#YAYYYYY I WROTE IT YAYYY

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ermmmmm hk s/i loredump below 👍👍 (there will be spoilers as I will plainly say it)

ivie is born in hallownest as a small one but is sadly an orphan, her family's kind is still a mystery to her but the only creature who took her in was salubra the charm lover - she became ivie's mother figure, was born and raised under her care. ivie doesn't know the world beyond where she is (and that includes the history behind the pale king) but she only knows select routes (she also regularly visits dirtmouth, the only town that has some company) that salubra told about. as a grown firefly she usually runs errands for her mother figure since she has the ability to fly with ease, and exploration isn't hard for her because she can light her way in dark places with no problem. the issue with ivie is that she's dangerously curious for her own kind and would drive herself to risky paths just to answer her wonders.

when the infection began to crack due to the inability of the THK to continue to contain it, it started to eventually affect the minds of simple bugs with orange fumes, it didn't reach her YET, but she carried on with her daily chores requested by salubra - however this day, was a huge favor - more than a daily chore. she was told to look for lifeblood seeds so it meant she'd have to wander farther than the usual.

it took her a whole day to look for a lifeblood cocoon (the one located in king's pass, and also where the little knight appears). her curiosity to the king's edge made her lost, but it made her all the more excited to keep going even if it was getting riskier. and that was then, when the infection started seeping into her mind and taking her into the deeper paths into the unknown. she felt her intellectual rights leave her consciousness as the infection pulls her to insanity as most bugs would. like sly and bretta who nearly succumbed to the illness, she sat alone in a corner with confused mumblings to herself, the only thing she could mutter was her mother figure for help. not saying salubra, but mother. everything was hurting. her body kept pricking and it felt like she was going to explode, her wings started to become brittle and tore little by little.

it has been a day and a half since she was infected.

though miraculously, she was rescued by the little knight who gave her a little tap on the head, and shook her back to reality. everything was a blur, a confusion to her. but she was saved by the little vessel. she thanked them for the help, and tried to explain her reason to be in such a dark lonely place. to express gratitude, she leads the knight to the actual place where the lifeblood cocoon is situated, and shared it with them. she had to leave immediately, knowing someone would worry about her - and so she took off, hoping she'd meet the little knight again.

following back home, appearing more fragile and weakened than ever - she comes back to salubra who was worried sick for her and immediately went to check on her. she did not understand what ivie meant when she explains that she felt her consciousness being erased, or that she felt like she was going mad - it's all a garbled mess of trauma. salubra calmed her down, but realized the state of her wings. ivie brought the lifeblood seeds as requested, but salubra felt the need to use this for her, as it's actually quite the magic for healing - and so she allowed her to recover with the labour she brought in.

it did not change the state of the wings however, they're forever tarnished and ripped. would she ever fly again? salubra realized she might've been... too needy on her ability to fly, and thought maybe it's best she should stop relying on ivie. but this little experienced actually provoked an inspiration on ivie.

she has to see what hallownest has to offer.

her injury was nothing but an experience, it was horrifying yes, but made her realize there's so much curiosities in the kingdom she has yet to see - so she told salubra that she wants go on her own adventure to explore and she is more than willing to share the wealth with her mother with whatever she comes across.

and from that moment on, ivie became a wanderer, keen to find anything and everything to answer what she wants to know - and possibly, the past of her family.

extras:

- during ivie's recovery, she mentions about the little knight that recused her - so when the knight actually does visit salubra, the charm lover would immediately recognize them and respect them wholly. (she still has the same sentiments as her canon dialogue would say, just plus the "you saved my daughter" gratitude)

- ivie would also act like a merchant except you MIGHT see her appear in random locations (like cornifer) to sell charms (that are also the same as what salubra sells)

[spiltcandycoatedpunkblood]

Eren, I hope I don't come off as intrusive but I've read your post about your family accepting your choice and being supportive and your dad being happy for you and I just wanted to say I'm so proud of you and I send you my best wishes! I'm sure that must have been a very important moment for you, so yayyy!!! 🎊🎊🎊🎊

you’re not!! that’s very sweet of you to say!! i’m still nervous about it i guess for particular reasons, but i’m so happy i wrote that letter!! my mum said she feels happy that i felt i was able to be honest. i just hope they use the right terms and pronouns, or at least make a concerted effort. my dad was interested in the blood tests and hormones, and sounded reassured by what i said about the clinic. it was a very important moment and it means a lot to hear that from you!! i’m glad i wrote all my feelings in a letter, it seemed the right way to do it - i told my parents beforehand that something was important arriving for them and they should both read it. at least i feel i can breathe a little better now to do it in a way that’s comfortable for me.

so YAYYYYY!!! your words are so wonderful to hear and i could not be happier about receiving it!! here’s to the future with the best wishes!! <3

[wtfnari]

[replying to the other ask]

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(also omg sorry for the long asf ask i had sm to tell u KFMKEKFDJ lmk if u prefer shorter ones)

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ALSO NO ITS OKAY IDM THE LONG ASKS 😍