#and discord

[yellow-computer-mouse]

just blocked N on everything. because. she was lying to me about everything and manipulating me and turning me against R and D and G. so. yeag 👍

[ranx0]

I sincerely hope that every time I interact with one of my very few tumblr mutuals that it’s not against some random tumblr social norm and pray to the heavens I am not annoying

[softmeetscreatureplz]

FUCK

Okay- Quick little thing yall, apparently my mother has gotten discord now and has used either my brother or that fucking contacts sync thing to find my account, and now she wants me to friend her. In going to be scrubbing my current discord acc so I can give it to her without having to deal with.... her seeing any of it, and I'm going to make a new one soon- when I do I'm going to tag all the people I know of that currently have mine. PLS NOTE THAT IM GONNA BE EDITING IT SO THAT SHE WILL BE ABLE TO SEE IT AND NOT FREAK OJT. IT WILL NO LONGER HAVE MY PROPER INFO STUFF.

Anyways. Uhhh fuck current mutuals who have my discord- @not-so-myconid-witch @echoreadsbsdfics @haven-gum-rockrose @hildegardladyofbones @outlying-hyppocrate @cotards-daydream @nyx-lacrymaria @sugarysakurakitty @zaibites (I'll do a proper sweep tag and check later on rn I'm actually in the middle of something I just figured I needed to make this post asap)

[loud-sink]

thank you Tumblr for not banning me like all the other websites

[grande-lando]

Hello everyone.

I wasn't going to say anything but i'm just gonna put it all out there.

My dad is in his last stage of life. For the past month, he's had two surgeries, and he's having his third one tomorrow. He is very sick; his heart and kidneys are weak, and he has major cardiovascular disease (concentrated mostly on his blood vessels).

My mom and I had a chat with the doctors today and confirmed that if he were to suffer any kind of setbacks (mainly in the surgery cause he might be too weak to survive it, but it's also very important that he get it), that he would not be put on a ventilator and that CPR should not be administered.

This is incredibly difficult, especially since I've recently become pregnant, and the thought of losing my dad before he meets my baby is heartbreaking. But I've also had years to actually settle with the fact that he might be gone before too soon. I'm still not entirely there, and I still cry every day, but his life is not of good quality, and it would be selfish to keep him here if things take a turn for the worse.

Right now, I don't give two fucks about F1, so I probably won't be on here much posting about it or answering asks. I do feel like writing, though, and I might pop in and post a fic or two, and I will of course still be overseeing and promoting the Carlando Summer Fest.

I've uninstalled Tumblr on my phone, so I'm not connected at all times anymore, so it might take me longer to answer messages, but I will, so if anyone wants to have a chat, I'll be around ❤️

[solvisun]

hi i love and miss u

I MISS YALS SO BAD PLEASE.

[jan-jan-binks]

If you know me from any other site but this one no you do not

[allthegothihopgirls]

i hate the social obligation to have a phone. and social media. like can everyone just grow up and either contact me by messenger pigeon or get on the puter and type out an email, like a man.

[todayisdeadinside]

I like the new (old?) username!

thank you! its been my fandom url for years on various accounts and it was the original url of this blog when i made it, but i changed it to a few 1D centric urls and now its back!

[am-ace-ing]

ok last one i swear

[gallonsoblood]

Someone explain telegram 2 me everyone and they mama talking about it and i just got it and i have no clue what the fuck it does is it like cooler whatsapp 😭😭😭

[nicnacsnonsense]

The absolute worst thing in a group chat is when you say something and then immediately after (like within a few seconds) someone else says something about a totally different topic. And then everyone starts responding to that second person’s topic and not yours but you don’t know if it’s because no one noticed your thing so you can bring it back around again once things run down on the current topic or if people did notice your thing and just didn’t have anything to say to it and you’re only going to look needy and embarrass yourself if you try to bring it up again.

[professorjordan]

swear to god this website is run by some of the worst people you could think of. really dont think i want to be on here anymore

i love you trans folks. please stay safe.

[sparkles-and-trash]

That one person in a fandom that everyone else seems to adore and be besties with but it’s so painfully obvious that they’re just plain, old mean, and even those you thought agreed with you seem to be in with them and you’re just left feeling like you can’t trust anyone or anything and you wanna leave the whole ass fandom because of this ONE person that makes you feel constantly on edge and terrified of them turning against you for not agreeing with them

[vallorouslly]

Update!

We are home! My husband did very well, he's recovering and I will be doing chores on top of keeping him on his medication schedule.

I may not be on a lot today regardless of how early we got back, I may just take advantage of some video game time and will be lurking more availably on discord today and the rest of the week most likely <3