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Just a Kiss Pt. 1

Soft Billy Hargrove x Reader

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Post Date: October 15th 2022

Post Time: 10:24 pm

Summary: As Billy and the reader lay in bed one night he realizes just how happy he is. He realizes that even just a kiss goodnight from her is good enough for the rest of his life.

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♪ Lying here with you so close to me

It's hard to fight these feelings

When it feels so hard to breathe

I'm caught up in this moment

Caught up in your smile ♪

Billy’s Pov:

I lay awake and sigh angrily as I rub my face. I turn over to look at the clock to see it’s only 9:30. I feel movement to my right and I look down to see that my wife is still curled up to my side, peacefully fast asleep. She lets out a light puff of air as she continues to sleep and I can’t help but watch her be so peaceful.

Her face then twitches like she’s in pain and I instantly know what’s wrong. I carefully set my hand on her stomach before sinking down just a bit.

“Hey. Let mama sleep, ok. She needs it,” I whisper to her belly as I rub it.

Her face goes back to looking peaceful and I smile lightly in satisfaction that the baby listened to me. I sit back up and lightly pull her back onto my chest. She continues to sleep and I start to feel a little jealous that she’s sleeping so well, but then I’m glad she is.

She needs as much sleep as possible right now. I grin as I pull her slightly closer and she nuzzles into my chest. Her face scrunches up for a moment as she lets out a light whimper and I kiss her forehead lightly. I rub at her belly again, making her relax, making me smile lightly and my mind starts to wander.

It’s moments like this when she’s so close to me as I hold her that I wonder how I ever denied my feelings for her in the first place. When we first moved to Hawkins and I bumped into her in the hallway at school, there was this immediate connection. I knew it, she knew it and everyone else around us knew it.

But I ended up acting like a total jerk to her and told her to watch where she was going before just walking off. It wouldn’t be until a few weeks later that I bumped into her again, but this time on the road when I was driving. My dad and I had just had another big fight, so I angrily stomped off.

I went out to my car and drove away as fast as I could possibly go without breaking any laws. I drove and drove for a while before coming up to a very dark road. At first I didn’t see her, but as I passed her I could see her walking with her arms crossed to keep warm with tears running down her face.

I still to this day have no idea what made me pull over and talk to her, but I did. I pulled over and she stopped to look in my window. I asked her what she was doing out there and the rest was history.

We stayed friends for a while and she’d let me crash at her place whenever things got too much for me at home. We eventually started dating and now I couldn’t be happier with where we are.

♪ I've never opened up to anyone

So hard to hold back

When I'm holding you in my arms

We don't need to rush this

Let's just take it slow ♪

I sigh lightly as I look back down at her to see she’s still peacefully asleep. She drools on my chest, but I could care less as I realize what shirt she’d worn to bed tonight and I remember the time when she’d first stolen it.

~Flashback~

I slip into my car angrily and let out a huff, knowing exactly where I'm headed. I quickly pull out and purposely rev the engine, knowing it’ll make Neil even more mad. I drove for a while before coming up to her street.

I park down the street, knowing it would wake her parents before quickly getting out of the car. I then walk up the street to her house and open the gate. I walk into the backyard and see her light still on. With a light smirk, I pick up a few pebbles before tossing them at her window.

“What do you- oh, Billy. Sorry, I thought you were Steve. He does that too when he wants to go for late night swims,” she says as she looks down at me and I smirk up at her.

“Nope, just me. Can I come up?” I ask and she giggles, making me grin.

“Yeah. Dad’s asleep though, so we’ll have to be very quiet,” she tells me and I nod before starting to climb the tree outside her window.

Once by her window, I quickly slide in, but my foot gets caught and I fall. We both freeze as it gets really quiet and I look at her with wide eyes.

“Y/n, what’s going on in there?!” Her dad yells from down the hall and she puts a finger up to her lips, telling me to be quiet.

“Nothing, dad! I just tripped again. You know me, clumsy as hell!” she shouts back and I hold back a laugh.

“Oh. Ok. Be more careful, sweetie!” he yells back and she holds back a giggle.

“Ok dad I will!!” she yells back with a grin on her face.

We wait a few minutes and when it has been quiet for a while, we both burst out laughing. I quickly get up before walking over and throwing myself onto her bed. I put my hands behind my head as I wiggle my eyebrows at her and she giggles lightly before turning back to whatever she’s doing at her desk.

