor Who?” You say and they stop talking and look up at you. Normally you’re quiet and don’t really say much as you’re recharging before you go and have to teach your kiddos again.

“Yes, do you watch it?” Jacob asks you and you nod with a big smile. Melissa looks up at you and sees your smile and she can’t help but smile herself. She’s had a crush on you since about 4 months after you started and it’s almost been 9 months that you’re working here.

“Well come here and share your thoughts about it.” Jacob says and you walk over to them, coffee in hand.

“What exactly is your discussion about?” You ask them.

“About the first female doctor, the 13th doctor.” Mr. Morton says and you keep smiling.

“She’s my favourite doctor! Like she’s so enthusiastic and passionate and she just loves everything about what she does! And she’s so funny too, it’s just a joy to watch Jodie play her!” You start and they look at you confused, wondering why you’ve always been quiet but now you’re talkative.

The truth is, you're autistic and the only one that knows is Melissa and she promised not to tell anyone since it’s your secret not hers. You told her because you felt like you kept missing social cues or taking things too literally, so you wanted someone in your corner to help you and she had no problem doing that for you. She looks at you talking so passionately about your favourite show with a smile and heart eyes before going back to her phone, secretly still listening to you.

“And her Tardis is so amazing, oh and her companion’s compliment her so well, and her outfit looks amazing. Did you know that Jodie helped decide on the outfit to support the LGBTQ community since she’s a huge ally. And also…” and you keep going on for about 5 minutes about how much you love the 13th doctor and her era on Doctor Who. Until the other teacher, you don’t know their name, the one Mr. Morton and Jacob were talking too, says something.

“OMG! Would you please shut up!” He says and you quickly shut your mouth. “I preferred it when you didn’t speak at all.” He says, glaring at you. And you look down at the ground, embarrassed before running out of there.

Melissa looked up when he started speaking and is now getting up and walking over to them. “Hey! Don’t talk to her like that. You should count yourself lucky that I won’t contact one of my guys on you.” She says and looks at Jacob. “Why didn’t you say anything?!?” She says to him “or you?” She says to Mr. Morton.

“Sorry Melissa, it all happened so fast.” Mr. Morton says and Jacob nods in agreement.

“You should be ashamed of yourself!” She says to the teacher that was mean to you.

“Hey, we were just sitting here talking about it until she cuts in and starts talking about everything that we weren’t even discussing. And she wouldn’t stop talking.” The teacher says , only making a deeper hole for himself. Melissa glares at him.

“I don’t care what you think! There’s better ways to do that!” She says to him.

“She shouldn’t have talked so much and knew that it was too much.” He says, still trying to defend himself.

“She’s autistic you stronzo!” She yells at him and then realises that she just told your secret and has wide eyes. All 3 of them look at her speechless, now understanding that you got excited and were info dumping and didn’t mean to talk so much. Melissa turns around and walks out of the break room and goes to find you.

She ends up finding you in your classroom crying on your chair, hugging your legs. She knocks on the door, “hey y/n it’s me, just wanted to come check on you.” She tells you.

You get up and unlock the door then open it. Melissa’s heart breaks a bit when she sees you. Eyes puffy, red and watery, tear stained cheeks and red nose from you blowing your nose.

“Oh hun.” She says and you walk back to your chair hugging your legs again. Melissa walks in and closes and locks the door then walks over to your desk. “Hey, he was an ass, he shouldn’t have said that to you.” Melissa tells you and crouches down and you look at her.

“No, he’s right, I was talking too much. I shouldn’t have gotten involved in their conversation. I just got so excited,” you tell her and you sniffle a bit.

“Hun, it’s understandable, I know how much you love Doctor Who. You have nothing to be ashamed about.” She tells you and grabs your hand. “Btw I might have accidentally told them that you’re autistic. As in I told them and called that teacher a stronzo for you.” She tells you. “I’m sorry, I didn’t mean for it to slip out, I just got angry that he was mean to you.” She says, rubbing your hand with her thumb.

“It’s ok, they would have found out eventually. But this is another reason I don’t engage in conversations, cause I might talk too much.” You tell her. Melissa gets up and opens her arms out.

“Come here.” She tells you and motions to hug her. You put your feet down on the ground and then hug her waist since you’re still sitting in your chair. “Why don’t we go back in there, finish lunch. And then after school you can come to my place and I can make you some food and we can watch whatever you want.” She suggests and you look at her surprised.

