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#also this scenario is just!! <3<3<3 ahhhhh it makes me feel all the Feels!
fiepige · 1 year
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Ummm uhhh umm
Diane seeing Venom!Hobie and being so terrified she's shaking but she's saying "It's okay, I'm not afraid. you won't hurt me. you would never hurt me" cause it's still Hobie
And she tries to risk give him a hug even though she's flinching every time he moves - so she hugs Venom!Hobie cause in her head showing him love will make alright.
And she presses her head to his chest to hear his heartbeat and she tells herself that's still Hobies heart in there and she asks if he can hear her
And Venom!Hobie starts making a gutteral sound and she gets scared but doesn't pull away. But he's making this sound and she can't understand what it is until finally he croaks out the word 'Daiquri' cause that's what he calls her and she starts sobbing.
:) bye *leaves* *you hear my screaming from the next room as I exit*
😭😭😭💜💔💜 AAAAAHHHHH!!!! (<---- This is me right now omg!)
SERIOUSLY!!! Thank you for sending me this it's been playing on repeat in my mind ever since I read it!!! <3<3<3
This is SO GOOD! The ANGST!! But it's also so sweet!?! THIS IS THE KINDA STUFF I LIVE FOR!!!!
Diane reaching out despite being terrified! Trying to see past the monstrous exterior cause the guy she loves is in there somewhere!!
Venom!Hobie snarling at her as she approaches cause he doesn't recognise her at first! Yet he still lets her touch him cause something inside him tells him he can trust her!
Diane hugging Venom!Hobie!! (And him hugging her back? Almost digging his claws into her, both of them unsure if he'll hurt her at first cause the symbiote does STUFF to his brain but then she calls out to him and he recognises her!😭💜💔
Diane hearing his heartbeat slow down as she calms him down!! Him calling her by her nickname to let her know he's still there!!! Seriously I can't!!!!!!!!!!😭😭😭
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ALSO! DON'T APOLOGISE FOR THIS!!!!!!! Seriously this made my day <3<3<3 The Brainrot is REAL and I'm so happy to see other people have it too!!! Like you can't imagine how happy it makes me when people talk to me about Venom!Hobie!!!!
And having your OC interact with him?!? The biggest honour!!! 💜💜💜 AAAHH I can't! *You hear me screaming back from this room as I write this*
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grandlinedreams · 7 months
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Ahhhhh hellooo welcome back! <3 How are you doing? It’s so good to see you in my feed again! :)
Have you seen the game Love and Deepspace that’s been floating around? It’s an otome game for the phone/tablet that kind of reminds me of final fantasy with its game play and animation style. And the guys are just 😍😍😍. I was wondering (if it’s okay with you!) to request what you think Law, Azriel, and maybe Rhysand’s reactions would be to their s/o spending all their time with the characters in the game instead of them? Just some cute and silly jealous scenarios?
!! Hiya!! It feels good to be back hehe, I've missed you all and really missed writing!! But ooh, I'll have to check it out, but yeah, I can do that!! I hope this is to your liking!!
|| warnings: jealous boys, a little suggestive in Rhys', Law is an adorable nerd and so is sulky Azriel
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Law ㅡ as a man who has his own interests in comics and coin collecting, I feel like Law sees your interest in the game as cute, especially when he watches your eyes light up as you talk about them to him. It's a two-way street to him because he's spent many a night explaining Sora to you, so seeing you so invested is endearing to him. As far as jealousy goes, I can see it being more of a teasing point for him of "do I need to be more like that character?" and then watching you scramble to reassure him that no, he's the only one for you ㅡ he knows, but your adamant reassurance makes him feel good.
Rhysand ㅡ Rhys absolutely has the time of his life teasing you about it. He'll quote dialogue lines to you, watching your cheeks color and cooing about how cute you are when you're flustered ㅡ the man is a menace, truly. He really isn't genuinely jealous, but he'll make a show of it because he also thinks it's funny to rile you up ㅡ can he help it if you snapping "quit being a menace, Rhysand" has desire sparking in his veins? He tugs your console out of your hand and settles over you, violet eyes bright against the expanding dark of his pupils as he leans in. "Darling," he purrs, "I haven't even begun to be a menace with you."
Azriel ㅡ probably the one your attention shift bothers the most ㅡ it's cute at first, but that little flicker of self-doubt gnaws on him when he hears you gush about the characters, even though he knows they're not real. He thinks it's dumb that it's upsetting him so much, but you're so in tune with him that you pick up on it ㅡ and you gently reassure him that there's absolutely no way that you would ever choose one of them over him. If you tease him gently about sulking, he denies it (but he absolutely was).
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eldritch-spouse · 1 year
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Okayy okay, tryna figure out a compatible match for hudd based on the information you've provided this far. Ik all if not most of the monsters you write for/create have the potential to be yanderes, so I'm tryna imagine what would trigger that in Hudd. I'd like to think a good ol fashioned friends to lovers dynamic would work best with Hudsyn, that friendship blooming from his interest in sharing his knowledge ofc. And maybe the human isn't interested in pursuing a romantic relationship at first, purely happy just being friends from the start, which makes things easier on Hudd when they meet because that's probably what he wanted as well (in the beginning if you humor this idea). I can't see him actively looking for a romantic relationship out of nowhere unless some kind of nice friendship has been established where he is comfortable talking and being around that person. Maybe things start to shift when another monster or person starts sharing their own knowledge of history to his human friend (the kind Hudd specializes in), taking their attention and awe away from him (Hudd) before he realizes it. And then he's left feeling alone (?) Hudsyn definitely seems like the type to be like "well ackchually...that event lasted so and so years long. Don't waste your time with him, I'll tell you how things really went down" and take them away or something. (What do you think Pinnie? o3o sorry for throwing this on you! I just like to imagine how characters would be like as they start coming out! :3) Also regarding the "he doesn't really like his body as much as he once used to..." statement, ahhhhh I love this nerd's body!!!! The simplicity yet mystery of it makes me go feral!! He's a fucking cute nerd /I say this affectionately ofc
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[*Wheezing* Hold on-]
Take things slow.
I'm not revealing anything. Hudd is a character I'm using for an experiment, we'll see where it goes. A lot can happen.
It's a cute scenario, truly, but I can't tell you it's true.
Regarding his body... Well now, you haven't even seen it yet. 👁👁 Heh.
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itsangelicasworld · 1 month
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🥂, 👠, 🍒, &🪞
AHHHHH TYSM FOR THE ASK!!🤭🫶 I'll be answering these DR S/O ask game questions with my Minecraft Diaries S/O, Garroth (aka my whole life). Long post with a LOT of yapping ahead!
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🥂 — how did you two meet and how did your relationship progress?
We officially met when I visited Phoenix Drop! Garroth, working as head guard there, investigated me when I entered. He was lowkey suspicious of me at first, but I won him over with my bubbly nature and natural charm (as I do with everyone💪😌). Initially, it was a pretty platonic relationship with some light flirting. There's always been a level of mutual attraction, but we never fully acted upon it. Guard and Lord relationships have never worked out historically in this reality, anyway. But then he caught feelings (naturally). It's a good few years before he even thinks about confessing, let alone actually doing it, so there's a lot of pining and secrets and ALL THAT JAZZ
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🪞 — what are some photos that depict your relationship with your s/o?
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AAGGHHH LITERALLY LOVE THIS QUESTION SO MUCH!! I have a lot more than these 3 but I feel like they encompass our relationship dynamic well🤭. In the first image, I love how the woman's hand looks against the metal of his armor. It's a stark contrast. This gentle, soft touch on a harsh, cold surface. It just feels like us. Garroth has spent nearly all of his life hiding, metaphorically and physically. And then here I am, this wonderfully open and unabashedly expressive woman, giving him the space he needs to be authentic to who he is. That picture just gives me that feeling. The painting is JUST SO US RFTGHUHYTFFT. It's an artwork by Frank Bernard Dicksee titled "La Belle Dame Sans Merci" based on the poem of the same name. Everything about this painting is just SOOOO me and Garroth. The idyllic nature scene which surrounds them, the way he looks enchanted with her and the way she looks lovingly at him, and the overall romantic aesthetic of it. It's warm, soft, and even enchanting. And also, going back to the poem, you can't read this line and tell me this ISN'T US:
"I met a lady in the meads, Full beautiful – a faery’s child, Her hair was long, her foot was light, And her eyes were wild."
LIKE???? BROO??? HE'S DESCRIBING ME???? My guy is so down bad I love him🛐.
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👠 — what is your ideal date night with your s/o?
OOOOO this one is a lot of fun!! It requires a bit of explaining though. So in Phoenix Drop there's a dock right? I really love to hang out there because it's just such a special place. We held our first village wedding there, we've had so many formative moments in general there, and it's got this absolutely perfect view of the moon at night. So both me and Garroth (typically separate but sometimes together) will go there to think, talk, and reflect on everything that's happened. It's like our spot. Thus, my ideal date night would be at that dock!! Maybe get a little picnic with candlelight under the moon going. And I scripted that fireflies are super common at night, so IMAGINE US ON THE SAND WITH FIREFLIES ALL AROUND US RTGHHGTFRRFTG😭🙏. But honestly, any time I spend with him is an ideal date!!
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🍒 — do you have any inside jokes with your s/o or funny scenarios?
I haven't scripted any scenarios in particular (mainly because I'm devoid of inspiration💀🤚), but I joke around a lot in this DR. Making him laugh is one of my specialties. It's literally the BEEESSTTT feeling in the world because he doesn't laugh that often, SO WHEN HE DOES??
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Dividers by @/vibeswithrenai
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waterfallofspace · 1 year
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🤧😩😭💦😳📝 for chu//uya and go//jo if u would like to please 👁👁
Hello ily I am so insane about them and I am losing my mind at getting an excuse to rant about them so AHHHHH!!! thank you 💗💗 ~From This Ask Game~
Gonna make this two posts because it's... it's gonna be so long. Part One: C/huuya~
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🤧: What does their sneeze sound like? (Description, spelling, or both!)
Something little but fiesty, like him <3 Sooo, kinda vocal, you definitely can hear his voice in it, and if you know him well enough, you'll be able to tell from another room that it was him. Somethin' like "hh'ayshhhuh-! ak'yiezzshoo-! kih'tiezshhiew-!" BUT, if it's a bad itch, or allergy, and he's not managing to stifle, it'll sometimes dip into rapid, and that's more like "ashh- yieshh- ayyshhh'oo-! arshhh- krshhh- kashhh'oo-!" but those are more rare for him. He also stifles or half-stifles quite often. "engxt-! nkKxt-! hk'enXTiew-! nkXGT'shiew-! hd'tshhiew-!"
