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[sunset-bridge]

yusuke abolishes the concept of personal space

[gallilovesf1]

P5 Into You: Confession (1)

🏁 Character Introductory 🏁

MASTERLIST

Pairings (applied to the whole fic): Sergio Pérez x FemHorner!Reader, Toto Wolff x FemHorner!Reader, Platonic Lewis Hamilton x FemHorner!Reader

Warnings: Jealous Sergio, maybe some typos?

Author's Note: Hi guys this looks so rushed:( but anyways I have a little surprise in the fic, I think y'all know him;)💙

Checo opened the door, “After you-” “Thank you.” You smiled at him, the smile that always makes Sergio blush and smile to himself, “So..what are you saying earlier?” you look at checo who cleared his throat, He needs to think of something to say he doesn't want the situation to be awkward “Oh, well I was thinking if you would like to go on a dinner with me tonight, because..well it's summer break and we need to rest and have fun before the season starts again.” He tried to put on his most convincing smile about the dinner.

Of course it's not dinner, he almost told her that he likes you…god knows what will you think of him being your boyfriend, he's already jealous enough of toto, he gets to touch you, have some ‘intimate’ time with you..and who knows maybe fuck you..

“Oh..” you weren't expecting what he just said, because deep down you know what he says, he said it but not quite clearly because of that damn phone call, “I understand if you can't go, I know you're tired and probably need a lot of rest.” Checo said as the two of you entered the elevator, He pressed the ground floor button and smiled at you, god that smile always makes you melt, you chuckled “Of course I'll go on a dinner with you, but maybe not today, Is tomorrow good?” “Yes, of course.” He understands that you will say tomorrow because he knows you're probably exhausted, he smiled as the elevator goes ‘ding’ opening the door as you head out first then checo, “Oh shit wait–” you hold onto Checo's biceps as you fix your heels, “Let me do it.” He says as he kneels down looking up at you, he looks down on your heels, fixing the lock “is this good?” You nodded, “Yes, Thank you.” You smiled down at him, god this view is amazing he looks fuckable down there, he stands up smiling at you, as you grab his arms and walk out of the hotel lobby, seeing your father and your brother Jonathan inside the car, “Finally! You love birds, get in here already.” Your brother teased you and checo chuckled, checo opened the door of the backseat, “After you” he said motioning that you should go first, you went inside as Checo followed before he closed the door.

All four of you arrive at the restaurant, it's not that fancy, but the place is stunning, the interior design is minimalist, there's plenty of people dining in, “Go find us a seat, Y/n.” Your father says as you nodded, taking checo with you “This place is beautiful!” You chuckled as you and Checo wandered around the restaurant, “It is beautiful.” He says looking at you, meanwhile your father and your brother are talking with someone, he's tall, middle aged, his hair is grayish…it feels like you've seen him before..”Hey, look over there–” checo says pointing at the window seat, you and checo sat down, you can't help but think about the mystery man, “Checo, do you know who that guy is?” You said looking at your father and your brother with the mystery man, “Ah, that's my former teammate, Jense.” Your eyes widened, “That's Jenson Button?!” Checo chuckled, “Yes, how come you don't know him?” checo says curiously, “I don't know..he looks familiar at first, isn't he the ambassador for Williams?” Checo nodded, “Yes and also a 1 time world champion.” You hummed as you saw your father, your brother and Jenson approaching the table, “Shit” you mumbled, “Mate, Checo–” Jenson says as he greets checo who stands up and gave Jenson a quick hug, “ How are you man?” Says the Mexican, “Well I've been good I came across with Christian and Johnathan, I wasn't expecting to see you here too!” He says as he sat down beside you, “Who's this lovely woman?” Says Jenson who gave you a grin and winks at you which made you blush, “She's my daughter, Y/N, he's Jenson, Jenson she's Y/N.” says your father who sat down besides checo and your brother, “Well hello there, Y/n.” He says grinning at you.

Checo felt a little jealous, he doesn't like what Jenson’s been doing, he's flirting with you— ‘Fuck, this is stupid why am I getting jealous!’ he thought, as he saw you smiling at every joke Jenson tells you, he's getting a little touchy too, he hates the fact that he's getting jealous he doesn't want to be like this, he's just your best friend for god sake! He snapped himself out of his thoughts as you call his name, “Earth to checo?” You chuckled as you saw him come back to reality “What..?” He said feeling a little awkward, “I said what do you like to eat?” You said, passing him the menu, “Oh, I'll have what you have.” you nodded as you informed your father about your order and Checo's.

