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[biophucker]

hey so they're both alive and well and they honeymooned in malaysia. thank u for ur time

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[chestnutroan]

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[jocelynships]

“See? That wasn’t so bad!” Jocelyn laughed nervously as she brushed her jacket off, “I told you we’d make it out.”

“It was foolish of you to jump into an altercation like that,” Draxum lightly chastised Jocelyn as he followed behind her, “You need to stop being so careless.”

“I’m not careless! I can handle myself you know, and some foot clan goons don’t scare me,” Jocelyn crossed her arms.

“That’s not the point,” Draxum pinched the bridge of his nose. Why was she so stubborn? He let out a sigh, “You keep jumping head first into danger without thinking about it.”

“I know what I’m doing, Barry. Stop treating me like I don’t. I learned how to fight alongside the turtles too,” she turned around and poked him in the chest, “Lighten up!”

However, what she wasn’t expecting, was Draxum pulling her close to him, and leaning down to be face to face with her.

“Stop getting yourself in trouble. I won’t always be there to get you out of it.”

Jocelyn felt her face go red, and hoped he didn’t notice. The close contact with him made her dizzy, and it would be so easy for one of them to lean in and steal a kiss-

She had to move, now.

“You worry too much,” Jocelyn pushed away, laughing nervously, “We should meet back up with the turtles, before they freak out. You know how they get.”

Draxum only watched as she headed back to the street level, wondering what exactly he was going to do with her. Humans were fragile, and Jocelyn was no exception. He hated how stubborn she was, but he also admired her for it.

But he also wished he could stop worrying so much about her.

NEW BEAUTY AND THE YOKAI CONTENT LETS GO!

Anyways, it seems Draxum cares about Joce a lot more than he lets on, and poor Joce is flustered to high heaven.

She doesn’t really know how to handle this information.

[canon-can-fight-me]

Droids (1985) self insert reference sheet! 💛💜

Some of my old mutuals might remember this screenshot redraw I did last year, my first foray into screenshot faking. Well, I decided it’s time to make actual reference sheets since I’ve made it my mission to draw Kaiyo in the cartoons Threeps has been in. I’ll eventually do one for 2D clone wars as well.

I remember learning that the droids cartoon isn’t considered canon, so I thought that this version of Kaiyo isn’t canon either, and her role in the show does not interfere with her actual role in the saga. The only similarity she has with Canon Kaiyo is that she gets with Threepio.

I don’t have a set backstory or anything like that, but I think she would probably be a podracer or something similar. She would probably be the last “master” the droids meet in the show, and she regards them as friends (well, R2 at least). I just really like the idea of Droids Kaiyo being a lady who podraces. Not the dual wielding rebel spy we know in canon, but just as cool.

[caracello]

finally got the time to put down my critrole c3 self insert, deimos dustbit! lun is a half-fairy moon cleric that worships ruidus and is feeling really okay and normal with the recent lore developments surrounding ruidus (lie). eternal little sibling complex. imagine if t‌im dra‌ke was worse. she's shipped with prism + has a crush on laud‌na, imo‌gen, and fearn‌e!

[cosmic-ships]

You've made me see the world in vibrant hues, painted by the mere thought of you~

Paul x Kaden

[ringleaderising]

[Sideshow as Velvir // Sideshow, Present day]

'' I see a man who gets to make it home alive- but it's no longer you. ''

Thinking about Sideshow tonight- when I created him, he was a mirror, Obsidian/Mullberry/Red (unsure about the tert, may have been a different red, but I like sanguine better. so.)

While in the context of reality I quickly decided I preferred guardians and he was made one around year 2 of playing, in lore Sideshow's breed, color, and name change (His name was Velvir when I started, if memory serves!) was an effort to hide himself from the aftermath of an interpack war in plague, that saw the death of his mate, the War Poet Selvvinir.

[Selvvinir in life // Selvvinir as a member of The Host.]

After her demise, Velvir sought some way to make right what he believed was his fault- the death of his beloved surely could have been circumvented, it could have been prevented if he was a better combatant- And in his grief, in his desperation, Velvir and a handful of his still living, still loyal packmates followed the whispers of myth- Gods looser with their laws than the Eleven- ones willing to restore that which was lost back to the living- for a price.