😩: Do they tend to sneeze just once or twice, or multiple times? Do they have fits frequently or rarely? Does how many times they sneeze depend on the cause?
If it's just a natural, no cause, maybe he'll get one/two. But most of the time it's caused by a smell, allergy, sickness, or wine <3. And in all of those cases, he'll be lucky to get less then five. However, in his defense, they're usually a bit spread out, not super rapid. (unless it's a really bad tickle~)
😭: When they’re sick, do they try to downplay their symptoms, or do they treat every little cold like the plague? Do they whine a lot, or do they complain quietly or even just in their head?
Somehow both?? He's definitely a "I'm fine, leave me alone" type of person, denial till the very end, he's ALWAYS okay and will work through anything. But at the same time, if he's feverish enough, or with people he feels safe with, if he's vulnerable, he'll be the type to complain. Sneeze, whine, gasp, repeat. But this is very rare for him, you can count the amount of time's it's happened on one hand. He's also the type to complain but about others, not his own symptoms. So if he has a headache, any noise or bright light or annoyance (Dazai <3) is suddenly 10 times more annoying, and worth complaining over. But if it gets into genuine complaining territory, not playful asshole banter, he immediately stops.
💦: How wet are their sneezes? Do they spray barely at all, or are you gonna need an umbrella? Do they try to cover at all, or just let it go? Do they sniffle a lot when they’re sick or allergies are bugging them?
Not really wet, though because he'll have longer fits, and tends to get congested from them, there will definitely be a light mist by the end. He also covers, absolutely, with his gloves, or hat, or an arm, unless he's too feverish, or specifically trying to annoy someone. Also he does sniffle, like a lot, despite trying to blow his nose to make it stop. It happens anyways, whether from irritation, congestion, or just instinct/habit. He annoys himself with it at times <3
😳: Are they embarrassed by their sneezes, or do they just not really care? Do they apologize after sneezing? Do they say “sorry!” or “excuse me!” or anything like that? If they’re embarrassed about it, why?
Embarrassed. He doesn't like any show of weakness, and honestly... the humanity aspect wrapped up in it makes him a bit uncomfortable at times. He likes feeling human, but it brings up complicated thoughts he doesn't want to address. He won't apologize, though if he's not really thinking about it, (or if he's with people he trusts/respects) an 'scuse me' will slip out here and there. Pluuuus, his sneezes are rather distinct, with the 'iew' sounds especially, and how much of his voice is in them, so he tends to feel quite embarrassed by their volume. (especially compared to some of his co-workers with MUCH more 'Mafia Appropriate' sneezes.)
📝: Quick! Come up with a scenario for them! It doesn’t have to be anything fancy, just something you think would be cute or something you’d like to see with them!
Thanks to you, 'wine snz Chuuya' has been LIVING in my mind, but honestly feverish Chuuya always lives there too, so let's see if I can combine them into something awful~ (feat. Soukoku bc... well... I just can't take how much I love them~)
Dazai arrives at the Mafia HQ, fully intending on tormenting his dear Chibi. I mean, it's been nearly a week since his last torment session, he's going into withdrawl.
He expected a bit of resistance, maybe a challenge, some banter, possibly even a punch. What he didn't expect was to find Chuuya nearly passed out at his desk, empty bottle on the floor, glass precariously tilted in his hand.
He rouses at the footsteps, gazing up at Dazai with eyes clouded by alcohol and... something else. He manages a deeply slurred "H'llo thr D- Dazz... Dahhhzai!" Followed by a barely covered rapid fit.
Well, definitely drunk. Though judging by the congestion soaking through the corners of his words, pretty sick too. This can't be good. With a moment of kindness he'd never admit to later, Dazai takes it upon himself to bring Chuuya home.
Upon touching him, he expects the normal feeling of powers being stripped. The heat however, comes as an unwelcome surprise.
BLAH BLAH he takes Chuuya home, Chuuya drunk snz the whole time, Chuuya too fevered to take care of himself so Dazai has to help him, clingy drunk/feverish Chuuya grabs his arm and won't let go, so Dazai has to lay on the couch with Chibi on his chest, and then some vulnerability stuff happens, including Chuuya admitting that he was drinking to try and cope with the nightmares that come with the fever dreams </3
THAT WAS WAYYYY TOO LONG- I'm so sorry <333 but also thank you for the ask!!! I love my guys 😭😭 NOW ONTO PART TWO! (and also uh... I very well may write that fic bc I've been wanting to write some more Soukoku angst lately, but I make no promises for how fast I'd do it haha~)
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Ahhhhh.....the proposal letters were so good!!! Like ahhhhhhhhhhh
Would it be bad to ask for a scenario of Taehun and SeongJun actually popping the question?
JunTae anon
PS: if you can't or don't want to it really fine.
popping the question (seongjun and taehun)
details: fluffy scenario, gender neutral reader written in 2nd pov, general canon au (taehun is older though), reader has been dating character for a while
a/n: aw im glad u like them :'] and dw, thank u for another request <3 !!
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TAEHUN
"Look, there's no way to bring this up without being overly formal and stuffy so I'm just gonna say it. Will you marry me?"
Maybe he should've practiced in front a mirror after all with how that came out. But like hell he was going to submit himself to that kind of cringey embarrassment--at least he didn't stumble over his words or stutter.
Either way, he ended up slightly blushing while managing to force himself to look you in the eyes to show he was serious. You were quiet, jaw dropped, processing the question.
Tension built in the air. Fortunately, not for long as a bashful smile soon replaced your previous expression.
"Yes, let's get married!"
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After putting the ring on your finger, Taehun takes a moment to admire your sunshine-y demeanor. An unfamiliar warm feeling fills him, but he'll admit for once that the feeling isn't a bad one. As he reaches over to take your hand into his, running his thumb across your ring, he knew it was going to become a new habit of his.
SEONGJUN
There was a kiddish glee in Seongjun's steps as he entered the house, shutting the door behind him and shrugging off his coat. He hummed casually, pretending not to notice you when you walked down the corridor to greet him. A grin grew on his lips as you began to question him about his surprise starting with an M.
"Well, it's no fun if you don't guess."
You reply hesitatingly despite the obvious answer, and it makes Seongjun lean down to give you a kiss, softly telling you the speech he's had planned in his mind all day. He finishes it off with, "What do you say? Will you marry me, my dear?"
Seongjun cups your cheek as you smile. "Of course I will, Seongjun."
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No words could express the euphoria Seongjun was feeling as he puts the ring on your finger. Deep in his heart, he was also feeling guilty, that he shouldn't be allowed to be this happy, but his heart eased when you held his hand and looked at him with gentle love. No matter what he felt, he was just glad to love someone so much and have them love him, too.
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sketchguk · 4 months
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Hi it's jungkook au anon! I would like to have a emoji ahhhhh thank you! But I don't know which one I want asfjhgsa you can choose for me though!
Thanks for thinking my aus are nice . I love sharing them with you 😭 You asked who confessed first. It was jungkook. He asked her out but she didn't want anything serious! He asked her after the first necklace kisses after he punched someone for her. And then mc slowly realises her feelings and the drunk mc thing happens.
The specific scene where he gets jealous haha is when the guys go to in the soop. Jungkook invites mc . everyone takes a nap one afternoon and jungkook stirs awake, and finds taehyung putting a blanket over mc when she'd sleeping. She mumbles something and taehyung sweetly strokes her head 😔 taehyung then gets up with a smile on his face but when he looks over at jungkook, jungkook is already watching him, and his smile drops. Jungkook thinks it's weird that taehyung looked guilty!!! Throughout the stay, whenever mc laughs at tae's jokes, jungkook feels like she's being flirty. Even when she does normal things he reads into them tooo much. That makes him moody and mc would get annoyed but she has no idea what he wants .... Taehyung would irritate jungkook too by being flirty in front of him! And then they'll be playing football, and taehyung would play foullll . When jungkook scolds him for that, taehyung would say " sorry I was distracted" meaning mc watching was distracting him lol .. And jungkook would hit him 😅😅😅 Mc would think he overreacted! Like he doesn't even know that's what taehyu g meant! But jungkook would know for sureeeeeee hahaha and he'll feel bad that mc wasn't taking his side 😔
Hi it's me jungkook au anon again! Just sending this cuz the other one got too long And yes that scene is almost exactly like the quidditch fight😭😭😭😭😭 Sorry but it just makes sense for jocks! And yes, ravenclaw mc is in the drafts but she's the mosttt important gf 😔 maybe the fact that she's in the draft makes her special too! Because now we can just keep adding to her character!! And you saw white lotus ahhhhhh. The tension was sooo good , and all the actors were so perfect. In this story though, Jungkook is Ethan and mc is harper 😭 I was thinking hobi can be theo James LOL but the thing is .... Taehyung exists in this aau tooooooo!!!
What do you think about the lotus emoji 🪷 ?! :') (It doesn't show up on desktop though, booo)
Ohh yes, I can see the timeline in my head now !! Jungkook is so brave for confessing first even though she has/had a thing with Taehyung 😭 but he doesn't treat her right, so Jungkook could definitely do a better job 😠
When they go on their vacation, is she already dating Jungkook? Or had she recently gotten out of the fwb relationship with Tae? Can't believe Taehyung is finally being sweet to her when he had been so awful before >:( He cannot act hot and cold all at once !! He messes with my feelings </3 I hope Taehyung does it because he genuinely has feelings for mc, but he hasn't exactly realized it yet (or he's simply just immature). It would be awful if he flirts with her only to spite Jungkook 😭 but in that sense, he's also being immature!
Does their fight actually get physical? LOL Or does Jungkook smack Taehyung in an unserious way, like "get your head back in the game!" type of vibe?
I didn't even realize it was similar to the quidditch fight :') I adore my himbos who fight for their lovers !!! A part of me just wishes for someone who would do anything to win my affection !! ESPECIALLY if it means arguing with another suitor !!!!
Oooh it's true that there are endless scenarios for ravenclaw mc !! The timeline can shift back and forth with every new heacanon :') And we can always add more to her character. It's not as if fanfiction is set into stone, but there's more leeway when it's a bunch of ideas floating in space !!
