#THANK YOU FENN!!!! <33

[neometalsilver]

https://archiveofourown.org/works/56808592/chapters/144429325

i wrote a fic for the @sthbigbang !! it was my first multi-chapter AND my first time writing something other than h/c so i got to push myself waaayyyy out of my comfort zone which was super super fun and rewarding. honestly i actually feel as though i learnt a lot about writing while doing this, i've never done an event like this before so everything was very new. thank you to fenn, ellie, summer, joy, frosti, and chaz for hosting and modding the event! yall did a wonderful job <33

i got paired with three artists: @0vergrowngraveyard, @aqspec, and @soupsnspoons! they all did SUCCH a wonderful job and their pieces are so incredibly fantastic. i will link their art as it is posted but pls do check out their other works as well!!! thank you as well to @axtrip27 for being my beta reader. the patience it must have took to not go crazy when i threw scene after scene at you 24/7...... your edits and suggestions were absolutely vital to this fics completion.

aqspec’s art

overgrown’s art

soup’s art

summary below:

A character and relationship study explored in 5 snapshots. - Tails is, in many ways, a surprising child. As a small child living out in the woods, it’s easy to underestimate exactly what he is capable of- a mistake even the most well meaning of people make upon first meeting him. Whether they underestimate his intelligence, his insightfulness, or even how far he will go to protect the people he loves, there is always something new to learn about the kit. As he grows, each person he meets will make a discovery about him that changes how they view him, for better or worse.

[whyoneartheven]

When you get this ask could you perhaps maybe bless us with 5 of ur fav songs (currently or of all time), and then send this ask to 5 of your moots who you think have good taste! <33

ahhh of course!! And thank you for the ask my friend <333

“Morning Has Broken” by Cat Stevens. I’ve listened to this song since I was little and it just brings me a lot of joy :)

”The Garden” by The Crane Wives! I especially love the vocals in this song. (look at me trying to sound all fancy XD)

“Waltzing Matilda” by Dan Zanes. Another nostalgic song for me, but it’s also really pretty lol

“He Lays In The Reins” by Calexico! I just really love this one.

“Secrets - Cellar Door” by Radical Face. Actually all of the songs by this artist are my favorite…

Ok this probably sums up my music taste pretty well tbh!

A bunch more music I’m throwing in here bc i love music too much is under the cut but pls don’t worry abt it unless you want to XD

Honorable mentions (I couldn’t decide): “Saturn” by Sleeping at Last, “Inkpot Gods” by The Amazing Devil, “Bees” by the Ballroom Thieves!

And some instrumental songs bc they’re kinda a completely different thing to me lol: “Sogno Di Volare” by Christopher Tin, “Hope” by James Newton Howard, “The Island”by David Garcia Díaz, “Eno Cordova’s Theme” by Gordy Haab, “Village of Rynoka” by David Fenn, “Clock Town” by Time De Man!!

ok I’m done now XD

[ace-memelord]

I love your OC Amicia!! Have you written anything on how she and Fenn met? :)

aaaaaa thank you so much!!! it’s so nice to hear when people like my ocs, it means the world to me <33

now to your question, i can’t really recall if I’ve mentioned it before, at least not publicly. despite Amicia having a long history with House Ravenwatch, she didn’t meet Fenn until she encounters him during the Greymoor DLC story (which in my timeline, happens approx. 8 years after she becomes the Vestige & goes through the Rivenspire questline). I think they were vaguely aware of each other’s existence through the other members of the Ravenwatch, but finally ran into each other and started working together to find out the Gray Host’s agenda in Skyrim! So, that was the start of their friendship at least :)

sometime I need to replay the Dark Heart of Skyrim, it’s been well over a year since I’ve completed it oops 😅

[tauremornalome]

If you're looking for an instrumental, I'd recommend The Old Watchtowers by David Fenn!

couldn’t listen all the way through | not my thing | it’s okay | kinda catchy | ok i really like this | downloading immediately | already in my library

idk what Death's Door is but the flute parts are lovely <33 Thank you!

[send me a song]

[mirclealignr]

first of all, i just want to say thank you for 3k. It really means a lot, especially considering how many breaks i’ve taken away from this site—to have people continue to follow and support my writing means a lot. To all my moots, i literally adore u sm, ty for being here baes <33

Rules;

There is no deadline for this writing challenge. I know people have lives outside of tumblr so i’m not going to add pressure—this is for fun!!

There can be up to two people per prompt!!!! you can submit more than one fic if you want to choose more than song! I’ll cross out a prompt when it’s been used twice.

Please send an ask with the character you want to write it for along with the prompt(s) you want with it.

For fandoms, the main ones i read for are—Harry Potter, Marvel, Lotr, Stranger Things, Potc, Criminal Minds and Gilmore Girls, but if you really want to, you can write for another fandom.

Please don’t submit any fics that include smut, marriage or pregnancy.

Angst;

1. Another Love - Tom Odell

2. Before You Go - Lewis Capaldi

Aaron Hotchner x reader - @goddessofdawns

3. Bitter Pill - Gavin James

4. Broken Strings - James Morrison

5. Do I Wanna Know - Arctic Monkeys

Draco Malfoy x reader - @sarahisslytherin

6. From The Dining Table - Harry Styles

James Potter x reader - @louvrr​

7. I Don’t Believe in You - Talk Talk

8. July - Noah Cyrus

July - @daisy-appreciation-week

9. Knowing Me, Knowing You - ABBA

Sirius Black x reader - @i-wanna-b-yours

10. Meant to Stay Hid - SYML

11. Moral of the Story - Ashe

George Weasley x reader - @queen-asteria04

12. Motion Sickness - Phoebe Bridgers

Natasha Romanov x reader - @my-divine-death

13. Mr. Loverman - Ricky Montgomery

Karl Jacobs x reader - @joyfullymulti

14. Six Feet Under - Billie Eilish

Six Feet Under - @sereinegemini

15. Slide - James Bay

Fluff;

1. Adore You - Harry Styles

2. Better Together - Jack Johnson

3. Fallin’ All in You - Shawn Mendes

Sam Wilson x reader - @/goddessofdawns

4. Good Old-Fashioned Lover Boy - Queen

Steve Rogers x reader - @mjoubertt-1​

5. Grow As We Go - Ben Platt

6. I’m Yours - Jason Mraz

7. I Walk the Line - Johnny Cash

8. I Want to Hold Your Hand - The Beatles

I Want to Hold Your Hand - @spxllcxstxr

9. Je Te Laisserai Des Mots - Patrick Watson

Kiss Me - @cupids-crystals

10. Look After You - The Fray

11. Love Me Tender - Elvis Presley

Take Me To Your Heart - @iliveiloveiwrite

12. Make You Mine - PUBLIC

Fred Weasley x  reader - @eccentricbookworm​

13. Turning Page - Sleeping At Last

14. We Fell in Love in October - Girl in Red

My Girl - @natashxromanovf

15. You Belong With Me - Taylor Swift

Sirius Black x reader - @theravenclawgal​

Regulus Black x reader - @ichuusyou 

Miscellaneous;

1. Daddy Issues - The Neighbourhood

2. Dandelion Wine - Gregory Alan Isakov

3. From Eden - Hozier

Steve Harrington x reader - @coffee--writes

4. Rhiannon - Fleetwood Mac

5. To Build a Home - ft. Patrick Watson

6. Top to Toe - Fenne Lily

7. Two Fingers - Jake Bugg

8. Under the Bridge - Red Hot Chili Peppers

9. Used To Be My Girl - The Last Shadow Puppets

10. Youth - Daughter

tagging some moots (also no pressure); @selenes-sun @cap-n-stuff @spxllcxstxr @pad-foots @shysneeze @with-love-anu @mjoubertt-1 @iamninaanna @iliveiloveiwrite @willowbleedsonpaper @scvrllet @chaotic-fae-queen @cupids-crystals @savingpluto @henqtic @approved-by-dentists @barneswidow @i-wanna-b-yours @johnmurphyisqueer @sereinegemini @queen-asteria04 @finnwrld @louvrr

[godsavetheanimalz]

Thank fucking god this year is over… but I cannot deny the music truly saved this entire year!!! Here’s my top albums of 2020!!!! 🤍🤍🤍  1. Fiona Apple - Fetch the Bolt Cutters (bc of fucking course it is?!) 2. Adrianne Lenker - songs 3. The Avalanches - We Will Always Love You 4. Lido Pimienta - Miss Colombia 5. Laura Marling - Song for Our Daughter 6. Lomelda - Hannah  7. Phoebe Bridgers - Punisher  8. Rina Sawayama - SAWAYAMA  9. Waxahatchee - Saint Cloud 10. Porridge Radio - Every Bad

11. Sevdaliza - Shabrang 12. The Flaming Lips - American Head 13. Nubya Garcia - Source 14. Jessie Ware - What’s Your Pleasure?  15. Chris Stapleton - Starting Over 16. Bob Dylan - Rough and Rowdy Ways  17. The Koreatown Oddity - Little Dominiques Nosebleed 18. Perfume Genius - Set My Heart On Fire Immediately 19. Z Berg - Get Z to a Nunnery 20. Yves Tumor - Heaven to a Tortured Mind 21. The Strokes - The New Abnormal  22. Bartees Strange - Live Forever 23. Ichiko Aoba - Windswept Adan 24. Illuminati Hotties - FREE I.H: This Is Not the One You’ve Been Waiting For 25. Courtney Marie Andrews - Old Flowers 26. Gillian Welch - Boots No. 2: The Lost Songs, Vol. 1 27. Fleet Foxes - Shore 28. Jeff Rosenstock - NO DREAM 29. Bright Eyes - Down in the Weeds, Where the World Once Was  30. Charli XCX - How I’m Feeling Now 31. U.S. Girls - Heavy Light 32. Carly Rae Jepsen - Dedicated Side B 33. Honey Harper - Starmaker 34. Kelly Lee Owens - Inner Song 35. Blake Mills - Mutable Set 36. Chloe x Halle - Ungodly Hour  37. Lianne La Havas - Lianne La Havas 38. Soccer Mommy - Color Theory 39. Fenne Lily - Breach 40. Dehd - Flower Of Devotion 41. Protomartyr - Ultimate Success Today 42. dogleg - Melee

LOVE U MY MUTUALS HAPPY LISTENINGS!!! 💞💞Now let’s get the fuck outta this year!!!!!!!!

[apricitystudies]

Hey it’s me El, Congrats on 15k!! Can I request a playlist? I listen to basically anything but if I had to narrow it down I’d say it’s a mix of pop/alt rock and chill indie stuff. Thank <33

hi el, thank you so much!! i hope you're doing well <33 here you go:

the end of the world — herman's hermits

car park — fenne lily

cold cold man — saint motel

curses — the crane wives

golden dandelions — barns courtney

diving woman — japanese breakfast

send me an ask for a personalised playlist! (rules here)

[peregreen]

16, 22, 23, 33, 35, 42, 60 for Alyona but if you want to answer for the others I'd love to hear it!

Thank you for the ask, friend! So many questions to answer, I'm so excited (and yes I took forever to do this but I'm ready now!). Same drill as last time, I'll answer these for Alyona, but I might sneak in one answer each for my other PCs.

16. What keeps them going? Alyona has a lot of unanswered questions still, and she's getting a little bit more desperate each day to find those answers. But, even more than that, she's passionate about justice and making the world a better place. So long as she sees ways to do that, her work isn't finished.

