#Somewhere Deep In The Night
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NASA JPL: What's Up for June 2024
"June stargazers ✨
This month, Saturn and Mars meet up with the Moon, and Jupiter appears in the skies at dawn. Plus, learn how you can tell the difference between planets, stars, and satellites.
More skywatching tips here…" NASA JPL
#NASA JPL#Astronomy News#June Astronomy Events#Keep Looking Up#Somewhere Deep In The Night#What's Up For June from NASA#NASA Astronomy#NASA Science#skywatching events#Backyard Astronomy
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cheers to the future of humanity (and the future of us)
[ID: Digital illustration in color of Vash and Wolfwood from Trigun. The illustration takes place during the ship/home arc, specifically chapter 21. At the center, Vash is grabbing Wolfwood by the collar and pulls him into a kiss in the middle of a celebration. The pair is colored in vibrant warm hues while their surroundings are colored in cooler colors like green and teals. Luida, Brad, Meryl, and Milly are shown amongst the crowd, occupied in the celebrations as Vash and Wolfwood share a moment by themselves at the center. END ID]
#vashwood#trigun#trigun maximum#vash the stampede#nicholas d wolfwood#hospital yuri (explodeds) like any average vw enjoyer i will never get over that arc#specifically the scene where they heard the news of earth ships coming and did that little handshake they somehow conjured or#Had already. and then the entire ship had a party... meryl and milly started drinking immediately from joy and dragged vash and ww to get#wasted too and overall celebrate together. the chapter moves quickly just like how the hope was quickly withered out and died just hours#later when knives destroyed it. BUT IM JUST THINKING ABOUT IN THE MOMENT OF IT ALL bc in the same chapter#ww asks for a chance for tomorrow and then gets news of earth ships coming. in this same arc vash is thinking of all the things he needs to#resolve so his home doesn't get attacked so the people he love doesn't have to die and the humans he wants to protect gets to live.#i feel like deep down they both semi-recognize that it can't be this easy and regardless of earth ships coming- there's still a wait for#them to arrive and they have to hold out. and regardless ww still has a mission to follow through and vash knows knives would find out#but in that mood of celebration the entire ship brought in - they can at least let themselves relax for a moment and indulge#how they basically engaged with no violence for the few days they were on that ship coaxing them into domesticity... i feel like their#thoughts would wander to somewhere soft and all#allowing them to push aside the tiptoeing and tenseness and be sweet for a night#ruporas art
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Whoops guys I forgot I had this in my drafts now I can post nothing for two weeks again bye- /jk
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i don't want to go home
#bang dream#bandori#imai lisa#mmmh its summer its time to rotate last year's lisa summer event mental breakdown#okay here come the thoughts#the beach has been already mentionned in bs1 as somewhere lisa would go often after quitting music#and i often think its bc since she leaves literally next to yukina it was to avoid her#which makes that even in middle school she would go to the beach and not want to go home as a way to escape#then theres the summer event#where they mentionned that when she was a child when she went to the beach she didnt went to go home at the end of the day#which directly connects to her in her last summer as a high schooler where she is scared of the future#and where she basically is taken by her fears as a child (her younger self tugging on her skirt)#also its a night scene bc i often think about how yukina compared her to the sun AND the moon#and the moon to me represents that melancholic side that lisa is so extremely prone to#theres probably more i forgot to type. but u see im already deep in the trenches
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So i had a dream last night which wasn't a nightmare and i even remember most of it! which is super exciting. I barely ever remember dreams that are just simply that so this is a fairly rare occasion for me.