The lunch went well as you said your goodbye to Jenson whom you gave a kiss on the cheek, “I'll see you around, darling” Jenson says as he went on his own, the four of you went to the parking to grab the car and went on the road, the drive on the way to the hotel is quiet, Checo's been quiet which is unusual of him, he usually talks a lot with you, ask about your day, talks about the race predictions and everything, but this time he's just staring outside, watching the cars pass by. Finally, the four of you arrived at the hotel as you got out of the car and so as the three men you've been with, Checo stayed quiet, you wonder why…

“I'll see the three of you tomorrow.” Your father says as he went on his own, “Well, I should go too I need to sleep–” you brother says hugging you, “Happy birthday again, Johnathan.” You said pulling away from him, “Happy birthday kid.” Checo says as he gives him a quick hug, “Thank you! Have a goodnight!” He says as he went on his own leaving you and checo in the lobby, “So..are you coming up or what?” “I'll be up later, you go take a rest, goodnight.” He says going out of the hotel lobby leaving you standing there, you sigh to yourself as you went to the elevator to go to your floor maybe he's just tired.

You watched a couple of movies since you arrived at your hotel room, while doing a quick sketch of some people you know, you love doing things like this. It makes you calm, relaxed, and peaceful. Then you thought of checo, you smiled to yourself as you grab your phone, finding a picture of checo with his race suit tied on his waist, all sweaty and worked up, you decided to draw him, then there's a knock on your door, you got up “Hang on a sec!” You opened the door shocked to see Checo, “Hey.” says the Mexican, he sounds drunk..smells like alcohol, “Jesus, checo are you ok?” You opened the door widely so he can get in, “I'm ok I just..” his eyebrow raised as he saw what's on your phone, it's his picture during qualifying at Singapore, “I- don't mind that— I was..” you grabbed the phone and your sketchbook, “I was bored..” the Mexican hummed as he slowly walks towards you, “checo..” you can smell the alcohol as he walks towards you, you can't help but find it hot, his hair is all messy, his face is a little red, you can see the hair of his chest from the unbuttoned shirt he's wearing, you were walking backwards as you hit the wall behind you, “Sergio..” you moaned as he closed the gap between you, he lowered his head to your neck, as he enjoyed the way you smell like he hummed, you felt his lips on your skin it's warm, soft…he whispered something “Y/n.. I'm sorry..” he says as he brings up his head to look you in the eye, “For what..?” You pressed your thighs together as you felt a familiar feeling down there, “I've.. I've been stupid, a fool.. we've been friends for many years..i–” his hands gripped your waist, “Sergio, please..” you can't take it anymore it feels so wrong yet it feels so right too, “Y/n, just listen to me please..” he put his thumb on your chin, you look at him directly in the eyes, ‘is he crying?’ you thought, tears started to trail down on Checo's cheeks, “I..I like you, since I saw you that day, when your brother introduced me to you.. you're so beautiful, so bright so.. perfect, Cada vez que te veo con otra persona siento celos (Every time I see you with someone else I feel jealous.)” he sobbed, “I've always wanted to tell you that I like you..I just couldn't, I'm afraid that you'll never like me back…whenever I'm with you, I feel complete..” he put his head on your shoulder as he sobbed, You started caressing his hair, trying to make him stop crying, you don't know what to say, you like checo too, you're just afraid… “Say something, Luz solar.. Please say something..” he brought up his head to look at you once again, “Sergio.. you're drunk, let's get you to sleep…you need to rest.” You smiled weakly at him, “I'm sorry..I shouldn't have told you.. just forget about it.. I'm really sorry.” He said stepping back at you, he wipes his tears and as he walks towards the door, “I'm sorry, Y/n, Have a goodnight.” He said coldly as he opened the door and left.

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[bohnsky]

My favorite drivers 2 months and 3 weeks into liking F1:

1. Alex Albon

Nothing changed here. Albono is probably the love of my life. I even had a dream about him in which I was more or less friends with him and had the biggest crush on him. He just seems like such a nice, fun and genuine guy and I would give (almost) everything I own to be friends with him.

The weekend wasn't optimal for Williams, but it wasn't the worst and as long as Alex is fine, I'm happy.

