I'll always remember you this way
"Imu"
"I keep wanting to see you. I don't know why"
"I want to hear your voice"
"I really like you a lot"
"I found my happiness and warmth this Christmas. But I can't have it either"
"Can you don't be so cute to other guys"
"I wanna remember the silhouette of your face"
"人为什么要在一起?当你孤单的时候,或者是想恋那个人的时候,那个人可以理直气壮的一直陪在你身边。"
//
"This is the only time you'll hear me say it, I love you. And I don't say it easily."
"I love you despite of everything."
"Just so you know, I'm ready to give up everything for you."
"Don't let me regret not holding on to you longer."
"I'm really attracted to you. You're really attractive"
"I think about it every night, every single night. I thought it will pass the next morning. But it didn't."
//
"I wish we were together."
"I imagine it's you I'm spending my time with."
"I really want to sleep with you"
"I wish we can spend the weekend toegther"
X
"Mm... the thing is I’m happy when I talk to u. And I came to realize that it’s like a choice? That I want to have u in my life."
"Imu though like... terribly."
"My whole head is full of u now."
"Come here and be with me."
"I miss u u know. I can't help it. I called you just now instinctively too."
"Idk how to put it so u uds. It was a decision. To talk to u. To cont talking to u. To want to be w u. To not want to lose u. It’s my decision."
"Ya sunset and night lights. There’s sth magical abt them. I wish u were here .."
"Can't you tell I'm jealous that he gets to hold u while I don't"
"I wanna sleep sleep with u"
"I miss you howwwwwwwww"
"lol ure cute... does this matter to u? I’m obviously the one reaching now right.
U have ur charms and there are things I like abt u..
I need you now."
I think right now I’m just really torn. Hmm maybe I don’t always invest a lot of feelings in rships, be it like fam, gfs, friends and all. Cos maybe I feel that if u start having lot of expectations or if u rely too much on someone/ sth, u end up being on the losing end. Maybe I can b with my gf forever and it’s comfortable being arnd her but idk abt now. Like u came into my life and idk why I’m feeling what I’m feeling now. It feels like I’m breaking up w u now and I think I’m just shutting out all my emotional aspect to do that. To say that I can do 50 now is like damn nonsense and I think it’s like an insult to how I felt abt us all these while la. And u def felt special to me so idk if I ever wanna do 50 w u. Like I just can’t see someone I had feelings for and try to be friends w the person? Idk cos I nvr been thru this / done this. I can’t give u more than 50 now either and cont to be okay w my gf. And I think all these while I’m afraid to get to know u better cos like I might just like u more? So it feels also like we are just stepping on the same place..? And it’s sad to know idk u all that well aft all these while, and yet I feel what I feel now.
Okay this is like as honest as my thoughts go now. It’s qt gibberish cos idk how to place it
But I’ll prolly regret if I don’t at least say this.
I’m never one to open my feelings or myself to ppl, and I guess that’s why I can b cheerful and nonsense. I don’t like emotional burden. But u might just b my first.. so I’m finding it hard. Sorry..
and I’m not expecting anything. Just wanna b open. Regardless what this whole thing meant to u.
Rest well and hope the lozenges and honey will be helpful!
:)
"I might not b able to talk to u for awhile. Don’t think I can ever forget u but."
"I miss you everyday."
"There're things I like about you, tangible and intangible ones.
You've the aura and you're charismatic. I want my girlf to have that. And you've the big heart. Like you'll stand up for things altho you're petite size "
"Yup. I know I shouldn’t since ure attached. But I really enjoy being w u. Glad u came into my life :)"
"I like you the first time I see you"
"I only have u"
"I miss u ;("
"Will you be mine?"
"U better crawl back here if u hafta. I bring u see nicer ones"
"Make me worry.
I thought I’d be okay, for u to go hol w ur bf and all. And I’m honestly okay being single. But I miss u. And I don’t like that ure overseas w ur bf, just feel meh. I hate that I’m liddat.. I really don’t wanna disturb u during ur trip
But I miss not talking to u.. :/"
"Ure attached, ure traveling w ur bf and it’s supposed to b u guys working things out. There’s just no place for me. And I can’t bring myself to talk to u knowing that ure w ur bf, feel jealous.. sighs damn nonsense.
Half of me wanna just stop talking to u.."
"U know imu right. Everything that u miss abt me, I miss them too and more."
