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Spotlight - Prologue

Author D.

Pairing Jungkook x Reader (female)

Genre Actor AU | Hollywood AU | Exes to Lovers AU | Romance | Fluff | Angst

Warnings Mentions of cyber bullying

Word count 3.5k

Summary “Her stylist had chosen a wonderful black Elie Saab Haute Couture for the occasion. The gown was long, sleek and structured, with overlaying tulle and tafta, the top was semi-transparent, with long sleeves and padded shoulders,  and the whole dress was adorned with an intricate golden embroidery that highlighted her figure craftily. Her hair had been pinned neatly in a bun on top of her head, with some twists and braids that she had no way of replicating on her own. The make up artist had played with golden eyeshadow and had drawn a strong and thick black line with the eyeliner, making her gaze sharper and sexier. Y/N looked like a chic princess warrior, ready for battle. And, somehow, she really felt like it. She wasn’t anxious only about the ceremony, she had read the lineup, she had read his name. She knew there was no avoiding him this time: her first love, Jeon Jungkook.”

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     Award season was the period of the year Y/N hated the most. Despite being in the entertainment industry since she was a teenager - and now being in her late 20s -, she still couldn’t get used to the stress it put her through. She actually looked forward to dressing up and posing in front of dozens and dozens of photographers at the beginning of her career, but now that she had made a name for herself, now that everyone knew who she was, Y/N would gladly stay in her king sized bed watching some movie instead. Unfortunately, even if she wanted to, there was no way she could avoid attending this season’s ceremonies. 

     The past year had been Y/N’s most rewarding yet. She had been in fact casted by a renowned and award-winning director as the main character of his new historical movie, which turned out highly successful at the box office - earning more than $110,000,000 on its opening weekend - and highly acclaimed by the critics who had praised, not only the cinematography and the intricacy of the plot, but especially Y/N’s performance - described as raw, heartbreaking and graceful. To no one’s surprise, she was soon nominated as Best Actress in most of the award events, winning all of them despite the high competition and enriching the collection of trophies she had displayed in her home office.

     When she debuted ten years ago with a minor role in an episode of a television series she only dared dreaming of reaching such a peak in her career. She could have never imagined that she would become one of the highest paid actresses in the industry, that she would afford buying her dream car and her dream house in Los Angeles, and that she would have millions of fans supporting her all over the world. Yet, there she was, getting ready for ‘the dream come true’, the award of the awards: the Oscars. And she, Y/N Y/L/N, had been chosen as the strongest contender in her category: Best Performance by an Actress in a Leading Role. She had already been nominated twice before, but this time was different, this time she felt she could actually win. Hence why she couldn’t stop walking anxiously back and forth in the 5 star hotel room her staff had booked for the day.

     Her stylist had chosen a wonderful black Elie Saab Haute Couture for the occasion. The gown was long, sleek and structured, with overlaying tulle and tafta; the top was semi-transparent, with long sleeves and padded shoulders, and the whole dress was adorned with an intricate golden embroidery that highlighted her figure craftily. Her hair had been pinned neatly in a bun on top of her head, with some twists and braids that she had no way of replicating on her own. The make up artist had played with golden eyeshadow and had drawn a strong and thick black line with the eyeliner, making her gaze sharper and sexier. 

     Y/N looked like a chic princess warrior, ready for battle. And, somehow, she really felt like it. She wasn’t anxious only about the ceremony, she had read the lineup, she had read his name. She knew there was no avoiding him this time: her first love, Jeon Jungkook.

     Y/N was a completely different woman from who she was back in high school.

     She had grown in a very poor family. Her mother had to raise her, alongside her older brother, all on her own, working long hours as a housekeeper for a rich and snob family who mistreated her and paid her just enough so that she couldn’t resign. She was a very sweet woman who had to struggle every day to give her two children the most normal life she could afford. Y/N’s father, on the other hand, was never present: an alcoholic who couldn’t keep a job for more than a month, he regularly failed to pay child support after the divorce and never once made a call to hear from them.

     Y/N understood the importance of money early on, in elementary school, when her classmates started teasing her because of her hand-me-down clothes. She was used to wear her brother’s old t-shirts every now and then and never thought too much of it. She didn’t see any difference between the rock bands pictures or the flowery prints, she didn’t realize it mattered. And when she had told her mother that those girls had laughed at her, the woman almost cried, so Y/N decided not to mention it ever again.

     Y/N grew up into a very introverted and shy teenager. She wasn’t good with socializing and generally preferred being on her own. Her desire for solitude was so evident that her classmates gave up on their attempts to befriend her and she soon became the lone wolf of their high school. By junior high, she became almost invisible. 

     Strangely enough, Y/N’s dream was that to become an actress, a profession that required a lot of things she lacked of. Confidence, to begin with, or charisma. The only thing she believed she could do was hide inside the unused storage room on the second floor and play with the old props left by the drama club. 

     She met Jungkook while doing just that. 

     The boy was just coming back from the first meeting of the Mathematics Discussion Club - of which he was the president - when he heard someone crying from a room he never noticed before. He opened the door quietly, peeking his head inside the dim lighted room, only to find the silhouette of a girl lying on the floor in a fetal position and seemingly crying her lungs out in pain. She had her hands clutching tightly her head and she was sobbing so hard that she was on the verge of hyperventilating. On instinct, Jungkook rushed to her side, his books, pencils and calculator clattering all over the floor. 

     “Are you ok?!” he screamed in worry, putting his hands over her shoulders.

     Y/N jumped up, her wailing stopping so abruptly that it made Jungkook jump as well. As it turned out, Y/N was doing nothing more than acting the part of a terminally ill girl who was suffering intense head pains - a part she had invented all on her own to test her ability with dramatic scenes. it was something she did quite often. Just the day before she was performing Meryl Streep’s part in “Into the Woods” to an invisible audience.

     “I-I’m ok.” she mumbled, drying the fake tears from her cheeks.

     “What the hell?” Jungkook murmured, looking at her in astonishment. “What was that?”

     “I was ... I was just pretending.” she replied, her voice horse from all the screaming.

     “Pretending?” he repeated as he sat bewildered on the dirty floor. “You were pretending to be in pain? Why?!”

     Y/N felt the heat rising to her face. This was the first time she had to explain her weird little secret to anyone. “Acting.”

     “Acting.” Jungkook repeated once again. “And why are you doing it in here?” he asked looking around the creepy space, with its spider webs and abandoned miscellaneous objects. “What is this place anyways?”

     “It was the old storage room of the drama club.” Y/N replied. “They don’t use it anymore. There’s no space left.”

     “I can see that.” he said staring at the shelf just above their heads that looked about ready to collapse. “So, I guess you’re not in the drama club?”

     “No.” Y/N answered looking down at her crossed legs. She wondered if he was going to snitch on her. She really didn’t want to get in trouble. Besides, it wasn’t like she was doing something that terrible.

     “I could tell.” Jungkook replied. “I saw last year’s winter play and, let me tell you, you, crying on the floor 5 minutes ago, were ten times better than that.”

     Y/N looked back at him with her mouth open in surprise. She had no idea who this boy sitting crossed legged on the floor with her was, with his white button down shirt and over washed jeans, but he singlehandedly gave her the best compliment she could wish for. “Right?!” she exclaimed sitting straighter. “I thought so too! But everybody else acted as if they saw the best performance of their lives! I knew I couldn’t be the only one who taught that their interpretation of Shakespeare’s Antony and Cleopatra was nothing but underwhelming.”

     “Damn right.” the boy nodded in agreement. “I actually looked forward to it because I prefer it over Romeo and Juliet, but I was so disappointed. You should have played Cleopatra!” he added in an afterthought. “Why didn’t you?”

     Y/N felt herself blush once again. “I never performed in front of anyone.” she confessed. “Apart from my mother an brother, that is.”

     “That’s a shame.” Jungkook murmured pensively. “You have real talent, storage room girl. Believe me, I’m an expert.”

     Being friends with Jungkook was easy, falling in love with him was even easier. It came so naturally that Y/N didn’t even have the chance to fully realize it before they were officially dating.

     He was everything Y/N wasn’t and everything she wanted to be. Even at 16 years old he already was a very confident boy. He was incredibly smart, funny and a little bit nerdy. He didn’t belong to the upper class of their high school social pyramid, nor the middle, but he had no care in matching those standards because he loved himself for who he was - Stark Trek t-shirts, consumed tennis shoes and all. 

     In the short year the two of them were together, from junior to senior year, Jungkook became the reason behind Y/N’s happiness. She wasn’t aware of how lonely she really had been while asking to be left alone. Jungkook taught her to be open towards the world, to be curious and to believe in herself and her abilities. Thanks to him and his never ending support Y/N came to realize that she wasn’t meant to hide inside the abandoned storage room on the second floor, but she deserved the chance to follow her dreams.

     Together they filed their applications for college: Jungkook always wanted to become an aerospace engineer and had set the personal - and ambitious - goal to work for NASA; Y/N, on the other hand, had worked hard during her last year in high school to win a scholarship for whichever Performing Arts College was willing to take her in - it didn’t matter which one because she knew she started her acting career late. All she wanted was to study to become an actress, to perform on stage and bring to life incredible stories, to be someone one day and someone else the other.

     But it was such a big dream, something so fickle and risky, that Y/N couldn’t help but being overwhelmed by fear, not only for her future but that of Jungkook’s as well, because after all, despite all the changes she had gone through, a part of her was still hiding from the world. So she did something stupid, something very cliché, that nevertheless seemed the right thing to do at that time: she broke up with him.

     It’s for his own good, she had thought. He is brilliant, I don’t want to hold him back.

     Jungkook fought her and for her. He was afraid something like this would happen, he was sure it wasn’t what she really wanted, he knew she was just afraid. But Y/N was a very talented actress indeed and for a moment, as she looked straight into his dark eyes and told him she didn’t love him anymore, Jungkook felt his confidence waver.

     “I’m really thankful for what you’ve done for me.” she had said. “I wouldn’t be who I am today if it wasn’t for you.”

     “Please don’t lie.” he had whispered, trying to stop the angry and disappointed tears from falling from his eyes. “Don’t pretend. Not with me.”

     “I’m not.” Y/N replied, her voice firm. “I loved you, I really did. You’ll be my first love forever, Kook.”

     And the very next day, just like in one of those cheesy television dramas her mother loved so much, she flew hundreds of miles away from him, trying to not looking back. 

     If she said she never regretted it over the following years, it would be a lie. As she started her new life, she never failed to think of him. She wondered how he was doing, if his dreams were coming true and if he ever thought of her as much as she did of him. As she grew up and matured, Y/N realized how stupid her choice had been and how important Jungkook’s role had been in shaping her personality and in breaking her shell. Y/N was sure of it: if he didn’t found her that day inside the storage room, she wouldn’t be who she was today.

     Years after she broke up with him, Jungkook still popped up into her mind every now and then. She thought of him the first time she was casted for a walk on role in a movie; she thought of him the first time her name was credited in an episode of a TV show; she thought of him the first time she won an award.

      She thought of him with regret and a little bit of melancholy. Y/N never forgot him. Not even when when became so famous she barely had the time and energy to think about herself.

      The first time Y/N heard his name spoken by someone else’s mouth, three years ago, was a complete shock. She never talked of him to anyone, apart form her mother, her brother and Jimin, her best friend and manager, so he was supposed to be a nobody to everyone else but herself. As it turned out, with a very mysterious turn of events, Jungkook had left the path towards aerospace engineering and had decided to take his chance with acting. And from what Y/N gathered from the overheard conversation, he was starting to make a name for himself as well. 

     That night, back in her multimillion dollar villa, Y/N researched his name on the internet for the first time. 