Imagining Hobi as Cameron is so insane omg !! I can't imagine him or any of the other boys being as awful as his character 💔💔 But for the sake of the story, it has to be done !! Idk why, but in my fics, I always defaulted Taehyung to be a fuckboy aha. Does he give off those vibes moreso than the other members? 😭
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evansbby · 9 months
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In march it’s going to be two years since I started following your blog it doesn’t even feel like one year honestly , outside of the fact that your writing is so good you created such amazing characters thanks to your involvement you’re always engaging with us and saying the most funny and random shit creating funny scenarios daily but also sad ones about poyt steve and omega , that makes so much the difference it made me really attached to the characters and story , it’s truly my fav in all ways (quality , emotionally ) on Tumblr but also I’m really attached to you like I truly feel like you’re my friend , it’s kind of a weird dynamic but like I just don’t see you as some random writer that I just like but really some friend that’s always kind of there , even though I don’t interact a lot especially recently because of my studies I still see you interact with others and I have fun and feel like in a way it’s an interaction with you … I hope I don’t seem weird I swear it’s not my point .
The first fic of yours that I read was the one with Chris evans being a toxic asshole making a girl believe he was going to marry her but she was just his sad chick … it struck me so much like what it made me feel .
And then summer 2022 came and it was the best !
I think there was poyt 2 or 3 ? It was so good and the evans fandom was at its peak wich made me stay so much on Tumblr on your account ( I discovered the fandom and marvel like couple months before this era I came at the best time 💀).it’s not the same honestly the fandom yk people are less there wether it’s blog owners or even fans in general so I don’t really stay for ce i don’t really follow him honestly sometimes if there’s something I look it up but I’m not the crazy obsessed of like 1 year ago (that was fun tho 🤣 ) but your account is still amazing and you’re active and you provide us with such good content honestly the last poyt chapter was 😘I have such great memories about it , I’m thinking about reareading poyt entirely btw I started the first yesterday and it’s HARD Steve’s so mean and he’s going to be more like I can’t believe the same guy who humiliated and bullied her was the same nice and compassionate guy that married her it’s crazy that it’s only a couple of months apart .
Sorry I talk too much but I felt the need to say all that it’s been so long since I didn’t interact really with your blog I missed it
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Awww bestie this made me emotional! What a throwback to all the different eras on my blog and thank you for following my throughout it all! I think we got into this fandom at the same time aka just in the for the cevans summer of 2022 which was iconic and everyone was so happy and active and it was just perfect!
We still have fun now but i get you, it’s not the same vibe as back then! But thank you so much for following my blog throughout it all! It was really touching to me 🥹🥹 and I don’t find you weird at all and I totally understand your point! That’s the best part of this fandom, genuinely creating connections with people over similar interests! Bestieee ily ily ily 🥹🩷
And ahhhhh not you reading poyt again from the beginning! Early poyt Steve is so mean bahahahaha good luck bestie!! 🥹🥹🥹🩷🩷
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euphoricfilter · 2 years
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I literally check back on this blog every 5 minutes just to see what fluffy scenarios you came up with from these anon asks~ I always leave this blog with the image of yoongi and oc just straight up cuddling and AHHHHH my heart EXPLODES
Oh please tell me another!! Tell me another!! Pretty please! :D does oc get any gifts for yoongi? If she does, I hope yoongi likes them! Does she sometimes take care of him? What do they do if either is sick?
IM TYPING THIS AND I CANT STOP SMILING I LOVE YOUR WRITING SO MUCH!!! T-T
Thank you for the wonderful content and the time you put into things like this :3
ahhh you’re so cute thank you, my lovely <3
NAH ME TOO WRITING THEM ARE SO FUN AS WELL
ah so many good questions. i think the m/c is the type to make gifts rather than buy them and that would definitely make yoongi swoon because his baby is so creative and cute and he just wants to kiss her so bad
OH ANOTHER IDEA maybe he buys her those little diy craft kits, like beaded necklaces and bracelets or keychains or (a guilty pleasure of mine) those sticker pictures where you have to put the right foam stickers over each color, the last one i did was all glittery and a mermaid and it was really fun, so maybe i’m projecting however 😭
i think maybe he’d buy her things like those for when she’s lounging around his studio while he works and then she’d gift him a bracelet and be super proud because she’d have one as well and then they’d be matching
not so much a gift but i think she’d also like to make her own cards, and maybe she just makes them for fun because she likes them. ooo what if, the m/c loved glitter a lot but it made such a mess that yoongi bought her those glitter pens but the ones that are kinda like gel and you have to wait for it to dry
i feel like yoongi is the type of person who doesn’t get sick often but when he does, he gets it bad so i think the m/c would panic. would definitely cry because uh oh yoongi is sick :( and she doesn’t like to see him hurting
he’d definitely have to guide her through everything, how to make the right foods so he won’t throw it all back up again and how many pills to take and then he would tell her to sleep in the guest room so she doesn’t catch anything but he wake up in the middle of the night to her laying on top of him because she can’t sleep without touching yoongi :(
now if the m/c was sick, if we thought yoongi pampered her enough already he goes overboard when she’s ill
lots of babying
lots of kisses
lots of pouting
lots of spoon feeding
lots of bubble baths with pretty scented bubbles
new blankets just because
and you know the m/c would milk it a little, and yoongi is fully aware of this fact but plays into it anyways, any excuse to spoil his baby a little
AHH IM SO HAPPY YOU LIKE IT I GET ALL GIGGLY WHEN PEOPLE COMPLIMENT MY WORK ANF RAH I HAVE THE BEST READERS EVER
it’s my pleasure!!! i’ve had a lot of fun over the last 10 or so months building up this page and i’m so happy that so many people like what i write! so i’ll work hard for everyone in the future and thank you for always being patient with me!
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jbitchboy · 2 years
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My night with a DOMINATRIX
Arrival
I sat down with this absolute indomitable woman, She had an open warm smile and stunning demeanour, manging to make me feel calm and comfortable while also making me feel exactly how I wanted to feel. Like something less.
We discussed the session a 4 hour session, what how when and what to say if I was having too much.
I had been caged at her request 2 days before. At the end of the discussion I handed Mistress G 2 envelopes one contained the cash the other a sealed envelope containing the keys to my cage (yes all 3 keys). She left the key envelope on the table saying “won’t be needing these”. I was sent off to have a shower with a 5 min time limit and was told to be kneeling and naked after the shower.
Session start
Apparently I took 5 min and 26 seconds to get in position. This gained me a punishment I would receive at the end of the session.
When I was allowed to raise my head to see Mistress G she wasn’t in the dress that she was in before, red calf high leather boots, black leather pants, a black leather corset with red trimming and red laces.
Looking down at me I could see the power in her eyes boring into me. To say I was scared is an understatement.
A simple movement of her foot between my legs got me to flinch, while laughing at my flinch and patting my head “is the poor boy scared of my foot did you think I was going to hurt you already” I meekly nodded and dropped my head her finger lifting my head to look into her eyes she handed me a collar plain purple collar with 4 D rings I put it on and she finished me off with a click of a lock, “don’t worry they will be plenty of locks clicking on you today” leash attached and led to the first scenario.
Spanking bench
A simple padded bench with more straps than I could count, wrists, elbows, waist, thighs, ankles and a latch for the leash to clip too, “are you noisy boy?” “no Mistress G” “let’s see, one peep and you’re gaged” with a nod hearing her walk around me to my very exposed ass and balls, the way I was strapped spread my ass open and my balls and caged cock hanging down, a slap on my ass a breath in no noise though I was proud until she started really warming me up, by the time she walked around to my face again, a bright red face, “almost as red as your ass, now that you are warmed up we can start, from now no noise” she must have seen the surprise in my eyes as she walked away laughing.
An explosion of pain spread through me starting at my ass running up my back into my shoulders into my face and out of my mouth “ahhhhh” she immediately stopped came around “open” I opened my mouth she place the cane that had just destroyed my composure “hold that”
“Screaming bitches suck cock, are you a screaming bitch?” shaking my head no “but you screamed and you are strapped down with your ass in the air and a cage on your dick. That makes you a bitch”
“Open your mouth” I gagged as the giant penis gag was shoved in my mouth again a click locked.
She went on for 10 min 5 strokes a minute some hard some soft some fast some slow each one saying nice and peaceful so quiet and peaceful. Walking around to check on me I was a dazed lump, drooling massively eyes glazed. I was in heaven.
I spent the next 45 min on that bench getting beaten I was flogged, I was cropped, I was caned, I was slapped there wasn’t a part of my body that wasn’t red and striped.
Being unlocked I was released from the gag kneeling again and getting a bottle of water while Mistress G coated my back with cream. (Aftercare doesn’t always need to happen at the end).
Ball Torture
Led to a St Andrews cross locked in arms up and ankles locked in. No gag this time. Feeling Mistress G fussing over my balls getting my cock straining in the cage, a tap from her manicured finger nail “whys it straining, are you getting excited bitch” “yes Mistress” feeling her again running a finger up the cage, seeing her rise up and running her pre-cum filled finger running around my lips, “lick you lips for me” and did I lick my lips, I licked them clean, “you’ll get more later bitch”. I felt a light tug on my balls.
I had a parachute connected to my balls at this point, and a small weight maybe 200g, Mistress walked away and came back with a basket of weights, she made a big show of selecting the weights and laying them just out of my sight, before I knew it I had 2 kg of weight hanging off my somewhat stretched balls, this continued Mistress adding a weight feeling my balls filling my lips with my mess, adding weight feeling my balls filling my lips with my mess. Then I felt it happening quite slowly, Mistress looking me in the eyes while I felt the weight slowly lifting then with her hand on my chin holding my head in place her body against mine, I felt then my balls stretch as she let the weights go my eyes watering as she was asking my all sort of humiliating questions. I don’t remember them as I could just feel my balls getting longer and longer as the 8kg of weight was swinging back and forward.
Mistress slapped my face and walked away from me, watching her perfect ass moving away as my balls were getting stretched.
Ball torture part 2
With the weights off and a little care to my balls Mistress brought out the penis gag again and locked it in place.