“One of these days, you're going to get me into trouble, Hargrove,” she tells me as she shakes her head and I chuckle.

“And you’d enjoy it,” I playfully joke and she lets out a snort.

“Sure, I would,” she replies sarcastically as she rolls her eyes.

We’re quiet for a minute as I watch as she does whatever she’s working on. She starts to hum and I sigh as the thoughts of the fight with my dad starts to creep back in.

“You know. I’m here to listen whenever you need to get stuff off your chest,” she quietly speaks up and I shake my head.

“Nah. It’s ok, princess. You wouldn’t want to hear the details, believe me. Is it ok if I crash here tonight?” I ask her and she spins around in her chair.

“You know it is, Billy. And while you think I wouldn’t want the details, that’s fine, but if you need to get something off your chest then by all means, tell me. I just want this to feel like a safe space for you…” she tells me truthfully and I frown, shaking my head.

“Nobody has ever tried to give me a safe space before. If I were to tell you anything I… I wouldn’t even know where the hell to start,” I mummer out as I look away from her and down at the bed.

“And that’s ok, Billy. I don’t want you to feel pushed either. I’m simply letting you know that I am here if you need it,” she tells me softly before turning back around.

“Thanks. Well, I’m going to sleep,” I tell her as I yank my shirt off before cuddling into her bed.

“I’ll be over in a minute, just wanna finish this last line…” she tells me as she continues to write and I shrug, pretending I don’t care when I very well do.

“Ok. Move over, you big lug,” she says as she walks over and nudges me lightly.

“Wait. I wanna change,” she tells me as she jumps up from the bed.

She leans down and scoops something up, but I don’t catch what it is. She quickly goes into her bathroom and changes before coming back into the room. I quickly put my arm out to her with a tired grin.

She gives me a light smile before coming over to the bed. It’s only then I see she’s in my shirt, making me smile. She turns off the light on her bedside table before getting under the blanket and pulling it over the both of us.

“Shirt stealer…” I mumble out and she giggles as she curls into my side.

“And you love it on me…” she playfully pokes her finger into my side and I squirm, making her gasp.

“Is the Billy Hargrove ticklish?” she asks with a raised eyebrow as she looks up at me.

“Noooooo….” I playfully deny and she giggles again.

“I think he is…” she replies as she pokes my side again before slightly tickling, making me squirm.

“Ok… ok… I am definitely ticklish. Stop it,” I chuckle out and she giggles.

“Oh. Ok. Only cause I’m not mean,” she tells me before she lays back down.

Her head slots perfectly by my neck and she leaves a light kiss, making me shiver a bit. She smirks before settling and laying still. It goes quiet and suddenly my brain decides it’s going to mess with me.

I start to think over the things Neil had said earlier and I run a hand through my hair. Y/n slowly sits up and frowns at me.

“B… talk to me…” she whispers out and I sigh with my eyes closed.

“Billy, baby. Look at me,” she tells me as she puts a hand on my cheek.

I finally open my eyes and my breath gets caught in my throat at the sight. She’s sitting up, looking down at me as the moonlight that’s coming through her window reflects off her eyes. Her eyes shine with unshed tears and I just want to wrap her up in my arms as I take away whatever is making her sad.

“Baby, why are you crying?” I ask her and she giggles a wet giggle as she wipes her nose.

“I just…” she pauses and I wait patiently for her to continue.

I sit up and pull her into my lap so she’s straddling me. I wipe just under her eye and she smiles a small smile at me.

“It’s silly, really…” she tells me and I shake my head at her.

“Nothing you’ve ever got in that pretty head of yours is silly. Please tell me,” I tell her and she lets out another wet laugh.

“I just wish your dad wouldn’t be so hard on you…” she whispers out and bites her lip.

I stare up at her in shock for a moment before shaking my head. I then bring her forehead down to mine and before I know it I’m spilling everything that happened tonight.

~ End Of Flashback ~

That definitely wasn’t the first time I stayed the night with her, but it most definitely was the very first time I ever opened up to her and after I was done telling her everything, she kissed me. She then begged me not to believe a word he had said and in that moment I realized she’d be my forever. I decided right there in that moment as I held her while she fell asleep that I’d do right by her and always be there next to her side, no matter what.

