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#so im gonna be a lil bitch on main for a minute#ive been offline for a while#pretty much absent from all my socials#im in a pickle financially like i have no money anywhere#my credit cards are maxxed#my bank account is negative 400 dollars#im getting 20 dollars less in disability benefits a month without a clear reason for the witholding#granted its only 20 bucks less but that still makes a huge difference when thats my ONLY source of income#AND i am moving into a new apartment which should be an exciting experience finally moving out of my parents house and on my own and all BU#even with the voucher program i would need an additional 600 to be able to afford my rent share and utilities#on top of being negative 400 dollars a month so now thats -1000#WHICH end result and the crux of this whole rant#i can no longer help#like i am fucking useless right now and people are literally dying#i have many unanswered asks from gazans right now that I cannot even help bc im so broke#it feels really bad bruv like reallybad#feels like absolute shit#and it ust feels so wrong to ask for help when others need it more#like i dont think i could do that#wtf man#is it me upset that my entire disability check goes to bills to the point where i overdraft every month? yeah sure#my art does not sell and ive tried everything! like it just DOES NOT sell#and it all kinda boils down to me not having any sort of following online#i just breached 200 followers here after 13 years on this website#most are inactive blogs from years ago so i maybe have like... 10 active followers?#whiny usamerican rant over for now#delete later
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#my art#free! iwatobi swim club#free! eternal summer#free! dive to the future#free! fanart#free!#makoto tachibana#yamazaki sousuke#hiyori tono#im DONe oh my god i didnt think i could do it#looks at date what do u meAN these only took a week i feel like ive aged 30 years working on these#makoto took the longest by far like th angle the water the FISH shoutout to the blur tool fr i would die without her#also let me tell u a story. the entire time i was working on makoto and hiyori i STILL had no internet#so not only was i fighting the csp offline usage limit i also couldnt download any new brushes so guess who rawdogged the willow and kelp#nothin but a bamboo leaf brush a flat chisel and a dream#these r easily the most in-depth backgrounds ive tackled in a While and i honestly think they turned out rly well all things considered#makoto has 2 b my fav for obvious reasons but as a set i think they r all very strong and cohesive im so !!! pats self on back#sousuke tho is sadly th latest instalment of hina refuses to learn csp perspective tool.. dont look at my diagonals dont LOOK at them >:(((#it's always more apparent w indoor settings sighs gomen sousuke at least u look great in the patient gown :'> resident hospital hottie#ANYWAY ever since tht one free!/colour theory post i have been rotating these three in my head nonstop they make me in sain#so this is my take on them and green this is my love letter to the right hand men of the free cast#and hiyori /j#i jest he's grown on me he has male manipulated his way up from the bottom tier i have been charmed by his petty instigator tendencies#this is what happened to ikuya kirishima hashtag never forget
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Couldn't get @belovedroach 's bug au out of my head/pos
Nor could I get Moceit out of my head
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Combined drew some bug!au Moceit
#cutest fucking au ive seen a while and i just love it so much that ive been spamming offline and online friends w it#logosbot art#moceit#sanders sides#sanders bugs#ts patton#ts janus#ts sides
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its been fun yall see you when splatoon 4
#dedf1sh#its been actually crazy to have been a f1sher since s2#our little fucked up gender and mental illness capsule to pass around ahato mizuta made for a fucking crazy little community#and s3 artists going back and making their own f1sh was such a good time#and acht in side order real has delivered an insurmountable amount of life to the tag#going from a tag that has something new maybe once a day to the absolute flood that side order caused was fucking incredible#but all hype dies out eventually#many fewer people have their own f1shes theyre shaking around for fun. many more arent really as into splatoon anymore#i dont think the ride is over but the dedf1sh tag has not been this barren in quite a long time and these droughts will likely get longer#and more frequent as time passes#some previously big f1shers have just moved to bsky or gone offline since the boom#if youre taking the time to read this and you love this character then make them your own and share something about it#im kind of a hypocrite in that regard but i guess you need to start sometime#over the past 6 years ive never written down my own headcannons#ive never drawn my own design#ive never put out anything i wrote#but ill make you a promise to start to try if you stick with me in our green mental illness octopus fanclub#the most beautiful part of this community has always been seeing the pieces of the souls of the people giving unique life to a character#who even now has limited lore and personality and motives#and watching the way their fish refracts their own#this is a unique fandom and i want to try to keep it alive while we wait for our next big wave of popularity#and maybe help some acht fans find out why ahato was such a beautiful moment in time to so many. and maybe help make another moment
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if i try hard enough i can knit these socks in time to wear them out on wednesday
#this is a cry for help#theyre pink though! there's nothing nicer than strolling out in an all black ensemble with pink socks on#look at my socks. boy. gaze upon my visage and weep.#i just need these needles free to be able to knit wool socks instead of pink variegated cotton socks yeah?#in case you were wondering why i haven't gotten to the askbox in a while. ive been consumed by spring.#cleaning. organizing. knitting. sewing. etc. bit busy :}#once it calms down i'll play catch up. just perhaps not for a little bit. spring is very enjoyable. i want to spend it away from a screen#most chronically offline person forced to be online to update horse blog. waugh#not a horse
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I dont think the idea of telling transfems that only other transfems will love and support them is either productive or true.