Mistress G moved behind me, the next thing I knew I was slumped In the cuffs holding my wrist, tears rolling down my face and a laughing Mistress G behind me. I had received a kick straight to my tender balls it felt like they were in my throat. 10 seconds later I was in the same position, Mistress G whispering in my ear “nod if you are ok” I nodded “do you want more” I nodded “beg” trying to speak around a hard plastic cock in your mouth is not an easy task, I had drool running down my face down my chest, I was a mess to say the least. Mistress G kicked me a few more times I’m not sure how many, but she made sure I begged for every single one.
Relax
Because Mistress G is a professional and she really does care for the welfare of her client’s, part of the fee involves lunch. I got 2 choices of lunch, fruit salad and finger snacks, or a charcuterie board, drinks were fresh fruit juices. And I got 2 choices of how the lunch would be served either, as a submissive or as vanilla, both would involve discussions with Mistress G of how things were going.
Because there was no way I wanted to miss out on anything, and as would be expected I chose the fruit salad as a submissive. This involved me at Mistress G’s feet hands cuffed behind my back eating out of a bowl on the floor. Mistress G was phenomenal checking my emotional and physical state in a caring way but also throwing in insults and snide comments.
Part 2 to follow
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mo2k · 3 years
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hello bambam :>
do you have any favourite ships from people you follow? like people's selfship and all? i see them on my dash and smile when i see them, so i was wondering if you had any that made your heart warm too! take care lovely
Oh hello to you too dear anon ! ❣︎ And oohhhh yes I have ! <3 Tbh I kinda love everyone’s selfship ! But I’m gonna choose only a few I could think of here (but remember that I love all of your selfships ! And they are all my fav ! 🥺💗) Also I can totally understand that ! Seeing others selfship make my heart warm too !! And awie — pls take care as well ! ♥️
My fav’s ship + random thought I had ab. it ♥︎ :
@quirrrky — tetsurei (kuroo x rei) : This one’s… Are you kidding me ?? They’re practically soulmates like she always got him in her matchup or quizzes, their mbti even clicked ! They’re meant to be — yeah, I shipped this two v. much ♥︎ I also have the thought of kuroo teasing you non stop, trying to get you mad and flustered, and then apologize to you by giving you kisses & cuddles — oooooo
@madeofsaltiness — dabisey (dabi x sey ?? I’m sorry but I have no idea ab. your ship name T^T) : Yeah I know I once give sero to you. But I’m just so terrible at matchmaking and that I completely forgot ab. lov at that time whoops — nvm let’s not talk ab. it, anyway after I got to know you better, learn your type and stuff — I now shipped you w. dabi my bby シ A random thought I had ab. you two… dabi would hugged you tight when you fall asleep (maybe due to his bad past or something— so he’s kinda want to make sure that you’re safe :D), kissed the top of your head while mumbling a good night (??) Lol I somehow got this thought out of nowhere bahahaha ! 😂
@moon-mars-ikemen — mars x fat gum (I’m so sorry 😭🙏) : You both will be such a v. cute couple ! You are such a sweetheart & fat gum is one of the best boi ever uwu. I lowkey have the cute thought about you two going to the local market looking for some delicious food for a date asdfghjkl —
@koushisbutterfly — anasuga (anastasia x sugawara) : Yeah, they’re perfect for each other. Although I love suga too but they’re just so perfect for each other 😔👏 I bet suga must be dying to hear you play the piano (might eavesdrop too if you don’t let him — lmao imagine him putting his ear against the door just to hear you playing, and then got caught by the door slammed against his face bc you’re gonna go the bathroom bahahahaha !! 😂) bc you’re just so talented and have such an amazing person. 💕
@just-pepperbean, @joykamado , @yui-san0 — the triple tanjirou’s stan, I love them all v. much :> And I’m sure this precious bby boy will be whipped for you three too bc ya’ll are just so kind and sweet, and it’ll be v. adorable, too !! >w<
@samu-sorbet — faesamu (fae x osamu) : eh… I’m so sorry but I just couldn’t ignore the urge to include you, fae ! I wanna tell you that I love this ship so much ! It’s so so cute ahhhhh — trope I wanna give you two ; strangers to lovers. Samu met you in one of the local ice cream’s shop, you could practically sense that someone’s eyes were glued to you even when you don’t turn around. After a while you confronted him since he’s been making you uncomfortable, he then apologized profusely and offer to walk you home, what a cute lil love story huhu —
@maipxilia — maitsuki (maia x bakugou) : there’s one trope I wanna give to you both, and that’s opposite attract. You are so caring & sweet and bakugou is a tough on the outside (soft on the inside but there’s no way he’ll let anybody see that side of him, well *cough cough* you is an exception, of course *cough cough*) He’ll def look away from you to hide his blush when you’re being too cute ! Which is almost all the time but that’s just — ugh — >////<
@tooru-luvs — ahh zizi, I remember that you said once that you simp for nanami. If I’m not remember wrong, and I often had this random thought when I think ab. you & him… imagine nanami sometimes become distracted bc he’s been thinking of you <3 He know he should focus on work more, but he just can’t, and ended up come over to your house to confess his feelings to you that night bc he can’t just keep it anymore. Wow —
@kitacharm — nat ! my fav’s ship for you could be no one else but kita. Yeah yeah ya’ll fit each other so much and I can practically see kita simping hard for you but have no idea how to convey or say his feelings nor did he know how to come and talk to you hahahaha. Might also try to throw some flirty jokes — as he’s been advised by the twins & the team. but end up failing miserably and embarrassed himself, bby boy face would be so red & suna would take a quick pic of it and secretly send it in the team’s secret group chat whoops —
@animated-moon — ooh yes, moonten (moon x tendou) & @shirari — riri x shirabu, I’m kinda surprised (but in a good way, I’m excited too, actually —) at first that you both simp for character that came from shiratorizawa. Bc there’s not a lot of ppl (or at least for the ppl I’ve met before) who love character that came from shiratorizawa, they’re so underrated T^T. But overall I think you will be such a lovely couple ! (moon x tendou & riri x shirabu)
Riri — I think shirabu will silently ask (beg) to see your artwork bc they’re all so beautiful !! By giving you the looks that only you will understand. With his face shaded in light pink ofc, he’s too embarrassed to say it out loud but he really wants to see them ! (Both you and I know that he’s v. stubborn and not in the million years will he even try to voice his feelings *sigh* :<)
Moon — Awie, you & tendou will def practice volleyball w. each other !! And you both will go to each other’s game to cheer one another !! And it’ll be so cute asdfghjkl — tendou’s eyes would go soft, and he would also grin and winked at you when his eyes landed on you <33
@mysterystarz — keinova (akaashi x nova) ofc, could not think of anybody else ! I shipped you two v. much !! I have a feeling that bokuto would encourage (nah pressed) akaashi into confessing to you, being such a fantastic friend he is. And akaashi’s face would heat up & get flustered everytime bokuto bring this up ! >w< “Bokuto-san ! I told you to keep quiet ! She might hear you !” Ooh ooh lal laaaaaa~
Okay okay, enough — I might turn this into a short scenarios, might. Stress on that part, might. I’m not sure but I’ve been lacked in inspiration lately… nvm, anyway pls take care and have a great day everyone !! Remember ya’all are v. amazing & important !! I luv u so much for just the way you are !! ♡´・ᴗ・`♡
- With love, BamBam 🦢🌙
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Ghosts S03E01 - The Bone Plot
(I watched the entire series 3 in one night so here’s a running commentary of my thoughts. Likes/dislikes, bits I screamed/laughed/cried, details I noticed. Basically just a thought train from yours truly :P not that anyone’s interested - mostly just for my own analysis this
BUT Please come hit up my inbox with responses to episodes etc, I’ve had a few already that I’m in the process of answering so yeah lets chat :D)
Opening with Humphrey backstory is a bold move especially if people are just catching it and haven’t seen the show before
Oooohhhhhh documentary!!
Ahhhhhh, soooooo Humphrey wasn’t assassinated, he planned an assassination fascinating
Why does Robin not remember?? Just cause it was a long time ago??
The Captain has laughed before, right?? I’m sure I’ve seen him laugh before??
Thomas it’s not you XD
BOOOOONNNNNEEEEEE
How did they not know it was Humphrey?? She’s dressed like a fucking Tudor - absolutely no critical thinking skills at Button House. They share one braincell and the ghost pigeon has flown away with it again…
All this before the opening titles, this is gonna be a long post!!
I like that Alison starts stuttering simply at the thought of being on camera, nice set up for her anxiety about it
Robin senses the moon?? Oooohhhhh - and a Macbeth reference!!
Of course he senses Barclay arriving!!
The others calling Humphrey like a dog is so funny
Omg are we gonna get Cap/Fanny solidarity this season??? I just want them to be like a sibling relationship!!
(Pronoun correction - well done Kitty)
Did Humphrey used to paint?? Cause why else would he assume he was famous for being a painter if he wasn’t an artist in life????
Mary is a death gatekeeper, I adore that!!
Can we talk about how similar this scene is to one I wrote literally ages ago in the Ghosts Christmas story on AO3???? Like Humphrey trying to speak broken French like just how I wrote it and his wife hating English, it’s literally over dinner (well breakfast) as well?? I have the foresight of a medium apparently but only in very specific fan fiction scenarios!!
Omg live Humphrey is so cute wtf?? Why do I have a crush on him, or is it gender envy?????? Gender envy from a headless Tudor????
Poor Humphrey, all he wants is a nice wife!!
Pat stop ruining the moment!!
Oh God no?? If Barclay dies at Button House will he be stuck there???? Ah thanks for confirming that for me, Julian. Get that bitch off the property!!
Obi content, Obi content, Obi content!! My guy.
Okay but why does Fanny calling Pat out on his racist joke feel so rewarding to me??
A nun, a gorilla, and a WHAT, Patrick???? Pat making a pedo joke, did not have that on my season 3 bingo card????
Humphrey is so good to his wife, he’s making such an effort even though she’s really not making much effort back. It must have been so difficult for them both though seriously
She speaks English???
What’s happening?? OOOOhhhh they’re gonna kill Queen Elizabeth and put I’m assuming Mary Queen of Scots on the throne?? Cause they’re Catholics right so Mary QoS would make sense like the Babington Plot right??
Sophie defending her husband you love to see it.
Did Julian have a heart attack?? He says he knows the sign and that squash will do it.
It must be so weird for Charlotte and obviously especially Kiell as well to just talk to the air??
"LIKE POSH BATMAN" XD XD
"Bonne see you all!!" Humphrey I adore you so much!!