November has two goals that keep her going. The first is revenge on the dragon that took everything from her. The second is figuring out what to do after she accomplishes that.

22. What kind of person would they never side with?

Alyona would never work with the Myriad, of course! /hj … more accurately, anyone who is deeply selfish to the point of hurting others, or someone who takes advantage of whoever they can, which is what her impressions of the Myriad have been up to this point

23. Would your character want to be famous? Why or why not?

Alyona is kind of ambivalent about that. Though, as she learns more about what she has inherited, the possibility may present itself. At which point, she would be almost resigned to it? In the sense that she doesn't see it as desirable in and of itself, but not something to be actively avoided either.

Percival on the other hand absolutely would avoid being famous. Her goal is to disappear, be a part of the crowd. On a surface level, being a changeling helps with that. But, she's always feared that will be her undoing as well.

33. How do they feel about the unknown?

Alyona: a chance for adventure, not something to fear. (I even have a song on her playlist called "The Great Unknown" by Jukebox the Ghost)

35. Do they consider themselves childish/mature for their age?

She tends to act her age, but when with people she's truly comfortable around, Alyona will absolutely let her immature side shine through (e.g., her "urban exploration" with Fenne).

42. Is there something your character isn’t very good at, but enjoys doing nonetheless?

Alyona has yet to beat Ilari at chess, but she's going to keep trying. It's a good way to spend time with her, and good mental exercise.

Ciola is supposedly proficient at dulcimer, but with the way I keep rolling her performance checks, it's more that she manages not to offend anyone but that's about it.

60. Who do they go to when they need to bounce ideas off of someone?

Alyona has always valued her father's opinion, and growing up she absolutely consulted him on everything. Sometimes, she feels like her current uncertainties stem from not getting his advice on particular matters before she left Deastok.

[thanksforthedinosaur]

international year of plant health

hi. i made a playlist of a snapshot of the stuff i’ve listened to this year if you’re looking for some recommendations! xoxo mae

https://open.spotify.com/playlist/0VkfnggwpC1TEj2wsaHyZr?si=4JJd6Z-kRoCHuHypRtWK3g

1. little simz - might bang, might not 2. jean deaux - recipe! 3. logic - open mic\\aquarius iii 4. spittzwell - the lesson 5. ivy sole - kismet 6. vel the wonder - fine art 7. megan thee stallion - shots fired 8. kari faux - look at that 9. rico nasty - own it 10. flo milli - beef flomix 11. kodie shane - 2 many 12. kali uchis - ¡aquí yo mando! 13. tkay maidza - shook 14. bree runway - atm 15. yung baby tate - i am 16. almondmilkhunni - grapefruit 17. princess nokia - soul food y adobo 18. bosco - attention 19. kiana ledé - movin. 20. diamond white - secondhand 21. queen naija - i’m her 22. danileigh - mistreated 23. parisalexa - 2 optimistic 24. qveen herby - farewell 25. jhené aiko - p*$$y fairy (otw) 26. chloe x halle - forgive me 27. kehlani - water 28. umi - pretty girl hi! 29. rimon - i shine, u shine 30. disclosure - birthday 31. phora - cupid's curse 32. roy ayers - synchronize vibration 33. thundercat - unrequited love 34. thelonious coltrane - perfect timing 35. [ k s r ] - passion 36. alina baraz - more than enough 37. alayna - glowing 38. savannah cristina - self love 39. paloma ford - rain 40. nakala - she interlude ii 41. orion sun - lightning 42. jaz karis - hold you 43. cleo sol - when i'm in your arms 44. keiyaa - do yourself a favor 45. alicia keys - me x 7 46. yazmin lacey - morning matters 47. be steadwell - succulent 48. daniela andrade - k.l.f.g. 49. yung lean - dogboy 50. bladee - sun 51. blackwinterwells - algae 52. sullii - moonlight 53. misogi - heart chained 54. aminé - talk 55. tobi lou - lingo starr: drunken master 56. busta rhymes - look over your shoulder 57. 2 chainz - southside hov 58. atmosphere - the future is disgusting 59. meltycanon - moody blues 60. alfred. - sheeshfred 61. love-sadkid - ephemeral 62. jay squared - vision like you! 63. tuamie - you needed time you said 64. oatmello - blue 65. wun two - a noite 66. kuranes - calm 67. omaure - drama 68. dust and moonlight - sleeping or sinking 69. phlocalyst - image 70. ocha - r33 71. sugi.wa - love u 72. palm - memories of winter 73. goosetaf - tripwire 74. bryzone_ybp - the count 75. orancha - smoky banana 76. evil needle - midnight 77. eevee - romance 78. chief. - can't explain 79. ngyn - aerith 80. fujitsu - move on 81. meitei - nami 82. swum - breezy 83. chris mazuera - perspective 84. jinsang - maybe 85. tesk - cascades 86. saib - nautica 87. mf eistee - uprising 88. kaskade - when you’re dreaming 89. tatsuya maruyama - love you - lo-fi remix 90. towerz - before i gave in 91. baechulgi - abyss 92. underbelly - glitchwater 93. notsure - icecoffee 94. yutaka hirasaka - arise 95. akisai - ecossaise 96. nom tunes - missing piece 97. sweet dove - on the viewless wings 98. park bird - new place, same people 99. city girl - ji-eun's favorite 100. katie dey - loving 101. mary lattimore - sometimes he's in my dreams 102. teen daze - peaceful groove 103. pacific coliseum - turquoise 104. tycho - outer sunset 105. [.que] - glimmer 106. lights & motion - separated hearts 107. roger eno - celeste 108. talsounds - opening 109. alva noto - xerrox voyage 110. 36 - stasis sounds for long-distance space travel (stage 2) 111. stan forebee - bedscape 112. daniel avery - illusion of time 113. arbee - 2sum - charlie dreaming remix 114. okada takuro - waterfront (up-01) 115. gabriel ólafs - lóa - bing & ruth rework 116. warmth - the creek - mixed 117. rhucle - rev 118. com truise - surf 119. sarah davachi - still lives 120. gastón arévalo - sur les traces des explorateurs 121. peter bark - ascension 122. kara-lis coverdale - flutter 123. totally enormous extinct dinosaurs - brockley 124. green-house - peperomia seedling 125. four tet - green 126. morimoto naoki - aru 127. kaitlyn aurelia smith - remembering 128. dj python - te conocí 129. ocoeur - glow 130. christina vantzou - snow white 131. alonefold - strange rainbows 132. savoir adore - dancing temples 133. tengger - water 134. suzanne ciani - a sonic womb pt. 3 135. mogwai - major treat 136. this will destroy you - entrance 137. sleepmakeswaves - time wants a skeleton 138. elsa hewitt - rebird 139. ulla - i think my tears have become good 140. aether - she isn't here 141. zoe polanski - the last frontier 142. lyra pramuk - witness 143. ana roxanne - a study in vastness 144. julianna barwick - nod 145. the leaf library - about minerals 146. gia margaret - barely there 147. lucy gooch - my lights kiss your thoughts every moment 148. briana marela - forgiveness 149. loma - homing 150. mree - open arms 151. ellis - saturn return 152. alexia avina - fit into 153. fenne lily - to be a woman pt. 1 154. noble oak - evaporate 155. mint julep - blinded 156. rush week - best laid plans 157. mini trees - slip away 158. winter - bem no fundo 159. yumi zouma - cool for a second 160. laura veirs - burn too bright 161. terry vs. tori - keepsake box 162. castlebeat - shoulder 163. candace - still phase 164. tiny deaths - if i'm dreaming 165. lydia - heavy 166. caspian - nostalgist 167. nova one - lovable 168. corey flood - heaven or 169. hazel english - off my mind 170. bantug - dizzy 171. tops - colder & closer 172. the hidden shelf - miracles 173. ruru - 99 174. widowspeak - even true love 175. cheerleader - providence 176. wild nothing - blue wings 177. deradoorian - corsican shores 178. strfkr - second hand 179. mint field - contingencia 180. ringo deathstarr - god help the one's you love 181. no joy - dream rats 182. white poppy - orchid child 183. keeps - swiggum 184. flung - firstly zested 185. the bilinda butchers - rie 186. sipper - kid 187. radiator hospital - imposter syndrome 188. addy - equinox 189. boyo - dogma 190. alexandra savior - the archer 191. phoebe bridgers - chinese satellite 192. soccer mommy - circle the drain 193. routine - numb enough 194. quarter-life crisis - comfortable 195. madeline kenney - sucker 196. layne - linnea 197. wilsen - align 198. pynkie - you 199. bandanna - ghost home 200. waxahatchee - can’t do much 201. crisman - portrait 202. liza anne - i wanna be there 203. purr - gates of cool 204. honey cutt - hung up on me 205. the beths - out of sight 206. the ophelias - grand canyon 207. sjowgren - flip phones 208. haim - gasoline 209. thanya iyer - i forget to drink water (balance) 210. sad13 - good grief 211. porridge radio - give/take 212. lannds - not in a good way 213. katie von schleicher - wheel 214. hey cowboy! - detective farmer brown 215. tombo crush - pink 216. eliza moon - tell me / why'd you 217. anna mcclellan - raisin 218. this is the kit - this is what you did 219. snarls - walk in the woods 220. blushh - deal with it 221. long neck - cicada 222. chloe moriondo - ghost adventure spirit orb 223. momma - biohazard 224. varsity - runaway 225. land of talk - footnotes 226. bully - stuck in your head 227. diet cig - stare into the sun 228. expert timing - gravity 229. slow pulp - track 230. maddie jay - shakes 231. beabadoobee - together 232. luna aura - crash dive 233. sorry - perfect 234. torres - good grief 235. partner - honey 236. beauty queen - this time around 237. maggie lindemann - knife under my pillow 238. bryde - paper cups 239. mundy's bay - sleep away the summer 240. squirrel flower - red shoulder 241. mourn - stay there 242. dream wife - so when you gonna... 243. illuminati hotties - superiority complex (big noise) 244. l.a. witch - true believers 245. hinds - burn 246. beach bunny - cuffing season 247. suzie true - idk u 248. bacchae - hammer 249. peach kelli pop - stupid girl 250. oceanator - heartbeat 251. pins - read my lips 252. best coast - different light 253. muncie girls - take steps 254. kailee morgue - this is why i'm hot 255. beach slang - let it ride 256. silverstein - take what you give 257. new found glory - scarier than jason voorhees at a campfire 258. the lawrence arms - quiet storm 259. mikey erg - bon voyage 260. pet symmetry - had a name, don't remember it 261. thank you, i'm sorry - backpack life 262. ratboys - alien with a sleep mask on 263. joyce manor - leather jacket 264. jeff rosenstock - scram! 265. the aquabats! - aliens and monsters! 266. the used - the lighthouse 267. hidden hospitals - how amazing 268. dikembe - all got sick 269. time spent driving - trust no 1 270. the casket lottery - more blood 271. record setter - someplace 272. emma ruth rundle - out of existence 273. gulfer - blurry 274. options - don't mind 275. i love your lifestyle - stupid 276. orchards - stealing your sleep 277. no tongues for quiet people - lake house lake house 278. into it. over it. - hollow halos 279. mountains for clouds - full disclosure 280. joan of arc - destiny revision 281. no thank you - saturn return 282. the front bottoms - camouflage 283. ride your bike - make like a tom and cruise 284. dragon inn 3 - yer brothers 285. the goalie’s anxiety at the penalty kick - jars filled with rain 286. mansions - laser beams 287. waveform* - hello goodbye 288. owen - headphoned 289. cassino - tacoma 290. ajj - normalization blues 291. penelope scott - sweet hibiscus tea 292. angel olsen - (new love) cassette 293. trace mountains - fallin' rain 294. johanna warren - part of it 295. frances quinlan - lean 296. tomberlin - hours 297. samia - triptych 298. field medic - better way 299. adrianne lenker - my angel 300. jack m. senff - another day 301. lomelda - polyurethane 302. rosie carney - high and dry 303. brigid mae power - i had to keep my circle small 304. overcoats - new shoes 305. anna burch - not so bad 306. hop along, queen ansleis - the cactus 307. mandy moore - easy target 308. laura marling - held down 309. lisa loeb - doesn't it feel good 310. trixie mattel - gold 311. lilly hiatt - move 312. molly tuttle - sunflower, vol. 6 313. sarah jarosz - pay it no mind 314. katie heckel - help you mend 315. katie pruitt - my mind’s a ship (that’s going down) 316. in love with a ghost - trans rights 317. snail's house - imaginary express 318. isuka hino - dreamin' adventure!! 319. 4s4ki - nexus 320. lapix - loneliness 321. you - painter 322. aice room - dreary planet - yukiyanagi remix 323. zekk - oxygen 324. lu-i - loved happiness 325. synthion - volt switch 326. sanaas - polestar - junk remix 327. mameyudoufu - fluffy 328. awfuless - redemption 329. rejection - around you 330. toriena - getting into a pose 331. cosmo@bousoup - mow*mow*abduction!!! 332. yunosuke - ziqqurat 333. android52 - lovin', scratchin' 334. サクラsakura-lee - nobody else 335. desired - emotions 336. mikazuki bigwave - sakimashita bloomin'!! 337. skule toyama - smooth 338. adrianwave - goodbye 339. macross 82-99 - melt 340. cape coral - 707 hotline 341. 80kidz - heat 342. night tempo - baby 343. yaffle - lng, before 344. greyl - let me be with you 345. serph - palmtop tiger 346. happy kuru kuru - natsu no hi no labyrinth 347. couple n - earmie 348. airuei - magic sign 349. somunia - non player girl - nyankobrq 2p ver. 350. cosmicosmo - those that we once loved 351. maeshima soshi - the terminal 352. kijibato - 1room 353. yuc'e - ghost town 354. neko hacker - erased 355. jam2go - apotrope 356. mizuki ohkawa - cosmic cleft 357. singto conley - flora 358. 2tonedisco - shoelaces 359. cy8er - もしもしじゃぽん 360. nayuta - connect 361. t+pazolite - himitsu cult 362. milkoi - higher, higher, and then... 363. freezer - caramel rain (sanaas remix) 364. kotonohouse - pitter, patter 365. aika - superstar 366. yukiyanagi - love overdose 367. nanahira - twinkle password 368. ducky - hyper bloxxd 369. porter robinson - something comforting 370. moshimo - シンクロ 371. bish - スーパーヒーローミュージック 372. scenarioart - it's all right 373. base ball bear - ポラリス(c3 mix) 374. majiko - エスカルゴ 375. akaiko-en - ジャンキー 376. the peggies - weekend 377. lovely summer chan - more light 378. polkadot stingray - sp813 379. shishamo - フェイバリットボーイ 380. aimer - run riot 381. österreich - i'll take you everywhere 382. sora tob sakana - 夜間飛行 383. the shes gone - ふためぼれ 384. aimyon - marshmallow 385. cö shu nie - supercell 386. kensei ogata - violin case 387. せだい - yellownola 388. yonige - あかるいみらい 389. bearwear - i think 390. hitsujibungaku - ロックスター 391. cidergirl - 飛行船 392. room97 - faq 393. she's - ugly 394. bbhf - tokenai mahou 395. alisa takigawa - 夢 396. satomoka - glints 397. radwimps - shinsekai 398. pinoko - コリドー街 399. helsinki lambda club - you are my gravity 400. lucky kilimanjaro - 君とつづく 401. dish// - sauna song 402. zombie-chang - snooze 403. mizuki ohira - 無重力 404. みゆな - 歌おうよ 405. iri - come back to my city 406. aya a.k.a panda - i miss u 407. chelmico - disco (bad dance doesn't matter) 408. seiko oomori - 絶対彼女 409. yaeji - my imagination 상상 410. daoko - zukizuki 411. eill - night d 412. cifika - déjà vu 413. yeye - step in time 414. saevom - just like i dreamed then 415. cheeze - today's mood 416. stella jang - reality blue 417. younha - one day of twenty 418. jeong eun ji - whoo 419. fromm - aliens 420. crush - tip toe 421. heize - 1/1440 422. femm - level up 423. awich - poison 424. jessi - nunu nana 425. 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1, 4, 8, 26, 33, 42, 50 for the book asks? :)

