#ahlf

[ramonag-if]

AHH idk if you've answered this yet but how would Ahlf feel about Irus and MC courting? OR EVEN how would he feel about each of the ROs?

I have answered this a few times and this time, I really tried looking for the ask but after scrolling for too long, I realised it was easier to just answer this again 😅

Irus: He's not pleased about this union and will do his best to keep Irus and the MC apart.

Elora: She's just as bad as Irus, another royal? Time to drag the MC to another part of the world to get away from Ellie's influence.

Oren: Oren is a good man and a good soldier. Ahlf would grudgingly approve of this courtship.

Anu: Anyone with divine blessings is bad news. Say bye to this relationship because Ahlf will end it before it even begins.

[muzwoom]

gold shitty 3D cale henituse model

[castielafflicted]

my belovedddssssss i took another quarsdter edible after my first quarter like 3:15 hours before. ia m so fucing high?

we are on the third shrek mov8e and im hgaing so kuch fun with my friends

[cyrsed]

Otherwyrld Vol 1 Issue 6 | (June 2023)

this month has been a little bit hard to get through, but it's also my birth month! the theme of this month's zine was illusions (optical illusions? art in general? generated images? neurodivergent masking? up to you to decide), and i decided to do most of the pages in black and white.

as usual there's more pages in the zine on itch (15 in total), so click da link above to download it for free and see all the pages (if you like)!

created/designed/edited in electric zine maker, images generated via craiyon!

5th issue 4th issue 3rd issue 2nd issue 1st issue

[penisfinders-com]

just so you know, im taking the air fryer in the divorce

[moonsnqil]

hear me out. taylor swift's 'i know places' with andreil

[0wllight]

so. new jojo crush, huh.....

[cdreamie]

like maybe imbeing a hater but i hate when people hc characters as trans in like the opposite(not right term but u get what i mean) gender when theres no canon implications that they are trans :sob: i think its espcially weird with dsmp chaarcters b/c i mean theyre characters and roleplay yeah BUT theyre still based off real people so personally i thinkyou should stick to purely fictional characters if u do that like ..... 

[the-acid-pear]

okay i wont be posting every thought i had while liveblogging my first pure evil route but the fact i had the audacity to roast steven EVEN THEN is so fucking ridiculous. BRO DEADASS LIVING RENT FREE IN MY HEAD

[princemick]

I'm vibing how abt u

[asbestieos]

pkease can gjfls get a break today

[this-should-do]

god i am obsessed eith the tonal shift between ahlf life 1 and 2 in regard to the sense of success at ur accomplisments

in 1, nothing you do ever gives u a sense of success or accomplishment, u killed people, u killed aleins but u have so much more to do. its an empty feeling, oh u killed the tentacles? cool go down the hole, dog urself deeper into this mess. oh you killed the gargantua and turned on the railway? go down deeper into the water and blood deeper into the bowels of the beast you created of the facility. you kill the nihilanth and u look up at the fireworks knoeing you are going to die, you cannot escape the explosion and the mess youve created. ur pulled from the mess and you are told you have guranteed urself a future of killing and endless battles or a battle u can never win. mothing you do matter none of it is worth anything. you are cold and alone and soaked in blood and people are only getting more scared

but in 2 the mood shifts, the smallest battles give people hope for a future. you can kill even a few soldiers and even if you do have to go deeper, the people around you cheer, if only for a moment, theyre alive and breathing and so are you. so many things yo do youre asked to do them again and again and each time these people are excited, thwyre grasping for a semblance of hope til thwir nails bleed and they cheer becuz they are alive and in the sun and watching their breath freeze as they cheer in the cold air of the mountains. the grass is green and growing and its more life than uve seen since before you moved to the middle of a desert to work in a concrete prison far from the warmth of the sun where it bakes all that it touches.

do you think gordon feels the happiness of the rebels? feels a sense of accomolishment in even the smallest thing he does? is he satisfied or fullfilled for helpjng these people? can he feel the sun warm the skin of his face and the bite of eastern european chill on his nose the way the rebels do? does he relish in that he is alive still? is he coming back? or do you think he still feels dull as he sinks deeper and deeper into the recesses of his mind and the concrete cage of balck mesa where his old life died?

[draculaflow3]

this is super inspired by transatlanticalienart on here... i am so eagerly awaiting the second ahlf of season 6

[visualnovelboyfriend]

listen the biggest piece fo advice i can give kids of color ages like 17-21 is tto just drop those racist white kids you befriend in your high school era/early college era ASAP. iknow it's so scary i knowwwww you've spent ahlf your life shaping yourself to be the perfect defanged brown kid they can tolerate having around cuz you don't call them ontheir bullshit but i swear to g-d if i'd cut off my friend group from age 16-18 or stood my ground i wuold have had such a better time of my life LMFAO

[bluehalla]

CHARACTER AESTHETICS - LELIO 🐟 📖 💫

crown of exile by @ramonag-if

lelio; 25, male, he/him

personality; intelligent, diplomatic, inquisitive, anxious, shy, open-minded, scholarly, possessive, petty, independent, easily flustered, optimistic, minimal life experience makes for awkward socialization, childhood bullying eats away at self esteem, (but the world isn't in your books - it's out there), approaches religion academically, suffers from panic attacks, avoids fighting, the moon to irus' sun

appearance; 5'5", slight but broad-shouldered, vitiligo, black natural hair and dark brown eyes, plain robes in shades of blue, wears gold ring from irus, wears mother's amulet, followed by the scent of the salt breeze, easily smiles, keeps figure of imteus, picks at nails, always carrying parchment scraps or some book

stats; worship (ancient ones - 60, solus - 50), skills (politics - 85, leadership - 60, might - 50)

relationships; tried so so hard to bridge the gap with ahlf, held out hope that salyra would return but due to new circumstances feels truly abandoned (was i not good enough?), childhood crush on dena who was his first real friend/connection, loves spending time with zikar + the fam but doesn't truly feel he belongs with them, terrified of the blood guard + morden especially, close friends with elora, initially flustered by sir oren but now courteous, intimidated by anu but still pesters her for information, enamoured with irus

[1kari]

i smoked like ahlf a bowl and got really super freaky high and started spiraling about medical fears because panic attacks give me chest pain and have sent me to the ER bbefore. augh.! maybe no more weed for me tonight idk why i am having such a bad time