#and i am denied every time...
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Text
me, at the beginning of every episode of the pitt: but will the pretty sommolier come back to date dr. mckay??
#the pitt#every episode of this show that takes place in real time i'm convinced she'll come back#and i am denied every time...#le sigh...#cassie mckay#fiona dourif
78 notes
·
View notes
Text
“I’m supposed to die getting ambushed in a knife fight by bandits on the side of a highway. It’s not rain.”
“No, because that one I can stop. This is something I can’t. You need to hold on.”
#I love them#I am crying on this flixbus fr#denying death because you can’t do anything about it just does it every time#exu divergence#critical role#crokas my beloved
85 notes
·
View notes
Text
listen I know it’s kind of corny and inaccurate to act like every single person in the dc universe knows each other and is besties but it IS endlessly funny to me to follow the web of connections and see how many degrees removed from each other everyone is.
like look at the arrowfam okay. ollie and dinah are together, ollie is homoerotic best friends with hal, dinah is homoerotic best friends with babs. roy is dating dick, has a kid with jade, and is basically an adoptive father to both grant emerson and rose wilson. connor is dating kyle and is constantly followed around by eddie fyers. mia is friends with a lot of the second gen teen titans kids, had an on-again-off-again thing going on with steph for a while, and is currently dating sienna. emiko is besties with courtney and some of the other recent teen titans. sin has a small army of protective aunts from the birds of prey. the real question is how far does it go before ollie puts a cap on the number of people who are invited to family brunch on sundays
#arrowfam#LIKE. PLSSSS#can you imagine them all in one room.#roy: hey ollie can garth come to brunch this week.. he’s in town and i never get to see him and he really wants to try your pancakes#ollie: idk roy we’re already at max capacity..#roy: please dad🥺🥺🥺🥺#ollie: …..fine. someone will have to be uninvited then#mia: why? what’s one more person?#ollie: bc I have Very Strict Rules!!! If I don’t follow the invite limit then the whole town’ll show up every week!#connor what about axing kyle#connor: …dad. I am not disinviting my boyfriend and Only Guest to brunch bc of your arbritrary rules.#ollie: fine that’s fair. um…#mia: what about grant#ollie: for the last time mia we are not banning your nephew from family brunch because he allegedly#ate some of your bacon one time. it was not a big deal and you need to get over it#mia: UMM‼️‼️ it was a big deal TO ME🗣️🗣️and I don’t appreciate you INVALIDATING my emotions like this‼️‼️#ollie: uhhh emiko what about courtney. she comes over like every week will she be fine sitting this one out#emiko: I can’t believe this. how dare you deny my ONLY FRIEND IN THE WORLD an invitation to brunch. it’s like you hate me#ollie: EMI I KNOW YOU PATENTLY HAVE MORE FRIENDS. who have BEEN TO BRUNCH BEFORE.#emiko: YOU CAN’T TAKE COURTNEY FROM MEEEEEE#ollie: FINE ok.#roy: why don’t you just tell hal not to come all the way down here for brunch I mean he’s here every week anyway#ollie: bc it’s hal okay. mind your own business.#roy: fine. but we’re running out of people#connor: I mean………. what about eddie#ollie: ………….. yeah ok I’m sold. that works. meeting adjourned good job team#mia: why are you so worked up about keeping attendance low anyway#ollie: MY KITCHEN TABLE CAN ONLY FIT SO MANY SUPERHEROES MIA
206 notes
·
View notes
Text
hobie genuinely making miles snort-laugh with such a stupid lame joke but miles just cant help it!