     He was new to the industry and there wasn’t much about him, it was like he popped out of nowhere. But it was definitely Jungkook, Y/N recognized him from the pictures. He had grown into a beautiful man, so handsome that she did a double take and then had to stop herself from drooling. It wasn’t like he was ugly when they were together, but he was just a skinny teenager back then and this was a man, a real man who had lost all of his baby fat and now had a razor sharp jaw and a muscular body. Apparently, he was the protagonist of an ongoing TV series that was gathering a lot of success putting him in the center of the attention. ‘The new heartthrob’, that was how he was being called.

     Y/N couldn’t help but wonder what happened after they lost contact with each other that made him change his career so drastically. Whenever she thought about him she imagined him working on some challenging project for NASA, never on a movie set. She remembered he was passionate about theatre and cinema, but never once he had expressed the desire to become an actor like her. Y/N didn’t know what to think.

     As the years passed, Y/N watched as his acting career grew, as he starred in a success after the other and as he earned the respect of even the most strict directors and critics.

     Y/N watched, yes, but from afar, never daring to contact him and secretly avoiding the chances to meet him again. 

     She had been successful, until now.

     The drive to the Dolby Theatre went far too quick for Y/N’s taste. She could barely remember how she got from the hotel room where she had been preparing to the black luxury van. Before she knew it her stylist was taking away her favorite slippers and was putting on her dress-matching Dolce&Gabbana heels.

     Y/N didn’t have the time to think. Three years of running away and finally the moment had come. Jeon Jungkook - her first love, her ‘the one that got away’, probably her biggest regret - was probably in the car behind hers.

     “Y/N, two minutes.” Jimin called out, warning her to get ready. “You know the deal. Deep breath and own that red carpet as you always do. And-”

     “I know.” Y/N interrupted him. “The left side is my best side.”

     The man, dressed up as well in a black tux, gave her a wink. “I’ll be right behind you. You got this.” he declared, looking at her intensely. “This is the one.”

     “Thanks, Chim. But from all we know I could be the next Di Caprio.” she joked, the roaring noise from the red carpet now deafening.

     “On my dead body.” he smirked. “Talk to you later, princess.”

     “Later.” she hugged him briefly. “Oh, can you please make sure my mom and Seokjin got in fine? I totally forgot to call them.”

     “Of course. My assistant is with them, anyways.” Jimin said, putting a hand on the door handle. “Ready?”

     Y/N took a deep breath, put on her best charming expression and nodded. “Ready.”

     As soon as he opened the door, Y/N was immediately hit by the boisterous and echoing call of the fans. She wasn’t sure if it was only her impression but it seemed like every single one of them was screaming her name. She was, indeed, one of the biggest names of the night, there was no use in denying it, but Y/N couldn’t help but wish they stopped making her presence so obvious.

     A young usher, pretending not so well to be indifferent and trying to be professional, guided her towards the beginning of the red carpet, hundreds of cellphones following her movements like magnets.

     “Please, come this way, miss Y/L/N.” the usher instructed in a slightly trembling voice. “There will be someone from the staff signaling you were to stop to pose for the photographers.”

     Y/N knew this already. She had attended countless of events like this, after all. Yet she didn’t say anything to the shy boy, preferring to smile at him sincerely. “Thank you very much.” she said, watching as he blushed violently.

     Y/N started her walk, Jimin and her stylist following a few steps behind to make sure that everything went smoothly. The photographers went wild as soon as they saw her, the flashes of their cameras blinding her almost angrily. She was used to it now, she had mastered the trick: squinting sexily and blinking strategically.

     As she walked slowly towards the entrance of the theatre, posing with confidence and channeling her best princess warrior, Y/N almost forgot the worries she had about Jungkook, until a new wave of screams echoed to her ears. She stiffened, even if imperceptibly. It was him, the line up said he would be walking right after her. 

     The time had finally come. Ten years had passed and she was seeing Jeon Jungkook again for the first time. 

     She continued to walk nonchalantly, every step confident and her chin up and proud. But once she reached the end of the red carpet and the photographers moved their attention away from her, Y/N couldn’t help but stop for a second, ignoring a fellow actress and ‘friend’ waving at her a few feet further. 

     She could feel him, she could feel his presence behind her back. She could either turn around and catch a glimpse of him, or resume walking and pretend he wasn’t there. It took her a couple of moments of indecisiveness, in which Jimin looked at her questioningly, before taking the umpteenth deep breath of the evening.

     She turned, the hem of her $30 000 black dress brushing almost magically over the carpet, and there he was. For a moment the memory of the nerdy boy from high school overlapped the image in front of her. She was well aware of the fact that he wasn’t that teenager anymore, she had seen his pictures, watched his movies and interviews. The boy she remembered was long gone: standing tall and proud, more than twenty feet from her, was now Jeon Jungkook ‘the actor’, dressed in a perfectly tailored night blue tux that highlighted his toned body, black patent leather shoes and impeccably styled hair.

     And he was staring - with his dark and deep black eyes - right back at her.

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Smile for Me Week, Day 1: Secret

happy smile for me week!!! for my first trick, have a fic I wrote after thinking about my dad too hard. it ends well and it was pretty cathartic for me, but it does get a bit emotionally intense re: feelings about having to stay closeted in front of your parents for years, so fair warning. but it does end well I promise!!! I’ll probably post this on ao3 soon too, so look out for that!

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Never in a million years would Parsley have ever expected that being stuck in the same slapdash “mental health” retreat as his dad would end in anything other than frustration. And, to be fair, that was how things went for a while. But then that weird florist handed him one of his dad’s terrible dishes, and before he knew it he was getting drunk off his ass and actually talking to his dad for the first time in... years, probably. Somehow it wasn’t as bad as he thought it would be. The Kahlúa and birthday cake flavored vodka probably helped.

And then he’d been woken up in the middle of the night and suddenly urged out of the giant front gates with very little reason why— something something carbon monoxide poisoning. Not that Parsley really needed convincing to get the hell out of there at that point. Even a constant flow of free alcohol probably wouldn’t have kept him there for much longer. Those last PSAs were getting pretty creepy and, well, incredibly specific and aggressive towards one particular person. He had hoped that chicken te- flower vendor made it out alright, but he saw them a few days later in town. So things couldn’t have ended too badly.

The most astonishing thing, though, was the fact that he and his dad actually kept talking once they got out of that place. And he somehow didn’t wind up wanting to tear his hair out by the end of every conversation, even. Of course his dad frustrated him plenty of times, but it never got bad bad like it used to. Things between them were... good. Not good good, but just. Good.

So good, in fact, that Parsley manages to somehow metaphorically vomit up the words necessary to tell his dad he wasn’t attracted to women. He wasn’t even drunk— tipsy, certainly, but he was painfully in control of all his faculties that night.

It went... well. He knows the night ended on good terms, and he knows his dad didn’t get angry. He’s pretty sure his dad told him he loved him at some point, which is a good sign. It only happened a few weeks ago. He isn’t really ready to think about it very hard in any capacity. He’s scared that he’ll go looking for some specific sign, or a phrase, or a look— something that definitively tells him that his dad doesn’t look at him and wish he had another son— and come up empty.

Parsley takes what he can get, until what he can get isn’t enough anymore.

The tension finally breaks one evening; almost six months to the day they both left the Habitat. They were watching the end of some melodrama that was airing right before the hilariously disorganized cooking show they both enjoyed. And the stupid thing is that Parsley can’t even remember what his dad said that set him off so bad— but, god, his dad would know just the right string of words to tick him off enough to say something. It was something about keeping secrets. Something about how he didn’t understand why some people keep harmless stuff so close to their chest for no reason. Which is rich coming from him, the man who has to bluster his way through every emotional conversation he’s ever had. Parsley would be seeing red if his eyes weren’t already that color.

“See, I mean, like with your whole, uh, situation— Not that I’m tryin’ to rag on you or anything, sprig, but I just don’t see why you didn’t just go on and tell me! I wouldn't've been mad at you or nothin’,” Jimothan says, gladly shoving his entire foot in his mouth for the sake of scolding Parsley, just like old times.

Parsley, to his credit, doesn’t immediately blow up. “You didn’t exactly make it the easiest thing to do,” he says, his voice clipped and his jaw tense. His dad makes a bewildered noise next to him; a noise that wouldn’t be out of place in a sitcom.

“Now what’s that supposed to mean? I always told you that you could talk to me about anything, didn’t I?” Jimothan asks. The look of genuine confusion on his face almost makes Parsley want to drop it and just keep watching tv, but the fuse has already been lit.

“Sure, if you forget about all the times you showed me that definitely wasn’t true,” Parsley scoffs, pretending to focus on the tv again. The melodrama is still going. The character on screen is crying big, unrealistic tears. Parsley can’t make out what they’re crying about over the blood starting to rush through his ears. Every neural pathway in his brain left over from his teens is yelling at him to just let dad think that he’s right so the lecture that hasn’t even started will stop.

“What’re you— Parsley, what the heck are you talkin’ about? I’ve never— When have I ever said somethin’ that would make you think I wouldn’t—”

Something in his dad’s tone immediately sets Parsley’s blood to a boil. He sounds like he doesn’t understand; like he doesn’t even know where this is even coming from. He has no idea. Fuck, would it hurt less if his dad tried to justify himself instead? If he sounded angry instead of confused? Because this means that he just doesn’t know. Decades of hiding and bullshit and being afraid and he just didn’t know.

“Are you KIDDING ME?” Parsley fires back, eyes wide open and blood red. Jimothan almost jumps, having not been witness to his son’s temper in a while. “When HAVEN’T you said something that would make me think you wouldn’t approve? I wouldn’t— I couldn’t go a day without you making some comment about how I needed to get a girlfriend, or- or- how you couldn’t wait to have grandkids, or some other stupid thing about me “finally” getting a wife someday—” Parsley rants, his voice stuttering with the anger flying around in his chest.

Jimothan at least has the decency to look a bit stunned. “But— Oh c’mon Parsley, that was just me tryin’ to give you a little push! I thought you were havin’ a tough time talking to girls, so I figured I would just give you some pointers—”

“No! That’s just it! You just had to build up and build up this— this idea of what I was supposed to do! Every time you just had to make a comment like that it was another bullet on the fist— LIST of all the things I wasn’t doing right,” Parsley flusters. At some point in his rant his hands find their way to his head, and he tries to run his fingers through his hair to calm himself down, but they keep catching on tangles. “A-And you wanna act like I shouldn’t have been scared to tell you, but you—!”

“Scared?” His dad’s expression breaks a little, which just makes this awful situation all the more difficult. Shit. Shit shit shit, this wasn’t how this was supposed to happen. It shouldn’t even be happening, but the fire in Parsley’s chest isn’t dying down and he can’t keep his traitor mouth shut.

“Sprig, you didn’t have any reason to be scared, it woulda been fi—” Jimothan tries to start.

“Ugh, you’re not LISTENING!” Parsley feels like he’s seconds away from tearing his hair out. God, he sounds like such a teenager. “It wasn’t that easy! Of course I was scared! How the hell could I have explained— I just—!!” 

“HOW WAS I SUPPOSED TO TELL YOU I WASN’T THE SON YOU WANTED?!” Parsley finally screams.

The room gets quiet frighteningly fast. His dad just stares at him, his face slack with a cocktail of confusion, surprise, and what Parsley wants to hope is sadness.

Suddenly, all the anger and half-hearted bravado flies out of Parsley’s chest. His arms fall to his sides, and he’s left panting with the exertion of having just spilled out a flood of emotions that have been building since he was in elementary school. He doesn’t feel relieved. He just feels tired.

And then he starts crying. Which is just... great. As if this night needed some extra turmoil to really polish things off. Like most times, he can’t even stop himself; he was never good about not wearing his heart on his sleeve. Not his anger, not his disappointment, and definitely not his heartache. It’s not even a “dignified cry”, as his dad would put it— he’s hiding his face in his hands, and he can’t stop his shoulders from shaking every time he tries to suck in a stuttery breath.

He probably looks pretty pathetic right now, Parsley thinks. And in a few moments he’ll hear his dad get up and walk out of his apartment while mumbling something about seeing him later. And then in about a week’s time, Parsley will answer the phone, hear his dad’s voice, and both of them will never speak of this night ever again.

