#Panics : 🪰

[its-my-own-path]

I sit and stare at your flames o lord. Let I be of flash as I am onto you.

My ideals and and strengths grow meek as I try to press on. For I am nothing above you o lord.

May you have grace apond my wretched soul. I beg apond your forgiveness, your fabrics of gold and twine. You are one I herd apond and I hope for your salvation.

Let your blood spill apond me and let my chains be held only within your hand.

Free me o lord

[y0han]

System ask game!

I got bored so here’s an ask game :3 feel free to ask your own questions too these are just some basis ones!

👥 - How many alters do we have?

🔥 - What does our inner world look like?

🥀 - Did we ever experience denial of being a system?

🌬️ - How many parts view themselves as something other than human and who?

🌟 - How did alters discover their names?

🌕 - Who has the strangest name in terms of English dialect?

💥 - What do you do when you need to calm down from rapid switching or a panic attack?

💐 - Has anyone ever switched in during something they shouldn’t have? Explain.

☘️ - How does everyone communicate?

🐁 - Does everyone have different speech patterns?

🦢 - Does everyone have different handwriting to each other?

🪱 - Are any alters in relationships? If so who?

🐝 - Can you list everyone? (Exceptions are allowed for those who can’t be revealed)

🦋 - Who has been fronting most often lately and for what reasons?

🐠 - Who has the strangest source?

🐳 - Does everyone have a different music taste?

🪰 - Who likes the strangest music?

🐴 - What does a rapid switch look like for us?

🦋 - What does switching look and feel like for us?

[the-dyke-of-handsomeness]

🪻welcome to my blog🪻

Hey! I’m Mercury/Elliot.

🪰-I'm genderqueer, sexuality-questioning, demiromantic, nebula romantic and aegosexual. 🦔-I am a minor, i am fine with u/30yo interacting (as long as you’re not creepy) but anything older is a dni (unless your Neil Gaiman).

🦇-I have autism, ADHD and anxiety so please be kind and use tone tags!

🐌-I have sensory issues with meat, I am a vegetarian and am easily set off by so little as mentions of animals dying.

🐛-bands/artists I like:

My chem, Bowie, set it off, ghost, slipknot, fob, the used, Paramore, Taylor swift, green day, LINKIN PARK, bon Jovi, Queen, Avril Lavigne, blink 182, good charlotte, Penelope Scott, devildriver, cavetown, Headstone Villains and some others but that’s already a lot of people.

🦂-Bands I’ve seen live

Bon Jovi (2018), MCR (2023), Ghost (2023), Weird Al Yankovic (2023), Jimmy eat world (2023), Paramore (2023) and Remi Wolf (2023), Escape the Fate (2024), HALESTORM (2024), Pantera (2024), Asking Alexandria (2024).

🦡-Bands I’ll be seeing live later:

Bring Me The Horizon, Tenacious D,

🪱-Things you will probably see me post about:

Mcr (one of my special interests) , Gerard Way, Good omens, Brooklyn nine-nine (my comfort show), Autism/ADHD, School, Mushrooms (one of my special interests), splatoon and Overwatch.

Previous usernames: Mychemicalwhatever, Mercury.is.a.fr3ak

🪲-DNI: Racists , Nazi’s, terfs, Homophobes, proshippers (includes CERTAIN self shippers), furry antis, therian antis, pro lifers, little/agere anti’s and anyone who is a jerk to someone for doing something they enjoy that isn’t harmful to anyone else.

🦖-if I ever do anything rude, harmful or upsetting or other please talk to me about it, I will apologise and do better.

🇵🇸Free Palestine🇵🇸

This is my Pronouns page link

current song on repeat

————————-Flashing Lights———————

[lower-management]

Hi!

So, you're the Lord of the Flies.

I really treat flies very carefully. When one is in my home and panics, I help them find a way out. When a fly in my home is dehydrated, I look for something I can offer them. Sugary water or juice. Just a small drop on a plate so they don't drown. I once shared an ABC cookie with a fly! It seemed hungry so I took a bite of the cookie and moistened it with my spittle a little bit so it was easier for the fly to eat. The fly loved it and couldn't get enough! I also offered water but the fly wasn't interested. Once I had the cookies again the fly was right there to grab a snack!