No don’t discover the plot?? Is he killed cause he found out about it??
“Arms at our sides, we’re not a seagull.”
Did Kitty die of a disease of some kind?? She really didn’t like the idea of laughter being contagious??
Ah so that’s why they were all laughing apart from Cap and Fanny.
Oh God Humphrey no??
“This isn’t the life you signed up for - go have another one” Catch me CRYING??? Humphrey you are so sweet wtf??? Don’t sacrifice yourself though, it ain’t worth it??
THE SALUTE
Humphrey and Robin solidarity
Wait?? He wasn’t executed right there?? So the documentary is wrong?? Does he die in a sword fight?? Nope he can’t get the swords down. What’s happening??
(I love the arguing between the guards thats so good XD)
The chimney - genius move!! (his legs O.O nice legs)
AAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHH BITCH I SCREAMED, THE FUCKING SWORDS THATS SO FUNNY HOLY SHIT???? I LOVE THAT SO MUCH OMG, THATS SUCH A GOOD TWIST!! OMG
The body?? Holy shit thats so good omg
ROBIN TUDOR ERA ROBIN finding Humphrey awwwwwww
“Ummmm - they’re all at it” the sass Thomas I love it!!
Ngl I kinda want the Button House jumper?? It looks so comfy!!
Ooooooohhhh Julian thinks Barclay’s dead that’s so clever - bitch is on the verge of death though
Ahhhhh its the shirt, so bitch isn’t gonna die what a prick.
Alison don’t kiss the tag it’s been on the sweaty chest of a land owning Tory all day - you’ll catch every disease under the sun from that.
Thomas leave her alone
Yesssss Alison standing up to him finally!!
*whispers* “Damn your eyes” that is literally the sweetest thing O.o
I want this scene tattooed on me forever, Thomas’ little smile when she stands up to him!!
ALISON PARENTAL BACKSTORY THIS IS ALL IVE WANTED!! We got it right though, lost both parents.
“Like having family all around me” <3 <3 <3 Oh fuck leave her alone
FAMILY PHOTO O.O O.O That’s so sweet
BUTT HO BUTT HO BUTT HO BUTT HO (Cap… calm yourself)
Julian’s cameo XD XD XD That’s brilliant!!! And Pat asking for an autograph
THAT WAS SO GOOOODDDDDDD
AS YOU CAN SEE MY USE OF CAPS HAS INCREASED THOUGH THE EPISODE CAUSE HOLY SHIT AMAZING
BRO I LOVED THAT SO MUCH???? THIS SEASON IS GONNA BE INCREDIBLE OMG
100/10 PRIMARILY FOR HUMPHREY CONTENT AND ALSO ALISON BACKSTORY
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What are the love languages of the UBs?
Sera actually answered this back in the day, but didn’t expand on it so I will lol.
A’s is ‘Acts of Service’ which actually makes a lot of sense considering how much they struggle with being open and vulnerable with their feelings. They prefer a much more subtle approach, one they can easily write off as just doing their job if they get called out on it. Examples of A’s love language include the multiple times they’ve gone out of their way to walk/drive the detective home (I know every LI does this, but it hits particularly hard with A when you consider this is their way of expressing care) as well as several instances detailed in some of Sera’s old scenario asks, my favorite being this sweet fic about A volunteering to help the detective make cupcakes. There’s also a really great fic on Patreon about A spending the morning clearing snow off the detective’s car and clearing an entire pathway for them to leave and ahhhhh it just gets me every time.
N’s is ‘Quality Time’ because of course it is. Spending time with the people they care about means everything to them. Maybe that’s why there’s so much emphasis put on how dang hard it is to get a moment alone with them in their route and why, when they finally manage to squeeze in some alone time, N always seems really happy. A great example of N’s love language is their line during the research scene when the detective comments on how at ease they seem and they respond with (and I’m paraphrasing here), “How could I not be? You with me in my favorite place? I wouldn’t mind seeing you in here a lot more often.” Just think of how happy N must have been in that moment. Honestly, if they hadn’t left to stop themselves from getting too horny they probably would’ve sat in there with the detective all day. And there have also been several asks that emphasize N’s distaste for distractions like phone calls when they and the detective are doing things together and oftentimes they will tell the detective that they don’t want them to focus on anything else while they're together. Seriously, why would you ever focus on anything else when N freakin’ Sewell is in front of you? What could possibly be more interesting? Look, bottom line is we’ve seen how difficult it is for N to get a moment alone with life and their teammates always getting in the way. If the stars are finally going to align and give N a few precious moments with the detective, then they want to make sure they’ve got the detective’s undivided attention because they never know how long it’ll be until the next moment alone. So you better believe they’re going to make every second count. 
F’s is ‘Words of Affirmation’ and it makes a lot of sense given how openly F likes to express their thoughts and feelings regarding, well, just about everything lol. I mean, just think of all the times in the books so far that F’s called the detective attractive or smart or amazing. They’re not doing it just to be a flirt either. F is a very blunt person who tells it like it is, so if they tell the detective they’re amazing it’s because F truly believes with every fiber of their being that the detective is amazing. And they want the detective to know it too. F’s love language is particularly interesting to me because, out of all the members of UB, F is the one who is most in need of a partner whose love language at least somewhat aligns with theirs. I don’t think F’s partner’s primary love language has to be words of affirmation, but I do think they need someone who is willing to toss them some of those praises every once in a while, if only to reassure them that the love they're pouring out is wholeheartedly reciprocated and not just one-sided like some of their previous relationships. And honestly, what would be better than getting into a compliment battle with F? Nothing, that’s what. 
M’s is ‘Physical Touch’ and sure yeah that does include those kind of touches, so it’s not really that big of a surprise. But it’s the softer touches that really get me. There were surprisingly quite a few examples of the gentler side of M’s love language in their book 3 demo, including running the back of their hand along the detective’s cheek in silent comfort in the forest scene, holding the detective’s hand if they were particularly afraid of the bounty, and the soft neck kiss they gave the detective before leaving them at their door in the warehouse. These gentler touches are going to become more and more commonplace as M’s route progresses and will eventually become M’s preferred way of expressing their love for the detective as opposed to outright saying it. Which I just really really love for them. There’s so many unspoken things in M’s route, so many subtleties that seem unimportant, but actually hold a lot of depth and meaning when you examine them closer. And so the idea of M’s fingers brushing the detective’s when they sit near each other or M absentmindedly leaning closer to the detective when they have a conversation, especially if M’s not aware they’re doing it, is just so delicious dude like I don't know what to tell you. 
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Here is the Chris Reading for the anons asking for it:
I’ve placed a whole bunch of things down for this one. You guys wanted general, so until I could hone in on something, I had to just test the waters on all things. (I’m not following him so I don’t know what’s going on at all) if you guys notice something in this reading that you think could be symbolism for something you actually know of in his life, let me know! :)
I was asked for General, how he feels about relationships, how he feels about marriage, career? And love life.
1. I put down Chris
2. Being in a relationship” second. BIAR Wanted to be in front of Chris, Chris also wanted it there
3. Career was confused where to go, Being in a relationship was in the way. Career decided it’s gonna jam itself between them. (Already this is super telling.)
4. Being Single - single was attached to career, it wanted to stay with career it wouldn’t move elsewhere
5. Family are right behind Chris, (good that’s where they should be. Doesn’t look like any animosity atm)
6. Strangely, marriage wanted to be in front of in a relationship……..? That’s gonna be a fun one to figure out.
7. “Having kids” is behind him, past family and on the left (it’s the furthest placement away so far”
Chris is staring ahead at Career, single, BIAR and single. They’re all in a line.
Chris is staring straight at career. I can’t feel anything from him besides the fact that this big brick wall called a career is in front of him. I see nothing past that. “Single” though, rather than seeming as big as career, seems to represent itself as a little flag thats just been pressed into the side of the brick wall, single isnt giving me any feeling either.
That being said, the career brick wall is not intimidating. It’s just more like he’s looking up at it like, “huh. Big guy” he has the need to climb over it.
Yeah, listen this wall is a wall but he’s not trying duck his head to the side and see past it, he just has the need to jump over this brick wall. The wall is maybe 7 foot tall, so in comparison to himself and how big he feels in this scenario (he feels his normal 6 foot self) he absolutely could. But it’s just interesting that what I’m seeing/feeling is a brick wall that’s like 5 foot in length and yet he has no desire to just bypass it and go to the side, he wants to climb the fucking thing?
Chris stans, tell me what the HELL that is about. You know him better than I. Does he like the competition or accomplishment? Does he feel he needs to prove himself the hard way?
Anyway, he’s pretty confident he can jump this wall. And single is not even a thing to him in its current position.
He’s thinking very hard about how to jump this wall. Like he knows how, you lift yourself up and jump over it I can see that image in my head very easy, but he’s struggling to actually DO it?
Nope, ok he doesn’t want to.
He knows he can jump it, he knows it’s blocking everything else, but I go to take an action for him and he’s like “nah I’m good tho”
Seems a fitting time to put in “anxiety.”
I laughed out loud when I had to place anxiety. Take a wild guess where it felt it needed to be?
You bet chya, it’s on the wall.
And then it couldn’t make up its mind. Officially I’ve placed it on the wall together with “single” and “career” but the energy for anxiety is actually that’s it’s jumping in front of the wall, to on the wall, to behind the wall and it keeps doing that. Just back and forth.
Makes total sense as to why he can’t cross this wall.
Now that anxiety is there he doesn’t want to look in its direction at all.
He’s gotten a bit warm and a bit of a headache too now, and a bit dizzy. The headache is real present.
The good news is in these situations where someone can’t move due to anxiety or otherwise, it’s always a good time to place supports, so the person can feel supported to do the thing they want and move forward. Luckily, his family are already placed behind him, they seem to really love him, so it’s just about me utilising that now.
This part I’m going to do more privately (as in I won’t type it) cause this would be a personal thing (maybe even generational thing) that he needs to move through with his family in order for them to feel that support. His anxiety didn’t come from nowhere. That being said I’m also not going to do a whole ass constellation with him cause 1. He’s not here and 2. It would take hours.