“Really?” You ask her and she nods. “I would love that.” You tell her and she smiles. She helps you up and then unlocks the door and opens it for you. You both walk out and she sees you’re nervous about going back. She puts an arm wrapped around your back and her other hand on the arm closes to her and rubs it, providing comfort for you.

You get back in and when you enter everyone stops and looks up at you. Melissa can feel you immediately tense up. “What are all youse looking at?” She says and glares at everyone. Everyone immediately looks back down to their phone or food and continues what they were doing. Melissa leads you back to the table where Barb is and Barb gives you a comforting smile.

The teacher that was mean to you gets up and comes over to you. Melissa sees him coming over and glares at him, almost daring him to hurt you again. He has his head hanging a bit, looking embarrassed and stands beside you and you look up at him.

“Hey y/n, I just wanted to apologize to you. I shouldn’t have said what I said to you, I’m sorry.” He tells you and you nod your head at him. You’re too overwhelmed right now and can’t speak. You finish your lunch without saying another word and Melissa keeps glancing at you, worried about you.

You finish up the day quietly. You get the kids to work on their book report so that it’s silent and you don’t have to talk much. At the end of the day, when your last student was picked up you glance over at Melissa down the hall. You taught first grade so your classrooms are close together.

You can’t help but stare at her. She’s bending over and offering one of her students a high five before waving bye to them to go with their parent. You decide to leave now while she’s distracted, you think that maybe it wasn’t the best to get Melissa involved in your situation and shouldn’t have told her you’re autistic. So many people have had to accommodate you or help you and you feel like you should be able to do it yourself now that you’re an adult.

Melissa sees you look at her with a sad expression on your face before leaving. She can’t help but feel like maybe you won’t come over to her place now. When her last student is leaving with their parent a couple minutes later, she practically books it to the parking lot but sees your car is already gone.

She drives home and gets to work on cooking dinner, hoping you’d show. But then she gets a text from you saying that you won’t be able to make it tonight, and she sighs. She researched autism when you told her a few months ago and she knows that when autistic people get overwhelmed, they hide themselves away. She offered for you to come to her place to de-stress with food and tv, so she does the next best thing. After she finished cooking, she packed it into a container, and brought it with her to your place. She went and knocked on your door.

You answered it not too long later with leggings and loose shirt on. “Melissa? What are you doing here?” You ask her.

“Well since you won’t come over to my place, I thought I’d come to you.” She says with a warm smile and you now feel even more guilty for cancelling on her. “I brought over food I made. So either we can eat here or we can go back to my place. Choice is up to you.” She tells you with a shrug. You decide to go to her place and when you get there she gives you your favourite hoodie of hers and you sit on the couch. You’ve been to her place before and you told her that the plastic felt weird to sit on and she removed it the next day so that you’re comfortable when you go there. “Hey, you don’t have to speak but I just want to know that you’re ok.” She says and you nod. She gives you a plate of the food and you see that it’s her spaghetti and meatballs dish. Your favourite food of hers and you smile at her. She joins you on the couch, sitting next to you and then hands you the remote so you can decide what to watch, you decide on Shrek 3.

You watch the movie while eating, with Melissa right next to you, you in her hoodie, and you finally feel like you’re calming down. You put your head on her shoulder after you put your empty plate on the coffee table and she wraps her arm around you. You continue the movie, quoting some of the lines, and when it plays the ending scene with puss and donkey singing thank you, Melissa gets an idea. She guides you up and leads you to the empty space beside her couch and starts dancing with you. When the chorus comes on she sings it to you “I wanna thank you for lettin me be myself…again” She sings and you laugh. When she says the line again, she spins you while singing. The second chorus comes up “come on sing it with me.” She tells you.

The both of you sing it while dancing “I WANNA THANK YOU FOR LETTIN ME BE MYSELF…AGAIN.” You both sing at the top of your lungs. When it ends you’re both laughing and she hugs you.

“Thank you for letting me be myself.” You tell her and she looks at you with a warm smile and places a lock of hair behind your ear before cupping your cheek.

“It’s not a problem hun, it doesn’t matter to me that you’re autistic you know. You just think differently, and that's alright.”

You look in her eyes and you lean forward and kiss her. Melissa kisses you back and moves her hand from your cheek to the back of your head and places her left hand on your waist. You pull back and look at her with a smile.

