#and i dont belong there!! sorry girls it wont happen again i swear

[jakowskis]

[slashingdisneypasta]

Total Drama Villains x Reader || Drabble Set

Plot: You forget to take a towel to the shower and only realise after the shower, so you open the window to stick your head out and ask whoever's out there (Hoping someone is out there) to grab you one but to your chagrin- there's just a villain.

Includes: Chris, Heather, Mal and Scott.

Warnings: Mmmm, I dont think so. Swearing? A kiss?

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All:

You slowly look around the room, very very aware of the fact that you're naked and cold in a room that does not have a great lock on it. "Ohhhhhh no." The words come out low and steady... but are just brimming with panic.

No. Towel.

No towel!!

Finally you gasp, covering the bottom half of your face with your hands and looking at the benches and the sinks in dread. You accidentally came in here without a towel!!

The sudden sound of footsteps out the back of the cabin rips a gasp from your throat and you lunge at the window, unlatching the lock and opening it to see who it is. Before you even stick your head out, you're calling for whoever it to stop. Please. Hold on! I need your help!

Chris McLean:

*You are an adult camper.

When you actually see who's standing out there, you groan. Chris McLean stands outside on the grass, hands in his pockets and an intrigued look in his eyes. He know's he's about to be amused, or he's going to amuse himself depending on what kind of trouble you're in- or what kind of help you apparently need.

"What's up?~"

"Nevermind."

"Oh no no no! Come on, you can confide in Uncle Chris, cant you?"

A whine tumbles out of you. Uncle Chris?? Grooooooooss. He see's and acknowledges your disgusted reaction to him calling himself that, but just giggles. He doesn't leave, to your utter annoyance.

What other choice do you have?? Rolling your eyes, you look down at your feet instead of meeting his beady eyes and wiggle your toes. And mutter suuuuper quietly, half hoping he doesn't hear you. "I forgot to bring a towel... and I really need one... " And, this part you say especially quietly. For seriously asking Chris fucking McLean for a hand would be akin to letting your dignity pack its bags and fly the coop. "... and would you please get one for me... "

"... Sorry, I didn't catch that. What didja say?"

Oh god. A little louder, you say shortly. "... I forgot a towel... "

Chris smirks at that, rolling back on the feels of his feet. "And? What would you like from me, Y/N?"

Finally too frustrated to keep playing this stupid game with the show's host, you snap your eyes up to his and cross your arms. "Fine! Damnit. Get me a towel, please."

Immediately, a cat like grin slowly spreads across Chris' face. Its the most evil thing you have ever seen.

"Now why would I do that when I could get Chef here to send in a buncha rabid bats with you and flush you out?" Christ teases - no, threatens. But then again, does he know the difference in the first place? - , that famous, alabaster white, terror instilling grin on his face as usual. "Now that's, good TV!"

You groan, head falling back on your neck, in frustration. "Chrr-ris!!"

"Ha ha! Well? What do you expect?" You cant argue with that, but you cans till groan again. "Okay, fine. I'll get you a towel! But what will you do for me, heh? Nothing comes for free."

"Oh, don't I know it. I've been on this show for 3 seasons now." For some reason.

"Heh heh."

"Fine, I'll... " Ugh, something for Chris... You blow air out of your cheeks slowly, in thought. What would Chris like? Well, he'd sure get kick out of you getting one of your friends hurt but that's sure as hell not happening. Finally, after a few moments, you get an idea. And scowl. "I'll be sure to drum up some drama for you. Good TV, right?"

"For sure! Promise?~"

Sighing, you lean tiredly on the window sill. "Oh, I cross my heart and hope to die." You promise him like he's a child, which he basically is. Chris McLean has got the maturity level and the intelligence package of a 7 year old on crack.

"Wicked! Heh heh, this'll be good. Okay, hang tight. I'll be back."

You smirk at his retreating back.

~

When he finally gets back and hands you a towel - a much nicer towel then what you and the other campers have been using. Which is nice? But also, you cant help but worry about what kind of strings might be attached to it, - through a crack in the door, you carefully wrap it around your body and tightly tuck it in.

"I'll want that towel back" He snaps, cranky. Why?? He could've just gone and gotten you your towel! "I imported that from Fiji!"

Of course he did.

Now you take a deeeeeeep breath, gathering all your courage, and killing the butterflies reeking havoc in your stomach. Then open the door again and grab hold of the front of Chris' signature teal shirt and wrench him close before he can walk too far off.

And you smash your lips together and slam your eyes tightly closed.

When you pull back from the kiss - a horrible, unpleasant, bad kiss, - you immediately wipe your mouth with your arm and let him go. But when you reveal your mouth again, you're for damn sure smirking at the stunned man. "Is that dramatic enough for you, Chris? A camper and the host? Scandalous- I bet we'll be front page news."