c: hey and thanks Blue!

1. What is your favourite book and/or book series of all time?

... yeah I'm gonna give up and start listing multiple answers to these favourite questions:

already mentioned it over here, but Merc Fenn Wolfmoor's So You Want to Be a Robot happened to fall into my life at a point when I needed to read something like it, and I come back to it regularly

for intricacy and cohesion of theme, characterization, and worldbuilding, and also repeatedly breaking and rebuilding my heart, N.K. Jemisin's Broken Earth might be the best series I've ever read

considering that I've been handling waiting for my hold on the Network Effect audiobook by relistening to bits of the Exit Strategy audiobook when I usually don't even like audiobooks, it’s probably safe to call Martha Wells' The Murderbot Diaries my favorite series of the moment

Lena Khalaf Tuffaha's Water & Salt is exquisite, and was the first poetry collection I ever read in its entirety

4. What is a book series that everyone else loves but you do not?

hmm. the easy answer here is "pretty much any mystery series I've ever tried reading," but then that’s less about any of the individual books and more because mystery just isn't my genre. I don't know whether they've had staying power and I'm not the target audience anymore, but R.L. Stine's Goosebumps books were wildly popular when I was in elementary school but I never could get into them.

8. What is a book that you feel guilty for not reading?

[stares at 168-book to-read shelf on library account] [stares at folder full of bookmarks of indie-/self-published books to buy at some point] uh.

to pick one in particular, Rebecca Roanhorse's Trail of Lightning, which I was interested enough in to request that my library purchase it—I mean, given the publicity it got I’m sure they were always going to get it, but still—and then have never gotten around to. whoops. one of these days!

26. What is your favourite non-fiction book?

I recommend All the Weight of Our Dreams: On Living Racialized Autism (edited by X. Z. Lydia Brown, E. Ashkenazy, and Morénike Giwa Onaiwu) at the drop of a hat. and I haven't finished it yet, but I'm loving Robin Wall Kimmerer's Braiding Sweetgrass--I usually only buy books if I can’t get them from the library, but I knew about three chapters into this one that I was going to want my own copy.

33. What is a book you read after seeing the movie/ TV series?

I don’t watch a lot of screen media, so it took me a while to remember I have an answer here: The Fellowship of the Ring. I've never gotten around to finishing the series (of books, anyway—I have seen all three movies now), but having bounced off my first attempt at reading a Tolkien novel years before, I was surprised by how much I genuinely enjoyed it.

42. What is your favourite trilogy?

see above re: Broken Earth; also, I'm always going to have a soft spot for the original trilogy portion of Garth Nix's Old Kingdom books. (not excluding Clariel there because I didn't like it, but because I sort of think of it as a separate entity? and also haven't actually finished it yet.)

50. What book got you into reading?

hard to say! my parents are both book nerds and read to me all the time as a kid, and it stuck; I don't remember a time before I was reading everything I could get my hands on.

I don't personally remember this, but I'm told the first book I was ever deeply into was Dr. Seuss' The Foot Book—as a toddler I demanded it be read to me so often that my parents and a few of their friends can still recite parts of it, and apparently they eventually resorted to trying to hide it whenever they hit their limit, but that only sort of worked because I would tear the house apart looking for it. so that's probably the closest thing I have to an answer here.

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In celebration of Mutual Acquaintances.. Satine: 5, 6, 7, 8, 28, 31, 42, 47, 48; Obi-Wan: 7, 8, 12, 14, 27, 31, 33, 47, 48; Padmé: 4, 6, 7, 8, 12, 18, 19, 28, 33, 34, 39, 42; The Disaster Boi: 10, 12, 14, 18, 20, 22, 28, 29, 31, 33 and bc we all need more sexuality headcanons, 13 for ALL of them

Whooo-WEE here we go, thank you!  Get ready for VERY VERY LONG Rambling!

SATINE

(5) Cleanliness habits: Oh, she’s a total neat freak.  Everything in her office is minimalist style and organized to a T.  If someone moved something even an inch, she’ll be hounding everyone about who was messing with her stuff.  Constantly washing hands, very clean, doesn’t like dust on stuff at all (has a bit of a dust allergy, actually.  Lily pollen getting everywhere is a Problem for her).  She’s practical, however, and if she HAS to get down and dirty, she will-- of course not without a suitable amount of icky faces made plus a side of complaints xD

(6) Eating habits and sample daily menu: Ok so we’ve got canon showing her eating meat, but don’t tell me Super Pacifism Lady wouldn’t IRL be that one ubervegan friend of yours on Facebook who’s constantly posting weird things about it and you gotta be like “aight Katie chill”.  ANYWAY, so I’d say Satine in canon eats healthy-ish?  She’s not the biggest fan of breakfast foods and is always up in the morning doing stuff, so she sometimes forgets to have anything besides black coffee.  She’s not a particularly picky eater so she’ll eat whatever the cook is serving that day, but she prefers simpler meals, and can cook for herself (which came in handy during the Year On The Run because neither Obi Wan nor Qui Gon can cook for shit (my canon is no one in that line besides Anakin can cook and I’ll die with it) and eventually Satine was like “guys, I’m sorry, but no, u can’t try and protect me and then poison me at dinnertime.  I’ll cook”).  She does like to pair her evening meals with whatever drink she’s having that night.  I also h/c her as a functioning alcoholic, so she’s always got SOMETHING to drink, but she is trying to work on restraint and control because when she was younger it got... Not Good at one point.  She also has a sweet tooth though, and she really likes chocolate!

(7) Fave way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time: Satine is a... twitchy.... individual with a stressful job, so she is kinda conditioned into stressing the heck out if she’s got too much free time.  Therefore, a lot of her free time is spent trying to relax.  Cleaning is theraputic for her, so she does clean (yes, there is a cleaning droid but it is nOT GOOD ENOUGH) when she can.  She likes that Mando sword box game we saw Sabine and Fenn Rau playing in Rebels, it clears her head and lets her practice problem solving.  She likes going for walks too.  She’ll sneak down to the kitchens and just make a bunch of sandwiches.  She does enjoy beautiful things, so I’d say shopping for dresses or browsing art galleries is good too.  I also think she’d be the type to read and write poetry, then save bits she likes.

