#Naa Akua

[christine-dela-cruz]

Before nag end ang 2023, we already looked forward to removal exam, and now kay 2nd week na sa January, naka apat na ka removal sila peng, wala koy high hopes sa result pero karon, feel nako nga naa si peng sa lowest point sa iyang life right now. Gusto nako makapasa siya, pero wala man ko gagunit sa iyang fate. Right now, gusto kaayo nako di muhawa sa iyang tapad (bisan part of me may doubt basi samok rasad kaayo ko). Gusto nako i make sure nga naa rako for him magkina unsa man, gusto nako ipa feel sa iyaha nga makalahutay ra ni,makalahutay lang mi. Di man sad nako gusto muingon nga "to always see the brighter side" kay gusto nako ug unsa may gusto ni Lord, i accept niya. Wala may kaso sa akua ug di siya maka graduate agad agad, wa may kaso nako ug di mi pareha. Kay kabalo ko naa'y maayong plano ang Ginoo niya nganong naagihan niya ni karon. Bug at man pero okay ra basta siya akuang kauban, way kaso sa ako kay palangga man nako.

[b505]

"wala ko kabalo unsa akong buhaton. pero unta dili ko nimo byaan bisan sige kog kamali"

kabalo man ko tanga ko 'no pero dili pud ko magstay kung ana. you were given the chance na man gud na tinarong. lahi man gud ni na sala. following other girls na sexy-sexy ang content sa tiktok ta's may gf ka. what would I feel? ulaw kaayo and makapangliit. abi nako enough na ko sugod atong kay Allen. abi nako naa na sa akua imong mata pero maglingi pa gid ka. you and your crippling porn addiction. nakaingon gud ko "ginakapoy na ko sa imuha". i bet you don't even care kay kampante ka naa lang ko diri magsige'g sunod og habol sa imuha? happy. i deserve what i tolerate pud :( pero sige go, maging kampante ka diyan, sit back, relax, gulat ka nalang wala na ako. advance goodbye, napapagod na ako kakaintindi

[sht-thoughts31]

ngano always ginabuhat sa akua ang mga threats about magpakamatay… niya tanan e blame sa akua… opo naa koy sala opo maot kog batasan opo gahi kaayo ko pero ngano everytime dili masunod ang gusto nila mgano always latagan ko ug magpakamatay?

[songsforsquid]

SAL Local Voices Reading

An incredibly dreamy line-up of WITS teaching artists will be sharing new work at the next Seattle Arts & Lectures’ Local Voices Reading on Thursday, November 19th, 7:00 p.m. PST. This reading is free: register here to receive the Webinar link, or watch via FB live. 

Featured Readers: Naa Akua * Corinne Manning * Sierra Nelson * Jay Thompson * Arianne True * Jeanine Walker

https://lectures.org/event/local-voices-11-19-20/

[12stem5jemelyn]

“SEATMATE”

This love story of mine is way back in Grade 11 up until now. Let’s just call him Monalisa because it’s his ML name. He is mysterious, calm, and intelligent. He is an honor student and I thought he doesn't want to talk with an introverted person like me, but I was wrong. He is now in the advisory class of Ma'am Erwina Enterina. We were classmates before and sooner we became seatmates.

 We became seatmates during the start of the second semester. We were in the advisory class of Ma’am Larniel Kathy Yu and I was very shocked and at the same time nervous by the seating arrangement. Before I can have a seat, I heard his name being called as my seatmate. I rolled my eyes while looking at him and I spoke to my mind. “Nganong siya paman akuang na seatmate uyy ma pressure man sab ta ani kay bright raba ni siya.” Luckily, he didn’t notice that I rolled my eyes while looking at him.

 He likes to talk about random things with me even though I am barely listening to him because of the thought that he's somewhat intimidating. After listening and talking minimally to him, I talk with my friends sitting at the back. I wanted to communicate with him, but I can’t bring myself to open up a conversation.

 Weeks have passed, pair tasks are often given to us. I assumed that he would be my pair. He smiled at me happily and said, “Yehey pair mi ni Jem!” I just smiled and begun to talk to myself on the other side. “Tarunga pagsolve sa stats Jem kay bright raba ni imuhang pair basin magamay iyahang grado tungod nimo.”

 After being paired with him on activities on statistics and basic calculus subjects, I am slowly getting to know him and feel comfortable around him. He’s very talkative to me though we had classmates who wanted to have a conversation with him. He also does this weird comforting gesture to me like tapping my shoulders and rubbing my back when I feel disappointed and say “Okay rana Jem.” even though I am not saying anything, he will notice it.

