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[squids-and-waffles7]

what if belos makes another grimwalker?

[ ID: A digital comic featuring the main cast from The Owl House, all in their post Thanks to Them designs. In the first panel on the first page, from left to right, Gus, Amity, Hunter, Willow, Luz, and Camila are standing, facing off against an unseen Belos. Hunter is in the very back, with Gus and Luz more to the front, and everyone else is somewhere in the middle.  Luz is holding glyphs out, the top of her face obscured by the panel. She says, “End of the line, Belos. There’s nothing else you can do.” Clouds float by in the background. In the second panel, everyone is posed the same way, except it’s zoomed in on Hunter this time. He has a shocked/confused expression on his face. He whispers, “is that..?” Meanwhile, an (again) unseen Belos says, “ Oh Luz, you really are a fool. You didn’t think I would have anything else up my sleeve? Why do you think I sent Hunter on all those supply missions?”  The third panel is a close up shot of Hunter’s eyes, which are brown. He looks shocked and confused. The text around him says, “The Selkidomus scales.... Those Galdorstones...” Belos continues talking, as the dialouge in the bottom says, “I’m surprised you haven’t figured it out yet. Especially after he betrayed me.” End of Page One.

In the first panel on the second page, a masked golden guard can be seen stepping out of the dark, hand on his mask. A partially obscured Belos in his monster form lurks in the background, head obscured. His hands are on both side of the golden guard, almost like he’s presenting him. Belos continues to speak, as the text on the left reads, “What a shame, really.” The right side reads, “... But, Oh well. I can always do it again.”

The second panel on the second page is a closeup shot of the new golden guard’s eyes, which are the magenta/pink colour hunter used to have. This grimwalker looks ahead, eyebrows furrowed. He has a birthmark on his left cheek and a light scar across his nose, similar to Phillip’s in Elsewhere and Elsewhen. The text below it reads, with Belos still speaking, “... Do tell me though, Hunter.” With a crossed out/ glitched “Caleb” before the word Hunter.

In the last panel on the second page, the new golden guard can be seen from the waist up, wearing Hunter’s old golden guard uniform. He holds Hunter’s old staff, looking ahead determinedly. Belos’ hand rests on his right shoulder, with a looming Belos over his left shoulder in the background. Belos’ head is obscured except for his mouth, which appears to be an almost smile. He says in the text below the panel, “How does it feel to be replaced?” End ID.]

[asylumdwellermoved]

YOU! YOU'RE BACK! (you probably don't remember me we only talked, like, once, but hello xjbx)

ANYWAY UM UH what about a reader/PC seducing* Harper and getting more than what they asked for

* (could be intentional or could be Harper going "they are CLEARLY looking at me like that because they want something, yeah?")

(I REMEMBER YOU YOUR BLOG IS ONE OF MY FAVS TO LURK ON

leaning somewhat into the second option bc i love the contrast of manipulative freaks being equally delusional <3

gn!reader, gn!harper, dub/noncon)

"So, how have you been feeling?"

A newfound hesitance replaces your usual quickness to answer. You watch the bright eyes in front of you shift, possibly noticing a dullness in them that you hadn't before. Before you can wonder if it's your mind playing tricks on you, you clear your throat and smile.

"Good...! Been doing a little better lately..."

The doctor smiles back at you, clasping their hands together. "I'm glad! I assume you've been doing those techniques I gave you last week?"

You nod, trying to let the rumors swimming in your head fade to just the back of your mind as you automatically respond to their questions.

You had been seeing Dr. Harper on Fridays for a good few weeks now. Up until recently, you had been perfectly comfortable. It was nice having someone to talk to, even if they were just doing their job. You have absolutely no memory of anything bad happening in any of your sessions. It was only when you had mentioned your recent help to Sydney and saw their skin bristle and received a vague warning in response that you started to worry. Mickey remarking on the doctor's "problems" not long after definitely didn't help. You knew how dangerous this town could be, and you definitely didn't want to be on the bad side of anyone holding your physical well being above your head.