It was weird tho
But it was.. i don't even know what it was so let me ramble about it in the tags a bit
#there was this bioluminescent and also biotoxic creature in a city at night#it was bipedal sort of humanoid shaped but with definitive deep sea features#it had that transparent skin and flesh and body with bioluminescing highlights#which i have no idea how it worked because the entire dream took place in a city enviroment on very much dry land but it's a dream innit#the face was definitely not human more a jumble of fishy features#it was gorgeous btw in a humanoid monster sort of fascinating way#it had this weird feel to it that it's something very old that should not be here now.. some sort of reminiscence of a bygone era#i might try to draw it but i don't know how successful i'd be to be honest#anyway so i was part of a group (don't know what kind exactly) and i never seen any of them i just knew they existed#and there was this innate knowledge that the creature was kind of hunting or more like luring us but we also were hunting it#i don't know if it did something to us before or we just had this unexplainable pull towards it but we definitely were fixated on it#and it was supposed to be a big threat even just by existing and walking around but also would have been bad if it was dead#but i don't know why was it so bad because the “toxicity” of the creature wasn't lethal it just made you stuck in a blissful delirious stat#just by being too close to it and which in most cases would fade when it moved away so the other alternative felt way worse#cuz if it would die something else would have gotten loose which would have been worse than the delirium#it was some sort of unstoppable deadly madness i think.. at least that was what i felt the dream eluded to#and i think we wanted to neutralize it somehow but we had no idea how to avoid disaster that surely would come if it dies#but it would have also revitalize nature on a basically divine scale by giving it's body back to it so there was this dilemma the whole tim#but none of us would have any answers so we just followed this inner draw regardless of the uncertainty#and the entire dream was basically us lureing the creature somewhere but simultaniously it was somehow luring us in as wel#to the same spot#it was a vast moonlit fieald outside of city bounds surrounded with tall dark trees and the sky was littered with stars#and a sharp cliff to one side#so we arrived there and we were standing on opposite sides and look towards each other#but looking into the creatures eyes literally woke me up#there was a noise it made and i know i understood it as words inside the dream but i can't remember what it was after waking just the noise#and that was it#it wasn't long i think tho it felt that way
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my chest hurts and im obsessing over this video of little me my parents showed me earlier today and how my mom said that my laugh used to be so contagious it was impossible for anyone to not laugh too when they heard it and then i turned thirteen and it just stopped but she misses it. i think i miss it too.
#i dont remember the last time i was genuinely happy#i swear i felt it at one point#it's at the tips of my fingers i swear#it's a warsh_tippy and zelda kinda night#i hope someone will open the door when they see me#and i hope that contagious laugh still lives somewhere inside me deep within my chest#or something#idk
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#started thinking about these two pics where i was posting about ciel and madam red the other night#and how way deep down ciel is a give little kisses guy even when he puts on the front otherwise#and these pictures show he's also a hand holding guy in there somewhere like i know how this sounds but he's sweet??#i completely lost track of time in realizing we're going to have a new chapter in a few days!!! these two pictures were from a month ago#kuroshitsuji#ciel#sebastian#ciel & sebastian
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#just a load of garbage#dont mind me yall#i feel as though im fucking falling apart#i've been crying myself to sleep every single night for the past week#and its just getting worse#i think the whole thing with that boy has just been the thing that fucking ended everythign for me#and by everything i mean me not wanting to kill myself#its not even that deep i dont even care that much#i swear i dont#its just the whole#all my friends are dating other people or have dated other people who cared about them#and i know my friends care about me and love me#but its not the same bc theres always someone they love more#and it sounds so selfish but i just want a best friend again#i dont know what happened#but somewhere along the line i lost my best friend#and i havent had one since#im close friends with all of my friends#but it just feels so fucking lonely#thats the whole thing#im surrounded by so many people in my fg#and its just so fucking#lonely#bc theres always someone who is more loved#and i just#ugh#idk#and its also like#im so sick of getting crushes on people#i wish it would just stop
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There is your favourite song, there is your go-to song when you're sad, there is your childhood nostalgia song, and then there is That One Song you heard once when you were five years old and then never again and it ripped straight through your soul, rewired your brain, got absorbed into your DNA and changed something fundamental about you as a person. It has been fifteen years since you heard it and you can still recall the memory almost perfectly. It's not present in any of your playlists because it is simply Too Powerful. That song is your personal patron god
#it's sleeping sun by nightwish for me#heard it once in my father's car when we drove late at night back when I was like five and it Changed me#idk there's just something the song did that influenced so many things about me as a person#the pull of the night sky and the never ceasing desire for flight and just the way my soul moves. I attribute all that to that song#only thought about searching for it a year or two ago. when I last heard it I did not speak a single word in english nor knew the title#I just knew it was by nightwish#took me like two hours to find the song#I almost never listen to it except very rare occasions when the Mood is Right. I dunno why it's kinda like#it feels like a kind of personal treasure one keeps in an ornate box somewhere deep out of reverence and fear that it withers#idk#it's a very particular feeling#I don't even listen to nightwish#but this one is My song
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"Just one galaxy -- such as our own -- can be home to hundreds of billions or even trillions of stars, each of which could be bigger than the Sun." - CBS News
""The never-before-seen images demonstrate Euclid's ability to unravel the secrets of the cosmos and enable scientists to hunt for rogue planets, use lensed galaxies to study mysterious matter, and explore the evolution of the universe," the #EuropeanSpaceAgency said in a statement."