 February 2020. He became so talkative and comfortable with me. I sometimes wonder “nganong komportable kaayo ni siya sa akua nga dili man gani kaayo ko gapamansin sa iyaha?” Whenever I keep myself distant to him, he always asks, “Nganong gapalayo ka sa akua? Baho ko ug ilok? Baho ko ug baba?” and because of it, I keep on saying “Dili man! Abi nako dili naka gusto makigstorya sa akua ha ha ha!” He drags my chair close to him and says “Ayaw palayo sa akua ba.” And that time, that word echoes on my mind simultaneously. I don’t know why but it’s very comforting.

  March 2020. We talked often and some of our classmates noticed our bond. They thought it's something romantic. It's silly because I am not the type of girl for an intelligent person to fell in love with. Though I am slowly having feelings for him, I denied it so that it would never affect our communication.

 August 2020. The start of the new academic year. I thought our classmates before would be the same for this academic year, but it was shuffled. I was disappointed and sad that time because I didn't have any means to communicate with him again. Though we barely communicate on Messenger during the lockdown period, I don't have any topic to open up with him, and I’m shy to send him a message.

 Before I can do that, he sends a message about the reshuffling of students. He felt sad because he didn't have any reason to communicate with me again. I laughed and jokingly said “Pwede paman ka makigstorya sa akua bisan walay sakto nga rason, pm me anytime naay messenger oh! Andam ko maminaw anytime unsa imuhang i share.” After sending that message to him, he replied, “Uy naa koy gusto iingon sa imuha ba. Dili naman ta classmates noh? Sauna rani nako gusto iingon sa imuha pero maulaw man ko. Karon nalang kay dili naman ta classmates dili napud ta magkita. Ayaw kasuko sa akua ha?” It felt so weird so I asked him “Unsa na? Dili man ko masuko.” Then he confessed he had a crush on me, but he didn't have the chance to say it personally before the lockdown period.

 I’m happy because he felt the same way too, but it took me a long time to realize that I am infatuated with him because I keep on denying it. After he confessed, our communication through messenger got deeper and deeper until he came up with the idea of courting and dating me. He wanted to see me again in person and wanted to talk with my family about it, but because of the pandemic, we were not able to meet. I am also having a hard time saying this to my family.  

 We made an agreement. After the pandemic, I’ll introduce him to my family. I am willing to be scolded by my family about this, but I want them to know that we wanted this relationship in the right way and with their permission. But because the pandemic is still ongoing, every day we check each other through messenger. We're just waiting for the perfect timing. He is willing to take the risk, so do I.

[dontlosehope12]

NOVEMBER 18 2020 WEDNESDAY 10:38PM

I'll never go far away from you

Even the sky will tell you

That i need you so

For this is all i know

I'll never go far away from you

The song says it all moon ❤️. Hi.Goodevening. How are you? Me? Well. Mao ra ghapon another toxic day from work kay walay ginahimo. Wala ghapon na bayran sa amuang client. Well dili na nako na dalahon diri. Well. First of all thank you Lord kay na ayo na gamay si moon. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻 thank you kay wala mi nimo gibiyaan i know naa lang jd ka pirmi dira sa amua. Happy napd kaayo karon na day ba. Naga chat2 napd mi ni moon. Bahala na dugay siya mu reply ang importante naga communicate mi diba? Heheheh. Kanang happy lang jd kaayo ko. Syempre kinsa dili malipay i chat ka sa taong nag change sa imo 10000% or sobra pansa 360 degrees haha. You turn my world upside down moon. I miss you jd kaayo ba. Wala diay nadayon amuang lakaw karon kay wala pa na ayo si moon ganina. Yet dili pd nakl kaya i risk na mulakaw kay dili ko gusto dili siya happy mulakaw na naa gina bati. I just want her to have a happy time and happy tummy 😂. Anyway. Thank you for communicating me again moon ha. I know dili ni mag dugay atuang mga communications pero sige lang. Atleast makumusta tika and at the same way makumusta ko nimo. I love you jd kaayo moon. Inlove kaayo ko sa imuha salamat lang pd kaayo kay dili jd ni obsession akuang inlove sa imo😂. Gi question jd nako akua self ani. Grabe jd. Yet maski wala ta gakita ga communicate wala ra ghapon nag change akuang feelings para sa imo. Thank you kaayo moon. Sa tanan you are one of the best thing that happened into my life. Na miss jd nako sungogon ka ba super. Hehehe. I love you and miss you 🌙. See you. Thank you sa tanan. ❤️🥰😘

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[hopitribe1]

(Naa Akua)

[rugenepyu]

Peberti tu mi

Unti unti nang nabubulok ang patay Kong pagkatao sa apat na sulok ng Madilim kong kwarto.Sinasarili ang sakit. Hanggang ngayon masakit parin, hanggang ngayon tinatanong ang sarili kung bakit mo ako iniwan!? ano ang mali saken? saan ako nagkulang?