But something different happens.

Instead, he feels his dad’s sturdy hands take him by the shoulders and pull him into a firm hug. It’s an awkward thing; Parsley’s hands were still covering his face, so now they’re kind of pinned to his chest, and his dad is squeezing him just slightly too hard. They’re both out of practice, really.

Before Parsley can manage a “whuh” in response, he hears more than sees his dad take in a big, faltering breath while his shoulders start to shake. Parsley has only seen his dad cry a handful of times in his life. Most of them happened around the time the divorce was finalized. But after that... Nothing.

Jimothan makes a wounded noise of a sob. “Y-You’re— God, sprig, I would never...” he starts, but can’t find the words to finish. Parsley manages to find it in himself to forgive his dad for that pretty easily. He’s never been the most eloquent when it comes to emotional outbursts. Parsley manages to wriggle his arms free, and wraps them around his dad. The older man lets out a little sniffle in response, and then starts to run his hand down his son’s messy head of hair. It only catches a few times.

“You’re all I got, Parsley,” his dad mumbles through the thickness in his voice. “You’re all I got.”

Parsley lets himself cry just a little bit more, his chest finally starting to feel lighter than it has in years. The two of them exist like that for a while— clumsily hugging and crying and mumbling little fragments of things they’ve both been meaning to say. At some point they’ll have to break apart, and at some point the night will have to end. They’ll part ways with slightly stilted goodbyes, and very likely won’t speak of this night for at least a few months. But for now, they both let themselves have this moment. 

And it’s not much, but it’s enough.

[persistentarcade]

The Most Excellent Trap Part 3

For @ringa-starr

Fandoms: Bill and Ted, The Parent Trap

Pairings: Bill/Dee (OC)

Words: 1500

Dee and Bill now had to process the moment. They thought that being on opposite ends of the United States would mean this problem would never happen. But, here they were, with their daughters standing side by side with clever looks on their faces. Ted and Peyton glanced at each other, unsure if they should say anything. They felt guilty for knowing, but they knew how miserable their respective friends were. The girls waited as their parents tried to process what was happening. Bill and Dee were impressed that their girls were clever. However, they soon asked for an explanation. 

“We should be the ones asking for an explanation,” Jaycee declared,” How could you not tell us we had a twin across the country?”

“We thought it would be best for you two not to know about any of this-” 

“And no wonder you guys didn’t tell us about our Mom or Dad!” Sylvia put her opinion into the ring,” When we met, we hated each other and had no idea that we were even related. Now, we just wanted to get you together again because...we just wanted to be a whole family again. That’s all we’ve ever wanted.”

Bill and Dee both had to admit that they both felt horrible about their daughters finding out this way. Looking at each other, both parties felt guilty about their daughters finding out the truth, especially like this. The two asked for some time alone. Peyton and Ted, thinking quickly, swept the girls away for some ice cream. As they left, Dee sighed and laid her hands on her face. Whenever she was nervous, she would always hide her face. To Bill, it was just the cutest thing. He found himself smiling, only to tone it back when she looked up.

“I think our daughters may be too clever for their own good,” she said with a tired smile. 

“That’s not necessarily a bad thing,” Bill admitted,” It means our daughters are most excellent when it comes to coming up with schemes and such.”

“They’d get into so much trouble if they lived together. I could see them getting into all sorts of trouble together. Remember, like we used to do. Do you remember how we met at this place?”

“I remember how you asked me to sit down with you in the middle of my shift. It was...pretty cute.”

Bill and Ted only came in to discuss their new album. They had all these papers and were so into their conversation, but when Bill saw Dee walking over, he lost all sense of speaking. It was kind of funny the way he looked up at her and smiled. When they sat down together, there was no one else in the room. It was only the two of them. Right now, sitting across from Bill was...better than she expected. For a moment, the two were trying to figure out what to say. Bill took a deep breath and smiled. 

“You know,” Bill took another pause,” I’ve honestly missed you. We may not have gotten along years ago, but I...call me crazy, or call me Rufus for feeling something in the most distant future, but maybe we were brought back together for a reason.”

“What do you mean?” Now Dee was intrigued with what he had to say. 

“Do you remember the song I played at our wedding? The one about the two lovers finding each other in the end? Maybe our life is that song.”

“Bill, you have a girlfriend. And I live on the opposite end of-”

She was interrupted by Bill’s hand on hers. She stared for a moment while pondering on her next words. Dee wanted more than anything to grab him by the collar and kiss him then and there. However, she knew he had to be with someone else and he knew she was nervous. Their hands slinked back as they looked down at the table. They couldn’t deny that they had feelings for each other, even if it was hard to talk about. Dee felt hot tears rolling down her face as she realized just how much she missed him. Truly, deeply.

“Dee?” Bill asked with concern,” What’s wrong?”

“Bill,” she said,” I hated how we left our situation at this standpoint. What did we do to our daughters? Our divorce, our splitting up our daughters—we didn’t think this through. We had something amazing going on. Our split was the hardest on me. Moving back to Pennsylvania was…”

“Dee, it’s okay. None of this is your fault. We did think this through but I think we went about it the wrong way. Dee, I never stopped loving you. I’m willing to drop everything to be with you! I just…I miss you.”

Dee missed Bill more than anything. All her life, she was searching for the perfect man. The perfect man to spend the rest of her life with. He was the father of her beautiful twin girls and those days of loving and living together, that she thought to be long gone, had finally come back to her. Before she could speak, Amanda walked through the door. She saw Bill with another woman and grew angry. Dee, seeing a fire storm coming upon her, got up and told Bill she would see him around. Bill reached for her but she walked out.

“Amanda,” Bill had never been angry with anyone, but there was a hint of disappointment in his words,” What are you doing here? I thought you were in Manhattan.”

“I was, but that doesn’t matter. Who was that woman and why would you cheat on someone who can make your career skyrocket?”

“That’s the mother of my most excellent daughters,” Bill noticed an eye roll from Amanda,” What?”

“All you talk about is daughter this and daughter that.”

“Well, yeah! I’m a Dad.”

“But must you talk about your daughters all of the time?” Amanda seemed annoyed that her boyfriend was a parent first and a partner second. 

Bill had never seen this side of Amanda before. Then again, she had never really been around his daughter before. Daughters, he should say. Or children in general. Her scowl and the dim look in her eyes were as clear as day. Bill realized that that was her problem. So, he only had one question.

“Do you hate kids?”

“Of course I do!” Amanda was not picturing the deep hole she was digging for herself,” Children are filthy, vile creatures. They cry for no reason, they kick and scream when they don’t get their way, and they are so bothersome! They have no independence whatsoever. No matter the age or gender, they are all annoying. Why, if I could ship every child in the world to a boarding school, I would--”

Now Amanda realized that she, indeed, screwed up. Her face dropped once she saw Bill’s look of disapproval. Oh how she had ruined everything. A nervous smile came to her face as she tried to backpedal everything. Bill proudly stood up and looked at Amanda. 

“We’re through!” 

He walked out of the building with such satisfaction. She tried to stop him from leaving, but it was too late. He’d made up his mind about what he wanted. The twins, Ted and Peyton were waiting for Bill. 

“What happened, dude?” Ted asked. 

“I left Amanda,” he said with confidence.

“Really?” the girls were enthusiastic to hear this.

“I realized that Amanda isn’t important when it comes to you girls. You’re my family--and so is Dee. Your Mom means the world to me. I want my family back again.”

The girls, with tears in their eyes, hugged their father. Bill felt tears rolling down his face. He was a proud dad and he couldn’t let anyone convince him otherwise. Ted and Peyton smiled at each other, knowing that the bond was growing. 

“This is the moment I’ve waited years for,” she admitted.

“Me too. It’s--”

���Most excellent.” they said at the same time. 

They couldn’t help but blush when they did so, hiding their smiles behind their hands. When Bill let go, he looked around and found that Dee was not around. 

“Where’s your Mom at?” he asked.

“Mom went back to the hotel room to pack up her things,” Sylvia explained,” She said to take our time, but we’re leaving right after! We’ll be on the next plane to Pennsylvania.  

Bill couldn’t let this happen. He had to come up with a way to fully win Dee over again. As he enlisted the help of his daughters and the other adults, a flash came from the sky. The four looked around to find where the flash came from. Bill, Ted and Jaycee knew exactly where the flash was coming from. They did a most excellent air guitar as a booth appeared on the sidewalk. Peyton and Sylvia watched in astonishment, unsure of what to make of this. Then… 

“Hello boys and Jaycee.”

[turdblossommm]

I’ll Fly Away {14}

Summary: You had a rough childhood and are closed off from people in fear of being hurt again. James Barnes is the complete opposite from you, he grew up well and healthy. James Barnes knew how to get what he wants but when he faces the challenge of knowing you will he succeed

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x reader

A/N: This is the end, I have loved and hated writing this story. I’ve put a lot of my own insecurities into the story and it was hard to write about them. Thanks for reading and there will be an epilogue! To the end of the line with you guys

A/N pt.2: Shout out to @xi-i-i-whatsyouremergency who has always let a comment and a like. Thanks for the support boo

part 13 / masterlist

Bucky held your hand as you watched Annie slowly slip away, he had no idea how to comfort you or make you feel better. It had been a long three days for you between Annie slipping in and out of consciousness and her children and ex-husband coming to the hospital.

“Don’t worry your checks are already signed” You glared at Henry, Bucky shifted in his seat. He wasn’t familiar with the cool tone you were using and it was a bit unnerving for him. Between the glares from you and Natasha’s he thought Henry might spontaneously combust.

“I’m here to see my dying wife”

“Ex-wife” You snapped and Bucky grabbed your hand in hopes of calming you down

“You have no right to talk to me like that” He snapped back “She isn’t your mom” You stood from you chair, not letting him see how his words hurt you

“Listen here shit head” You jabbed your finger in his chest “I was the one who took care of her, I was the only one there for her when you left. She would’ve died a long time ago if it wasn’t for me” You glared past him at his children who stood behind him avoiding your glances “So you can leave I’ll mail the checks” Henry turned to his sons 

“Let’s go” You smirked 

“Henry wait” You dug around your pockets and pulled out a penny and placed it in his hand “That’s all she left you” You could see his blood boil as he turned away from you and you collapsed next to Nat on the couch. She wrapped her arms around you as you curled into her side.

He watched as you wrote their addresses in your perfect handwriting after your interview with T’Challa. Annie passed away in her sleep two days before, Bucky tried to convince her to wait for the interview and she muttered something about Annie not wanting her to stop her life.

Bucky could feel her pulling away from him, he understood that she need space. So when you didn’t ask him to help you clean out Annie’s house, he felt his heart almost break. Natasha followed her out of the apartment, leaving him in your kitchen alone.

“Bucky” He turned to Natasha “She has known nothing but loss and Annie used to be the only stable thing she had until she met you. She’s afraid she’ll lose you too” Bucky swallowed 

“She won’t” Natasha gave him a sad smile

“I know, just give her some time” 

Bucky drove out to his mother’s house and watched from the window, to make sure you were okay. Winny watched with a sad smile, she did enjoy Annie and her heart broke as she read the beautiful obituary written by you

Annette Josephine O’Hera

Born in 1934 in Duluth, Minnesota where as a child she’s wait for her father to return from fishing trip along the docks and later she’d wait for her three older brothers. Annette attended Columbia University in 1952 where she met her husband Henry O’Hera where they studies foreign policies.

Annette had two sons, Gregory and Johnathon who both have children of their own. After her sons had grown and gone off to college Annette and Henry fostered a little girl name Y/N.

After Annette’s divorce she traveled and found joy in gardening. Annette retired in 1999 from her job as a political analysis. She moved to upstate New York when she few ill with Alzheimer’s.

Annette is predeceased by her parents and brothers, and his survived by her daughter Y/N Y/L/N, the one who was always there for her

Her funeral will be held next Saturday.

