Why People Do Meth
Methamphetamine, a highly addictive stimulant, has been misused for many years. Originally created in 1893 for medical purposes like weight loss and narcolepsy, it later became an illicit drug after being outlawed in the 1970s. Despite the absence of specific references to a treatment center, it is important to explore why people use meth and identify potential signs of addiction.
Reasons for Meth Use
The motivations behind an individual's meth use vary depending on personal factors such as mindset, mental health, and history. Nonetheless, several explanations shed light on why people are drawn to meth:
Pleasurable effects: Methamphetamine induces a surge of dopamine in the brain, leading to intense feelings of pleasure, excitement, and vitality. This enjoyable experience can drive prolonged use, while also damaging the brain's reward system, resulting in addiction and a reduced ability to find pleasure in other activities.
Self-medication: Some individuals turn to meth as a means of temporarily alleviating symptoms associated with underlying mental or physical health conditions. For instance, those with depression or anxiety may use meth to temporarily alleviate their symptoms. It can also serve as a potent painkiller, attracting individuals with chronic pain. However, self-medication with meth carries the risk of addiction and exacerbation of existing medical conditions.
Social and environmental factors: Poverty, lack of resources, and exposure to meth use in one's surroundings can create an environment where meth abuse is more prevalent and normalized. Additionally, individuals who have experienced trauma, abuse, or neglect may turn to drugs like meth as a coping mechanism for emotional distress.
Peer pressure: Peer pressure and the desire for social acceptance can influence meth use. Some individuals may experiment with meth in order to fit into a particular social group or connect with other meth users. There may also be pressure to try meth as a way to demonstrate a willingness to take risks or achieve success.
Curiosity and experimentation: Curiosity or the desire to sample different substances can lead some individuals to try meth. Exposure to meth use through popular culture or social media can further fuel this curiosity. However, given the dangerous and addictive nature of meth, experimentation can quickly lead to addiction and negative consequences.
Having addressed the question of why people use meth, it is crucial to recognize the potential signs of meth use in individuals.
Signs of Meth Use
Methamphetamine abuse can have severe mental and physical effects on individuals. Some symptoms are commonly associated with meth abuse, while others may overlap with those of other substances.
Signs that someone may be using meth include:
Agitation or aggression
Anxiety or panic attacks
Confusion or disorientation
Depression or mood swings
Dilated pupils
Dry mouth and nose
Impaired judgment or decision-making
Increased blood pressure
Insomnia
Loss of appetite and weight loss
Memory loss or cognitive impairment
Paranoia or hallucinations
Profuse sweating
Psychosis or delusions
Rapid heartbeat
Skin sores or acne
Suicidal thoughts or behaviors
Tooth decay and gum disease
Tremors or shaking
If you are ready to begin your journey towards recovery from meth abuse, there are resources available to assist you in your process.
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Can you please make another mommy kink trevor philips fic , I'm okay with you not taking requests, I just LOVE LOVE the way you write him needy and whiny is PERFECT , I keep rereading your fics
I have a special speciality for Trevor's mommy kink. I fucking love writing it. One of my favourite things to do LOL
Summary:
Trevor likes to act up, you made him change his mind quickly though.
TW:
-Smut
Word count:
2686
Pairings:
Fem!reader/ Trevor Philips
A man so rugged, scary, dangerous. Any normal person would look at him and see Satan spawning in those ugly black pupils. His lips were tattered with scars and unhealed cuts. His face, with every inch of exposed skin, were smothered with dirt and permanent marks from all the conflict he insists. He didn’t even have to try and look this rocky and jagged. Whenever he smiled – his natural, yellow smile – it looked down-right creepy. There was no innocence behind those raged eyes, none at all. This is what he presented, and it didn’t attract anyone.
But you.
You had him wrapped around your pinkie like a swan and her baby.
You knew him. He wasn’t all this “macho, eating flesh, sniffing meth, shooting innocent scums” guy. As time goes on, all he needed was a little ounce of love and affections for him to turn into this “I found this flower and it reminds me of you” man. He was a gentle man. He was gently aggressive.
Is that a thing? Yes. It is with Trevor.
Picture this: stroking your skin so rough that it feels like a slap. That’s him.
