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tfshouldidohere · 1 year
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Anime characters who are flirty? Mayhaps
Anime characters who put up a mask of cheeriness and a flirtatious attitude in order to hide the fact that they're emotionally empty but they also only live for the one thing they love and are passionate about? Yes
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dark-elf-writes · 1 year
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Tsunade would need to come back to the leaf early just because the normal hospital staff couldn’t keep up with the number of people the ninja babies are putting into comas.
On an unrelated note: if people don’t stop staring at their two ANBU moms and/or asking for dates, hunting season will be officially open. But maybe if they forced them into wearing green it would stop…?
And you know how kids like copying their role models? At least a few of them would end up copying Kakashi’s mask wearing. And Gai’s green Youthfulness (besides Lee cuz that boy will nvr stop). And I can’t rly think of what they would copy off of Itachi, but maybe he can wear nail polish here too??? So we have this group of ridiculously powerful little ninja babies going through (mildly toned down) ANBU drills like it’s a normal game of tag all the while wearing nail polish and green masks or something.
And while their tiny terrors now, when they grow up it’d be perfect if they try to carry on some part of their babysitter’s legacies. Like Kakashi’s jutsu creation, focus on teamwork, and loyalty. Gai’s incorporation of multiple fighting styles, focus on hard work, and dedication. Itachi’s [redacted], [spoiler], and [redacted].
If any of the three of them actually wanted to date they are SOL because these kids are going to tear any non babysitter or Iruka apart that even glances in the adults direction too long. They would be more irritated by it if they didn’t at least on some level agree that if someone can’t handle the demons they are not dating material.
Naruto in particular I can see picking up wearing a mask because I’m leaning to him being more foxy here so he would hide his fangs like Kakashi does. Kiba maybe too if people get on him about his fangs too much.
Lee is of course Lee and is incredibly attached to Gai. I could see all of them pushing themselves and each other in the same(ish) way though. It’s less… much than the two of them but it is in fact incredibly Youthful.
Sasuke Shika and Hinata I could see latching onto Itachi. Like the quiet kind of scary. Incredibly competent but can take people down with their words just as easily as fists. Also nail polish. So much nail polish. They alll have it. Ino and Naruto are figuring out how to do nail art to make it even more extra
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kyutown · 3 years
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hi can I request a ship w stray kids and txt ?
I’m a taurus sun/aqua moon/gemini rising, an intp and a slytherin (if that adds to anything). I’m 5’2 and have a very plain look i’d say, Ive nvr dyed my hair, prefer natural makeup (open to explore tho) and I like to wear more light/soft colors. My favourite colour is red, green and beige. I consider myself to be very welcoming to new things when it comes to music ex. I used to be really into rock/pop-rock/pop-punk and now im really into kpop. I’d say I have pretty diversed taste when it comes to that, I don’t listen to a specific genre in general. Something about me is that when I start to take interest something, it can be a person or like kpop for example, it’ll either last less than a week or it’ll last for the longest tiiimmeee, I get crushes on guys i never talked to and end up liking them for 2 years just until we actually start talking (kinda creepy ik). It stops obviously but those kinda crushes still pop up in my head from time to time. I remember the tiniest interactions I have with anyone, it can literally be a glance and i’ll never forget it. I tend to get attached to certain things, like kpop and 5sos they’ve made me happy for the longest time so I find it hard to let go and find other things (this applies to people and objects ex stuffed animals). I don’t have a specific hobby because I try a lot of things and I don’t become “really good” cuz i get bored easily this only applies to hobbies but these days I’ve been drawing and I say I play guitar but I haven’t played in a month, I also edit but im not too good. I like taking walks, alone and just listening to music. I talk a lot but that only happens once I get comfortable with someone’s presence. I’m fluent in french, english and bisaya (i’m filipino) I can also understand tagalog. I wanna learn more but I haven’t found the motivation. I really like romance animes and drama’s. I say im a hopeless romantic. I believe in soulmates too. I don’t have a specific type in guys but i often take interest in guys who look slightly feminine, like long hair, jewelry etc.
I think this is long, i have the tendency to over write and over say things so I hope this is okay. This was also my first time sending in a req like this.
hi! thank you for responding!
for stray kids, i think hyunjin would be a nice match! i think hyunjin matches your ideal type the most out of stray kids! hyunjin has long hair and enjoys wearing jewelry like earrings and rings! he would be more on the feminine side which is a great side and i think he would really be your ideal type!
