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#after we had sex for the first time
fallevs · 8 months
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Day seven of the @klaineccfanficlibrary event ❤️
This seventh poem is called The first time ever I lay with you, set in The first time (3×05)
Burt Hummel, please do not read this journal.
Kurt is on fire with embarrassment. His cheeks are burning and his jaw aches from the smile he's been holding up for he doesn't know how long.
He and Blaine had sex.
No, scratch that. He and Blaine made love. Sweet, romantic, and who knew he himself had that kink–
God, here he is blushing again! Stop, stop thinking about it! But... how can you do it? How can you not think about the burning fingers of the love of your life running down your back, your neck, your bare thighs; hands touching, squeezing, caressing. How can you not think about that cold, wet tip of his tongue that grazed you in secret places, making you feel so light and so... beautiful. He felt beautiful. He felt wanted, appreciated, loved.
Making love to Blaine was a discovery.
First, he discovered Blaine and then himself. He discovered a side of Blaine so fragile and delicate; a devotion and affection for him such that, if he only stopped to think about it, it moved him. He then discovered himself. An almost overbearing side that wanted to take what he wanted, what was his, and a passionate side that he did not know he possessed. And maybe he fell in love with Blaine a little more. After all, you fall in love when you make love. The flesh is the only ground on which souls can rest.
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Never ever felt quite like this
good about myself
from my very first kiss.
We were together
I forgot everything else
and your lips
oh, how I miss them.
Yesterday
our souls were merging
for the first time.
Your warm breath on me
on my skin
quivering with pleasure and
impatience;
sublime.
Yesterday, my love
and yet I still feel you
inside
around
in my bones.
And I still want more
again and again;
your body on top of mine
hands in my hair, hot breath
between spasms and
satiety and
moans.
I tell you, my love
there is nothing in this world
that can resemble
to us,
to our love
to what we are today
to what we will be tomorrow;
so in love with you
so in love with you
so in love with you
I'm putting all my trust in you
'cause you,
you'll always be true.
kh
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gendertrickster · 8 months
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i find very cool how you're dating the writer of the comic you were (still are) swooning over
it's literally so fucking funny. you guys cannot even comprehend all the reasons why this is the funniest shit ever
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chaifootsteps · 2 months
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Please please please share what your care bear grimedark RP is I think that looks so sick and awesome.
OH BOY, STRAP YOURSELVES IN, KIDS.
This was back in the days when my then-RP partner and I would make RPs out of the most batshit insane stuff you can imagine, and I have zero memory of why we did Care Bears. I do know that this one was 100% born out of this one scene in Adventures in Care-a-Lot that freaked me right the hell out in which Grumpy's upset for a legitimate reason -- I want to say something of his was broken -- and he was down about it. They decide to do the Care Bear Stare on him, he realizes this with audible dread, and they use the stare on him while he's in the middle of telling them repeatedly not to. Then he breaks off mid-sentence, all smiles, and says that he feels better, and thanks them.
In this RP, everything is basically the same except the characters are gijinka forms of themselves and Grumpy is literally swallowing handfuls of pills to get through the days. He knows that any strong negative emotion or even moderate discontent will earn him a Stare, and he lives in constant fear of the next one. One day he meets Brave Heart, not knowing he's one of Noble Heart's generals, and they run away together in Brave Heart's airship.
It's not well-written because were a lot younger, but my absolute favorite thing about this was that Grumpy wears a glove-like device of his own invention on his left hand, and if he says a certain phrase, it will inject him with a poison that will kill him instantly.
That phrase? "Bumbling bitterbugs."