With another sigh I look at the clock again only to see that it’s now 12:00. I quietly groan before slowly moving y/n off me before getting up from the bed. Tiredly, I walk down the hall, but I stop at one of the pictures we have on the wall:

♪ Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

No I don't want to push too far ♪

~ Flashback ~

“Billy, this is so cool. Who’s throwing it?” she asks as I park the car.

“Tommy is. And before you complain about it being Tommy, don’t worry. You won’t even see him tonight. I just really wanted our first real date to be a good one seeing as I’m not much of a date kind of guy,” I tell her as I turn off the car and turn to her.

“Awe, B. Don’t worry. You don’t have to be that guy with me. Just spend time with me, that’s all I ask,” she tells me and I smile.

“That I can do, princess,” I tell her before leaning over to kiss her.

“Are you ready for some bonfire fun?” I ask her and she giggles, nodding.

“Ok. Let’s go have some fun, babe,” I tell her before getting out of my car.

I quickly rush around and before she has even the slightest chance of doing it herself, I open her door for her. She gives me a huge grin before grabbing her over the shoulder bag and getting out.

“My, if I do say so myself. Mr. Billy Hargrove can be a gentleman,” she jokes with me as she pats my chest and I grin.

“I only had to find the right girl for me to be a gentleman,” I playfully joke back and she bursts out laughing.

“Billy, honey. That’s so cheesy, but we both know you are more of a fighter than a lover,” she tells me and I playfully gasp.

“And who says?” I ask her, making her snicker.

“Steve Harrington’s face, that’s who. Poor boy’s been done in by you more times than I can count,” she jokes and I purse my lips.

“Yeah that’s cause he ain’t you, darlin,” I tell her and she smiles.

“Well, how could I turn that down? A boy who’s willing to love on me and beat on others for me,” she smiles before giving my cheek a kiss as we come up to the table of drinks and food.

She grabs a small cup and fills it with punch. I give her a look and she giggles as I take the drink from her and throw it over my shoulder.

“Billy, that was my drink!” she shouts and I shrug.

“I’m not letting you drink that on our first date. Tommy always spikes it. The food you can have, the drinks no. I’ve got some good ol Dr. Pepper in the trunk,” I tell her and she grins.

“B. Is that your way of telling me that you wouldn’t take advantage if I was drunk?” she asks and I lazily shrug.

“I mean, not that I would, but it’s more me looking out for what’s mine,” I tell her and she grins even bigger.

“I like the sound of that,” she tells me as she wraps her arms around my neck.

“Of what, exactly?” I ask and she giggles, throwing her head back.

“That I’m yours. Silly,” she tells me before placing another kiss on my cheek.

“Oh. Well, get used to it then. Cause you're most definitely mine,” I tell her with a smirk on my face and she nods.

“Come on. Let’s go have some fun,” she tells me as she grabs my hand and pulls me away from the table.

~ End Of Flashback~

The rest of the night was spent just walking around and talking to others. Then we found out that the younger kids were out there and I went livid trying to find Max. When we found them, they were just hanging by the fire with pepsi so everything was fine.

The picture that I’m looking at was taken that night, definitely not one of mine and y/n’s first kisses, but it was definitely one of the best ones. We had decided to just hang with the younger kids that night, seeing as me and Max were working on our relationship after the whole mind flayer thing. Then someone started playing music and y/n had begged me to dance with her when what she deemed “our song” came on.

Never being able to say no to her, we ended up dancing in front of the kids and I couldn’t care less if anyone thought it was weird. All I cared about was making my girl happy. We danced until the song was over and when it was, y/n looked up at me with so much happiness radiating off of her that I couldn’t help but to kiss her.

As I did, Max sneakily took the photo that I now stand in the hall looking at and I couldn’t be more happier about it. If it weren’t for Max, the memory would have stayed just that, but now I can look back on it with fondness.

With a shake of my head and a fond sigh, I walk to the kitchen. I decide to put on some music before getting myself some hot chocolate. Something y/n got me into, instead of hot milk or tea, y/n drinks hot chocolate to get to sleep on nights she can’t. I guess it just stuck with me to do the same.

As I make the hot chocolate, the song we had put on repeat that night comes on. As the song plays quietly, I sit at the table and my mind drifts to the memory of our first real make-out.

♪ Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight ♪

~Flashback~

“I had fun tonight, B,” y/n tells me as she turns to me in her seat of the car.