Then quickly you lock yourself inside the bathroom again, not really caring for his reaction- which only comes, finally, minutes later when you're half way dressed.

"DAMN IT Y/N!!"

Heather:

"Hm." Heather crosses her arms, an evil smirk on her lips- opportunity has knocked on her door. Or, the inside of the shower cabin. "You need something from me. Well! What will you do for me return? Hm?"

As expected. "I will vote for whoever you want me to at 2 different instances of your choice going forward. Except for myself, I wont vote myself out."

She thinks for a moment, but definitely looks pleased. "Three, different instances of my choice."

Fucks sake- "Fine! Just- please! I'm getting cold and one of the boys could come in here at any time and see me butt ass naked!!"

Uncrossing her arms and setting her hands on her hips instead, Heather laughs. "Oh- one of these boys? Shower? Haha. Have you smelled them??"

You blush darkly at her joking with you; At your worry but not your expense, before shaking your head of silly feelings and usher the pretty girl Heather, forward. "Go! Go! Get my towel already."

"Be right back." She rolls her eyes, heading off.

~

When she gets back, she reaches up to the window with the towel and you gratefully take it, beginning to dry off any drips from your body and get dressed as quickly as possible. "Thank you Heather!!"

"Mhm, yeah. Sure."

A few minutes later when you leave the door, Heather's waiting for you on the porch and you basically have a small stroke- jesus christ, why is she there!? STILL!?

"Oh, relax. I'm just cashing in some of your part of the bargain." She sneers, walking closer to you and pressing a sharp fingernail into your chest. "Dont forget, you owe me now."

"I remember Heather, we did this like 10 minutes ago."

"Good." She smiles, a tint of evil to it still. Pleasantly surprised that you're being so obedient. She leans back. "Okay, so Gwen's got to go. You got that? She's out. Vote for her and you're third done with your debt to me."

"Yes ma'am." You smirk, brushing by her and stalking off back to your cabin to put away your things.

Heather watches, hands on her hips and her own smirk on her lips. You might just be useful out of this bunch of losers. Not quite a diamond in the rough, but... better, at least. For sure. "Hm."

Mal:

"Oh- Mike!" You exclaim excitedly as soon as you see the lanky, dark haired boy. What luck!!

But then he slowly turns around; A dark, sinister grin on his face and hair over one eye. And your heart immediately drops.

This is not Mike. Neither is it Chester, Svetlana, Vito or Manitoba- any of which would have been just fine alternatives for this moment.

This has to be fucking Mal. You've met him before, and absolutely nevermind on the luck front.

"Nope." Yep- the grizzly, deep voice that responds to you can belong to no one other then Mike's chaotic evil alter. Shit. Shit, shit, shit. You continue to chant curses in your head as he turns around fully and comes forward, looking up with evil glinting in his eyes at you like a twisted Flynn Rider to your Rapunzel.

The kind that makes you rather stay inside your tower- its safer here then out there with him. You don't go out to meet the rabid pit bull!!

"Ummm, nevermind! Go about your business, I'm fine here. See ya!"

"Oh no. What'd you want from little Mikey?" He asks, crossing his arms and tilting his head to the side, cruelly inquisitive. You chew on your bottom lip. Damn it; You've peaked his interest. Fuck.

"Um... " The sound comes out quiet and insure as you look down at the grass before his feet instead of his face. You're so nervous. "Well, I... I forgot my towel before I took my shower, and uh... I was just gonna ask him if he could go get me one."

For a moment, he's silent. Your gaze flickers up to his face to see an utterly wolfish look on his face, eyes gleaming with mischief before averting your eyes again to the grass.

Then a loud puff of hard, unpleasant laughter escapes him. He doubles over, holding his stomach as he guffaws at your embarrassing situation. You roll your eyes and cross your arms.

"Oh shut up," You snap, bravely- making him cut off his laughter immediately and look at you. You dare to fucking talk to him like that? "Come on, go get me a towel, please!! I'll owe you one."

After a moment, he stands up straight again and crosses his arms. Yes, he could do something horrible to you right now to teach you not to talk back to him; but it looks like you're going to struggle without his help. All he has to do is watch! "Hmm, nope!"

"Come on!"

"Not gonna happen."

"Ugh." You groan, leaving the window and Mal and plopping down on a bench. Fucking bastard.

This is so awkward. Especially since you know he's still out there!! And he could send someone in at any time.

... Minutes later, and you're still dripping wet but now freezing fricken cold, a towel is flung in through the still open window and lands on the wet floor near your feet. Your eyebrows fly up your forehead, as you look from it in surprise and to the window.

Mal's voice calls through it. "There! Its no fun if you just sit and bear your punishment." Huff. You can just imagine the cute boy - the look works for Mike, but is just very odd on Mal, - crossing his arms and setting his jaw, or even pouting. His voice just sound sooo frustrated. "I'll get you another time, anyway. Everyone will go down, eventually."