He was talented at changing how he touches and perceives you. He’d never want to hurt you, it was never something he ever considered. You were his favourite girl, his favourite woman. He wanted to impress you. It took long enough to see through his ugly exterior and he wants you to savour his lonely soul.
You completed him enough to heal this wound that had been made years and years before.
A woman.
Womanly love.
Maternal love.
Trevor has found home in your care and affections. You replaced that beast who tormented him. His mother, that bitch. He opened up more and more about her treatment and he thought he deserved all that abuse. Even if he refuses to believe the truth, you still gave him hope that there is a cure for his illness that stains his mind. You provided a comfortable, stable relationship (even if he wasn’t capable of keeping it stable himself).
Anyways… Enough of that. The wound is too deep to disfigure and it would take your whole life to understand him properly. So you just let him differ and express himself in ways you’d think was… Unusual. By unusual, it means that hardcore mommy kink he has. He was a switch at heart and some nights he felt so overwhelming alone, but horny. It was your job to love that poor little boy which was trapped in that hormonal, drug-addicted head.
It was one of those nights.
Tucked into your chest, he reminisced about the past few weeks he had shared with you. Trevor’s face was stuffed between your breasts, both of you naked. It wasn’t sexual, not yet, he just loved skin-to-skint contact. Whenever he wanted to cuddle, it had to be without clothes on. The friction and restriction of not being “close enough” made cuddling less enjoyable, so he had to be naked in order for it to calm him down.
His hands happily caressed your lower back. Them dirty nails would leave red lines from your shoulder blades to your ass. It was a repetitive move that it didn’t hurt nor sting anymore.
“Mmm…” He had paused his mid-ramble to breathe in the fumes of your breasts. It was a long inhale. You felt his breath linger against your sensitive skin, occasionally sending electric energy down your spine.
The night was still young. Your eyes peeled open when you felt his naked groin grind against your inner thighs. He was grunting. You looked down at your breasts (where he was hiding) and saw him obviously trying to subtly jack off to your thighs.
“Trevor?”
He knew he was caught now and just whined. His thrusts had gotten more obvious since you’d catch him. His penis, fully erected, was diving in and out of your thighs that were pressed together like a real fleshlight. You refrained yourself from moaning due to his cock stroking the sensitive patch of your inner thigh.
“Trevor…” You repeated bashfully, “What are you… Doing?”
“I’m too horny.” He growled. He moved out of your breasts before inserting his full attention on the nipples. That long, tormenting tongue stroked the surface until he tried to suck as much of your breasts as he could. He sucked and sucked and sucked and sucked.
Your hands clenched onto his hair, cradling his head as he continued to suck your tits. You’d hear him mumble out small whimpers when you attempted to pull him away. He refused to move an inch.
“Trevor, baby – “
“Don’t stop me!” Cried Trevor after you had departed him from your swollen nipple and breast. He still had his penis stuffed between your thighs, the length twitching every second also.
“Take it slow, tiger.”
“Fuckin’… No! I want to suck your tits.”
“Easy – “
“[y/n], don’t play with me. I’m so horny, I want your tits…” He begged.
“Trevor, take it easy. Don’t outrun yourself.”
“I can’t stop myself, mommy.” And it just came out.
That’s when you knew he was in that maternally deprived mood. You should of known the warning signs when it was there. So you fondled the back of his neck and calmed him down. He fell back into your embrace and made whiney noises against your collarbone.
“Tell me how good it feels.” You decided to ask as he was humping your thighs dry.
Trevor gurgled some distorted moans before his ability to speak had returned.
“So good… So good, it’s so hot…”
“Yeah? Are you going to cum yet?”
“I- I’m almost…” He took a sharp exhale, “Fuuuck…”
Then you praised him so more. Trevor had arched his back with your hand around his neck. He moaned your name, thrusting harder and faster that your poor thighs were growing rashes and bruises. It wasn’t long until his whole body went into spasms and that hard boner squirted cum all over your lower stomach, some on your bedsheets. He couldn’t help himself.
“I’m sorry, mommy!” Trevor wailed as his cock didn’t stop ejaculating semen everywhere.
“Shhh…”
“I made a mess, ma… I made a big mess.”
“I can see.”
“I’m sorry, I made a mess!”
You wiped away drool from his lip, “Enough,” You’d tell him, “Stop. Don’t apologise. Stop apologising for feeling good, baby.”