(8) Indulgences: Look, Satine likes Nice Things, ok?  She does consider fancy wardrobe and buying nice paintings a bit of an indulgence, but she adores color so she excuses that as promoting happiness for the people. As so she does a fancy ship and other fancy trinkets around the house. She’s not a huge fan of most people touching her, but she allowed a massage once... she would be amendable to perhaps another in the future.........  Scented candles are nice too, clears the head.  She refuses to consider chocolate an indulgence because it is obviously the gods’ gift to humanity, excuse you.  Are we calling lusting over her secret forbidden boyfriend an indulgence????

(28) Who is their best friend?  Their worst enemy?  The sad thing about Satine Kryze is that canon wise, she is extremely lonely.  Literally everyone she trusts betrays her at some point-- which also makes worst enemy pretty hard too.  In my verse, this has led to her kind of shutting away from friends because people always leave her-- though I’d say she’s always been close with Padmé; she sent aid to Naboo after the Federation Blockade and got to know and became extremely impressed with the young Queen, and they kept in touch afterwards.  Whether they could be together or not, I’d always say Obi Wan was her best friend too because that’s ALWAYS necessary in a relationship, and they clearly stayed in contact and knew each other like the back of their hands.  I’d honestly say her worst enemy is herself, cliché as it is, because girlie makes a LOT of mistakes-- and then never learns from them or even acknowledges they exist besides an “oh whoops, that happened, we fixed it, everyone as you were”.  I get it wasn’t meant that way, but she legit committed ethnic cleansing against her political opponents.  I hate to say it, but there are very valid reasons for a lot of people to Not Like Her (none of the guys who attack her on the show count because they’re literally all douchecanoes fuck them), and she kind of shoots herself in the foot trying to fix the problem but making it worse.  I h/c her as having a lot of self-loathing problems because she is trying to fix things but nothing ever works and that must be her problem so she must try harder without ever confronting what exactly her problem is.

(31) Most prized possession: Woah, never really thought of that.  As much as I want to say “pressed flower from Obi Wan”, that’s a little too sappy.  I’m going to go with this.  There is a famous Mandalore version of The Art of War, and Satine has an uber-extremely-rare first edition copy given to her from her father, who was a master strategist and had the wealth and power to collect nice things like that.  Satine may be a pacifist, but she has her family’s warrior’s spirit, and she enjoys adapting the book’s battle strategies to her own political fights and how she shapes her own life.  It’s an actual old paper book, so she keeps it in a locked box under her bed and only ever reads it by candlelight with special gloves on to protect the pages.

(42) Hobbies: Like I said before, cleaning, writing poetry, the occasional cooking.  Oh!  Whenever she has Korkie over, she lets them pick the activity they do.  This may or may not lead to Duchess Satine Kryze of Mandalore getting very invested in Space Mario Kart.  She’s good at it too!  So yes, gamer girl, and she also likes looking at art and she’s also also pretty good at dancing and yoga, which she does a bit of both for exercise.  She also enjoys watching shows at the theater, but she’s weird in the way where she refuses to watch TV or movies because they’re “not as good”.

(47) If they were to fall in love, who or what is their ideal:  I’d say trust is the most important thing for her, given how many things go wrong in her life.  Someone she can trust to be herself around instead of The Duchess and can both support her when she’s falling but also call her on her bullshit (or try to, anyway) when needed.  Again, she likes nice things, so she tends to fall for super attractive people lol.  Another thing is, she likes to feel safe.  She goes for the protectors, those who fight for everyone and can come back and hold her tight in a hug if she feels like she’ll fall apart because she sometimes needs someone to protect her too.  They also have to be as smart as she is (only smarter if they’re not a dick about it) so she can have intellectual conversations (indignant yelling matches), and she needs someone who can match the firecracker she can tend to be, someone who can jump right in after her.  Not a weakling, basically xD

(48) How do they express love: She just says it (”I love you”), if they’ll let her.  If they don’t let her or she can’t for some reason (*coughOBIcoughcough*), she becomes frustrated because she isn’t always the best, emotion-wise, and she worries she’ll make the wrong gesture or do something to mess up, so frustration can build towards the other person so she can also be very snappy at them.  In general though, familial or romantic or platonic, it’s just lots of soft smiles that no one else sees, letting them see her in casual clothing, teasing them or telling jokes, trusting them enough to tell them about the confusion and stress inside her head.

OBI WAN

(7) Fave way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time:  Obi Wan is of the opinion that time enjoyed is never wasted, so he only views wasted time as exactly that: time that could be spent doing something but is instead being wasted not doing anything or doing something he doesn’t like.  His favorite things to do when he has time to himself are read (he’s not picky, he’ll read most things with an interesting plot, though he does enjoy a good mystery or historical nonfiction), watch trashy tv shows (he’s only watching them to judge how bad they are, it’s Anakin’s fault, really, he watched them first, and Obi Wan just needs to know what happens next--), sketch random objects (he’s a pretty good artist, and it’s relaxing), do research on stuff because he is a NERD, go bug Anakin and/or Ahsoka because he honestly delights just sitting in their company and hear them talk about their day, drink with friends, spar (with Anakin, preferably, he’s the most of a challenge because he knows him so well, and he’s the only one who doesn’t hold back at all), sit in the Temple gardens and check on Qui Gon’s favorite flowers he planted there and bask in the serenity of it all.

(8) Indulgences: Ooooohhhh this is hard because Obi Wan is so Obi Wan about that sort of stuff, it can be difficult to read what he would do xD  I’ll say he indulges in food?  That while Jedi probs have a pretty strict health food diet, on the weekends or once a weekday he indulges in getting nice stuff for breakfast, ice cream for dessert, fried food at Dex’s because why not, it tastes good and Anakin did a good job today or he did a good job today and that deserves something, so oh well, he’ll just work out harder tomorrow.  He’s also has some very nice old teas he saved from Qui Gon The Absolute Tea Snob he’ll have when he feels he needs it, and he’s got a cabinet with like four bottles of different really good, expensive alcohols that he’ll drink when he REALLY feels he needs it.  I’ll also say this, boi is vain about his hair.  Will never admit it in a million years, but he is, so he’s probs got at least some sort of haircare products that aren’t exactly necessary, ya know xD.  He also does like his creature comforts when available, so I’d say he’s got a couple super fluffy blankets and maybe the thread count in his sheets are a bit higher than average cuz hey, soft things are nice.  He also indulges in being lovey and mushy to the people he cares about 

(12) Favorite book genre: Hey, I kinda talked about that!  So yeah, I’d say he’ll probs try anything, but he likes mysteries and thrillers since with a book the Force can’t give you any Bad Feelings about anyone, so the surprises are genuine surprises.  He also likes historical nonfiction because he is a NERD, but he’ll absolutely pick up whatever’s at the top of the Galactic Times Bestseller’s List if it’s there and give it a chance

(14) Physical abnormalities (including injuries/disabilities, illnesses, allergies): His right hip acts up in the cold from an old slug wound there (Anakin does indeed tease him about being an old man), over half of his teeth are fake or replaced because come on, have y’all seen how often he’s been hit in the face?  Scars literally everywhere because everyone and everything has tried to murder him at some point or another.  I h/c him with ADD, depression, anxiety, and dyscalcula (he had to really work to be good with numbers) as well as PTSD because basically all of the Jedi do at some point (someone HELP THEM).  He also has TMJ, which I also have and I project my issues.  It gets worse when you’re stressed and grind teeth, so it’s valid.  Idk whether it’s canon or fanon that he has some food allergies, but I am ALL FOR IT with him just... forgetting about them???  And then eating some food and be like “hwoops I’m dying lol” while Anakin is like seriously Master again? and legit ends up the Mom friend with a list of foods like “is there gonna be this food in it?  Cuz he can’t eat it” and then he’ll eat it anyway cuz it looks good and Anakin is all “what do you have in your MOUTH” and he’ll be like “uh” and yeah, that sounds funny

(27) Biggest regret: WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS.  ok so we all know how literally everything about Obi Wan’s life is a mcfreaking nightmare.  We ALSO know he blames himself for literally everything.  So yea, he’s got a looooot of regrets.  I’d say his biggest though is not being a good enough Jedi (in his opinion) to save those he cared about (Qui, Satine, Anakin, Pads, the entire dang Jedi Order, etc.).  Maybe just not a good enough person, in his eyes.  If he hadn’t screwed up somehow, everyone would still be here and fine and omg someone help him

(31) Most prized possession: Luke Skywalker.  Ok, not actually, but y’all can’t deny Luke was Obi Wan’s greatest treasure.  I’d say actually tho it’s holos, of people he loves and cares about, in a kind of album he keeps to himself.  He hates having his own picture taken, but he loves seeing the smiling, laughing faces of everyone he knows (and is reminded of them when they’re no longer here).

(33) Concept of home and family: He always feels like other people overcomplicate this.  Home is where you feel safe to always return, where you belong, and family is those you love and wish to spend your life with.  Now, the fact that he only really allows himself to acknowledge the Jedi as a whole as his family and doesn’t exactly allow himself to dwell on specifics like what Anakin means exactly to him, what Ahsoka means, what Qui Gon meant, because he does love everyone as a family, why does he have to define it?  That’s a whole ‘nother basket of his issues lol

(47) If they were to fall in love, who or what is their ideal:  Obi Wan Kenobi has always been attracted to chaos and danger like a moth to a flame, so anyone he loves is gonna be a whirlwind of an individual.  He likes someone who can challenge him, who can test him.  He likes someone who’s loud and bright, the stars at the center of solar systems that everyone else can’t resist orbiting around and Obi Wan is no different.  He likes snappy humor and the amusement he can get from playfully bugging them into hissing at him.  They have to match him as a team, they have to be able to work with him (and he knows he’s not always the easiest to work with) and have his back.  He likes passion, he likes dramatics, he likes the kind of strange ones that other people find a bit hard to get along with, but he couldn’t love them any different from themselves.

(48) How do they express love:

PADMÉ

(4) What would they do if they needed to make dinner but the kitchen was busy:  Assuming the people in the kitchen were not making food, Padmé would fix them with a firm Senatorial Scolding Face and ask them politely if they could move it somewhere else.  She can easily outargue any protests;  the kitchen is for cooking and she needs to make dinner!  If ppl were making food in the kitchen, Pads would roll up her sleeves and ask what she could do to help so it would be done faster and she could get started.  She grew up with her mother insisting her and Sola help out with all the household chores, kitchen duty included, so she’s a fine cook.  Anakin learned to cook from his mother too, so sometimes their husband/wife bonding time will include just making dinner together and enjoying each others’ company.  In an OT4 situation with Obes and Satine, Obi Wan is the only one out of the four of them who Cannot Cook and is legit banished from the kitchen except for making drinks/certain desserts, so it ends up with Anakin, Padmé, and Satine all talking and laughing while preparing food while Obi Wan pouts sits in the doorway and talks from there

(6) Eating habits and sample daily menu:  Ok, so you know how I said Satine can sometimes get distracted by work and skip breakfast?  Well Padmé is like that but worse.  She gets so busy with duties, she just forgets to eat for very long periods of time, and then she’ll be doing something and be like “woah, I’m hungry, I don’t think I’ve eaten today,” and Sabé/Anakin/Bail/whoever she’s with will just be like padmé nO.  When she does eat, however, she is one of those crazy people who Does Not Like Sweets.  Like, at all, they just don’t agree with her.  Anakin is scandalized.  Satine is scandalized.  Everyone is.  She just doesn’t like them.  She’ll eat fruit, but that’s as sweet as it gets.  So when she does remember to eat, or if she’s going out for a dinner, it’s usually something pretty healthy-- though Pads will confess to a weakness for nice cheeses.  There’s also this one really greasy bad fried chip thing that she’s got a secret weakness for.  Padmé’s also not a huge alcohol person; like, she’ll drink when others do, she’s not a lightweight or anything, but she won’t seek it out herself, just, something about the taste, and she doesn’t like not being in control of her head.

