#PHP 7

[scarletcomet]

I really need to get better and not want to hurt myself

[molaviarman]

Bagaimana Upgrade PHP 7 Ke PHP 8 ?

Untuk meningkatkan versi PHP kadang menjadi kendala di Linux Debian. Terutama ketika kita enggan menaikkan versi Debian. Misalnya Debian 11 yang posisi di change log masih menggunakan PHP 7.4. Jika kita ingin meningkatkan versi php dari PHP 7 ke PHP 8 maka ikutin langkah seperti dibawah ini : Continue reading Bagaimana Upgrade PHP 7 Ke PHP 8 ?

[thehardkandy]

i do think programming is very fun to do for work because it's like you will go and make up this cool little thing and then you even get to do show and tell where you show it for everyone to see how cool it is

[scopethings-blog]

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[ceburealestate88]

2BR ROYAL OCEANCREST RESORT CONDO NEAR CCLEX MACTAN CEBU

[jinglejanglemornings]

like EYE GUESS if you get there at 8:30 and AM snack is at 10:30 they don't want them too close together but for me that effectively means i'd have to eat breakfast at or before 7 because i have to be on the bus at 7:30 and my body is just not going to fucking tolerate that and i won't do it

[tabootabletalk]

100 work from home job opportunities

1. Live Ops- www.liveops.com

2. TeleTech-TeleTech.localjobster.com

3. Amazon-Amazon.JobsOnline.com

4. Sutherland Global Services- http://www.sutherlandglobal.com/careers.aspx

5. UnitedHealth Group-https://careers.unitedhealthgroup.com/career-areas/customer-service-and-claims/customer-service-and-call-center