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for txt, i think beomgyu would fit you well! beomgyu would be the one who would always be interested to things related to music with you! he would play the guitar for you and when you are trying to learn how to play the guitar, he would help you in any way possible and would be there for you every step of the way!
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for enhypen, i think jungwon would be good with you! jungwon would always be there to watch dramas, to walk with you and would understand you. he would love you for who you are which allows you to be comfortable to show who you really are and with jungwon, you would take walks in the rain and more!
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translightyagami · 6 years
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Soulmate AU and secret relationship for L and Light please 😅
Light’s always been perfect at everything so it makes sense he’d find his soulmate easily. And Teru Mikami is everything Light’s been looking for—responsible, intelligent, well employed and a strong man. His family approves and so does the council for soulmates, a committee within the government that, when a couple is looking to get married or whatever, will look over paperwork the couple submits to prove their soulmate-ship or whatever. On paper, its perfect and Light couldn’t be happier. Or, well. He’s satisfied.  
And then he gets called to work on a case with the one and only L, a case big enough that L requests him on a secret taskforce. He's worked with L before but nvr in person and when they meet it’s as though color has seeped into his black and white TV. Someone who challenges him, doesn’t accept what he says automatically and makes him think abt the actions he takes outside of his own confidence—L is everything that sets fire to Light. He can’t stop thinking abt L and the reverse is true for L. Light is charming and knows how to play ppl but he’s also smart. Smarter than anyone L’s ever met and isn’t afraid to show it. Light keeps coming home to his.....soulmate to hv quiet sex and hear abt mikami’s latest case. And the whole time he thinks abt how, just on the nightstand, is his phone with L’s number and how he could be calling him, talking to him.
They rotate around each other at hyperspeed until the inevitable happens and they come crashing into each other. Light just stays too late one night and sits on the couch next to L and maybe their shoulders brush and maybe.....anyway they make out heavily in L’s hotel bed and wow. Light's nvr felt as bright as he does saying I love you into L’s mouth. And he means it, he means it.
They can’t tell anyone, not that they would anyways. Light’s got his perfect soulmate and L doesn’t want attachments so. Secrets work for them, right? Cracks form where they’ve bent in all sorts of shapes to not be seen until Light can’t even fake guilt at coming back late. He gets caught by sayu at a family dinner and she corners him abt the hickies on his neck (mikami’s nvr left a hicky on light. Too impolite.) he confesses that he’s just. He knows with this person, with L, in a way he nvr knew with mikami. And sayu is like “is he your soulmate?”
And that’s the crux of it. No matter how many forms light could submit, no matter how many times he presented the case, there’s no way he’d get L accepted as his soulmate. The case finishes within the month and everyone goes home while light stays behind. He tells L, quiet and lying in the hotel bed after sex, that he is so bored in the world he lives in. Everything is what looks good on paper and nothing makes him feel anything. L sits there, picking at the covers, and says what he’s been thinking but couldn’t let solidfy on his tongue.
“You should come with me,” he says. “You should leave and we can. Well. You know.”
There's a moment where light thinks, I can’t. Its not what I'm supposed to do. And then he thinks, oh well fuck it. Its what I want to do.  
He calls Mikami, tells him he’s not coming home, and leaves with L on the next flight out. That week L pulls every string he has and all of light’s soulmate paperwork goes up in smoke. And L holds his hand before they go to sleep and asks light if he’s okay and light says,
“I couldn’t be happier.”
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becesswonderwall · 5 years
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Rough day! But here’s one of the thousand photos I have, that can make me smile in some ways and be grateful!