Trevor watched your thumb effortlessly wipe away his saliva. He wanted to curl up in a ball and cry. There was still so much tension in him that was struggling to come out. He’d give you glassy, sad eyes and call your name.
“[y/n].”
“Mhm?”
“I – “ He lets his finger drape across the breast he sucked earlier on, “I’m still horny. It hurts, mama…”
“It hurts?”
“Make me feel good, ma. I’m real horny.”
You sighed, “Okay, baby. Alright.”
The way his eyes lit up. He squeezed his hands together and gave you that iconic, Trevor grin. The feral in his face grew more strong and heavy.
“Gimme more…” He slowly slurred with lust, “I want more, ma.”
“Patience first.”
He cried, “More! More! I want more! I don’t want to wait.”
“Trev – “
But he was already pestering at your breasts again. That sloppy tongue was leaving trails of his drool everywhere. You gripped onto the mattress when he’d playfully bite your nipple and suck you all in. He was so fast. Trevor had completely crawled over your body, his weight pressing against your chest that was being abused by his nasty mouth.
“Trevor!” You gasped.
“Oh God, you have perfect tits…”
“Trevor… Stop – “
“I don’t wanna stop, mommy. I waited too long.” He snickered like a bratty school boy.
If he wants to act like a prick, he can be treated like one; your thoughts exactly. While he was rudely exploiting your breasts, you had reached for his sore cock and with one swift motion, you grabbed it and clenched your fists.
You wanted to replay the moment he jumped back and drastically moaned your name. He sobbed when you didn’t loosen your grip. His hips began jerking all over the place, trying to nudge you off.
“FUCK! AH, AH!”
His penis throbbed in your hands. This uncircumcised, small dick he calls “good enough” was going crazy. Despite Trevor’s painful cries, you knew he enjoyed it. No man would have his erection twitching like this.
“[y/n], fuckin’…” He was struggling to speak. Trevor was now on his all fours. He looked up at you with your hand violating his penis. He wanted to slap your hand away but he couldn’t.
“This is what naughty boys deserve.”
Because he deserved it, just like you said.
“But ma! – “
“But ma, but ma! No, nothing!” You played on his feelings a little more.
“No, don’t say that.”
Your grip tightened on his dick, making his words stutter pathetically.
“No what? Why should I listen to you when you don’t listen to me, hm?”
“Mommy… I’m sorry, [y/n], eh! Babe!”
“Don’t mommy me, Trevor. Your fetish makes you a very naughty boy.” Talking dirty was always a speciality when it’s with Trevor.
He sucked in his lips and stared at the way you used your tongue to speak.
“You like that, darling?” His cock twitched more as you spoke, “You like the way I talk to you?”
“Yes mommy…”
“Why’s that? Why do you like being spoken to like that?”
“Because… I- I deserve it.” Trevor whispered, his eyes barely open at how intense the pleasure was.
You squeezed his dick one last time before he hunched forward, burying his face in your neck and squirting (once again). He moaned intensely.
“Fuuuuuck! AH! OH, YEAH!” Cum soaked the bedsheets now. He couldn’t help but lie against you, his whole body weight in your arms. The orgasm must of taken a turn considering he began choking on tears.
“That feel so good, baby?” You purr.
“Oh, fuck… Ma, I – “ Trevor gulped, “I feel so much better. Ah… Fuck…”
“Now… Only good boys get another chance at feeling good again.”
His face dropped and he stared up at you with despair.
“What?”
“You heard me, sweetie.”
“No, no. But… Mama, c’mon… Babe? [y/n]? Sugar? I- I’ll fuckin’… I’ll do the shopping, I’ll do the gardening, please! Ma, please!”
“Don’t act like you deserve it, Trevor.” You’d grin.
He shook his head frantically. His hands gripping onto your waist, your stomach, your breasts. His breathing had grown rapid.
“I love you, I love your body, you’re amazing, I love you – “
“Trevor.”
“No, no. I wanna… I wanna feel good! Please, mommy… Please, this ain’t funny anymore! Stop playing with me!”
“I’m not playing with you.”
He growled, “I hate begging, ma! I hate it!”
“I know you do, babe. But you can’t get what you want, right?”
“Fuck you! You bitch!”
