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silhouettecrow · 1 year
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365 Days of Writing Prompts: Day 152
Adjective: Infinite
Noun: Eye
Definitions for those who need/want them:
Infinite: limitless or endless in space, extent, or size, or impossible to measure or calculate; very great in amount or degree; (mathematics) greater than any assignable quantity or countable number; (mathematics) (of a series) able to be continued indefinitely; (grammar) another term for nonfinite
Eye: each of a pair of globular organs in the head through which people and vertebrate animals see, the visible part typically appearing almond-shaped in animals with eyelids; the corresponding visual or light-detecting organ of many invertebrate animals; the region of the face surrounding the eyes; used to refer to someone's power of vision and in descriptions of the manner or direction of someone's gaze; used to refer to someone's opinion or attitude toward something; a thing resembling an eye in appearance, shape, or relative position; a rounded eye-like marking on an animal, such as those on the tail of a peacock, or an eyespot; a round, dark spot on a potato from which a new shoot can grow; (US) a center cut of meat; the center of a flower, especially when distinctively colored; the calm region at the center of a storm or hurricane; (nautical) the extreme forward part of a ship; the small hole in a needle through which the thread is passed; a small metal loop into which a hook is fitted as a fastener on a garment; (nautical) a loop at the end of a rope, especially one at the top end of a shroud or stay
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1987vampire · 3 years
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Proxies x reader NSFW HCs
alot of these scenes will actually most likely end up in this story im writing lmao, so stick around if you want to see them fleshed out
Let's get the obvious beginner out of the way.
Toby is a tits man, Brian likes ass, and Tim is happy with whatever (he likes tits more he just doesn't want to be rude)
Now, let's start with Toby
Toby is the most submissive bottom you will meet in your life.
Has slipped a bit too far into subspace a few times, and you've had to stop immediately once you realized.
Motherfucker just wants to be dommed and dommed hard. Just tell him what to do, please.
Has the biggest fucking mommy kink (which contributes to his love for tits because the motherfucker will lavish those bitches like no other when given the chance)
Also has the biggest praise kink you will ever see. Has came embarrassingly fast because you called him your good boy.
99 percent of his knowledge of sex comes from porn so,, he's going to have to be retaught most everything.
Has definitely groped your tit too hard on multiple occasions because he thought it was the right thing to do.
Surprisingly good learner, though. Just wants to make you happy.
He's the best one for quickies out of all of them only because he cums extremely fast while still prioritizing you.
(He makes up for how fast he cums by how many times he can do it. Motherfucker will paint you white all over before his body gives out. Plus, his CIPA makes it to where he can't feel the burning in his legs as he fucks you for hours. Has literally kept going until his body gave out because you wanted him to.)
All the boys have very specific thoughts on oral. Toby will give or receive, whichever makes you happier, but when he's allowed to go down on you, it's like you're his last meal.
It's one of the only time's he'll disobey your commands because it doesn't matter if you've already came three times??? He's still eating, lady, shhh.
Tried to dom one (1) time. Not doing that again. Dude started crying half-way through because he thought he was hurting you and your feelings by ordering you around.
You had to pause and take a bath with him afterwards while he calmed down. He spent half the bath blubbering into your neck and apologizing more times than you could count.
Now, Brian is the exact opposite of Toby.
You asked to try and let him be the bottom a single time and he fucked you so hard you couldn't walk the next day.
A little shithead who loves blowjobs. Will give you head, but much prefers you on your knees with him stuffed so far in that he’s tapping the back of your throat and you’re gripping his thighs while he uses you for nothing more than his pleasure in the moment. 
Will mix degradation in with praise like he's been doing it his entire life. Has given you whiplash multiple times because of it.
He's so loud, too. Toby is whiny and begs, but this dude is in your ear with low grunts and groans, his voice spilling the foulest words he can think of.
Has you seeing stars while mumbling into your neck shit like "your pretty little pussy's taking me so well - like you were built to be my cocksleeve. Just a cumslut who takes whatever I give you. Look at you, all fucked out of your mind, pretty little baby. Can't wait to paint your fuckin' insides. It's what whores like you deserve."
He's also the best at aftercare, though. You normally have to take care of Toby after, and Tim does jack shit unless needed.