its like miles' lame "am i late or are you all just early?" joke that gwen giggled at in itsv. every spiderperson is super lame and corny
for example, hobie taking miles to his boat for the first time
miles: you live on a BOAT??! how?!! :O
hobie: i mean i gotta, dont i? i'm an anarchist. all i ever do is… "pirate" ;)
miles:
hobie:
miles:
hobie:
miles, turning around suddenly: snrrkk kmfmfff-
#clown horn#punkflower#miles morales#hobie brown#spiderverse#here i am yet again pushing the loser nerd hobie agenda#if loser hobie has zero fans i am dead#i WILL convert every hobie stan along with me. you WILL join the church of dorky hobie 🫵🏼#you have no other choice!!!!!!!#and you just KNOW he has a shit eating grin the whole time just waiting for miles to break#bc he KNOWS. he KNOWS miles will laugh!#and pobrecito miles just standing there trying to play it off as a weird sneeze or smthn#face lit up to 400 degrees Celsius trying to deny he ever found that lame joke funny#no seriously hobie cmon man STOP that joke literally wasn't funny at all bro i didnt eVEN LAUGH--#hobie: >:3#mi writing
155 notes
·
View notes
Text
first time reading kotlc and just got to this part:

absolutely no hate to fitzphie at all (seriously. none.) but alden, babe, they’re fifteen?? stop acting like this is set in stone because it’s absolutely not?? high school relationships rarely ever last and they also haven’t even started dating yet so literally anything could happen.like guilt tripping a teenage boy into not confessing his crush on a friend because she may potentially get into a relationship with your son is soo icky
#which like good on him for looking out for his kid but like they haven’t even kissed yet#sophie is still denying dating your son to every person she talks to#I just idk this didn’t sit right with me#seriously no hate to fizphie i just think this is a little ridiculous#also this is my first time reading so i have no idea what happens in the next book lmao#if I seem ignorant it’s because I am#kotlc#fitzphie#fitz vacker#sophie foster#alden vacker#keefe sencen
62 notes
·
View notes
Text
helloooo. clearing out some of my recordings. posting this one because i figure many people didn't choose the more aggressive dialogues with owain (i certainly didn't in any of my 'for fun' playthroughs) but it gives way to a very interesting discussion on tranquility and personhood. weirdly, i find this to be a better analogy for neurodivergence than the times the series tried to directly address it. i wish the series actually allowed us to see a conclusion to the tranquil 'problem,' especially after da2's entire plot hinging on the mage-templar conflict and Inquisition's Big Reveals about the Rite.
#no essay for this one. but i certainly have Thoughts.#“Am I to be denied personhood because I do not feel as you do?”#fr tho if i had a nickel for every time my reaction to a Situation was deemed Freakishly Apathetic and Abnormal...#dragon age#dragon age origins#warden amell#warden surana#magi origin#owain#veilguard critical#I GUESS. just to cover my bases. i say these things with love. its inquisition critical too if that helps#originsposting#< putting all my clips in this tag#video
16 notes
·
View notes
Text
Another one for the collection.
#Neil Ellice#captain?? captain!!#he's at it again#the hell you training for my guy?#he's clearly working through some things#i am unwell every time he posts this stuff#forever mad we've been denied reboot Captain MacTavish
68 notes
·
View notes
Text
i literally cannot choose a fandom that ISN’T full of people coming up with lowkey-insane and reaching theories about what the next Thing is going to be. and the creators’ initials are both TS. sasi fandom is just the taylor swift fandom except instead of people screaming “REP TV REP TV” they’re screaming “ORANGE SIDE ORANGE SIDE”
#this isn’t me denying the orange side’s existence by the way#at this point there’s no denying that he’s a Thing#i am just saying though that i see a post about him every two seconds#and it’s almost as frequent as the amount of times i’ll be scrolling on tiktok and i see someone going REP TV REP TV!!!#this isn’t /neg at all i have fondness in my heart for both of these communities#sanders sides#taylor swift#thomas sanders
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
really really funny to post a whole long well-thought-out thing about how i no longer identify as plural then immediately get into a week long argument with myself(s) about whether that's true
#fucking classic behavior honestly#like yeah okay maybe i AM a little plural.#however it generally causes me extra stress and problems to focus on or think about it too much#as opposed to many people who say that it is freeing for them#the only way i got out of a years long crisis about The Self(s)#was to embrace a philosophy of 'the Self is made up and fake; you werent pretending but you also#dont have to keep the facets of yourself so sharply separated if it no longer feels right.'#and i was like okay❤️yay👍#however then theres also stuff like.#me being caught in a bfrb loop this morning until sawyer switched in and was like stop it dumbshit we're doing other stuff now#and then the urge instantly went away and we dissociated and wrote this post#and started arguing over whether the past several years have been a different host#like wtf am i supposed to do with that..............#i literally just declared that none of this applies to me would you shut the fuck up#like at the same time i do experience and believe in a continuity of 'me'. trying to deny that just makes things worse#i just disagree with myself sometimes it's whatever#have i been sitting here at work half dissociated thinking about this for a fucking hour. this is what happens#we dont fucking sleep enough.#and also what happened before we initiated the 'its literally fine to not think about it much and just exist' rule#wheres that post thats like EVERY ME IS ME BABY I AM THE MASK AND THE WEARER#wait. new pinned post time#aphelion.txt#system tag
8 notes
·
View notes
Text
Behold
My most precious little guy


The cutest guy


My most favorite creature


A gift


#talk tag#missing him!!!!!#my dad is selling his house and moving to the beach so he can indulge in his Kite Addiction#which means i am about to be cruelly denied kitty time for even more extended periods of time#been thinking hard about this (devestated)#staring at pictures of him. yearning...#to live without a cat is to be in an eternal state of suffering#im being dramatic but gosh. its so so sad#hes the best#i miss him every day (last seen; 5 hours ago)
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
born to run album so deeply aware of the tragedy of its idealism and this is its main strength and i love it deeply
#it's how he sings it... it never stops sounding like a dream it never loses its magic. it knows how it ends and it's still... full of magic#and there is wisdom in it and there is sadness in it and every song is full of wounds#and... there is magic... magic that partially owes itself to retrospection even?#parts of it are voices of the dream as it was preserved in time but the most prominent emotion is the all-consuming familiarity#with the timeline refusing to deny the fairytale...#i have this on vinyl HOW LUCKY AM I#letters from stephanie*
7 notes
·
View notes
Note
From the faint clues strew about, I’m kinda getting the sense that Avi met a very tragic end over a betrayal. A few earlier redacted I’m taking a guess is Avi and I really don’t like the implications…
“About anything winged being doomed”
…I think Avi meets a horrible death, and it already hurts to think about the details being revealed because they care so much about Avi, so Avi dying? Sounds like just another horrible fallout… which seems to be every arc actually. Do all arcs just end in pain?