Also I'm always worried when a fly is in a horrible condition and try to help them the best I can.

🪰🪰🪰🪰🪰🪰🪰🪰🪰

Zince recently zome beings have taken an uncanny liking to fucking eating my flies you have abzolutely no idea how.. Refreshing it is to hear this. Why this love for flies may I azk? Or is thiz an introduction becauze you have to azk me a question or a favor?

[revengeromance]

🕷 Leo Romance 💭 he/him 🎆 17

🌈 ADHD 🪰 Autistic

Latino and Hispanic 🇲🇽

Gay trans dude 🏳️‍⚧️🏳️‍🌈

Cashapp lol $RevengeRomance

Currently into: My Chemical Romance, Homestuck, Better Call Saul, Pierce the Veil, IDKHOW, old Panic!

things I’ll reblog other than MCR: The Batman 2022, Paul Dano, Film, Stranger Things, Breaking Bad, Homestuck, HTML/Web development stuff.

#leo’s art and #leo’s asks self explanatory

asks are always open

all posts are ask to tag

DNI: Proshippers, Waycest/Anything in the same sphere as that, TERF, MSI fans/supporters/defenders whatever, Pro-Ana/Pro-ED, Pro-SH, anti-LGBT, anti-Black

[zpl1nt3r3d-b0n3-zhardz]

monster/nonhuman pronouns!

potentially upsetting things view at your own risk

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[bloodied-menace]

Hey buddy.. Dim wandered, hes in a hole somewhere, you should go find him, im sure the anons will help you out. Try to keep calm dont panic too much, or you wont be able to help him

~🔱🪰

"Wh- What? Are they a-alr-alright?" {It can't keep itself from glitching. It hates glitching like this. Honestly, it kind of hurts in a way.} "Where are the-ey? Why did they wander again? I shouldn't have- have fallen asleep, what if they're hurt- I-" {His ass is not staying calm!!}

[webslingingslasher]

BRO IM ACTUALLY FROM TEXAS THO!!

was gonna say something the other day when you said you were I was like eeeeeeek twinzies. Moved when I was almost 17 but yeah grew up there 🤠

On another note, that one anon got it when they said Peter turns into Austin Mcbroom after the break now every time I see a vid I’ll think of him. My favorite headcannon ts is so funny.

References:

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRT2yKEY/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRT2FRCg/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRT2yjEe/

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRT2U9p3/

^^that one esp

https://www.tiktok.com/t/ZPRT2D9UW/

^^ when trouble actually FINALLY stands on business 🙄✋

- 🪰

i'm from texas too!!!

the second one had me screaming but then the last two hit so hard 😭😭😭 not the panic attack in the rv 😭😭😭😭

[anomaly-beans]

i'm sending you ALL of those OC questions rn, :) all 15 of them gimme a list :) for whomever u want <3

Oh shid… I guess I’ll do Merry, my fave fallen london character I’ve made

🔪 body count? : Too many to count. It’s complicated.

🪶 fursona?: Ram

♾ autism threat level?: not autistic but has adhd

🎟 best memory?: mm maybe when they told their brother that they thought they were trans and he supported them and helped them find clothes :)

🪰 horrifying fact?: …… has mentally tortured somebody (through the use of red honey, a drug that allows you to see into the memories of another person but hurts that person when you do it)

🪡 normal about control?: yeah. They don’t like to be controlled by higher powers though

🧦 best christmas present?: the soul of a fucking dead star. Or I guess the time they got some nice stolen jewelry from their partner 💕

🧶 fave material thing?: their ram skull necklace given to them by their family

💍 marriage?: they are currently married actually! Married to one of my friend’s characters as well!

(Emoji that I can’t see?) the ocean?: they’ve seen both the ocean on the surface and the neath’s zee. They love to zail on the zee even if it’s dangerous and sends their partner into a panic for their safety

🍄 drugs?: yes they’ve taken drugs. Considering they need to take prisoner’s honey (another drug from the game. Takes you to a land of dreams) all the time for their job skhdjalsgdkfh. Which is kind of bad since they might be getting addicted to it (again)

(Emoji invisible to me) readability?: they can be hard to read at times considering their deadpan voice and expression half the time. They’re trying to get better at reading others

🧄 cooking?: yeah they can cook!