Still thank you for everything. For the code! Sa makagets lang. Ganun pa din kasi siguro tlga katibay friendship namin. This was taken Saturday, 9/14/19 with beshie which I blur her muna dito hihi, sorry beshie. But I focus my selfie alone muna😬 just for this time. Showing how the days...being around by only you beshie, made me smile! Thank you for always being there. Coz. Never thought that even in codes in someone's special day I'm included daw. Should I assume? Coz there was an ate girl kasi kng makapersist at mang issue ng obvious. Oo na. I've been too black and red, and emerald green lately, and so what when roses and sunflowers and yellows are my favorites? So what? (Nabasa lang writings ko may meaning agad?) Gusto ako maging assuming ni ate girl just like her...eto tlga si ate girl dko alam kelan tatahimik. Someone is having a brand new life, they're blessed by God and everyone and including me... Pero si ate girl pnpersist pa niya. Kaya okay nlng (?!). Oo nga noh (naniwala naman ako...my smirked faces.☺) I remember tuloy when that someone just got newly "D"ed... They've been messaging me about it. So what? Why should I care? I told myself. I respect that person's personal life, esp matters like that are sensitive. I would never try to "makialam" like ate girl and others doing...kung makialam ng buhay ng iba, wagas. I remember a song... I think that someone even heard me singing it before (had sung it because of hearsays): "I didn't ask, they shouldn't have told me... At first I laughed but now... It's sinking in fast, whatever they sold me... But, baby... I don't wanna take advice from fools... I'll just figure everything s cool... Until I hear it from you (till I hear it from that person kasi mahirap na mangassume, unless stated. Galing sa taong yun. Nvr believed it at first. I even lawyering like the bond of the two lalo na nalaman ko the former was my third cousin. I wanna protect them. Yes ayaw ko tlga maniwala coz I also saw a recent post of the former spending holidays with the family of her's former fams. But we got a chance on very slight messaging with the friend of mine, oo daw. Then I was like I felt bad for that person. Really... I didn't insist comforting or offering unsolicited attention, etc not anymore and of course unless asked, plus I'm type of a person that has a mentality "let's give people time to be sane." Now until the recent special event. Alhamdulillah. Finally, I'm happy para sa tao. No slightest grudge attached.) It gets hard, when memory's faded... And who gets what the say... It's likely they're just jealous and jaded. ( I told myself... Because I'm still a friend who will still protect someone's personal sanctity. Even if I can't be a friend anymore or supposed to be included or be a friend around in their present life. Or the status thing...kasi iba na. Diba? Gets.) But whatever meaning of the colors/motifs they're wearing on that special day. Why should I care? Maybe coincidence Lang. Or if not, and si ate girl na nakikialam lagi if tama, because I had some surveillance requests totally unknown people I accepted which now revealed to be connected with the poof and magic B!, well I'm grateful. It only means good. Our friendship is that strong even only in the air. Alhamdulillah. If all that are really true then woah!!! I have very very veryyy long hair and I need to cut some!♀‍💇🤖 If people still think of me on their special day...alhamdulillah. Ü Maybe. Truly. There's a strong friendship or special people in everyone's life that just cannot be forgotten and still admired or remembered even on special days. Well again, I'm very very very glad. Alhamdulillah. Ü They will always remembered for me as good people. Especially sis Hice0303. I super miss sisko so much. Hope one day magkabonding din kami just like before and it's guilt free now. There'll be no more issues. It's all a fresh start. For good for everyone of us. In shaa Allah. Alhamdulillah.✨
And that's why I'm trying to bring back the positivity without tension. Showing how keeping forward towards life for all of us is a blessing. A mercy from Allah. (And only that sorry for my untimely barging in suicidal thoughts sometimes, ever since I'm like that kind of a person. Yes hoho. Poor me.😣 But some friends says it's okay maybe to feel what I feel, because maybe I should be grateful for having a soul of Umar Ibn Al khattab every time. For a great sadness and fear of not pleasing the Almighty in anyway I know. None of their other friends daw to have soul like mine that's why they always see me as truly precious in them. Naks.😬 Sometimes napapagaan loob ko pagnaririnig ko yun sknla. Hope Allah will always forgive us all. Ameen.)
Hope too all of them, family and friends, and the newly weeded😂 (for fun only the weed) will always include me in their prayers.
Ameen.❣💌
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I'll always remember you this way
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"Imu"
"I keep wanting to see you. I don't know why"
"I want to hear your voice"
"I really like you a lot"
"I found my happiness and warmth this Christmas. But I can't have it either"
"Can you don't be so cute to other guys"
"I wanna remember the silhouette of your face"
"人为什么要在一起?当你孤单的时候,或者是想恋那个人的时候,那个人可以理直气壮的一直陪在你身边。"
//
"This is the only time you'll hear me say it, I love you. And I don't say it easily."
"I love you despite of everything."
