#MY FEEEEEEELS

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[usertoxicyaoi]

"I .... without you, I can't breathe properly."

MY PERSONAL WEATHERMAN (2023). Episode 7.

[linkedin-offficial]

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sick for it

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[ittybittybumblebee]

you can do so many littttleee differing things with his design draw him in a slightly different style and still be true to the character I AM NUMBER ONE PERSON TO FUCK WITH DRAWING JOKER DESIGNS FUCK WITH ME IM RABID IM . very Very passionate about character design fuck with me you can do anything with this guy im going to beat him in the head with a rockkkk he needs to die not because of anything hes done but because i get excitement aggression hes too fun to draw im gonna kill him now

[roychewtoy]

can we get him out?

[tigirl-and-co]

Specks of Dust in Hallowed Halls

pt. 1

This first part is just an introductory piece, to try to help me get the flavour down. To get me used to writing Metroplex. Also bc nobody writes anything for him but I love him so much. My beautiful sonsband who is three times the size of the Chicago metropolitan area <333

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There was only one holoform who was a regular at the human's game nights. Sure, a lot of Cybertronians were curious about their organic allies, and quite a few of them counted the humans among their friends and would show up on occasion. But they were busy, they had other diversions, and quite frankly they just didn't 'get' it.

But every Tuesday night, as far as Tuesday nights can exist on a planet with a completely different solar calendar, Metroplex found himself in the company of mammals.

Metropex had been alive for so, so long, and he had lacked any intimacy for most of his lifespan. Being so large, close connections weren't really in the cards. He had tried, over the eons, to mix among the Cybertronians with a mech holoform, but they treated him too reverently. He could not be 'one of them.' He was an Other. A respected and revered Other, but an Other just the same.

But the humans... once they had become accustomed to him being truly sapient, a person in his own right, they even treated his city mode as casually as one of their own. When asking for assistance getting around they called him nicknames like 'Metty' and 'Plexiglass', and they had allowed him access to their private texting groups. There were occasional 'Let's go Mets!' memes, with images of his buildings over top the sports team logo, sent to him in displays of camaraderie.

He truly enjoyed every ephemeral klik of it.

So he would join them once a week to play their games. The silent scribbling during Boggle, the drama of Betrayal at the House on the Hill, and the playful trash-talk during a heated round of Mario Kart... all of it filled his spark. He especially enjoyed video game game nights, where a large portion of the humans would be packed in on the couches and chairs and he would often find someone's legs draped over his own. After so long spent being unable to touch anybody, the simple heat of shoulders pressing him in and backs leaned against his legs from those seated on the floor was holy. Every now and again one of the humans would fall asleep and lean harder against him, and he felt love pulsate through his circuits.

This was what he was protecting. What he was fighting for. All kind creatures in the universe were his fellow beings and his charges, and he would protect them. It was what he had being built to do, but more importantly, it was what he chose to do.

To reward love and compassion in kind.

[emmyrosee]

I don’t know how to tell you all this but I now have an itch for more baby yuuji and big bro Sukuna pieces going and I hate you all (affectionate)

[equalseleventhirds]

bcos of Reasons (yes ani u have started me on a brain spiral, not ur fault just me thinking too much) i am thinking abt what i, as an aromantic, like to see in media

(and yes i do enjoy a good romantic arc also, this is not exclusive, i do not require to see aromanticism in order to enjoy something, just. like. what am i looking for when i am in a mood to see stuff i can relate to as an aro.)

and i was perusing lists of media with confirmed aro characters, right, and contemplating how many of those characters make me feel..... seen? represented? positive??? w/e.

and a... not even trend, bcos there's not enough for it to be a trend, but a storyline i see a chunk of the time is like, character comes out as aro/not interested in romance, and then has a 'so don't hit on me/don't expect me to date or get married/stop trying to set me up on dates/etc' conversation with another character

with ofc the good end there being the other character is like, oh, of course, i understand, i will do this to make u comfortable and i do not think you are a freak for this

which! don't get me wrong, not a bad story. visibility & affirmation & so on. part of the time it is a side character this happens to but also sometimes a main character! u kno. it's not bad.