Also I finally started to appreciate Lily the way she deserves. I know it's toxic af, but I always find myself having problems with the wags just because of pure jealousy, especially when it comes to people like Alex (I just love him so much). But I try my best not to. I've always liked Lily as a person and now I finally also like her as Albono's wag. She seems to be good to him and they both deserve to be happy.

2. Sergio Perez

Yes he's still up here, I'm still obsessed. And I'm still sad that there seem to be very few people who don't constantly make fun of him. Bless everyone who is nice to him.

I am soooo insanely happy that both quali and race went well for him for once. But the sprint race sucked. And for some reason my brother felt the need to make fun of him for DNFing. Like he didn't even watch it, he has no idea what happened, but felt the need to rub that in my face. But I guess that's what a brother is there for.

I've been reading tons of Chestappen fics lately. I'm really sad that I got into f1 too late and missed their honeymoon phase. I joined after the divorce. Which is probably for the better, because it would've hurt too much seeing the divorce in real time.

Seeing them on the podium together was greath tho :)

I just wish they would hug :(

3. Charles Leclerc

Charles on Pole and P3 in the race!!!! I was so happy for him!! P1 or 2 would've been better of course, but there is no stopping Red Bull so it's basically a win and I love that for him.

Also is it just me or is it super awkward when the Red Bulls are basically ignoring Charles when spraying Champagne on the podium? He deserves some attention as well😭😭

Honerable mentions:

Sophia Flörsch. She's not in F1 but F3, but I just need to mention her. The first woman to score points, I'm so proud of her😭😭

And damn what a race starting from P24 to P7. She deserves way more attention than she's getting, so please take this as your sign to go support Sophia!

Max. As always, his hair. And him in civil clothing is going to kill me someday. It's not like I'm seeking Max content (except for Chestappen or Lestappen stuff), but when I see it I usually like it. His smile is the sweetest and the hug he shared with Christian after the race made me melt.

And I feel like I need to say again that even if I don't like this total domination that's going on, Max totally deserves it. He just is that good.

Lance. I need simply need more Lance content, preferably Strollonso content, thank you very much. Lance just seems like a sweetheart to me. I usually don't like giving celebs, or people I don't personally know pet names, but Lance is such a baby girl, the princess of kitty town.

Saturday drove me crazy. I felt so bad for Lance crashing because he changed to slicks and basically destroying not only his and Fernandos chance of getting into Q3, but also the Williams. He must've felt so bad. I know I would've.

But hey, we got stroints.

Esteban. It's the same with Charles and Pierre. I started liking Pierre mainly because he's close to Charles and now I start paying more attention to Esteban. And he's a really good driver. I love that for him.

Fernando. My mom, who doesn't know anything about f1 or the drivers, randomly said that she likes Fernando the most. When I asked why she said because of the f1 intro. She thinks he looks likable and I think that's funny.

Also big F for him, I hope he got to enjoy his birthday despite all the shit that was going down in Aston that day.

Pierre. I was so happy for him! It was "only" a sprint race, but podium is podium.

Also I've been reading many Yukierre fics lately for some reason.

Yuki. Like I said, I've been reading a lot of Yukierre. But also, Yuki got points :D

And my brother said something against Yuki, which made me mad (he likes to dislike the things I like, honsetly I'm just glad he doesn't shit on Alex)

Carlos. The team really made him drive half the race with a broken car. It sucks so bad, I just want my vroom vroom boys to be happy :(

Also Carlando are just so cute, I can't with them.

Oscar. Same as Carlos. Oscar just had such a good weekend and then he has to retire after the first turn. That was really sad!

So that's it for now, hope everyone gets to relax a bit during summer break :)

[roccinan]

1/? simply because you have the most galaxy brain thoughts ever,,, what do you think would've happened if they waited until s5 to reveal sergio and andrés were (half)brothers?

i do know that when my fam started watching lcdp at first i was so put off. like i watched ep 1 and the prof creeped me out. ""berlin"" creeped me out. e v e r y o n e creeped me out. and i was cringing so hard becz of the short lived romance angle with alison parker. i literally did not watch s1 at all xcept for like sneak peeks. highlights being the scene where berlin discovers monica is alive and does his dramatic door by door thing? that was so SUSPENSEFUL even tho i had no idea what was going on. DOMINGO DE RESURECCION remains forever iconic.

