#What's wrong with me?

[die-auster]

Me: Ozai is extremely handsome.

Also me, drawing Ozai:

[kaatiba]

i guess i should just accept that i am primarily a fanfiction writer. i've completed one (1) long-form original work in my whole life and it's increasingly feeling like a fluke. i've written two "collections" of prompt fills, which are very like fanfiction as you take someone else's idea and run off with it, but they're not short stories really, as they're not complete narratives, just expansions. fanfiction I can write quickly and easily and well and I almost always finish them. but I can't do the same with og work no matter how hard I try. And maybe that'll change in the future but I just feel like a failure and a fraud and a flop

[that-one-weird-kid-from-school]

I wanted to make a @cheesyjester fanart of his persona in a way, but the only drawing of his character that I know of (he might have made more, but I don't know about them) is only in black and white, and I'm allergic to no colour, so I needed to add colour to that character, but since I don't have any way of knowing what type of colours go where, I just decided to make everything colourful, that way some of the colours are probably on right place, and I'm technically not wrong! 👍

[iwanttobepersephone]

I don't think anything can hurt more than my brother not only telling me to my face that he hates me, but him saying he hates me because I love him

[campingwiththecharmings]

i wish i knew how to talk to people

[navybrat817]

I need to stop trying to turn every drabble I want to write into a thing. 😂😭

Me to myself:

[shivroy]

every time i think about roman pointing to his head, his now visibly-injured head, and asking "why couldn't it be me?" even though he already knows, because he's wrong in the head, because there's something wrong with him, i immediately start crying

[bipdf]

fuck, i forgot it's my parents' wedding anniversary today.

[betweenthesunflowers]

All the plans I've been thinking about that we could do together and the stupid butterflies and the nice sex and now he says that he doesn't like me enough to actually date.

Well shit.

[razorsadness]

Oh, my wacky nostalgia problem. I’m deep in finishing RC 23 - I’m in the home stretch - and in a section where I detailed my mental illnesses, I also wrote about my nostalgia problem (it’s relevant, trust me). I wrote about how I not only have the tendency to think Ye Olde Days were more interesting than my life is now, but also how, even in Ye Olde Days, I had a tendency to look at the past (even the recent past), as though it was more interesting than my life currently was. Here’s a small excerpt:

…I would whine about how I hadn’t had any new lovers recently, or how it had been a long time since I traveled, and my friends would roll their eyes and remind me: “Uh, Jess, didn’t you just hook up with so-and-so a week ago?” Or: “Dude, you got back from a road trip five days ago.”

Hashtag same as it ever was; hashtag seriously, what the fuck is wrong with me?

[September 26, 2016]

[theblackestofsuns]

“What’s Wrong With Me?”

The Human Target #10 (March 2023)

Tom King and Greg Smallwood

Black Label / DC Comics

[storyweaverofgondor]

I’m feeling really guilty because i have had a really good birthday, It’s been great and wonderful and awesome

and i just want to f***ing cry. I have felt one step away from a total breakdown all day. I have been trying so hard to be happy all day because i want to enjoy my birthday and i have but at the same time i am so d**n miserable and i just want to curl up and sob my heart out or scream

but everything’s fine and i feel so guilty for feeling this way. I don’t know why i’m feeling this way.

[viciousland]

Thanks to @birdisland post, I'm listening to Assad's playlist and there's this beautiful song:

Is so... Peaceful and it has a certain vulnerability... Idk... Truthfully it makes me think of Armand and Daniel, more than Louis and Armand.

It feels like old Daniel and Armand, rekindling in a more mature way their love.

[languagendersex]

anyone ever realize it's been like 5 years and your life really hasn't changed much?

like maybe i changed as a person, but i'm still working a shitty job living in the same place, and i haven't achieved any of my personal goals

because, and i really really mean it when i say, FUCK THIS CAPITALIST HELLSCAPE

[futureboy-caseyjones]

*He bites his lip*

*He grips his arms, wincing when his thumb presses to closer to tender skin*

'Did they leave are they still in the kitchen are they mad too?'

Why was he even mad?

[vampirepuppygirl]

I'm getting anxious again