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callixton · 6 months
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WEIRD OLDER QUEERS I LOVE YOUUU
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dorkicon · 1 year
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bitching abt my job again
tags contain frank mentions of transphobia and homophobia
#this happened like. i dont know. a month ago or something but i still keep playing it in my mind#for those unawares: theres been a fucking community outrage over the pride display at the library i work at#and have been working/volunteering at for 5 years#only it never went up. it never went up. bc the mayor came in as a quote unquote private citizen and demanded it taken down#despite the fact that patrons are required to fill out complaint sheets and even then it isnt ensured a display will be taken down#so obviously its a misuse of power that hes spinning into him being a concerned citizen#and i made a whole post bitching abt it and im doing so again (hi) bc i didnt like how our director responded to it#and yeah. so there was a board meeting after that right. well i set up for them as i usually do and let me tell you. that was the first#--time more than like 6 people came to spectate. it was insane.#and i guarantee that this months meeting wont have half as many people that fucking crammed themselves in there to complain abt gay ppl#bc of course they dont give a shit about the library#they just care about how scary the queers are#and yeah it was a shit show. i learned we have a far right organization in our town#and i was sat right in front of her husband the whole time#(standing actually. i was standing between him and my moms chair and he was sighing and grumbling the whole time bc he couldnt muster the#--balls to ask the 5 foot 2 fag in front of him to please move lol. small victories right)#when i say her i mean the leader of the freaks. idk. chairman? anyway she had a whole speech about how like queers are bad and cutting#the penises off little babies or whatever and she pulled up this passage from a book that was part of the display#its some book by the youtuber rowan ellis-- here and queer i think was the title. it was cataloged in our ya section and contained passages#talking about like having safe sex and what dildoes are and all that kind of shit. just really clinical descriptions imo. im not familiar w#--the youtuber really but im assuming they wrote it as informational bc shocker: teens be having sex. unsafe sex. especially queer teens#sourse: i was one of tgose#and...think for a moment. remember when you were a teen. youd rather fucking DIE than listen to your parents give you the sex talk#and chances are if youre gay your parents arent even going to know WHAT gay sex is (hugging without shirts on) so youre going to look#--elsewhere#bc if youre a hormonal fucking teen youre going to figure it out one way or another! especially if youre from (cough) a podunk shitwater#--town like mine that ran on abstinence by way of sex education#i think teens deserve to have access to that sort of information through trusted means. and i do mean het teens too#but no these fucking morons put on airs like everyones waiting till marriage--no! not my becky sue! as if they werent fucking around in#--holy shit i reached taglimit. i didnt ecen know there was one. hold on
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g0thsoojin · 2 months
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#it is so difficult bc EVERYTHING reminds me of him#like every single thing....#when the sun hits in a certain way i 'remember' daydreams i've had where we walk together in the sun#like my daydreaming world is very vivid and big..#so it's very intense for me :/#and when it rains and thunders i ache bc one ofmybiggest daydreams#was to be held & also ofc have sex with him while it rains and thunders outside early in the morning...#i have built up and dreamed an entire life for us in my head#and i truly for the first time in my life WANTED it and was willing to be brave enough to do whatever it took to get there#and make it real!!!#but i felt so rejected by him time and time again after out first 2 months of intense contact every day#and when i told him i was in love with him and wanted to work it out#he didnt tell me anything of his feelings only that he had sm other things going on and he had no idea how to give me attention etc etc#or like give me anything bc he was so caught up in the chaos of his life. which i understood and wanted to give him space#and i didnt dare push it and just be like hiiiso iwanna move into u next week if i can ok bye#then iwaited and waited to just talk about it#and then he suddenly.... has a gf.....#and it just hurts so fucking bad and i wanted that reality with him#it is the ONLYYYYYY thing in my life that had made my heart come alive and now i have to let it go#i dont know how bc onlyholding his hand is smth i'd vhoose over like winning the lottery and getting rich#i want HIM so bad and i love HIM sm im gonna die
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screamingay · 3 months
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somehow these current roommates we have are the worst that ive known yet and last semester we literally had a girl who smoked cigs IN her bedroom. list of grievances below lol
#first of all they turn all the lights on all the time. the other day i was hanging out in the living room w one light on bc it was light#enough outside thru the windows and one of them walked in and flipped another light on automatically. then walked through#the living room right to her bedroom... girl youre not even using this room and i was clearly fine with the light level??#they always have all 3 kitchen lights on when they cook and dont turn them off plus none of them have lamps#they all use the Big LED Ceiling Light in their bedrooms which is baffling to us#they dont know how to organize the kitchen and they took up so many of the cabinets with bullshit. like 3 pans here a few plates there#we have like 4 cabinets worth of food and even more of pots and pans and shit bc this is everything we own#and we cant afford to use disposable everything like some of them do#theyre always leaving the fridge open while they cook too and i have to physically hold myself back from becoming my mom#and yelling at them to close the fridge when theyre not actively getting smth out of it!! like theyll stand there cooking and have it open#for 2 minutes straight#theres only room for one water filter pitcher in the fridge and one of them brought a big one which is nice but theyre always forgetting to#refill it which defeats the purpose of even having it#and they always somehow start cooking right when we decide we need to eat#one of them sent this long sort of condescending post abt ants and how it stresses him out when the kitchen is messy so we all need to clean#more and try harder to keep ants away as if 1) ants care at all abt dishes in the sink or stains on the stove and 2) as if the ants will#stop coming around if theres no food out in this building where there are notoriously always ants even on the 4th floor#(we are ground floor this time) and 3) as if he isn't one of the people leaving food around and not taking the trash out#nobody responded to it in the groupchat lmao bc he sounds like a fucking cop!! and is dating an rotc guy??? and also is a streamer or just#likes to play games on vc with friends bc hes always very loudly doing that#but obviously we have sex all the time so we're at a sort of loud noise stalemate where neither of us can complain abt the other#to be clear this is in no way the absolute worst situation theyre nice enough people and havent reported us for anything (they both work for#student housing -_-) and generally things go okay in the apartment#but like. ive never been this annoyed this often with any other roommates#ALSO someone spilled soy sauce all over our designated level of the fridge door where we had all our little bottles of stuff#but also a carton a Paper Carton of milk and a pack of butter standing upright which soaked up the soy sauce and for several days#even after id cleaned the bottom of the carton the best i could i swore it tasted like soy sauce from it soaking into the bottom or smth#but it's still all over everything in there bc it was so much it like. pooled in there and splattered on everything#like. u see that happen u clean it up wtf.??#anyway i just felt like i needed to complain and see if im being silly or if these things really are so annoying
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unladielike · 5 months
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first night together.