“You kissed me back.” You say to her and she nods. “Why?”

“Because I like you. I have for a few months now.” She tells you.

“For how long?” You ask her and she thinks about it.

“Around the new year.” And you look at her in shock.

“But that’s after I told you I was autistic.” You tell her, putting the pieces together. “You knew I was autistic and you still like me?” You question her.

“How would you being autistic make me not like you?” She asks you, confused.

“Because I’m different than other people and have struggles because of it.” You tell her like it’s obvious.

“So? Everyone is different in their own way and everyone has their own struggles.” She tells you. “For example, I have trouble letting people in, because of trust issues. And I can have a short temper too.” She says and you look at her with so much love in your eyes. You kiss her again and she doesn’t hesitate to kiss you back.

When the person says “you may kiss the bride” , she doesn’t hesitate to give you a kiss then either. With a huge smile, she brings you closer to her and gives you a kiss, as wife and wife.

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Joe Keery is in fargo season 5 as a literal white supremacist misogynist and people are on here writing self insert fan fiction with his character I hate it here

lol one of the first episodes of the jodie whittaker season of doctor who had them going back in time to the beginning of the montgomery bus boycott because there is a guy that is EXPLICITLY, OPENLY racist, to the point where he verbally assaults the black companion, and straight up says he wants to stop rosa from getting on the bus because black people have it too good in the future...and when you look into the tags, people are shipping him with the doctor and making gifs/fan edits/fanfics of him (x reader) :) anyway death to fandom

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For the Dracula Daily (May 31st) readers who’re wondering about Jonathan’s rug:

His rug is most likely his travelling rug, which you'd spread over your body from the neck down while travelling in a carriage in cold regions. 'cos, you know, they're not that weather-proof or warm! Carriages were made of wood and had no insulation to speak of. I don't know how much you know about 19th century means of travel, but you'd definitely need a travel rug or three in Dracula's region! Passengers would also often have hot bricks (literal bricks that were heated up near the open fire at home, then wrapped in flannel (which is good for keeping heat in) that they'd rest their feet on and if they had one, a rubber hot water bottle also wrapped in flannel that they’d hold. 

Women would often use a muff (keep yer minds outta the gutters lads!) to keep their hands warm, which was usually made of a cylinder of fur or fabric with both ends open for keeping the hands warm such as you can see the woman on the left in this photo using:

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Notes: Blood. Violence. Possible betrayal. Jeremy makes an asshole move.

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Chapter Thirteen - Crimson rivers

Silence falls among them once more. The two men stare at each other. Everything feels still. Except... one little thing.

Mads hears it.

Ben, seeing Mads has noticed something, looks at his master curiously.

Mads smiles slowly.

A heartbeat.

Your heartbeat.

You're alive.

Mads turns his head and looks at Ben with a far more amused glint in his eyes than he seen in the past 24 hours. It rather unsettles Ben as he's not sure what reason Mads has to be smiling. Though, he has to admit it is nice not to be looked down upon any more. Mads turns his gaze back toward Jeremy's army, Ben doing the same.

"Ah, so you know," Jeremy chuckles.

"Know what?" Ben asks, looking between Jeremy and Mads. What do they know that he does not?

"They are here."

Jeremy grins. He nods his head and then turns around behind him. He gives a little wave of his hand. Jeremy's right hand man moves out of the way, allowing you to come through. You shuffle forward slowly, unsure of where to look. Yes, you're happy to see them again, but you're also standing on the opposite side. Mads will work it out if you don't say anything.

"There you are," Jeremy gestures for you to come stand a little closer. You do. Keeping your head down, you pretend to be unbothered by Jeremy putting an arm around your shoulders to keep you close to his side.

Mads watches with narrowed eyes.

"They're fine, aren't you, dear?" Jeremy smiles, turning to you.

"Yes."

"Look at me," Mads says, watching you.

You take a deep, uneven, breath, and raise your eyes to Mads. It feels so good to see him, but you feel so guilty for what you had to do to be here. Not a word has to be shared between you. It was like he could read you like a book. From one look he seemed to understand everything. Even from where you stood, you could see the change in his expression.

"You didn't have to," he says.

Ben looks confused as he looks at you.

"Have to what?"

"What did he offer you?" Mads asks.

"My life, basically."

Mads turns his eyes to Jeremy and glares at him.

"The consequences?"