His efforts took him all across Sornieth, pursuing tales of things beyond the magic and myth of the Living Gods, packmates lost, scars earned, and one mask traded for another- and eventually, a deal.

[Tarrence, Death Of Old.]

Sent by Selvvinir herself to Velvir's side during his attempt to escape his dominion within The Host, it is Tarrence who would hide the once pack leader in a new shape- one that benefitted the exhausted Godling: Sideshow's charge is found within the Gaplands- protecting the entirety of Vaudemire Way- where the rotten imperial now dwells, a symbiosis of sorts, the undead weaponsmith's safety assured by the falsehoods whispered by the very bard who Sideshow sought.

And Sideshow's past an echo, the bloodshed of a mirror now spread wide in a body too slow, too old to be anything more than a lumbering tank, a war-scarred bulwark protecting the one space where the remainder of The Host cannot hope to find tarrence.

For now, at least.

[fatcowboys]

i rlly kinda need fat liberation or body positivity or whatever to be so so so So much better about includong masculine folks in their resources and conversations.

ive rarely been femme even before i knew i wasnt a woman so its not like ive really had a bountiful access to fat resources aimed towards femme folks but god damn i have felt my options shrink even smaller the less comfortable i am with femme aimed resources and how out of place my body seems within so many of those spaces and resources. ESPECIALLY ones that can accomodate my trans body, tits (that i don't hate! and don't foresee going anywhere anytime soon!) and all.

i know how few plus sized clothing brands there are (not even getting into affordable + ethically made etc etc) but if the ones that exist its an OVERWHELMINGLY femme aligned majority that i feel miserable wearing without a lot of extra styling and modification work. or the amount of masc clothes in stock at plus size resale stores vs femme clothes. or if i am looking for style inspiration or folks speaking about fat liberation finding fit insp for fat women is easy! but i have a much smaller pool of fat masculine folks (who i treasure dearly!) that ive found and return to their content regularly because its so valuable to me because its often hidden under content that, while important, has limited usefulness for me

i find this extra prevalent in body positivity spaces, where it often feels like resources and information is shared with the assumption that its been shared to other femme folks and women without specifying that is who its usefulness is aimed towards. what triggered this post right now (although its honestly always lurking around the corner, watch out if you have a single conversation with me about fat liberation) was a post about body positivity where someone shared a resource of a website where you can put in your height, weight, other info and see people who might look like you (and make it easier to appreciate their body where you find it difficult to appreciate your own). and i thought thats a cool resource! i dont get to see people who look like me, hardly ever! lets check it out!

unfortunately what wasnt included was that the subtitle for this site is "what real women look like" so while there wasn't any info stating identities of the people shown on the photos, of the few i clicked through they all were femme and while they looked great, i didnt see anyone who i felt looked like me to get what i hoped out of that site. this would have been fine if the person had posted it had stated its target audience up front, but this isnt the first time, and wont be the last time, that i got excited about a resource only to learn it actually has very little that applies to me.

if you are someone who shares content about fat liberation, PLEASE consider how much content and resources you share that can be utilized by your masculine followers as well - and at the very least, please don't state something as universally beneficially if its not. i understand why there is such a focus on this considering the history of beauty standards applied to femme folks (and more). however im unlearning those too and now also dealing with new ones as i transition that are far less talked about and i just ask we give some space for fat men, masculine people, butches and more to also create space to deal with these struggles within fat liberation spaces. especially especially especially for fellow folks larger than small fats because the need only grows.

[romance-incubomp3]

⚰️🕸️☀︎☆♪🕸️⚰️

[braixen]

sorry to be mean but it’s like. so wild seeing a story as unique and fun as spiderverse and then seeing the fanbase whittle them down to either gay/racial stereotypes or basic shipping tropes

“hobie would make fun of pavitir for wearing—“ no he would NOT

[angelsarrm]

i went to the house of music last night for iheartradio!! heres some pics :3 if u went to fob's booth u were entered to win a signed smfs vinyl...

the booth basically had a camera on an arm that recorded you as if you were in the grudge mv, and then at the end you would get "sucked up" into the bingo hat LOL it was super fun!!

they also had a wall where you could stand under the crown and it had a bunch of their songs on the wall!

i cant wait to see them tonight RAHGGGGG

[biophucker]

"Do you have a crush on anyone?"

lazy day off yu and kento doodle bc i wanted to try a different brush hello, i have emergency commissions open. all info is in my pinned post :)

[faggotstump]

hi otherkin, therians, aldernics, alterhumans, etc! I love you and I hope you’re doing well :]

[earl-grey-love]

I didn't see my special guy for a few hours and am now experiencing critical yearning!