2/? And OF COURSE the group bella ciao dance when they hit earth (hahah i thought the banda were actually like a "found family where they all love each other LOL") i am a SUCKER for found family. but anyhoo when i properly got intrigued was s2 when tokyo was kicked out (the music from that scene is still my favourite) it's just so dramatic..!! why am i telling u all this again? right, i haven't slept a wink and it's nearly 7 am pls forgive me if these rambles make no sense. i have a point with this.. i'm going somewhere

RIGHT. so when the fam actually rewound the ep cz i wanted to know WHY berlin did that (didn't fully realise how batsht crazy he can be), the russian roulette scene played. and pedro's acting. MAN. and like just that ep they made a point of showing us these flashbacks where sergio and andrés hug....

Hi anon! Thanks for stopping by- sorry took me a while to get back to you, will do my best to answer this string of messages (got all 4 parts)! Glad you like my thoughts XD

Firstly, I believe Andres/Sergio would be the biggest LCDP ship if the writers were evil enough to wait until s5 to reveal that they’re brothers asdfasdf. They’re already the two most popular male characters anyway. 

It’d be especially crazy because it’s not like they tell the actors these things beforehand either. So that means there’d probably be a Serdres vs Berlermo vs Serquel fight every 5 minutes. I mean, even if not everyone agrees on everything in the lcdp fandom, it’s the most “peaceful” one I’ve ever been in because no character really gets in the way of any other ship (like even with helermo and berlermo there’s no true conflict since Andres is dead). But with Serdres in the mix?? CATASTROPHE. Everyone out here writing essays about how much of a bastard/bitch/homewrecker/motherfucker that Andres or Sergio or Martin or Raquel is. Never a moment’s peace!! so basically, a regular fandom lmao.

Then when we find out they’re brothers, it goes from catastrophe to Apocalypse. Suddenly serquel and berlermo have the upper hand. Everyone would double down and harass the crew/cast into whatever’s going on.  Plot-wise, everything is the same though, just without Andres calling Sergio “hermanito.” Fandom however, would be a minefield! And I’m glad that’s not the case because I’d probably be an unfortunate serdres shippers XD No joke, my mother and I thought they were a couple in S1. So bullet dodged!

Secondly: haha, everyone creeped me out in S1 too, especially Berlin, I hated him, but thinking back, I think I mostly hated the fact that I didn’t hate him as much as I should have. I’ve made peace with it now but oh boy, was he a controversial figure in my head. I actually like the professor on sight though! IDK why, maybe because I thought his plans were cool or because of Alvaro’s delivery. I was afraid of an Alison Parker romance thing too- like, I do feel like she had a storyline that got dropped, but that part was quite cringey and overall unnecessary to the plot. Same with Ariadna, which was even cringier and even Less necessary to the plot. 

Domingo de resurrecion was iconic though yes! And even with all that said, I genuinely enjoyed parts 1 and 2 because it was so different from anything else I’d seen. Not content wise, but maybe tonally? IDK, they were just really bold with a lot of things, like being objectively unafraid of having the protagonists (plural because all of them did LMAO) do objectively shitty things. Really kept me in suspense from beginning to end! 

I’m usually a big fan of found families too! The funny thing is, then banda never struck me as a “family” until season 3. In 1 and 2, I was wondering what felt different about this show; then it hit me that these people remained colleagues to the end. Like, they backstabbed each other (repeatedly) and everyone was quite selfish, and only the bonds that were already there stuck. They were the opposite of a found family LOL But I think by S3, they went down the found family route and I didn’t mind because it makes quite a lot of sense for them to feel that bond after the Mint heist and almost dying/living together (and having witnessed 3 deaths together on the team). But I still doubt Berlin and Palermo were ever really part of this found family, with good reason XD

LOL the scene where Tokyo got kicked out is also among my favorites!! It was so funny and dramatic, and it was like, wow we can go anywhere with this now! Don’t worry- your rambles and thoughts are always welcome :D

I’m rolling over how you watched the Tokyo expulsion scene before the Russian Roulette scene haha. Also yes, PEDRO. Berlin may have been “controversial” to me at first, but I became Pedro’s fan from day one! Also the Hug is probably what made me like Berlin (despite my determination to hate him rip) in the first place. 