(7) Fave way to waste time and feelings surrounding wasting time: Honey, Padmé is from Naboo.  The luxury planet.  They know how to lazily waste time in style.  She loves long baths and listening to classical music, walking in nature (she loves flowers), practicing new hair styles, facials and manicures.  She also reads the gossip columns (no she doesn’t, you never heard that) because she needs the tea.  She just do.  She likes to read and study new languages (because she is Queen Overachiever) or just add to her bucket list of Ways To Improve The Galaxy.  Padmé totally has a Space Pinterest.  In reality, she trained herself from a young age how to relax so being a teenager in planetary politics didn’t literally kill her.  

(12) Favorite book genre: ROMANCE!  It’s canon that Pads is just such an ushy, gushy romantic of a person, so she likes stuff like Space Jane Austen and all the other romantic books.  She refuses to associate with Anakin’s trashy dollar romances, she thinks they’re bad writing.  He does not agree.  He also called one of her faves boring once.  They do not discuss books.  But also Padmé likes political history and civilization books cuz politician, and she’s pretty into the mysteries like Obi Wan is.  She likes religious texts too, learning about different ones, she finds it interesting.  Reading can be hard for her because I h/c her as dyslexic, but she loves it too much.

(18) Favorite beverage: Spiced cider.  She could get it homemade back on Naboo; cool and refreshing when iced but warm and tangy and perfect when heated.

(19) What do they think about before falling asleep at night: If Anakin’s not with her, she always thinks about him not being there.  She can’t help it.  If he is with her, she thinks about how much she loves him.  She also tends to do a mental to do list every night of what she needed to do before bed and if she’s gonna allow herself to sleep now or not.  She also has another mental to do list so she knows what she’s gonna do when she wakes up in the morning.  With the damned war dragging on, more and more nights are spent going to bed troubled and worried for the future. She also daydreams, though, of what she can do after.  Her happily ever after.

(28) Who is their best friend?  Their worst enemy?:  This is hard because Pads is so friendly with everyone!!!  Queen’s Shadow really made me fall in love with Padmé and Sabé, but I’ll always be a sucker for the canon and fanon where Padmé’s best friend is Bail Organa.  I’m sorry, but Bail is just a cinnamon roll of a human being, and he’s such a calm, levelheaded friend for Pads where she can be a bit overeager and chomping at the bit sometimes, but he’s also ALWAYS got her back and she can talk to him about stuff and ahhhhh and he literally raises her daughter as his own and gahhhhhh.  Is it messed up if I almost want to say Padmé’s worst enemy is Anakin?  I mean to be more general: her worst enemy is the Sith, as they destroyed the Republic and her entire life’s work and corrupted her husband and depending on if you believe the “draining life forces” theory (which I do) they killed her.  But Anakin was the one who got past her defences, took her by surprise, and unknowingly ended up playing the most active role in her destruction, which is immensely tragic for both of them because all he ever wanted to do was love her (*crying*).

(33) Concept of home and family:  For Padmé, home isn’t so much a place, but an idea of where you can feel closest and most at one with those you’ve decided to share your life with.  Yeah, she’ll always love Naboo, but you saw how choked up she got in that TCW episode where Anakin called her Coruscant apartment “home”; for her, home is a state of mind.  Family is a bit different; she’ll always have a bit of an idealization towards her own parents’ marriage and how she’s seen Sola’s, and how families developed from that.  Canon shows she’s envious because she can’t have that, the 2.5 kids and a dog with a white picket fence outside and a large backyard mentality.  She has issues over being separated from family; she had to drop the Naberrie name to go into politics, so I’m guessing there’s some distance felt there, and she can’t even publicly acknowledge her own husband as her husband, so she’ll cling to the idea of a “perfect” family as a someday, as a maybe, and working towards that someday and the long goal she can forget just how complicated and messy her real family-- her parents and sister, her husband, her husband’s new adoptive sister, her husband’s boyfriend, his weird side of the family --is.  It’s even more pronounced when everything is falling apart in Revenge of the Sith and it’s obviously falling apart and Anakin is obviously Not Fine, she tries to retreat and take her comfort in “oh but when the baby comes and we can be a Family, things will all work out perfect!  It’ll be okay!!!”

(34) Thoughts on privacy (are they a private person, or are they prone to TMI):  Padmé is an extremely private person.  She’s been in the public spotlight since she was thirteen years old.  Everyone’s always staring at her, what she’s wearing, what her opinions are, how she acts, who she’s with.  Padmé has nearly nothing she doesn’t have to share with the public eye, so what she does have to herself she tends to hoard and not show anyone except for those she implicitly trusts.  Now, whether she’s any good at keeping secrets is a whole other story, but she certainly tries!!! xD

(39) What recharges them when they’re feeling drained: Anakin can make things better or worse for her depending on the mood he’s in and the mood she’s in, but he usually makes her feel better just by showing up and being a dork.  She likes her greasy chip snacks and a good book, but she’s a sucker for a good spa day complete with fluffy, comfortable clothing.  Also, Padmé loves cat naps, and is the queen of setting an alarm and taking short power naps that actually have her waking up refreshed.

(42) Hobbies:  Is creating new outfit designs via Space Pinterest a hobby?  Because Padmé does that.  Padmé is also the type of person to have a Space Candy Crush problem, and I completely believe that Satine got her into Space Mario Kart (Satine’s actually pretty good at it and Pads isn’t good at it at all, so it’s in no way fair, but they have fun xD).  Padmé loves creating flower arrangements too, just creating beautiful things makes her happy.  She loves calling one of her handmaidens over and having martial arts practices because she needs to stay ready to defend herself, but also it’s just fun and she’s a good fighter.  Padmé’s also into scrapbooking, she makes a bunch of adorable books she puts together, and she gave one to Anakin on their first anniversary and he cried (she hides them, don’t worry).  

AHHHNAKIN...

(10) Neuroses:  Hooo boy, there’s a lot!  Okay, so Anakin is a very handsy person.  When he’s nervous or uncomfortable or stressed, he’ll always need something to do with his hands, whether that be fiddling with his clothes, tugging at his hair, messing with the digits on his mechanohand, poking at the wall patterns or other objects.  In general, he hates sitting still and has a tendency to fidget if he has to for too long.  He will also either stare you directly in the eye or dislike making eye contact at all, depending on his mood.  Fiddling with machine parts gives him something to focus his mind and his hands on, so that’s a real big help for him if they’re available, often times he just keeps scraps in his pockets for specifically this purpose.  He’s sort of aware he does this, but he doesn’t like to think about it much because that would mean thinking why, and if you try and point any of them out to him he’ll get embarrassed and probs just snap at you.

(12) Favorite book genre:  Anakin really isn’t much of a book person.  It has to do with his focus issues (I h/c him as ADHD), they just aren’t really able to draw him in enough to keep his attention.  It frustrates him because that’s another reason why ppl imply he isn’t smart, which is dumb, he can read just fine, he just doesn’t like to.  He does like the trashy penny romances I mentioned before.  What can he say?  He’s a sucker for the drama and swooning and Epic Proclamations of Love.  He’ll read books about the latest ships and speeder models too, because he’s interested in that.  He’ll also read tactical strategy books too, because of the war and all.  It’s just not his go-to form of entertainment.

(14) Physical abnormalities (including injuries/disabilities, illnesses, allergies):  Metal hand.  Eye scar.  At one point is one big giant asthmatic burn scar who’s like 80% robot.  But we’ll focus on Anakin as of now.  When he was a child, some brute in the market cracked him hard across the back with something heavy.  It damaged his spine, and Shmi was terrified for a while he’d never walk.  Thankfully, he recovered, but now his spine is funny as in it is super flexible.  Like backbends where it looks like he’s snapped in half, that flexible.  It gives him fantastic advantages in acrobatics and combat, but it also means he can do that creepy walk the girl from The Ring can do.  He has managed to successfully scare the living piss out of Obi Wan, Padmé, Ahsoka, Rex, and multiple others on different occasions by emerging from the shadows in the middle of the night doing the Ring walk.  No one was pleased.  Yoda thinks it’s hilarious though.  Anakin gets hit in the face just as much Obi Wan does, so he also only has like less than half of his real teeth still in his mouth.  Is also covered in various scars from people trying to kill him dead.  In total, I project many mental illnesses onto him, so I say he has anxiety, ADHD, BPD, and PTSD.  His super strongness in the Force means he is a complete lightweight, so alcohol is an uh oh for him; the only positive is that he never gets hangovers.  It also means that Force sensitive objects may suddenly go flying at his head when he’s just trying to casually stroll through a creepy old temple.  I also h/c that Anakin is allergic to tookas/lothcats.  No other animals, just them.  And it’s hilarious when on one occasion some kittens made their way into a briefing room and he just bursts into a sneezing fit, which, why are you all laughing at me? and then Rex points out the little kitten just perched on the top of his head.  Poor baby actually does chafe pretty badly from sand too, so his hatred isn’t completely unwarranted.

(18) Favorite beverage: Coffee with a gazillion lumps of sugar in it, protein powder because he’s all about the grind, a hint of space chili pepper, and like a dozen other ingredients that should Not Go In Coffee (one of the ingredients Is Bugs).  Obi Wan claims he tasted the concoction once and had hallucinations.  Ahsoka says she saw a drop melt the edge of the tabletop.  Padmé won’t go anywhere near it.  Anakin says they’re all cowards; it’s the only thing that can get him up and focused in the morning.

(20) Childhood illnesses?  Any interesting stories behind them?: I h/c that amongst the slaves, Shmi was the local medicine woman.  Therefore, Anakin as a child was constantly getting first exposure to all the local sicknesses and building up immunity, so besides one bout of food poisoning, he never got sick as a kid.  Once he got to the Temple... well, he was past the age where all the other kids had gotten vaccinations, Obi Wan, bless him, hates dealing with medical and was distracted by everything else and kind of forgot to make sure Anakin was up to date with everything, so he caught EVERYTHING.  EVERY LITTLE THING WOULD MAKE HIM SICK.  HE HATED IT.  OBI WAN HATED IT BECAUSE THE ONLY SICK PATIENT WORSE THAN ANAKIN IS HIMSELF.  IT NEVER ENDS.  ANAKIN IS TWENTY TWO YEARS OLD AND STILL CATCHING SHIT LIKE THE SPACE CHICKEN POX.  THIS ISN’T FAIR.