Dahil ba hindi ako mayaman? Dahil ba hindi ako gwapo? O Dahil hindi ako magaling sa kama? O baka naman dahil sa maliit ang junjun ko.!?

"Sagutin mo ako Jade! Sagutin mo ako!!Saan ako nagkulang? Ha! Saan ako nagkulang ! Hayop ka! Pupunta ka sa bahay, titignan mo ako! Sisiping ka saken! Tatabi ka huh! Borikat ka Jade! Borikat!

Wala Lang's! Pampataas sa akung blog post Hahaha. Iniwiys, Gusto ra nako iingon nga birthday nako gahapon (miskang walay nangutana) Mao ni siguro ang birthday nga dile ko happy. Nag expect ko ug naay mo surprise sa akua kanang birthday cake nga naay kwarta sa sulod. Pero wala jud! Dejk lang.

Pero sa tinuod, mao ning Birthday nga wala akung Mama. Nasanay ko nga ginalutuan ko sa akung birthday. Miskang pansit or adobo lang na. Pero karon naa juy kulang. Last year Birthday  nako nagsakit akung Mama tas after 2 days nahospital akung Mama. Almost 2 week's mi sa hospital tas pagka 22  gikuha na akung Mama. 😭😭😭

Grabe! Kana bitawng sa mga Teleserye. nga makita nimo imong minamahal sa buhay nga naghihingalo. Abi nakug sa mga drama rana mahitabo pero nahitabo sa ako in real life. Sakit kaayo namatay akung Mama sa akung atubangan. Kanang ignan ka sa doctor nga "Wala na imung Mama". Didto judko na weak kaayo . Kanang grabe kaayo akung hilak nga halos akung tingog lang ang madunggan sa tibuok kwarto. Wala koy pakialam bitaw sa mga taong nagtan-aw sa akua.

Sakit kaayo.Didto ra nako na realize tanan nakung pagkukulang sa akung Mama. Nag mahay ko nganung magtubag tubag ko. Musukol ko! musingka ko!. Nganung wala ko ga ingon sa iyag "I love you" Nganong wala nako sya gina-hug Hays! Unta mubalik pa ang panahon. 😭😭😭

Mao ning Episode sa akung kinabuhi nga dile jud nako malimtan. Unta kamo Ankol ug Ante ey Love ninyo inyong Mama ug Papa Now na! Habang may panahon pa. Mao to, Happy Birthday To Me unta next year happy nako.😀 (drama kaayo ko dre nga side) Hello diay sa inyo long time no blog.

[loirekai]

September 2, 2022

Series of Disappointment: Civil Service 2022 Journey

My Civil Service Exam 2022 Journey. Actually adtu rang August 26, 2022 NI gawas ang exam.

Last week of March 2022, I decided to take civil service exam for the last time. As in nanumpa ko NGA last njud ni. Dli na dayun ko mu usab Kay dli na nko makaya ang another series of Disappointment.

So Mao Tu wla koy sakto nga fund to take this exam, I ask my biological mother to help me pay the exam. So grateful sab ko Kay iyaha ko provide-dan sa need nko.

Tas in the same day GA post sab ang CSC Facebook Page nga mag open ang online application pagka April 8, 2022 tas ang DLI makasulod adtu nga online application dli maka take ug exam pagka June 19, 2022. Wla jud koy GE sabaan bsan isa sa Akuang Ka work mate nga mu take ko. Ang ako Ra family ug akung churchmate Ra ang nkabalo since cla man jud akung ally. Aside sab ana wla ko gasaba Kay dli ko gusto daghan makabalo sa Akuang failure of ever ...

So Mao Tu pagka April 8, 2022 timing jud nga office time na nko DLI KO pwde MU absent Kay bag-o akung Boss sa office. Unya wla pa kaayo ko Kasinati sa iyaha batasan. So grabe nko pray nga mka abot KO by 10:00am SA balay.