6. Dell-http://jobs.dell.com/north-America-jobs

7. IBM-www.ibm.com/employment

8. U.S Department of Agriculture www.usda.gov

9. Working Solutions- http://workingsolutions.com

10. Humana- www.humana.com

11. Aetna- https://www.aetna.com/about-us/aetna-careers.html

12. Intuit- www.Intuit.com

13. Kaplan- kaplan.com/work-with-us/our-culture

14. Kelly Services- www.kellyservices.us/US/Careers/KellyConnect/Kelly-At-Home

15. Cactus Communications- https://www.flexjobs.com/jobs/telecommuting-jobs-at-cactus

16. Westat- https://www.westat.com

17. Salesforce- www.salesforce.com/company/careers

18. PAREXEL- https://jobs.parexel.com

19. CyberCoders- https://www.cybercoders.com/jobs/work-from-home-php-developer

20. American Express- https://jobs.americanexpress.com

21. Vmware- telecommuting-jobs-at-vmware

22. SAP- www.sap.com/career

23. Xerox- https://www.xerox.com/en-us/jobs/work-from-home

24. First Data- https://www.firstdata.com/en_us/about-first-data/careers

25. US-Report- www.us-reports.com/jobs

26. Oracle- Oracle-Work.Jobsgalore.com/Jobs

27. CACI International- careers.caci.com/key/work-from-home-jobs.html

28. A Place for Mom- www.aplaceformom.com/jobs

29. Anthem,Inc- careers.antheminc.com

30. DellSecureWroks- telecommuting-jobs-at-dell_secureworks

31. World Travel Holdings- www.worldtravelholdings.com/careers,work-home

32. ADP- www.adp.com/careers.aspx

33. Aon- telecommuting-jobs-at-aon

34. University of Maryland University College- www.umuc.edu/visitors/careers

35. Allergan Inc.- www.allergan.com/careers

36. K12- www.k12.com/careers

37. U.S. Department of Transportation- https://www.transportation.gov/careers

38. CSI companies- thecsicompanies.com/candidates

39. Robert Half- www.roberthalf.com

40. Nielsen- sites.nielsen.com/careers

41. Red Hat- www.redhat.com/en/jobs

42. Adobe Systems- www.adobe.com/careers

43. Overland Solutions, Inc.- overlandsolutionsinc.com

44. BCD travel- www.bcdtravel.com/get-to-know-us/careers

45. Connections Education- www.connectionsacademy.com/careers

46. Deloitte- www.deloitte.com/careers

47. Apple- https://jobs.apple.com

48. Mckesson Corporation- https://careers.mckesson.com

49. Thermo Fisher Scientific- corporate.thermofisher.com/en/home.html

50. Precyse- careers.precyse.com

51. Haynes & Company- www.haynesandcompany.com

52. Pharmaceutical Product Development Inc- www.ppdi.com/careers

53. IT Pro Philadelphia- www.phillymag.com/property/2013/10/22/live-work-homes

54. Cingna- www.cigna.com/career

55. Houghton Mifflin Harcourt- careers.hmhco.com

56. Sungard Availability Services- sungardas.com

57. Infor- www.infor.com/company/careers

58. Sodexo- www.sodexousa.com/home/careers-usa.html

59. About.com- About.com/Can I Work From Home

60. Altegra Health- altegrahealth.com/careers

61. GE- jobs.gecareers.com/

62. Western Governors University- www.wgu.edu/about_WGU/employment/work_remote

63. Grand Canyon University- jobs.gcu.edu/admissions-enrollment-jobs

64. Walden University- https://www.waldenu.edu

65. Vivint- www.vivint.com/company/careers

66. BroadSpire- https://www.choosebroadspire.com

67. Covance- careers.covance.com

68. Ellucian- www.ellucian.com

69. HD Supply- hdsupply.jobs

70. Perficient Inc.- www.perficient.com

71. Teradata- https://www.teradata.com

72. Wells Fargo- https://www.wellsfargo.com/about/careers

73. Symantec Corporation- www.Symantec.com

74. Real Staffing-www.realstaffing.com/en

75. Science Applications International- www.saic.com

76. AmerisourceBergen Company- www.amerisourcebergen.com

77. Appen- www.jobs.net/jobs/appen/en-us

78. Hartford Financial Services Group- https://www.thehartfordatwork.com

79. RetailDatat- retaildatallc.com

80. SYKES- www.sykes.com/Careers

81. CARA- www.jobbankusa.com

82. Citizens Financial Group- citizensbank.jobs/work-at-home

83. CVS Health- cvshealth.com

84. Healthfirst- https://healthfirst.taleo.net/careersection/hf_ext_cs/jobsearch

85. American Heart Association- careers.heart.org

86. BMC software- www.bmc.com/careers

87. Hibu- https://hibu.com

88. inVentive Health- www.inventivhealth.com/careers

89. Rosetta Stone- jobs.jobvite.com/rosettastone

90. Erie Insurance Group- https://www.erieinsurance.com/careers

91. Deluxe- https://ww.deluxe.com

92. Clevertech- https://weworkremotely.com/jobs

93. Achieve Test Prep- www.achievetestprep.com

94. Worldpay- www.worldpay.com

95. DataStax- https://www.datastax.com/

96. CDK Global- www.cdkglobal.com

97. Teleflex- www.teleflex.com/en/careers/workingAtTeleflex

98. Aquent- aquent.com/find-work

99. Parallon- www.parallon.com/careers

100. U.S Department of the Interior- https://www.doi.gov/careers

[plumbaleena]

Plumbaleena’s Maxis Match Wedding Favorites

I’ve had so many requests for this and I wanted to put together a list of my favorite venues, dresses, suits, veils and poses for you to create the wedding of your dreams! Enjoy!