Brian, though, has his dresser packed with shit to take care of you with after. Will bathe you, dress you, tell you little reassurances, make sure you're okay.
He's also best at knowing when to stop. He can sense your hesitation as if he's the one feeling it.
Because of his dirty mouth, he's had to break off sessions early a few times. The biggest was when you started crying halfway through him fucking you missionary, and not the kind of crying he liked (because let's be real, this motherfucker loves to see you cry and beg to cum.)
He had called you a whore a few too many times through the session, and you had taken it a bit too close to heart (it was something that hit a bit harder than needed since you were dating multiple men at once.)
He spent the whole night cuddling you and reassuring you that he didn't really mean it. He loved you, they all did, it was just for the roleplay. "Stop crying, pretty baby, we're okay. I'm not actually mad. Let me see a smile, c'mon, doll."
Also, let me mention that because y'all are so fucking loud, Tim has banged on the door quite a few times trying to get you to calm down.
Tim made the mistake of grumbling to himself during dinner one time in front of you and Brian that 'you're so fucking loud it sounds like you're recording a goddamn porno in there.'
If you hadn't been choking on your food so hard, you might have noticed the sly grin that crossed Brian's face, though it was brought back later when he ended up filming you quite a few times from that night. It wouldn't be posted anywhere - fuck that, you were theirs, and no one else's.
(he did accidentally share a video of you cumming to the group chat all four of you were in on accident while sending cute pictures of the two of you. The mortification of hearing your moans come through the speaker of Toby's phone while he stared at it dumbfounded was enough for you to not talk to Brian for a whole week. It didn't matter if they had seen you like that before, it was still embarrassing!)
(Brian didn't tell you that the other two - Tim especially - had been sent worse videos than that.)
SPEAKING OF TIM.
Let's get started with this man. Tim is the laziest motherfucker known to man but it is nice. 
Really, he’s not lazy, he’s just tired a lot, and he doesn’t want to put the effort in the fuck you senseless when you’ve got two others for that. 
He prefers sleepy fucking where you’re both half-out-of-it and breathless. He enjoys both of you on your sides with him spooning you, his hips moving just enough to give enough friction for the both of you to cum after a while. You can and will fall alseep right after with him still buried inside of you.
Speaking of, what’s the best way to get y’all’s sexual tension out while still being lazy (besides just making you ride him which he does very often) ? Cockwarming. 
He won’t even just do it in bed when it’s the two of you. He’s shimmied his pants down just enough for his cock to slip out and pushed your panties aside (since you were only wearing an oversized shirt and underwear. I mean, what did you think would happen?) and made you sit on him in the middle of the living room while the other two were lounging around, too distracted to notice. 
However, if someone does notice (Especially in the beginning because you were horrible at hiding your flushed cheeks and heavy breathing from understimulation) he would not hide it.
“H-hey, y/-y/n, what’s-sss-s with the f-fa-face?” Toby had asked innocently one night while you were all watching TV together. You knew Tim was smirking behind you as he lifted the hem of the big shirt just enough to let Toby know what was going on. Boy blushed so hard and covered his eyes, smacking his face harshly in the process, and Tim and Brian snickered (because of course Brian already knew.)
Cockwarming also means that the second you finally - finally - start fucking, it’s over for the two of you in less than a minute, your fingers clawing at him as you finally get your release after hours. (the longest he’s made the two of you wait was four hours because we’re watching Toby’s favorite movies, we can’t interrupt him, now can we, darlin’?’
He’s also a huge fan of facesitting. Not the biggest fan of receiving blowjobs only because it makes him feel too vulnerable, but he could have you sit on his face for hours and not complain, his hands gripping your ass tight enough to leave bruises as he laved his tongue over your clit over and over. 
The only - only - times Tim has fucked you rough was when it wasn’t even really him. You had been half-asleep with your back to him one time as he rutted into you slowly when you suddenly felt yourself flipped so you were ass up with your face being pushed into the mattress, his hips jutting at a speed you didn’t know he could reach.
You didn’t even have to look back to know that Masky - his alter that didn’t show himself too often around you - had taken over. 
During getting fucked that time by Masky, you ended up so deep in subspace, trying to please the man you didn’t get too see that often that you let him him rip orgasm after orgasm from you until you couldn’t think straight and you entered a space where all you felt was pleasure, and you couldn’t even see straight.