"And that recent spat with that person at your school that you told me about last week? How did that go?"

"Ah, well... they put out a cigarette on me yesterday, so I kind of feel like it's a lost cause..."

If you just... suck up to them it should be fine, right? They seem at least somewhat reasonable. Bat your eyes at them and butter them up a little, and you should be airtight.

Their eyebrows furrow in concern. "Can I see the wound?"

You nod, hesitantly unbuttoning the top of your shirt to give easier access to the burn on your collarbone.

"A few more, please? I'm going to wipe it down and apply some vitamin E gel so that it heals a bit better, I need a little more space."

You oblige, trying not to look bothered, the collar of your shirt now draping over your shoulder. They get to work on gently cleaning your wound. You choose your next words carefully.

"Hey, Dr. Harper..." You don't realize how close they are until you feel the heat of your own breath coming back onto you when you speak.

"Hm?"

"Thanks for everything. Really. I've been doing a lot better lately, and I couldn't have got here without you."

A smile crosses their lips and they hum in contentment. "You're very sweet."

"I appreciate it a lot. At this point, I don't know what I'd do without you..."

You wince a little as that last part comes out, worried you'd be pushing things. You see the look in their eyes change and you freeze. They turn their formerly fixed gaze to your face. It looks almost like it flipped some sort of switch in them.

"I'm very glad to hear that."

You flinch from the feeling of the cold gel on your skin.

"You know, just between us... You're my favorite patient."

You double take.

"A-Am I really?" You feign a smile at their strange remark.

They light up at your reaction. "Yes, really. I'm happy that the feeling's mutual."

Wait... what?

You stiffen a bit, unsure what to say. You notice that their hand is ghosting further and further from the blistering as they touch your skin. And did another button come loose?

"That said, you can come to me for anything. When you're hurt, when you're anxious, when you're upset, when you're... flustered..."

They've gotten closer. The faint hospital smell on their clothes mixed with a slight unplaceable scent feels near suffocating now. When you feel their fingers twitch a bit you notice their hands haven't left your skin.

Ah. So this is what they meant. Not the Bailey kind of scary. Something entirely different.

They hesitate for a second, but waste no time in pressing their lips against yours, pulling you into them and quickly darting their tongue out, trying to force it in. You suddenly feel smothered at the feeling of what control you had being pulled out from under you.

"Dr. Harper-...!"

They pull back, shuddering at the sound of their name on your lips before putting a hand between your legs, a heavy heat of their own pressing against your thigh, grinding softly.

"If I knew I could do this while you were lucid, I would've a long time ago..." They give a breathless giggle like it was some sort of joke, looking straight at you but showing no recognition of the horror on your face.

The look softens as you start to squirm at their touch, watching their eyes flick to your lips again when a gasp slips out. They lean in again, peppering soft, closed-mouth kisses against your lips like they weren't slipping their fingers beneath your clothes to try to get you off at the same time.

"Shhh, I need you to stay quiet for me... Don't worry, when I make sure we have some time all to ourselves soon you can be as loud as you want..." They coo at you almost like they're consoling a child.

The pleasure-induced haze in your brain keeps you from dwelling on what they mean as they keep teasing you, playing with one of your nipples through your open shirt and closely watching your reactions as they pant and moan against your ear. Unable to stop from eventually reaching your peak, you writhe against them helplessly, unconsciously bucking into their hand. A shaky gasp escapes their throat and you notice a warm, wet patch had grown on the fabric against your thigh. Your stomach turns a bit.

They lock their lips with yours again, breathing heavy through their nose, only pulling away when it starts to slow. They stare at you in what looks like a strange sort of... adoration? As they bring their fingers to their lips, slowly dragging their tongue through the mess you made. Their glazed over, half lidded eyes widen a bit when they look at the clock. "Ah- I didn't even notice the time."