“I’m glad you did. I had fun too,” I agree with a smile and she grins.

“Well, I’ll see you on Monday at school?” she asks and I nod sheepishly as I try to gather the courage to just kiss her.

It’s not like this is the first kiss we’ve shared, but it is the first one after our first date. Not to mention, her dad is just inside the house so if I do, it can’t be a make-out kind of kiss. I need to show her dad that I’m not the playboy everyone calls me, that I can treat his daughter like a queen.

“I’ll walk you to the door,” I tell her and she grins brighter.

“I would like that,” she agrees, biting her lip again as she nods.

I grin at her before nodding and starting to get out of the car. I quickly round the front of the car before she even has a chance to open her door. We both smile at each other as I open her door for her.

“Thank you,” she says as she gets out of the car.

I grin at her as she gives my cheek a kiss before rounding behind me to the front of the car. I close the door before turning to catch up with her. I come up beside her and wrap my arm around her waist as I lead her up to the door.

“Well, goodnight. I’ll see you on Monday?” I ask her and she grins.

“If I don’t miss you and want to see you sooner… then yeah,” she shyly tells me and I smile, nodding.

“If you miss me, don’t hesitate to call,” I confidently tell her and she smiles.

“I won’t…I hope you sleep well,” she tells me as she bites her lip.

“I hope you sleep well too, princess,” I tell her softly as I reach up and play with her hair, making her grin at me.

I shake my head at her cuteness before leaning forward and attaching our lips. My hand moves from her hair and to her cheek. The kiss is slow and sweet.

For a moment it feels like the whole world fades away as I kiss her and she kisses back. My heart swells with love for this girl as I keep her close. Before I know it, what was meant to be a simple kiss turns into a make out when she grins as she swipes her tongue over my lip and again I can’t tell her no.

We continue to make out for a few minutes before she lets out a moan, making me pull away with a smirk on my face. I put my forehead to hers as I rub at her cheek. We then hear a clearing of a throat and we both freeze before turning to see her dad.

He has his arms crossed with a stern look on his face, making y/n blush. I bite my tongue so I won’t say anything inappropriate in front of her dad.

“You’ve got five more minutes to say goodbye, y/n,” her dad tells her before he walks back into the house.

I chuckle and she groans, rubbing her hand over her face. I quickly pull her back and leave one peck on her lips before putting my forehead to hers. She grins up at me before biting her lip.

“I really don’t wanna say goodnight to you,” she tells me softly and I smile at her.

“I don’t either, but I promise it won’t be for very long,” I promise her and she lets out a giggle.

“Who knew Billy Hargrove, “King” of Hawkins High, could be such a romantic?” she jokingly asks and I smirk.

“Only for you, princess. Only you,” I whisper out and she smiles even bigger.

“And he’s cheesy, too. I’m one lucky girl,” she tells me and I shake my head.

“I’m the lucky one,” I tell her and she giggles again before giving my lips a peck.

“Goodnight, B,” she tells me and I sigh happily.

“Goodnight, princess,” I agree with her before reluctantly letting her pull away from me.

I wait till she’s in the house with the door closed before shaking my head and pulling my keys out of my pocket. With a light smile, I walk over to my car and start to get in before looking up at her other bedroom window to see her waving at me. I grin and shake my head in disbelief before waving back at her.

~End of flashback~

It was that night that I decided that even when life was bad or something was going on, just a kiss from her would be enough. She’d never need to do anything else but kiss me and I’d fall to her feet. Nobody else’s kisses were ever like hers.

Just a kiss from her is enough to make my whole world complete.

♪ I know that if we give this a little time

It'll only bring us closer to the love we wanna find

It's never felt so real

No it's never felt so right ♪

I’m startled out of my thoughts when I feel arms wrap around my neck and a kiss gets placed to my neck. I hear a giggle that makes me calm before I pull her around me and set her in my lap.

“Sorry I scared you, baby,” she tells me as she runs a hand through my hair.

“It’s ok. I just thought you were asleep,” I inform her as I close my eyes at the feeling of her hand running through my hair.

“I was, but the bed got cold then I came to find you. Can’t sleep without you, baby,” she tells me and I nod as I bring a hand up and rest it on her stomach.

“I’m sorry I woke you, hon,” I apologize and she shakes her head.

“Shh. It’s ok. Can’t sleep though, huh B?” she asks me as she now scratches my scalp lightly.