"I kill them here in front of you. That still stands if they so much as turn around and help you. I could have them turned, but I think killing them would crush you more. Then I'll kill you and take over."

"You do not have the power, nor respect, to lead a vampire nest," Mads warns him.

"No? My friends here would disagree."

"They would tear you to shreds the instant you tried to take power."

"Please stop talking, Mikkelsen. You have no idea how my men work. We have been waiting for this day for months."

"And what of you master?" Mads asks.

Ben glares at Jeremy.

"What about him? He cares very little for my wellbeing. Has he told me he was only a half-blood, perhaps I wouldn't be here now. He did not. Now I am suppose to accept that I have no power? Ridiculous."

"Who is your master?"

"I could tell you, but if he doesn't own up to it himself, I won't say a word."

You turn your attention back to Ben. He's still avoiding your gaze. You get the feeling he knows who it is. In fact, Mads would appear to know as well.

"As touching as this reunion is, I didn't come here to chat. I came to end your reign," Jeremy states, looking at Mads again. You drop your gaze and let the fear set in. It's not as if you could hold this off for long. Jeremy came to kill a man and take down those who stood in his way. 

"Then fight me yourself," Mads demands.

"Not until everyone else is occupied."

Jeremy holds up his hand. You can only hear your own breathing. Your heart rate is increasing. You see the way Mads and the others shift in their spots. You wonder where everyone else is. Are they waiting? You can't see them.

Jeremy clenches his hand into a fist and you have to step closer to him to avoid everyone behind you running forward. Viscous hissing fills the air as they protrude their fangs and claws. They're ready to kill. You don't really know what to do other than stand there.

Your eyes are drawn up to the roof of the mansion. A high pitched sound echoes from up there. Your only instinct is to run away from Jeremy when you oncoming fire being shot from the rooftops down below. Someone up there has set up cannons of some sort. There is very little concern for the grounds as whoever up there aims and fires to kill the oncoming enemy.

You hear your name being called from behind you, but you have ducked into the gardens with no intention of slowing down to see who it is. Though you get the feeling that's Jeremy calling you back. If he can't see you, he can only assume you'll go against him.

Someone reaches out and drags you out of the way of one of Jeremy's men, preparing to attack. You scream at the sudden jolt, but cling to the arm that has it's hold on you. You turn swiftly to see Daniel pulling you into his chest, in his other hand, a revolver. He shoots the other man, knowing it won't be enough to kill him, but enough to slow him down.

"Don't go anywhere," Danie tells you. You nod your head. Daniel tosses the empty gun to the ground and you turn away just as he leaps onto the other man, fangs and claws ready to fight. You can hear the nasty sound of flesh being torn apart and the screams of Jeremy's man. You hug yourself as you force yourself to remain ignorant to the fight behind you.

An explosion goes off near by, starting you terribly. You go to run again, but Daniel wraps his arms around you once more. He pulls you away, shielding your eyes from the mess he had left behind and taking you into the next section of the garden.

"Look at me," Daniel places his hands on either side of your head, making you look at him. You take a deep breath as you focus on his eyes. "That's it." He smiles.

You cling to his arms, grasping them tightly in your hands.

"Now, listen to me," he says. You nod. "Your dagger is in the house. This key will unlock the office door," Daniel drops the key into your hand. "Mads' office, you got that?" You nod. "I was too risky to have it on my person. You must get to the house and get it. Kill Jeremy. Understand?"

You nod again, clasping the key tightly. Daniel lets go of you and grabs your hand. You put the key away safely and follow him out of this part of the garden.

Turning the corner, you can see the greenhouse has been smashed to pieces. Anson has one of the men in a chokehold, fighting him off. There is a trail of blood along his temple and his hands are strained red. He doesn't see you as you walk by with Daniel. Though you do hear more glass shattering behind you as you go. 

"I must part ways with you and go help my friend, remember, Mads' office, your dagger."

"I remember," you confirm. Daniel, in the spur of the moment, plants a kiss to your forehead and smiles at you, right before running off to join the fight again. You watch him go before making a move again. The main fight is being kept to the front of the house, right up along the road. You decide keeping to the side will get you to the house faster, so you cross through the garden and plan to walk up the outside, near the tree line.

More explosions can be heard from behind you, and a lot of yelling. You shiver at the sound of the fight. They really are tearing each other apart. You feel sick thinking about it.