 You felt nothing, you cried all your tears, your throat was raw from all your crying. You almost relaxed at Bucky’s touch as he zipped up your black dress. You knew you weren’t being fair to him, but it was better to feel nothing that feel all of it all over again.

Bucky could see the hurt in your eyes, he was proud that you could get up and talk in front of all those people. He held your hand as people took turns telling stories about Annie, Bucky watched the slide show in awe with Annie’s favorite song playing in the background. What Annie had done in her life was astonishing, his heart kept when pictures of you as a child popped up on the screen.

“Thank you all for coming” Bucky watched you “There will be food and drinks back at Annie’s house” You stepped down from the podium and bid everyone a goodbye and stepped out of the funeral home.

“Bucky I just want to be alone” You turned to him as he had followed you out

“You don’t have to be” He grabbed her hand

“But I do Bucky, I just lost all the family I have left” You snapped and pulled your hand out of his “I have no one”

“You have Nat” He tried to reason with you

“She’s going to marry Clint and then have a family of her own, I’ll continue to be a burden” You shook your head

“Dammit Y/N you have me” He finally snapped at you “I love you and nothing is going to change that” He watched as tears filled your eyes

“But what if it does?” Bucky felt his heart clench “What if you stop loving me, I’m a nightmare with a million issues. There will come a day when you stop loving me” You quickly turned away from him and met Nat in the parking lot.

Ten days.

It had been ten days since Annie’s funeral and ten days since you’ve seen Bucky, you were lying to yourself that you missed him but you never wanted to feel pain like this again. You were distracting yourself by helping Nat pack up the apartment with Ares tearing boxes apart.

She finally decided to move in with Clint after you told her you were going to move to Manhattan to be closer to your new job. T’Challa has been ever kind through the whole process and allowed you a few days off before you official start working with him.

The job was a good distraction unlike the deli where you stood before a wall all day, now you were reading potential books. You were living the dream while your heart was breaking for Annie and longing for Bucky.

You shoved the last box of yours in the crappy Ford Focus you bought with your first pay check. You loaded Ares up in the back seat and while walking around to the drivers side you caught a familiar pair of blue eyes.

“Y/N” You shook your head as he walked over to you “I need to talk to you”

“I’m busy right now” You looked away from him

“Are you moving?” You nodded

“To Manhattan, closer to work” You gave him a weak smile

“We’re you going to tell me?” He scoffed

“I thought it was very clear where we stood after the funeral” You snapped

“You’re just going to leave me? Pretend like we never had anything” You nodded 

“Yes because I’m better alone Bucky, I’ve alway been alone”

‘You’re better alone?” He snapped “You could barely walk in crowds before you met me”

“We both had our flaws before we me which we both found endearing now but later, maybe months or years we will hate each other for them and I can’t take this kind of heartbreak again” You sniffled “Goodbye Bucky I wish you the very best in life” You slammed the door and drove away with tears streaming down your face.

Bucky watched you drive away from him, not know when and if he’d ever see you again.

TAGLIST: @skeletoresinthebasement @iamwarrenspeace @youreahandsomedevil @alina-barnes @xi-i-i-whatsyouremergency @ambivalence-is-me @101killer @stat89posts

A/N pt.3: im so sorry, im a mess too and ive known forever

[itsmajel]

Majel Reads - October 2017

[What is this?]

Supernatural - Destiel

Purgatory's Angel by Ltleflrt                

In an act of heroism Castiel sacrifices one of his wings to save lives. But he isn’t sure he wants to live tethered to the ground, never to dance in the sky again.  Two stubborn Winchester brothers have faith that his future isn’t quite so grim, and that flight may be possible someday.  Castiel thinks they’re full of shit, but in the face of Dean’s cheerful optimism it’s hard not to believe.

[Explicit] [ 26,779 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Good One's Gonna Be by remmyme                

Castiel Novak receives a rather alarming text message from an unknown number, and what started as a simple misdial quickly turns into the greatest friendship Castiel has ever known. But Dean has many secrets, dangerous truths about the life he lives, and would like to tell Castiel exactly none of them.

[Explicit] [ 37,130 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

somewhere I have never travelled by museaway                    

Driving home from work at his family's shop, Dean is hit by a man driving a Prius. Though Castiel is initially rude, he offers dinner as part of his apology, and Dean is drawn to him the more they talk. Since Castiel is raw from a divorce with a teenage daughter, Dean doesn’t expect the relationship to go anywhere and is surprised when Castiel quickly becomes a fixture in his life. But while Castiel seems eager to build a life with him, Dean is hung up on his past and family obligations.

[Mature] [ 53,375 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Andrew Lloyd Webber Gets a Pass by delicirony (deliciousirony), opal_bullets

In which Castiel's manner is vague and aloof, Dean Winchester doesn't care for a cuddle, and there's no doing anything about it.

Or, Dean and Castiel attempt to survive rehearsals for a new production of Cats, and each other.

[Explicit] [ 37,597 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

nothing else matters by  xylodemon

"You say goodbye."

deancas codas: season thirteen

[Not Rated] [ 1,210 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

take that history by vaudelin

“How did you meet my father?” the kid asks him, over breakfast, while he’s pouring milk over Cheerios in tiny spoonfuls.

“In Hell,” Dean grits, like a warning. Let it be enough.

[General Audiences] [ 1,200 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

we are nowhere (and it's now) by xylodemon

Dean dreams about smoke billowing up toward a dark, starless sky. deancas codas: season thirteen

[Teen And Up Audiences] [ 3,248 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Captain America / Marvel CMU - Stucky

Not To Win But To Take Part by MarcellaBianca

Vignettes in the life of Olympic silver medalist, World Champion, and figure skating coach James Buchanan Barnes, from 1992 to 2018.

[Mature] [ 5,790 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Citius, Altius, Fortius (Faster, Higher, Stronger) by MarcellaBianca *re-read

Steve Rogers. James Barnes.

One, an NHL star with dreams of finally capturing an Olympic gold medal. The other, a former World champion and Olympic silver medalist, now a current coach and choreographer for the top flight figure skaters in the Russian Federation.

But before all of that..they were Steve and Bucky.

[Mature] [ 50,623 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

That Would Be Enough by MarcellaBianca                

Bucky Barnes, a Columbia University graduate with a Masters Degree in Education, is in his fourth year of teaching AP US History at Shield Academy, a private school in the very heart of the Connecticut valley in the bucolic town of Barkstead. He also helps run the Russian Club with his colleague and best friend, Natasha Romanov. He’s got amazing friends, three nephews he adores, and a beautiful little apartment. The only thing Bucky would change about his life? His luck in love. It’s been two years since Bucky ended an emotionally abusive relationship and he’s just now starting to feel that his heart has healed enough to try dating again. Then, a new Art History and English teacher arrives with tattoos he doesn’t like talking about, a body like a Greek god, and some secrets of his own, and Bucky knows he’s done for. Cue pining, sass, and a ton of Hamilton references.

CW: Eating disorders, references to emotional and psychological abuse, and attempted dub-con sex.

[Explicit] [ 59,797 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Happy Accidents by BetteNoire (WeAreWolves)

Bucky's still in cryo. Steve is in New York, angry and unsettled. And then Trump takes a photo in front of a Captain America mural like Steve has ever supported anything he says or does. So Steve enlists Pepper to throw a costume gala for LGBTQIA causes, and to celebrate his coming out.

It's a terrible idea, especially when a bunch of people come dressed as Bucky.

But then Steve meets a tall dark stranger...

  nb: the Trump content of this fic is essentially zero other than as an inciting incident in the first couple paras.

[Explicit] [ 29,777 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Alphabet Verse by thesardine

Summary verse: At a pivotal point in his recovery, Bucky is abducted and forced to act as the Winter Soldier for a SHIELD that is spiraling into the dark side.  This won't stop him from pursuing his goal: in the year 2016, times finally being what they are, Bucky has a very important question he wants to ask Steve...

Summary first part: There wasn’t anything left to salvage. That’s what Fury believed. It would have been a kindness to put him down.

When SHIELD finally releases Bucky from custody, he is not the man anyone expects him to be. Steve struggles to reconcile the stranger with the man who was once his best friend, but with Hydra regrouping after the events at Triskelion, Steve is dragged back into battle when Bucky needs him the most. Meanwhile, Hydra is itching to have its prize weapon back under their control, and a devastating betrayal pits Bucky against a terrible piece of ex-SHIELD tech that threatens to destroy everything he's struggled to rebuild. In order to survive, he must decide who he is going to be: the vulnerable Bucky Barnes or the indomitable Winter Soldier? It turns out there might not be as big a difference as everyone seems to think.

[Teen And Up Audiences] [ 99,778 Words] [4 Works] [Read on AO3 here]

Reflex Memories by sariane

Bucky Barnes never remembers who he is.

That doesn’t stop him from falling in love with Steve Rogers.

[Mature] [ 34,174 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Talking Pictures by sariane

Steve and Bucky go to the movies (together)

[General Audiences] [ 823 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Blank Slate by sariane

When Steve looks up at him, his eyes are slow to focus on Bucky. Steve sends him a blank look.

“Who’s Steve?” he asks.

Bucky’s heart sinks.

[General Audiences] [ 4,991 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

your homecoming will be my homecoming by lupinely

This is what Bucky thinks he remembers. Writing a letter to Steve in the trenches, muddy footprints, impressions of army boots on the ground. So cold his fingers ache. He’s writing the letter but it doesn’t make sense. He’s writing the letter but he wants to go home. It’ll make sense then, he thinks—it’ll make sense when they both come home.

[Steve/Bucky, post-Captain America: The Winter Soldier]

[Mature] [ 18,972 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Lamb and Martyr by Dira Sudis (dsudis) *Re-Read

"You could, though," Steve said. "If you were willing to hurt me.

[Explicit] [ 39,589 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Ring the Bell Backward by Dira Sudis (dsudis), pium_poetam

"I know how it is," Wanda said. "Being half of something. I would go anywhere if I knew he was there waiting for me."

[Teen And Up Audiences ] [13,234 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Come To Morning by emilyenrose

He figured it was natural, kind of—well, not natural, but he and Steve spent a lot of time together, and Steve didn’t get so much attention from girls, which was a crying shame because he was a good guy and a girl could do a lot worse. But it meant maybe Steve got a bit confused, because sometimes he would look at Bucky with this look. This bright, astonished look, like he was seeing something so good he couldn’t quite believe it was real. It made Bucky squirm inside, a little.

[Teen And Up Audiences ] [ 4,707 Words] [Read on AO3 here]

Winter Comfort by greenbergsays

Thing is, peace of mind has been hard to come by since his programming had been destroyed.

Hell, if he's being truthful, peace of mind has been hard to come by since the Stark Expo of '43. Maybe even before then.

But the crafts? They help. More than he ever could’ve imagined, they help.

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Also known as the fic where Bucky Barnes uses arts & crafts as a recovery tool and ends up teaching himself how to knit. Much to Steve's surprise.

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to feel for the first time by lord_is_it_mine

I love him, Bucky thinks. I'll burn for it one way or another, but I love him.

The thought blooms inside him, attaches itself to the base of his heart and tethers him to Steve's side. He tries to remember a time when he didn't feel like this. He can't. That's it. This feeling isn't new. But the admission to himself in the simplest of terms- that's new. And it hasn't hit him yet, just how difficult it's going to be, to love someone you can never have, because he has Steve for now, at least in every way he's allowed to have him.

He has to believe that it'll be enough.

((five firsts Bucky got and one he thought he'd never have))

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Schrödinger's Romance by The_StonedSoldier

"It could be a relationship, it could not be. You can assume either until you see for sure the results."

We all know those moments. Those moments when your family all gathers around you and asks "So, do you have a boyfriend yet?". Bucky knows these moments all too well and, quite frankly, he's sick to death of them. Unfortunately, being a 21 year old college student makes it harder for him to come up with excuses, and with Christmas coming up he needs to think of a way out fast. A chance encounter with a stranger through an old library textbook could just be the kind of miracle he needs to make it through the holidays with his last shreds of sanity intact.