You were brought out of it by Tim pressing a cold rag to your forehead, whispering sweet nothings to you as he tried to get you to come to, apologizing profusely for letting it happen. You had just grinned and - though your voice was thoroughly fucked up from screaming - told him to let Masky know he could do that again any time. Tim had gotten so flustered that he walked out of the room for a few minutes. 
Speaking of alters real quick.
Tim and Brian are the only ones to have them - Masky and Hoody respectfully, of course - and they come out around you very little. Hoody comes out more than Masky though, and you can tell the difference in how quiet Brian will get. 
Hoody and Masky have fucked you both separately and together (so have Tim and Brian but we’ll get to that in a second)
Masky loves you ass and prefers to have you in doggystyle over anything while Brian’s love for blowjobs is only intensified in his alter who will have you gagging on him until you almost pass out. He’ll give you a moment to breathe in just a second, just hold on a little longer, okay?
Hoody is almost always silent besides grunts that let him communicate with Masky. This is apparent even when you’re not fucking, and the three of you have to teach yourselves how to decipher the man’s made up language. 
Masky is quiet too, but will grumble to himself more than anything, calling you the worst name’s he can think of while he slams into you so hard that you don’t even have to move yourself to give Hoody a proper blowjob, his grip on your hips and force of his thrusts are enough to have you bouncing back and forth quickly. 
It’s not like you could really move anyways, not when Masky’s picking you up by your thighs and holding your hips up as he plows into you.
They love spitroasting but have definitely done double penetration even if you complain that you’re not prepped. Who cares? You’re obviously ready for it, look at you already cumming even though they haven’t moved. 
Now, as for threesomes and or foursomes
Nine times out of ten, Toby is too embarrassed to do anything in front of the other two. Maybe if you coax him enough, reassure him that nobody will judge, he might join in for the night, but it’s an incredibly rare occurrence. Watching Brian boss you around is enough to make him squirm. You were supposed to be in change, not him? But there you were with your tongue sticking out as you rolled your hips against Tim, ready to fit either of them in your mouth. The other can always take another hole. 
Toby not wanting to join doesn’t really both the other two though, and though it’s still not as common to have a threesome compared to one on one, Tim and Brian are always ready to share. Especially when you look so pretty whining into the air as you take both of them at once. 
You don’t mind if Brian takes a few photos, right? I mean, just look at you! This is a perfect moment to capture. Ignore the fact that you’re now Tim’s home screen, your pretty tits out in the open as his cock is buried inside of you, Brian’s hand gripping the flesh of your hip. Why wouldn’t he want to see it all the time?
The same applies to them as their alters. Spitroasting is their absolute favorite, though Tim prefers it if you ride him while you slobber all over Brian instead of him having to use his energy to fuck you into oblivion. 
They love double penetration as well, but once they tried to fit both of them in your pussy instead of one in your ass and you came so hard that you passed out. It’s brought out on special occasions after a l o t of prep.
really, overall. you have a boy for whatever mood you're in and you're literally never horny because the second you mention it someone is on top of you.
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staticmoth · 4 years
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🕹main 4 at the arcade🕹
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Gon
-on the kids side 24/7
-plays those games where you don’t get tickets
-favorite game is the one where you’re on a virtual roller coaster
-watches the tvs they put up
-gets those jumping frogs toys
-uses his tickets to get him and Killua matching braclets
-falls alseep while eating the pizza they get (falls asleep literally everywhere)
-Convinces Killua to go in the play pin/play ground with him
-also convinces Leorio do go (he gets stuck)
-hits the plastic dome to show Leorio and Kurapika how high up he got
Killua
-wants the biggest prize they have there even if he’s not into it
-definitely cheats at the games (even if they workers tell him to stop)
-steals token from Gon and Leorio.
-Definlty one of those kids to be like “watch this” and die/lose the game right away
-runs around the whole aracade full speed
-hogs a game to get all the tickets (doesn’t care when the moms ask him nicely if their kids can have a turn. straights up says no)
-Leorio ALWAYS defend killua, even if he knows he’s being bad/tells the mom the kids can play another game
-does the ticket pulling trick in the ticket machines
kurapika
- Convinces leorio to give them more/ sneaks Gon and killua some more coins
-plays the puzzle games like deal or no deal, or those coins ones (really good at it!!)