Making it to the other side of the garden without being seen, you duck behind a statue when you hear the sound of combat close by. You curl up into a ball, trying to make yourself as small as possible, but allowing room to peek around the side. You see Jodie with a sword. A SWORD!

Women with swords will always be sexy, but damn, you wished you had turned around quicker. She sliced that man's head off cleanly. Quickly, you cover your mouth, trying not to throw up right there.

Hearing the sound of an escalating heart rate, Jodie wipes the blood from the blade along her sleeve and turns toward the statue.

"I know you're there."

You take a second to make sure you won't spew. Feeling safe, you get up and come out into the opening. Jodie smiles softly at you.

"Sorry if you saw that," she scrunches her nose slightly, hoping you're alright.

"I did. I don't want to see that again. I'm going to pretend there isn't a decapitated man at your feet and carry on toward the house." You step around the head, fighting to keep from looking at it. Jodie follows you with her eyes, looking apologetic. She steps around the headless body and follows you around the top end of the garden.

"I'll cover you," she says. You thank her and make a break for the drive way. Jodie turns the corner and makes her way up the road, sword at the ready.

You run for the door. However, you weren't expecting the door to swing open when you got there. You almost fall flat on your face, but a pair of hands catch you. You look up, ready to fight of anyone who had made it to the house, but you're surprised to see Michael Caine, Mads' butler, helping you steady yourself.

"Should you be here?" You ask.

He smiles kindly at you.

"Do you think we would not fight along our master when he needs us most?" He chuckles. He gestures to the staircases. You look up in awe. Each doorway and each staircase was blocked by staff from the house. They were armed and ready.

"You're fighting for him."

"Of course. Those who did not wish to take up arms are down in the kitchen and the quarters, blocked off until this is over. The rest of us will defend this house with all we have."

You smile at him.

"I need to get to the office," you tell him. Michael nods and gestures to the stair case. The staff move aside to allow you to pass. You thank him and make your way up. When you reach the top, you stop and turn around to them. "Fight with all you have. Slow them down. Do not let them enter this house."

They nod and cheer.

You give a salute and run off in the direction of the office.

The moment Jeremy saw you run off, he was filled with rage. You weren't a coward running out of fear, you were running away from him. He called your name as you ran off into the garden, but you didn't stop. He made to go after you, but Mads was far faster than he anticipated. Mads grabbed him by the throat and glared at him.

"You have no power," he growled.

Jeremy smirks at Mads, hands clasped around his wrist. His clawed nails dig into Mads' hand, but the man isn't bothered. He barely feels the pain.

"Barnes should have turned me, then I would be worthy in your eyes," Jeremy hissed.

Mads tightens his hold on his neck.

"Your master is dead. I killed him with my own hands. Barnes lives with the guilt of ever being associated with you. The only reason you take it out on him is because he is all that's left. I am stronger than the master of your master. What power could you possibly believe you have?" Mads asks.

Jeremy glares at him.

"They should have done better to end you," Jeremy hissed.

Mads, in his anger, decides to give Jeremy a fighting chance. He throws Jeremy down to the ground, hard enough to cause him to roll twice before stopping. Mads stands over him, fangs are the ready.

"Fight me. Show me that power you claim to have."

Jeremy laughs as he pushes himself up from the ground. He gives his shoulder a roll, a horrid sharp cracking sound could be heard. Once on his feet, he faces Mads.

"I'll show you."

Both men run at each other at top speed, but Mads has the upper hand. He's faster, smarter, and more agile. Jeremy, being of weaker blood, cannot move as quickly as Mads. Therefore the mightier of the two can see every move Jeremy makes.

Those long fingernails scratch at their opponents. Blood is drawn, but not in a deadly way. Scratches at best. Jeremy sports a split lip where Mads was able to elbow him in the jaw. Mikkelsen is far too quick for Jeremy's eye.

Managing to get behind him, Mads locks his arm around Jeremy's neck, pulling his head back against his shoulder. He keeps him in a hold there.

"Tired?"

"Not even slightly," Jeremy spits.

"You can still back down and walk away."

"Why would I do that? All I have to do is end you."

"And how do you intend on doing that? You can't even outrun me," Mads growls.

Jeremy laughs.

"I can't kill you now, but I will when the moment is right."

"And when is that going to be?" Mads asked, keeping his voice. He spoke right into Jeremy's ear.