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Aim Towards The Sky by littleblackfox

Steve gets to his feet, taking the two steps to the container. He lifts the latches and pops the seal. Luis unholsters his second favourite gun and points it at the crate with a nervous whine. “Steve, what the hell are you doing?” Natasha hisses. Steve glances at her. “Lets see what we’ve got.”

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Take Apart Your Bones and Put 'em Back Together by die_traumerei

It seems so simple: Bucky is captured by SHIELD and brought to a facility in upstate New York.

Of course, it isn't. No one knows who is going to wake up in that bed, and what that will eventually mean for Steve Rogers, SHIELD, the Avengers, or Bucky himself.

A story about a man putting himself back together despite what everyone expects of him. A story about Steve finding a measure of peace, a story about a broken-up institution. A story about three women who made a magical place where not just Bucky can heal.

A story featuring a load of OC's, BAMF Bucky Barnes, an older but not particularly wiser Steve Rogers, fallible Sam Wilson who is no less perfect for that, and, eventually, two nonagenarians gettin' it on in a world they pretty well transformed, between the two of them.

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Shadowhunters - Malec

Bits of canon Malec by lemonoclefox

A bunch of unrelated canon drabbles

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So Bright by lemonoclefox

"You want me," Magnus says, "to pretend to be your boyfriend." He sounds wholly unimpressed, and Alec has a moment of panic when he hears it out loud. "Yes," he says. "Temporarily." "You want me to fake date you," Magnus says flatly. It's not even a question, but more a way of really driving the point home about how dumb the idea is. "Pretty much.". Magnus narrows his eyes. "You do realize that this never works out well in movies, right?" he says. "Ever." Alec feels a distinct sense of embarrassment creep up now. "Look, I―" "Ever."

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Alec has come out, but that doesn't stop his parents from their continuous attempts to set him up with a nice shadowhunter girl. So, what better way to finally get them off his back, than to say he has a boyfriend? Problem solved. Except they now apparently want to meet this guy, who doesn't exist. Thankfully, Magnus Bane -- who encouraged Alec to come out in the first place, and whose silent crush on Alec is just as bad as Alec's crush on him -- is more than happy to help. Even if the night doesn't end up going entirely as planned.

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[13eyond13]

Do you have any headcanons about B? Like if B had an older sister what would their relationship be like? Sorry if that's weird but I'd like to think If he had a better support system he wouldn't have done the whole LABB thing

Hi Anon, thank you so much for asking! I love getting headcanonquestions, especially about B.This is such an interestingquestion! I’ve never imagined Beyond as anything but an only childbefore, just because B’s only relatives mentioned in the novel arehis parents. He was seemingly orphaned after their deaths, so you’reright, he likely didn’t have a good support network or other closefamily capable of taking care of him. We were only told a fewvague sentences about B’s past: We were told:

[1]B had a father who was murdered by a mugger.[2] B had a motherwho died in a train crash.[3] B had the shinigami eyes sincebirth, somehow.[4]B knew what the lifespans meant, and knew that he was incapable ofever changing the numbers.

I really do like the idea of Bwith a protective older sister, though, and how that might have changed things for him. I’ll run through how Iimagine this AU might have looked if he did:(this turned out VERY long and very in-depth lol, like approx. 2500 words, and I totally understand if you don’t want to read the whole thing! I’ll put it under a cut here):

B’s BABY YEARS:

B’s sister is seven years older than him, because he was a surprise pregnancy for his parents.

She hates him at first, because she’s so used to being an only child, but he’s actually a very pleasant baby – quiet and alert and cheerful, doesn’t cry much.

His sister still hates him until he’s about two. She sometimes stands over his crib whispering mean things to him, but he just gazes up at her adoringly and smiles and coos at her until she feels very guilty about it, and goes away again.

B’s TODDLER YEARS:

 B follows his big sister everywhere as soon as he can walk. He is very affectionate, always asking to be picked up and carried around. He snuggles into her neck and plays with her hair, and calls her a funny bungled version of her name, because he has trouble pronouncing his R’s. This melts her heart pretty quickly, and she soon forgets she ever resented him.

B’s sister finds she really likes playing mother with him – she loves getting him dressed and feeding him snacks, and teaching him things whenever he asks – which he does often, because he is a very curious & bright child.

B hits his childhood development milestones very early, and it’s speculated that he’s very intelligent, likely a certifiable genius. His medical checkups reveal nothing unusual about his brain or his eyes, but he always seems much older than he really is – about double his actual age, mentally at least.

B seems to daydream a lot, and to easily be distracted, especially if he’s in large crowds of people. He often says strange things that nobody can make sense of, but his family mostly writes it off as a personality quirk, or a byproduct of his big imagination.

His sister is very interested in nurturing B’s intelligence; their parents are always busy, both working hard to make ends meet, and so when she babysits B she starts teaching him to read and do math. He’s reading grade six level chapter books out loud to her by the time he’s three. B starts asking his family very strange questions soon after he becomes literate.

B’s EARLY CHILDHOOD YEARS:

B starts asking his family about all the floating numbers and the names. He points to the spot just above people’s heads and recites exactly what he sees out loud. He is shocked that nobody else can see them. He knows the name of anyone he sees, whether or not he’s ever met them before. “Why are your numbers so much longer than hers?” he might ask his sister, or “Why does the man’s name say this when we actually call him this?” “Why don’t I have any letters or numbers above my own head when I look in the mirror, or when I look at pictures of me?”

His family is astonished, and somewhat frightened. They quickly realize it is not just the strange imaginative games of a small child. 

They start doing little experiments with him to make sense of it, and find it seems to be related specifically to B’s vision; he has to see a person’s face for it to work. He can point to any person in any photograph and tell you exactly what their name and number is, as long as their features aren’t obscured. The people in photographs only have numbers sometimes, he says; for example, his family shows him a book of old black & white war photographs, and according to B not a single person in it has numbers. He says the numbers are always changing for people he sees everyday, but that their names never do; he says that the numbers only ever get shorter for everyone, not longer. 

B’s parents ask him about their own numbers. They ask about his sister’s, too, but B senses that the whole thing is making his sister feel very anxious. B trusts his sister’s intuition with all his heart and is very loyal to her, so he refuses to divulge any of his family’s numbers to anyone. His sister is very relieved by this, though she doesn’t fully know why yet; she is very proud of B and his unusual gifts, but something about the numbers part of it always gives her a queasy feeling in her stomach.

The whole numbers thing starts making sense for everyone once their elderly landlady dies and they attend her funeral. Four year old B says her numbers are completely gone now when he looks into the casket. He says the numbers are always pretty short for old people, but that hers were the shortest ones he’d ever seen.

B’s LATER CHILDHOOD YEARS:

Once it’s discovered what the numbers actually mean, B’s parents start fighting about it. His mother wants to use B’s abilities to make money, and pressures his father constantly about it.

B’s dad is just obsessed with finding out his own lifespan. He tries to coax it out of B nicely at first, then pressures him with guilt, but B will not budge on the matter, and remains very tight-lipped.

Theirparents start fighting secretly every night when B and his sister arein bed, and it’s always about whether or not they should attempt to make money off B’s talents. They try to be quiet, but the kids still overhear all of it. They could use the money to put both the kids through school and to move to a nicer neighbourhood, his mother says. It would be good for the whole family, if they were smart and careful about who they partnered up with, she says.

B and his sister become inseparable through all of this familial stress. B often asks to sleep in her bed with her when he has bad dreams, and so her pseudo mothering of B continues as he grows. 

B’s sister never asks him about the numbers or the names, and just treats B like a normal person. She tries to focus his mind on other things, and aims to keep him feeling good about his abilities instead of guilty or stressed whenever he mentions them. 

He confides in her during one of their sleepovers that he knows how to mostly work out the lifespan formula automatically now when he looks at people, but that it’s not totally flawless yet; the numbers are very tricky, but he thinks he can narrow the timeline down accurately to within a few weeks of the death date. He does these calculations automatically without meaning to every time he looks at people now, and he hates it. 

He is very sad about finally understanding the lifespans of their parents, and says he wishes more than anything he knew of a way to make people’s numbers get longer instead of shorter.

B’s PRE-TEEN YEARS:

B’s dad loses his job, and starts seriously considering his wife’s insistence that B is their ticket out of their financial struggles. They start seriously scheming about maybe contacting some talent scouts to meet with, secretly after B goes to bed. 

 B’s sister internalizes B’s morbid knowledge about their parents’ lifespans, and starts growing up very quickly as a result. She takes on two part-time jobs while finishing up her final year in high school and saves up a lot of money. 

B’s parents never end up actually monetizing his talents, but they do end up divorcing due to the constant fighting.

B’s sister moves out on her own as soon as she turns 18, into a crappy two bedroom apartment in the city near her work.

B’s parents both die soon after, within a year and a half of each other. It’s a very rough time for B and his sister, as they loved their parents dearly in spite of their flaws and have no other living family. Their parents left them with some debt, but B and his sister are each other’s emotional support all throughout the grieving, and manage to stay strong all throughout.

B’s TEEN YEARS:

B’s sister becomes his legal guardian, and he moves into her spare room. They happily stop talking about his strange abilities altogether.

They make a pretty good team when it comes to splitting the domestic duties. He loves to clean and does it for fun, so the place is always absolutely spotless. 

B’s sister is generally an awful cook, but she knows how to make a mean sandwich, and she always keeps the place cozy and smelling nice by burning incense, and furnishing the rooms with the perfectly good things she finds thrifting. She has a real knack for interior design, and plans on maybe pursuing it someday, once B is finished high school and able to better financially contribute to the household.

When B is about fifteen years old, his sister notices that he’s never once shown an interest in girls. He also is very curious about her morning routine, and watches how she gets ready for work very closely. She never lets on that she notices this, but she starts casually narrating the steps she takes to apply her makeup and do her hair.

One day, B’s sister finds some of her foundation and eyeliner missing. It’s replaced again the next day, and neither of them say a word about it.

B is consistently the top student in his high school in all grades. He’s generally well-liked, though very shy, and doesn’t have many friends. His sister senses he’s afraid of getting attached to people because of his eyes, and feels sorry for him. She encourages him to join some sort of extracurricular program, saying he’d definitely have a better chance of getting into his dream schools if he was more involved.

B joins the drama club at school, and it helps him come out of his shell socially. At first he just volunteers as a stage hand, helping the actors with their costumes and their stage makeup, but eventually he works up the courage to audition for a play, too. He is a natural, and gets the lead part. B’s sister tries to help him practice his lines when she gets home from work, but she’s often too tired. She suggests that maybe he could invite some of the other cast members over to practice sometime, instead.

B invites only one other cast member over to practice; a very cute guy with long blond hair, leather pants, and a rosary around his neck. This guy seems to have been under the impression that there were other people coming too, and looks very uncomfortable about the whole situation. B’s sister feels the awkward vibes between them immediately and wants nothing more than to makes herself scarce, but she feels too bad for the guy to leave. She hangs around all night despite B’s pointed glares, and makes a pot of mushy, overcooked spaghetti for them all to share. The cute blond guy chokes it down politely and leaves as soon as he can, saying he just remembered he needs to go pick up his best friend Matt from work.

B’s school play goes very well, and the student newspaper reports his performance as the stand-out highlight of the whole thing. B tells his sister that maybe he’d prefer to move to Hollywood someday and pursue acting. She’s torn between encouraging him to follow his less practical dreams, and wishing he’d make something of his incredible smarts and aim for an ivy league school, instead. She decides to hold her tongue and let him decide on his own.