"Ure my only option now. Trust me k"
"I miss u. And Ure my only option."
"I miss u, and I’ll see u tmr"
"The girl I wanna go out w not free. How?"
"lol nonsensical stuff like, do I matter/ what are you doing/ what if she chooses her bf in the end, shld I not care so much/ what if she doesn’t like this that about me/ or that I’m not as handsome as u like, no dimples all"
"Just know that I’ll b here if u need someone to talk to or just listen to. And I want you to stay. I’m finally in a position where I can say it, and I don’t wanna regret not asking u to stay. Trust me k, and trust the process. We will be fine, and let’s just give it time k.
And i had fun today, with u. I want everyday to be like this. I wanna b the one to make u smile, and b there to comfort u when ure sad. Thanks for today, and for talking to me :) "
To me. Right now. There’s only u
But I wanna deal w urs too. I really like u.
I love u so.
I want u to stay, but I don’t dare.
I love u. But I don’t wanna hurt u
I don’t wanna let go of u
Afraid one day u will leave me
Don’t dare to ask u to stay
And smile more k, u look pretty when u smile :)
I’m not holding on to this.. I want to be in this
[06/04, 5:16 am] I don’t need to find anything since I’m willingly in this?
[06/04, 5:22 am] I like u. I’m sure
[06/04, 5:23 am] I just wanna spend time w u. Be w u. Laugh w u. And know u for who ure.
[06/04, 5:23 am] Maybe u won’t want ur freedom next time even if u can have it.
I’d choose u todsy, tmr, everyday. There is no other option.
My heart is full when I’m w u.
So ............ . . . . . . what I wanna say is. I enjoyed hanging out w u, and I think I know a lot more about u now. And these made me happy. I like to see ur smile and see u smile. And I don’t wanna be the one that makes u lose them. I wanna ask u to stay, to try this, to give this a shot, but I won’t be selfish to hold u back if this’s not what u really want. At the end of the day, I want u to take the path that u think will eventually give u happiness (might not be now, or even soon), and if that means I’m inside - good. But if it means I’m not, I’ll understand. And I’ll try to always b there for u <3
I miss euuuu
I’m happy that ure here. And no matter how hard it’s, I promise I’ll stay, and if u will lemme, we can make this better :)
Im fighting for u Everyday, but I’m not sure if ure ..
[14/04, 5:30 pm] : If u try to hold both, u might end up losing both. I don’t want that for u either.
[14/04, 5:31 pm] : I don’t want to, I’m scared I’ll lose u. But that shouldn’t b the reason to ask u to stay either.
[19/04, 4:12 am] You asked me what makes me happy..
[19/04, 4:13 am] You. Being with you, holding your hand, hugging you, kissing you, watching you smile, or just spending time with you. Imy
[19/04, 4:13 am] I won’t mind sleeping tgt though.
No late. In time for GoT w u 😊
I miss cuddling w u. And u said don’t mind staying over tonight too ..
[28/04, 12:15 am] Ur sayang will come look for u... on exceptional basis give u sayang even though u noob
[29/04, 1:55 am] The bed feels empty without u :(
[29/04, 1:57 am] I miss u ♥
[29/04, 1:47 pm] U know I wanna do everything w u right..
[01/05, 12:05 am] Don’t worry. I won’t get drunk on the night when ure out
[01/05, 12:06 am] U know u matter to me right. A lot
[01/05, 12:07 am] To send u back
[03/05, 8:14 am] Jason Dbs: Ya anw that’s what I wanted to b clear abt. Like what u mean to me
[03/05, 8:14 am] Jason Dbs: I don’t just go out w any girls
[03/05, 8:16 am] Jason Dbs: And ure clear I won’t ask u to leave anymore
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: Cute
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: 👉👈🥺
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: U did, didn’t u?
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: Awwwww
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: #aiqing
[03/05, 8:19 am] Jason Dbs: I wanna eat w u
[03/05, 7:52 pm] Jason Dbs: Hmm don’t like that ure wearing liddt to club :/
[03/05, 8:12 pm] Jason Dbs: Not not nice. Just. Don’t like that ure going clubbing in this.
[03/05, 8:12 pm] Jason Dbs: But okay I’m learning to accept this abt u. Lol. Maybe just jealous lol
[03/05, 8:27 pm] Jason Dbs: U prettiest to me 🥺
[03/05, 8:37 pm] Jason Dbs: Just don’t go attract other guys.