All I’ll say is his mum is a MASSIVE support for him, and also……. 😬 kinda swamping him a bit. He doesn’t mind it, it’s actually very comforted, but she truly is just physically in this reading SWAMPING him. An outsider could see that she’s maybe a bit too involved with his life.. which isn’t great for a fully grown man. But, he finds it comforting, what are ya gonna do. Clearly he doesn’t want it to end… :/
(For reading purposes So it’s not just jumping, I took about 5 minutes with him and his family to help move past anxiety, his family love the crap out of the guy it’s real cute.)
I thought this was important to note:
What Career feels in relation to CE:
Very big, bulky, serious. Reminds me a bit of Wilson Fisk from into the spider verse. Just very big, bulky, serious a bit of a bully. Not gonna move. You’re gonna do what I tell you. Restrictive. That kind of energy. It doesn’t HATE him, but it has rules. And Chris is gonna follow them. (That’s a threat) it also feels like within career is actually a powerful male that kinda owns his ass? Not sure who that could be, once again CE stans, gimme the tea.
For the next part I might… get in trouble. I know that when it comes to the talk of relationships no one likes to hear it. Don’t kill the messenger here you guys:
he has his back TURNED from “single”
I could encourage him to look everywhich other way for any other representative, but single? Back turned.
Doesn’t wanna look at it.
Single on the other hand is kinda looking at him like a little kid like :) hi Chris look pls. Chris! Pls :) Chris look at me Chris pls :) Chrissy! Take a look!
For whatever reason “single” in this reading is feeling very adolescent. Maybe he feels that being single isn’t a grown up thing to do anymore? (I forgot to mention, the things in the field take on the energy of the person it’s focused on, not necessarily how it is perceived by EVERYONE in the world, only how it’s perceived or how it acts in relation to the client. Single to ME might be a knight in shining armor that protects me, Single to Chris seems adolescent.
So, Chris is looking at both “marriage” and “being in a relationship” he’s not feeling particularly drawn towards either, but he is giving a lot more attention to “being in a relationship” than marriage.
Which is weird, cause if you don’t want single, yet you don’t want relationship, what do you want?
I have now brought in “situationship” “flirting w/ someone” and “fwb”
situationship is closest, but doesn’t have his full attention, as it’s to the left side of him at an Angle. FWB is just behind situationship but more aligned to be in front of his eyesight, and flirting with someone is on the right from him, at an angle and is the furthest of the three.
Ok, FWB feels the most comfortable for him, he actually took a step towards it. He’s not feeling super fond of any of the three in any way, but FWB is nice it’s comforting, he’s.. semi happy? It’s not even really happy… it’s just like “doing ok!This is ok! This is comfortable.”
He’s side eyeing the shit out of “situationship” though and is anxious at how close it is. He doesn’t actually want the situationship there, but it’s close now and it’s not moving, and he’s having a bit of anxiety about it. He can’t stop looking at it though. FWB is immediate comfort, situationship is SO ANXIETY INDUCING but it’s also more interesting to look at?
(Chris get therapy 🙄)
Flirting with someone is out of the picture, been there, done that doesn’t care about it. (Could be that he’s already gone through the flirting stage with someone that’s why it’s of no interest to him)
Now that he’s finding situationship more interesting, he’s looking past FWB and to “being in a relationship” which he also finds nicer to look at. The thought coming up is “that would be nice” but in a wistful way.
Marriage is still right out, we’re not looking at marriage.
I’m gonna move relationship closer to situationship to see if he feels better or worse.
Lmao ok, I put them both together and imagined situation ship and relationship being close, like they’re holding hands. In his mind, situationship is a cute little brunette that’s like 5’4 and “being in a relationship” is built like an Amazonian 6’5 goddess and he’s both in awe, yet intimidated a bit, but also not hating it, but the only thought that came up was “ahhhhh…. Fuck.”
Two thoughts came up but they both got crossed out before he could finish it.
“I don’t want-“
“I’m not ready……..-“
And now he just keeps hesitantly saying relationship over and over again but he’s saying it like he’s brand new to the word, like he’s trying to find the word for the word - yet he’s already speaking it??
And now it’s just a flatlining “😐 mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm……”
Sat with this for a while and didn’t have much movement so time to move to:
Question time:
Q: Chris.. are you in a situationship?
I don’t know what I’m in
Q: Ok. Are you… sleeping with someone
Yeah
Q: Are you FWB?
He’s hesitant? Like he’s not sure. That word doesn’t seem to fit what he’s up to atm. He seems very confused about what he’s in.
Q: Are you going on dates with someone?
I’m going on dates
Q: With many people or just one?
Just…. One… (not sure why he was hesitant about telling me, but I feel like I’m starting to cross on something I’m not meant to talk about, so I’m ending it here. If he wants to keep it to himself, he is absolutely in his right to do so)
I will say when He said just one, a person did show up: brown hair, she’s shorter than him (but that’s obvious) and she’s slender and kinda perky. When I see her she looks like she’s fun! I saw her dancing around a bit. I liked her energy.
Sound like anyone you guys know?
Note: this is where I’ve ended it. Wasn’t gonna push on it he was getting more and more hesitant it’s not my place to push anything that he doesn’t want me to access. Now that we’ve created the focus though it will be easier to go from there :)
Hopefully that covered it for the anons that asked :) I’m over @energyanon to anyone that needs anything clarified.
Thank you for doing this @energyanon ! Your gift is amazing and thank you for your dedication!
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[CN] Love Carnival - Part 4 (Eng Translation)
🍒 Warning: This post contains detailed spoilers for an event which has not been released in English servers! 🍒
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There are five parts in total! Brace yourself for tons of fluff :>
Part 3: here
[ LUCIEN ]
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Looking around the adorably and warmly decorated cafeteria, and then the little gift that came along with the meal, I’m a little confused.
A few minutes ago, we were thinking about what to have for dinner, and we walked into this warm and adorably decorated small shop.
But we didn’t expect...
MC: I really didn't think it’d be so “hardcore”.
I hold up the little gift, placing it in between Lucien and I.
It’s different from the small ornaments and objects with a feminine aura from my memories.
This cafeteria gives a heart-shaped Burr puzzle to patrons who order the couple set.
MC: The dishes are so delicious that they’re comparable to top-grade restaurants. Even the gifts they provide are just as hardcore. It’s amazing.
Lucien is tickled by my dead serious expression.
Lucien: Looks like the organiser has put in much effort, wanting to leave every visitor with unforgettable and happy memories.
MC: But giving visitors a heart which can’t be unlocked - what’s the owner of the shop thinking...
Without a proper strategy, I play with the Burr puzzle, and can’t help but grumble.
Lucien chuckles, taking this “heart” from my hand.
Lucien: With a little technique, it can be opened easily.
He sits slightly closer to me. Slowing down, he gives me a demonstration while explaining the technique of how to unlock the Burr puzzle.
With the movement of his fingertips and a gentle tug, the wooden lock, which was linked for a very long time, opens, revealing a tiny empty space in the heart which can be used to store things.
MC: Even though you’re already sick of this phrase, I still have to say - Lucien, you’re truly incredible.
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Lucien: If I say that I haven’t gotten sick of this phrase, would you be willing to say it to me even more times?
Lucien turns his head over slightly to look at me. In his eyes are the familiar smile and slyness I’m most familiar with.
MC: If I say it, will I get a special prize from Professor Lucien?
After hearing this, Lucien actually ponders over it.
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He narrows his eyes slightly, as though he’s facing the most complex, important, and difficult question.
Lucien: If it’s a prize...
All of a sudden, he leans over to my ear. Every gentle word brushes against my outer ear, trickling into my heart.
Lucien: Would an especially happy Lucien be enough?
MC: ...Professor Lucien, that’s called being unreasonable.
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Lucien: Is that so? I even thought you’d be very satisfied with it.
Lucien blinks, pretending to be taken aback.
Just when I think of how to best turn the tables, he places the wooden mortise of the Burr puzzle, which is used to store items, in my hand.
Lucien: Want to think of what to put in here? Given its structure, I’m thinking this is a safer place to store tiny keepsakes.
MC: Yes.
I turn towards the staff at the side, asking for a few sheets of post-its and pens, and also to allowing the temperature on my face to dissipate.
After we write on our respective notes for a while, Lucien and I exchange them.
On mine, there’s a simple drawing of a man opening a lock, a handsome smile on his face.
What Lucien hands over is a sketch.
In the simple composition, in the midst of light and shadow, he impressively draws me.
The me in the picture has her head lowered, writing on the post-it note, smiling very sweetly.
MC: Now, we’re doubly satisfied!
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[ VICTOR ]
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We walk and pause, finally ending up before the Pendulum ride.
Pointing at the attraction, where shrill cries can be heard constantly, I think of that children’s day when he had taken the “Time Traveler” ride with me.
And how time had stopped for a few seconds during the descent.
[Note] This is a reference to Fairytale Date!
MC: Want to give this a try?
I turn my head, looking at Victor expectantly.
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Victor: No.
As I expected, Victor rejects me.
MC: Victor, could you be scared?
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Victor: Of course not.
His expression is stern, and he looks forward.
MC: In that case, ride it with me!
While saying this, I pull him along with me and we sit down.
There’s still some time before the ride begins. The chatter and laughter from people in the queue before us continuously drift over.
Enthusiastic visitor: A friend of mine took the Pendulum before. When it was over, he calmly said that it wasn’t much. In the end, he started puking after taking a few steps.
Happy visitor: Hahahaha, the same thing happened to my colleague. He sat for the ride in another place once, and screamed until his voice was hoarse at work the next day. He had to drink chinese medicine for the entire day.
I’m somewhat tickled by the conversations.
MC: They’re speaking so exaggeratedly. How could that be possible? What do you think?
The criticism I expected doesn’t arrive.
Finding this a little odd, I look at Victor, realising that he’s strapping on his seatbelt seriously, his expression stern.
Oh...?
I really wish I could take out my phone and snap a picture of this Victor before me.
The Pendulum truly lives up to its name.
At first, I even thought it’d be so-so.
But when the Pendulum’s amplitude grows increasingly larger, till it feels like I’m being tossed around, I can’t help but scream.
MC: Ahhhhh--
This! Is! Too! Scary!
Just when I’m forced to sit through these parabolic motions, my left hand is gently held onto by someone.
Bracing against the violent wind, I open my eyes. Victor is sitting straight and quietly in his seat. His posture is tense, yet he looks as though he’s very calm.
Amid the shrill screams, I can vaguely hear his voice.
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Victor: Don’t be afraid.
-
Stepping off the Pendulum, I immediately grasp for the railing at the side.