3/? ... and like now that i think about it... tokyo had real guts huh. like she KNEW berlin was close enough to el prof to know his name (fhshshs imagine if she'd heard andrés saying 'hermanito' it's unrealistic that she didn't TBH. i mean obviously they decided to make them brothers only towards the end but like in canon universe. how tf did andrés de 'i raised my bby brother since he was 12 and i'd actually die for him and his stupidly brilliant plans' fonollosa go 5 months without slipping up once and calling sergio hermanito. or like,,, i like to imagine sergio kinda gave him lots of leeway(?) sergio's a lil oblivious too but like i'm sure half of it is.. that's my dumbass older bro shut up i'm not being partial you all have city names .. andr-berlin, pass the salt. like OOF. + sergio also knew his big bro was dYiNG so like. i'm sure they were sneaking in some quality time (i hope they did 😭 gosh imagine if sergio really did not ever consider the possibility of andrés dying in the heist so he'd tell himself he needs to perfect the plan now & anyway he'll have enough time to spend w/ his brother post heist in philippines. and then ... that happened :/

Tokyo has guts in place of braincells you bet that she’d do something like this, consequences be damned XD I also think it’s unrealistic for Andres not to slip up, but I have a feeling nobody besides Tokyo really tried to spy on them in private. I headcanon that Andres instead slips up and does things like ruffle Sergio’s hair or adjust his tie when other people are around. I also think Tokyo was convinced that they were a gay couple when she saw them hug XD And if Sergio never went on to tell the banda that Berlin was his brother, everyone would be giving Palermo such awkward looks after Nairobi accused him of being in love with Berlin LMAO. 

I agree! I also imagine Sergio giving Andres leeway because he’s just so used to interacting with his brother that way haha. So either he’d go out of his way to ignore Berlin in front of everyone else or IDK, borderline telepathically communicate with him. Not even “pass the salt” has to leave his mouth- Berlin just puts salt into his food and cuts it up for him, in front of everyone who’s just staring like O.O

I actually do think Sergio never considered the possibility of Andres dying in the heist because he was just that confident in his own plan. Plus, Andres was probably the one person he expected to survive. And a lot of it has to do with Sergio’s attachment to him + Andres’ own habit of downplaying any illness/injury over the years, which I think is safe to believe canon. He was really in no condition to be in the heist, let alone lead it. Just the fact that he needs to take those injections is a big sign that he shouldn’t be there, but Sergio didn’t catch it because he’s human and blinded by faith :’) So yeah, I think Sergio was planning to spend proper time with Andres in Palawan and at Toledo, they just settled for those little moments by the fireplace. 

4/? what always also just GETS me in the feels is that el prof was shown to be this in control creepily calm dude who is miles ahead of everyone. + in the 1st Toledo class itself we see how detached,, like how impersonal he is, how professional - choosing frickin CITY NAMES?! no 'personal relationships' ? (after recruiting his older brother, a father son pair, and war cousins... oh sergio 😂 he's such a frickin nerd and i love him) but like the earlier seasons really emphasised how robotic and down right COLD he can be. it still sometimes bothers me that he put the button in the car. he lead the police to his own damn brother, his blood, who took care of him and adopted him and was terminally ill and like - UGH i try to rationalise that sergio is that cold and unbothered. or that he has strict morals. but it still bothers me becz that button really sort of tipped andres' already unstable sanity. like andrés tells denver someth like you've robbed my future and after that he just seems so much more suicidal and accepting that he can't get out of the mint alive - WHY SERGIO WHY. I KNOW THAT AT THAT POINT YOU BASICALLY DIDN'T KNOW ANDRÉS WAS GOING TO BE YOUR BROTHER YET BECZ IT WASN'T WRITTEN IN THE SCRIPT BUT WHYYYYY

That’s so funny to me too LMAO No personal relationships, then he recruits these guys. Sergio, hello?? Also can’t forget how he just recruited his own girfrleind in the second heist too. Buddy! Love this nerd.

I don’t think that cold aspect of Sergio went away in later seasons either; he just had more opportunity to show a more open side of himself + without Andres, he had to metaphorically leave his comfort zone without a safety net. But in earlier seasons, he really did seem heartless at times XD Then again, we can argue that the same goes for Andres.

To be fair, I didn’t feel sorry for Andres over the button thing lol, but once the brothers reveal happened and all of Alvaro/Pedro’s headcanons came out and we know everything Andres did for Sergio, it makes what Sergio did REALLY harsh. We really just have to explain it through Sergio’s strict morals and him believing this to be the best non-fatal punishment for Andres, who at that point had convinced him he killed a hostage. And because he knew the television interview was coming up, maybe Sergio assumed Andres would use it to “clear” his name anyway. And empathy isn’t one of Sergio’s strong suits either, so through that lens, I can rationalize it.