[03/05, 8:37 pm] Jason Dbs: Attract me is fine
[03/05, 9:12 pm] Jason Dbs: Don’t. Drink slower pls. Call me later if u need sending back k
[03/05, 9:43 pm] Jason Dbs: Call me later k, I can come pick u
[03/05, 9:49 pm] Jason Dbs: Don’t do anything I won’t.
[11/05, 12:08 am] JasonC Dbs: That’s the past, and I don’t wanna pretend by saying it didn’t matter to me
[11/05, 12:09 am] JasonC Dbs: I’m not gonna judge and I want to know u from the moment I met u.
[11/05, 12:10 am] JasonC Dbs: Not know the person who was.
[11/05, 12:10 am] JasonC Dbs: And anw if I like u. That means I’m ready to accept both your goods and your bads.
[11/05, 12:10 am] JasonC Dbs: And I like u.
[11/05, 12:11 am] JasonC Dbs: So doesn’t matter what u did or what...
[11/05, 12:11 am] JasonC Dbs: Just know that k. And don’t think what ure thinking now, it’s not gonna happen and I won’t leave
[11/05, 12:20 am] JasonC Dbs: Now that ure here, with me. Older wiser w a diff someone. It doesn’t mean things won’t change. Ppl change, I’m not gonna judge
[11/05, 12:20 am] JasonC Dbs: Lol i just want u to control how much u drink. I’m ok w u drinking
[11/05, 12:20 am] JasonC Dbs: Tattoos are fine. But I think u have qt enough.
[11/05, 12:20 am] JasonC Dbs: Okay I let u have 1 more
[11/05, 12:22 am] JasonC Dbs: With me. Things are simple. Don’t worry.
[11/05, 1:26 am] JasonC Dbs: Missing u
[11/05, 1:26 am] JasonC Dbs: Thinking about u
[11/05, 1:27 am] JasonC Dbs: Lying w u.
[11/05, 1:30 am] JasonC Dbs: Tell me why I miss u though .
[11/05, 1:35 am] JasonC Dbs: Can’t wait to hold u in my arms again 🥺
[11/05, 1:57 am] JasonC Dbs: Waiting for u
[11/05, 1:57 am] JasonC Dbs: B my gf
[11/05, 1:58 am] JasonC Dbs: So can go back to u instead
[11/05, 2:53 am] JasonC Dbs: Will come back to ur side
[11/05, 9:32 am] JasonC Dbs: Just don’t like the idea of u drinking alone w another guy - feelings can grow too
[11/05, 9:33 am] JasonC Dbs: Not if my heart is full of u
[11/05, 11:09 am] JasonC Dbs: Else who come back sayang u
[11/05, 6:42 pm] JasonC Dbs: Hahaha no. U came without any notice. Now i want u to stay 🥺
[11/05, 9:08 pm] JasonC Dbs: Ask for u for 60 years can? 🥺
lol not every time, but just particularly yesterday night. I’m used to drinking with u (girl) only.
Anw din say this yest. But thanks for last weekend. Had fun and was happy. I want us to be like this for a long time..
[20/05, 11:28 pm] Jason Dbs: Okay.. it’s okay to feel sian. But u can always share it w me, it’s easier than handling it all on ur own.
[20/05, 11:29 pm] Jason Dbs: I don’t wanna just be all nonsense and someone that ure happy with.. I wanna b there when u need someone to talk to, rant to, and be sian tgt w
[20/05, 11:30 pm] Jason Dbs: Ya, for sure. But it’ll be easier if u talk about it w me.
[20/05, 11:30 pm] Jason Dbs: I can just listen to u
[20/05, 11:31 pm] Jason Dbs: And I won’t.. but at least I wanna be there.. I know how it feels like to be sian alone
[20/05, 11:33 pm] Jason Dbs: Lol, I’m okay. I’m a guy. And I can deal w ppls emotions. Of course I don’t go around dealing w everyone’s.
[20/05, 11:34 pm] Jason Dbs: But u matter, so.
[20/05, 11:39 pm] Jason Dbs: Lol. Close. Anw that’s that. I’ll know anyway if ure sian. So u might as well tell me. U will feel slightly better if u talk it out anyway. Helps u to rationalize things when u put them into words.
[20/05, 11:51 pm] Jason Dbs: But I just want us to do things the proper way. I wanna go out w u the proper way, talk to u the proper way, know u like I shld had, like u the proper way. And acknowledge our feelings the right way too.
