#Love ya’ll

[c-t-r-l14]

I deadass should’ve started with an introduction post before I posted any of my fanfics, but… better late than never, I guess…

Hey ya’ll! You can call me Ctrl, and welcome to this beautiful mess that is my blog!

I am a big fan of Zsakuva and DesmondAsmr, so anything on this blog will be related to their characters and lore.

Here’s some things about me:

-I’m 19

- I go by she/her pronouns

-I’m African American

-I draw

-I write (obviously).

-My favorite artists are SZA and Daniel Caeser

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MASTERLIST

Xanthus:

The Song A Dove Sings

Dontis:

Ocho Rios

See You Again

One Good Thing

His Eyes

Alex:

Session 32

Special

Nobody

Andrew Marston:

Nothing Yet

Kayson:

What He Sees

Are You Ok?

Isaac Rhodes:

I Wish You Love

Jonah:

Nothing Yet

Elias:

Nothing Yet

Niall:

Nothing Yet

Luca:

Nothing Yet

Rowan:

Nothing Yet

All the stories that do not have a link yet are stories that are in progress.

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RANTS

Sometimes, I talk too damn much. Other times, things piss me off and I gotta share it with the public.

My thoughts on Alex:

The Rant That Started it All

I got mad while drafting dialouge between him and Listener

“Another small rant about Alex (Yes, I know I talk about him a lot, no, I won’t stop)”

I’m really getting mad at someone who isn’t real

“A Retrospective, A Reflection, And Yes, Another Damn Alex Rant”

“Why Alex’s Break Up Audio Made Me Appreciate Andrew’s Character More”

“And Another Thing”

“This Audio was SICKENING.”

Other Rants:

“Xanthus and Dontis in Part 9 Had Me Dead Asf”

Why The Asriel Audio Made me Appreciate Dontis’ Character More

“Dontis Is Written So Amazingly Well.”

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HEADCANNON TIME!

What Would Dontis Be Like When He’s Angry?

Do Vampires Cry Bloody Tears?

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Y’all have a good day, and thank you for visiting my page!

[subbyprincessb]

Got some new lingerie in, ya favorite girl is gonna have a mini photo shoot tonight as a teaser 💕

[tono3459]

WOah didn’t expect that much wheatley love from the last post! here’s more from the hundreds of doodles i have of him

[awesomedurraworld]

Happy early Birthday! Congrats on another year older(soon). I’d love to get to know you better by asking questions for your birthday. That was a clever idea.

I really don’t know any good, interesting questions, but here we go anyway:

1. What is(are) you current favourite book and/or show? And what was(were) your first favourite book and/or show you can remember when you were younger?

2. If you could visit one place fictional or not without consequence, where would you choose? And on a side note, would it be a good place to have a birthday party? XD

3. Have writing and drawing always been some of your hobbies? And what are some your others that you find interesting?

4. Basic birthday question… What is your favourite cake flavour? And if you are like me and don’t like cake, what is your substitute?

5. Last question. I want to write you a gift fic for your birthday. What would you like for me to write for you? Tropes… Ideas… (Just note that the only fandom I know we share is fma)

Have a wonderful birthday!

thank you so much for sending your ask 🥹 and the birthday wishes! I hope yours was as magical as you wanted it last week 💖🫶🏻

okay, on to the questions!

Some of my favorite books and or tv shows! Funnily now, I don't read original books as much as I used to when I was younger, tho I do enjoy visiting and rereading my favorite seriess from when I was a young teen! If I saw another part of these series now that I dont own I would 100% buy it haha. My main three-book series are Dork dairies ( I own the whole collection!) Cupcake Diaries, ( I own all the books that my bookstore has 🥲.) and Whatever After ( up till book 7.)

I never was into the more famous book series, like Harry Potter or the Percy Jackson and his Pals series, even with us having these in our home library- for some reason they never interested me

As for Tv shows!! now that is an easier one 😌 Ages 4-8 The earliest favorite tv show that I could remember is Postman Pat and Strawberry Shortcake and Friends ( the 2009 show.)

Ages 9-11 of course as I grew older I fell in love with Sofia the first, Doc Macstuffines, Jack and the Neverland Pirates, and Handy Manny, and Heidi too, and wild Krats with odd squad!

when I turned 12 I fell in love with Ronja the thief’s daughter and the mysterious cities of gold, alongside little women and the Robinson family

14-17 As a younger teen, I loved loved loooved Young Justice alongside of different classics and the shows I liked as a tween.

