#Ramblings

[neverevan]

there is only so much I can take, Kat.

[fleshcatalyst]

I love the new Dungeon Meshi episode. Never in my life have I felt more represented as an autistic person. Like that’s me!! That’s my life!!!! That’s my exact experience as an autistic person on the screen!!! They explained it so well!!!! Having people you think of as your friends think you’re annoying and off putting but they never tell you directly. They expect you to just know you’re awkward but you don’t! How could you know!!!! You just wanted a friend!!!!! AGHHHHGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!

[389]

[hemeruni]

TODAY IS TODAY

HAPPY HATCHDAY TO THE ONE AND ONLY FOX THAT I LOVE SO MUCHHHH

You don’t understand how much I have planned for this fox today, it might very well lead into the weekend if I can’t finish it in time

Just. Be on the lookout. Things will be different soon enough.

[i-drop-level-one-loot]

Why won't you love me like I love you?

God, every single time I look at you, it feels like my chest is crumpling in on itself.

The pain is unbelievable.

Why do you smile like that?

That smile hurts so fucking much. I want to bite your face. Just.. latch onto your cheek, just hard enough to draw blood.

It's infectious. Even if you were smiling because of someone else, it makes me smile too. And I hate that.

Why do I hate it?

Why do I feel like clawing open my skin; ripping the corners of my mouth so I can never smile again?

Please look at me.

It feels so good when you look at me.

Maybe I'm a masochist.

It still hurts. My ribcage is still cracking and my heart is throbbing so heavily that I can feel it as it threatens to fall out in front of you.

But what hurts the most, is that you say you love me.

Why don't you feel this way too?

Why aren't you grabbing my face with both of your beautiful fucking hands and sinking your teeth into my nose?!

Why don't you look at me like you're going to puncture my eyes just because it hurts you for me to look at you?!

What do I need to do to make you love me like I love you?

If I disappeared, would you go mad searching for me? Or would you move on almost immediately?

Maybe, if you were "abducted" and I rescued you, you would realize that you can't live without me..

You would finally see how much you need me.

Then your eyes would look at me with the same hunger I feel for you, and your body would ache with the same agony I suffer.

I would give anything for that.

Please just..

Love me.

[catnippackets]

does anybody have a huion kamvas pro 24?? I'm thinking of getting one bc it's cheaper than a cintiq and I'm scared to spend so much money but my brain is stuck in "the more expensive one is better" mode and I'm getting nervous wondering if it's a bad decision :S I've watched a lotta reviews and it seems nice but I'm still scared fdgfdhfghf

[prismaticpichu]

Friendly reminder that people do read your fics and enjoy them without leaving kudos; they read and enjoy them without leaving comments; they may read them 100 times over, and that icky-looking ratio of a bunch of hits to only a few kudos may in fact be someone who reads it every night before they go to sleep bc it’s their comfort story.

It’s hard in a world where we all wanna collect those pretty numbers like hidden ability shiny Pokémon, and there’s no denying that numbers do give some serotonin! But it’s always important to remember that, sometimes, your work reaches people in ways that you’ll never really know. In ways that aren’t reflected in numbers or comments. And that your work is more valuable than you’ll ever know!

It took me a while to nail this into my head. Just something I think is worth sharing every now and then! <3

[gorgynei]

love lies bleeding is the best movie ever made. butch injecting her girlfriend with testosterone on the gym floor

[otome-cherry]

You know what? I believe Silvio can sing sea shanties. It just needs to be the right atmosphere and lots of alcohol 🍺

[neverevan]

okay so we didn't get a breakup (yet) so that's a good sign for all the Tommy enjoyers (me)

[queen-of-the-grapefruits]

I'm sorry how are the bad kids and by extension Riz specifically not in legend lore for defeating kalvaxus? Like riz is in legend lore for freeing the night yorb but that's not the only "legendary" thing he's done. I fully believe legend lore on Riz should have come up with the bad kids defeating kalvaxus And for Riz Eating kalvaxus as revenge for the death of his father.

[jesncin]

here's what Golden Boy looks like in Hellblazer btw! Idk why he's posing like that, but serve. My all time favorite panel of Goldie is the very next panel though:

HEH he's so silly. (wiggles into rocks)

[mikelogan]

raise your hand if you've been personally victimized by smosh reading fic on stream and saying "cummies" multiple times

[gr3-d12]

WAIT IM ABNORMAL ABOUT MACHI.

toya and kohane sing 'i think somebody laughed here' (in refrence to vivid street) because it was the first place they let themselves be truly happy whereas an and akito sing 'i think somebody cried here' (in reference to vivid street' because it was the first place they ever let down their guard. wait. wait. hold on. i. oh.