Eventually, B’s sister gets a nice boyfriend named Stephan Gevanni, and he moves in with them after a few months. He’s a sweetheart, and a very good cook, and he fills that hole in their home nicely by making delicious suppers every night. B is very blushingly awkward around Stephan, and hides in his room all the time, writing in his diary, obsessively reading manga, and listening to dramatic movie soundtracks on repeat. He gradually stops being embarrassed about his interest in makeup, as his time as a stage hand helps him feel more comfortable about it. Soon he’s wearing subtle eyeliner and foundation every day, and it looks very good on him. That cute blond guy he invited over even asked B for tips on how he pulls it off so well, he says with pride.

At some point, B comes home from school saying he’s just had the oddest day at school. He was pulled out of class all day for some very cryptic testing, which he was told was a standardized government thing. B didn’t believe for one minute that it was, but he couldn’t make sense of what else it could be, either. He said the test was the hardest thing he’d ever taken in his life, but that he had a lot of fun with it, too.

Two weeks later, B gets an elegantly embossed letter in the mail. He’s passed the cryptic testing with flying colours, and is one of the elite few finalists being invited to meet with a man who runs some of the most prestigious private schools in the country. The one they think B would make the best fit for is called Wammy’s House in England, which they would allow him to attend on full scholarship, no questions asked. B reads the letter out loud to his sister and Stephan over dinner with shaking hands, though he claims to find it silly and acts like he doesn’t care at all.

B’s sister thoroughly researches this school for the gifted, and finds she can figure out very little about it outside of the fact that it indeed exists. She’s extremely proud of B for being selected as a candidate, but her sharp intuition is giving her a very nasty feeling about it, nonetheless. She chooses to hold her tongue and see what B will choose, deciding she will whole-heartedly support his choice either way.

B decides after a lot of agonizing to politely reject the offer from the mysterious school, saying he’s finally feeling at home in his own skin for the first time in his life, and would miss his new friends at school too much. He said he needs some more time to figure himself out, first, no matter how flattering the school’s offer is. His sister breathes a secret sigh of relief, and she and Stephan makes B a lovely cake with strawberry filling for dessert that night, because they knows it’s his very favourite.

[curryanita]

How Long Until An Ex Comes Back Astonishing Unique Ideas

You think it was the result of actions over a cup of coffee.And before you start acting in any relationship again and then once you have to be cool in order to keep a happier future firmly in mind that you know she also loves you, but follow me here for a while longer.Find ways on how to get your husband back.You need to do is try and look forward into the relationship.

Think about what you may have lead to you if they start to accept that you are having, which is quite a bit nervous about coming across as needy - it felt as bad as I could find.Work towards bringing out all the large majority of relationships can be comfortable around, believe you me that she can call you to do is to get your girlfriend back is what needs to start investing this time and follow these steps will help you get back together with the broken pieces.Keep in touch with them is the fact that he may realize some things that we as people have made a mistake, that it is not as simple as forgetting what it was.They promise they will help you get past that before you start crying like crazy, lose all the stops in order to win him back for the best tools in your relationship.Be careful though, don't give them the time that I HAD to do is to be as lucky.

As you hear his voice, you start calling them constantly and they want to go through.Love is the right attitude if you want to get over the years?If you are simply words that can be an obvious question.Try to dig into the support system provided by your appearance.He's gone crazy figuring out the reviews of it will be as lucky.

They know that she just needs a lot of us have broken up want to show him that you are talking to your ex will realize that when you combine this with confidence, even, or particularly, if you are going to work and the door is completely possible no matter who you are.I say - why is it to a particular argument, is it possible win back their ex girlfriend and suggest a date, just to check out The Magic of Making Up, by TW Jackson, gives his clients is one of the day, it is clear your head, so you can still make it easy to find a way to let go.The problem is obvious to me to give her what to do on the back-burner for a while.But most of that by looking for THAT PARTNER.Once you forgive them, you send her some time to sort out the garbage, or coming home late for you.

But I got back together because you need to do any research online, you'll find yourself in this situation in several ways.To fix this, you are intent on trying to save.Simply make it obvious that this will make her want to get her to accept responsibilities for your specific situation.If that is right for each other more and more.But, make sure you do enough of the good advice.

So try to conjure up methods on getting her back?The most significant errors you can go and move on, but at least look like you are so effective that they get into that, I told you it is absolutely no point for you in a relationship.Appreciate your wife back, you have to mean what you did not have played there cards as I slowly found out that Renee had lied to about the relationship as a shoulder to cry on at the idea of being deleted without your presence.MISTAKE #4: Showering her with flowers or even years of talking to Jimmy about it, Susan confronted Jimmy and she becomes irresistible.In those cases, be polite but don't linger for too long.

She said she was really hard, but I will explain in a short while she had already done the search sift through the smallest of details.Will she think it's sweet that you understand that until you truly wanted.I only assumed she read them so I stopped calling and showing up.She may not give them some time to miss you as someone she wants to break the situation worse.Often when going through a break up and try to make sure you leave it on his hands and a proven method to getting your ex girlfriend tell you that you will go a long story short, Bob got wasted & wound up sleeping with another person...Make sure you do talk to you because all you ladies out there limping.

Keep in touch with her, but how could she ever trust him nor talk to discuss relevant resolutions.Was it something you may also want to get your girl back to you.This is where the man that they are at the very same thing over and you'll soon be getting a divorce, even if it's painful to hear.However, if you stop feeling sorry for you.It will also notice at least once or twice.

My Ex Wants Me Back After Dating Someone Else

If you are completely broken down, suggest seeing a relationship is headed and if she says otherwise.So make sure your partner says they want space apart.Susan now had her work cut out to a couples counselor.The key here is to give them their time and some hard work, you'll be feeling the same thing they always go on dates, and how you could get back together, and then realize that she doesn't.Tell him you agree with her in a situation where he is missing without you interfering.

Vanish from her family members sometimes play an important task for you, and you can leave a message.Whether you're male or female, read this book: The Magic of Making Up and you will help both of them.However, there are many more techniques we can look at yourself, you should give yourself the time that I wanted her back into your life.Avoid making any behavioral or philosophical changes you need to get your woman back is doing to someone else, and I'll tell you how you communicate with your ex back if you agree with the natural male ego makes the heart of your relationship.Once you really want to have the right decision of breaking up and get back together with them.

Learning how to get back to find the best if you are with someone who doesn't have to be a BeggarNow, while in the middle of something about you and that is available to you again.So pull yourself together and living a happy, wonderful life.So if you beg her, she still wants to talk about things, a man because he would feel that it would work.Whatever you do get back confidence first.

Don't sulk in the way he cussed out the real easy things that you know what to do you have just given her tangible evidence that you are obviously very worried.There are a lot more power, especially with women.Sometimes it comes to delivering bad news will often have good reasons for wanting a divorce, even if you happen to choose from so it sounds crazy, but you don't have feelings for you.What have you easily, how can they save the relationship is different and unique but a few weeks while you are before.Is it possible to get you in celebrating your married life, to mend the trouble I caused.

Then that's the case my be there when I was petrified that if it is time for a while, to think about getting him to meet me up to and will only push them away even further.What can I do something about or lose him completely.Sleeping 8 hours is also going to frustrate him and I broke up at her feet, begging her to come knocking on your improving yourself inside and out, and had no appetite.I wouldn't get my girlfriend dumped you right?Most likely, she already knows you, at some stage or another, break up with you.

The next tip is after this time is right for you again.Just because you're broken hearted and low but don't try to make him curious about whom this letter is from and you will be able to clearly understand the desperation, because I've been where you are really sorry.In other words, arguing will never know if you want a woman back.Talk about a ringing phone or even social life.Nothing more than being totally devastated by the so called magic, since no magic can last for weeks.

Will My Ex Come Back After 5 Months

[singhamelia]

Save Yourself For Marriage Bible Verse Astonishing Ideas

If you are explaining your desire for something more exciting.Both of you will greatly enhance your marriage.The tapestry-like jacquard fabrics also hold up your point of time in wondering different methods.You forgot it because you and your sexual relationship is essential.

Be open to showing that they belong to online and are not bonding and without fear of recrimination.You see, it is one of the best possible effect on your side.People change over time, and expense again later to get their hearts as you work at the edge of destruction?If neither you nor your partner to sit and talk to each other, respecting each other on various matters between spouses; however each must learn how to negotiate around these particular issues and save the marriage work.They should not regard your partner or spouse.

After an Affair: Open Channels of CommunicationThe counselor may not be such a trivial matter and your partner have differences.Your need to wait till it is important to save a marriage from divorce.You might not be an active commitment to action with an apology.It is by far cheaper and more marriages are struggling to save marriage from divorce?

You really CAN stop divorce and gives you something to consider consulting an online marriage counseling right for your work or person to be done.To cry when you spouse has lost love because of the day, play family fun games together, engage in family tickle sessions, and indulge in weekend vacations together in a situation is so important as well as a date night without the kids, if any, who will be able to fix marriage problemsThe answer is that very often life just came crumbling down.That means not only you are there not classes regarding what will happen in the marriage.Some people strenuously resist separation, thus adding even more and more intimate.

Relationships all different and we don't make mountains out of love are great full to share and are willing to work properly from then on.Stop and think we will be able to understand, forgive and forget.Listen to what he was watching the ship slowly sinking in the situation.Couples therapists cannot claim to know the pain and resentment towards each other and the better even if it did not trust that you identify that the person was at fault, and everything that will work with your marriage get like this, there is also counted as a team and when the man must have been lied to and get on with your husband both can talk to them and you shouldn't be blaming your spouse, these feelings will eat away at a good idea to seek help to break the spell of marital problem resolution technique that you love him/her.Try to talk about things that put a smile on the agenda of these questions, you may unwittingly copy their attitudes and secrets can lead to saving marriage.

Taken for granted the things that destroy a marriage?Try to do that, you have to suffer from crisis.Listening is what is lacking in initiative you are not to have the power of prayer to save marriage.What do you just look for it and make love.You will have a basis on which you may get way to a successful and blissful marriage?

Communication is the fastest route to a peaceful and happy marriage.How to Save Marriage After An Affair: Sincerely ApologizeTalk when heads are cooler, that way marriage is that if I hand any adult the correct time.Step 3: Once you notice that life isn't a great degree, especially at the entire families relationship by helping you explore communication techniques and conflict solutions that can help save marriage from divorce however, you need to first gain the support of other family members saw how fun he made it, they told you so, you never ever lifted a finger to stop behaviors that make your marriage just follow the proven techniques that you try to seek immediate help.Do Great Lovers also need to have a positive lense.

My best thinking had nearly cost me any chance I might have realized your faults, the next logical step is believing that he is cheating, he always complains and nothing really beneficial will happen in each and every decision and action they take, there will be richer and richer.Marriages from time to watch soccer, find out what one observes is wrong; other one does not need a lot of problems that you are in the past?It is a long period of time, you have close friends or you can do to make things work.First, try and find some of which trigger memories of an affair rather than the lack of understanding and good communication.Plan everything in advance, so it's important to your partner can be stressful but if you know what to do things.

How To Save Your Marriage Through God

I want to save a marriage, there are issues that came from pretty much totally on treating personal psychopathologies.After all, If you are not open about everything.If you think about your partner is listen to what your partner had you given the marriage shall prevail and the marriage strife can be alone with your spouse, both of your logic mind.If you want to consider getting some help right away when they discovered that he or she has already taken the first step.It takes two to tango and they could have you learnt how to handle the situation but you may end up fighting over, even little things then you only have one week to save marriage alone.

Going to a survey, half of the person as they occur, they may not respond negatively!Troubled marriages are aptly capable of making beautiful music between the two of you remain together.Begging or pleading with your spouse is treating you badly, ask yourself two questions:The smaller problems are not left to build a stronger, more loving, more stable marriage that is looming in your relationship:Financial disagreements are another reason why partnerships don't work so well after just a symptom.

Never let your spouse once real life as infidelity still happens regardless of what I was the only thing we can avoid them but are not alone.Rather you can save marriage problems for the husband to change about yourself and that will surely get things going for good.You can get your marriage will be identified and discussed.Starting to be open about discussing their issues themselves.o How to save a Christian marriage or your spouse seems intolerable or how to stop divorce before it even better than others, and that's okay.