(22) Given a blank piece of paper, a pencil, and nothing to do, what would happen?: Lots of writings of stuff like “Padmé Skywalker” or “Anakin Kenobi” cuz Ani is at heart a 12 year old girl.  Ok ok ok, but actually, there would be lots of different stuff on the page.  Mathematical calculations for ships and designs because he is a canon engineering nerd and I h/c he’s a whiz at math.  Also little doodles.  Anakin’s not a bad artist himself; his style is much more cartoonish than Obi Wan’s, but it means he can do cool little actions scenes of different ships or pods, him being a badass, Yoda getting attacked by space seagulls, etc.  Maybe designs for another japoor carving (I h/c he keeps the hobby).  Or, the page might be folded up as Anakin turned it into either a boat or a hat or an airplane that actually flies, or just a ball of paper he set on fire because he was bored.

(28) Who is their best friend?  Their worst enemy?:  OBI WAN KENOBI FOR BOTH OF THEM DAMMIT ANAKIN WHY ARE YOU LIKE THIS.  Alright, alright, in reality, his worst enemy is probably more of a combination of himself and his own fears, Sidious for being an evil, manipulative asshole, and society for creating his fears and traumatizing him (though mostly it’s himself because he absolutely had the choice to do the right thing, but he didn’t).  Obi Wan is absolutely his best friend though.  No competition.

(29) Reaction to extrapersonal disaster (eg Oh no, the house is on fire!  What do we do?): For Anakin “I burned down the Republic because you left for an afternoon and I panicked” Skywalker?  “Ok, no problem, I got this.  I’ve got this.  No, wait, I don’t got this.  I defiNITELY DO NOT GOT THIS, I MADE IT WORSE, HOLY SHIT, NO ONE PANIC, I NEED AN ADULT-- (Ahsoka: You are an adult) --I NEED AN ADULTIER ADULT.”

(31) Most prized possession: His loved ones ¯\_(ツ)_/¯  And we’ve got at least six movies and a tv show telling us exactly how that did Not Go Well For Anyone

(33) Concept of home and family: Hmmm.  I’d say where he feels safe and comfortable.  Again, it’s stated in the show he feels at home at Padmé’s, but honestly?  He refuses to acknowledge Tatooine cuz ya know, the slavery, so he never really had a strong childhood home, and while I want to say he considered the Temple home at one point, , I’m not sure he does because I feel he’s always on red alert for things to get worse so he never really lets himself get comfortable anywhere-- not even Padmé’s.  Family is a bit easier for him; a group of people who love each other-- and for Anakin, it doesn’t have to be blood relations but if you ARE related by blood, you’re a family member by default and he will be Very Offended by blood relations who cut away from their families because he feels if you’re connected like that, you should love each other.

[easilydistractedbyfanfic]

The 100 Ask Game

Thanks for tagging me, @mamabearsdontthink - this looks like FUN!

1. What Station on the Ark would you be from?

I have a pretty green thumb with houseplants and outside flowers and some fruits/veggies. I could realistically be in Farm Station, I think, though Factory might be a fit too. 

2. What would you get arrested for on the Ark?

Political protest, for sure. Possibly with regard to the hierarchical aspects of their society and/or the representation of the people in the lowest stations. 

3. Would you take off your wristband when you landed on the ground?

No, not at all if I was aware that people on the Ark needed to know we were alive in order for them to also be saved.  

4. What would the necklace Finn would make for you look like? (Clarke: deer/Raven: a raven duh..)

Probably a rabbit or an owl, based on what I like and have jewelry about

5. If you could resurrect any MINOR character who would it be?

Jacapo Sinclair, no question

6. Create a squad of 5 characters to go on missions with. Who are they?

Raven, Diyoza, Abby, Luna & Murphy - yeah that’s gonna be wild and I might die but it sure would be fun beforehand

7. What Grounder Clan would you belong to you?

I’m from the area of the Boat People and could see myself as a member of Floukru although I might miss land and gardening

8. What would your name be in Trigedasleng? (example: Octavia=Okteivia…just make it up!)

Jenn = let’s go with Jynn

9. Thoughts on Finn? Some people hate him, and others love him, so I’m curious

Disliked him fully upon first viewing but after rewatch I think he had some merit. He was not loyal to Raven but I don’t think he did it on purpose

10. Be honest. How willing would you have been to take the chip without knowing all the horrible things it does?

Nope, I would be a holdout. I don’t give in to peer pressure, I’m a skeptic and I’ve lived a long time without ever smoking a cigarette or doing drugs, plus I like organics and refuse to invite Alexa or Siri into my home. Yeah, don’t trust The Man, man! LOL

11. What character do you relate to most?

Oh, Raven, easily. We are not the same, but I get the way she made herself strong by focusing on what she was good at and burying the hurt, and her constant desire to keep the painful emotions bottled up. She’s outwardly confident but inwardly worried, and she tells herself all the time “I’ve got this” even when she’s freaked out. 

12. What character do you like the least?

Dr. Tsing, that horrible horrible horrible so-called “doctor”

13. Describe your delinquent outfit. (Would you wear something like Murphy’s jacket with the spikey red shoulder patch or have a trademark like Jasper’s goggles? Be creative, yet practical)

I don’t like to be dirty and I hate being cold, so I’m in dark colors and probably bundled up compared to others. My favorite color is blue though, and if I am from Floukru, maybe I have a dark blue jacket or a shirt with blue patches on it. I would also always carry an extra pair of socks in case my feet got cold. 

14. Favorite type of mutant animal?

There’s not many to choose from

15. What would your job be on the Ark?

I could see myself working a bit undercover like Nigel, getting covert things for people or making deals, although my regular job might be for Farm Station

16. Would you have willingly pumped Ontari’s heart if Abby asked?

yeah, I could do that

17. If Lexa wasn’t Heda, but she was still alive then who would have made the best commander?

I’d pick Indra. She was kind of blood thirsty in the beginning and turned away Lincoln from Trikru, but she proved open to other suggestions, she learned to trust Kane and she even avoided killing Pike although she wanted revenge because she realized they needed him to complete the mission they were on. So later Indra, not early Indra. Otherwise probably Luna. 

18. How would you act if you ate the hallucinogenic nuts like Jasper and Monty?

Hmmmm.... I get overly affectionate when drunk, so if that’s any indication, I should probably stay away from those nuts

19. How would you have dealt with Charlotte’s crime? A more John Murphy approach or Bellamy Blake approach?

Consequences with compassion - hopefully the Bellamy Blake version

20. Who should have been the Chancellor, if anyone?

Jacapo Sinclair, mostly because he wouldn’t have wanted the job. The best leaders are the ones who are least likely to want power

21. Would you have been on Pike’s side like Bellamy or on Kane’s side? Or Clarke in Polis?

Kane’s side

22. Mount Weather had a lot of modern commodities. (example: Maya’s Ipod) What is the one thing you would snatch while there?

Ingredients for food like cake and other desserts. Yum!

23. What would your Grounder tattoos look like? Hairstyle? War paint?

I have a rune compass tattoo at the base of my neck. I might have more tattoos if I was a Grounder, but not obvious ones - maybe inner wrist, maybe something on my ankle or behind my ear. They would likely be symbols of things or types of characters that would provide protection or inspiration of a life goal. No war paint, I don’t think, though that could change if the cause were just. For hairstyle - I wear my hair down about 98% of the time, so maybe there would be some small braids but I doubt my hair would ever be fully pulled back. 

24. Favorite quote?

You know, it’s not well known, but Murphy tells Ontari that “It’s better to lie your way out of a problem than kill” and that always sticks with me. Plus anything Sinclair ever says to Raven (oh my heart)

25. If all of the characters were in the Hunger Games, who would have the best shot at winning?

Luna, because I think she could outlive everyone either by fighting until the death OR by stomping off by herself and outlasting everyone out of sheer willpower

26. Least favorite ship? Favorite canon ship? Favorite non canon ship? NOT INCLUDING CL OR BC OR BE

Least: I have never been onboard the mem0ri train

Favorite canon: Murphy & Raven and their whole dynamic

Favorite non-canon: Murven but now there’s sex

27. A song that should be included in the next season? If there had to be another guest star like Shawn Mendes on the show, who would you want to make a cameo?

"What’s Good” by Fenne Lily or “Bill Murray” by Phantogram for songs in the show. For a guest star, I could really get behind Pink being someone who lives on the new planet and is kinda crazy and all about being a strong female leader. She could do something wild or she could do some haunting ballad that would make us all have feelings and I could so see this now

28. What would you do if you were stuck in the bunker with Murphy for all that time?

Is this a trick question? I mean, there was wine in that lighthouse bunker, and I already said what happens when I get drunk. 

29. You’re an extra that gets killed off. How do you die?

I wanna go like Sinclair, barrette dad or David Miller - protecting someone I love. It would probably be Raven, honestly. 

30. A character you’d like to learn more about and get flashbacks of?

Diyoza

31. A character you’d bang?

Damn, this is a revealing quiz. I’d totally bang Diyoza but this question probably needs it’s own list

32. Would you stay in the Bunker? Go up to Space? Or live on your own in Eden?

I’d probably prefer the Eden environment, but ultimately I’d go to space even if it scared me and felt claustrophobic because I would need peer relationships

33. In the Bunker, would you follow Octavia? What would you do to pass the time underground?

yeah, I’d go along but mentally I might be preparing my eventual escape - creating a fantasy world to escape from the reality of it all

probably read and learn some kind of martial arts

34. What crime would you commit in the Bunker that lands you in the fighting pits?

I don’t like to recite pledges or make oaths I don’t intend to keep

35. Up in Space, who would you bond with first? Who would be the most difficult for you to get along with?

I’d get along with Raven right away, and not just because I love her but because we do have some things in common and I could put up with her snark. Tougher would be Em0ri if she was being mean to Murphy like in S5

36. How long do you think you would last on Earth by yourself?

I think I could go awhile if I had berries, leaves and water as choices. If I had to eat bugs though, I’d probably find a way to kill myself quickly. I’d eventually get lonely, which would be a problem, but if I could find books I’d last a hell of a lot longer too. 

37. When the Eligius ship lands what do you do?

Watch for a while, for sure. See if I could find a way to lure them away from my area for good. 

38. Favorite Eligius character? Least favorite?

Diyoza is my favorite for sure

least favorite - McCreary but in a I love to hate him way

39. Would you Spacewalk?

No. I love roller coasters but I wouldn’t bungee jump either

40. Would you prefer to eat Windshield Bugs, Space Algae, or Bunker Meat?

Algae if I had to pick, otherwise my life would totally be in danger because I’d be so repulsed

41. Would you start a war for the last spot of green on earth? What would your solution be to avoid it?

I’m up for diplomacy and would keep trying til all options were gone before I’d head to war. Maybe inter-marriages, or skill trading/trainings

42. Would you rather dig out flesh-eating worms or stick thumb drives into bullet holes?

Thumb drives into bullet holes since at least I wouldn’t get infected by that

43. Are you willing to poison your sister for the Traitor Who You Love? What would you do to stop Octavia?

Yeah, if I thought the biggest chance would be that it knocked her out rather than kill her, and that having her out of the way would mean peace

44. Would you go to sleep in cryo or stay awake like Marper?

Sleep along with my faves

45. Who are you waking up first to explore the new planet?

Not too different from the show, maybe, although I would have sent Indra down to explore with that team since she’s an experienced leader and fighter, but if we wanna go a bit fantasy like for a moment, then I’d wake up Raven & Murphy and “accidentally” lock them in a closet together for as long as it would take. 

Consider yourself tagged if you wanna participate, and I’d love to read your own choices! 

[jamezvaldes]

half and half 1-25 for emmy 26-50 for nicky!!