Also it was lowkey funny to me how Andres was there like DENVER MUST DIE until he found out Sergio put the button there, then he was like “oh hermanito, you and your practical jokes <3″

Still, like you said, Andres and Sergio weren’t brothers yet at this point. They were probably supposed to be lovers lmao and had a dysfunctional Hannibal Lecter x Will thing going on. But because they made #hermanos canon, that button moment just feels very out of place now, especially given how much the two genuinely love each other.

Guess we could also say that Sergio’s just generally kinda bratty with Andres XD Like, he knows no matter what, Andres would forgive him anything. That’s how I see it anyway! 

[sergio-para-siempre]

Hey, so this is pretty random, but I’ve noticed occasionally in your tags you mention that Toni is so German? And I was just wondering what you meant? Like I know what it means but like what about him is so German? Maybe I’m just not familiar with stereotypes or whatnot? Like if someone says Sergio is so Spanish or x player is so Italian or whatever, I get it hahah 1/?

🤦‍♀️like there’s a specific gif set actually where Toni and Sergio are interacting on the bench and Toni kinda awkwardly bows/shakes Sergio’s hand as he passes Sergio and other people on the bench and you mention how German Toni is? (If Im remembering correctly, Sergio is in a coat and Toni is coming off the field) And I was just curious, it’s probably something that’s just going over my head and I’m not like? Offended? For the lack of a better word? 

I was just curious as to what you meant when you talk about Toni the odd time as being very German? Anyways I’m sorry! This ask probably doesn’t make sense and so random, if anything, just wanna send some good vibes your way 💗💜💛 

Ok, so how do i best explain this that it makes sense 🤔 First of all, I’m from the southern parts of Germany, so most of my assumptions are based on what people are like there. It’s diferent in some other parts. But where I’m from/live people are very reserved and sometimes even a bit cold/rude. Like you won’t get that many people smiling at you in public or in general They either ignore you completely or they will look at you like they’re harshly judging you for something (i just had like 6 of those earlier on the subway on my way home 😒 because my lipstick was too pink or my dress was too colorful or my heels were too high, who knows 🤷‍♀️ Germans just really like judging other people) . and guys especially really aren’t that affectionate with other guys/people. You know how the Spaniards are always all over each other and hugging each other? German guys from my experience don’t do that. They'll shake hands when they meet up and that’s it. 

Also showing emotions or talking about them is something German guys REALLY don’t do. They'll just get really quiet and stand/sit around awkwardly and try not to look at anyone. But in general it’s almost like it’s frowned upon when you’re too cheerful or excited about something. Like my mom always says it’s fine to like and enjoy something (football in my case), but getting obsessed with it (like me) is not something an “adult” should do. I shouldn’t wear jerseys or put pictures of Sergio on my wall because that’s something only for kids. Overall people around here have WAY too many “rules” what and adult isn’t supposed to do and most of them include everything that’s fun 🤦‍♀️ Being a german adult is apparently very serious business 🤷‍♀️ 

Anyway, back to Toni. The reason why i always mention how german he is in my tags is because in a lot of ways he’s really not the typical german i know. He laughs way more than most guys i know and he’s also more goofy and more affectionate but once in a while he does something that really reminds me that he’s german after all. Like when he shook hands with Sergio in that gif, when Sergio would have just hugged everyone else (even tho i’m pretty sure that was some kind of joke between them with how they were laughing) or when he stands around all awkward and rigid, not knowing what to do when everyone else is goofing around in pics. Also, his captions on twitter and instagram, are usually stuff that a lot of other german guys would say too. They’re just really matter of fact and rational and it ends up being hilarious in it’s own way 😊

When i say he’s very german, it’s really not meant as an insult or anything, it just reminds me of a lot of people i know 😂

[tintinxtintin]

possession ch. 5

Jade

"I don't want you to go home." Brady says as we walk down the beach. We've been down here for about three hours playing beach games with all the guys, and thirty minutes ago, he suggested we take a walk. I agreed happily, really liking being alone with him. Not that I don't enjoy the other boys' company, I just like having some time alone with Brady.

I really like him, and it almost scares me. I've never felt this way with anyone the way I do with him, and it's only been four days. It's like I'm falling without a parachute, and I just know that I'll crash, but something else is telling me I won't.

Liking him is almost a dangerous thing to do. I know how popular he is and how big his fanbase is. I also know the amount of hate I could get for even being seen with him. But I just can't keep my distance.