#just smth ive been feeling for a while#interact with other queer people offline.#the world is full of so many people
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platinum member tomrade here (i’ve been madly in love with him for literally 5 years, and a fan for even longer) i hope the rest of you stay safe but honestly if he found me i’d be fine with that. nuke me whatever but at least i got noticed 🤣🤣
thank you for your thoughts and prayers 🙏 personally i feel like he doesn't even have to nuke me, if he says i have to go im gone. whatever you say beautiful, not arguing with a guy with gorgeous gray green eyes etc etc etc.
#ask#anon#unpopular opinion maybe but personally i find famous people who have beef with their fanbase and go ballistic every once in a while#blocking fans for no reason and deleting old things real af.#i 1000% would be doing the same bs if i were in their position. so yeah tom can tell me to go fuck myself if he wants to I don't mind.#and yes i have at least one other example of guy ive been obsessed with who did the same things tom did. nowadays he is 100% offline.#good for him good for him.
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【please do not reupload!】 red string of fate redraw of this
#jibaku shounen hanako kun#toilet bound hanako kun#jshk#tbhk#地縛少年花子くん#hanako kun#yashiro nene#nene yashiro#dooblenauts#i didnt have internet for a week and decided to do this finally after 400 years#been 3 years and i still dont understand how to draw 😔#also went for a darker 'water' cause i thought it looked nicer#idk im overwhelmed with everything cause ive been doing like. nothing for a week#and internets back and now i just want to sleep#ive been waking up at like. 6-7am!!!! cause i had nothing to look forward to doing!!!!#now the internet is back and i wake up at 10am!!!!!!! WHAT THE FUCK#its insane how much better it is for me to be offline but god im so insanely bored during the day#i can draw but i had nothing to watch or listen to or anything while i drew#i have music for speed drawings but that gets annoying after listening to the same songs over and over#i need to figure out a happy medium between productivity and being online#also lost like. 6 followers on twitter from being inactive (':#not that it matters i dont do much anyway#just kinda hurts. but whatcha gonna do
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I think I just guaranteed queen of nothing by the crane wives a place in my spotify wrapped tonight because of time princess
#so basically im in an inactive society that wasnt always inactive#and i became leader without trying to#i was just chilling and somehow racked up the highest contribution without trying to and then the last leader went offline#and i dont even know who the last leader was#i dont 100% stories and ive got almost every companion at level 10 or higher#ive crafted virtually every blueprint i have that i like and played every story im interested in#i was just waiting for the next event forever. after the shock wore off becoming society leader gave me smth to do in this game#while making me realize we'd become v inactive#twilight's crown had recently come out and i found that fitting#i pour hundreds of materials into time goddess because i dont use them for anything else#i spent 400 diamonds on fantasy promise like one girl can get the whole team out of prelude when no one else has above 1k starlight points#i put so much into an inactive society. i know i should leave#but part of me keeps going ''and just abandon my people''?#it's not like leaving will send me back to having nothing to do. i can keep putting this energy into an active society#and get my moneys worth#which never really crossed my mind until tonight#i know not to cling to obvious lost causes. i've seen what happens when you do.#still feel bad about ditching when i'm the only one who still shares codes in chat#but they can do the same thing.#maybe i should encourage them to.#i'm thinking stay until fantasy promise ends#and/or until i've got this last piece of this society set crafted (unless that takes too long and october happens before then)#(bc if i'm leaving i wanna be in an active society by the time sprint rolls around)#and then screenshot the society id in case i cant find somewhere better and choose to come crawling back#ok i have rambled about this in my phone and notebook 3 times and each one has made me more certain of my decision to leave#everyone in the dutp discord says i need a new society#anyways#i needed to talk about that somewhere#queen of nothing has been on loop in my headphones for an hour
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[Kicks down the door] small announcement: I'm going to start going by he/him. [Puts the door back on its hinges.] Thank you for your time.
