#Marathon Class
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i hate to say it because i'm neurodivergent and a chronic-pain-haver but like... sometimes stuff is going to be hard and that's okay.
it's okay if you don't understand something the first few times it's explained to you. it's okay if you have to google every word in a sentence. it's okay if you need to spend a few hours learning the context behind a complicated situation. it's okay if you need to read something, think about it, and then come back to re-read it.
i get it. giving up is easier, and we are all broken down and also broke as hell. nobody has the time, nobody has the fucking energy. that is how they win, though. that is why you feel this way. it is so much easier, and that is why you must resist the impetus to shut down. fight through the desire you've been taught to "tl;dr".
embrace when a book is confusing for you. accept not all media will be transparent and glittery and in the genre you love. question why you need everything to be lily-white and soft. i get it. i also sometimes choose the escapism, the fantasy-romance. there's no shame in that. but every day i still try to make myself think about something, to actually process and challenge myself. it is hard, often, because of my neurodivergence. but i fight that urge, because i think it's fucking important.
especially right now. the more they convince you not to think, the easier it will be to feed you misinformation. the more we accept a message without criticism, the more power they will have over that message. the more you choose convenience, the more they will make propaganda convenient to you.
#personal#this also applies to ai art and stuff. like#artists and crafters and non-ai users took the time space and energy to learn things#bc we are actually LEARNING them. and it takes actual SKILL.#i know the skill is long to learn and often annoying. i still get frustrated about my art bc it's not good#but i do it myself. bc i respect that it IS a skill.#ai writing a book for you is not YOU learning how to write a book. and it took me a lifetime to write a book. i get it.#ai drones running a marathon don't run the marathon for u#there are things i cannot due to my disability. lol marathons being 1. there are things u can't do either#this is about stretching yourself in the ways that are healthy and good for you.#ai learning for u in ur classes is NOT healthy. u are not learning.#''but otherwise i won't pass''#first of all that's a self-defeating prophecy. and many of us who thought we wouldn't pass DID pass#and secondly. CHALLENGE urself. ur paying for college anyway. don't pay just to let AI learn for u.
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thinking about this 17 second long scene….


something happened between the club and this scene i just know it…
WHO MAKES THAT FACE WHEN GETTING INTO A CAR?? (freaky people…. 👀)
begging the mcu to just give us a full version of the roadtrip I NEED TO SEE WHAT THESE GAYS DID
gay mutant roadtrip i need you….
#god they don’t even do anything interesting they’re just recruiting Darwin 😭😭🙏#i need to do another movie marathon i’m running out things to talk about#ARGSGDG CHERIK ENTERTAIN ME 😾#going crazy#cherik#charles xavier#erik lehnsherr#xmen#professor x#magneto#xmcu#xmen first class#wish does not shut up
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I have finished yesterday's graduation/hooding ceremony foofaraw, the last of my major academic commitments for the year. That means I am finally switching to summer schedule, after nonstop grueling work on multiple fronts since the start of the year. Or, to paraphrase the great Don Henley, we are entering the part of the year that I like to call I'm Not Here, I'm Not Coming.
(Perhaps I will actually find time/brainpower to make progress on creative writing projects? Zomgz.)
#academia: not even once#lord i have been nose glued to the grindstone since january#i could really go for some easy mode#but yes#three days a week in office and no more meetings or classes#after i finished the two week exam grading marathon#and revised and submitted multiple papers and publications#and worked two jobs for which they still only want to severely underpay me for one#and countless other campus novel nuisances too great to relate in detail etc#anyway i made it#witness me etc
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yeah you didn’t need to tell us, bro

baby. baby boy

honestly as an aries mars i get this

i mean you had to have expected that guys he tried to steal a trophy from an eight year old

Nixon??? are we doing Nixon???
#wild kratts#kratt brothers#chris kratt#martin kratt#wk live blogging#wk marathon#i did not realize how many seasons this show has#nixon now#god my computer screen is filthy#bass class
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What do u have against ai? :(
How much time do you have?
1. Generative AI is trained on the works of artists and writers without consent or compensation. It’s literally stealing from actual people. And no, it isn’t “learning like a real person” because it isn’t a real person. It’s a program that is incapable of creating anything new of its one. All generative AI is built on theft by corporations from small independent creators.