Nag tigum jud ko ug kusog adtu nga time nga maka pananghid nga mu uli sa kadiyot and thankfully nka uli KO. Pag uli nko SA balay grabe na ug struggle Kay GA traffic ang website dli jud ko kasulod.

Tas nag post nsad nga balik Ra 2pm. Maulaw nman ko mu uli nsad utro pagka 2pm. Nihangyo nlng ko nga MU absent nlng jud ko pagka hapon. NI uli na dayun ko after lunch nag prepare ko. Pag abot jud ug 2pm wla nko ge expect nakuha nko ang last lot for the exam. Murag adtu nga time naa jud koy High Hopes Kay imagine gamay ra jud ANG nka kuha ug slot.

April 12, 2022 date of filing. Pag file namu didtu sayu mi tas ako sab ANG last na cater pagka morning. Tas ni ana pjud ang Taga CSC "Uyy naa lage nka apil nga taga nasipit?" So na shock ko Kay dli diay cya intended for nasipit nga exam supposedly murag nisunod Lang sa guidelines ang CSC Mao nag posted kntahay portal pero in reality naa nay nka pwesto jud daan sa slot. Tas ana pa akung uyab nga "imu njud Ni nga time love Kay ghatag jud SA Ginoo" so ako pud nag taas jud akung hope adtu.

Then months pass by cge KO tuon ug same time naa man mi stress Kay naay feasibility study sa school unya work pjud ko in short GA muti-task njud ko.

The day before exam June 17, 2022 ge ubanan KO SA AKUA uyab sa exam. First time namu nisulod ug Flor-al. Tas ni adtu nami didtu hapon pa lng. Kay we know daghan na nagpa reserve ug room Kay exam lage. Pagka Saturday adtu manimba unta mi sa BXU wla namu ge dayun Kay bcn naay mka Kita pastor pang laglagon unya mi sa church. Kay Seventh day Adventist man gud mi. Bawal na sa amua.

June 19, 2022 EXAAAM DAY. Night before palang lain na akung gnhawa. Tas ana ko sa Ginoo through prayers. Nangayu ko sign sa Ginoo nga ig maglain ako gnhawa jud DLI KO Ka pasar. So Mao Tu galain jud ako gnhawa 🤣🤣🤣. Sign na cya nga dli KO kapasar. In denial pjud ko 🤣🤣🤣. Cge ghapon KO laum.

Human sa exam cge ghapon KO ug pray nga MU pasar. Pero at the same time nag pray ko nga if dli man gani ko kapasar. Nag handum ko nga hatagan ko ug igo nga kusog nga DLI Mwla akung pagtoo ug MU stand firm Ra ghapon KO Kay I know how disappointment feels.

So August 26, 2022 the long wait is over. NI gawas na ang result early in the morning and sad to say failed ko. Pero ang na learn jud nako ug na notice nko adtu nga time is sad ko pero grabe akung power of hope uyy. Grabe kaayo ANG Ginoo. Na sad ko pero akung faith nag baga gyud cya. NI fight sya sa supposedly dark days nko. Pero opposite ang nahitabo nahimu na hinuon Kung kusgan despite sa negative nga event sa akung life.

Na fail ko sa exam pero wla ko GE fail sa Ginoo sa strength nga iyang ghatag SA akua. Dli kabayran ang paglaum nga iya ghatag SA ako.

I may fail in the eyes of others but I win in the eyes of God. Mao ratu ug Advance happy Sabbath.

-jj

[mahiwagapipiliinka]