"Not long I hope. I'm just keeping you busy until that time comes," he grins. Mads' hold on Jeremy slackens a bit as he turns his gaze of concern to the man he is holding still.

"What do you mean?"

"While we've been fighting out here, who is protecting your precious gem? I should have known they would go against me the moment they had the chance, therefore they have signed their death warrant."

Mads looks up at the house. That would be your destination if Daniel managed to relay the information to you. If so, you were in trouble. Mads casts his eyes across the battlefield, looking over to see who he could see. Daniel and Tom had their hands full, keeping as many of the enemy back as possible. Up further ahead he could see Jodie and her sword. The blade was dripping scarlet. Anson runs out of the left garden to grab at a burly looking man, pulling him down to the ground to finish him. Canon fire was still blasting from the rooftops where he knew Oscar and Benedict were. At the very least if you could make it up there and let them know you were alright, he would know you were safe.

Jeremy laughs again.

"My right hand is also nowhere in sight. You probably should have thought this through before hand."

"He'll never make it through the house."

Jeremy smirks. "Are you sure about that?"

As if on cue, a scream comes from the house. Mads' head turns sharply up to look at the building. He can't see anything from where he stands, that and the lights were out. That scream was you, no doubt about it. Filling with rage again, he grabs Jeremy and throws him around again, this time keeping him pinned to the ground with his foot. He stands over him and glares down at the other man.

"I will kill you first!"

"It's me, or them, make a choice Mads."

Mads could to crush Jeremy's neck with his foot, but stops. He hears you scream again. Looking up, he sees Tom push the one he was fighting to the ground, ending them with his hands. He looks up and make eye contact with Mads. He nods once. Tom stands up and makes for the house. Mads turns back to Jeremy and applies pressure.

"I'll wait."

Hiddleston runs up the steps, through the doors, and past the fallen staff members who had been guarding the house. There was no time to mourn them now, not when you were in trouble. He would not let their sacrifice be in vain. He continues up through the halls and to the office.

The door to the office was open. The chest the dagger was kept in was also open, and empty.

Tom stands in the door and looks around. Signs of a struggle. You had picked up the dagger, but were attacked from behind. You knocked most of the stuff on the desk to the floor, all except the box and a paper weight. Both of those items were askew, however. It would seem you had tried to fight back, but were forcefully removed from the room.

Tom turns around, prepared to go look for you, but David is standing there with Lauren, both of them armed.

"Where are they?" Hiddleston asks.

"I think he's taken them to the roof. Need backup?" David asks, loading his shotgun. Tom nods and gestures for Lauren and him to follow. They make quick work of getting up to the roof.

On any other day, getting up to the roof unnoticed would be hard. The narrow stairs leading up creak, and the door to get up there is old and noisy. With the cover of canon fire, getting up there should be easier unsuspected.

Tom pushes the heavy door open and steps out onto the roof. He holds a hand out for Lauren to help her up, and then David follows through. They walk out onto the open roof. Oscar and Benedict are still firing down below, stopping the masses. You, unfortunately, are being caged in by Jeremy's right hand hand. The dagger lies on the ground a little ways from you. Oscar and Benedict mustn't have known you were also up here.

Tom give a nod to David who nods back and slowly makes his way around the rooftop, heading over to where Oscar and Benedict are. He's going to get their attention. Lauren lifts her weapon up and aims at Jeremy's man. Tom takes a step forward.

"I wouldn't do that if I were you."

The man turns his head toward Tom, not even knowing David is creeping around on the other side of him. The man has his fangs and claws out, those said claws digging into the skin around your neck. He isn't holding you tight, but those sharp nails of his sure hurt.

"They betrayed us!"

"Yes, they did."

"They need to die!"

"No, I don't think so."

The man hisses and pushes you closer to the edge of the rooftop. Though there is a wall stopping you from falling, one good push would be enough to have you go over. You grasp onto the wall for life. The man lunges at Tom and the two begin to fight. You catch your breath and try not to look down.

Lauren, still aiming her gun at the man, circles around to where you are. With her free hand, she reaches out and grabs you. You cling to her arm, mouthing a thank you to her, despite the fact she is more focused on the two fighting men.

David reaches Benedict and taps him on the shoulder. Benedict turns and sees the fight happening behind him. Oscar, realising Benedict has stopped fighting, looks up. A silent conversation takes place. It's a knowing look they share. Oscar signals for Benedict to keep firing down below. Benedict loads his next ammo. Oscar turns his handmade canon around, facing the two fighting vampires.

