Waiting for a Trojan War retelling about Patrochilles but it’s different…
…but honestly I’m just putting down an AU at this point
Patroclus, kindest of the Acheans, feels sympathy for the captured Trojan women like in Silence of the Girls.
Patroclus, who acts as Achilles’ compassionate mentor (since he’s 1-2 years older), because King Peleus wants to balance his Achilles’ impulsive nature with Patroclus’ gentle patience
But! Patroclus’ heart is breaking because of Achilles’ period accurate misogyny. Achilles emulates the other men in their behaviors, causing their relationship to fracture in their heated arguments on treating women like property or people
Patroclus remembers their childhood and growing up together, and wonders where on earth is the boy that would do anything for him?
Where’s the charming boy that would make him laugh?
The boy that he taught the importance of kindness and compassion to?
He looks deeper, and to his horror, it’s the small slivers of light that pop up in the dark war monster that Achilles has become.
The way he looks at him. The way he gently wipes the blood off of Patroclus’ armor. The way he holds his hand during an anxiety attack after returning from the battlefield. The way he stays for him.
How could this be the same man? he wonders. Wrathful and horrifying Achilles, both kind and gentle.
Patroclus pines for the good old days, à la Song of Achilles, but he cannot ignore Achilles’ war crimes and treatment towards women.
Neither can Patroclus ignore the blood he has shed as a warrior and as Achilles’ second in command.
He doesn’t even realize his own actions- participating in keeping captured Trojan women (in his attempts to save them from other men)- still perpetuate a cruel systemic practice of enslaving women. Patroclus still remembers stopping Briseis from mourning her dead family.
He remembers the look on her face.
It tears him apart.
Patroclus just wants the past back. But war says otherwise, and shows him the worst sides of men and the worst of Achilles. And worst of all…
It shows the worst in him.
Just… morally grey Patroclus, my beloved!
Can I see this in a retelling for once?!
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Been reading more so I finally got around to The Song of Achilles. Color practice for me, plus a looming Thetis in the background. 😢
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I am so willing to talk about Patroclus and Achilles in any context whatsoever at literally any chance I get
Friends, lovers, something completely outside or in between the two?? Heck yeah, pull up a chair and let's discuss the LADS
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Am thinking about giving Menelaus a french horn and Helen a flute. Also thinking about how Agamemnon is definitely a tuba, Achilles is a trumpet, Odysseus is a trombone (although he could also be a bassoon), Patroclus is a cornet, and Diomedes is an oboe idkkkk I was just thinking about how horn and flute are very complementary while also thinking about Menelaus and Helen (and I say this as a flutist who's now studying the horn too) and just. This came to me as a vision while waiting for my flute teacher
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YELLING OVER YOUR LATEST POST. NOT ONLY DO I HAVE A MASSIVE JJK HYPERFIXATION BUT I LITERALLY STUDY CLASSICS ABSVSBSNSJDJSS. I am the exact audience for this I am so in love with it you have no idea 😭😭
How do you manage to hit me every time omg
AJ!!!!! YOU STUDY CLASSICS???? INCREDIBLE
also i wanted to originally make it closer to canon. so the roles would be switched. nanami, who leaves the jujutsu world (ithaca) and goes on a long treacherous (capitalism) journey (the odyssey) only to find his way back to the jujutsu world/gojo (penelope) and when he's back he meets yuji (telemachus).
the slaying of the suitors can be when yuji and nanami beat the shit out of mahito. does this work? idk, you tell me. but the idea of gojo being odysseus and nanami being penelope waiting back home tricking his suitors was infinitely more enticing than the canon-sompliant version.
also the odyssey!nng fic is being written!!! do you want to read it????
anyway, you can't be in love with me bc im in love with you!!! my family is sick of hearing about the timbern drawing you did for the veil!au. i love you always aj <33333
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Greatest of the Greeks, grieving
Let me lie down with you one last time
On our bed of firewood and oil
Let the flames of your pyre consume me
Before the inferno in my chest reduces me to ash
Cast aside the laws of the Immortals
What good have they ever brought us, my love?
Your restless soul was void of peace
And now it will never know it, will it, dove?
Your breath was my music and now
Where has it gone, my sunlight?
Your eyes would dance, I lived in them
Won't they look again at me, my flame bright?
Did he make you cry in pain
As he brought upon your end
An end meant for me, my North Star?
Had I destroyed my own world when I sent you away?
As your blood baptized the ground on which you lay
I kindled my soul as firewood for your pyre
I gave you my heart and now,
It burns with you, what do I have left now?
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so i’m learning classics in school and my teacher is amazing
we’re learning about Achillies and Patroclus and when someone called them ‘best friends’ he turned around and said ‘Guys, they were boyfriends, let’s just accept it. They were boyfriends.’
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