but it's not really something i find....... super relatable, or desirable in media? like, it's fine, it's nice, it's not something i am actively seeking out or what i really want when i am looking for 'aro media', exactly.

and that may just be about where i am in my personal life journey, right. i am fine with who i am and how i live and have moved on past needing people to acknowledge my basic existence.

what i'm usually wanting is... well, platonic relationships. strong platonic relationships that have actual screen time, are shown to be emotionally resonant, and have just as much if not more importance placed on them as romantic relationships.

bcos that's what i really want, you know--not to be told 'yeah you can exist and Not Do Romance and that's fine :)' but to have the kinds of emotional connections i make be. yknow. important. to be told yeah, you don't do romance, but that doesn't mean you can't be the most important person in someone's life (even if right now as i am i am not emotionally stable enough to be that important to someone.......... but that's another story).

to..... not be defined by a lack, even tho i know that's. what aromanticism is, u kno, lack of romantic attraction. but having that lack not be the end. of a character, a conversation, a relationship.

it's why i like things like wolf 359, where like, we know jacobi and maxwell aren't romantic, but she's his person. he'll burn down everything for her. in her memory. so even tho neither character is 'canon aromantic', i feel seen & valued by their story.

right? yeah.

(also sometimes to have friendships shown in media that are just as fucked up and toxic and hand-in-unlovable-hand as some of the ships ppl love lmao. yes i'm aromantic but that doesn't mean all my love is sweet and nice. fun to see that shown sometimes. not always but u know. (jazz hands) variety)

[doggirling]

another edit of my personal krbay interpretations lol... this time featuring garlude + mama and baby comparison with my sirica edit

also a mandatory original vs edited hehe

[kakusu-shipping]

Perks of being an artist; The ability to draw my grown ass adult men non-human F/Os as shotas for my own amusement

[inkywarden]

Oh, Master… Such joy I feel.

[shortson]

currently reading northanger abbey and i keep having to Take a Break because i feel such intense intense anger towards john thorne I Fear I Need Something Drastic to Happen to Him

[andiv3r]

DONT LISTEN TO DAT THING WRITE WHATEVER U WANT FOREVER AND EVER WHO CARES EVEN IF U WERE INSPIRED EVERYTHING IS INSPIRED BY SOMETHING IN THE END ALL ART IS AND SO WRITE THAT FIC WHO CAAAARES AND FOR OTHER PPL THIS IS AGIFT CUZ IF THEY LIKED THAT ONE THEY GET A 2ND ONE WHICH EXPLORES THE SAME IDEA !!!! NOTHING BUT POSITIVES HERE ANDERS

GRRRRRR YOU'RE RIGHT..... HHHHH... I KNOWWWW YOU'RE RIGHT. BUT THE EVIL MEAN BRAIN SAYS THAT IF I WRITE ABOUT THE SAME THING AS SOMEONE ELSE IT'S THIEVERY...

[mosneakers]

I've got so many damn stories and gameplays lol- a poll

yes there are a lot of stories on this blog (all part of the same universe!) yes they're all unfinished for now yes I will get around to all of them, prioritizing whichever I feel inspired to touch base with

But just for my own curiosity...

Links for reference:

My Darling 4

Many Moons Ago

Moodlit

Darling High School Years

Red Wolf Fury

Stuck in Their Shadow

Strange Grey

[spideyhexx]

I know the past days I haven’t written too much and it’s possible it’ll be like that the next week or so because I have finals, however I want to try to do some here and there so will do my best! :) and it’s nice to be able to still talk to you guys regardless!!!

anywho tho hopefully next longer piece will be a saccharine thing :) or a late night thought if i get the sudden inspo!

but wanted to say thank you to you all who come here and talk and just enjoy the blog as much as I do!! :)

[muslim-flint]

planning to partake into homosexual events real soon (gonna make my bf listen to ethel cain's Strangers while being high as fock)