However, when I see Victor’s crooked tie and slightly unkempt hair, I can’t help but burst into laughter.
This time, I don’t let this chance slip by, and keep this dishevelled Victor in my phone.
I make a decision to have this picture printed out to be placed at the bedside.
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Victor: ...what are you doing this time?
MC: Nothing, nothing! Oh yes, what do you think of this attraction?
Victor: ...so-so.
MC: If you’re afraid, you can just say so. It’s a normal human reaction, and I won’t laugh at you.
Victor: I’m not afraid.
MC: In that case...
I look at Victor, my smile growing wider.
MC: Let’s ride it again!
Victor: ...
MC: You aren’t going to prove that you aren’t afraid?
Victor: Let’s go then.
MC: Eh?
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Victor: Since you’re so enthusiastic about this ride, you’ll definitely experience it together with me. Am I wrong?
Seeing Victor arch his brows slightly, and turning my game against me, I respond with certainty--
MC: I’m sorry! We’ll head to another attraction right now!
-
[ KIRO ]
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The cafeterias in the Love Carnival must have gone through a lot of designing in order for moe flowers to appear easily for couples.
Every single themed cafe is packed to the brim. I hurriedly pull Kiro, who is wearing a wig, away from these “danger zones”.
There aren’t many people in the forest right now, leaving only the rustling of leaves.
MC: It’s a good thing I thought of this scenario beforehand.
Kiro: Deng deng deng deng!
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When we speak in unison yet again, we retrieve picnic mats from our individual bags, and look at each other blankly. 
MC: ...I made enough for two. Did you also buy two sets?
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Kiro: I was worried the cafeterias would be too crowded and we’d be hungry. 
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Kiro: But...
His voice grows soft, and I don’t know what he’s struggling with.
In the end, he purses his lips, turning his eyes to me.
Kiro: I didn’t buy them.
MC: ...hm?
He chuckles in embarrassment, spreading the picnic mat smoothly on the ground, and taking out food boxes from the bag.
Seeing these food boxes, I’m left slightly stunned. Based on my memory of how long I’ve known Kiro, it seems that I've never had a taste of his cooking. 
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Kiro: I was thinking that since today is such a special day, even if we couldn’t sit in a cafeteria to have a couple set meal, we should at least have something special. I don’t want you to be left with any regrets today, so I was wondering how to make things different for you. 
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Kiro: And then... [laughs sheepishly] what you see in front of you happened.
I lift up Kiro’s food box. The rice has been scooped up in a crooked manner. Although the carrots could be said to be in heart-shapes, they look more like the heads of an arrow.
In the messy omelette, the ham seems to have sneaked out secretly. Perhaps it wanted to have a breath of air after being in such an enclosed space.
The octopus sausages are like blooming fireworks, hiding in the gigantic rice ball, too shy to see anyone. Meanwhile, the sandwich looks incredibly full, and it seems to have chicken drumsticks in it.
This looks like a far from perfect bento - shoddy and clumsy.
Kiro: ...what’s in front of you is already the best attempt.
MC: How many times did you make this?!
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Kiro: I’ll let it remain an undisclosed secret forever.
He places his palm on his chest, closing his eyes and saying this quietly.
Chuckling, I hand the bento that I've prepared to him. In exchange, he gives me a few minutes’ worth of praises.
MC: This seems to be the first time I’m eating what you made.
Kiro: There shouldn’t be a problem.
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He looks at me with certainty. His expression is exceptionally serious, causing me to laugh aloud.
MC: Why didn’t you show this to me before?
Kiro: They weren’t good enough.
MC: Have you met your standards now?
Kiro: Of course not! I just felt... that you’d be happy with this.
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His eyes are bright, akin to a sun being hidden by soft clouds which are unable to shroud the light.
This perfectionist is slowly, bit by bit, willing to display the areas he isn’t perfect in before me.
Like the tender belly of a kitten.
MC: I’m especially happy. But if something does happen, you’ll have to take responsibility.
Kiro: Of course I’ll take responsibility! Even if nothing happens, I’ll also take responsibility! [laughs] I’ll take responsibility after eating.
The afternoon sunlight is just right. The quiet forest is reminiscent of a small world, embracing us.
MC: I’ll be digging in now!
-
[ SHAW ]
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Ghost masks on sale are hung on the dark red wall. The masks have a sense of antiquity to them, and their bewitching and bizarre appearances look utterly terrifying.
Simply standing at the entrance of the haunted house makes one feel deeply frightened. And the rule of “Only one person can enter at one time” causes several people to shrink away.
Shaw and MC: ...
Shaw: Got the guts?
MC: What’s there to be afraid of?
Shaw: You first, or me?
MC: ...I’ll go first.
With a solemn expression, I prepare to enter. However, my wrist is suddenly gripped by Shaw, and he pulls me back.
Shaw: Wait. I’ll give you something.
I can feel him stuffing something into my hand.
Unfurling my hand, I see a string of Buddhist prayer beads laying quietly in my palm.
MC: ...
Shaw: Have a pleasant journey.
In the pitch-black and narrow pathway, I bite the bullet and move forward at a tortoise’s pace. My hands continuously twist the prayer beads, muttering to myself.
MC: Whether you're a monster, demon, or ghost, don’t come and scare me, don’t come and scare me...
Thud--
Footsteps sound from behind me, and the hair on my body immediately stands on end.
I’m rooted to the spot. After a few seconds, when I muster the courage to turn around, a hand plops onto my left shoulder.
MC: !!!
At this moment, my blood seems to freeze.
I quietly wait for two seconds, but nothing happens. Suddenly, there’s a twinge of hope in my heart--
Maybe it’s Shaw!
Thinking of how he usually likes to play tricks on me, I become even more certain of my guess.
With a deep breath, I give myself some courage and turn my head.
MC: Shaw--
??: Fuu.......
MC: ...
MC: IT’S A GHOST AHHHH--
With a speed which human eyes can’t capture, I huddle and curl into a corner, using my hand to cover my left ear, sensing goosebumps spreading across my entire body.
Along with my heartrending exclamation, a stream of chuckles resound at the same time.
??: It’s me.
Silvery white electricity appears in the darkness.
The person who’s speaking walks over to me. He squats down, a smile hanging on his lips, looking as though his prank has succeeded.
Shaw: Who was the one who made a solemn vow that she wouldn’t be scared?
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I glare angrily at the person before me.
MC: I knew it was you! When you deliberately scare someone, of course they’d be scared! It’s an instinctive reaction. Also, you can scare someone to death, you know!
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Weakly and helplessly, I hug myself tight. My voice is also trembling slightly.
He seems to be at a slight loss. After a while, he speaks. 
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Shaw: ...fine, I was wrong this time.
Perhaps genuinely feeling apologetic, Shaw pauses, his voice also a little more gentle.
Shaw: Hey, want to know a way so you wouldn't be scared?
MC: ...what is it?
I lift my head from my knees in curiosity. 
He offers me a hand, his eyes crinkling slightly, filled with a wilful light. 
Shaw: Follow me and they won’t scare you.
Shaw and I hold hands as we continue down this cramped pathway.
Because he’s by my side, I feel much more composed.
Female ghost: I’m~ Filled~ With~ Hatred...
All of a sudden, a hand plops onto my shoulder. Shaw and I pause in our footsteps.
I subconsciously tighten my grip on Shaw’s hand. In the next moment, I feel him returning the gesture with a squeeze.
Courage fills my heart. With this, Shaw and I turn around together...
??: IT’S A GHOST AHHHH--
Another shrill cry fills the pathway.
This time, however, the cry doesn’t belong to me, but to the “female ghost” with dishevelled hair.
Shaw extinguishes the electricity in his hand. He removes the ghost masks we saw at the entrance earlier, and laughs.
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Shaw: If you want to scare me, you’ve got to put in more practise.
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[ GAVIN ]
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MC: What should we go for next?
Gavin and I are walking along the street, searching for our next target. A row of vending machines attract my attention.
The line of vending machines contain all sorts of toy capsules. From keychains to ornaments, there’s everything one could wish for.
Especially that one containing couple keychains. The furry keychains look exceptionally adorable.
I notice that Gavin has paused in front of one vending machine.
It’s a vending machine containing robots.
I vaguely recall watching a cartoon related to it when I was young. However, I wasn’t very interested in it, and never really understood it.
However, this looks like something Gavin would like.
MC: Gavin, there’s one vending machine I’d like to try. Could you wait here for me?
Gavin: Coincidentally, I do too.
I grin, nodding at him.
MC: Let’s split up and get the toy capsules we want, and we’ll meet back here later?
-
When we meet up again, I place the toy capsule in Gavin’s hand with satisfaction.
MC: Open it and take a look? Do you like it?
Gavin twists the toy capsule open, and surprise flashes across his eyes.
Gavin: I like it.
While he speaks, he pieces it together simply, letting the small, monochrome robot stand in his palm.
The little robot is holding a gun in one hand, and a shield in the other. Behind it is a structure resembling a one-sided wing.
On top of its circular head is a yellow antenna. Along with its four short limbs, it looks extremely cute.
Gavin: This is my favourite model.
MC: I got it randomly, and didn’t expect to get the right one.
Gavin: I was lucky too.
Gavin smiles, takes out a toy capsule, and opens it.
It happens to be the furry couple keychains I saw earlier.
One of them has soft and long ears, while the other has straight, sharp ears.
Gavin keeps the one with sharp ears, then carefully attaches the doll with the long ears on my bag. Pleased, he nods.
Gavin: Mm, it suits you.
Gavin keeps the little robot in his pocket, and the keychain swings next to me.
Seeing the gifts we’ve exchanged, sweetness brims from the depths of my heart.
MC: Having been with you for such a long time, I feel that my knowledge has been expanded.
Gavin: I've learnt quite a lot too.
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Gavin pauses, then continues confidently.
Gavin: For instance, that the lipstick you're wearing today is the colour of red bean paste. And that you’ve curled your fringe slightly. 
Pleasantly surprised, I blink and want to give him a round of applause for his perfect answer.
MC: What else?
Gavin: Also, that I have to separate the white from the yolk when making fried rice. And that succulents don’t need that much watering.
MC: Then... what are the steps to preparing sliced fish boiled in chilli oil?
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Probably not expecting that I’d suddenly pose a question, he ponders it carefully before responding in an exceptionally solemn manner.