They walk back to their desk, nonchalantly sitting back down, rifling through their papers before pulling a pen out. The second you get the chance, you walk out on shaky legs without saying a word.

"Client exhibiting potentially self-endangering behavior. Institutionalize at next availability."

[camakkuma]

Day nineteen Joe . .Planes?

I really tried to pick an actual alt hermit but my stupid brain decided to draw my evil version of Joe Hills ((ヾ(≧皿≦ﾒ)ﾉ))

[lesbianleonardo]

read the michaelanglo macro issue and ohhh my fucking god ojhhhhh my god

anyway. this page was really cute

[ftm-megamind]

okay but like i love the idea of jack being all flustered about his feelings for david. like he may just automatically initiate physical touch as often as possible but when it comes to taking another step in the romantic direction he's such a mess. probably took him 3 days to build up the courage to actually use his words and tell david he's pretty or something. you know right. and i love the thought of david being the one to kiss jack first because jack was just too scared. like. david being less shy about it than jack in general. yeah? yeah

[fear-no-mort]

maybe not those two though

[llicorice]

I may have gotten mystic flour but I did get stardust!! >3<

OH AWESOME! stardust is rly good

[tinylittlebags]

sighhhhh. has anyone ever seen those production sketches that one guy posted on like artstation or something. because thats the only way i can explain what i drew

[thesnowflake18]

Be honest y'all. Do y'all prefer the shorter seasonal newsletters or the lengthier yearly status updates for Deltarune? I'm seeing way too many people complaining about the information we were given this fall, but when I look back to our recent newsletters, all that info would've made up our yearly update and we would've been satisfied. Idk, I think Toby being the mysterious guy he is (like- not even giving a possible date to be done w Ch3) probably should change up the way he gives us information. I doubt he really want to give more than he wants to just to satisfy the fanbase.

[lansolot]

i miss role playing over tumblr and would like to do it again sometime soon, but… i have no idea what fandoms are active in rp stuff 🥲

i have NO idea what characters i could rp as either. like, i’m not sure which characters are available. if that makes any sense. i have a few fandoms in mind, though

[pendr4gonz]

NEW HYPERFIXATION ALERT! made up bits of the outfit but whatever. rotatsu we love you

[candaru]

Just thoughts on my gender, which I don't talk about a lot. Long-ish personal ramblings below.

I like being a girl, and I'm AFAB, so it's easiest to just say I'm cis. I usually just put she/her as my pronouns in bios because, why not? I certainly don't experience any sort of gender dysphoria.

Back when I was little, sometimes people on Neopets/Club Penguin/etc. would default to "he/him" for me. Even recently in Pokemon Showdown, a kid called me "sir." When that happens, I chuckle because it's amusing that they're wrong. I am not a boy, and if someone asks, I'll correct them (the kid on Showdown apologized profusely).

But when I get they/them'd, by people who don't know me or even people who do, I don't really react at all. It's not wrong. There's nothing to correct.

I was only thinking about it recently because when I go to audition for characters on CastingCallClub, I avoid auditioning for trans characters since I think a trans actor should get the role. Same for characters who are non-white. But I don't feel guilty auditioning for nonbinary characters, even though I don't use that label myself.

I played a they/them NB sapphic in a Pokémon audio drama. They had an Umbreon and they were super cool, and I had a blast. (The director previously had an NB actor for them, but they dropped off the face of the earth and I was the only replacement who auditioned.)

I also play a character with a light Irish accent in a visual novel called Lake of Reflection (go check it out)! I have Irish blood, but I certainly wouldn't call myself "Irish" (I'm American) and I don't have the accent naturally. So a part of me wonders if I'm "faking it" or disgracing the role somehow—but I would NEVER do, say, a fake Japanese accent for a character, no matter how well I thought I could do it.

I feel the same way about playing NB characters. While I wouldn't go out for one if the entire story was about being nonbinary (much like I wouldn't audition for a character in a story about, I dunno, an immigrant trying to keep their Irish heritage alive), it's like doing an accent I don't get to flex much. I enjoy it. And I don't think I feel bad doing it.