"Just so you know, I'm ready to give up everything for you."
"Don't let me regret not holding on to you longer."
"I'm really attracted to you. You're really attractive"
"I think about it every night, every single night. I thought it will pass the next morning. But it didn't."
//
"I wish we were together."
"I imagine it's you I'm spending my time with."
"I really want to sleep with you"
"I wish we can spend the weekend toegther"
X
"Mm... the thing is I’m happy when I talk to u. And I came to realize that it’s like a choice? That I want to have u in my life."
"Imu though like... terribly."
"My whole head is full of u now."
"Come here and be with me."
"I miss u u know. I can't help it. I called you just now instinctively too."
"Idk how to put it so u uds. It was a decision. To talk to u. To cont talking to u. To want to be w u. To not want to lose u. It’s my decision."
"Ya sunset and night lights. There’s sth magical abt them. I wish u were here .."
"Can't you tell I'm jealous that he gets to hold u while I don't"
"I wanna sleep sleep with u"
"I miss you howwwwwwwww"
"lol ure cute... does this matter to u? I’m obviously the one reaching now right.
U have ur charms and there are things I like abt u..
I need you now."
I think right now I’m just really torn. Hmm maybe I don’t always invest a lot of feelings in rships, be it like fam, gfs, friends and all. Cos maybe I feel that if u start having lot of expectations or if u rely too much on someone/ sth, u end up being on the losing end. Maybe I can b with my gf forever and it’s comfortable being arnd her but idk abt now. Like u came into my life and idk why I’m feeling what I’m feeling now. It feels like I’m breaking up w u now and I think I’m just shutting out all my emotional aspect to do that. To say that I can do 50 now is like damn nonsense and I think it’s like an insult to how I felt abt us all these while la. And u def felt special to me so idk if I ever wanna do 50 w u. Like I just can’t see someone I had feelings for and try to be friends w the person? Idk cos I nvr been thru this / done this. I can’t give u more than 50 now either and cont to be okay w my gf. And I think all these while I’m afraid to get to know u better cos like I might just like u more? So it feels also like we are just stepping on the same place..? And it’s sad to know idk u all that well aft all these while, and yet I feel what I feel now.
Okay this is like as honest as my thoughts go now. It’s qt gibberish cos idk how to place it
But I’ll prolly regret if I don’t at least say this.
I’m never one to open my feelings or myself to ppl, and I guess that’s why I can b cheerful and nonsense. I don’t like emotional burden. But u might just b my first.. so I’m finding it hard. Sorry..
and I’m not expecting anything. Just wanna b open. Regardless what this whole thing meant to u.
Rest well and hope the lozenges and honey will be helpful!
:)
"I might not b able to talk to u for awhile. Don’t think I can ever forget u but."
"I miss you everyday."
"There're things I like about you, tangible and intangible ones.
You've the aura and you're charismatic. I want my girlf to have that. And you've the big heart. Like you'll stand up for things altho you're petite size "
"Yup. I know I shouldn’t since ure attached. But I really enjoy being w u. Glad u came into my life :)"
"I like you the first time I see you"
"I only have u"
"I miss u ;("
"Will you be mine?"
"U better crawl back here if u hafta. I bring u see nicer ones"
"Make me worry.
I thought I’d be okay, for u to go hol w ur bf and all. And I’m honestly okay being single. But I miss u. And I don’t like that ure overseas w ur bf, just feel meh. I hate that I’m liddat.. I really don’t wanna disturb u during ur trip
But I miss not talking to u.. :/"
"Ure attached, ure traveling w ur bf and it’s supposed to b u guys working things out. There’s just no place for me. And I can’t bring myself to talk to u knowing that ure w ur bf, feel jealous.. sighs damn nonsense.
Half of me wanna just stop talking to u.."
"U know imu right. Everything that u miss abt me, I miss them too and more."
"Ure my only option now. Trust me k"
"I miss u. And Ure my only option."
"I miss u, and I’ll see u tmr"
"The girl I wanna go out w not free. How?"
"lol nonsensical stuff like, do I matter/ what are you doing/ what if she chooses her bf in the end, shld I not care so much/ what if she doesn’t like this that about me/ or that I’m not as handsome as u like, no dimples all"
"Just know that I’ll b here if u need someone to talk to or just listen to. And I want you to stay. I’m finally in a position where I can say it, and I don’t wanna regret not asking u to stay. Trust me k, and trust the process. We will be fine, and let’s just give it time k.
