#Kayla's Ramblings

[kayluh1915]

psssst, disclaimer…

@swiftllama: *texts me with no context* EVERY BTS THEY GET GAYER AND GAYER

Me after watching said BTS:

It's Ianthony moment breakdown time, BBY!

I know I've been gone for a while but I've really been going through it, y'all. I want to post more from here on out, but I can't make any promises. Executive disfunction and ADHD paralysis sssuuuccckkkkssss.

Anyways, back to our regularly scheduled screamings!

Also, this is from a members only video. If you can, please support Ian and Anthony directly. I do not share content outside of small Ianthony moments like these.

The noise that came out of my mouth was not human in anyway, shape, or form! Anthony has carried Ian like this before, but it was before his departure. Back then they were really stiff and awkward with each other since their friendship was strained, as they have mentioned several times. Now they're super close and don't give a flying fuck and MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT!

Sam has been keeping me up to date with everything and I just can't believe the timeline we're in. Everything else might be shit, but at least Ian and Anthony are back together and give us moments like these on the weekly! 😭They keep me sane.

ANYWAYS, I made some gifs of the moment because AHHHH and I'm going to break down the little moments that made my fandom heart flutter

Let's get to it!

Right off the bat, Ian very minorly freaks out when Anthony picks him up and immediately grips Anthony's arm. Logically, I know that anyone would grab onto the closest thing on instinct in this situation... but my Ianthony brain is screaming: "AWWW! ANTHONY MAKES HIM FEEL SAFE!!!!!!!"

Okay, my logic brain is calming down now because this gif just confirmed that Ian not only trusts Anthony whole heartedly but also FEELS SAFE! As soon as Anthony reassures him that he won't let him fall Ian relaxes and starts to let go of the death grip he has on Anthony's arm near the end of the gif.

Another demonstration of how much Ian trusts Anthony. He doesn't even flinch when he lifts him up and even has that face he makes that screams: "yeah yeah, we know Mr. Buff." after Anthony comments on how easy it is for him to hold Ian.

DUDE! The way Ian just goes limp after Anthony once again lets him know that he's got him. IT'S SO FUCKING CUTE and, again, is proof of how much he trusts him. He knows Anthony won't drop him and just decides to relax for a second, putting his full weight on Anthony's shoulders. I CANNOT! It's so intimate!!! Ian probably also took notes from Rhett's "I'm Dead" move he pulls on Link which I find hilarious.

Okay, this is my favorite one of this whole gifset. The way Anthony looks back at Ian to make sure he's still comfortable and then smiling to someone about it!?!? BRING AMBERLAMPS! MY HEART HAS STOPPED!

Damn, I needed these two in my life so badly right now. The fact that they pulled THIS SHIT just makes it so much better. I know they've said and done things more damning within the past few months, but I enjoy more intimate moments like these. Yeah, it's for a bit, but it shows just how much Anthony cares for Ian and how much Ian trusts him.

Lord have mercy, I need a nap after all of that. 😮‍💨

[spicyclematis]

Message from #Jin 💌 pt. 1 for @cordiallyfuturedwight

[coffeebanana]

i would be so powerful if i just did things right away instead of procrastinating. but i’ll contemplate that later

[sant-riley]

"None of the guys would play Just dance with you." Maybe Not YOU, but I'm different

[yonemurishiroku]

I feel like post-TOA!Apollo is the kind of parent that would defend his children even when he doesn’t have a clue what’s going on. He sees his children being dissed and he immediately jumps to the defend. That’s like. A reflex or st.

[jeepers-scoob]

I'm glad all of the Scrappy people are finding my post about him. He IS just a lil guy (a lil fella) who will kick a ghost's ass to protect his uncle and his friends and We Support Him

[phoenix--flying]

apollo cabin cursed apollo cabin cursed apollo cabin cursed apollo cabin curse apollo cabin cursed

[ryanandtherealgirl]

Thinking about Ryan Gosling’s square ass hands

[asukiess]

what ladywalker and/or loveywalker idea are you the most NORMAL™️ about at this very moment?

loveywalker: much like someone says "penny for your thoughts?", if Catwalker looks deep in thought, she offers him a conversational heart and asks him what he's thinking about. it just occurred to me she would be conditioning him into opening up jababsdbhd

ladywalker: here's the post I spent way too long scrolling in my queue to unsuccessfully find last night

[pain-is-too-tired]

Will not telling others his birthday after BoM cause all he can think about is when he use to celebrate with a full cabin of siblings.

Austin and Kayla usually plan stuff, but Will always makes excuses.

First year Nico's there Austin and Kayla drag him into it. Nico ends up giving him something small, but it means the world to Will.

It still takes Austin, Kayla, Nico and Clarisse and Chris to make him take a break for the day and celebrate his birthday.

Also, making his birthday May 2nd in my head. 10% due to tsats 90% do to its my bday and I get to project it on my blorbo.

Heck. Michael and Will share bday now. I can't be stopped.

[crxssjae]

Did anyone forget that Paul Heyman vs Kayla Braxton have the best rivalry?

[kayluh1915]

So... you mean to tell me.... that, in the Smosh cannon, Ian and Anthony have been married and had sex....

Yeah... yeah, no I'm good I'm fine I'm great. Everything's just fi-

[listen-to-the-inner-walrus]

people who dont watch sims youtube are truly missing out on some top tier earnest shitposting.

what do you mean you didnt also just watch a married woman with a history degree build a barn inside her beach house because she span a wheel that told her to decorate a nursery for a horse called flapjack?

this, of course, coming after she built a christmas themed bathroom because, again, she span a wheel and it told her to build a bathroom for father winter.

theres also a vault in the office/money room which is geoffrey landgrabb themed.

oh and also, the living room, which does not have a dividing wall into the dining room, is a beach because the almighty wheel told her to make a living room for eliza pancakes who wears flip flops. the welcome mat is a beach towel which she thought might be a bit too out there, but kept anyway.

by the way, she makes sure the house is functional and has all the essentials for easy gameplay.

[coffeebanana]

okay don't get me wrong i LOVE emo!marinette she's SO CUTE i would die for her

but also kajsbdkjbsdkjb her eyeliner and her little pout are making me laugh like. babe you're too cute to be evil. you just need a hug. go kiss your little cat boy and be silly. everything's gonna be okay

[sant-riley]

Like one does when they are sad, I cut my hair and fucked around with my eyebrows

[yonemurishiroku]

Idea for bonding activity in the Apollo cabin: Nico teaching the kids Italian nursery rhymes (which he learnt from Chiara and an Italian grandma ghost). He’s singing. Austin is playing the guitar. Will and Kayla are dancing ridiculously. The kids are clapping. Apollo is making light effects. And they’re all laughing.