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milkweedman · 2 years

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Sock progress (sogress ? Hm). Am about 1/3 of the way thru the gussets. Starting to suspect i did not evenly split this yarn, since i seem to be running out already. Altho im just making short socks probably, so theres not actually that much left to do.

I did also start out doing some fancy stitchwork, only to discover that it barely shows up with this yarn (its super fuzzy and dense, you can hardly count rows either) and then gave up after like 3 rounds, and im pretty sure you cant even tell.

Yarn is handspun southdown babydoll from roving, spun like 2 or 3 years ago.

#tried to figure out the name for the length of sock i prefer but google is inundated with diagrams with wildly different terms on each one #so that was very unhelpful #anyway sorry for the rambling #i once again got very little sleep and am in lots of pain lol #and feel very nauseated #all super fun. rly glad i started this sock when i did bc its nice and mindless but also sufficiently distracting #also hello to the many many new followers from that post. pls dont expect coherency #knitting #handspun yarn #southdown babydoll #socks #sock knitting

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silusvesuius · 19 days

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n*loth not being able to bag anyone over the (human term) age of 25-30 at most is the only logical and real conclusion to me because it can be just explained away as him wanting to prove and control everything and anyone (Cus he's a man!) but being stuck in that demographic because his unbearable and vile personality is a force that nobody can look past once they've outgrown the possible fear and idolization period of anyone but also n*loth in particular.

#text #i think even younger ones that possess the same nasty traits can be slammed back 'In their place' (in his mind) by him just bc his -#- abilities and power alone (alt. name the factors that make him 'Cool') that dumbs them down insanely in comparison #maybe by this i mean like; ild*ri. despite the animosity she could still feel very foolish and is conscious of her wuss-ness #if that makes sense #cause no matter the disrespect anyone might have for an older capable person the reality is still reality #tbh i just think he doesn't like to sweat it much and still aims for the younger ones bc it's easier than it would be for someone that's -#- 30+ years old #and once he's proven his point he doesn't find any merit in sticking with older ones cause their interests or anything they offer -#- don't matter to or interest Him personally #i think an older demographic is just more boring to him and he would rather spend his time being metaphorically sucked off for his greats -#- by someone that already finds themselves 'lesser' than him and always will for a long time #than someone that is defiant of that fact #basically the more power imbalance the better #in his mind there will always be one unless he certainly knows someone is his equal (or better than him) but he likes the add-on of an -#- age difference too #keeps it in a safe zone with less problems for him #sorry for spitting again my brain just started machine-gunning thoughts for no reason #also i said before that he's an innocence fan. might not be a total puritan but there's something there #it's kinda like him not wanting to be with a dusty ''OLD'' person that's seen a lot anyway #i'm like barely able to hold myself back from opening my mouth to mention t*lvas where i'm making a point about n*loth's brain where he -#- isn't even needed to prove it #but like #him voicing dislike of n*loth general nauseating character and actions but still sucking up to him while n*loth can probably feel -#- that dislike anyway is cute to me i like to view it as an object being thrown into the wall over and over #where n*loth is proving his own worth to other people by drilling their brains out with proof. not that he needs to #but he would like that to be perfected a 100%#and t*lvas is capable of being molded into that state ....... probably #silusvesuisuis you didnot just confess to wanting to see t*lvas be slammed into a wall you fucked up demented beast you're sick #actually can't believe i forgot to mention this but he's literally so immature idk what he has anything in common with actual mature people

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basuralindo · 4 months

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what I would give for transmasc to stop being inherently associated with softness in fandom. especially for trans headcanons to not include toning down the character or making them sweeter and more gentle.

at this point I would kill to see trans fan art that didn't manage to make me feel more dysphoric and distanced from the character ffs.

I'm begging fans to consider why they feel the need to change a character's personality when they wanna hc them as trans. search your soul a little on that. stop making it so fucking weird

#rant #trash talk #honestly. and i know a lotta people will be pissed to hear this #but i have never seen a community declaw and fetishize THEMSELVES more than online trans fandom #tell me why male characters getting reimagined as transmasc makes them less relatable to me #why do some trans people have it this ingrained in their minds that a man who started out living as a girl #can't possibly think feel or behave like a any other man?#and why the suffocating dumbed down softness specifically?#it's like they built the identity of trans maleness around the foundation of terf gender essentialism #being deadnamed and misgendered in public does not cause me the same level of nauseating skincrawling discomfort in my body and identity #as some of the soulless pacified shit i see online treated as trans positivity #and this is not about some idea of 'real men/masculinity' vs gnc men #this is very specifically about the dumbing down and infantilization of transmasculinity #with the clear attitude of transness being inherently Like That

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tacosaysroar · 1 year

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Greensboro flight boards in about 5 minutes.