“That obvious?” I ask her and she giggles quietly.

“Baby what’s going on?” she asks with a light frown and I sigh.

“I don’t know. My brain just won’t shut off,” I huff out and she nods.

“Well, clearly you finished your hot chocolate. So let’s go back to bed and try again, yeah?” she asks and I sigh before reluctantly agreeing with her.

She slowly stands first and I start to get up after her. She grabs my cup and sets it into the sink before walking over to the doorway of the kitchen. She gives me a light smile as she holds her hand out to me.

I walk over to her and grab her hand. She slowly leads me to our room and I chuckle at her tiny waddle.

“Are you laughing at me?” she asks me in a fake offended tone and I shake my head.

“No,” I playfully deny and she looks back at me, raising her eyebrow at me.

“Ok fine, I might have been, but babe, the pregnant waddle is just so cute!” I tell her and she swats at the air.

“Oh… stop, it's not cute at all,” she tells me and I shake my head.

“No, it really is…” I promise her and she rolls her eyes again.

We make it to our room and she lays down first before pulling me down with her. I let out a chuckle as I wrap my arms around her and she cuddles into me. I let out a yawn and she grins, looking up at me.

“Getting sleepy now?” she asks and I nod before leaning down to place a kiss on her lips.

“I can help you baby,” she tells me as she sits up a little.

“What are you doing?” I ask her and she giggles before pulling me closer and laying my head on her stomach.

“Helping you fall asleep,” she informs me as she starts to scratch at my scalp again and I immediately let out a sigh.

♪ Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far ♪

“You know I was remembering back to our first date,” I mumble out and she grins down at me.

“Were you?” she asks and I nod as I let out another yawn.

“And what were you thinking about that made you think about that?” she asks and I smile up at her.

“You…” I tell her and she giggles, rolling her eyes.

“I shoulda known,” she playfully says and I tiredly smile up at her.

♪ Just a shot in the dark that you just might

Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright with just a kiss goodnight

No I don't want to say goodnight

I know it's time to leave

But you'll be in my dreams

Tonight

Tonight ♪

“I know I’ve told you, but you are my forever,” I tell her and she grins with tears coming to her eyes.

“B. You're my forever too. I love you baby,” she tells me through her tears and I reach up to wipe at her falling tears.

“I love you too and our soon to be coming little one. I never thought I’d have this,” I tell her as I sit up and she shakes her head.

“You only thought that because that’s what you had put in your head because of your dad,” she tells me and I pull her into my side as we lay back down.

“I thought you’d leave me a long time ago, but you proved me so wrong. Thank you princess,” I explain honestly and she nods against my chest.

“No. It wasn’t just me, B. You may have thought you’d mess this up, but you worked just as hard as I did in this relationship. That’s one factor to why we’re still together,” she tells me as she starts to draw circles into my side.

♪ Just a kiss on your lips in the moonlight

Just a touch of the fire burning so bright

No I don't want to mess this thing up

I don't want to push too far

Just a shot in the dark that you just might ♪

I smile as she looks up at me with so much love in her eyes. I let out a puff of air before shaking my head.

“I really love you so much,” I tell her with emotion clearly in my tone.

“And we love you,” she affirms as she takes my hand, putting it on her stomach.

“You were and still are my shot in the dark, you know that?” I ask her and she grins.

“Awe, B, you’re mine too,” she tells me before she leans up and gives me a kiss.

She then cuddles in closer and lets out a sigh of comfort before she’s falling asleep. I lay awake for just a few more minutes as I watch her sleep peacefully.

♪ Be the one I've been waiting for my whole life

So baby I'm alright

Ohh… ♪

As I lay there with her in my arms while getting more and more sleepy, I can’t help but love where we are. Married, living in California just down from the beach with a baby on the way. What more could I ask for from life?

Only four years ago, I didn’t see my wife even being a part of my future, let alone that it’d be this good. The old me could have never imagined the life I have now. I feel y/n wince once again and I rub her stomach like I did earlier.

She lets out a puff of air before settling into peace again and I smile softly. I'm so glad I found all of this. I'm glad that I have someone that makes even just a kiss goodnight so wonderful. If it’s with her for the rest of my life. I couldn’t want anything else.

♪ Let's do this right with just a kiss goodnight

With a kiss goodnight

A kiss goodnight ♪

The End…