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Gavin: I can’t explain it right now, but I noted it down in my notes.
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After he finishes speaking, we look at each other, then laugh in unison.
MC: Gavin, tell me more about this robot. And about basketball, motorcycles, planes and all the things you like.
Gavin: Okay. I’m hoping that you’d give me more cooking classes too.
The corners of his lips curl upwards slightly, and fragments of sunlight flash in his eyes.
Gavin: I want to have an even better understanding of everything to do with you.
-
Part 5: here
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austennerdita2533 · 3 years
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Hey!
I love Penelope Douglas for sure check her out! She writes some of the best smut tbh. I’m working my way through her devils night series right now-I’m on book 2. It’s good so far, definitely dark though. I’m interested to see how she goes about a redemption arc for the character Damon right now I don’t think he deserves one but I hear such good things about his book, Killswitch, but that’s book 3 so I will see how it goes. I definitely recommend Birthday Girl from her though I loved it and the couple from it are my favorite age gap could I’ve ever read. I find myself still re reading some of their best moments.
I am slightly embarrassed by Credence though so I hope it doesn’t bother you too much if you read it. Just so you know before going into it, it is about her and her step uncle/cousins. To be fair they are not blood related and very distance to the point she didn’t even know about them. But she does call him Uncle Jake during a sex scene, and the two others call her cousin during one too. There’s also a MMF scene with her two cousins. But on top of that there is a sexual assault scene (it does get stopped but the intent is there)-personally I wasn’t a fan of how she inwardly dealt with that scenario it felt like she was blaming herself for it instead of holding the other character accountable. Uncle Jake also does kiss her when she is still 17. So if any of that makes you uncomfortable don’t read it.
I’m so happy you liked the atlas six as much as I did. I can’t believe we have to wait until next year for the sequel to see what happens. It’s too long!! I also liked Callum the least, I still appreciated his character though and what he brings to the story I just wasn’t a fan of his, probably because of his problems with Libby/Parisa. Plus his powers terrify me-as someone who likes to have full control of my emotions the fact that someone could just change everything scares me. I also loved Nico he is my typical character that I love the whole I’m an asshole but soft and caring for the people I love gets me every time. Parisa is my queen though I’m obsessed with her. Like I’m literally in love with her, I wish she was real so she could be with me instead. Not that she would because I’m broke have 0 magic or power to give to her, but still. But I have a thing for power hungry women so I was gone the second I met her. But anyway if she was real she could destroy me or do anything she wanted to me and I would say thank you. Reina I also love and agree she could destroy the whole planet and one day probably will. I just love how she is there and wants all that knowledge but also doesn’t give a fuck about anyone else. Tristan also grew on me I’m still not completely sure how much I like or don’t like him yet he gets annoying sometimes because he is constantly in his mind about his alliances but I also love how loyal and caring he is. Libby is my girl!! I also relate to her as well since I was an outcast and battled inadequacy and all that (you and I must have some stuff in common!) Out of all the characters I relate to her the most and am rooting for her so hard-also because the author made her from Pittsburgh and I’m also from the area so I felt personally attached. But Olivie just did an interview and said Libby is getting a corruption arc and I am so excited about it!!
Okay ships- so I will be honest and I think it’s an unpopular opinion but oh well-I am a nicolibby stan. They have every single dynamic that I love in a ship and they could potentially be my favorite book couple of all time if that is the road they are being taken. Honestly I was obsessed with them from their first interaction so i have it bad for them. Obviously I know they were not romantic in this book but the potential (at least for me) was there especially in some of their quotes in the end. I fully believe they are soulmates though-even the author said they were born on the same day and feel like their other half is missing in an interview once-whether that will be platonic soulmates or romantic soulmates I have no idea and I could see either happening. My heart will break if it is platonic but it’s okay I can just live in my own little head about their potential.
But I get the idea and also like both libbytristan and NicoGideon and could see those happening instead of nicolibby too. I wouldn’t say I would be mad about it either-I do like both just to me the potential of nicolibby works more for me! My only thing about libbytristan though is I’m not sure how much of their tension/feelings are real (like did any of it exist before Parisa put the idea of the other person in their thoughts to lead to all the feelings.)
Weirdly enough since they probably my least favorite characters I also adore Tristan and Callum together. Their dynamic just works for me.
And I love Parisa and Dalton too and I’m so interested in how that relationship pans out because they have some stuff to figure out. But they work well together and honestly they are just so sexy together so I’m down for it. Although I do ship myself with Parisa more than her and Dalton but I’m biased.
Honestly though all the ships are wide open though so I’m curious to see what ends up being endgame. But omg yes the twist I was not expecting it-I’m so excited for the rest of this trilogy!!!
In other news though I finished up the ravenhood series. I know you said you either read it or it was on your tbr. But god I loved it. That series broke me and then put back all the pieces. If you haven’t read it and want to feel both heartbreak and happiness I highly recommend it!
Oh and don’t apologize for babbling as you can tell I also babble!!
-ACOTAR anon
Hiiiii sweets!
I've been sifting through a bunch of summaries of Penelope Doulgas' work on Goodreads and there's a bunch of stuff there I think I'd enjoy. I'm all about good smut. I didn't realize she had that many books. I'm excited! Thanks so much for the rec! I love dark romances/erotica every now and again so I'm also going to have to dive into the Devil's Night series at some point.
Oh, and idk if you know about it/read it but a couple of my friends told me about the Crossfire series by Sylvia Day a while back. It's BDSM, like Fifty Shades, but supposedly loads better. I don't know if you're into that but I figured I'd just throw it out there anyway. The smut is supposed to be steamy. I haven't read it yet but I do have the first four novels on my Kindle (where they've been sitting, unread, for about 2 years now)...so that's something haha.
And please don't be embarrassed about Credence. Seriously, the most wonderful thing about reading is you can go wherever tf you want in your imagination. No one can stop you. There are no rules. No restrictions. You can be whomever or whatever you want to be for a while, morality notwithstanding. One of my favorite things about books is that I can experience the most bonkers, outlandish out-of-this-world stuff that I'd never dream of wanting/liking in real life. It's liberating!
Thank you for the trigger warnings, though. I appreciate that. None of them sound off-putting enough to keep me from reading it. (Tbh, I want to read it more now.) I've read loads of books where characters marry or have sex with their cousins or siblings *waves at ASOIAF, the Secret History* so it doesn't bother me. I've also read most of Lolita and all of My Dark Vanessa by Kate Russell, which both romanticize pedophilia in disturbing degrees, so it takes a lot to put me off. If curiosity could kill then I'd be long dead by now. Hell, sometimes I will purposely read things I know will upset me to my core. What can I say? I'm a weirdo. 🙃
I DON'T WANT TO WAIT A YEAR FOR BOOK 2 OF THE ATLAS SERIES, EITHER. AHHHHH. How am I going to make it that long? It seems so far away!
Callum is the most terrifying of them all right now, imo. I think that's why I disliked him the most. Like you, it shook me to my core to imagine someone like him being able to toy with my emotions. I have a tendency to detach, to keep my emotions pressed close to my chest so that I can't be manipulated or hurt, and the idea that someone could have power over them, over me in that way is...no freaking thank you! I would put as much space between him and me as possible. Most of the Atlas crew had the right idea there. He does bring a lot to the story, though, like you said. I have a feeling he's going to be one of those characters I "love to hate" as the series progress. I might even grow to "hate to love" him, idk. He's just such a shady bastard! And so judgmental/mean to the girls.
I'm with you on Parisa, by the way. She's the kind of conniving, ambitious siren of a woman I can get behind. She has a similar vibe as Katherine Pierce on TVD. I mean, there's nothing in her arsenal she won't use and I love how she weaponizes her beauty. It's delicius. She's unpredictable. Definitely the type of character who inspires "scared and aroused" energy any time she walks into a room. Like, she could choke you and instead of crying you'd just ask her to do it again...harder lol.
Reina has the same kind of "no fucks given" attitude I have because I genuinely don't care what people think of me, either. I'm just here to do my thing. Be nerdy. Learn. Whatever. And Nico is my fave for the same reason as you--the asshole who only has soft edges for those who matter to him. *heart eyes*
Omg, Libby is going to have a corrupted arc? AHHHHH. That's going to be amazing, I cannot stinking wait! I was sort of hoping she'd go dark so now that it's confirmed I'm even more pumped. Also, I think you and I have more in common than either of us realized. I'm from the Pittsburgh area, too! How wild is that? Maybe there's something in the water here and that's why, like Libby, we've both felt inadequate and like outcasts at different points in our lives? Olivie might be onto something here...🤔
The thing that's been so cool for me about this series so far is that there are a bunch of potential pairings I could get behind. And I kind of like that it's not clear cut right now. Most series I know who I want together or who will be together like halfway through book 1. I like that I don't know have firm preferences and am still open. That's novel. Not to mention fun!
I don't blame you for shipping Nicolibby so hard, though. They're definitely one of my top contenders for a romantic pairing. They have that enemies-to-lovers element with witty banter that I always gravitate toward. And you're right about Libby/Tristan. I don't know how much of their connection was manufactured because Parisa intervened, either. That'll be fun to puzzle out moving forward. And Callum/Tristan should NOT be a ship I like but they have a palpable something that I can't put my finger on. I've got my eye on them, for sure.
The Ravenhood series is still on my tbr. I'm so happy to hear you enjoyed it so much, though! It's rare to read something that just ticks all your boxes. The next time I'm the mood to binge a series I'm gonna have to pick that one up. :-D
I've been trying to clear out my backlog of ARCs lately. (Not possible because I'm getting more on the regular - as in constantly haha - but I'm trying.) I just finished Wish You Were Here by Jodi Picoult, which has a Sliding Doors premise that is set during the pandemic where the main character has a parallel life experience (one, where she's in the Galapagos Islands on vacation when the shutdown hits so she's stuck there with strangers, alone, not speaking the language; the other, where she's in Manhattan with her surgeon boyfriend and recovering from COVID). It's intense but so, SO good! Picoult is such a good writer. Anything I've read by her has been moving, with rounded and real characters. I haven't been disappointed yet. I so recommend her.
Oh, and if you're into nonfiction/biographies at all I finished The Splendid and the Vile by Erik Larson not long ago, which is about Winston Churchill as well as those around him, and it was fantastic! Read more like fiction. I loved it. I am no longer surprised it was on all the BEST lists for 2020.
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