"Oh... mhm, oh sure." I mean, I can at least listen to his evil babble since he got me a towel, you think as you start drying yourself down and getting dressed.

A moment after you've got your shirt on, the door is kicked open and Mal stands on the threshold, making you jump. "Jesus christ!- "

"Kiss thank you?"

"Get outta here!" Absolutely not!

Scott:

Peering out from the window, you nearly miss the boy leant up against the cabin beneath you, in fact you would have- if it weren't for his bright orange hair. You gasp, unintentionally getting his attention and smiling brightly when he looks up to find you. "Scott!"

A confused, yet somehow still evil expression paints his face. "Y/N?? What are you doing?"

"Well farm-boy, how do you feel about giving a lady a hand??"

Scott snorts, getting off the wall and stepping back to see you properly. "Lady? I don't see any lady here."

Oh- Bastard. You look back into the bathroom before disappearing from the window for a moment before returning, and promptly clobbering him with an empty shampoo bottle. "You see her now!?"

"Ugh... yeah." He grumbles more malleably now, much more open to suggestion as he rubs his forehead. "Sure, now I see her... ow."

Now you feel a little bad. He looks so pitiful when he's in pain... and yes he's a rat but... its still not okay to hurt someone. You aren't Chris. And also you're getting colder and colder as the water drips unimpeded down your skin and maybe its making you soft. "Ohh... okay, I'm sorry."

He glances up at you, surprised at your apology. "Ahh, no problem, I guess... " Did someone just apologise for whacking him on this show? He crosses his arms, raising a curious look to your disembodied head. "Uhh, what'd you need a hand, with?"

"I... kinda... forgot a towel... could you please go get one for me??"

For a moment you watch his eyes narrow and a wicked grin flicker at the corners of his mouth and get anxious that he's going to ask for something in return- before he rolls his eyes and just shrugs, turning and heading off to the cabin. "Yeah, sure, whatever. Be right back- try not to gather too much attention, haha."

As he walks off, you duck under the window again, sighing in so much relief. "Thanks, Scott!"

~

When he returns, you're waiting at the door and crack it open just enough to get the towel from him immediately- which you quickly wrap around yourself comfortably and sigh. "Thank you so much!"

"Hm. No problem." He huffs, wondering why the hell he did this for you anyway and crossing his arms again.

From inside, you carefully ask: "Are you gonna get weird if I hug you now?"

Immediately Scott's ears go bright red and he quickly loses every little bit of cool-guy vibe from a moment ago. "I-In your towel?? N-No!! I mean- yes!" He rubs the back of his neck, looking away from the door like its you, or he'll accidentally spontaneously develop x-ray vision and damnit, he's a gentleman. "I mean... " Or at least he tries to be.

Grinning, because Scott's unexpectedly cute now that you've flustered him, you quickly open the door, hug him quick, then close the door again and shout 'BYE'.

[happys-crazy-queen22]

Little Birdie part II

Gif credit @knockknockchicagopd.

Requested on wattpad.

Hope you all enjoy.

Taglist @nocturnalherb16. @jesseswartzwelder. @mypridefulsoul27

Erin came into work that morning into a unexpected Voight storm.

"If I catch anyone telling Y/N my business". Hank huffed, his hands on his hips. "I'm suspending you".

"What's going on"? Erin asked, a confused look on her face.

"You! My office now"! Hank pointed to her than to his open door.

"What'd I do"? Erin cautiously walked past Voight.

"I took you in, Erin. You're like a daughter to me and this is the thanks I get"? Hank came in behind her and shut the door.

"I honestly have no idea what you're talking about". She turned in her seat and stared at Hank.

"You told Y/N about the crash and shooting".

"No, I didnt. I haven't seen her since she left".

"Dont play dumb with me, Lindsay. I know it was you".

"I swear. I didn't. You got the wrong girl because this isn't a man's work. This is a older lady's doings". Erin laughed, getting up from her seat, patting Hanks shoulder and walking out.

"Trudy". Hank gritted his teeth as he jogged out of his office and down the stairs. Opening the gate, he saw Trudy talking to you.

"What brings you here, Y/N"? Hank asked, catching his breath. Between his anger and jogging he was a little out of breath.

"Just checking in with Trudy here and was going to see if you wanted to go to lunch"?

"So Trudy is your little birdie? Cause I talked to Erin and she swears she didnt tell you. I know none of the guys will say anything because well they're scared of what I'll do to them".

"I dont know what you're talking about, Hank". Trudy shook her head.

"I think he's losing it. The crash must of done something to his head". You tilted your head and pushed out your lips, like you were thinking.

"I'm not losing it. I know it was Trudy. So stop playing games with me".