-designated seat holder/stuff watcher. He’s always left at the table while the others run around
-almost always accidentally gets the jackpot every time they go
- Him and Leorio work together to get tickets for Gon and Killua so they can get all the prizes they won’t
-not before he picks out what he wants because he’s the one who won the tickets >:)
Leorio
-when he sees kurapika get jackpot he spends all day trying to get it (never does)
-gives Gon and Killua a $5 budget.
-makes them go on discount days
-Tells them to put their tickets together for the bigger prizes
-argues with Gon and Killua telling them he could buy them the prizes for cheaper
-Cupons!!! He has a coupon for everything, the food, coins whatever it’s for he uses them (yes he makes multiple separate transactions to get the deals)
-Even if he plans to only spend $30 he ends up spending $300 because he can’t tell them no
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theorganasolo · 4 years
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How We Came To Be The Solos - Chapter 1
Summary: And admist all of this, Leia thought of her mother, Breha, and her multiple miscarriages.  She remembered how her father would sit her down and explain to her how her mother had lost the baby.  Leia had been confused and would ask, How do you lose a baby? Just keep looking, he or she would turn up.
Rating: M
TW: Miscarriage, pregnancy loss, blood
Dedicating this chapter to @friskynotebook! To a very very belated Happy Birthday!
https://www.fanfiction.net/s/13590542/1/How-We-Came-To-Be-The-Solos
It started in the morning, that feeling that something wasn’t quite right.  Luke would probably have told her it was the Force, but Leia had brushed it off as morning sickness, a symptom of her first pregnancy that she’d been deling with for the past four weeks.  Years ago, children were not something Leia Organa Solo would think would be in her cards, she’d been a 19-year-old girl who had just lost her parents, her entire planet, and the galaxy was entrenched in a civil war, no time for babies or even fantasies of a family.  But then a happy go lucky farm boy had strutted into her cell on the Death Star, “I’m Luke Skywalker, I’m here to rescue you!” along with his handsome companion, and furry friend.  She had found a new family, her twin brother, a husband, and their life-long friend Chewbacca.  Her romance with the Corellian scoundrel had been a long time coming thanks to their stubborn nature, and now Leia sometimes wondered what would have happened if she had let her guard down earlier to save all the time spent arguing but she knew deep down that she wouldn’t have had it any other way, maybe she could do without imperial officers shooting at them, but she loved the banter between her and Han.  He made her realize that it was okay to be close to people again, something she was afraid of doing after the loss of Alderaan, she didn’t want to love another person only for them to be ripped away from her.  But Han had waited for her to come around, and she loved him with every fiber in her body.  
After the war, the New Republic had seen the beginnings of a baby boom.  Leia had watched while her colleagues had begun expanding their familes, and saw the way Han’s eyes had lit up everytime he saw the new babies being born.  She knew he wanted children badly, but she was more hesitant becasue of her heritage.  While Bail and Breha Organa had raised her, she didn’t want to pass down any of Anakin Skywalker’s DNA, fearful of them turning to the darkside as he had.  It wasn’t until she had gotten a hold of her grandmother’s diary while her and Han had made a visit to Tatooine, that she realized Anakin Skywalker had not started out as a monster.  Han and Leia would simply love any child they had, show them what was right, and try their best to guide them to make the right choices, “It’s all any parent can do,” Han had told his wife while he held her in her arms, after she told him that she wanted children.  And now here she was, 10 weeks pregnant, with a bad feeling in the pit of her stomach that something was amiss but she couldn’t quite put her finger on it.  She was currently lying in bed at her and Han’s apartment in Coruscant, after having taken half of the day off to try and relax.  Han was off-world on a supply run but was expected to be back later this evening.  Leia hadn’t told him anything was amiss knowing he would immediately pilot the Falcon home hearing that she was in any kind of distress, he had become increasingly protective of her once learning about the baby, and Leia didn’t want to worry him.