17- now My young adult years I have enjoyed different animes such as Fullmetal Alchemist Brotherhood, Mob Psycho 100, Ranking of Kings, Kaguya-sama love is war, Spy x family, and Attack on Titan. And different shows like When Calls the Heart and timeless! And because I babysit some kiddos I also enjoy watching kids shows 😭 I legit follow the story line bahaha

My favorite books as a kid were many many many short stories that I know that they can't be found online since they were probably written in my mother language and were on the older side, plus many of them here translated to my language and might have changed the titles, BUT, “ the sick bear” and the “the scared bear” and “ the pegion that wanted to drive a bus?” Yes these are some of the ones I recall finding them online and in different languages

OKAY, moving to where I would like to visit! That is a tough question 😂 I always like to imagine myself in different universes and myself in different shows and stuff- so no idea. BUT probably neverland in the Tinkerbell movies? Or maybe like, Resembool because it is so pretty. I love the soft happy villages 💛 and yes these places are good place for birthdays 😌

Writing has been a hobby, that my parents, nurtured in me, since I was such a talkative person, they used to encourage me to write! I loved drawing as a kid, and not as much as a tween/ early teens. I loved coloring more then. Same with writing actually, I got back to it in March 2020 and developed my own writing style! As for my other hobbies, I love to sew felt things and stitch, I also am a paper crafter, and I collect a crazy amount of papers haha. I like also building Legos and wooden 3D puzzles! I also like fixing books and currently I found an odd joy in cleaning?

Birthday cake! Alright so, Up till I was 14, I would ask for either my mom’s chocolate cake or, vallinia cake with green apples and caramel on the side, BUUUUUUTTTTT, when I turned 15 and up till now, I asked for a huge cookie for my cake haha, It all started when my mom and I went to a cookie shop and we saw these huge cookies and she jokingly said, “ what do you think? Your next birthday cake.” I was like, “ bet.”

And yea! These are it hehe, I would love to share more about myself!

I am the firstborn in my family, I have younger siblings! I share a room with my sisters, and my favorite colors are pink and peach, but I do like all of the colors heh, I used to wear glasses and I took them off this January! Currently fighting some Hyperthyroidism, I never had the chance to date yet, and I graduated the third on my class, ( looking at my chemistry teacher 😒)

I guess that is it! If anyone wants to get to know more I would love to answer your questions 🫂 have a good day everyone! Love ya

( also, can you guess how old I am from the fact I shared? 👀)

[bb25hater]

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[branch-wdk53]

Gonna go on another break from L Corp, see ya’ll later :]

[gooberartz]

Happy thanksgiving or happy Thursday to all of you guys hope you have a lovely day sending virtual hugs!! 💕💕

[lovelyamneris]

new chapter of my fic NPC Syndrome is up on ao3!

[loveshotzz]

Figured out why certain posts aren’t showing up in tags! You can’t link any previous post in them. Not sure why that’s changed but I’m showing in them now that I deleted the link to part one. So if you’re having the same problem, that might be it.

[moon-ursidae]

i feel so bad about my inactivity here in the past week or so, school (and life in general) has been kicking my fucking ass recently. i will be posting art and catching up on fic hopefully soon! just havin a bit of a rough patch rn :/

[franziskaflowers]

You are truly stunning in every way

Thank you so much! I’m gonna go throw up now!! :)

[krazydraws]

Late night Shading experiment +human design for him for an AU maybe?

[asher-ic3]

Are you a cat or a rat this time -Ace

I hate rats! I can’t stand them because they al bite me!! I killed one with my two other hands before and I’ll do it again! -Molly

Molly isss a murderer -Snake

Rrrr idk I’m a possum at this point

[ask-thesparedau]

(1/6)

He’s baaaaaack <3

[rougepancake]

Reader riding Genya (asking bc you write so well for him and in general, also came to ask this right after r seeing your genyaxreader have sex one aggahhgghahgagg) have a great day and drink some water!! (Idk if requests are open or not so if not I’m sorry!)

NO CAUSE I LOVE THIS (also thank you for the reminder on the water bestie you too 💚)

Warnings: Sexually explicit material under the cut. Riding, slight sub genya if you squint, no plot whatsoever. Minors and ageless blogs dni. I am tired of blocking you.

“I want you to ride me.” He whispered and you choked on your air.

“You want me to what??” You looked at him, and he was already getting undressed.

“Ride me.” His eyes shined with excitement. “Please.”

“Alright.” You sighed and began getting undressed too, tossing your clothes to the side and crawling on top of him.

That’s what led you here.

His hands on your hips as you rolled them expertly, eliciting whimper after whimper from the poor fellow. He was helpless beneath you, and he didn’t mind one bit.

There was just something about the way you moved against him, chasing your high and taking control.

Just like he wanted.

And it was absolutely blissful.

[mrxadreamin]

baby, even if you stole my wallet I wouldn’t resent you…