1. https://www.simsdom.com/downloads/240722/lena-sims-lena-wedding-veil-ver-2-sims4

2.  https://candycottonchu.tumblr.com/post/612670506793156608/candycottonchu-daisy-rose-a-set-of-veils

3. https://candycottonchu.tumblr.com/post/612670506793156608/candycottonchu-daisy-rose-a-set-of-veils

4. https://plumbobteasociety.tumblr.com/post/170874771645/rustic-romance-stuff-for-sims-4-the-love-child

5. https://www.patreon.com/posts/65668134

6. https://regencysims4.tumblr.com/post/624831918552301568/beo-wedding-veil-1-made-hat-slider-compatible

7. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-hair-hairstyles-female/title/del-rey-hair/id/1449781/

8. https://nolan-sims.com/post/155835535683/couronne-de-fleurs-flower-crown-this-flower-crown

1. https://www.patreon.com/posts/63160609

2. https://cloudcat.tumblr.com/post/681177199067512832/romanza

3. https://love4sims4.tumblr.com/post/130304356793/lace-wedding-dress-klaudia-inspired-by-zuhair

4. https://www.patreon.com/posts/cyana-dress-50214239

5. https://sims4updates.net/clothing/phosphany-wedding-dress-by-jomsims-at-tsr/

6. https://sims4updates.net/clothing/annagathe-wedding-dress-by-jomsims-at-tsr/

7. https://m.simsfinds.com/downloads/294095/km-gabriela-dress-sims4

8. https://www.patreon.com/posts/kylie-jenner-at-66425367?epik=dj0yJnU9bXVjaHZtcGxGTk52RGJnZjhSSGxjcFN1SG5SbjhWYjgmcD0wJm49MUVGOGVxRm9KUklrQkZLWUUtbTlkQSZ0PUFBQUFBR05RVUNv

9. https://oydis.tumblr.com/post/644895007168446464/thalia-dress

10. https://maxismatchccworld.tumblr.com/post/676524164359831552/nougatpocket-blaze-dress-i-dont-even-remember

11. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/wedding-dress-10-original-mesh/id/1385493/

12. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-everyday/title/wedding-dress-1-original-mesh/id/1373099/

13. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/ryn-wedding-dress-mesh-required/id/1480431/

14. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/natasha-dress/id/1501296/

15. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/lorelei-dress/id/1521733/

16. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/jezebel-dress/id/1514399/

17. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-everyday/title/elena-gown/id/1458483/

18. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/theia-dress/id/1470464/

19. https://m.simsfinds.com/downloads/311945/blue-craving-madeleine-wedding-dress-sims4

20. https://m.simsfinds.com/downloads/311727/blue-craving-isabelle-wedding-dress-sims4

21. https://www.patreon.com/posts/length-edit-gown-26595531

22. https://zeussim.tumblr.com/post/613855078055657472/here-it-is-my-scandalace-collection-i-dont

23. http://beocreations.com/creations/S4_weddingdress_cynthia.php

24. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/wedding-collection-n2/id/1307357/

25. https://www.thesimsresource.com/artists/LuxySims3/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/wedding-collection-n8/id/1307372/

26. http://beocreations.com/creations/S4_collection_rita_s4.php

27. https://www.patreon.com/posts/54743763

28. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/wedding-dress-dr-391/id/1525028/

29. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-formal/title/tslok-low-v-cut-gown/id/1394438/

30. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-female-teenadultelder-everyday/title/romantic-wedding-gown/id/1415451/

1. https://its-adrienpastel.tumblr.com/post/694922951583236096/supercut-outfit-base-game-compatible-13

2. https://its-adrienpastel.tumblr.com/post/683313697243922432/geffrey-suit-base-game-compatible-male-teen

3. https://its-adrienpastel.tumblr.com/post/682260046912061440/angelus-outfit-base-game-compatible-male-teen

4. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-male-teenadultelder-formal/title/new-year-eve/id/1435947/

5. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-male-teenadultelder-formal/title/tobias-wedding-suit/id/1459100/

6. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-male-teenadultelder-formal/title/vibrations-suit/id/1435242/

7. https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-clothing-male-teenadultelder-formal/title/simmiev-i-do-hayden-tuxedo/id/1586839/

https://www.patreon.com/posts/royal-oaks-venue-63249188?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator

https://www.patreon.com/posts/plumbaleenas-73239244?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator

https://www.patreon.com/posts/blossoming-venue-73615646?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator

https://www.patreon.com/posts/tuscan-inspired-74021420?utm_medium=clipboard_copy&utm_source=copyLink&utm_campaign=postshare_creator

