the 39 clues girlies are having a field day in the notes of a post I made months ago and all I can do is gaze upon them fondly as I remember the most passionate late lover of my life
Okay. I know I have a lot of cooking mutuals, what do I need to do to make cooking enjoyable??? I am so fucking tired of eating canned soup and kraft mac n cheese and "concoction" (ground beef with whatever else I have that needs eaten and every spice I own). I know people say "if you don't like veggies try different ways of cooking them!" here the thing though, I hate veggie prep. So even changing how I cook them, everything else about veggies is an awful experience for me so I never want to do it. I know people talk about "15 minute meals!" and "one pan recipes!", but so far those have all been lies. People talk about experimenting and trying new things, but I straight up don't know how to do that. People say to listen to podcasts or audiobooks while prepping, but either I focus on the prep and hear none of the story or I focus on the story and struggle with the prep. I am not fast with prep, so meals that require prepping multiple things at once or prepping something while something else is cooking never fails to stress me out to a wild degree. I don't know how I'm supposed to keep everything from burning and keep things stirred and chop up everything and get the next ingredients out and clean as I work all at the same time. I do not enjoy picking out recipes or buying groceries (genuinely hate more than any other chore besides laundry), so meal prep is next to impossible for me. I forget to thaw meat nearly every time I want to cook something and so end up putting it off for days. I can never seem to get my roasted veggies to actually roast, somehow they just steam themselves in the oven. I do not want or like cooking gadgets, so I am doing everything with the very basic supplies. I am cooking for one person so leftovers are a constant issue (I have eaten so much left over food that I find genuinely sickening because I didn't want to waste it). And then I have to do this every day forever till I die. How do I make myself like this??? I am so fucking tired of eating gross food.
what if I just put this here. Like what would you do if you knew there was Something Coming and you had just enough context to know what it's about but not enough to know what it is. like what would you do then
Nana 2: my soul is ACHING for this woman. It is truly the bliss of a first love. I am like a dude whenever I look at her. I keep her slightly at arm's length because the all-consuming strength of my passion and devotion frightens me. I would die for her. I would coldly use every other person in my life just to keep her circling me like the moon around the earth forevermore.
Ren: ...so do you have a crush on her or want to sleep with her or something?
Nana 2: HAHAHA WHAT??? NO IT'S TOTALLY DIFFERENT THAN THAT YOU WEIRD HORNDOG
I’m not much for shipping in the LMK fandom, but I’d be lying if I didn’t say that I’m starting to get the appeal of Freenoodles after season 3. I mean just look at how damn protective Pigsy is of Tang. Pretty much any time something big is going down and they’re in the same place together, odds are Pigsy will end up getting in front of Tang to protect him.
Lesson 9 of the mel's descend into madness series will be posted tomorrow btw. I am so sorry about there being ANOTHER longer break but work, several birthdays back to back, mastering the Ruri Tunes art styles, theories, headcanons and much more came in between ahhhh