"I need Tom to move," he yells over to David. The other man nods again and makes his way over to the two fighting men.

With one look from David and a wave of his hand, Lauren grabs you and pulls you back toward where Benedict was firing upon the gardens. You're out of the wat of Oscar's line of sight, and away from the fight. David drops his weapon, bears his fangs and jumps into the brawl. He grabs at the man, Tom giving him a solid hook around the nose, and throws him with the force. He kicks him hard, having him roll over. Tom leaps out of the way, David giving one more solid kick, and then diving for the dagger.

Oscar takes the shot.

The split second David rolls out of the way for your dropped weapon, he fires. Oscar hits him square on. With the force of the fire, and the speed from this distance, there is nothing left of the man. Just a hole where he was.

You give Oscar a thankful smile and give Lauren a little hug.

"Thank you," you say, turning to Tom who has now come over. He smiles at you in return, placing his hand on your shoulder.

David approaches.

You stand before him.

"This is yours."

You take the dagger and grasp it tight, looking at it in all it's glory.

"Thank you."

You turn your toward the fight happening down below. All of you stand behind the wall, watching the garden flow with crimson rivers. So much bloodshed. Your eyes are drawn to two figures in particular. 

Mads and Jeremy.

Mads had Jeremy pinned under his foot by the throat. His hair was hanging over his face, his posture looked tense. He was on the verge of killing Jeremy.

But you knew. You knew you had to kill him with this dagger. The dagger would erase him entirely.

"I have someone to kill," you mutter, glaring down at the man.

"Then Benedict and I will cover you, while they take you to him," Oscar said, looking at you. You turn your head to him and smile. Unexpectedly for Oscar, you plant a soft kiss to his cheek.

"What would I do without you?" You ask, grinning.

Oscar chuckles softly and waves you off.

With David, Tom, and Lauren in tow, you make your way off the roof and back through the house. You try not to look at all the fallen staff as you go. They defended you as hard as they could, fighting tooth and nail to help you. Even when you were in the office, you could hear their gunfire. They will not be forgotten.

You exit the house. The battle was still in full throttle, but you had your sights set on one man. You hold your head up high and step down the stairs. Tom, David, and Lauren all lifted their weapons, firing in every direction. You would remain untouched until you had completed your goal. They would make sure of it.

Michael Sheen and Tom Ellis are fighting a group to your left. Daniel is impaling a man to your right. Anson runs across the drive, tearing through anyone in the way. Jodie's sword has seen more bloodshed than ever before. Barry beats the shit out of a guy who tried to attack him from behind.

Ben, oh Ben, he's covered in blood, hair a mess, eyes filled with rage.

Your eyes watch him for a moment. He doesn't notice you're there, and honestly in his blind rage, you don't expect him to. When this is over with, you will make it up to Ben. You will make him see that he is forgiven. He didn't intend for any of this to happen. Not now.

You turn back to Mads and Jeremy. You stand alone now, the others holding back to fight off incoming attacks.

Mads turns his head and sees you standing there with the dagger in your hand.

He steps away from Jeremy.

You step a little closer.

Mads turns and stands in front of you. You look up at him. He places his hands on your shoulders and looks at you. You smile. Mads pulls you into a hug and holds you. You hug him back, fighting off the urge to cry. He has been so good to you. You can only imagine what he was feeling when he found out Jeremy had taken you.

"I'm sorry," you whisper into his shoulder, "I'm sorry!"

"You have nothing to be sorry about, dear."

You cling to him.

Jeremy stands from where Mads had him laying. He grins. A weakness. You're Mads' weakness.

It all happens so quickly. You feel something wrap around your wrist, the hand with the dagger in, it's lifted and pushed down. Mads' head tilts up and you gasp sharply. Jeremy laughs, squeezing your wrist. Mads lets go of you to kneel down. You step back, but can't for far. Jeremy twists you around so your back is against his front. Your dagger sticks out of Mads' back.

You scream.

You hear a yell. Ben has stopped fighting to see what has happened. His eyes are wide.

Mads groans and slumps to the floor.

Everything goes horribly quiet. Nothing feels real anymore.

You feel yourself collapse to the ground.

Jeremy continues to laugh.

"Checkmate."

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