Tumgik
#also i’m stressed abt school things 😭 i just want to stop having shit to do so go go go all the time ;-;
kuiinncedes · 2 years
Text
shxbcdjdjdjdhdjsjdh
#i . had a somewhat emotionally tiring conversation w a friend and idk#i have many thoughts and some that i don’t like 😭#and like i want to call my mom to talk abt it all and probably cry bc i’m stressed abt school things which always makes me cry when i can#like release everything kinda over the phone w my mom LOL#i just don’t know idek if i should even explain situation it’s probably not worth it lol i just feel bad ;-;#also i’m stressed abt school things 😭 i just want to stop having shit to do so go go go all the time ;-;#no breaks in this class just constant work#and then plus my other classes that are also no breaks in their own right but less heavy than this class#anyway#sndbddhdhdehddjjsjshdhdh#woof idk i feel like i need to talk abt it a little#bro i need fucking sleep 😭#anyway my friend / co chair for this yr of glowstick club#has kinda been unappreciated long story short / somehow i’m the one who stands out#and ppl have said that i should run for basically president of the club#and somewhat credited me for timeline organization things that we both did but she probably should get more credit for#and she hasn’t rly bad ppl crediting her for stuff and appreciating her#and validating her in running for director positions like they have for me#and idk why ppl would like !!!! why i would stand out to ppl !!!!!!!!!#idk why i stand out to ppl in that regard !!!!!!!!!!!#and i feel rly bad abt it bc idk if i’ve just been like taking credit for her shit that i wasn’t necessarily the biggest part in#amdbcjeishdhdhd he sdhdjdudfhdhdhfhidhsbd#jeanne talks#there’s so much more i could say LMAO but i’ll keep it shorter#and i need to get ready for bed 😭#i hate it here my coding shit is not going super well either lmfao i’m so tired 😭#i could talk forever abt this glowstick club elections shit idk what even anymore bc of this convo i just had w my friend#she didn’t want to influence my and other friends running decisions but#i do feel like i shouldn’t run anymore or like things are maybe undeservedly accredited to me#screaming inside anyway need to sleep 😭😭😭
1 note · View note
captainaikus · 2 years
Note
Hi belle! Sorry i haven’t been interacting. School is really really stressful these days. But I’m here to give my thoughts on “Breaking Mirrors” so here we go:
I. LOVE. IT. This is coming from me who is really insecure about my body. I love it so much!! Especially Aiku’s part😭. I kinda relate to his part because I have body hair and I am kinda insecure about it. Nagi’s part was so so so cute!! It was also kinda relatable since I am also chubby and I am getting tired of it. To be honest I relate to all of their parts because I am really really insecure about myself. For Rin’s part it was very somehow straight to the point like Rin hates it when the reader doesn’t tell him what was wrong and he just went straight to 😏😏 you know. So yeah thats it hehe.🫶🏻
P.S: I haven’t read False South yet since it the first part is angst and I kinda hate that it cliffhangers with angst cause I won’t stop thinking about it so yeah hehe I’m gonna wait for the comfort part if its okay with you hehe
-💙
Tags/ trigger warnings for this ask : mentions of eating disorder, and just my experience in general - cause yeah i needed to talk about this
Blue! (can I call you blue? ) Hi!!! ٩(ˊᗜˋ)و ♡
Pls don’t apologize for not interacting here; ik life can have its stressful times but pls take care of yourself. And my doors are always open for anyone to drop in, anon or not even if you visit after a long time
So here's the thing, breaking mirrors was a theme I came up with last week, but i was hesitant in posting it. But on the other hand i wanted to make a body positivity fic for people who might be going through a tough time on the other side of the screen.
People think its gross and they don't talk about it, better to be kept under the wraps; but I decided to make it more detailed with as much description as possible- based off my experience. And i'm glad you liked it (๑ᵔ⤙ᵔ๑)
Another thing, having body hair is completely normal. Logically speaking, people from the tropics have more body hair cause the climate and temperatures are favorable, and you also need it to regulate body temperature. Why be ashamed of it if you have no control over it? ૮₍ ˃ ⤙ ˂ ₎ა (and if someone does shame you for that- fuck their opinion.)
As for being chubby- story time abt my past- i got a lot of shit from my ex and school based on how i looked ( nearly worked myself into an eating disorder, lost a lot of weight and hair and i came a really long way from there) there are times when i've thought about it and people could have been kind- so i decided to make it for someone who might go through the same thing. Even if i have a brief description of what you look like, i think you'd be stunning to look at.
( ˶ˆᗜˆ˵ )
People in general are beautiful; and your body needs you. If you don't take care fo yourself then who will right? be kind to it; give it the love, care and nourishment it deserves. Your body should never be defined by models or clothes or the things you eat - unless you have built a diet that you want to stick to or things that you're allergic to.
Speaking of Rin; ik for a fact that this guy won't sit down and talk. His logic is to fuck the insecurity out of you.(It's toxic ik but its Rin)
Ofc bb ♡ read whatever you want whenever you feel like it okay? No pressure ⁽⁽ଘ( ˊᵕˋ )ଓ⁾⁾
6 notes · View notes