Turning towards the chrono on her nightstand, Leia saw it was four in the afternoon, enough time to take a nap before Han got home, and hopefully what she was feeling was simply stress.  Closing her eyes, she felt herself fall into a dreamless sleep
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Leia awoke with a start.  The first thing she noticed was that the room was bathed in moonlight, I overslept, she thought, annoyed that she had missed Han’s arrival.  Looking to her left she saw her husband was alseep next to her, snoring softly.  Glancing to her right she saw the time on the chrono read 12:23 AM, wanting to join her husband in sleep, she closed her eyes and tried to get comfortable, something that was getting more difficult these days with her constant morning sickness.  While moving around in the bed, Leia furrowed her eyebrows as she felt a wetness between her thighs, something that caused her to immediately become more awake.  Sitting up against the pillows, Leia reached down between her legs to feel the wetness, pulling her hand in front of her face. She could barely discern that her hand was covered in a dark liquid, and that bad feeling she had had all day was now back with a vengeance.  Leaning over her nightstand to flick on the light she looked down at the lower half of her body only to see that it was covered with blood, staining the white sheets.  Leia felt her heartbeat begin to pound and her palms started sweating, she couldn’t deny what was happening.  Swinging her legs over the side of bed, Leia muffled a groan as she felt her abdomen start to cramp.  What confused her were the drops of water she felt on her face, lookimg up she examined the ceiling, wondering where the leak was coming from, before she realized the liquid was her tears, and that she was crying.  Feeling that she was going to vomit, she dashed into the fresher, and started dry heaving in the sink.  
Rubbing her hand over her now sweaty face she accidentally smeared the blood all over her cheeks, forgetting it was on her hand.  It was at this moment that she wished she wasn’t force sensitive.  While it’s what allowed her to know about her baby’s existence before most mother’s would, it was also allowing her to feel the life inside of her fade away.  If she concentrated, like Luke taught her to, she could feel that the baby was still alive but that his life force was dwindling.  And that’s when the realization dawned on Leia that she was having a boy.  My sweet baby boy, Leia thought while placing her hand on her stomach as another cramp wrecked through her body, I’m so sorry.  
“Leia, where are you?” Han sleepily called out, noticing she wasn’t there when he turned over to reach out for her.  
Feeling the wetness of the sheets, Han peeled his eyes open and was met with the sight of his wife’s blood all over the sheets.  Feeling panicked, Han immediately jumped out of bed looking around and noticing the light to the fresher was on with the door slightly ajar.  He didn’t know what was going on, when he got home at around 7 PM he saw Leia was asleep in their bed and everything seemed fine, but clearly it wasn’t.  Running to the fresher, Han noticed a trail of blood on the floor, which led him to the picture of his wife dry heaving into the sink, blood staining the bottom half of her nightgown and slowly trickling down her legs.  Han felt sick to his stomach as he got a good guess of what was happening, he knew bleeding while pregnant was bad.  He walked over to Leia, placing a hand on her back, feeling her sweat soaked nightgown.  Leia glanced at him through the mirror, and met his eyes, she could see the panic in hers reflected in his own gaze.  Taking a deep breath, she turned to face him, wanting nothing more than to be held in his arms.  As if reading her mind, he gathered her in his arms and held her in a tight embrace.  
He felt his shirt become wet from her tears and heard her barely whisper out, “Han...I’m having a miscarriage.”
 Having his worst fears confirmed he held her tighter wishing this wasn’t happening to them, she doesn’t deserve this, he thought.
Stepping back, Han tried to gain control of the situation, “Okay...okay...let’s….um… let’s get you to the med center...oh gods Sweetheart...:” Han stammered out as tears pricked his own eyes.  
Leia shook her head, “No...Han….there is nothing they can do to stop this.”
Han felt desperate, they were losing their baby and he had to be able to fix it, that’s what he did, he fixed things, “But Leia the doctors can help,” Han grasped her clammy hands into his warmer ones, “We have to go, you could die!” Han was already losing his child, he couldn’t lose his wife too, and he didn’t like how pale her skin had gotten.
Leia cupped his head with her hands, “Han...you won’t lose me, I can feel it I’m okay. Do you hear me? I’m not going anywhere.”
Taking a shaky breath, Han nodded his head as he began to realize what Leia was saying was true, there was nothing to be done.
“Please….I just want to be here.  We can go to the hospital after it’s over I promise, I just…” Leia swallowed the lump in her throat, “I just want it to be me and you and our son.”