Then the horror of Atlanta.

Then Denver.

#fingers crossed for turbulence free flights #the flight into Denver is very often a shaky one #and I spend it in various states of motion sickness #if I could change one thing about my body #it would be it’s willingness to feel nauseated at the slightest movement #its damnit #stop autocorrecting the apostrophe #you wouldn’t know it from these tags #but I’m in a great mood #love that I’m about to spend several days with my sisters

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catastrothy · 1 year

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sitting down and properly reading saya no uta rn. it sure is a fuckin horror story huh

#text #genuinely pretty nauseating at times #very good horror tho! im enjoying reading it even tho it makes me feel absolutely awful lol

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cuntstable · 2 years

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you know how some anime artists online turn kinda ugly to mediocre guys into really sexy bishie yaoified dudes in their art? i feel like dio from jojos is the polar opposite because originally he DID look like that but the adaptions did this to him

#so nauseated. truly sick #applies to a lot of other jojos characters too ofc on the account of david pro artsyle sucking but i feel like its extra funny w dio because #like p3 has unquestionably the worst artsyle and dio specifically is meant to actually be very hot and sexy. but mr david pro went #’’um this rancid beast? no <3’#jojo #dio brando

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kalashtars · 9 months

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crazy just howww much saltburn was a movie filmed For Me. i was there for the dark academia boom on tumblr. i was part of its creation. there's like a straight line between my posting about the secret history on tumblr and the creation of this film.

#damien.txt #just thought abt how this is like. every revenge fantasy anyone in the tsh fandom cooked up in like 2018 lmao #to be fair it is more than that but like. it's also just very very there #anyways this post is abt dark academia specifically but like. in so many other ways #the gay longing obv. the dog motifs. the fact that felix is wearing a juliet costume at the party.#sickeningggggg maybe i would be better off if i hadn't seen this movie #i can literally tell i will defend this movie to its death i dont even care #like it has objective problems but truly they do not even matter to me. i feel like it is my child.#could it have been more transgressive? yes! but also no have you seen the response to it #anywayyys sorry ill stop posting abt it for now but like. truly nauseating the level at which i will be thinking abt this #saltburn

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ispyspookymansion · 1 year

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why is a grown adult coming on to my chronic pain post to say its a skill issue and my own fault

#what if i kill myself and send you a video posthumously how would you feel about your comments then. 🤨#very very shitty behavior. also in case you were wondering the nauseating pain is ongoing but its alightly better than when i woke up #kora.txt

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thinkingnot · 1 year

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@a-radio-d3mon I DID IT WOOO 💛💛💛!!!!

they ran out of the pretty pretty glitter pink tho 😔

but this one is still very glittery >:D!!!!

exploding!

day rating: glitter! + 6.5/10

friendship exploded with @sirius-bus1ness crying screaming holding hands 😭💛💛💛

its me birth! <- yayy *vomits* ough

imma be getting a cake one of these days! (fav bakerei is far!) (gotta plan like a trip around it!)

im determined to reignite my love for reading physical books! (starting from rereading my favorite genre: encyclopedias with images of crechures and plants mhmmm)

time is passing and i am scared time is passing and i am scared i am worried so so paranoid things a changing i am so afraid and stressed but it is what it is and cats are real and friends i have and they are good i love my internet friends and people in my life i pray as an atheist i hope everyone will be well healthy and happy!!

ily/p to all my moots crying screaming writhing

#i feel hypnotized like #shinyyyy #moots whom have tagged me on things i shall come to them in time!!!#im very lightly ill and the notifications of tumblr is lowkey nauseating to look at for me rn 😭😭��#hoodie’s moots #hoodie’s day ratings #it was gonna be 5 but friends and love and also shiny #nails #💅

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iinryer · 10 months

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#said it in the tags of the marjan tk carlos doodle I posted but. feeling very unsure about how i will be engaging w ls moving forward #still very much support most of the cast and I do enjoy this silly show #but it’s difficult coming to terms w the fact that their golden boy is a nationalist and zionist #just so unbelievably disappointing and depressing to see #so unless some personal views make some drastic corrections sometime soon im going to be engaging differently than before #i don’t know what that looks like yet. bc i know there are people who still deserve the love #but it’s frustrating to see. i wish it wasn’t the case but if he wants to make this bed he can lay in it and deal w the concequences #i also apologize for wording this kind of vaguely I just don’t know how to be eloquent about it #but for clarity: im genuinely nauseated by the shit ronen has been posting #and I fucking hope he finds his sense but shit dude.#this isn’t about boohoo an actor I liked has bad views #it’s about having a moral fucking backbone and a shred of dignity and critical thought before spreading genocidal propaganda #to your massive audience #so #anyways #i felt like it was important to at least address my position bc silence is not an option with shit like this #and also it’s been making me feel physically unwell since I first saw it and i think I needed to get it off my chest lol #viva palestine. now and forever. no caveats. no ifs ands or buts #iinryer talk #also sorry for making this an all tags post but this isn’t up for discussion. so.