Thank Erin!!! This totally didn’t take forever for once! Also it’ll be under the cut because it’d be damn long. 

For Emmy: 

1. What is your OC’s favorite color?Idk man, like either pale blue or dark red

2. Does your OC collect anything? What do theycollect?Skateboard desks! They’re hanging up in her section of the garage, mainly because Nic wouldn’t let Em put them up in the house because they didn’t match the vibe Nic was going for

3. What kind of things is your OC allergic to?Nothing actually. 

4. What kind of clothing does your OC wear?Whatever is comfortable and clean. But jeans and tee-shirts mainly, but can dress up if needed. 

5. What is your OC’s first memory?Being with Dominic in school, just sitting and having lunch together on the first day of the year

6. What’s your OC’s favorite animal? Leastfavorite?Doggos!!! and least favourite would probably be sharks. like she’s got no reason to not like them but she just doesn’t like them 

7. What element would your OC be?Probably Wind? I don’t really know what elements this is referring to tbh

8. What is your OC’s theme song? maybe one of these few songs:  Better Now (Acoustic) - Etham. What’s Good - Fenne Lily. Wasted Youth - FLETCHER

9. Do you have a faceclaim / voiceclaim for yourOC?my gal Maia Mitchell for both

10. What deadly sin would best represent your OC?Pride11.  What are your OC’s hobbies?Swimming. Skating. Extreme napping. Playing guitar.   

12. How patient is your OC? How hot-headed are they?Emmy is so not patient with anyone. and baby is so hot-headed

13. What is your OC’s gender / sexuality / race /species / etc.?Female. She/her. Bisexual. White American. Human. 

14. What foods does your OC like to eat? What aretheir least favorite foods?Emmy will basically eat any food so she doesn’t really have any least favourite foods

15. If your OC could have any pet, what would theychoose? Why?Well, she has two dogs and a cat. So I don’t think she’d pick another one. 

16. What does your OC smell like? Cinnamon and coffee all year around.  

17. How do they make a living? What kind of job dothey want / not want? What is their dream job? What do they think of theircurrent job?She has job and it’s bartending at The Pit, the bar that Nic owns. She likes it, but The Pit isn’t a place she really wants to spend a lot of her life working at. Something in psychology is probably want she wants to do, or victim activation.  

18. What are your OC’s greatest fears? Weaknesses?Strengths?Loosing Nic is one of her greatest fears. she’s quite impulsive which is both a strength and weakness tbh. 

19. What kind of music do they listen to? Do theyhave a favorite song?Any sort of music tbh, but prefers softer songs compared to most. 

20. If they came from their world to ours (if notalready in our’s) how would they react? What would they do?She’d probably still go about her normal life tbh. 

21.  What personal problems/issues do they have? Petpeeves?She’s like lowkey a hypocrite but a pet peeve is when other people are hypocrites

22. What kind of student were they/would they be inhigh school?A decent student. Didn’t get into as much trouble as Nic but still got into a lot of it. Was in the top 5% of her year. 

23. What is a random fact about your OC? Can drive but would prefer not to do it, likes being driven around by other people. But will drive others around a lot. Almost always the designated driver when out clubbing.

24. What is their outlook on life? What is theirphilosophy / what do they think in general about living?Emmy is pretty chill about life, if it’s meant to happen it’ll happen. That sort of outlook. But will secretly plan a lot. 

25. What inspired you to create them / how did youcreate them? Were they originally a fan character? What was their personality /design like when you first made them?Nicky needing someone to ground her and to keep her from going off the rails was what inspired her creation. Despite y’all being introduced to Em for a fic, she wasn’t actually for that, she was initially a fandomless piece. She’s still quite similar to who she was when first created, at the core of her, but has become more criminal to fit into this world. 

For Nicky:

26. Who is the most important person in their life?Why? Who is the least important to them (that still has an impact and why?)Most important, an angel called Emmy. Emmy changed her life and gave Nic a reason to live. Least important, Trisitian Cooper, the worst possible human being, he’s important because he’s responsible for so much trauma. 

27.  What kind of childhood did your character have?A strange one. Jacob was a half decent father but a bad man. and yknow a lot of trauma happened as well. 

28. What kind of nervous habits do they have? Dothey stim? Do they have any kinds of addictions?When she gets nervous, she shuffles between her feet. She can’t stay still. She’s a recovering addict. 

29. If they could choose their epitaph for theirgrave, what would they choose?It’d probably be something witty depending on the circumstances of her death. Or something that implies she’s a ghost. 

30. Do they want to get married? Why or why not?Would they ever want kids? Do they have kids? Why?It’s complicated topic for her. Like I think deep down she’d want to get married and have kids, but she doesn’t want to bring them into the world she’s apart of. 

31.  What is their most traumatic memory/experience?What is their favorite memory?Traumatic memory, well there’s a lot. Everything that went down with Tristian. Jacob’s death. Blowing out her knee when she was 14. Favourite memory, getting custody of Emmy!! Becoming a god parent to Nate and Jordan’s daughter

32.  If they could have one thing in the world, whatwould it be?Freedom. Complete freedom. 

33. Would they ever kill someone? What would someonehave to do to push them to kill someone? If they would kill someone, why? Probably? They’d have to do something that tips her over the edge. 

34.  What social groups and activities does yourcharacter attend? What role do they like to play? What role do they actuallyplay, usually?Doesn’t really like clubbing that much. She’d be the person who organised the night, mainly poker or something like that. 

35.   How is your character’s imagination? Daydreaminga lot? Worried most of the time? Living in memories?Nic tries to stay out of her memories because there’s a lot which are quite triggering. She worries about what happens if she gets caught. Doesn’t really have that much of an imagination so doesn’t daydream that much.

36. What does your character want most? What do theyneed really badly, compulsively? What are they willing to do, to sacrifice, toobtain?Nic wants freedom. She’d not sacrifice anything for it though.

37. What’s something that your character does, that otherpeople don’t normally do?She’s a criminal…. She does a lot of underground fighting

38. What would your character do with a milliondollars?I’m assuming that Nic got it illegally so she’d launder it before spending it a couple of years later. Probably would buy another legal business.  

39. What is in your characters refrigerator right now? Ontheir bedroom floor? Nightstand? Garbage can?a KNIFE in all places. But not like the knives that are for cooking, like the cool knives, like flip, pocket and butterfly ones. 

40. Your character is getting ready for a night out. Whereare they going? What do they wear? Who will they be with?Probably going to a club called The Turning Point, probably with Sofia or Holly. Sofia would probably make Nic wear a dress but Holly knows that wouldn’t be possible. So ripped jeans and a nice shirt. 

41. What does your character do when they’re angry? Why?Normally tries to walk away, because she has her father’s temper and can do things that she’d regret.

42. Does your character have any scars? Where did they getthem from? She has a lot of track marks in the inner corner of her left elbow, got them as a result of her drug addiction. Has a faint scar around her knee because she had to have surgery to fix it after blowing it out. 

43. What was the most offensive thing your character hadever said?She doesn't really say offensive things

44. How does your character react/ accept criticism?Depending on the type of criticism, she’d more than likely ignore it. 

45. If your character was given a slice of pineapple pizzaand they HAD to eat it (or something bad would happen), how would they react?Do they even LIKE pineapple pizza?She doesn't mind pineapple pizza, not her favourite type of pizza but wouldn’t say no to pizza. She’d eat it

46. Your character is given a voodoo doll of themself. Whatdo they do with it? Do they see if it actually works?She’d probably toss it because she doesn’t believe that they work. 

47. Can your character draw? What do they like to draw? Dothey doodle?Nic can’t draw but she’ll doodle little random things. 

48. What were their parents like? How has that affected howthey are as an adult?Jacob was a horrible man but a great father to Nic. Not having him anymore has affected her quite negatively, she lost him when she was 16 and it left her quite lost. Eleanor, her mother, doesn’t know her and doesn’t want to know her. 

49. Does your character like candy? Do they get sugarrushes? What are they like when they get a rush?Nic doesn’t mind candy and doesn’t get sugar rushes. 

50. If your character was presented with imminent andunavoidable death/fatality, how would they react? Would they try to avoid deathanyways? Would they try to make their last days count?Do everything that she’d probably ever wanted to do without having to deal with the consequences 

[missmorosis]

AHH bby same here 😤 ilysmmm

ok alright i got this!!! ok let's do this (i hope this isn't overwhelming there's a lot ;-; but! if you want more just lmk!!)

soft/chill vibes: stay here by gaho (anything by gaho astral projects me to a past life of mine istg); gravity by ong seong wu; yellow by emmit fenn; won't remember (acoustic) by tors; the way you felt by alec benjamin

upbeat: oh, death by sugr?; figure you out by voilà; avalanche by christian french; love me like a friend by fly by midnight; blueberry eyes by max ft suga; changer by a.c.e

BABE CRUSH??!! i love his smmm he's amazing T^T also i listened to the other two songs and they're great!! i especially like telepath :)

plsss come enjoy milk and cookies w me!! how about you do the milk and i'll make cookie? that's more fair ;) but PLSS that'd be so fun ilysmmm <333

babe you deserve so much happiness too!! drink all the stawberry milk you can make live your best life!!! but ahha yeahhh as soon as i catch up on stuff i procrastinate and get behind again :') but! it's a new week maybe this time i'll lean my lesson! (who am i kidding that's not going to happen haha)

OKOK playlists!! soo the most recent one i've revamped was my dark academia vibe one :D i've got a few other playlists but tbh i haven't really done much to update them.. i've chaged pics / descriptions but music wise everything is kinda old so i'll probably work on adding some new songs into them soon! but if you do want to look at them you can check my spotify? :)

aw noo bby that's not good :( have you been drinking water? and getting enough sleep? bc it's vv important that you take care of yourself >:(

ooh nice! i've never seen gilmore girls but it has high ratings from some of my friends haha. but it's always fun to watch something w chaarters that remind you of ppl you know :D

hmm what have i been doing? i think just schoolwork, workwork, and playling around w playlists haha. i've been watching sisyphus on netflix tho!! it's really good i love sci-fi / action shows!! tbh i found it bc the lead actor is also the lead in stranger which i binged and now miss v much :') crime shows are some of my faves :D

i think that's about it for me! but i missed you too!! i hope you're still doing well, making strawberry milk, and that your dizziness fades!! love you babes <3333

FIRST OF ALL i am so sorry this took ages to respond to IM SO SORRY 😭😭 this has been in my inbox for so long AAAHHH

BUT ANYWAY

MY LOVE COMING IN WITH THE BEST MUSIC TASTE??? immediately opening my spotify rn to listen to all these thank you i am eternally in your debt (NOT OVERWHELMING THANK YOU SO MUCHH)

CRUSH IS SO GOOD every day is a crush day i love his music AND TELEPATH- conan gray is so musically talented it always hits just right

and yes im so so down i love cookies THAT SOUNDS HEAVENLY just spending time w u ☹️☹️ i love u i love u i cant wait to drink strawberry milk w cookies w u

PLAYLIST WAIT YES PLAYLIST will follow your spotify as soon as i answer this ask for sure AAHHHNFMFM

YES I DONT KNOW IT JUST HAPPENS OCCASIONALLY 😭😭 it comes and goes tho ITS NOTHING TO WORRY ABOUT THANK U LOVE <3333

YES GILMORE GIRLS its such a comfortable show and it has really wholesome moments i would say ITS SO EASY TO BINGE DHAHHAHA

OH SHOULD I CHECK THAT OUT?? after i finish the things im watching rn (which is a very short list 😭) im gna need more things to watch SO WOULD U RECOMMEND IT???