Those two days when he was too busy to text me, felt like torture, like he was on his phone and just chose not to talk to me. But I know Brady wouldn't do that. He had to rehearse for hours, and also find time to sleep and eat.

"Yeah me either I love LA." Just as he's about to reply, two girls in rather revealing bikinis walk up to us, giggling and screeching. One of them, a blonde, pounces Brady, and the other glares at me. I look away, feeling awkward.

"OH MY GOSH I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! WILL YOU PLEASE TAKE A PICTURE?" The girl hugging Brady yells. I glance around, hoping no one is paying attention. Luckily for us, the beach isn't really crowded, So no one even looks up.

The curly haired boy smiles a fake smile, and takes the picture. The other girl turns to me, shoves her phone at me, and rudely tells me to take one of all three of them. I want to say hell no, but I don't want to possibly ruin Brady's image before it's even fully developed.

I snap the photo and hand the girl her phone back. She snatches it away, and her friend snickers.

"Are you guys dating?" The blonde girl asks. I blush a little at the thought of dating him, but shake my head.

"No, we're just friends." I can't help but notice a little frown on Brady's face, but I keep it to myself that I saw. Both girls continue to glare at me before saying they love Brady and walking away giggling.

"Thank God, I thought they'd never leave." I gasp and lightly smack him on the arm.

"You can't say that about your fans!"

"I can if they're rude. The blonde one spit on me when she yelled." His face turns into a grimace, and I laugh at how cute he looks trying to be angry. It's like how you have that one friend who's small and adorable and when they get mad it's cute.

"They were really rude. I mean, she practically demanded I take that picture." A noise inside my pocket interrupts our conversation. I pull out my phone and see a text from Liv.

Liv: Your mom says we have to go. Phones are dying and the boys should get back to the hotel

Me: on the way back.

"We have to go back. My mom is ready to leave." He nods, and we walk back the way we came, conversing the whole way. He listens when I tell him about my childhood, and I listen as he tells me about his. Much to my dismay, we eventually arrive back where we left everyone.

"Goodnight Jade." Brady says as he and all the guys are gathering up to leave. I tell him goodnight as well, and look over to see a sight for sore eyes. Sergio and Liv are standing off to the side of everyone else, Sergio leaning down to plant a kiss on her cheek.

I guess I'm not the only person who saw it because some of the guys howl in praise at their friend. He waves them off and starts to walk away with them. Liv comes over to me, and I shoot her a look that says she and I will have to discuss that later.

Before heading back to our hotel, we stop at McDonald's for dinner. I love every bit of my double cheeseburger, and Liv gets her beloved McChicken. How she eats those gross things I'll never know.

Once back in our room, I change into a tshirt and some gym shorts, and check my phone for any messages. There's only one, and it's from Brady.

Brady: I miss you already haha

Me: very smooth kid, very smooth

Brady: What can I say? I'm a go getter ;)

Me: get some sleep weirdo

Brady: Ugh, fine. Goodnight for the second time

Me: goodnight.

"Girls, I want to talk about some things with you. There a few things I want your opinion on, and one is based off of the other." My mom says, coming from the bathroom. Liv and I nod, waiting for her to continue.

"Liv I know that your home life isn't very great and I know that you hold a lot of anger for your parents. I want to know what you think about me officially becoming your legal guardian for the next two years. You basically live with us anyway."

Liv looks absolutely shocked, and I can tell she's never even thought about this before. I have considered it, but I never knew my mother was too. I think the whole thing would be amazing. I already consider her like my sister, so nothing would change.

"Yeah, I'm good with that." I nod in agreement, and my mom smiles.

"Okay good. I already have some paperwork drafted up, and I talked to your parents earlier today. It took some convincing, but I managed to get them to agree to sign. The second thing I want to ask you about is how do you feel about moving? Since you'd be living with us all the time, I'd imagine you want your own space."

"Moving where?" I ask. I don't really have a problem with moving, but where we would go is a concern. I want to live somewhere where there are things to do.

"I was thinking about moving here to LA."

That'd be so awesome! There's fun things to do, beautiful beaches, and not to mention I'll get to see Brady more often. The thought of moving here makes me happy, and I know Liv agrees. After we've all agreed that moving is okay, we throw on a movie to watch. Liv and I stay up talking about Brady and Sergio, and how we both really like them.

Sometime around 2:30am, we both fall asleep, I dream of my cafe run with a certain Italian singing hottie.

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