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“Constantly dealing with my poor mental health doesn’t give you a free pass to normalise it.”
- yours truly even thought she hasn't said it to anyone because she's such a damn people pleaser that she can't tell others how she really feels or if they upset her.
#how I wish I could say this to some people#idk guys it's not that deep or great either#but I had to say it somewhere#anix seriously knows nothing#this is also a reminder that poor mental health should not be normalised or acclimatised to#👏👏👏#if someone is not fine or doing well all the time it doesn't mean you get used to it#that's not good#especially if they cannot breathe at night because of anxiety#just care about each other a bit more y'all that's all I'm asking
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i was on zillow today, fantasizing about being able to live somewhere, when i came across the listing for my childhood home. it wasn't active/being sold, but it was on there with some pics of the interior. and my GOD. THEY MADE HER UGLY. THEY TOOK HER RUSTIC PUSSY OUT. WHAT THE FUCK
#i'd share pics if it didn't dox me a little#but it's SO SAD#PLS#i needed to see her... curiosity got me. i dream of this house genuinely nearly every night#but like. oh my god.#this is probably for the best bc it means i cant romanticize about buying this home again one day and expecting it to look at all like#it did#but they literally took down to bare bones and reshaped her and ohh my god#babes there was so much gorgeous wood work in that house#there was an accent exposed brick wall in the living room#the open layout was still closed off Enough to feel like separate rooms. but they opened it even more#AND THEY TOOK AWAY THE BARSTOOL/COUNTER AREA ?? IM SO CONFUSED#WHY WOULD U DO THAT#YOU COULD SIT AT THIS GORGEOUS BLACK GRANITE COUNTER AND EAT SITTING IN THE LIVING AREA AS SOMEONE YOU LOVE SERVED YOU A MEAL DIRECTLY FROM#THE KITCHEN#i'm not genuinely bent out of shape about this btw. i just had to share this somewhere sldkjfdskl#people will buy YOUR childhood home and make it ''''MODERN.'''' it will happen one day to YOU#they will paint the walls GRAY & take the pussy out of her TOO (the walls were warm deep yellows/oranges/reds. bedrooms were lighter blues)#THEY TOOK AWAY THE WARM COLORED TILES OF THE LIVING AREA AND REPLACED IT WITH UGLY WOOD FLOORING ???#THEY REMOVED THE MOLDINGS ENTIRELY ??#NO MORE WINDOW LEDGES ??????#WHAT WAS HAPPENING HERE#praying that these were In Progress pics and somebody has returned love to this home since bc. my god#again vague for my own safety but i moved out within the last decade and the home was resold in the last 5 or so years and thats when these#pics r from i think. so they've had time to fix her since#and boy was she a fixer upper after the horrors that happened inside those walls </3 ASLKDFJSAK#i should literally just write about this and instead i'm posting on tumblr#yeah that's life. that's being a tumblrina writer.#personal#.txt
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sometimes i forget that vitali really is a heywood boy
#personal#like of course he is. he may have ended up a corpo boy but deep down he is nothing like that#he used to go out to smoke with friends in places they weren't supposed to be#got into so many fights when he was young and he was a boxer like jackie... they trained with viktor for a long time together#when vitali was in college. and it's always been about community and connection to him#even now as a fixer he's putting his resources towards his mercenaries and their families#and to the fixer council so they can use the collective income to keep streets safe for regular residents of night city#he's got a whole program running to support businesses that are trying to make heywood more accessible to those without a car#and organizations focused on making life in night city better for children specifically so they have safe places to hang out with friends#if he was really a corpo boy he would've set up his office in city center somewhere. or like. charter hill#would've barely cared about his mercenaries and would DEFINITELY not have helped with creating the fixer council#none of his mercenaries have died. like obviously people get injured but none of them have ever died and like#it's all because he makes sure that they have all the resources and gear they need to succeed at the gigs he gives them#which makes me so insane he cares so much and he's running his business SO professionally but in like. such a human way#like yeah his skills as a corpo come in super handy for what he's doing here and he's absolutely using them to his advantage#but that's all he's using them for. corpo boy on the surface but lover at heart