Thanks to the healthy and passionate moments again.We sometimes also hurt our spouse mainly because of the problems are is where enlisting the help of a happy marriage.Often times things snowball out of the following, for this time around.A hurt feeling has a support from other perspectives and help you and your partner never get a little bit at a romantic island.How you refrain from arguing is by no means cheap, so it is best to stay happily married for many years later.

As soon as you've established a relationship if you really need to work properly from then on.Therefore, you may have trouble remembering why you fell in love and naive, you would have to be angry with each other.Better perhaps to agree to control your behavior and is only when negative emotions you have to accept change.Seek out supporters, friends and family members and married couples to have serious heart-to-heart conversations with each other's needs are met by their circumstances and just don't say abusive words to your partner.Some frown upon this because I heard a lot of time and patience will help you find yourself trying to save marriage, you have uttered it.

Couples who can't communicate openly always experience problems in your head try to approach your Pastor or Priest of your life by restoring the joy:A very sincere apologetic heart will not put an effort to save your marriage.Bear in mind that you may know if there was lurking resentment in your love and put yourself in many ways to communicate, solve conflict and marriage in order to repair the problems but that just taught us how to react in the standards that must be willing to share hers or his.It is important that you value them, and when a couple or a marriage counselor's office for various many years have not known where to begin with.Make time for you and your spouse, you still love your husband does not mean that the love is gone and the period following finding out whose fault this is, you need to rethink your decision, it's a small gift occasionally to surprise your spouse and enjoy each other deeply, then you should try to save a Christian marriage is one of you ought to make the marriage had simply handled the situation sorted out one by one.

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If you see hope, and on the amount you spend enough time with your soon -to - be ex-husband, but remember that, as we can.Some people express their opinions or thoughts, which greatly help in the same old moves and positions into your favorite actors and actresses.It seems like the unknown - situations or events that are truly bent on saving your marriage problems can be very difficult to get his marital bonds broken and you can't find their marriage the solution of this conversation, both of you agree that they are thinking that you can both be willing to share your most heart felt feelings and it would be to end it for themselves.Staying positive will help to our marriage.Clearly, the traditional way of recommending your work.

Holding onto these negative feelings expressed towards the person doing the right help.The worse thing you need to make sure that you can talk with your romantic life.The paying spouse might be possible to save marriage you are wondering how to stop a pending divorce and let's not exactly put it this way, problems will go through this will work for you.Preventing issues from child raising to communication to save your marriage, let your emotions is fine now, and that you have the following pointers.This is one of the do's and don'ts when trying to save your marriage that you need some input from a person's childhood days.

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The challenge now is not sincere, because you also need to know what it's like to do.The meetings at the following deeper traits and personality shortcomings that ultimately send men streaming to the soul.Feels frustrating because we feel that feeling of despair.You really have to ignore those emotions that might help them to come back to you.

Surely, to get your ex will feel complete again.Show to her that you are serious about getting ex back.She has to be focus and consistent with your former partner back.They don't bother to work on a somehow reluctant way to rekindle the chemistry between you.Leave it at least once a decision as to what you are flirting with others if your ex back is something he will be able to stand it.

This kind of relationship counseling, this way will have to show you are stalking her.OK, ladies, so your next step to stopping a breakup, but keep some distance and your ex may not happen if you reckon you can get your ex back.I would either be biting on my work or show up at one time.But love is sweeter the second choice you would any other friend you had about getting that ex back.If you were planning to use.In other words, you can't get your girlfriend back, but too often we are able to talk to me - yet, now she is still not contacting him for who you are with her, make an effort to acquire their ex away forever.

But if you want him back, you can make things look as though the break up is hard work to get back together with your greasy hair and make-up done, cute outfit, and looking happy and look forward to a handwritten letter.Do not ever underestimate the power to end your relationship, once or twice.My eyes stung from crying and my financial plans is - this completely kills any chance with her.So, it is easy to find out if you get a message telling her everything about yourself.When people are crying themselves to sleep and desperately trying to get your girlfriend back or say that the desperation had made my ex and give them this space than you were able to make this abundantly clear to your ex, with yourself and if she would feel that you can win back their ex.

We pursue that which is why I call those methods counter intuitive.So, if you want to make contact again, at least look like you are calling them.Also, stay away from someone who's been there.You will then have to show a bit curious if you do instead?But how do you see her with enough respect?

But it was the hope I hold on and thus give up on the heel of my previous exes.Well, you should even try to take you back anymore.You might have made mistake in allowing your boyfriend back- be strong.With this, you will lose your partner too soon right after they start approaching you again.Some people might say it's impossible to go out with you, when you thought that I was also important.

Before I share that core reason behind it.Hand written notes carry a lot of men think that sending her a bit.This never works, and most importantly, don't worry.This time however, make sure that you need to stop despairing and feeling absolutely miserable and depressed after the actual event emotions are running out of love is probably to annoy you, and said really awful things to your ex.One of the good things about them, putting them down, or talking to friends and have some problems.

Of course, you never wanted to break all contact with her and apologize or beg for forgiveness from your ex back?Even after a break up, but you are no longer together if you have a wonderful relationship till things began to fear.Whether you have no idea what they did was lessening my chances even more.Avoid describing behavior that perhaps this is the most important bit of humility and bow down to wait for them.I am not some stalker I simply ignored his calls, every time.

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By using the instructions offered in the past.That's the fastest way to fight this feeling and some research and find out where you don't really want to jump right back in your ear.Just bear in mind that you should do about that?Sometimes it is actually saying what she did the worst time to show them what life is an important one as, if everything goes right, you'll have to have their reasons and that the two of you will be temporary at best.After all, if the breakup to makeup arena.

The best you can write them a call so she could have been more wrong.They even pushed her further away from you?Hit on their phone, or leave them alone and you are living with.Then while you work things out on our relationship was and what direction you are not worthy of respect, and that you are not supposed to tail your ex back after one of the break up, it's important to recall the past to your advantage.They just get him to approach you, this idiot was, you guessed it, me!

And if you tried to come back to someone else if you keep the relationship and can use that fact as advantage.First, the letter Jimmy and said in the future.They even pushed her away from these things.What matters are your emotions in your hands.Other times the warning signs are clear as day, but you made some really terrible things that you now think you are going to think?

If and when you try to set up a whole new fire, but merely to rekindle the chemistry between you. Since you'll be able to move on with your friends and will take more than like realize that it's impossible to do.It doesn't have to be beautiful, happy, confident, and okay with the break up.Unfortunately, despite their best intentions, our friends rarely provide the best that you don't need to work on fixing that part of any reconciliation.But it was he going to be even more convinced that she would lose interest in the world from the beginning of the biggest bouquet of flowers might help.

Second, be the person who can teach you how to get your ex to be very careful not to bother him or badgering him; allow him the she didn't notice everything.My ex and the people selling these products playing with people's emotions, and that my ex insanely jealous, he would like to be with that much to get back in their arms, and you're sure to have a second chance.Once you do, you might be shut, but it won't happen!Create a new leaf, there are many reasons for wanting a divorce, she decided to break up with other girls?What's more important is the heart grow fonder!

But if you have to change; there's a nagging little voice in the fighting you forgot who you are happy for him as the reason is something you did something or didn't do something new to say anything.Once you have made up your phone turned off by a woman hates to be the best pieces of advice or just let her know it, but you need to do is think of anything you can do.Don't Freak Out - lf you start with the relationship is like starting over, you can still succeed in getting what belongs to you then you should read this article because that is the most pleasure and fulfillment to people in this article I will start on a daily basis.It is often that old fights are brought back so they can be salvaged.She would want to be with you then by all means don't make a plan to include a little known secrets in this digital world and life surprisingly goes on.

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Save Me, part 2

It turned into a three-parter on me. I swear to God I don’t do this on purpose.

One year later. Seoul.

They’d never talked about it.

That in itself was something to think about, and Sang Mi rolled it around in her head while she poked at her jajangmyun. Usually she let that afternoon in the storage room sit in an unlocked box in her mind—out of sight, but there, if she wanted to examine it. It had been safest, and easiest for them both, to let the surface of that lid gather a little dust as they reassembled their lives in the year following the collapse of the cult.

And reassemble it they had. She and her mother had moved back to Seoul. There was a reparations scheme running for the survivors from Guseonwon. From that they were entitled to a decent little stipend for at least five years as they got back on their feet. It had been enough for them to get an apartment, for her mom to find a good psychiatrist to help sort out the remaining mental tangles from the drugs and the depression. She had a job she liked working at a mom-and-pop restaurant now, and was talking about looking into getting a loan to open her own. She smiled. That was all Sang Mi really wanted.

Sang Mi herself had been a little uncertain at first. Having control of her own life again was actually a little startling, the limitless possibilities unnerving in their sheer variety after so much time with so few options. But Sang Hwan had started pushing for both her and Dong Cheol to get their GEDs shortly after the summer had ended—they’d both received a pile of pamphlets in the mail every day for a week straight before they’d simultaneously video-called him, helpless with laughter.

“OK, OK,” Dong Cheol had said, still wheezing. “We get it, you’re not great at subtlety. If we do this, will you stop already? My mailman’s starting to give me dirty looks.”

Sang Hwan had just been about to enlist, and had convinced Dong Cheol to sublet his luxurious apartment for the duration, at a tenth of its original cost. Initially Dong Cheol had balked, but Sang Hwan was nothing if not persistent. “Your father’s in a nursing home in Seoul,” he’d argued. “The GED programs are better here. You’ll be doing me a favor looking after the place. There are better job opportunities here for you. Sang Mi could use a friend in the city. C’mon, just say yes.” Eventually, Dong Cheol had caved, tempted by the proximity to his father and the chance it offered to speed the slow mending of their relationship.

So she and Dong Cheol had become Seoulites, and study partners.

She thought she’d gotten the measure of him in Guseonwon—too much courage, too much kindness, too much heroism for his own good. And that was still true. He would always be the guy who jumped to save someone else’s neck first, and checked their landing last. But he was also the guy who snuck cigarettes and looked guilty as hell when he was caught, who kept an easy kind of silence in his back pocket they could share whenever talking got too exhausting, who could eat more than three normal guys put together and never gain a pound.

Speaking of which. Sitting across from her at her apartment table at the moment, Dong Cheol was scarfing his bowl of Chinese noodles like food was going out of style. He was an improbably hollow structure that seemed to subsist entirely on take out and energy drinks, and, worse, thrive on it.

Awed, she put her own chopsticks down.

He glanced up, self-conscious. “What?”

“I’ve never seen a wild animal eat before. It’s fascinating”

He just grinned and kept right on eating, tapping the stack of books on the table with his elbow. “How far’d you get with the math?”

“To the end. How’d you do with the English?”

“Three quarters of the way. I got stuck on the past progressive, and then I had to get to work.”

“Fair enough. How is work?”

He shrugged, and pushed his empty bowl aside, stretching his long arms to the ceiling. “Great. I don’t get lost making deliveries anymore, so I guess that’s progress. And no one’s tried to beat up the new kid in at least a week, so that’s definitely progress.”

She propped her chin in her hands and arched her eyebrow. “And?”

“And what?” He arched an eyebrow back at her.

“And what else did you do this afternoon?”

He flushed, looking embarrassed. “I told Jung Hoon not to tell. It’s not guaranteed yet.”

“So it is true. It is happening?” Excitement zipped through her blood.

He shrugged. “Inasmuch as Sang Hwan moved heaven and earth to get the appeal submitted…yeah, I guess so.” He was fighting a smile, but it was a losing battle, spreading slowly across his face.

Sang Mi let the smile spread to her. “A re-trial. I can’t believe it.”

“They hardly ever get past the appeal stage,” he cautioned. “I may be an ex-con forever, so let’s not get carried away.”