"Wow, you are like a dog with a bone. Just keeps at it". You and Trudy laughed.

"I want to sleep in my own bed and I want to be with you. But I have to get this bird because I cant have them worrying you. Cause everything is fine"? Hank let out a breathy sigh.

You stepped closer to Hank, taking his hand in yours. "You could've been hurt or worse, Hank. They were protesting you. I could've lost you and I wouldnt have known. So you can be mad all you want and continue your bird hunt or you can let it go and come back to bed where you belong".

"Fine. I'm sorry, I didnt tell you. You're right, I should've said something about it but I just didnt want to worry you".

"I know. This job, worries me but you not telling me about it, scares me. I'm afraid that I'll lose you". You squeezed his hand.

"I'm sorry. It wont happen again". Hank smiled.

"Okay. So are you free for lunch"?

"Yeah, let me go get my jacket". Hank kissed your forehead and took off up stairs.

"So what were you saying"? You asked Trudy before being introduced.

"He got punched and then he went Rocky on the suspect".

"This all happened this morning? It's not even noon yet and he's already getting into altercations with suspects. What am I going to do with him"? You laugh to yourself as Hank came down the stairs.

"Ready to go"? He asked putting his arm out for you to take.

"Yeah. So how's your morning been"? You asked, waving to Trudy.

"Quiet. Typical morning. Why"?

"Just asking". You rolled your eyes with a chuckle. This man was going to be the death of you.

[theravencawsatmidnight]

Rabbit

Pt iiiiii

Draco finds a Hufflepuff attempting to cheat. He torments her, keeps her under his wing becoming possessive , unsure of his feelings. After turning Reader into a Rabbit he realizes how much of an ass he was. But now hes in Azkaban for his crimes.

Tags/ @goofygobber @khemz1312 @rosiehufflepuff @trashyvicks

“Draco!” you fell to your knees reaching into the cell trying to get to him but he was too far from you. You whimpered tugging at the bars for a minute till giving up, you leaned on the bars huffing hard.

“Oh Rabbit” Draco got up making his way to you , the chain around his ankle dragging behind him . “how did you get here hm?” he sat back down by the bars reaching through to take your hand in his . He watched you yank his hand up to your face to cry into it and he pouted at the sight. “Adorable” teased the cheeky man.

“I…i i ..” it was hard to even speak, it had been months since you saw him.. Months of worrying.. Being scared for him..

Draco tapped your forehead so youd look at him. “I asked you a question Rabbit yeah?”

“Fred and .. George…” you told him, grabbing his hand again to cry into it. Draco leaned against the bars with a heavy groan. “Oh yeah? Interesting, well I guess cheaters help cheaters out? hm?

“Are they hurting you…”

“Sometimes,” he pointed to a cut on his left cheek; it was a long gash under his eye to his cheek. “Been growing my hair out too,” he turned his head side to side; it did get long. Past his ears almost to his neck. “Like it?”

“Why are you so calm… Draco your in Azkaban”

“I belong here Rabbit” Draco told you, pulling your hands through the bars this time to rest them on his lap so he could hold em. “Don't say i dont, I do. I was awful to you ya know?��

“I know but.. Your different now..” you tried to get closer, as close as the bars between you and him would let you.

“That doesn't make what i did okay love.”

“I . that night with you. I think-”

Draco put his fingers to your lips. “No no, don't you dare say it was okay , it wasn't. I'm sorry about that i truly am.”

It was all too much for you, he was acting like this was nothing to him, just another hiccup no bother. “As long as your okay…” you told him, still very much upset.

“Im fine, im more concerned about you. Hows that bloody school? Anybody giving you a hard time?” Draco squeezed your hand. “ my Father?”

“We-well..” Draco noticed you were fumbling words and trying to get your hand back from him . He moved closer, making the chain click against the cold floor. “What's been happening Rabbit.” he asked you with a different tone, he was angry.

“My-my House, they wont even look at me, all of Slytherin taunts or torments me about you, saying you are dead in some hole.. I .. i dont understand .. and …. And… Lucious.. Will pull me into his office and question me but i never say anything. He aims his wand at me and I think hes threatening me but.. I always run away.. Draco?”

The man pulled away from you to slam his fist on the bars scaring the hell out of you at first.

“That bloody House, fuckin snakes.. I dont even know what to say about those badgers and my Father? “ he grabbed your hand pulling you close so your face was touching the bars “if he hurts you, i swear ill be in here again, a lot longer. “

“Draco no,.. Im okay, promise i ..”- something tingled around you and pink smoke was gathering around your legs. “I.. no ! no not yet!!” looking up you saw Draco had removed his hand to stroke your cheek. “Looks like our times up love.”

“No please, longer.. Ill come back ! i promise!” your stomach was turning pink.

“Its okay if you dont, i dont want you to get in trouble again, “ he stood up slipping his arms through the bars to lean on them and you shot up grabbing his happy face in your hands.