🪝 theme song?: Silver platters by Les Gold

🚬 vices?: As said before, an addiction to honey and also alcohol.

Thank you Nemo :)

[its-my-own-path]

The blogs tagging system will have diffrent levels 💡 means the basics, 🪰 means heavy / may be uncomfortable, 🐌 means fictional.

Posting : 💡

Reblogging : 💡

Arts : 💡

Rants : 💡

Flags : 💡

Userboxes : 💡

Vents : 🪰

Discourse/Possible Discourse : 🪰

Anger : 🪰

Disorder Talks : 🪰

Adult Topic : 🪰 (not inherently NSFW just…I’m a adult)

Panics : 🪰

F/O : 🐌

Simp : 🐌

Games : 🐌

Comforts : 🐌

[wintercorpse]

hey y’all .. send me some asks . about literally anything i’m bored and letting my mom bleach my hair while i am high and drink too much caffeine 😳

[weirdcultstuff]

Them: your trauma made you stronger! ❤️🙌 💪 into the you you are today!🌟 🌱 ❤️‍🩹 at least you turned out so wonderful in the end 🥰 💫🌈💖

My trauma: lol now u get panic attacks 😵‍💫in the shower🚿🪒🧼😶‍🌫️ 🤡☠️😱 🔪 like a little bitch and avoid sleep ☕️ because of the nightmares👹 😈 😵like a wuss and also u can’t self-regulate 💀🤐for shit. Last week u cried until u threw up🤮and then fell asleep on the bathroom floor 🚽because u were dissociating 😵‍💫so hard u forgot the layout of ur apartment and were too scared😰 to leave the room u were in for multiple hours 🕰. I did that. 📉👁🎪⚰️🫁🕸🫀🪰🧠🪳👽🩸 it feels like invisible things are touching u that definitely aren’t now, also sometimes u can’t speak for random amounts of time even if ur at work. Ur scared of doors. And being loved. Ur welcome lmao 😂 🤣

[totalmtb]

#TotalStories - @lilliput_capers “I’ve struggled with imposter syndrome on the bike and at races this year (something it’s taken me some time to understand, side effect from the car crash that *will* one day make me even more badass when I crack it 😈). Half way up to @world_enduro I nearly turned around to come home when I had a panic attack. After some constructive conversation from @shakalifestylecoaching on the phone, I got there, started and began to settle😌 One thing I loved about the event was seeing so many people I’ve come to know over the years at races just out and about the course and in the race village. Everyone saying hi and sharing words of encouragement and excitement!🤗 It really made the difference for me, helped turn what I was expecting to be a possibly challenging environment into such a safe and positive one🤍 So as a thank you to all you awesome humans who took 5 seconds from your day to share and nuture positivity, here’s a pic of me catching flies for extra nutrition on the stages taken by another familiar face, @anitagellatly 🙏🏼🪰😲” 📷: @anitagellatly If you’d like to share your story about your struggles mentally or physically, overcoming something, a challenge, out of your comfort zone, doing a first to help and inspire others please let us know 💚 WE WELCOME, SUPPORT AND ENCOURAGE EVERYONE 💚 . . . #TotalMTB #LetsAllRide . Go follow @Total.Riders #TotalRiders . . Our Partners @EBWatches @LeightonVans @EtniesBike @PreveloBikes @SquirtCyclingProducts_UK @WorxUK @B_FreshFarm @CubeBikesUK @YFood_EU @Steadyrack @Rockstop_MTB @Helmetor @VeeTireCo_UK @TiGO_Bikes @LittleRiderCo @HiplokLocks @TheTonic_CBD @ShowersPass @ProtectMyBike.co.uk @VyperGum @FKD_Life @DialledMedia (If you’d like to partner with us please get in touch) . We also support non profit projects and charities . #mentalhealth #MentalHealthAwareness #Mtbmentalhealth #itsoktonotbeok . #mtb #mountainbike #bike #downhillmtb #bikepark #instabike #bikestagram #bikeride #itsaboutmtb #bikeporn #mtbporn #outsideisfree #fromwhereiride #ukmtb #mtblife #mtblifestyle #mtblove #mtbiking #mtbgram #mtblovers (at TotalMTB) https://www.instagram.com/p/CWGmpvyK0mp/?utm_medium=tumblr