2. It uses considerably more power than most other current technology. Like, arguably it is worse for the environment than NFTs. The amount of water it wastes is absurd, the uptick in energy usage is absurd.
3. Corporations are salivating at the chance to cut creative people out of products. They don’t want to pay people for their work because they don’t respect art and artists. As long as we live under a capitalist system, people need to be able to own what they create and be able to provide for themself with their own skills.
4. The misinformation and disinformation generative AI can cause and has ALREADY caused is insane. People have had their faces and voices stolen without consent or compensation. People can generate believable deepfakes of politicians and social figures that will degrade the truth and potentially even damage our already messed up political climate. How would you feel if someone posted a realistic video of you praising a product you never bought? Or vouching for a politician you hate? Or saying you think all gay people should die?
5. This one is just personal, but I don’t care what a machine “makes.” Creativity is special to me because it lets you see the world through someone else’s eyes. Art of all kinds—writing, art, music, roleplay—is a kind of communication. I want to communicate with people, not an inanimate object mimicking what a person would be like. The joy of art comes from creation. Reducing it to only consumption is a disservice to all humankind.
Certain scientific fields have genuine uses for other kinds of AI, and I respect that. But Generative AI is built on theft and disrespect; at best its used for shallow art that someone didn’t care enough about to make themself, at worst its used for scams, disinformation, and stripping away even more of people’s rights.
I legitimately believe there is no current ethical uses for Generative AI. Will there be one day? Its possible, but I honestly find that unlikely. For now, though, if you are pro Generative AI, please unfollow me.
I may not be the most talented artist/writer out there, but I have enough self-respect that I don’t want people who see me as replaceable by machines engaging with my creative works. I put a lot of time, passion, and love into my work. Someone who sees that as equal in worth to something an algorithm spat out in five seconds is not welcome here.
#fuck ai#legitimately surprised to get a message from someone on tumblr thats pro ai#also its WILD that this is in response to me reblogging the NaNoWriMo AI thing#its an organization that was supposed to be about a writing marathon? a slow and deliberate process of making something?#ai is not made by people and its not something that takes time#its like a fitness class announcing you’re aloud to hire someone else to do the exercising for you. like whats the POINT?#as a long time rper i especially find character ai annoying. you are robbing yourself of fandom friends#and for what? a mediocre roleplay that is SO much more limited than playing with real people
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"Are you out there? Can you see the same stars as me?"
A followup/companion to the first Rest prompt. I'm gonna finish this marathon even if it kills me.
(Castoff Fanart Marathon #13: Rest 2)
#my art#colored lineart#fanart#castoff#zera marcel#castoff fanart marathon#I had the idea for this back when I did the first rest prompt#unfortunately I had a really stressful class followed by a month long writing project followed by con prep
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Started watching the Bayverse movies with my besties and... Are we just too gay for these movies??? Admittedly we only finished the first two and got through a quarter of the third, but the second one was such a drag to sit through at times and it probably doesn't help that we do NOT care about Sam that much. I hope that there is a character arc for him in the rest of the third movie. Because so far he has not been fun to watch in that one. He just comes off as a slight manchild to me, like... I can see why he would be frustrated with where he is in life but the way he acts with others and lashes out does not help him in the slightest. I do have to admit though that seeing him go to Cybertronian Heaven in the second movie was the funniest part for me and my besties lol.