FIND EVEN MORE VENUES [trust me, it’s a lot] HERE

WATCH MY YOUTUBE VIDEO SHOWCASING ALL OF THESE VENUES AND MORE BELOW //

https://www.patreon.com/posts/soft-and-slow-39681584

https://www.thesimsresource.com/downloads/details/category/sims4-mods-poses/title/wedding--pose-pack/id/1487967/

https://joannebernice.tumblr.com/post/164468037829/wedding-portrait-poses-happy-wedding-day-to-me

https://flowerchamber.tumblr.com/post/161432240091/wedding-project-re-edit-poses-sets-notes-4

https://www.patreon.com/posts/261-pose-pack-69074941?epik=dj0yJnU9NEItTUJiMEZNV3ktelZzX2RiRGdyblpKYWpyczNEbU0mcD0wJm49SGNKT2d3bUlES0JpYmtsbkVVUWJ0ZyZ0PUFBQUFBR05RcGVB

https://www.patreon.com/posts/wedding-pose-48516397

https://jjposests4.tumblr.com/post/650360750784856064/my-tou-x-dont-claim-as-your-own-xx-dont

https://www.patreon.com/posts/beautiful-day-49410686

https://www.thesimsresource.com/members/couquett/downloads/details/category/sims4-mods-poses/title/pre-wedding-posepack/id/1564112/

[ask-emilz-de-philz]

!!!! $12 (international peeps) / PHP 550.00 (for The Philippines-based peeps) QUICK COMMISSIONS!!!! PLANET PUTO CHARAS only ❗❗❗

STATUS: OPEN (FOR LAST BATCH)

LIMITED TIME OFFER / PROMO FROM DECEMBER 22 - 31, 2023 ONLY.

From my fixed rate of PHP 850, ya’ll only need to pay PHP 550! Ain’t that swell? ;w; Or like $ 12.00 if ur like, mr worldwide //slapped

Commissioned art: LINEART + BASE COLOR (NO BACKGROUND/transparent background) only

Options: BUST / CHIBI

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Hello everyone! I’m opening for commissions (again)! But quick lang muna for the mean time. ;w;’’

Just trying to get back on our feet for this period, health-wise I'm still trying to get better and I'm doing my best to help my family, ;w;b it would mean super much to us if you could commission me or simply share this post so it may be able to reach out anyone who might be interested:

(LAST BATCH)

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2. IJSA

3. MGM

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!!!!!!!!! NOTE !!!!!!!!!

Things I WILL draw

- Planet Puto characters from any AU (you’d get a bonus if this is your option <XD)

- SFW lang only hahah

Things I WON'T draw:

- Animals & insects (believe me, they still look like the ones I doodle since 2nd grade)

- Environmental Backgrounds (please have mercy)

- Mecha (hnggg)

- Furries

-Too complex poses (sob)

- NSFW (let’s keep our workplace safe, keds, for now //slapped)

*If you’re curious that one of the things/themes/etc you want ain’t on this list, let’s chat, we can work something out ^_^b.

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- Payment is via GCASH/PAYMAYA/BANK TRANSFER only. (My contact will be the one who’ll receive your payments in behalf of me.) Any tips would be highly appreciated if you want, I'd like to thank you in advance if you ever want to give one! ;w;!!! It's up to you ;w;b

- The transaction fees (if there are) upon sending your payment is to be covered by you.

- I shall only start once the payment is fully paid. (Clients who get to pay full first, gets their commission done earlier/first than the others. I’ll start immediately when possible.)

- You may use or repost the art for non-commercial use only. Kindly credit me if you do so.

- Please be patient while your commissions are being made.

- I have the right to decline or cancel commission requests.

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Interested? Q7Q !!!! Please PM this page or HaimaCheir (my art page) for the Order Form and Payment Form.

Thank you po everyone and have an awesome day! ;w;b

[atlantichurricanes]

Atlantic Tropical Weather Outlook issued by the National Hurricane Center in Miami, FL, USA

2024-09-14, 08:00 EDT

Active Systems: The National Hurricane Center is issuing advisories on Tropical Storm Gordon, located over the central tropical Atlantic Ocean.