You raised an eyebrow at his profound insults. Trevor paused when he realised what he had said. His little outburst had possibly destroyed the last chance he had of receiving more pleasure from you. He nibbled his bottom lip and waited for a reaction, but when he saw nothing but disappointment in your face, he broke down and began praising you like a Greek God.
“Fuck! I didn’t mean it!” He was on his knees, hands stroking your body, “I’m sorry!”
You frowned and went to stand up before he pulled you back onto the bed.
“Baby! I didn’t mean it! I want you, so bad!”
“Shut up, Trevor, shut the fuck up!”
He went dead silent, mouth dropped open.
“What do you want, huh?” You were hostile, intimidating.
Trevor was too afraid to speak. He just looked around the room for a saviour.
“What do you want, Trevor?” Your voice growing louder.
“Ma! I want you! Just you, I just wanna feel good!” He whimpered and held his arms open, desperate for warmth.
“Oh yeah?”
“Yes, mommy! Yes!”
“How do you want to feel good?”
Trevor chewed on his tongue, “I- I… I want your cunt, babe.”
There was a deep desire that was living in your gut. You were horny as well. You did want something to cure it. Even if he didn’t deserve it, you were just using him at this point. Like a doll.
“My pussy?” You’d muse and walk over, your hand fitting around his neck as he moaned softly.
“Yes…” He breathed and gave you a smirk, “Your pussy…”
“That’s right.”
Trevor groaned when you sat on his lap. His naked crotch was pressing against your cunt, his favourite thing. He grinned when you started to use both hands and choke him. He struggled to breathe, but he loved it. He ogled you with admiration as you took matters into your own hands.
“Mmm…” You murmured when you pushed his dick into your pussy. His lap was shaky – by all means – of all the torture you’d put him through. It was understandable.
“Oh – “ He muffled out a longing moan and jerked his hips up, beginning to thrust.
The penetration itself was glorious. You bounced onto his beaten cock and choked Trevor as he turned bright red and blue. He squealed out a sigh of pleasure, still managing to survive through the choke-hold.
“God, fuck…” A gasp left your lips.
Riding him was a regular occurrence. It was your favourite position together. That or doggy style… But either way, whenever there’s a whole to fuck (Trevor’s words).
The both of you kept on moaning together as the night grew old. It was like a ghost-town outside. You wouldn’t be surprised if your neighbours had heard your activities with Trevor (like you don’t do this most days).
“Urgh – “ Trevor panted, getting close.
You loosened your grip around his neck so he could be more vocal. Nonetheless, you were whining and growing more overstimulated with his dick in your cunt. You exhaled heavily and rode him more and more until your laps were both numb.
“Maaa!”
“Oh God…” It was getting closer and closer now. Your pussy was soaked and his cock throbbed continuously.
“Fuck, I’m gonna cum!” He whispered.
“Ah… Ah!” You pressed your forehead against his, “Shit. Oh yeah, tell me how much you love my fucking pussy, babe.”
“I fuckin’ love your cunt, mama… It’s so hot, I love – OH, SHITT!” He bellowed and released his third load from today. He held you down onto his lap and came inside you, his voice hoarse from all the moaning and yelling he had done.
“Oh… Oh my, God!” You gasped at your orgasm that filtered his dick with your cum. He shivered when the sensation of your hot fluid painted his skin. He quickly thrusted back into you so both your cum would merge and mix together, bonding.
“Mmmm…” He’d growl lowly with a smirk.
“So good, babe.”
“Uh, huh…”
“God, my fucking cunt.” You fingered your clit and groaned when you had finished your orgasm.
Trevor licked his lips and stared at you with absolute devotion. He smiled as you closed your eyes to remind yourself of the pleasure.
“I love you, ma.” His whispers were coarse.
“Jesus… Just shut up and cuddle, yeah?” There was no bitterness behind your words, he knew that. You were too immense to act so “lovely dovely”.
“Okay, yeah. But I love you.”
“I lo – “
“I love you.” Trevor repeated.
“Woah, oka – “
“I love you.”
“Trevor!” You laughed, “Goddamn! Let me speak. I was going to say, I love you too…”
“I know,” He smirked, “I just wanted to say it three times.”
“You said it four times actually.”
“Oh! Little miss smartass!”
“Shut up, Trevor.”
“Your tits actually tasted quite nice. A bit salty but that’s sweat, right?”
You rolled your eyes, “Bedtime. Now.”
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