And i had fun today, with u. I want everyday to be like this. I wanna b the one to make u smile, and b there to comfort u when ure sad. Thanks for today, and for talking to me :) "
To me. Right now. There’s only u
But I wanna deal w urs too. I really like u.
I love u so.
I want u to stay, but I don’t dare.
I love u. But I don’t wanna hurt u
I don’t wanna let go of u
Afraid one day u will leave me
Don’t dare to ask u to stay
And smile more k, u look pretty when u smile :)
I’m not holding on to this.. I want to be in this
[06/04, 5:16 am] I don’t need to find anything since I’m willingly in this?
[06/04, 5:22 am] I like u. I’m sure
[06/04, 5:23 am] I just wanna spend time w u. Be w u. Laugh w u. And know u for who ure.
[06/04, 5:23 am] Maybe u won’t want ur freedom next time even if u can have it.
I’d choose u todsy, tmr, everyday. There is no other option.
My heart is full when I’m w u.
So ............ . . . . . . what I wanna say is. I enjoyed hanging out w u, and I think I know a lot more about u now. And these made me happy. I like to see ur smile and see u smile. And I don’t wanna be the one that makes u lose them. I wanna ask u to stay, to try this, to give this a shot, but I won’t be selfish to hold u back if this’s not what u really want. At the end of the day, I want u to take the path that u think will eventually give u happiness (might not be now, or even soon), and if that means I’m inside - good. But if it means I’m not, I’ll understand. And I’ll try to always b there for u <3
I miss euuuu
I’m happy that ure here. And no matter how hard it’s, I promise I’ll stay, and if u will lemme, we can make this better :)
Im fighting for u Everyday, but I’m not sure if ure ..
[14/04, 5:30 pm] : If u try to hold both, u might end up losing both. I don’t want that for u either.
[14/04, 5:31 pm] : I don’t want to, I’m scared I’ll lose u. But that shouldn’t b the reason to ask u to stay either.
[19/04, 4:12 am] You asked me what makes me happy..
[19/04, 4:13 am] You. Being with you, holding your hand, hugging you, kissing you, watching you smile, or just spending time with you. Imy
[19/04, 4:13 am] I won’t mind sleeping tgt though.
No late. In time for GoT w u 😊
I miss cuddling w u. And u said don’t mind staying over tonight too ..
[28/04, 12:15 am] Ur sayang will come look for u... on exceptional basis give u sayang even though u noob
[29/04, 1:55 am] The bed feels empty without u :(
[29/04, 1:57 am] I miss u ♥
[29/04, 1:47 pm] U know I wanna do everything w u right..
[01/05, 12:05 am] Don’t worry. I won’t get drunk on the night when ure out
[01/05, 12:06 am] U know u matter to me right. A lot
[01/05, 12:07 am] To send u back
[03/05, 8:14 am] Jason Dbs: Ya anw that’s what I wanted to b clear abt. Like what u mean to me
[03/05, 8:14 am] Jason Dbs: I don’t just go out w any girls
[03/05, 8:16 am] Jason Dbs: And ure clear I won’t ask u to leave anymore
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: Cute
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: 👉👈🥺
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: U did, didn’t u?
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: Awwwww
[03/05, 8:17 am] Jason Dbs: #aiqing
[03/05, 8:19 am] Jason Dbs: I wanna eat w u
[03/05, 7:52 pm] Jason Dbs: Hmm don’t like that ure wearing liddt to club :/
[03/05, 8:12 pm] Jason Dbs: Not not nice. Just. Don’t like that ure going clubbing in this.
[03/05, 8:12 pm] Jason Dbs: But okay I’m learning to accept this abt u. Lol. Maybe just jealous lol
[03/05, 8:27 pm] Jason Dbs: U prettiest to me 🥺
[03/05, 8:37 pm] Jason Dbs: Just don’t go attract other guys.
[03/05, 8:37 pm] Jason Dbs: Attract me is fine
[03/05, 9:12 pm] Jason Dbs: Don’t. Drink slower pls. Call me later if u need sending back k
[03/05, 9:43 pm] Jason Dbs: Call me later k, I can come pick u
[03/05, 9:49 pm] Jason Dbs: Don’t do anything I won’t.