[20/05, 11:54 pm] Jason Dbs: Like just trust us. And trust that the process will bring u to the destination that’s meant to be. Sometimes that’s all we need to know.
[21/05, 12:13 am] Jason Dbs: What’s wrong is me I guess, and I guess u know that. U know u wld choose ur bf if I hadn’t come into ur life. U know u wld choose ur bf now if I’m not here. U prolly wld try to work things out w him too if I’m not here.
[21/05, 12:38 am] Jason Dbs: Lol less sucky .. no it’s fine. I just want u to be happier. Some days I wish I can just disappear. Hahha. That will solve everything right hmm.
[21/05, 12:39 am] Jason Dbs: That’s cos I caused most of it in the first place. I shld at least make u happy..
Promise I’m ok. Will call u every time I drink from now on
[24/05, 12:57 am] Jason Dbs: U know what I want
[24/05, 12:57 am] Jason Dbs: U know what u mean to me
[24/05, 12:58 am] Jason Dbs: I’m staying
[24/05, 12:58 am] Jason Dbs: And I’m waiting for u to come to me
[24/05, 12:58 am] Jason Dbs: U know. What we can be tgt.
[24/05, 12:59 am] Jason Dbs: I only want u
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: I’ll always b here
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: U might not believe it
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: But when I saw u.
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: I know
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: For real
[24/05, 1:02 am] Jason Dbs: I din tell u right
[24/05, 1:02 am] Jason Dbs: But on that night when I first saw u. During dnd. I was watching out for u alr
[24/05, 1:03 am] Jason Dbs: I gave u my jacket cos ur dress is really short
[24/05, 1:03 am] Jason Dbs: I purposely move beside u cos I don’t want other guys to take advantage of u
[24/05, 1:04 am] Jason Dbs: But I gave u my jacket
[24/05, 1:04 am] Jason Dbs: Cos I saw u were trying to pull ur dress down
[24/05, 1:05 am] Jason Dbs: I told u not to drink so much if ure outalone
[24/05, 1:05 am] Jason Dbs: I don’t normally care so much about other girls
[24/05, 1:05 am] Jason Dbs: I just wanna make ure alright
[24/05, 1:05 am] Jason Dbs: It’s so not me ...
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: Idk either.
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: Like I never. For real
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: I always just siam
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: But I just wanted to make sure ure alight that night
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: I was looking out for u the whole
Time.
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: Wasn’t coincident I was beside u when u were drunk ...
[24/05, 1:08 am] Jason Dbs: I din want other guys around u
[24/05, 1:09 am] Jason Dbs: Like I won’t let other guys do anything to u...
[24/05, 1:11 am] Jason Dbs: Know that ure not taken advAntage of that night
[24/05, 1:11 am] Jason Dbs: Siao u rly drank qt a bit that night
[24/05, 1:14 am] Jason Dbs: I watching u whole night
I just want u to know. U might not believe it, and neither do I. When I first saw u, I knew. I’ve never felt anything like this before. I know it sounds damn BS. But I’m not the sort of guys who go approach other girls. But u were just different. Like I could feel myself being attracted to u. I won’t pretend to be alright w ur cheap thrills, of ur need for freedom, but I’m willing to give us a shot. I want to give u so much that u won’t need cheap thrills, u won’t feel sad, u won’t envy other couples. But at the same time I don’t want U to choose me if u love ur bf more than this. I want u to be happy with the person who can make u whole. Though 1 day i might lose u. But as much as I can, I wanna keep looking out for u, fight for u, and show u that ure better than u think ure. And that u deserve ur happiness. Ure enough, don’t look for material things or affirmation from others. Ure enough. And I’m always grateful that u came into my life. Regardless.
[27/05, 3:27 am] Jason Dbs: Why. Go work w u
[27/05, 3:27 am] Jason Dbs: And sleeping w u
[27/05, 3:27 am] Jason Dbs: Is happiness
[27/05, 3:27 am] Jason Dbs: 🥺
[27/05, 3:56 am] Jason Dbs: I like u a lot..♥
[06/08, 12:51 am] 小胖子🦖♥️: Nowadays I miss u everyday
[06/08, 12:53 am] 小胖子🦖♥️: I’m really happy when I’m w u baby
[06/08, 12:56 am] 小胖子🦖♥️: I want u to know that I didn’t regret any part of the past 9 months. I’m glad I met u baby. And I look forward to many more good times w u
[06/08, 12:56 am] 小胖子🦖♥️: Regardless what the future holds
[07/06, 9:58 am] Jason小胖: U know I want u to come, to spend time tgt and just talk/ nua. It’s just that if sth happens to u when ure gg back so late, I can never forgive myself. And I feel bad cos I want to see u too.