“Please.. Draco.. I wanna see you again.. Im scared i .. “ you were crying now and the man pouted his lips as he wiped your tears. “Cmon now Rabbit, dont go bothering the twins to see me okay? Ill be out before you know it.”

“I.. okay.. “ you choked out a breath and Draco tipped your chin up. “Give us a kiss Pet.”

The smoke was rising and you moved forward pressing your lips to his; he tasted so sweet to you, so .. happy.. Care free. The smoke was gathering around your neck now making you break the kiss. “I .. uhm.. Im planning on opening a shop! In Diagon Alley.. Its potions i.. The Wet Nose its gonna be called.. Find me .. okay!?” you were starting to fade away.

“Ill do that rabbit. Be good, okay? For me?”

“Ill be good…” you held out a smokey hand to the man and Draco just winked at you again making another kissey face as you faded away.. Back to Hogwarts...

[lots-o-stuff]

Karasuno Team with S/O HC (GN)

This actually took me forever but I’m so happy with how it turned out, also i figured out i cannot for the life of me write for quiet/nervous/shy characters very well so sorry for how Asahi, Kiyoko, Yamaguchi and Yachi turned out...

also sorry Kageyama’s was so short

Daichi:

daddy i mean Daichi is hot, you are hot, therefore you are both a very hot couple

Honestly you being with Daichi means you’ve replaced Suga as team mom hinata has called you mom on multiple occasions

Y’all act like a married couple it actually annoys the team how much you love each other

This man is protective, P R O T E C T I V E, and jealous like Tanaka and Nishinoya better not hit on you because Dadchi will destroy them

Although he doesn't mean to he def shows you off, it's just he loves you so much he can't keep his hands off you 

Sugawara:

y’all are chaotic as FUCK

I mean everyone knows suga is the chaotic one out of the 3rd years but when the two of you are together? be prepared 

because you two can be as bad if not worse than Tanaka and Nishinoya which raises Asahi’s blood pressure 

you both are also very thicked skinned, so you tease each other relentlessly and brutally honestly Daichi would be so confused, think y’all are fighting 

Doesn’t really care about pda or showing you off but is NOT afraid to show people who you belongs too ;)

Asahi:

Nervous baby boi, definitely didn't make the first move

constantly worried he’s gonna mess up, please assure him he’s doing fine, again he's a nervous baby boi

Daichi and Suga find it hilarious how confident you are compared to Asahi and constantly tease him for it, like during practice, class, breaks, after school, anytime they can.

N E ways, this man absolutely adores you, Noya calls him a simp and he just doesn't know what it means and when they (tanaka and noya) explain it to him, he's just like, ok? and?

He doesn't show you off thinking you won't like it but if you give him the ok hell subtly show you off, just small touches, etc

Nishinoya:

U L T I M A T E   S I M P

this boi will literally take a bullet for you, no joke

he loves you soo freaking much it's unbelievable, and everyone knows it, Suga is proud of him, Kiyoko is just glad that the attention is off of her

You are probably the only person who is able to calm Noya right down, and the team LOVES you because of it, calms down noya? is pretty? and smart? done the team loves you

If you don’t think this man is showing you off then you have a different Nishinoya, everyone under the sun knows about your relationship, he’ll be gassing you up in front of everyone man.

Tanaka:

U L T I M A T E   S I M P   PT.2

has definitely ask you to step on him unironically he’ll die if you do

was actually so nervous to talk to you at first that when you walked into the gym to give him something the team thought he was sick because it was so ooc

he is honestly a baby behind closed doors, he wants your attention and will throw a fit if you don't give it, and like he gets very jealous very quickly

he is showing you off, no questions asked.

Kageyama:

now at first people think you two barely know each other cold stares am i right?

I mean kags isn’t a huge talker so seeing you two together they assume you are acquaintances  

but in reality you two know each other better than anyone else

you two are each other’s safe haven i wish

doesn’t show you off except when hinata is around

Hinata:

THIS BOI HAS ENERGY, E N E R G Y, DO YOU? WHO KNOWS BUT IF YOU DONT YOU ARE GONNA HAVE TO START BREWING YOUR COFFEE WITH REDBULL

ok that was overdramatic but still this little ball of sunshine has so much energy its ridiculous

you too are so cute, everytime the team sees you together its like watching two young kids seeing each other for the first time in a week, does that make sense? probably not

he seriously loves you though and would literally walk halfway across the world for you

he will show you off to everyone, EVERYONE, the team, his class, his family, random strangers, everyone

Tsukishima: 

Get ready to be teased, at all times, breakfast lunch and dinner, 24/7

but tease him back, seriously this boy has NO clue how to show his affection so he does what he knows best being salty

anyway no one realises you guys are dating for ages because you act the same and just insult each other for fun