10172020

Lord, it has been almost 2 months since he left. Salungat kaayo akong feeling tonight Lord with what I felt last September 30. I really thought gaan-gaan na siya sa paminaw. Na hinay-hinay naulian nako. Pero gabalik-balik gihapon ang feeling, Lord. Sakit napud kaayo. There are times nga I thought okay nako, padayon na akong pagka-okay and then it hits me again. Ingon nila there is no deadline aning pag-move on. Pero why do I feel nga murag stuck gihapon ko ani nga feeling? Nahadlok ko Lord kay basin dili ko maka move forward. Nahadlok ko nga naka move forward nalang ang tanan, ako naa lang gihapon ani nga feeling. Lord, I know wala naman jud ko'y asahan sa iya. I know his decision is already final and there's nothing I can do na to make him come back to me. Pero lisod kaayo, Lord. I know naa lang pud sa ako ang decision and choice to move on kay kung dili nako tabangan akong sarili, wala'y laing magtabang sa ako. Gimingaw kaayo ko sa iya, Lord :( Sakit kaayo nga hangtod look back nalang ko sa tanan namong pinagsamahan. A lot of times gusto kaayo ko mu reach out niya, Lord, pero kabalo sad ko nga parehas lang man gihapon ang tubag nga akong makuha from him. I can't afford to be rejected again. Luoy na kaayo ko kung mag sige gihapon ko ug beg sa iya unya sigehan na lang pud ko niya'g tuklod palayo. Can I really do this, Lord? Kaya kaya nako siya kalimtan? Akong mind gaingon gyud nga dapat na nako siya kalimtan pero akong heart kay gaasa gihapon hangtod karon Lord nga in the end, ako gihapon iyang pilion :( Pero ako pa ba jud, Lord? Or hangtod wishful thinking na lang ni? Daghan kaayo siya'g hurtful words sa akua Lord pero gustuhon man nako iresent siya, dili gihapon nako mahimo. Ga wish gihapon ko nga unta kato nga time gubot lang gyud iyang mind, kailangan lang niya'g time and space to think. Pero wala naman gyud siya ni contact, Lord. Hangtod kanus-a pa man ko mag asa. Hangtod kanus-a pa man ko makamata sa realidad nga wala na jud siya, gibiyaan na jud ko niya. Klaro man kaayo sa iyang posts nga naga start na jud siya'g new chapter sa iyang life. Hangtod pila pa ka pag exchange nila ug comments and reactions akong kailangan para lang moundang nako? Para masulti ug madawat na nako sa akong self nga let go na, enough na, wala na siya. Sakit kaayo, Lord. I don't know where I am going. I don't know where to start. Is this really the end, Lord?

[b505]

kung dili man lang si Patrick ang para gid sa akua, gusto nako Lord kanang tangkad sa akua gamay lang unya pution, chinito dyapon na nakaglasses tapos bright unya gwapo og speaking voice og singing voice unya naa pay other talent (ayaw lang sayaw) tapos ang pangalan kay Nico pero bahala na basig unsa Lord basta but-an paminawon ang pangalan unya love ko og but-an ang family. THANKS LOOORD!!

ps. biskan but-an Lord, gusto dyapon nako halimaw sa kama : D

[sht-thoughts31]

“katamad pota, putangina, yawa, punyeta”

nawala daw mood nako atong knowing mulakaw siya ug 9 - Ha? i told her na i was holding jojo in one hand and one hand using cp and dali2 reply kay dapat focus na dayon sa gamay but nvm wala siya didto kaya dili niya masabtan akua situation

tampa okay pero dili naman okay - Ha? Ginoo na lang kabalo. in fact siya ang tampa, always asking if “okay ra ba ni” niya pag mu respond na ta on what my opinion daghan daw yawyaw pero pag muhilom ra ta lain pod huna hunaon so unsaon ba gud?

dili daw mag inom pero nag inom - kaya gale less talk na lang pero okay na to expected naman to

alas dose curfew - i just share lang naman about for future kay first time niya niuli lampas curfew pero lain na iya pag take suko na dayon and all. the way pag ingon naman nako ato is without sarcasm and all but nvm

“ayaw na ta storya shut up na lang oy” - yes, your wish is my command. wish granted. naabot na ko sa point na gi sampalong nako na enough na she’s tired of ur talk shts dats why made this account

rio bibo - i am really sorry if indecisive kaayo ko and i disappointed you again sorry if naa ko fam na very strict kaya lisod kaayo. everything happened last night is about ani kay after i said that u’ve changed dats why kulit kaayo of always saying na unta dili na ka bored, not na labad head and naa na sa mood but lahi na pod ang nakita bcoz of lakaw sa imong mga fucking law friends. kapoy na. sobra.

maka wala na gana mag care sa imo po. opo . kay in the end lahi ang makit an.

[songsforsquid]

Anastacia-Reneé & Naa Akua & Friends - Reading @Elliott Bay Book Co. 6/17

Date: Friday, June 17th, 2022 -- 6:30pm PST

Location: (Live & In-Person Event) Elliott Bay Book Company, 1521 Tenth Avenue, Seattle, WA 98122

Description: Four years ago, Elliott Bay played host to an evening celebrating the imminent nuptials of poets Paige Lewis and Kaveh Akbar with a wonderful, overflowing with riches group reading, wherein an extraordinary array of poets read single poems open mic-style. Something of that energy is being summoned this evening, though the occasion is one of celebration, gratitude, and good sending off, as beloved Seattle poets/artists/teachers/performers of Black queer radiance and power, Anastacia-Reneé and Naa Akua, set forth to set up homebase in New York City after nearly two decades here. They will be missed, for sure -- their artistry, their comradely support of others, their very spirit. Seattle is a better place for them having been here. Lucky New York, now. 