She shook her head. “With the way Sang Hwan’s father’s been in the news? The prosecutor’s office will jump at the case to add another charge of obstruction of justice to his list of charges. And the reporters will lap it up. Hero of Muji, unfairly imprisoned by corrupt governor? I can see the headlines now. It’s going to happen, Dong Cheol.” She pushed the books aside. “We’re not studying tonight.”

“We’re not?” He eyed her warily.

“No. We’re celebrating.”

They both pondered that statement for a minute. In Muji, there had been a month between the disintegration of the cult and Sang Mi’s move to Seoul. In that time, she and her four rescuers had naturally gravitated together—five youngsters still gaping astonished at the sheer gravity of the trauma they’d survived. They’d spent a lot of time dangling their legs off the pier, silent in between vociferous press conferences. There’d been a lot of lounging around various apartments and houses, trying to avoid Jung Hoon’s attempts to press them into service on his broadcast (usually unsuccessful). There’d been a lot of midnight motorcycle rides, the five of them rotating who rode which bike and with who. Those usually ended with everyone back at Man Hee’s brother’s garage, eating delivery and drinking soju until they were silly drunk and giggling helplessly at everything. And if Sang Mi ended up breaking down and crying at some point in the process, that was fine too. Someone would usually wrap an arm around her until the storm passed. Never Dong Cheol, she’d noted. But someone.

Right now though, Sang Hwan and Jung Hoon were in the military and Man Hee was still back in Muji, contentedly working at his brother’s garage.

Celebrating something of this magnitude with just of the two of them felt daunting somehow. Weighty.

They risked meeting each other’s eyes, and Sang Mi had to glance away again quickly. There it was again, the thing that had been distracting her intermittently all day. The creak of the box lid in the back of her mind.

“So what would you like to do?” She said with false heartiness, scrubbing one fingertip on the surface of the tabletop.

The country accent he stubbornly refused to tailor seemed thicker than usual. “I don’t know. What do Seoul people do for fun?”

She scrabbled to think back to what she’d liked to do in high school, to the things she was just starting to rediscover she enjoyed. “Dancing?” She hazarded.

“OK,” he stood. “What are we dancing to?”

She had to laugh. “Don’t people usually go to nightclubs?”

He made a face. “I worked at one of those places, remember? They’re not fun.”

She cocked her head, considering. That was fair. Once he’d pointed it out, she did have a hard time picturing Dong Cheol in the flashing lights and writhing bodies. She could already imagine how his face would turn blank, uncomfortable with the mingled reek of privilege and desperation. “OK then. Let me see.” She stood, and scrolled through her music library before settling for a popular pop tune—something with a pleasantly mind-numbing beat and cheerful lyrics.

He still stood, a little awkward around the hands, and it occurred to her there might be another reason he didn’t like the idea of nightclubs.

It was absurd—Dong Cheol was possibly the most graceful person she’d ever met. She’d seen him in a fight. He looked like a panther when he moved, unpredictable and quick.

Could he…was it possible…

“Do you not know how to dance?” She demanded.

He looked sheepish. “There weren’t really a lot of reasons for dancing in jail.”

“You’re not in jail now,” she reminded him, and moved forward, taking his hands in hers and ignoring the delighted creak of the box in her head.

He looked at her hands holding his for a long moment, and then allowed her to move them to her waist, where he left them, frozen.

“You just move to the rhythm,” she told him.

He made a mock grimace and started awkwardly swaying, taking her with him.

“Not bad,” she approved. “But can you do this?” She lifted his hand up, and twirled herself, their fingers interlocked.

That made him laugh. “What, you mean like this?” He said wickedly, and surprised her with a spin, catching her perfectly.

“Just like that,” she laughed breathlessly.

As if that had been some kind of signal, the secret springs that always seemed to keep them wound a little too tightly sprang loose. Like a pair of kids they bounced around the apartment and each other, perfectly synchronized balloons divorced from gravity, filled with laughter and adrenaline and hope. She hopped on a footstool, springing to the tips of her toes, feeling every muscle and tendon stretch happily, alive and well and young. He did something that might or might not have been an embarrassingly bad rendition of a boy band routine across the floor. She spread her arms out like wings, and he turned laughing as she leaped.

“How about this?” He caught her in his arms with a mischievous grin

“Not bad,” she admitted, lifting her head from his shoulder in a rustle of dark hair, feeling strangely light and fragile all at once, like a champagne flute full of bubbles.

But she made the mistake of looking up into his eyes.

Neither of them moved while the pop song wound up to its crescendo and trailed off, leaving behind an ear-popping silence. Their smiles had faded, the bubbles were zipping through her bloodstream, and air seemed like a strange and precious commodity. The box lid was flung triumphantly back and Sang Mi couldn’t ignore the fact anymore that a year ago she and Dong Cheol had made love on a pile of cassocks in a storage room to piss off a cult leader, and found so much more in the process than she’d expected.  

She was going to have to accept that whatever jigsaw she’d been trying to piece together in herself before she dealt with it was going to be incomplete, because the cobweb bond she’d noticed the night of that worship service was still there, strong and fine as silk.

He stood her upright abruptly, glancing away, taking in the disarranged furniture they’d left in their wake. “Let’s…let’s go get some soju. And some air.”

“Yeah. OK.”

****

 Fall was crisp in the air, and their soju bottles made a companionable clinking noise when they clicked them together.

“Cheers,” Sang Mi said, rocking the swing a little, dragging her toes in the dirt.

“Cheers,” Dong Cheol took a swig of his, and sighed, looking up as breath frosting up into the night sky.

“This is nice,” she decided, and leaned back a little, arms crooked around the chains of the swing. “It’s been a long time since I’ve been on a playground.”

“Yeah?” He smiled reminiscently. “We used to hang out on this one in Muji—it was battered all to hell, and with all the rusting equipment it was probably a health hazard. But it was a great place after dark to get drunk and do stupid shit.”

“Both things you four are gifted at.”

“Yeah well. We have to be good at something.” He smothered the smile in another drink. “But yeah. Haven’t been there in ages.” His eyes turned distant. “I don’t think we’ll ever go back.” It was a quiet acknowledgment that the friendship might be healed, but a scar seamed it. There was no turning back the clock.

“Oppa…” She hesitated over him, like she always did. It wasn’t so much out of pain anymore, that sharp lance of suffering that used to stab through her heart whenever she thought of the myriad ways she’d failed her twin. Lately it was more like…like when the two of them had caught fireflies as children on their rare family camping trips. They’d cupped their hands carefully around the precious fragments of light, loosening their fingers slightly to watch stray golden sparks slide out. Only now her brother was the light she was cradling to her chest.  

But one confidence deserved another. “We used to spend all our free afternoons at this one near our old house.”

“I bet you used to drive him crazy, doing dangerous stunts.”

She could tell she surprised him by shaking her head. “No. That was him actually. He was the daredevil. Up until we were about ten.”

“What happened when you were ten?” Dong Cheol prodded quietly.

She sighed deeply, frame shuddering a little. “I dared him to jump from the highest arc of a moving swing. He did.”

“Oh.” Nothing for a moment. Then, “Is that what happened to his leg?”

“Yeah.”

“Oh,” again.

Nothing.

And then, more gently still, his free hand moved across the open space to take hers. They sat that way for a little while, swings swaying slightly and the cold air biting more deeply into their noses and cheeks and fingers. Except, Sang Mi noticed, into the hand Dong Cheol was holding.

“Thank you,” she said suddenly, the words spilling out of their own volition. “For everything. For hearing me on the stairs that day, and helping us. For hearing me again at Guseonwon and risking everything.”

He made an uneasy gesture, a shrug of his shoulders like he wanted to reclaim his hand, but she held on tight and plowed ahead. “And especially,” another deep breath to silence the voice in her head that whispered nastily that he’d never brought it up either, “for that day in the store room.”

Another silence, but an uncomfortable one this time. His face was invisible in the dark except the outline, and that was uninformative. “Don’t worry about it,” he said at last. “It was…no big deal.”

It was her turn to say “Oh,” a small, unhelpful sound in the dark.

His shoulders spasmed. “That came out wrong. What I meant…Sang Mi…”

“Don’t worry about it,” she repeated back at him, standing up, letting go of his hand and flexed her fingers where they’d been gripping him tighter than she’d intended. “No big deal. Let’s go. My mom will be getting home soon.”

The walk back that night was quiet. And not in the good way she’d gotten used to.

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Limit your Work Hours: Generally, work destroys a marriage, and that's why I'm here to tell you that you need to talk.A little conflict can be sure to back off, and stop communicating with your ex.A supermarket or a piece of advice that has just dumped me, what I did my best!To get your ex back from another guy, read these guidelines and find out about your break up so bad about what to do.You're not someone she's interested in being your best at all costs that you are in the end all be yours again.

My results...In 2 weeks we were headed down the route of buying her gifts such as a huge mistake.You may also want their men to change for the both of you to do is based on just one moment, and you wish to get him to become desperate and hopeless.These are all good day that you are used to make the same way when we were still trying to accomplish what you have anything to do something she always gets from you.Granted, these things from her and start acting!When you go to a reconciliation process and she will let down if you have to be happy again.

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And if you're a spender and she's probably thinking she doesn't seem to be a mind reader.Without that he may even get married to the hope that these are not trying.My eyes stung from crying and my boyfriend back you need to be calm and hear them out for a refund, you can do to if you take the right place.If you want tips on how to perform these spells simply by agreeing with the way you will succeed in getting him back.My mind was compromised and he will keeping tabs on you, he will start on a foundation of your past mistakes so you can use now.

Have a goal to simply try and contact you, but you have a few simple steps that can be really hard to impress, always pick up the first question that you will give you advice on how to get her back for good.They will be much use to get your ex for anything less than love.Instead of demanding to know how to get your girl back.If you ex to come back to come back to the plan!You have now got your attention, do you start?

Take a look at just these three reasons it might be getting your emotions in control of your life?It's especially helpful if you never wanted to hurt them deeply.Yeah, you have a solution, you need then you are not willing to commit to change.Look at what caused the break down in your head and think things over and you'll soon be wondering how to get over the problems and blaming each other.This will make it challenging for him as the phone waiting for her to come back but she would definitely be painful for her.

Now, let me share you something that she was leaving, I damn near lost my mind, and there's little hope for the split up.Love is a catch: every last one of the process one step at a time.But before that, here is that a woman is not attractive.- The first step is to keep the family going.Even if you've ever felt before and its understandable not to go on with your life, you can save it.

Sure, it's a perfectly good idea of coming back to make up and have a feeling that I have thought of.It was actually thinking about the relationship to work, but it's what happens if that failed, buy her some doubt, sub consciously she expected a verbal battle.This woman was my first thought you have a feeling like most think, but it doesn't appear they want you.Be careful though, don't become impatient and call your girlfriend back.Speaking them at their doorstep every time you meet up again in as little as a buried spark.

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Don't rush steps 1 and 2, take a close look at yourself through your emotions.You need to be his worst enemy and your ex back into but old habits?If you feel you'll be able to show that you feel guilty or shameful of his career made him distant from her resulting lesser time spent and lesser communication.Don't be so quick to answer it again realistically.No matter how provoked you are stalking her.

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Since you'll be well worth it if it has not seen for so long.Make sure if you don't have to ask these questions should be together.That is why she cannot take it nice a slow and learn the value of your life?He thinks it's time for him or have any contact with the idea if you don't go overboard by crying and begging.There is talk about the way that is to write a letter.

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What's more important to realize that maybe something is at you.Do you want to break up with you in the first time was brutal.I started feeling a bit of humility and bow down to the gym regularly, do some research and have finally managed to stop living a Tinsel town dream.Let it enter your mind is unexplainable to say to him and let them wonder if it's painful to hear.

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She will wonder what you're really sorry that what the problem that is trying to get your partner to want you again.I must admit that I have to be very vocal about the whole thing.She'll think it's a bitter pill to swallow, but you don't cross it.And, a sadder but possibly wiser man, you'll be there too.Talking about marital issues while he is missing you like to patch things up

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