[elytrafemme]

tldr stop using transformative justice as an excuse to watch your favorite twitch abuser

people are really fucking strange about redemption sometimes in a way that pisses me off. i'm a transformative justice girlie, i believe in abolition and the fact that in the end every person who hurt me has the potential to realize later in life what they did and never treat someone like me again (vs them rotting in our current carceral system, where consequences are displaced and self-reflection is obstructed, etc.). But we also have to acknowledge that abuse is a conscious choice, it's a continual thing a person does deliberately to hurt someone. and it hurts them for a long time. i am almost 19, i was groomed when i was 14, i told myself it "wasn't that serious" but I still have memory issues and struggle to talk about my emotions, black hoodies and a certain color of hair dye fucks with me. and i'm sure that guy who hurt me had pretty fulfilling relationships otherwise, but that does not mean he didn't hurt me, that doesn't absolve him of anything. Nobody else has the ability to forgive him for what he did to me, and I don't have to forgive him either (i don't intend to). And even if he saved my life today I stil wouldn't forgive him.

When people find out that their favorite content creators are abusers, they sometimes get the knee jerk reaction that this content creator is going to improve. They're going to therapy, they're self reflecting, they're taking a hiatus -- can't people be allowed to recover? But this guise of "people can change" is twisted and leads people to never really stop supporting someone who is an abuser, to keep platforming them, to defend them, etc. "People can stop being abusers, but they never actually were abusers, but even if they were abusers they're like actually not abusive, they didn't mean to do that, but they're going to stop doing the thing I'll say they never actually did, i just have to send them a couple Twitch bits!" <- what people sound like

If you want someone to change, you can't defend the shitty things they've done. And if you want a streamer to experience the consequences of being a fucking abuser you should stop watching him play Geoguessr or whatever that fucker's doing right now. And, most importantly, there is absolutely no world in which an abuser is "reforming" when they acknowledge having abused someone, but downplayed that abuse, and didnt apologize. They don't have the foundations to change. They might get those, later, but you can't act like they're already changing when they haven't done the fucking internal work to start.

I believe people can change, and that they shouldn't be ostracized from every last resource to do so. I also believe that constantly justifying an abuser's actions by saying 'they just need the right resources to change, it's not their fault they're doing this' feeds into that abuse. Storytime, that's the reason I stayed in a relationship that I didn't even realize was bad until I got out. I was convinced the bad things he was doing to people were because he was struggling and I, the victim, the person hurting at his hand, needed to help him. Sure, it takes money to go to therapy. But if you call someone out for what they're doing, the first step -- recognizing they did something wrong -- is free. You don't need to babysit an abuser to realizing they abused someone.

Victims don't owe their abusers shit. And if an abuser hasn't started that self reflection process-- which by the way, any fucking rational person who was self reflecting would get their freakass off the internet, quit their job go to therapy etc.-- there's no rationale behind defending them. A victim choosing not to forgive their abuser doesn't mean that the abuser should not change; an abuser losing their job, their fucking Twitch career whatever, doesn't mean they shouldn't be a better person. The reason a person should be a better person is because they should have a moral compass and realize what they did is wrong. Ball's in his court.

Mental health is correlated to moral health. Abusers might not be damned to being abusers forever, but that damnation comes from inside their own behaviors-- what they choose to do. An abuser starts to reform and change once they acknowledge what they did, to their core, and stop staking their life changes on getting the forgiveness of other people or their material things back. Supporting a victim isn't even a question, that's the basis of transformative justice. They will live with the pain that their abusers dealt them for a lot longer than you will ever miss the abuser's content.

Anyway, sorry if that's messy and poorly explained. I can elaborate on anything here! Just... being an abolitionist, for me, coexists with me having survived abuse. And I don't like this weird idea that "people can change" means you should watch someone's Twitch stream when they clearly do not feel sorry for abusing someone.

[lonely-paracosmos]

I just cant find it

Vent featuring Raf

Depression, dissociation, separation, isolation