👀👀👀
...
y'know, i think you're onto something with that whole "do all arcs just end in pain?"
#ange answers#hhau#anything winged is doomed <3#one day i'm gonna go through the rambles looking for all the [REDACTED] bits#because i don't even remember what crumbs i've left out there pff#bUT are you. a detective 🕵️#that being said#i am not confirming or denying any guesses or assumptions—#maybe just that the arc ends WILL be tragic <33#yeah that might be a pattern#a bit of hope a bit of safety a bit of companionship#but it all inevitably gets torn away from them. every. single. time. doesn't it?
10 notes
·
View notes
Text
god the hits really don’t stop fucking coming do they.
#genuinely cannot take much more of this#i hit my limit about 4 weeks ago#and it just won’t fucking stop#coming up on six weeks of having varying levels of Horrors(tm) happening to me on a weekly basis#and sometimes multiple Horrors(tm) in a week#lost my job#my cat died#had an asbestos scare#my partner’s cat almost died#he had to have emergency surgery#and then when he came home had to go straight back to the emergency vet to have emergency surgery a second time bc they fucked up#had a huge fight with my partner bc oh yeah this whole time we’ve also been moving!!!#but there was some stupidly unnecessary drama around the security deposit/getting the old house clean#and this whole time while grieving and losing my income and all of this shit I am also still a disabled/chronically ill person#so I’m forcing my body to keep working through increasingly instense flare ups#on top of all of this we have a houseguest who has vastly overstayed their welcome.#they’ve been here for SIX WEEKS and are showing no signs of going home#so much shit has happened in the past six weeks that I don’t even know if I’m remembering all of it here in these tags#and now. I have been denied for unemployment and received a notice that I have to pay back what they already paid me#bc i ‘missed the deadline to verify my identity’#except they NEVER SENT ME THE IDENTITY VERIFICATION LETTER#I’ve been keeping an eye out for it and I’ve kept every letter I’ve received from them#nothing has the verification password.#I filed an appeal but the confirmation page said it could take weeks to get a hearing#so what the fuck am I supposed to do in the meantime#i wish I were fucking dead to be honest#that would be preferable to the last six weeks
9 notes
·
View notes
Text
there's some things happening in the lab that i feel good about but at the same time i still need time to process them
#some days are heavy for me but let's just say people around me are seeing i don't give up even when i'm wobbling#and they're happy. they respect me even. people with more experience#some even complimented me. or how i dress. someone yesterday told me#'you're perfect. i asked out of curiosity. there's no fixing you have to do'#i've been thinking about it since. feels weird to be openly told these things unprompted#i still can't trust people. and i lowkey don't want to become friends with 'coworkers'#but if all these things weren't malicious on their part. it just feels good i suppose. to receive compliments#from people who see me and see how i handle situations all around#feels alien. i'm not used to talking to people or having this much social time while working every day. guess it's good training#i've been doing so good that i was told#'you? you used to be shy and not confident? how? you look so focused and like you'd eat a person if they angered you'#LIKE. ME. FULL 5'1 ME LOOKS HOT AND STRONG TO PEOPLE. AND LIKE I GOT CONFIDENCE. WHAT!#they're doing some reverse psychology shit on me. because now i am thinking maybe i've always been like this#i just kept being pushed down by people around me who were insecure and needed me on their level. and when i' not with them i am free#so anyway. i got lots to think about thanks to these people. more positive things than not#and since fate hates me. my mother haunts me here too because in the lab there's a former student of hers#not in my group/physical lab thank god. and she can't talk to me without talking of my mother first (or only)#and she's such an unpleasant person who makes such shitty comments and gets away with them. lmao#but overall things are doing so good that as usual i get paranoid#but i can't deny it just feels good to be openly appreciated or complimented#so. time to process these things as well#today will be full of work and i need lots of coffee. lmao
3 notes
·
View notes
Text
i dreamed that i overheard something and it was that he didn't like me. more like could barely stand me actually
#what was more devastating is that it wasn't even like passionate hatred like when someone knows you and hates your very being#or maybe it was but it was treated so offhandedly. yknow? i guess i'm afraid of what he doesn't say#heart not worn on his sleeve. and all#and generally i make these scenarios up of people having the worst possible versions of me in their heads#but behind my back‚ without me having any way to alter that. which is what is happening any time someone just does not like you for#whatever reason they have. it's not like if you're good or if you just showcase your good qualities or let them know how much you wish they#liked you‚ then they will. fucking obviously lol#but yeah. i fear that i don't know how to sustain myself‚ i live off of others. psychically#and in this way i am defenseless#which is very bad! very bad! I don't want to let anyone erase me by denying me love#and here i go anyway. all the time every second of every hour of every day#whatever‚ you know. we say this is not your grave get out of this hole and we move on#kata.txt