[07/06, 10:31 am] Jason小胖: As much as possible I don’t want anything to happen to u .... like I’m here now and nth shld happen to u...
[07/06, 10:32 am] Jason小胖: I want to. U know that. Happy that u came. I know that’s effort on your part, and it makes me happy
[07/06, 10:32 am] Jason小胖: Sorry k. I wanna see u everyday, u know that
[07/06, 11:24 am] Jason小胖: Tsk.. I can and I will. Now that I’m in ur life
[07/06, 11:29 am] Jason小胖: Can’t wait to travel w u... ♥
[07/06, 1:28 pm] Jason小胖: U know it means a lot to me right, though I don’t say it or type it.. I genuinely worried and upset it’s not me instead
[07/06, 1:47 pm] Jason小胖: Just so u know, u matter a lot to me, and I def know ure putting in a lot of effort in this too. And I’m happy, but I want us to be happy too, so don’t hide anything from my next time. Tell me so I know, and so I can improve too.
[07/06, 3:12 pm] Jason小胖: I not much outer wear hahahaha. So I hug u all the way ? 🥺🥺🙆🏼♂
[07/06, 3:13 pm] Jason小胖: Hahah watch me. Cling on to u.
[07/06, 5:34 pm] Jason小胖: Time not spent w u is always sad. Esp weekends.
[07/06, 7:07 pm] Jason小胖: It’s fine. The amount we meeting now. I miss u too.
[07/06, 7:08 pm] Jason小胖: Miss u♥
[07/06, 7:11 pm] Jason小胖: Miss u baby. See u so often now it feels sad not seeing u 😔
[07/06, 7:12 pm] Jason小胖: Won’t. Promise. I’ll put in same if not more effort into this.
[07/06, 7:13 pm] Jason小胖: Doggo isn’t u. I miss u..
[07/06, 7:15 pm] Jason小胖: Not tiring. I told u I’m a giver in a rship. This didn’t come easy and I want this. I want us to be happy and go a long way.
[07/06, 9:00 pm] Jason小胖: Tsk now that I see u everyday I miss not having u around. :(((((((((((((((((((((
[02/08, 1:13 am] Jason小胖: I realize I do like u a lot
[02/08, 1:13 am] Jason小胖: After all
[02/08, 1:13 am] Jason小胖: Like I’m afraid to lose u too
[02/08, 1:14 am] Jason小胖: It makes me more sure also
[02/08, 1:18 am] Jason小胖: I like u baby, and I’m more sure now. It feels .. more whole, and I can feel this coming tgt more now
[12/09, 1:53 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Missing u everyday b. Think I love u a lot
[12/09, 1:54 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Maybe cos miss ur annoying face
[12/09, 1:54 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I know I love u a lot b
[12/09, 1:56 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I wanan see all these w u too b. Love u a lot. And I don’t wanna promise u much. But I wanan stay w u for a long time b
[02/10, 2:09 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Anw B ... don’t worry and think too much k. Heart is full now, being w u nowadays is happy times (:
[02/10, 2:12 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: B.. I’m here w u. And it’s my choice
[02/10, 2:13 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I’m happy everyday, and u know how much u matter to me right.
[02/10, 2:14 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I love u a lot b, and there are a lot of things/ places I wanna do w u.
[02/10, 2:16 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I wanna grow w u b.
[02/10, 2:17 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Ure my choice
[02/10, 2:18 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: It’s u today, tmr and everyday. So don’t anyhow think k
[04/09, 2:20 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Baby.. Don’t think so much k. Want u to know that ure impt to me. No one knows what’s gonna happen anw in the future but I want to be there with u. I know I’ve been moody but that’s also cos u matter to me. U can always talk to me bout everything and anything cos I believe there’s nth that can’t b figured out tgt. I love u b and I don’t want u having to worry about us (: Ure my choice and I want u to be happy b ♥♥
[04/09, 2:42 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: No regrets choosing this b ♥
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