THIS BOY, I swear to god, THIS BOY, is a jealous, clingy ass, he wont show it in public but ooooo when you get home? ;)

He won’t show you off, at all, not even to prove to ’The king’ that he is better, because “he has pride”

Yamaguchi:

HE IS BABY! NO QUESTIONS

honestly think he DID make the first move but it was so awkward and rushed you probably missed half of what he said but once it clicked that he was confessing to you, omg your blush made him feel so proud

When he introduces you to the team Tanaka and Noya lose it that he is with someone as cute as you

He is so scared that you are gonna leave him that you need to reassure him please reassure him

The only person this boy will show you off to his Tsukki, and its just because he wants his best friend and Partner to get along Tsukki is secretly proud

Yachi

OMG BEST GIRL

she was just too adorable for you too resist!

you whole relationship is you too braving the world together knowing that you are safe with each other

You probably get a huge talking to by the team when they meet you for the first time and Yachi introduces you as her partner

She is too afraid to show you off, but is happy to talk about you to Kiyoko

Kiyoko

She made the first move, you don’t get a choice

She is so stoic and quiet at times that you honestly just don’t know if she cares about you

but she does, she loves you so much it's ridiculous and she makes sure you know of it when you guys are alone and in private

When you met the team most were happy for the two of you but Tanaka and Nishinoya legit started crying, just be glad Kiyoko mentioned this would probably happen beforehand

she doesn’t show you off, she doesn’t need to, you both love and trust eachother and thats all that matters

I’m seriously so proud of this, anyways please request! I do x readers, headcanons, bad fan art, fics, ships, sfw and nsfw (within reason).

[negandarylsatisfaction]

[SUMMARY: Negan keeps a close eye on his ex Deena after learning that the man she is currently with has a history of abuse.]

Negan and Deena PART TWO

Smut/drama/TW:physical abuse

"What do you wanna know about Michael?" Simon asked a bit confused as they stepped into his apartment.

"Everything. Anything you know."

"Well shit-" Simon scratched his head trying to make himself remember anything about this man on the spot.

"I dont know, I met him like a decade ago. I'd always see him at the Jackson bar on Friday nights. I dont think he has any kids. He used to date this one girl for a while but I dont know what happened with her. We used to hear rumors but-"

"What rumors?"

"I-I dont think they were true but-"

"What fucking rumors?"

"Some people used to say he'd smack his girlfriend around but I dont know man, I never saw any proof."

Negan knit his brow giving Simon a death stare.

"And you didnt think to tell me this after I told you the mother of my child was with this man?"

"Negan I-" before Simon could finish Negan grabbed him by the collar and gave him a hard shake.

"You didnt think to tell me my woman could be with someone dangerous!"

"Your woman? Negan I swear I didnt remember." Negan didnt respond staring at him for a moment before finally letting him go and taking a deep breath.

"What happened, did he do something to Deena?"

Negan sat down and ran his hands over his face in frustration.

"She wont tell me but I know something is not right."

"Shes not going to tell you, remember you're an asshole in her eyes so I doubt she'd tell you even if something was wrong." Simon lit up a cigarette leaning back on his chair.

"Listen, I may be an asshole but I never fucking touched Deena. I never lay a hand on her." Negans knee was shaking as he sat back and thought of what the truth could be, Simon had never seen him this concerned.

"Hey man, maybe its not even like that. You cant bombard her with it, you know how she is. She'll shut down. Just give it time, if something else looks weird, act on it but till then just wait cause we really dont know."

Negan knew Simon was right in a way. Deena wouldnt admit it even if it was true and he didnt have solid evidence.

Instead Negan was going to make it a habit now to show up more often to see Jack. Of course during his visits with Jack he'd make sure you were ok without asking you anything. He would just keep a closer eye on you.

As he planned, Negan showed up more throughout the week to see Jack. Everytime he had been there Michael wasnt there, yet he still noticed you keep to yourself more than usual. Of course you had to keep to yourself more, you didn't want to upset Michael again. Part of you knew your feelings were still strong for Negan but you didnt want to acknowledge it because of how much he had hurt you. Michael was someone new who you convinced to yourself wasnt that bad. You did call him another mans name, part of you was almost making yourself believe it was your fault what occured. Michael hadn't touched you since, as long as you didnt upset him you were fine is what you would tell yourself.

Negan was in the living room with Jack while you began cooking dinner for when Michael would arrive. You could hear Negan being playful with Jack, it was a sweet sound that made your heart flutter.

Negan sighed putting the baby down in his playpen before looking towards the kitchen. He walked in as you stirred the food, leaning his shoulder on the doorway watching you quietly cook.

"You look beautiful."

Your heart immediately began to race, trying not to put much thought to it or even look his way, you smiled.

"Thank you."