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#my experience last night honestly already fading away like fine grains of sand but it makes me think about my relationship to pain#i am very glad i dont cut myself anymore thats great i dont want to do that. But. on the way back i wanted to in a way very different from#when im feeling upset and want to. Like idk dare i say stim toy idk#i really like having marks from pain in many contrxts outside sexuality and maybe its not that deep#1 nothing wrong witj me 2 nothing wrong with me#also realized like idfw aftercare at least not from strangers and that made me think about my very strong desire to isolate to experience#emotions. but i also didnt feel emotional. i was just like ok this has run its course.#Idk i have much to learn and much to grow i think i pretty severely have walls up and this didnt break them#i was hoping it would but UNFORTUNATELY u cant externalize that work..#ive been thinking about how im always somewhere else sometimes multiple somewhere elses#Anyway need a friend with a flogger
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sometimes you go way, way up into the quiet Appalachian forest where there's no cell service and no one else around and the spirit of irrepressible optimism fills you for just a little while.
#canon rebel t6i#photography#wv#you're not alone#there's bugs#there's still bugs#and I think we're gonna be okay#I saw fireflies and a newt and a rabbit and a coyote and SO many butterflies and wildflowers#and the world may be burning alive elsewhere but here the swallowtails sip nectar#and a redtail hawk flies alongside your van as you climb a mountainside#and you pop the side window open so the dogs can sniff the breeze and gaze into the distance#and that night as you go to your tent the stars shine so bright it makes your eyes water#and the silence is deep and haunting but an owl is hooting somewhere#and in the morning the sun shines on the ferns and a woodpecker hammers away above you#and you know what?#it's gonna be okay#grace your face#it cost $5 to stay at this campsite and it was the best money I've spent all year
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When Khare's mutation advances to the point that it can no longer be hidden, she will straight up vanish off the face of the earth, quitting her job at Pauli's Diner with a quick phonecall before abandoning her apartment in the dead of night. Everything she owns will be left behind in a hurry, other than the few items that could identify her which will promptly be destroyed and dumped into Gotham Bay before she heads deep into the sewers, only daring to venture out on rare occasions for the things she needs until she can no longer pretend she's even human.
#🌈 || musings#body horror tw#body horror cw#This is pretty much what'll happen at some point asdfghjkl#Barring she somehow obtains a cure or her body is able to regain genetic stability#She'll get sicker and sicker as the mutation advances and THEN it'll start looking obvious#Hair falling out in clumps as eyes begin sprouting on her face#At that point she'll just quit Pauli's Diner and disappear#Won't go back into the wilderness though#She'll head somewhere deep where few can find her#Scribbling away in her journal until she forgets how to write#:x#Just a thought that popped into mind while at work tonight#Because Khare can't hide her mutation forever#Right now it's only affecting injuries and the main core of her body but#Sooner or later it'll start showing on her face and that's it#Fucking Gollum-ass bitch creeping out during the middle of the night all covered up to hide her fucked-up J'avo looks#Feeling a teensy bit better let's see what I can do on my day off in the morning
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