#Really tired

[purplesound]

mermaid Neuv 🐟

[i-drop-level-one-loot]

Why won't you love me like I love you?

God, every single time I look at you, it feels like my chest is crumpling in on itself.

The pain is unbelievable.

Why do you smile like that?

That smile hurts so fucking much. I want to bite your face. Just.. latch onto your cheek, just hard enough to draw blood.

It's infectious. Even if you were smiling because of someone else, it makes me smile too. And I hate that.

Why do I hate it?

Why do I feel like clawing open my skin; ripping the corners of my mouth so I can never smile again?

Please look at me.

It feels so good when you look at me.

Maybe I'm a masochist.

It still hurts. My ribcage is still cracking and my heart is throbbing so heavily that I can feel it as it threatens to fall out in front of you.

But what hurts the most, is that you say you love me.

Why don't you feel this way too?

Why aren't you grabbing my face with both of your beautiful fucking hands and sinking your teeth into my nose?!

Why don't you look at me like you're going to puncture my eyes just because it hurts you for me to look at you?!

What do I need to do to make you love me like I love you?

If I disappeared, would you go mad searching for me? Or would you move on almost immediately?

Maybe, if you were "abducted" and I rescued you, you would realize that you can't live without me..

You would finally see how much you need me.

Then your eyes would look at me with the same hunger I feel for you, and your body would ache with the same agony I suffer.

I would give anything for that.

Please just..

Love me.

[oglegost]

EVERYONE SHUT UP.

SHE MOVES HER THUMB TO TOUCH DIRECTLY WHERE HIS FUCKING CLEFT PALATE IS!!!! LOOK AT HIS REACTION BEFORE DURING AND AFTER SHE DOES THAT. he seems a bit unsure as she touches his face, he hadn't let her before that moment. she touches where his lip splits, and his face twitches with discomfort. she already said she knew what he looked like, someone told her, but what if a part of him hoped they hadn't told her about it. what if he thought it would change her opinion on him? immediately after she moves past it, he seems to relax slightly or seem relieved imo aaahh i love them i need more of them please

[dark-immortal-kiss]

I think people who don’t know Anne Rice’s history and/or haven’t read her biographies, or aren’t even really a fan of her and her writing should maybe stfu about her.🤷🏽‍♀️

[monkiebois]

watch stella fight for his life as a swk and macaque defender here

S4 Spoilers

Wukong was angry under that mountain, frustrated, and honestly probably depressed and scared. Unable to move, to leave to do anything.

His reaction to Macaque giving him a peach is understandable.

Macaque got mad too, understandable seeing as he's being yelled at.

Here's where Macaque was wrong tho, he should've come back. he should have cooled off, come back, apologized for his words and let swk rant and rave because in canon, from what we've seen, swk got the short end of the stick and deserved to be upset and angry. he was betrayed, and while Macaque was too by azure he's not the one who ended up stuck under a mountain.

Swk should have listened to Macaques advice about attacking the Jade emporer, he did end up losing sight of why he wanted power.

Macaque should have come back after cooling off, talked it out.

that's where they started to fall out.

I genuinly think tho that Macaque reaproached swk during the journey and they were okay for a while but something happened.

like maybe he wanted swk to come back to the mountain, saw the circlet and his "friendship" with the pilgrims as some sick leash and brainwashing.

could be why he attacked (if he did)

i also dont think swk killed him, did they fight? probably but i dont believe swk made the final blow.

[rivsimpersonator]

I hate him he was mean to my cat so I'm holding an eternal grudge

[justadevil1015]

Protector AU 💭

They’re very good at take care someone. So you don’t need to worry about your housework. They will help you to finish it.

[idrawgaystffs]

hah

I'm so tired its not funny

haha

essay, 2 hours till due

wish my ill self luck

[ilovetvtoons]

I just got the latest Danny Phantom graphic novel in the mail. I'll read it tomorrow. I can't wait to see what it has in store. I will not post any spoilers for a while after I'm done, I promise. 😉👍

[confusedhostage]

Curious who is tumblrs fav (main) character of Scarlet Hollow

[ruebi-1]

I don’t even really know, but everything feels different now and I don’t know if it’s me that’s changing or the world that’s changing and I’m just to slow to catch up. Anyways living and thinking about living makes me anxious so I just keep my eyes open until it’s finally time sleep.

[lilyafish]

im really tired rn so i might not be thinking straight but as i'm reading unravel me (im on ch.59 rn), i'm realizing how well aaron and juliette's personalities/backstories compare and contrast to each other. like how aaron was abused by his father, juliette was seen as abnormal by her parents; their parental figure(s) saw them as inferior or different - they were both misunderstood. also how juliette tries to be good in society while aaron thinks that he's naturally a bad person, which is really interesting to me. feel free to correct me as im too tired to think logically

[dykefever]

decided not to drink for a week and i feel like i'm a mid thirties woman who has returned home to the countryside to get out of the big city and is remembering the beauties of the farm as she sits on the porch wrapped in a blanket in the evening cupping a mug of hot chocolate ..

[plague-of-insomnia]

I’ve basically read and translated the whole of ch 200 but since someone is purposefully keeping my posts related to the new chapter and only those from showing in the tags I will not be making more posts about it here

Between people stealing my hard work and this it just doesn’t seem worth the extra spoons. Considering maybe just posting on patreon at this point, or only in the kuro neko discord. And if you don’t pay or belong there you don’t see it.

I don’t know why more people in this fandom can’t act like decent fucking humans and respect the work people put into things and that we’re doing this FOR FREE so you have access to content early/you wouldn’t have access to otherwise

[theyaremanycolours]

When I hear about all the shit that Israel's military is doing to innocent people, all I can think is that, for a country that claims they represent the Jewish community as a whole(In spite of clearly not being supported by most Jewish people), their actions more resemble the Nazis and ISIS more than anything else.

[nico-the-overlord]

Happy spoon season y’all