Negan slowly walked in to the kitchen looking around. He noticed some things had been changed from where you originally had them. He noticed something sitting beside the food pantry he hadn't noticed before.

"What's this?" Negan asked opening the box to find a stack of tools.

"Wait, Negan-" you ran to him taking the tool from his hand and putting it back in the box carefully.

"This is Michael's and he doesnt like it to be touched." Negans face quickly changed noticing how nervously you reacted.

"What does he live here now?"

"No. He just has some things here. That's all, just don't touch it please. Hes really picky with his things."

You walked back to the pot of food that was almost done cooking as Negan crossed his arms not taking his eyes off you. He had never seen you act this way before.

"You must really like this guy huh?" He asked just to see your reaction, he knew there was something more making you act this way.

"Mhm." You responded without making eye contact.

"Mhm." Negan pressed his lips together before you were both interrupted by the sound of the door unlocking.

"That must be Michael now."

"He has the fucking keys? Since when?"

"Negan please. I just gave it to him for today since I thought I was going to be alone with Jack." You quickly walked out to greet Michael at the door. The more Negan realized things, the more angrier he became. This man was trying to claim all of this as his. He was trying to gain a power over you and you couldnt see it.

Negan walked out of the kitchen to catch Michael with his lips on yours. Negan right away got a bad taste in his mouth at the sight before Michael looked up at him.

"Negan. I didnt know you were here."

"Yeah. Came by to check on my son and Deena. Have to make sure shes ok here by herself with him."

"Oh I'm sure I have a good watch on that." Michael quickly responded.

"Yeah well an extra eye doesnt hurt." Negan grinned trying to keep himself composed. The silence that followed made you anxious and uncomfortable.

"So are you ready for dinner?"

"Yes!" Both men eagerly responded at the same time, making you more anxious. It was clear these men did not like each other and had no problem in showing it.

Negan watched as Michael sat and let you serve him. He could tell you were nervous as you served his plate, of course you were. You had not expected Negan to stay for dinner.

"Thank you, baby." Michael said loudly as you turned to walk towards Negan with the food when he suddenly spanked your ass hard making you gasp. Negan grabbed his knee under the table hard, he knew Michael was doing this to purposely piss him off and boy was it working. As you were about to serve Negan he stood up and grabbed the pot of food from you.

"I got it, Dee. Sit down, shit you been on your feet all day."

"Dee? I've never heard anyone call her Dee." Michael cleared his throat looking up at Negan with a raised brow. Michael clearly didnt like the sound of the little nickname Negan had for you.

"Only I do. Old habit." Negan knew what he was doing and if Michael wanted to get under his skin, he knew how to get under his too. Taking a deep breath you sat down next to Jack, making sure he was comfortable in his high chair and began to eat. There was silence for a moment until Michael noticed the lid on his box of tools was not left the way he had left it the day before.

"What happened with my tool box?" Michael's question instantly made you nervous.

"Oh I-"

"That was me." Negan interrupted not liking the tone in his voice when he spoke to you.

"You let Negan touch my tool box?"

"She didnt let me touch anything. I thought it was something I had left here so I went to take a look." Negan responded confidently.

"I dont know why you would think anything here belongs to you, you dont live here."

"As far as I'm concerned, neither do you." Negan shot back.

"Ok stop." You spoke hesitantly as the men stared at each other angrily.

"Can we just enjoy dinner?"

The rest of the dinner was silent, you didn't make eye contact with either of the men. Negan stood up and was soon getting ready to leave. He leaned in beside you to give Jack a kiss. You could smell his scent close to you, Michael quietly stared at you as you stared down at your plate of food.

"Let me know if you need anything, Deena." You heard his voice close to your ear.

Negan walked out not liking the idea of him leaving you alone with Michael. In reality, what could he do without you acknowledging anything or him having proof? He would just look like a jealous man, which he could admit jealous he was. Negan left and you could feel Michael's eyes on you.

"I trust you to not let your ex touch my belongings or disrespect me."

"I told him not to touch it, Michael. I really did."

"Dont." He slammed his fist on the table making you jump. Jack began to cry making you quickly pull him out of his high chair and comfort him.

"Dont lie to me, Deena."

"Michael stop it. Im not lying to you and you're scaring Jack. You can leave." Surpsingly feeling a rush of courage when it came to Jack, you stood up with him in your arms and began to walk out the room until he unexpectedly grabbed your arm. You froze as he squeezed you and stood up staring down at you.

"Watch how you talk to me, baby."

"I said..you can leave." You felt yourself shaking as you stood your ground.

"Alright. You want me to leave? I'll leave." Michael responded calmly, a little too calm for comfort. He turned around and began to walk away making you let our a deep breath of relief when suddenly he turned around and smacked you across the face. You yelped as you fell hard to the floor holding Jack as tight as you could. Blocking his head from hitting anything you slammed your head on the bottom kitchen cabinet.