Han nodded, going to reply his affirmative before what Leia said finally registered, our son.
Han felt like he had been punched in the gut, “Did you say our son?”
Leia gave him a watery smile, “Yes, it’s a boy, I can feel it.”
“Oh gods, Oh Sweetheart-” Han was cut off as Leia doubled over and groaned in pain, Han rushing over to place his arms around her.
Breathing deeply, she looked up at her husband, “Please, can you sit with me in the tub, I want it to be just the three of us.”
Han at a loss for words, overwhelned with grief, nodded and helped Leia take her nightgown off, noticing she was struggling.  The both of them stripped Leia’s nightgown off as she felt more tears fall from her eyes as she settled herself in the bathtub and widened her legs trying to get comfortable, not wanting more blood on the floor.  Han got in behind her, having Leia sit between his legs so she wasn’t leaning against the hard backing of the tub, and placed his hands over her abdomen where their son would be.  She didn’t want to go to the medical center, There’s no point, my baby is dying, she finally conceded.  She could be poked and prodded at later, there was nothing they could do for her now.  Tilting her head back to Han’s shoulder and closing her eyes she tried to send thoughts of love to her son, more so for her own comfort than for his.  She communicated through her love that her and Han loved him with all of their hearts and they would never forget his short existence. Han I’m sorry, Leia thought.  She would tell him when it was over, there was nothing he could do to stop what was happening, and she hated that he had to see her like this, she wanted to protect him from the grief she was feeling.  It was at that moment that Leia, through her force connection, felt her son’s life force flicker before going out, he was dead.  Quiet sobs wracked her body and she began to understand why the Jedi had forbidden attachments, like Luke had told her.  A miscarriage was awful, but feeling her son die inside of her was an unimaginable pain.
And admist all of this, Leia thought of her mother, Breha, and her multiple miscarriages.  She remembered how her father would sit her down and explain to her how her mother had lost the baby.  Leia had been confused and would ask, How do you lose a baby? Just keep looking, he or she would turn up.  But Leia was not naive anymore.  No matter how hard she wanted to look, she knew her baby was gone and was not coming back.  Leia felt brave enough to open her eyes and look down at her body again and was met with a gruesome sight, blood was all over her legs and staining the white porcelain of the tub.  Turning to face her husband, Leia whispered, “We can go to the medical center now,” before slumping back in his arms.
Han gave a small nod, and placing a gentle kiss on the top of Leia’s head, gathered his wife in his arms and carried her out of the fresher to help her change and make their way to the medial center.
Two weeks later……
Leia watched the waves crash on the shore of one of Corellia’s beaches from her perch on the sand.  Han was sitting next to her reading some book off of his data pad, glancing every couple of minutes at his wife, not so subtely, Leia thought with a grin.
“Hey,” Han called interrupting Leia from her thoughts, “That’s the first time I’ve seen you smile since…” Han trailed off not wanting to finish the sentence.
“Since the miscarriage,” Leia supplied for him, “It’s okay Han, you can say it.  I had a miscarriage.”
Leia had finally gotten to a place where she could accept what had happened, no matter how unfair it was.  Han had rushed Leia to the med center once she had given the okay, only to meet a very concerned Luke at the entrance.  Luke had felt his sister’s distress through the force and had immediately made his way over to Han and Leia’s apartment and went in seeing that the front door was left open, Han forgetting to close it in his haste.  Calling out Leia’s name he walked into the master bedroom where he was greeted with the unpleasant sight of a trail of blood leading to the bathroom.  Entering the fresher he saw the pools of blood that stained the bathtub and quickly realized the cause of Leia’s distress before quickly getting over to the hospital.  While Han went with Leia to the exam room, Luke had made himself comfortable in the waiting room where he quickly called Chewie on his comm, thinking Han and Leia could use some support.  After Chewie arrived Luke went back to Han and Leia’s house to strip the bed of the stained sheets and clean the fresher so they wouldn’t have to come home to another reminder of Leia’s miscarriage.  Hours later, an exhausted Han and teary Leia emerged into the waiting room where Chewie and a returned Luke were waiting to greet them.  All Han wanted to do was get Leia home so that she could rest and they could grieve the loss of their son together.  Sensing the melancholy mood, Chewie ushered them into the speeder while Luke promised he would remain on the planet for the time being.