4 notes
·
View notes
Note
hey girlie it’s me, sam winchesters gay lover, your mootie 🥰🥰🥰 i just wanted to let you know, that your tags on the post about that wincest video are based and i agree with every word, hashtag slay couldn’t agree more i loved reading your essay in those tags heart ❤️
omg thank you!!! i'm basically only capable of talking in essays whether people want me to or not, unfortunately
i just have a lot of feelings on this topic and the whole "canon or not canon" argument is weird to me; the themes are pretty darn clear in supernatural (it is NOT known for its subtlety) so idk man. they don't have to kiss to be canon. and they don't have to have a romantic relationship to be canon either. how many times do they get into relationships with other people only for it to be treated as cheating/betrayal/abandonment, only for them have to give up that relationship in order to reaffirm their devotion to their brother
that's just what the text says. i'm not under any kind of delusion that they have some secret sexual or romantic relationship, but that doesn't change that sam and dean are each other's most important person regardless of that. which is really awesome imo, that romance isn't treated as more important than whatever horrible thing they have with each other, and that they don't have to consummate their relationship with romance/sex in order for it to be the most important one they have
(and of course there's romantic/sexual subtext, like parallels and metaphors and misunderstandings and jokes, but to me that just provides a solid foundation for presenting this relationship between them as the most important even though it's not romantic or sexual—because this language of romance is the only one we know, really, when it comes to writing important relationships between characters. it's the only one we know in our own personal lives, to a large extent. so you use the romance/sexuality to symbolize the actual bond they have. which is so much worse lmao)
anyway i think spn is fairly unique in this way because of how no other relationships can really ever stand parallel to the one they share; even in other shows that center male friendship, romance is allowed to coexist with brotherhood. for sam and dean, it's not, and that becomes a point of tension and conflict and resolution many, many times over the course of the show. so like yeah!!! just because it's not romantic or sexual doesn't mean it's not canon, in the sense that their relationship is the point of the show, and it is the most important relationship they have. they chose each other above all else, every single time. yknow, it's "the epic love story of sam and dean" and all that
#ask#sorry. i did not intend to write another essay about this#but as i said i am only capable of talking in essays. my apologies#to be honest the only reason i have so much to say about this is because i have seen some truly baffling takes about what sam and dean are#and every time i see one i have to sit here and think about it. like how did you arrive at that conclusion. what are you watching#mostly in terms of like. people saying sam and dean are not weird and codependent and enmeshed with each other#that's just blatantly not true because again. this show is about sam and dean and their relationship. textually subtextually metatextually#the concept of even having to defend their relationship as canon is as confusing to me as having to defend umm rubysam is canon#or something#like it happened. they were together in canon. we saw them have sex. you can't say rubysam isn't canon because it's right there#same thing with sam and dean. the difference is the nature of their relationship and the fact that i guess people don't want to like#think of it as canon when it's not romantic????#it's such a no-brainer kind of thing. like the fact that i'm sitting here trying to explain myself is embarrassing me bc it's like#no shit sherlock#but again the only reason i am thinking about this so much is because i keep seeing people trying to deny or downplay their relationship#in the first place#which is BIZARRE to me#like idk i don't see people trying to deny that ummmm fuck. killua and gon hxh aren't canon friends#that they don't even like each other#wow i'm seriously rambling. apparently i have more to say about this topic than i originally conceived#idk man i get people are uncomfortable with incest but the point is that it's like. not. their canon-ness is not related to incest#they're just insane about each other and they are each other's most important person. they are more important than romantic pursuits#the uniqueness is that it trumps all other relationships and cannot coexist with any others. that's what's so canon about it#it's not just friendship. it's not just brothers. it's not just husbands. it's everything and nothing and so much more all at once#shrugs. sorry for rambling AGAIN#i hope i'm making sense here#supernatural#wincest#spn posting
16 notes
·
View notes