Offshore the Southeastern U.S.: A non-tropical area of low pressure is expected to form this weekend along a frontal boundary a few hundred miles off the southeastern U.S. coastline. The system could gradually acquire subtropical or tropical characteristics thereafter over the warm waters of the Gulf Stream, and a subtropical or tropical depression or storm could form early next week while the system moves generally northwestward toward the coast. Additional information on this system can be found in products issued by your local National Weather Service Forecast Office and High Seas Forecasts issued by the National Weather Service.

* Formation chance through 48 hours...low...30 percent.

* Formation chance through 7 days...medium...50 percent.

&&

High Seas Forecasts issued by the National Weather Service can be found under AWIPS header NFDHSFAT1, WMO header FZNT01 KWBC, and online at ocean.weather.gov/shtml/NFDHSFAT1.php

$$ Forecaster Kelly/Mahoney

[robbiemd]

I have finally settled after 36++ hours of travel.

The drive that I have to endure ever f*****g time.

I recently traveled from Manila (MNL) to Puerto Princesa (PPS) via 2Go Travel, on board M/V St. Francis Xavier. It had been over 20 years since I last took a sea voyage. I used to travel this way when I was younger, often with my parents and sister, or with my grandparents and cousins. It was a more affordable option than flying. At that time, budget airlines like Cebu Pacific and AirAsia didn't fly to Puerto Princesa, and Philippine Airlines tickets were quite expensive (over PHP 3,000 for a roundtrip fare in the 1990s).

Fun part was still seeing these kinds of sceneries.

It was the perfect time for a trip by sea. If I'd taken a flight, I would have been delayed by 1-2 days due to the global Microsoft glitch a few days ago. The voyage was supposed to leave at 7 pm but got delayed for five hours. Five hours isn't too bad compared to 1-2 days.

Aboard M/V SFX.

Sea travel alone bored me quite a bit. There was no one to talk to, and all I wanted to do was lie down on my bed, read, study, and take notes. A few strangers tried to talk to me, but I was never good at small talk, so the conversations were terminated after a few exchanges. Apparently, sea travel was a lot better when I was a kid.

I arrived at PPS around 3:30 in the morning of yesterday after a 24-hour travel and a 3-hour stop at the Port of Coron.

Port of Coron. 20 July 2024

After more than a month, I met with my dad and mom so I could get my car. I noticed that my father’s legs have progressed to swelling and oedema, which started more than 6 months ago. I’ve already put him in diuretics and had him undergo tests for several tests to rule out heart, lung, and kidney conditions. Everything was fine except for a mild pulmonary regurgitation on his 2D echo. His Ejection Fraction was good. His AV duplex a few months ago was normal as well. In other words, all tests were inconclusive.

So today, I decided to start him on anticoagulants. I should have started him earlier but DOACs are expensive as hell.

“Iinumin mo ba ito kahit 92 pesos per tab?” I asked him.

“Oo, kung kailangan talaga.”

“Sige, ipa-labs muna kita. I need baseline labs para malaman kung pwede sa’yo yung gamot.”

Sometimes, treating family members can be more challenging than treating regular patients. I'm not sure whether it's due to non-compliance or the comfort of being able to share everything, including bizarre symptoms.

See you again next time, parents.

That's them in front of me.

22 July 2024 3:02 AM El Nido, Philippines

[dduane]

Wait, you use Drupal? I've always loved Drupal, but people keep telling me I should switch to WordPress. Even Dries is affiliated with the WordPress team now. It's all so confusing.

(sighing)

Once upon a time, all our household sites ran on Drupal. But time went by and WordPress improved, and (around the same time) I realized that Life Was Too Short To Manually Update Core Every Other Damn Day. So one by one the sites got switched over.

The very, very last one still running on Drupal (7.x, as it happens) was our very first site, European Cuisines. Which is down at the moment, because the last update to 7.9.4 broke it. This almost certainly has to do with a theme that is now superannuated and which couldn't bear changing versions of PHP.

