#WINTER BREAK SUCKS

[1roentgen]

please excuse me

[dallasoverdueessay]

so terrified of having bad dreams that I've just been pulling an all nighters

[kaizokunoyume]

Between the snow, your body or my heart, I wonder which one is the coldest now...

[ahundredtimesover]

Hi 👋🏽 I’ll be going on an indefinite break that may (or may not) be for good.

Writing fanfiction was an escape for me these past 2 years. It was a way to express my love for the tannies in how I wrote them as comfort characters, and it was a way for me to make sense of my own experiences and emotions. These fics have always been very personal, with a bit of me in every OC, my pains reflected in their stories, and words I wish someone told me growing up expressed in the dialogues. And I’ll always be so thankful that many of you related with them, found meaning in them, and found comfort in them. That will always be my favorite part 💜💜 stories are so powerful! They’ve allowed me to connect with so many people and make memories in this (mostly) lovely part of the site.

But the process of writing has also been draining, not as cathartic as it used to be, and not as fulfilling. So much as I find myself going back and forth with the numerous stories in my drafts, I can’t bring myself to continue with them. Not anytime soon, at least. Maybe one day the itch to write will be so intense, or JJK1/KTH1 drops and I’ll lose my shit (Untitled and Belong were born out of Indigo and D-day after all), or after rereading my stories, I’ll miss writing so much. The thing is, I’ve never loved BTS as much as I do right now; perhaps I’m content with screaming about that love to myself in the meantime.

I’ll be lurking around here, maybe pop in every once in a while (so plagiarists, keep off my work, pls). My stories will remain here as your comfort 😌 and I’ll do my best to put out the PLM drabbles I promised! Other than that, all the stories are complete for you to enjoy (sorry to those waiting on TLA 😔 I hate that I’m unable to continue). I also have Twitter (jmimi_mi). I’m also just a lurker but say hi if you want! 😊 we can talk bts and fics and whatnot over there (I’ll try, I promise).

Please give love to the authors who are still lovingly putting out work for the community! 🥰

[i-eat-deodorant]

really sorry i haven't published anything writing-related this month, i have like 5 wips and none of them are even remotely finished

[piosplayhouse]

By the way re: the last post have you guys seen mdzscql bootleg DVD summaries they're so fucking good

[lollitree]

Something that annoys me about Pokémon sv

The fact that you can’t custimizs clothes

I want to be able to wear a skirt

Yeah I get that, I felt pretty limited with what accessories I could use since some just didn't go well with the colour of my uniform. On the other hand I can absolutely understand why skirts/dresses aren't available because they'd be a nightmare in a game where the character is riding around on a giant lizard for most of the gameplay

[aropride]

how the fuck do u wash a weighted blanket

[widowshill]

rvb saturday night agenda

[galaxiespace]

I’m finally kind of back! I'm so busy (and anxious) that I had to stay out of the internet in every possible way; the end-of-semester season is insane when you’re studying to enter college.

[corpsentry]

replying to ao2 comments from 2019. hope my old readers know i am not dead i just got a gf

[c2-eh]

I think he lost weight, in that football match he did recently he was looking sauberish with how tiny he was

he already looked like sauber Charles in that match. The only explanation is that he finally fully embraced his twink babygirl self and look at him now. glowing

[lieutenant-amuel]

Remind me to never make events in my fic happen on certain dates again.

[seulgikisser]

omg my boss FINALLY offered me a morning shift meaning yes i have to get up early but then i'm done working at 2pm and have a saturday afternoon actually to myself how crazy is that

[thefaearealwaysamongyou]

It's over. I'm done. I shall soon perish. (School starts again tomorrow AND I have fucking midterms next week)

[mattynmarns]

going to finish studying for this final, go to work, go to sleep, wake up, do the final, and then do nothing but play Minecraft and watch hockey for three weeks straight