[oh-gh0st]

blegh long morning ramble

i physically feel like shit but thats from sleeping in and being on my period, so generally im doing okay at least much better than last night

i dont feel so . eugh…. i did sleep well obviously which for hiw much sleep i get a night is pretty good. i still worry but since i have morning static rn im mot thinking too much

i appreciate those who asked if i was ok and reached out to talk OTL…. it really did help to talk about the shit thats been going on lately without having to mask happiness or act like nothings wrong. so thank u so so much <3

im gonna try and take it easy for these next few days or weeks until the jobs over, then i don’t have double the isolation problems to deal with

[the-cpu-system]

I love playing borderlands and deciding all the relationships for my oc

[omo-queer]

Hey! Just wondering how you've been doing, since next year's right around the corner! I know you said you'd be busy but I thought you might like a lil check-up. I hope you're doing okay in your life, and struggling along edge-wise ;) have a good day!

ah hello!! very glad to see you in my inbox—sorry i didn't get back to you on this one until so much later but i've been pretty much completely off my nsfw tumblr for most of december. mental health and creative stuff got... tricky. but i think things are pretty good going into the new year! probably going to wait a bit before doing any edging/denial longer than 48h again because toward the end it was messing with me in a negative way. december wasn't as bad in terms of absolute horniness bc i was either too busy or not in the right headspace to do all that much edging if i'm honest.

that said, i have gotten off plenty now that it's january, and it feels so good to be back to that. very relaxing to be able to just. come whenever i want. i'll probably be on a little less than i was in october/november but definitely intend to be around more than i was in december. i'll likely start holding from time to time again!

[ronin-deactivated19851026]

actual photo of me, mirrored:

but fr tho my cervical issues are so fucking annoying. they got better after i started wearing braces and fixing my overbite. at least, the nerve area around my ear doesn't get pinched in a way my whole arm gets numb anymore, that's a major progress finally i can play vidya whole day again but other than that, i can literally show this screenshot when asked "how are you doing?" in regards to my neck pain. literally shows every area on my face that is numb, inflamed, tickles, itches, contracts, and hurts all the time. it's so annoying and what i hate about it the most is how it affects my hearing and probably also contributes to the brain fog in one way or another idk high chances that my arteries got pinched too and my brain literally doesn't get enough oxygen, but i still haven't done tests to confirm that

on top of that, a dumb habit that i should cease for good is sitting on my legs up to 10 hours a day because it got to the point that i fucked them up so bad, i ended up constantly pulling them in my sleep and waking up from the pain worse than when i had my bone tissue drilled through with minimal anesthesia. like holy shit i used to be scared of dentists because i considered pain from getting my teeth drilled through the worst, but nope it's not, it's so fucking far from what a stiff body with a lifestyle like mine can go through

on the brighter side, daily yoga seems to be cancelling two decades of my dumbfuckery pretty quickly. more so, i manage to reach spots that i couldn't reach ever in my life before. this actually really excites me, because it shatters the concept of being "too late" for changing things that one was supposed to take care of earlier. i also have been approaching my whole life from a different, more philosophical perspective for last few years and every hardship i go through seems like a challenge these days.

i don't think i'm truly suffering like i used to anymore, at all. i may seem like i do, every time i rant or vent, because on a surface level it looks the same as before. but to me, a really thick, miserable layer of suffering that used to make me feel like i'm poisoned, imprisoned in this existence, locked in my body, forsaken and ultimately defeated, for long years and decades, is gone. venting doesn't make me feel worse, quite the other way round; it makes me feel like i'm embracing hardships, processing them, rather than avoiding, denying, and running away from them. funny how therapy and psychiatry was taking healing away from me this whole time, heh. instead i found it in places that psych-simps told will ruin me. but that's a story for some other day i guess.