Now, we have a migration of D7 to WP 6.1.1 waiting up in a subdirectory, ready to be moved down to the root. But before I do that I want to make sure that we have all the original page and post URLs preserved somewhere else offsite, in a different domain and install, so that as we bring the WP install online, we can make sure they're duplicated as closely as possible (not to mention me writing about a zillion 301 redirects into the .htaccess file) and don't trash twenty years' worth of SEO. ...And the D7 site, because it's damaged, is making this AS DIFFICULT FOR ME AS (in)HUMANLY POSSIBLE.

Therefore I am out of sorts.

...Fortunately, in about fifteen minutes @petermorwood is going to take me out to our local shopping town and ply me with drink by way of celebrating our Paperwork Anniversary. And I AM SO FECKING READY FOR THAT.

...So! Onwards. ...And thanks for inquiring. :)

[adm-starblitzsteel-4305]

Just got home at 7 PM from our town fiesta and I bought this cute bracelet.

It reminded me of Mothra..🥰

Also, it's only 2 dolars (equivalent to Php 100.00).

[mostlysignssomeportents]

This day in history

THIS WEEKEND (June 7–9), I'm in AMHERST, NEW YORK to keynote the 25th Annual Media Ecology Association Convention and accept the Neil Postman Award for Career Achievement in Public Intellectual Activity.

#20yrsago Broadcast Treaty negotiations (day 2/3) https://web.archive.org/web/20040611121552/http://www.eff.org/deeplinks/archives/001597.php

#15yrsago GE sucks up government money, invests in secret stuff that we’re not allowed to know about https://web.archive.org/web/20090614090948/http://wyomingreview.com/?p=400

#15yrsago Terrorism is auto-immune war; war-on-terror does the terrorists’ job https://yorksranter.wordpress.com/2009/06/07/accidential-guerrilla-part-2-strategy/

#15yrsago More hard data on the impact of free/pirated downloads on book-sales https://magellanmediapartners.com/publishing-innovation/the_impact_of_piracy/

#10yrsago London property bubble entombs a thousand digger-machines https://www.newstatesman.com/politics/2014/06/bizarre-secret-london-s-buried-diggers

#5yrsago A non-Aboriginal business has licensed the copyright on Australia’s Aboriginal flag, and are making copyright claims against Aboriginal businesses https://memex.craphound.com/2019/06/08/a-non-aboriginal-business-has-licensed-the-copyright-on-australias-aboriginal-flag-and-are-making-copyright-claims-against-aboriginal-businesses/

#5yrsago Payday lenders switched their trade show to a Trump hotel and sent Trump at least a million bucks, then he gave them carte blanche to make billions preying on poor people https://www.propublica.org/article/trump-inc-podcast-payday-lenders-spent-1-million-at-a-trump-resort-and-cashed-in

[never-not-ever]

Long update ahead~

I’m on roommate #6 which is sort of low considering I’ve been here 8 months today. This is going to be so random but once I start thinking of something (like rooms, roommates and how long for each) I get fixated and like to waste time on it.

I had a single room when I first got here and I think I had it for a week.

I moved into room #2 with roommate #1, I think we were roommates for 2 weeks before she discharged. Then I got roommate #2 and was with her for about a week before I moved into a single. I was in that single for 5 weeks. Then I moved into room #4 and had the best roommate ever for about 3 weeks before she discharged. So I was in room #4 for 11 weeks which is the longest I’ve had a stable room. When my old favorite roommate discharged I got a new roommate #4 and me and her were roommates for so long, about 11 weeks. Our room ended up getting mold and we had to move after 7 weeks together which brings me to room number #5. (Started to get confused, so I made a table below, it’s literally been an hour now fixated on this room/roommate shit). We were roommates for another 3 weeks in room #5 before I moved into a single for about 7 weeks. Then I moved to my current room #7 and had roommate #5 for 4 weeks and my current roommate #6 for about a week.