I'll just hope that the other guy in the next movies will be at least a bit more interesting. Doesn't even have to be a good guy, just an interesting guy for me lol
#rintalks#text#transformers#transformers bayverse#A lesbian demigirl a she/they lesbian and a nonbianry bisexual watch Bayverse with alcohol- You'll never guess what happens next#Adding a Drinking Game to your (attempted) movie marathon can increase the fun for the whole group lol#But only when everyone knows how to drink responsibly and does not peer pressure of course#I feel like they made Sam too much of an Everyman that he basically had nothing as a person himself#He is literally a middle-class white teenage boy who is not too smart nor too sporty a bit awkward but says witty lines and-#It feels like so much to just say nothing#No real soft and or hard skills to speak of for this dude#Nothing about him as a person was what was needed in the two movies either#It was so circumstancial#If he wasn't related to his captain/explorer grandfather and had his glasses then he never would've been sucked into the conflict#if he didn't touch the shard in the second movie then he wouldn't have been an accidental cybertronian usb stick#I do admit that the movie wouldn't have come to it's conclusion without his involvement and the knowledge he sucked up but everything else-#It wasn't exactly HIS knowledge and he wasn't the guy who had all the breakthroughs or epiphanies.#Also. Him going to cybertronian heaven lol. All these soldiers also gave their lives to protect Optimus where do they go? Lmao#I feel like Mikaela would've been a better protagonist but considering that it was the 2000s and she was a girl in a “”boy franchise“”-#fat fucking chance man ToT#The way she was driving in reverse while having Bumblebee in the back shoot at Decepticons was som genuinely cool shit ngl#And she only got the car bc she knew how to unlock and jumpstart it!!! Queen shit!!!#I'm so far not a fan of how weirdly enabling Carly is of Sams more immature tendencies but I won't give up hope and just watch!#Maybe they'll break up bc they see they're not good for each other or maybe the trauma will change them and draw them closer to each other#there are many ways to go with both of these characters and their relationship#Am I having too much hope? Probably but I don't want to be too cynical about things lol#makes life a bit more fun that way too#Funnily enough the only characters me and my besties found ourselves slightly attached to were the idiot twins in the second movie#and the little monstertruck guy voiced by Tom Kenny at times. Not in all his scenes but you know. A win is a win.#And of course Bumblebee except for that scene where he pissed on that dude in the first movie that was not it
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Not to be a downer and this isn't an indictment of people celebrating this, but I remember watching an as-it-happened documentary (my favorite type of documentary tbh) on the fiftieth anniversary of the Moon Landing and then halfway into it the spell it had over me snapped and I just started thinking "What did the people fighting in Vietnam, both sides, think of all this? Where was that 'moment of global unity' everyone has been talking about for the last fifty years that was allegedly during this moment? What about the people slaving away in factories or in fields or prison during this? What about the people who couldn't afford a TV because of rampant wealth inequality? There was so much vitriol in this moment just for people who wanted to be treated equal but I'm told the world as a whole and America in particular had come together."
I love as-it-happened documentaries because I love putting myself in moments that witness history in the making, good or bad, but I couldn't reconcile this idealized version of what I've been told my entire life and the historical truths I knew were going on as Americans landed on the moon
#the very next day I came across the poem 'Whitey On The Moon'. which full disclosure I am whitey but it still stuck with me#also I had a smaller realization in high school astronomy class that we. America. really didn't win the space race because of this#like don't get me wrong human scientific achievement woo one small step for man#we powered thru this particular stretch of the race but that didn't really win the marathon when USSR did everything else first#also I always hated how this supposed monument of human achievement and ingenuity was always just one nuclear power flexing on another#one giant leap for mankind fuck you ruskies U-S-A U-S-A back to proxy wars U-S-A U-S-A kill kill kill#but like I said the proxy war in question didn't really end while this was going on#no magic moment of a Moon Landing truce as far as I'm aware#anyway the fact that the fiftieth anniversary occurred during the trump regime prolly had no bearing on my cynicism I'm sure
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in the cinema about to watch a prequels marathon rn and so sorry for the noises I'm gonna make when I see quiggs and obi wan on screen lol
#not actually aloud but internally i WILL be screaming#i am so unwell about them#treating this movie marathon like required reading for a class. writing SW fic 101#bird rambling
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#sorry for not getting to my asks ive been teaching 9-4 all week and doing stuff after .. i.e. class my moms bday and roommate touring#which is working out hORRIBLY#so far everyone has either cancelled or. ghosted me#other than a guy who loves the place but determinedly said he can't pay utilities#and we need someone by the 1st#and my landlord is hounding me so badly#and i have to drive two hours tonight#right after 4#to get to my mom's bday dinner with family#i am#it's just been a marathon#and im so upset abt the roommate thing#esp since ive been blamed for not doing enough by my currently. disabled roommate#who has to take care of herself ofc#but doesnt do any chores and didnt help at all and I SAT IN THE ER WITH HER FOR HOURS#its just. i am so tired. and can't afford rent without someone. and will have to beg on my knees to my landlord to give us more time to fin#someone.#and it will work. but. at what cost#i seriously wish i moved#geez sorry to rant im fine and will be fine.#its just a lot#the two hours of driving tonight is really bothering me#caitie blabs
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Thinking about that time my one middle school teacher took my class outside and had us act out crash landing on a deserted island.
