#LITERALLY THE ENTIRE POINT OF MY BLOG

[neptunym]

ms paint doodles for @post-it-notes7 's fic series, heart and soul. i highly recommend it to anyone that either likes the kirby anime or meta knight bc it's a delight to read :]

[emelinstriker]

bro i'm actually fuckin crying

i was having anxiety the entire night over more random people from the other blog pulling up in my inbox and harassing me over shit i've already explained, but i woke up to like 4 messages and all rather wholesome and aren't accusing me

the fact that i haven't cried a single fuckin time the past 1-2 weeks of me knowing about this bullshit and just bottled it all up- and it just all comes all crashing the fuck down after seeing the sudden overwhelming support of people that actually read and understand context

it's literally only 6am here and i'm bawling my eyes out

i love every single one of you who isn't blindly jumping in on the fuckin hate train i wasn't even supposed to know about :'D

will be responding to them once i'm back in my room after school! fghfndghdfg already read through them tho, but i gotta go in a bit and can't type it all out hgfdgnfdhgnhdfg

[incorrectsibunaquotes]

tumblr glitched and spared you all the most heated rant of my entire hoa fandom tenure

[lizzerswillpoststuffmethinks]

Spoiler: I didn't go to sleep. But I will shortly after this post

[dunmertwink]

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[normystical]

the unbearable agony of wanting to view fandom content or interact with fellow fans but your fandom has like five people and maybe three fanart drawings since 2017 ♡♡♡

[orchideae]

1) Opens up drafts with my head empty, ready to be flooded, not knowing where I'll go. 2) 30 seconds later: Okay but I will go feral any day of my life over Perilous Trail, and the fierce dichotomy of Xiao and Yelan. While they're far from being 'the same', they both view themselves as soldiers in one way or another (it's a very difficult word to use for Yelan, so I'm using it very liberally and very loosely), they have both suffered losses on the 'battlefield' and carry the burden thereof in their own ways. And yet they stand so firmly in opposition throughout the entirety of that questline up until the very end of the 'the end of the line' conclusion of the quest. Yes, I know that she offers him her gratitude in its aftermath and it is genuine, but she still never agrees with him and the decision that he made moments earlier. It simply 'worked out' because of Zhongli's interference, he's the only reason it worked out. And it's because of that, that she doesn't give him a hell of a hard time (obviously she can't go down there, but imagine the inner frustration of severe extents; when you condemn someone who you can't even see anymore). In the same way that she would do to anyone who would sacrifice themselves for others, but in this case, I think it's 'beautiful' that it's to Xiao; the one who seems most adamant to do so (which honestly, fits into the contract that the Yakshas chose to sign with Morax; 'the ultimate sacrifice' to protect for Liyue; 'for Liyue', and Liyue has always centered itself around its people), the one who everyone reveres (and so does she, as she notes in her voiceline, 'if I ever have the honor to fight alongside') and respects for good reason, she stands against him, because in that moment, regardless of his status, he makes a call that she considers wrong. And he doesn't even... fight her on it very fiercely, and that's what actually hurts me the most, it's as if the following line hit the nail directly on the head?

"Besides, if you were really so determined to end it all, you wouldn't have given us the opportunity to share our opinions."

[compacflt]

okay so obviously the whole point of ESTD is that ice is unhappy because he cannot accept that he loves maverick because he must serve his country and at the end he realizes how stupid that is when maverick dies!! but…do you think that your ice and maverick could have ever been happy had maverick forced ice to talk about it earlier on? do you see any potential for them to live their lives not publicly but also not as a complete secret? a world where slider would have known ice was happy and seen what caused that (his love for maverick)?

maverick, venice Italy, 2002: um i 🥺👉🏻👈🏻 love you actually

ice: 😳🤯😗 ok! I love you too let’s make this work!

…

ice, 2002: ok i think we should follow caroles orders and pull Bradley’s papers from the academy and also i am leaving you to get my second star because my career still comes first sry

maverick: i know we literally just codified our relationship but uh you suck i am breaking up with you forever fuck you

(relationship ends .)

[moe-broey]

Man..

[zilchenthusiest]

You’re on here, huh? Hm. That’s… interesting to learn. Gotta admit, i’n a little surprised you have an internet connection all the way out there in… well, whatever part of the woods you’re living in. Maybe I need to find out how close those woods are to the hotel… Anyway, onto more important matters: mind telling me why you did the things you did? I mean, yeah, you were absolutely an interesting plot twist and overarching season threat, but I’m not talking to a fictional character here, am I? I’m talking to a person… and it just so happens that coincidentally, I’ve got Microphone booked for an interview on the next episode of FFF. I’m sure that will be a very interesting talk when the time comes around (if I can get Test Tube to actually cooperate…), but I guess I just want to hear it from you now that I know you exist on here. Go on, whenever you’re ready.

-🪭

and why should i tell you anything? it’s none of your business why i did anything.

and it’s not something i want to discuss. ever. let alone with someone i hardly even know.

but if you really must know… fine. but i’m not going to sugarcoat it. (be careful reading this /srs it’s kinda fucked up)

i grew up in an extremely toxic and poor household, a household where i was hardly even treated like an animal— just something that existed in the same place as my “family”. i had to beg the adults at church just to have someone to talk to.

when i found out about inanimate insanity, found out that i could win that much money… i thought it would finally be a way for my family to accept me as one of them. i thought.. if i won the show, i would be treated like a person by them for once. the money is what would have fixed my family’s money issues and changed they saw me as.

pathetic.

as for why i pretended to be someone else… that wasn’t entirely intentional.

when i first got on the site for the show, i was already nervous about being on a show. when mephone came up and talked to me, i panicked, and the first thing i could think of was resorting to speaking french and just playing dumb.

when i went home after losing, i was only treated worse by my family.

that’s why i tried again with mic in season 2. i was desperate enough for my family’s attention that i was willing to do anything just for their acceptance… you can see how it turned out. and i found out not too long after season 2, my family wasn’t even poor by the time i had competed in season 1. they hid the fact they were rich from me, so even if i had won, i still wouldn’t have mattered in their eyes. and i never will matter to them, even if i died.

so there. are you happy? are you content with my response? because i hated every minute of writing that. i hope it wasn’t in vain.

[what-shitfuckery-is-this-ew]

I want people to read their scientific articles before sending them to me. Like actually read the entire thing or at least read the conclusion. Reading the first line and thinking that that means you understand the entire topic is very inaccurate, and it makes you look like a joke when i actually read it and find that it contradicts your point.

[britneyshakespeare]

can’t stop intellectualizing about barbie

[havensins]

i love your raw uncooked blog /pos

pls 😭😭 it’s pretty disorganized but thank you <3

[izzyizumi]

{Well, it's been fun.}

@taichi-x-koushiro still exists too, and I may rb more of them there (what I can find) in the future; ... but Yeah

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

Have officially begun the process of moving all my content onto the new blog bc my faith in support to actually fix the issue does not actually exist.

If it gets fixed I'll keep using this blog like I've been and just consider the other one a backup. Otherwise I won't be deleted this blog, but I won't be using it regularly (if I continue to), and not for posts meant to go into tags.

I'm not following people yet bc I'm still in the process of moving posts, which means mass reblogging, which means 200 posts straight per day until I'm caught up.

[odetolovers]

i love. cats and my girlfriend