Room#/Length/Roommate

#1- 1 week, single room

#2- 3 weeks, C- 2 weeks, M- 1 week

#3- 5 weeks, single room

#4- 11 weeks, M- 3 weeks, A- 8 weeks

#5- 3 weeks, A- 3 more weeks

#6-7 weeks, single room

#7- 4 weeks, V- 4 weeks, G- 1 week

I guess it’s really # of times I’ve moved, since room #2 and #4 were actually the same room. But the second time around I was on the other side of the room. Wow was that a lot of useless information for nothing! Glad I got that out of my system. Time to see where I last left off on an update… like 3.5 weeks ago… hmmm…

Seems clear cut what to update on. So I posted last on a Monday. I actually remember these past 3 weeks clearly. That Monday was a crying, empty, “I ruined everything/hate myself” day. The next day I clarified with my team that the 6 month IOP and the PHP are definitely off the table and they said yes. I went and sat in my corner at the end of the farthest hall, started crying and getting upset again but it was quick, not an all day affair like the previous day.

In order to leave it’s always been the same criteria- I have to have outside providers set up and need to stop self harming. I mean the self harming isn’t a reason to keep me here, it’s more so the structure/providers to leave. But if the self harming gets severe like it usually does then that’s reason for them to pull back on discharge as well.

So that day I said fuck it, I’m leaving next Friday. I spent all day figuring out my crappy insurance, searching for psychiatrists and therapists and partials. I had all the rest of that week and the following week before my hopeful discharge that Friday to get everything together.

The only issue is vacations. That Friday (my personal discharge date) was my doctors last day before her 2 week vacation. She was fine with the covering doctor discharging me while she’s gone if he was comfortable with it. See I wanted to leave that Friday because I would have a week at home with my Nana before she went on vacation for a week. My Nana and my team were all worried about me being home alone while she was away.

That’s why I wanted to leave that Friday but that didn’t happen. I was so hellbent on making that my discharge date that I put blinders on and pushed away urges and the self harm stopped, I just wanted to leave. I thought maybe I could leave next week, maybe the covering doctor would discharge me. Then my social worker told me we were going to have a meeting the following Thursday with my Nana. And that’s when I realized I wasn’t leaving while my doctor was on vacation, that I would be here til the end of the month. Because my Nana would not be comfortable with me discharging the day before she went away for a week, leaving me home alone.

So during my doctors last week my mood started to drop and it honest to god had nothing to do with her leaving. I just started to feel so hopeless again. My doctor said she was worried if I didn’t leave on that Friday like I hoped, that I would unravel. I guess she was right.

This shift in things started almost 3 weeks ago but this past week things have gotten so much worse. I’m constantly on high alert and anxious. My mood is so low and I spend so much of the day thinking about self harm, which has started up again. Surprisingly I’m still on 15s and able to go outside on walks so not much has changed with privileges being cut back. We’ll see what my doctor thinks/does when she gets back.

I’m still looking for a therapist. Once I have that, we can set a discharge date and put in a referral for a partial. The only issue is the self harm. I have 4 days before my doctor gets back. I could miraculously turn everything around, go these 4 days without self harm and have an optimistic attitude on Tuesday when I meet with her. But if it was that easy I would have left a long time ago.

I’m constantly invalidating everything I feel and think. But for once I’m going to say and believe that I can’t change how low my mood has gotten. I can’t change that the SI has started to creep back in because of the hopelessness. I can’t change any of that. And because of that I’m worried about these next few days and her return. I know I can control my actions in regards to self harm but only up until a point.

That’s enough of a treatment update. I’ll try to post more frequent about non-treatmenty things.

[agent-z-coding]

Introduction post

Hello! This is my coding blog. My main tumblr blog is @agent-z.

I started coding roughly 7 years ago, And have been going strong ever since.

My GitHub account is @MinecraftPublisher. If you think that's a goofy GitHub handle, That's because I picked it when I was very immature (2018) and I have kept it for the sake of nostalgia.

I know C#, JS, Front, Back, PHP, Rust and Nim.

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