Like, we got separated out into groups, had to draw the injuries we got from the "crash" out of a hat, and then each group given a random assortment of gauze and bandaids and told us that we could only use whatever we had on us to try to save the critically injured & survive.
Then she just sat to the side and watched us all stumble through this wild exercise for the rest of class period, called us all together, told us we all were very stupid about how we handled everything and that we died, brought us back inside and never brought it up again.
Same teacher had us read like four different books about children having to survive the wilderness on their own the next year. Never brought up the weird fake survival thing we did the year before. I'm low key wondering if she was just weirdly into that show Lost or something 🤔
#random spaced ace memories#god i had a lot of weird teachers#all the math teachers who didn’t get math#the one that had enforced silent frog time#the marathon chicken dance#the time the teachers put on a show but made the parents think it was a play us kids were doing#that teacher that accidentally on purpose kidnapped those two kids#the weird guy that lived on our elementary school campus#the teacher that passed out in class after taking too manh xanax#so many weird school times
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why can i literally not function at school like i swear i'm trying i just can't focus????
#luc posts#like i take notes but then i get bored and the doodle on the side of my page thst was meant to take 5 seconds took 10 minutes :(#and then im lost and bc im lost i get all fidgety and i keep doodling and then jts just a cycle#if i work for 20 minutes i feel like ive ran a marathon and i have to take a 40 minutes drawing/staring into the distance break#and im gonna fail maths but theres literally nothing i can do no matter what i do I can't focus for over 20 minutes at a time#and then its the end of class and i feel guilty bc oh i didnt do any work :( like i feel bad and i want to fix it but idk whats wrong so ho#can i fix it if i dont know whats wrong with meeeee#ugh#it literally makes me want to cry am i just lazy is that what it is am i literally useless why cant i work#like i was so ahead kf the average grades and i never learnt to study and now ugh i dont know how to function so i just dont#and it doesn't help that my friends are all geniuses#like they complain about their one mark away from full marks and im just like OH MY GOD if i could just focus then i coukd do so well#likr ok i guess i wont mention tjst i failed that test bc yall sre complaining about getting one mark off fukl makrs#likr fuckkkk okay i have so mucb potential why di i waste jt :(((((#i hate school so mucb#i genuinely consider dropping out sometimes like I CANT DO THIS hiw do these peiole di ut how hiw how someone tell me how to function#like these peiole getting top marks withiut eben truijgn and i tyr and i cant fishcis so i fail snd then ufh i want to die#bc its so embarassing i eas like top 10% of the class a few years ago and now i just cant function like how do these peiple do itso#someone explain ot me how oieolem focus and dony get distracted and ginish things kike ugh
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Hey do u think if someone's balls are big enough they could give a ball-job the same way people can give a tit job?
#its 2:30 am and i have class later and i spemt my entire day writijg a short story and then marathoning chucky with October#im not well#quinceyeasyspeaky
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SURVIVED ANOTHER DAY OF EMPLOYMENT
#now praying one of my classmates can tell me if we have class tomorrow#or if the teacher joined the strike#i dont want to go to uni just to find an empty classroom jzjszmsjsnsj#ough my body is in pain#do u ever get so stressed out your body feels like u ran a marathon despite being on a chair 8 hours
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Something about me is that when left unchecked, I will work myself to physical exhaustion to avoid boredom. When I tell people this, they go "so how's that unmedicated ADHD going?"
The answer is NOT WELL
#sebastian speaks#I was sick half this week bc I made some Choices#Namely marathon training + volunteering + a night class + full time work + 3 hours at an emo night last week#And my body said “sit down you fool”#Will I learn from this?#NOT AT ALL
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wasnt much of a coffee drinker in the first place but had to avoid caffine for a bit for medical reasons recently and i drank a cup of coffee like four hours ago thats still making me feel like i have bees in my brain
#i am. actually shaking a bit#was wondering what the hell made me SO enthusiastic and talkative during my class#then remembered.cthe coffee....#its fine sometimes it makes me nervous but this time i feel great#i could do anything right now. i could run a marathon
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