This list may change between the time this listing is posted and the night happens, but as of typing time those included onstage this evening are: Sierra Nelson, Kamari  Bright, Sarah Salcedo, Ching-In Chen, Corrine Manning, Ebo Barton, Roberto Ascolon, c.r. glasgow, Paul Hlava Ceballos, Juan Carlos Reyes, Ezra, Nikitta Oliver + Anastacia-Reneé and Naa Akua!  

Bios for this incredible bouquet of readers can be found here. Event Registration is optional; this event is Free & open to all!  

[dontlosehope12]

NOVEMBER 17 2020 (TUESDAY) 11:44pm

Come stop your crying

It will be alright

Just take my hand

Hold it tight

I will protect you

From all around you

I will be here

Don't you cry

For one so small,

You seem so strong

My arms will hold you,

Keep you safe and warm

This bond between us

Can't be broken

I will be here

Don't you cry

'Cause you'll be in my heart

Yes, you'll be in my heart

From this day on

Now and forever more

I love this song so much. As much as i love you. Hi! What a day! its me again kiko. Grabe nako hmka happy this day despite sa gi agian nako sa work. Nawala tanan ka kapoy nako. Happy birthday diay tito ben! Im happy nagustuhan nimo akuang gamay na gift sa imuha. Happy jd kaayo ko karon na day kay after pila ka months ang conversation namo ni moon kay murag katong kami pa sa una. Kumustahay kataw.anay and etc. Nawala tanan stress jd nako. Pero sad ra kay gikalibanga siya sensitive man gd kayo iyang tiyan ba. Huhu. I hope na ulian naka karon. I cant describe my happiness jd ganina kanang lipay jd kaayo ko. Gamay ra kaykog kalipay noh? Hehe. Syempre. Kinsay dili ma lipay gud oy. Murag tanan ka sad nako ba nawala. Gina isip lang jd taka hantod sa karon. Nalipay ko kay napalipay taka. Well... tomorrow is another day napd noh.nactually kulbaan kayko na makita ka ugma ba you know why. Cause i dont know what to feel or act pag naa naka dira. Feel nako magka upset stomach guro ko haha. I am really looking forward for tomorrows meet up jd. Gi invite pa nako akua friends for tomorrow para maka bond ta kauban pd sila. I just miss you so much. After pila ka months makita na taka usab. Mao na kulbaan kaayo ko. I just miss the old us moon. Can't wait for tomorrow najd, paspas unta ang oras ugma oy. Hehehe excited na kaayo ko na kulbaan hehe. Haaays.. anyway its almost 12 in the evening i gotta go to bes work pa tomorrow hehe. Kaya nako ni kaya nato ni. Help us God! Thank you kaayo Lord sa karon na day! I love you so much! I love you too so much moon. Goodnight.

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[kirkdianala-blog]

Bisag unsa,on naka ka aga..naa jud may mauna sa akua.. Realtalk diria ka naga tulog bai no?? Ahaha😂😂 (at University of Mindanao) https://www.instagram.com/p/B0Rsd9GgmGMc4aWPoZbMMqKdxKtCFO1EsP389Q0/?igshid=1vs5ci4tq5co5

[j-x-l]

Kana ganeng kapoy na ka, hago na, dili pisikal pero emosyonal, pero dili nimo iingon sa ilaha kay dili nila masabtan ug dili nimo maexplain ug tarong? Kana ganeng pwede magkaamnesia para naa koy rason mawala diri? Kanang pwede mulayo nalang ko? Kapoy kaayo nga naa sa tunga, si mama naay kalain ila auntie tungod kay papa, sila auntie naay kalain kay mama tungod kay papa, pareho gaclaim na para ni kay papa, pero nganong dili man pwede magkasinabot nalang sila? Nya pareho dili maminaw sa akua kay "bata pa ka han, wala pa ka kasabot". Ako kaya? Nasabtan kaha ko nila? Kapoy aning tiguwang kay dili maminaw, dili musabot, sila ray tama, sila pirmi hawod, kesyo "papunta ka pa lang, pabalik na kami"