CRIME SHOWS- theyre so interesting and so attention grabbing- i havent really seen any good crime shows: which ones ur favorite???

AWH NOW IM TEARING UP I LOVE YOU <33 GOOD LUCK WITH SCHOOL AND JUST EVERYTHING- IM GIVING U THE BIGGEST HIG EVER I LOVE YOUUU

[deadboxprime]

Helen List Repost

Helen List 2017

As I recall, this is the tenth year of this list.

For those newcomers who are unfamiliar with the concept, The Helen List is an annual feature in which I list the most beautiful women in the world. Once a woman makes this list, she stays. Yes, I know, everybody has a list. I can’t tell you that mine is authoritative or definitive in any way. You’ll have to check it out and decide for yourself. You might, though be wondering about the name.

Imagine a club or bar that was only for women who rated a 10 on 1 to ten scale. Then pick the most beautiful women from those in the room, and you have the best of the best. The term 'Helens' refers to the legend of Helen of Troy, a woman so beautiful that her face launched a thousand ships, one for each one her suitors. You can read about her on your own. Please note, this is my list and the selection process is entirely subjective. In order for a candidate to be eligible, a minimum of ten images must be extant. No more than four of these images may be from the same source, and there must be at least five images from different sources. A “source” is described as a separate photographic episode and separate published source, i.e., the SI Swimsuit Issue would count as a single source, regardless of many different locations or photographers involved. This is done to minimize Photoshop misrepresentation.

As for quality and content, I am the sole judge. While certain trends may exist in my tastes, I do not discriminate based on race, weight or haircolor. Nudity is not necessary. Enhanced breasts are not preferred but will not disqualify a candidate unless they are obvious (as in poorly done) fakes. Perhaps the greatest influencing factor is exposure, as publicity is more likely to bring a candidate to my attention. One candidate friended me on MySpace years ago. Last year, a friend nominated someone he has seen on Deviantart.

Those who make the list can be seen on the dphelenlist Tumblr page. Those on the list will receive automatic “Likes” on any image of themselves that they post on Facebook, or any social media that I am on. Recently, I clicked on my 16,000th like on Tumblr. [Edit: now over 22K]

If you think someone should be on the list who is not, well that is your opinion. If you would like to nominate someone for the list, feel free. Or make your own list. Maxim has their list, I have mine. The list is numbered for my convenience and is not ranked.

1. Adriana Lima

2. Sophie Marceau 3. Scarlett Johannson 4. Meredith Salenger 5. Alyssa Milano 6. Salma Hayek 7. Jennifer Love Hewitt 8. Jessica Simpson 9. Claudia Schiffer 10. Halle Berry 11. Hilary Swank 12. Monica Belluci 13. Janet Jackson 14. Sarah Michelle Gellar (as a brunette) 15. Elsa Benitez 16. Katherine Heigl 17. Rachel Leigh Cook 18. Rene Russo 19. Catherine Bell 20. Catherine Zeta-Jones 21. Mira Sorvino 22. Dana Davis 23. Monica Keena 24. Vanessa Marcil 25. Erica Campbell 26. Carmen Electra 27. Keeley Hazell 28. Aria Giovanni 29. Lucy Pinder 30. Vanessa Gleason 31. Sofia Vergara 32. Sherrilyn Fenn

33. Kaity from Herndon, VA (from MySpace. Remember that?)

34. Bar Rafaeli 35. Brooke Berry 36. Carlie Beck 37. Crystal Houston 38. Kelly Monaco 39. Taylor Vixen

40. Tiffani Thiessen

41. Anne Archer

42. Ashley Greene

43. Erin Burnett

44. Jennifer Hurt

45. Candice Swanepoel

46. Alexandra Daddario

47. Arianny Celeste

48. Audrina Patridge

49. Brooklyn Decker

50. Carla Ossa

51. Christine Lemaster

52. Eiko Koike

53. Emily Vancamp

54. Genevieve Morton

55. Kate Upton

56. Katrina Kaif

57. Kelly Brook

58. Reon Kadena

59. Leryn Franco

60. Mircea Monroe

61. Missy Peregrym

62. Aria Valentino

63. Carla Gugino

64. Claire Sinclaire

65. Danielle Sharp

66. Gail Porter

67. Hannah Simone

68. Jaclyn Swedberg

69. Maria Menounos

70. Minka Kelly

71. Sarah Rafferty

72. Shannon Whirry

73. Tiffany Mulheron

74. Ashley Hinshaw

75. Ami Dolenz

76. Abigail Ratchford

77. Analu Campos

78. Anna Semenovich

79. Jessica Franceschetti

80. Jessica Green

81. Kat Dennings

82. Lana Wood

83. Lara Bingle

84. Lauren Mellor

85. Marley Shelton

86. Pamela David

87. Stacey Dash

88. Meluxine (from Deviantart)

89. Alison Brie

90. Alysa Arce

91. Charlotte McKinney

92. Diora Baird

93. Haley Hunter-King

94. Hayley Atwell

95. Katerina Sedlarova

96. Lauren Hanley

97. Leanna Decker

98. Renee Somerfield

And the new inductees for 2017 are:

99. Angie Varona

100. Christina Lucci

101. Ekaterina Kolosova

102. Emily Shaw

103. Emma Twigg

104. Ester (last name unknown, photos by Mike Dowson)

105. Francoise Boufhal

106. Jessica Ashley

107. Leanna Bartlett

108. Melissa Debling

109. Nancy Cameron

110. Olga Katysheva

111. Petra Verkaik

112. Rosanna Cordoba

113. Rosie Danvers

That's it for this year, though it is possible that the ones who didn't make this year might next year. I already have ten candidates for 2018 and about thirty others I’m watching. The world is full of beautiful women, but only a few can make this list. Let's all be thankful for the all of the beautiful women in our lives. Remember that their physical beauty defines only one aspect of who they are, and treat them well.

SEE PHOTOGRAPHS ON DPHELENLIST

[yeoldontknow]

Get To Know Me Tag

tagged by the duchess herself @kpopfanfictrash (thank u bb i love u <3)

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people. (omg do i even know 20 people what)

THE LAST: 1. Drink: blackcurrent squasg 2. Phone call: uh...i facetimed my parents when i got to london. that counts? 3. Text message: rory 4. Song you listened to: Woman - Emmet Fenn 5. Time you cried: some time in april

HAVE YOU: 6. Dated someone twice: no 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: yes 8. Been cheated on: no 9. Lost someone special: yes 10. Been depressed: not clinically 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no - i stop myself from getting there

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS: 12-14: chartreuse, cerulean, royal purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU: 15. Made new friends: yes! 16. Fallen out of love: no 17. Laughed until you cried: oh yes  18. Found out someone was talking about you: uh no but im sure someone has lol 19. Met someone who changed you: yes! 20. Found out who your friends are: i feel like ive lived through that? but thats always happening idk 21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: yes

GENERAL: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: oh good lord i have no idea lol 23. Do you have any pets: a kitty! my son! malcolm! 24. Do you want to change your name: nah it can stay 25. What did you do for your last Birthday: uh it snowed on my birthday so we stayed in and watched movies and i made myself cupcakes lol 26. What time did you wake up: 10:30AM 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: writing 28. Name something you can’t wait for: THIS SPANISH HEATWAVE TO GO AWAY 29. When was the last time you saw your mom: aw :( in person, two months ago. i drove up to surprise her for her birthday 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: no regrets man. we are exactly where we need to be right now to learn important lessons 31. What are you listening right now: like..currently? Cali God - Grace Mitchell. but in general ive been heavy into NCT 127, Code Kunst, Lo Moon, and Alt-J 32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: i have! 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: when i said i wanted winter to be over i didnt mean for the sun to sit on planet earth omg im SWEATING 34. Most visited Website: tumbles

LOST QUESTIONS. I JUST PUT IN RANDOM INFO ABOUT ME 35. Mole/s: i have one mole on my right hand, but i have lots of freckles on my shoulders and back 36. Mark/s: 0 37. Childhood dream: so many things lol doctor, lawyer, equestrian star lol

38. Haircolor: dark brown 39. Long or short hair: TOO LONG IT NEEDS TO GO 40. Do you have a crush on someone: its complicated really 41. What do you like about yourself: i think im fairly positive! and in person i can be funny 42. Piercings:  0 43. Bloodtype: O+ 44. Nickname: Kat 45. Relationship status: its messy (but not bad!) 46. Zodiac: aquarius  47. Pronouns: she/her/i 48. Favorite TV Show: Black Mirror; The Handmaid’s Tale; Outlander; Shameless; Game Of Thrones; Big Little Lies; House Hunters lmao 50. Right or left hand: right but i do a lot of random things with my left 51. Surgery: none! 52. Hair dyed in different color: mostly i go to auburn in the summer but ive had green and purple hair before lol 53. Sport:  i played tennis and i did equestrian  55. Vacation: what? lol the last one i took or my fave or? favourite: any time i go to london to visit friends; last one i took: apart from the one im on, montreal; where do i want to go: japan!!! 56. Pair of trainers: converse

MORE GENERAL: 57. Eating: i love food, please give it to me. lol i ADORE indian food soooo much, i want all the bhajis please 58. Drinking: i bleed malbec 59. I’m about to: finish packing for glastonbury please help me im too hot D: 61. Waiting for: the light 62. Want: to not be sweating. i know i keep saying this but im deceased 63. Get married: eventually lol 64. Career: music industry/digital sync licensing/music obsessed friend

WHICH IS BETTER 65. Hugs or kisses: hugs but i do like soft smooches 66. Lips or eyes: eyes 67. Shorter or taller: im short so taller is standard lol 68. Older or younger: age is just a number, pls just be mature 70. Nice arms or nice stomach: NOW LOOK. as a girl in the music industry i can confirm that the best muscle on a man is the FOREARM, HAVE YOU EVER SEEN A MAN PLAY GUITAR? YOU ARE WELCOME, LADIES 71. Sensitive or loud: i mean, you can be both? 72. Hook up or relationship: relationship 73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant, pls think your shit through

HAVE YOU EVER: 74. Kissed a stranger: yes 75. Drank hard liquor: my summer drink is pint sized G&Ts 76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: lord yes 77. Turned someone down: yes 78. Sex in the first date: nah 79. Broken someone’s heart: probably? statistically that has to have happened 80. Had your heart broken: yeeee 81. Been arrested: no! 82. Cried when someone died: yes 83. Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN: 84. Yourself: depends on what im doing. im VERY hard on myself 85. Miracles: yes i am a softy 86. Love at first sight: no. attraction and lust, yes 87. Santa Claus: nah 88. Kiss in the first date: i have to reallllyyy like you 89. Angels: yes

OTHER: 90. Current best friends name: ali & grace 91. Eyecolor: brown 92. Favorite movie: Brief Encounter

LORD WE MADE IT. lmao i dont know if i know 20 people to do this so!

@@nunchiwrites @kpopandlock​ @apollodae @oh-beyond @memeking2000 @hoe-for-monstax

only do this if you guys want to or are comfortable!