( not a picrew edit this time around, but something i modified from neka.cc featuring vivian and @spiritpyro's hayate! to be honest, though, i couldn't really recreate his stupid, skrunkly hair, so i had to mess around a bit... but surprisingly enough, vivian's chain choker was already an option, so i didn't need to do much for her, besides adjust the glasses and obscure her ear a bit more. EITHER WAY, it still ended up being a huge pain in the butt due to just hayate alone; therefore, i'm glad to finally be done with this! )
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birthdayplant · 5 months
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realizing bass player had a hidden motive behind our 6 years of friendship the entire time
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scorpio--trash · 4 months
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That night, Emika told WM what her publicist had texted her. Expecting him to be enraged on her behalf, she was shocked when he instead insinuated that she might be pregnant. Both of them just barely 19, her life flashed before her eyes thinking about the baby that could be growing inside of her. "Fuck!" Emika shouted, leaping off of the bed and letting the bathroom door slam behind her.
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"Okay, Emika, calm down," she whispered to herself, pacing back and forth on the cold tile. "Three minutes, that's it." "Everything okay in there?" WM called fron the next room. "Who fucking knows, Wolfgang! How are you gonna stress me out like this and then act like..." she trailed off. The test was positive. Emika stepped back into her bedroom, unable to form a coherent thought. WM stood next to the computer, having leapt from the chair when he heard the door creaking open. "Are we having a baby?" he asked, with a look in his eyes she'd never seen before. She nodded, gathering strength. "Yeah," she whispered. "We're having a baby." Silently, WM gathered her into his arms, and she could feel his heart racing as he kissed her.
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"It's okay, Emika," he said, turning to look at the pregnancy test still in her shaking hand. "I'm up for a promotion at work, and-" "Wolfgang," she said, determination in her voice, "We're having a baby."
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jaeshoney · 9 months
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just saw a post on twitter that asked if you still talked to the person you gave your virginity to and someone answered no bc he gave her chlamydia and honestly same… and worst part i still stayed with that nigga for like 1 and 1/2 years after that
we had been together for 3-4 months at that time and i didn’t think to ask for tests or condoms(🙄🙄) bc i trusted my bf. and that was the start of a long list of mistakes with him
now ik to ask for both so good lesson ig 🤷🏽‍♀️
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adore-gregor · 10 months
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wow
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bibleofficial · 2 years
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time to tell y’all, the girlys, about my beautiful new short fwb omg like ok first of all … he’s NORMAL. he’s SANE. he’s 58 & hasn’t been married w no kids & a slight heart problem leading him to having to ration his orgasms so he doesn’t die but that’s not the point he’s so cute & i stroke his beard like a cat
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journish · 1 year
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Today may be the best day of my life. Read more in the tags
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ringneckedpheasant · 2 years
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i. haven’t listened to wtnv in Years but when i was in high school i dressed up as cecil on halloween and went to my volunteer shift at the library looking like that & one time killian drew me as him. & this was before i knew i was trans
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anotherpapercut · 2 years
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unrelated to anything at all but as a kid I was soo so appreciative of shows about kids where at least one of them only had 1 parent. I wish every show with parents would add at least one single parent
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