Arriving back home, Han remembered the state their bedroom and bathroom was left in and told Leia to wait in the living so he could clean up.  Walking through the door Han’s senses were greeted with a strong lemon scent and pristine sheets on the bed.  Confused, he made his way over to the fresher and saw that it was spotless in there as well, all the evidence that something amiss had happened earlier was gone.  The kid, Han mused to himself with a smile, that was another one he owed him.  Han brought Leia back to their room where the pair collapsed into bed and Leia had finally relased her sobs while Han held her, stroking her hair.  Having cried herself to sleep, Han had slipped away and quietly called Mon Mothma letting her know what was going on and that Leia would be taking some time off.   Leia had already informed Mon about her pregnancy and how she had intended to step back for a little bit once she got further along.  Mon was comptely understanding in expressing her sympathies and told Han that Leia could return once she felt ready.  Ending the call on his comm Han sat down on the couch and finally felt the emotional toll of the past 24 hours weighing down his body and finally let himself to openly cry, he let a few tears slip with Leia but wanted to be strong for her.  Consumed by his own grief for his son Han didn’t hear the bedroom door open as Leia padded her way over to her husband’s slumped form, so he jumoed when he felt her soft hand on his shoulder.
“Leia!” Han exclaimed, quickly rubbing at his eyes to hide his tears, “‘M sorry if I woke you.”
Leia sat down next to her husband drawing him in her arms and placing a kiss to his temple, “No, I had a bad dream, but when I woke up you were gone, and I heard crying come from the living room.”
“Ah sweetheart, I’m sorry, I just didn’t want to bother you with my crying, you’re the one who had the miscarriage.”
Leia shook her head, “No, don’t ever apologize for crying.  You’re right, I miscarried, but we lost our child, and you have every right to grieve for him as I do.”
Han took a shaky breath before resting his forehead on hers, “I love you Leia.”
“Oh Han, I love you so much.”
Pulling the two of them back on the couch, Han told Leia what Mon had told him earlier.  Leia was grateful she didn’t have to go in just yet and appreciated the time off when an idea came to her mind.
“Han can we go somewhere? I just...I need to get away from here for a little bit.”
“You know sweetheart, I think that’s a great idea, any place in mind?”
“What about Corellia? We still haven’t had a chance to visit your home planet.  I think it would be godo to rent a house on the beach to relax and get away from everyone.”
Han’s heart warmed once Leia said she wanted to go and visit Corellia, “Say no more sweetheart.  Let me handle the planning and we can leave tomorrow.”
And that’s where the pair found themselves two weeks later, at the end of their vacation.  Leia was still grieving but she felt herself able to go back to work.  Getting back into a routine on Coruscant would probably help to make her feel better, even though this trip to Corellia had done wonders.
Leia continued speaking to Han, “I had a miscarriage and it was awful, but we got through it, and I wouldn’t have been able to do it without you.”
Han looked at his wife and was overcome with his love for her and pulled her into a searing kiss that Leia returned with equal fervor, moaning into his mouth before pulling away blushing, “Han stop people might see,” she gently chided.
“I don’t care, I love you and that’s what matters.”
Leia felt the corners of her mouth turn up in a grin and her heart began to beat rapidly in anticipation of what she wanted to tell her scoundrel, “Han, I’ve been thinking-”
“Shocking,” Han joked, relieved that Leia seemed to be in better spirits.
“Very funny flyboy.”
Han laughed, “Sorry, go on, what have you been thinking?”
“Well,” Leia took a deep breath, “I’m not saying now, but in the future I want to try again for another baby.  No one will ever replace our son but I know that we have so much more love to give when we’re ready to try again.”
Looking at her husband, Leia saw his famous lopsided grin make an appearance at her statement.
“Of course we can try again, when we’re both ready.  I want nothing more than to have children with you,” Han replied pulling Leia into a hug which she melted into.
“We’re gonna be okay sweetheart, you’ll see.”
Leia knew he was right, and when she found herself looking at a postivie pregnancy test six months later, she felt a sense of trepidation come up but it was quickly replaced with a calmness.  She had a good feeling about this.
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