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misty-moth · 3 months

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The city’s firework celebration… is less than a mile away…

I just discovered this from the bass shaking my apartment 🥲🫠😵‍💫😖

I have earplugs, but I don’t have anything to deal with the building trembling???

#vent post #i was already feeling nauseated before this #and now i’m also very anxious and —might i say— a bit cranky #fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck

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oldbeecharmer · 6 months

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thinking about doru donavich and being extremely emo

#i can't believe the dm fooled me into thinking he couldn't be saved #only for me to open tumblr the next day and see YOU VERY MUCH CAN #we didn't even talk to him #the group wanted to finish the funeral first and then strahd just. ported him upstairs #the paladin ended up beheading him in front of his dad #thinking how my character is going to feel about that next week #i feel a bit nauseated personally #hard to be buddy buddy after witnessing that #especially cause like...if we'd met doru properly first magpie would 100% see her brother in him #the missed opportunity...i want a do over

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korrolrezni · 1 year

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Ugh, this feels like a bad drug trip and I am actually feeling sick.

#zombies run s3 spoilers #zombies run s3 #zombies run spoilers #zombies run #zrs3 spoilers #zrs3 #Sam's voice also sounds different #heavier somehow #I can't tell which is which anfnajr #I am nauseated #haha all this while Kaleo's break my baby plays #so dang on point #bad drug trip feels right on line with Janine's description of how it feels to be mind controlled #clever very clever

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americanrecord · 6 months

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hey Kelsey!! I’m just catching up on the Californian motel series that u sent over and I’m currently reading the chapter “feel the void”

wow. what a heavy chapter,, i read the words ‘call izzy’ and SOBBED this is the last thing i was expecting but as always your writing is so beautiful and so respectful - hope your okay and cannot wait for when you release your book!

#submission #replying in tags because it’s a submission but —#that was such a terrible chapter to write lol! i scrolled through it briefly and i remember sitting in the kitchen of my college apartment #& i had the place to myself for the weekend so i cranked out this and the chapter before it #and i remember specifically with feel the void - i was like sweating while writing it #it was very intense! even for me! because it was a scene i would’ve been envisioning for like 3 years at that point #and the book was so drastically different from what i envisioned when i developed this plot (which was actually before i even wrote RQ) but #the scene was still something like what i’d always pictured even if it was so dark and nauseating #i did try my best to be careful and respectful and not graphic however!! i always felt like letting implications do the heavy lifting for #this sort of stuff was always the way to go #so glad you’re enjoying it & apologies in advance for the misery fest of king nothing #sorry that i left it on such a terrible note #i sometimes wish i could go back to it but i don’t think i could do it on good conscious anymore #or bc of how my writing has developed #also i’m doing well!! just busy and trying to push suicide blonde into something publishable <3 #thanks for your support !! 🩶#✉︎ — confessions.#save

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spacedoutwitch · 9 months

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Day 16: Chains and Swift. While I was struggling for ideas, I actually did get to this yesterday and just forgot to post it. But, uh, today was busy, in a way that resulted in a Really Bad Brain Time, so. Probably gonna be another batch update tomorrow. See you then.

#Some Kinda Nonsense #Honestly my brain is STILL having a bad time #Very frustrating #And it's not even for a logical reason!!! I got good news!!! I should be excited about it!!!#Where the frick is all the panic coming from!!! Aaaaaa!!!!!#Double sucks because I really wanted to get to today's prompts soon #PEAK TMA inspiration #Finally can get myself to draw the newest blorbos as dragons #But no!! Gotta feel nauseated and shaky and bad!!! Why am I not excited!!!! Why does this happen!!!!#AND it's the start of multiple events on sites I like #Can't have fun with those either because brain is too BEES >:(#Ughhhhh #It'll be fine probably I just gotta Yell in my own tags

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redhotarsenic · 10 months

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I don’t think it’s a good thing that I am getting so anxious about things that I am in physical pain!

#stabby feeling in me tummy when it gets too intense 👍#also I feel Very Nauseated rn so I’m posted up by the toilet hellll yeahhhhhh

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