#normally not something i announce but 🤷♂️#for a while ive just been going by they/them and trying to just not think about it. which i realize is not healthy!!#and ive been talking to more queer people offline in my local community#and ig it made me realize i cant keep living like that#so im dipping my toes back into the pronouns pool to see what feels good#may change may stick w these who knows#but its what feels good rn :]
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Some stuff I've drawn semi recently
#keese draws#oc art#oc#ocs#furry#furry oc#furry art#Ive been going thru it recently but Ill survive#on the bright side the pet sitting job for my aunt is coming up soon#so Ill have a house to myself for a bit at least#Im probably still gonna be fairly offline for the foreseeable future unless I somehow manage to fix my sleep schedule anytime soon#not to say I will be on any sorta complete hiatus or anything just that Im not getting any more active most likely#not that I think anyone rly cares at this point since its been the norm for a while now but yknow#Ill still be around to answer asks and stuff just dont freak out if I take a lil bit to see it 👍#anyways enough of being a downer Im actually pretty happy with these even if theyre mostly just doodles#also I havent posted any art of these guys in a While but say hi to them while you can cause theyre back into the void of my brain now#first is keese (the oc™) second is toon and third is clyve#all from different stories but toon and clyve are both from the magic cat universe#their paths never meet tho the closest connection they have has to go through like 4 characters first#you can also tell theyre from different stories because one is anthro and the other isnt lol#generally speaking I consider anthro designs slightly more canon but both are canon depending on the story#not in a shapeshifting way just in a me being an inconsistent bitch sorta way#but yeah keese the oc is much older than either of those two I just dont talk abt them or their story ever#but hey if any of yall remember suckerz those two are besties#suckerz is sort of younger than the other two and sort of much older than all three#shes a sort of updated version of a reallyyyy old sona sort of character I had in like 6th grade I think#back during my lilo and stitch experiment oc era where I had one that was music themed#I also had a digimon variant of her she was called like beatramon or smth like that#she was basically a hypothetical music mascot and shes kind of still that tbh#if I ever get enough into making music that I start posting shit it will be my music mascot
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stares into the distance. what if i made a discord roleplay server
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can anyone afford to send me like..... $35 for dinner tonight? i havent been eating enough lately for medical and food insecurity reasons and im trying to work on that but haven't been able to make it to the food bank and wont be able to till monday, and im fucking exhausted and having a rough week and anyway it would really mean a lot to me. i hate asking for money but ive exhausted all of my other options. if you can, pls dm me and ill put an update in the notes if ive received it.
if you cant help with foodstuff, i would still deeply appreciate a rb. thanks yall ♡♡
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had a dream last night that a worm had to lip sync for its life on rupaul's drag race
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hi skibidi
hey sigma
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ykw it's weird bc I thought being alone in the flat for a week would make me kinda stir crazy but it's literally been completely chill. actually even better than that I've been rly enjoying it tbh
#like the novelty of it has worn off but its just Nice to have no obligations to anyone else and total privacy to do my own thing for once#also I got new sex toys a little while back so ive been waiting for my flatmate to take a trip somewhere so I can have my fun lmaooo#dont get me wrong I love her + do miss her a bit.. its strange eating every meal alone and how quiet it is here#esp bc this is the first time shes been away while ive been here + also bc shes gone completely off map no social media#and going from talking to someone daily to them disappearing entirely is such an odd feeling#but like. its nice to reassure my independence/self sufficiency + have a reminder how much I like spending time w myself :-)#anyway i hope shes enjoying her time offline + w her family :^)#i went for a 2 hour walk in this rain this morning and i feel really good today which is crazy for november !!#hmmm.. im gonna make brownies i think + then revise some lab stuff for this interview on tues. and then cleaaann#.diaries
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