[11/05, 12:08 am] JasonC Dbs: That’s the past, and I don’t wanna pretend by saying it didn’t matter to me
[11/05, 12:09 am] JasonC Dbs: I’m not gonna judge and I want to know u from the moment I met u.
[11/05, 12:10 am] JasonC Dbs: Not know the person who was.
[11/05, 12:10 am] JasonC Dbs: And anw if I like u. That means I’m ready to accept both your goods and your bads.
[11/05, 12:10 am] JasonC Dbs: And I like u.
[11/05, 12:11 am] JasonC Dbs: So doesn’t matter what u did or what...
[11/05, 12:11 am] JasonC Dbs: Just know that k. And don’t think what ure thinking now, it’s not gonna happen and I won’t leave
[11/05, 12:20 am] JasonC Dbs: Now that ure here, with me. Older wiser w a diff someone. It doesn’t mean things won’t change. Ppl change, I’m not gonna judge
[11/05, 12:20 am] JasonC Dbs: Lol i just want u to control how much u drink. I’m ok w u drinking
[11/05, 12:20 am] JasonC Dbs: Tattoos are fine. But I think u have qt enough.
[11/05, 12:20 am] JasonC Dbs: Okay I let u have 1 more
[11/05, 12:22 am] JasonC Dbs: With me. Things are simple. Don’t worry.
[11/05, 1:26 am] JasonC Dbs: Missing u
[11/05, 1:26 am] JasonC Dbs: Thinking about u
[11/05, 1:27 am] JasonC Dbs: Lying w u.
[11/05, 1:30 am] JasonC Dbs: Tell me why I miss u though .
[11/05, 1:35 am] JasonC Dbs: Can’t wait to hold u in my arms again 🥺
[11/05, 1:57 am] JasonC Dbs: Waiting for u
[11/05, 1:57 am] JasonC Dbs: B my gf
[11/05, 1:58 am] JasonC Dbs: So can go back to u instead
[11/05, 2:53 am] JasonC Dbs: Will come back to ur side
[11/05, 9:32 am] JasonC Dbs: Just don’t like the idea of u drinking alone w another guy - feelings can grow too
[11/05, 9:33 am] JasonC Dbs: Not if my heart is full of u
[11/05, 11:09 am] JasonC Dbs: Else who come back sayang u
[11/05, 6:42 pm] JasonC Dbs: Hahaha no. U came without any notice. Now i want u to stay 🥺
[11/05, 9:08 pm] JasonC Dbs: Ask for u for 60 years can? 🥺
lol not every time, but just particularly yesterday night. I’m used to drinking with u (girl) only.
Anw din say this yest. But thanks for last weekend. Had fun and was happy. I want us to be like this for a long time..
[20/05, 11:28 pm] Jason Dbs: Okay.. it’s okay to feel sian. But u can always share it w me, it’s easier than handling it all on ur own.
[20/05, 11:29 pm] Jason Dbs: I don’t wanna just be all nonsense and someone that ure happy with.. I wanna b there when u need someone to talk to, rant to, and be sian tgt w
[20/05, 11:30 pm] Jason Dbs: Ya, for sure. But it’ll be easier if u talk about it w me.
[20/05, 11:30 pm] Jason Dbs: I can just listen to u
[20/05, 11:31 pm] Jason Dbs: And I won’t.. but at least I wanna be there.. I know how it feels like to be sian alone
[20/05, 11:33 pm] Jason Dbs: Lol, I’m okay. I’m a guy. And I can deal w ppls emotions. Of course I don’t go around dealing w everyone’s.
[20/05, 11:34 pm] Jason Dbs: But u matter, so.
[20/05, 11:39 pm] Jason Dbs: Lol. Close. Anw that’s that. I’ll know anyway if ure sian. So u might as well tell me. U will feel slightly better if u talk it out anyway. Helps u to rationalize things when u put them into words.
[20/05, 11:51 pm] Jason Dbs: But I just want us to do things the proper way. I wanna go out w u the proper way, talk to u the proper way, know u like I shld had, like u the proper way. And acknowledge our feelings the right way too.
[20/05, 11:54 pm] Jason Dbs: Like just trust us. And trust that the process will bring u to the destination that’s meant to be. Sometimes that’s all we need to know.
[21/05, 12:13 am] Jason Dbs: What’s wrong is me I guess, and I guess u know that. U know u wld choose ur bf if I hadn’t come into ur life. U know u wld choose ur bf now if I’m not here. U prolly wld try to work things out w him too if I’m not here.
[21/05, 12:38 am] Jason Dbs: Lol less sucky .. no it’s fine. I just want u to be happier. Some days I wish I can just disappear. Hahha. That will solve everything right hmm.
[21/05, 12:39 am] Jason Dbs: That’s cos I caused most of it in the first place. I shld at least make u happy..
Promise I’m ok. Will call u every time I drink from now on
[24/05, 12:57 am] Jason Dbs: U know what I want
[24/05, 12:57 am] Jason Dbs: U know what u mean to me
[24/05, 12:58 am] Jason Dbs: I’m staying
[24/05, 12:58 am] Jason Dbs: And I’m waiting for u to come to me
[24/05, 12:58 am] Jason Dbs: U know. What we can be tgt.
[24/05, 12:59 am] Jason Dbs: I only want u
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: I’ll always b here
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: U might not believe it
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: But when I saw u.
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: I know
[24/05, 1:01 am] Jason Dbs: For real
[24/05, 1:02 am] Jason Dbs: I din tell u right
[24/05, 1:02 am] Jason Dbs: But on that night when I first saw u. During dnd. I was watching out for u alr
[24/05, 1:03 am] Jason Dbs: I gave u my jacket cos ur dress is really short
[24/05, 1:03 am] Jason Dbs: I purposely move beside u cos I don’t want other guys to take advantage of u
[24/05, 1:04 am] Jason Dbs: But I gave u my jacket
[24/05, 1:04 am] Jason Dbs: Cos I saw u were trying to pull ur dress down
[24/05, 1:05 am] Jason Dbs: I told u not to drink so much if ure outalone
[24/05, 1:05 am] Jason Dbs: I don’t normally care so much about other girls
[24/05, 1:05 am] Jason Dbs: I just wanna make ure alright
[24/05, 1:05 am] Jason Dbs: It’s so not me ...
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: Idk either.
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: Like I never. For real
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: I always just siam
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: But I just wanted to make sure ure alight that night
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: I was looking out for u the whole
Time.
[24/05, 1:07 am] Jason Dbs: Wasn’t coincident I was beside u when u were drunk ...
[24/05, 1:08 am] Jason Dbs: I din want other guys around u
[24/05, 1:09 am] Jason Dbs: Like I won’t let other guys do anything to u...
[24/05, 1:11 am] Jason Dbs: Know that ure not taken advAntage of that night
[24/05, 1:11 am] Jason Dbs: Siao u rly drank qt a bit that night
[24/05, 1:14 am] Jason Dbs: I watching u whole night
I just want u to know. U might not believe it, and neither do I. When I first saw u, I knew. I’ve never felt anything like this before. I know it sounds damn BS. But I’m not the sort of guys who go approach other girls. But u were just different. Like I could feel myself being attracted to u. I won’t pretend to be alright w ur cheap thrills, of ur need for freedom, but I’m willing to give us a shot. I want to give u so much that u won’t need cheap thrills, u won’t feel sad, u won’t envy other couples. But at the same time I don’t want U to choose me if u love ur bf more than this. I want u to be happy with the person who can make u whole. Though 1 day i might lose u. But as much as I can, I wanna keep looking out for u, fight for u, and show u that ure better than u think ure. And that u deserve ur happiness. Ure enough, don’t look for material things or affirmation from others. Ure enough. And I’m always grateful that u came into my life. Regardless.
[27/05, 3:27 am] Jason Dbs: Why. Go work w u
[27/05, 3:27 am] Jason Dbs: And sleeping w u
[27/05, 3:27 am] Jason Dbs: Is happiness
[27/05, 3:27 am] Jason Dbs: 🥺
[27/05, 3:56 am] Jason Dbs: I like u a lot..♥
[06/08, 12:51 am] 小胖子🦖♥️: Nowadays I miss u everyday
[06/08, 12:53 am] 小胖子🦖♥️: I’m really happy when I’m w u baby
[06/08, 12:56 am] 小胖子🦖♥️: I want u to know that I didn’t regret any part of the past 9 months. I’m glad I met u baby. And I look forward to many more good times w u
[06/08, 12:56 am] 小胖子🦖♥️: Regardless what the future holds
[07/06, 9:58 am] Jason小胖: U know I want u to come, to spend time tgt and just talk/ nua. It’s just that if sth happens to u when ure gg back so late, I can never forgive myself. And I feel bad cos I want to see u too.
[07/06, 10:31 am] Jason小胖: As much as possible I don’t want anything to happen to u .... like I’m here now and nth shld happen to u...
[07/06, 10:32 am] Jason小胖: I want to. U know that. Happy that u came. I know that’s effort on your part, and it makes me happy
[07/06, 10:32 am] Jason小胖: Sorry k. I wanna see u everyday, u know that
[07/06, 11:24 am] Jason小胖: Tsk.. I can and I will. Now that I’m in ur life
[07/06, 11:29 am] Jason小胖: Can’t wait to travel w u... ♥
[07/06, 1:28 pm] Jason小胖: U know it means a lot to me right, though I don’t say it or type it.. I genuinely worried and upset it’s not me instead
[07/06, 1:47 pm] Jason小胖: Just so u know, u matter a lot to me, and I def know ure putting in a lot of effort in this too. And I’m happy, but I want us to be happy too, so don’t hide anything from my next time. Tell me so I know, and so I can improve too.
[07/06, 3:12 pm] Jason小胖: I not much outer wear hahahaha. So I hug u all the way ? 🥺🥺🙆🏼‍♂
[07/06, 3:13 pm] Jason小胖: Hahah watch me. Cling on to u.
[07/06, 5:34 pm] Jason小胖: Time not spent w u is always sad. Esp weekends.
[07/06, 7:07 pm] Jason小胖: It’s fine. The amount we meeting now. I miss u too.
[07/06, 7:08 pm] Jason小胖: Miss u♥
[07/06, 7:11 pm] Jason小胖: Miss u baby. See u so often now it feels sad not seeing u 😔
[07/06, 7:12 pm] Jason小胖: Won’t. Promise. I’ll put in same if not more effort into this.
[07/06, 7:13 pm] Jason小胖: Doggo isn’t u. I miss u..
[07/06, 7:15 pm] Jason小胖: Not tiring. I told u I’m a giver in a rship. This didn’t come easy and I want this. I want us to be happy and go a long way.
[07/06, 9:00 pm] Jason小胖: Tsk now that I see u everyday I miss not having u around. :(((((((((((((((((((((
[02/08, 1:13 am] Jason小胖: I realize I do like u a lot
[02/08, 1:13 am] Jason小胖: After all
[02/08, 1:13 am] Jason小胖: Like I’m afraid to lose u too
[02/08, 1:14 am] Jason小胖: It makes me more sure also
[02/08, 1:18 am] Jason小胖: I like u baby, and I’m more sure now. It feels .. more whole, and I can feel this coming tgt more now
[12/09, 1:53 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Missing u everyday b. Think I love u a lot
[12/09, 1:54 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Maybe cos miss ur annoying face
[12/09, 1:54 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I know I love u a lot b
[12/09, 1:56 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I wanan see all these w u too b. Love u a lot. And I don’t wanna promise u much. But I wanan stay w u for a long time b
[02/10, 2:09 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Anw B ... don’t worry and think too much k. Heart is full now, being w u nowadays is happy times (:
[02/10, 2:12 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: B.. I’m here w u. And it’s my choice
[02/10, 2:13 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I’m happy everyday, and u know how much u matter to me right.
[02/10, 2:14 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I love u a lot b, and there are a lot of things/ places I wanna do w u.
[02/10, 2:16 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: I wanna grow w u b.
[02/10, 2:17 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Ure my choice
[02/10, 2:18 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: It’s u today, tmr and everyday. So don’t anyhow think k
[04/09, 2:20 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: Baby.. Don’t think so much k. Want u to know that ure impt to me. No one knows what’s gonna happen anw in the future but I want to be there with u. I know I’ve been moody but that’s also cos u matter to me. U can always talk to me bout everything and anything cos I believe there’s nth that can’t b figured out tgt. I love u b and I don’t want u having to worry about us (: Ure my choice and I want u to be happy b ♥♥
[04/09, 2:42 am] 小胖子🦖🍩♥️: No regrets choosing this b ♥
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