"Now I'll leave. You see what you do to yourself." Michael walked out slamming the door loudly as Jack cried loudly. Tears streaming down your eyes you cried with him.

"I'm so sorry." You whispered to Jack. Pushing yourself up off the floor you went to lock the door when Michael suddenly appeared again making you step back.

"Another thing, you tell Negan any of this I'll make sure you never see your son again. Remember my brother is a lawyer. He'll have you all fucked."

With those last words he walked out for a second time. Looking over at the table by the door you were relieved to see he had left the keys. Immediately you locked it, even clicking the bolt into place. Upset you walked up the stairs to run Jack a warm bath and calm him down. All you wanted was to call Negan to come over in that moment.

You took Jack a bath and put him to bed when you realized you had a text from Negan.

"Is jackass still around?" He texted making you chuckle softly.

"No. Alone now, baby just went to sleep." You responded in a text when suddenly you heard your phone begin to ring but when you checked, it wasnt a phone call.

Negan wanted to video call you. Your heart skipped a beat, he had never done this. What the hell was making him do it now.

You picked up the video call and found him staring very serious at the screen, he also look a bit tired.

"Figuring out your phone huh?" You teased.

"I wanted to see you." You watched as Negans eyes roamed over the screen taking a good look at you. Negan was doing everything he could to have a closer eye on you without you realizing it.

"Well you're seeing me." You responded with a smile but Negan could tell the smile didnt reach your eyes.

"I'm surprised the asshole didnt stay the night." Quickly, he saw you look away from the camera turning to the side. Looking to keep yourself occupied with something.

"Its fine. I wanted to be alone anyways."

"Guess he didn't like me being there for dinner." Negan chuckled to himself.

"He doesnt like alot of things." You muttered low.

"What do you see in that asshole, Deena?"

His sudden question caught you off guard but you didnt know how to respond.

"I know I wasnt the greatest to you but I see you with this guy and you're not you."

You stayed looking away from the camera as Negan quietly stared at you.

"Can we talk about something else?"

Negan heard a crack in your voice as you brushed your hand through your hair.

"What happened after I left, Deena?"

"Nothing happend after you-" cutting yourself off you looked up having heard a thump. Negan frowned wondering what caught your attention.

"What is it?"

You didnt respond as you slowly stood up and walked out of the room quickly checking on Jack. Thankfully he was fine and the main door was still locked. You sighed a breath of relief before getting back into your room and realizing you were becoming paranoid.

"I thought I heard something, it was just me." Negan could tell something was worrying you but you didnt want to admit what it was.

"You want me to come over, just to make sure everything is fine around the house?"

His offer made you quickly look back at him with some sort of relief in your eyes.

"I mean yes, maybe check the attic. Could be a pipe." You lied and he knew it. In all honesty you were just afraid with what had just happened with Michael. You felt paranoid about him showing up unexpectedly. Negan played along just wanting you to be comfortable and made his way to you. It was around ten at night, Negan never came over this late but you didnt mind it.Relieved to see Negan when you opened the door you let him in and quickly locked the door from top to bottom. You turned to find him staring at you strangely.

"Since when have you been using the bolt?"

Negan had placed the bolt for you a few years back but with all the locks on the door you had never used it. You never found it necessary.

"A habit I have now." You chuckled low as you walked past him. It did make you nervous that Negan was in your home, what if Michael found out in some kind of way? The thought of Michael turned your stomach.

"What did you want me to check out, doll?"

"Oh yeah, the attic. Maybe I heard the noise coming from there." Negan never seeming to be afraid of the unknown, pulled the ladder down and walked right up. It was hard not to admit to yourself that besides the differences you both have had, you could always count on him whenever you needed him.

"Just like I thought! Theres nothing up here." He yelled from the attic.

"You sure?"

"Shit, come see for yourself."

Negan chuckled as he came back down the ladder, you had always been afraid to go up to the attic alone.

"I know I heard something." You whispered as he made his way to you and leaned his face in close.

"You sure, sweetcheeks?" He teased making you chuckle. Negan loved teasing you, he always liked seeing you laugh.

"Oh stop." You playfully shoved him which only made him bounce back closer to you. The two of you stopped for a moment and stared into each others eyes. The thought of that kiss he gave you the last time made you shiver inside. But before he could reach in and kiss you, you quickly turned away. The strong pull you felt to him couldnt be denied but Michael...the thought of that man terrified you.

"Do you want a snack, I want a snack. I'll make us something quick." Negan watched as you flew down the stairs and scoffed shaking his head. He knew you wanted him just as bad.

As you reached into the cabinet Negan walked into the kitchen and leaned on the door way. You could feel his eyes on you, devouring you from head to toe.

"I know you dont give a shit about this guy." Negan spoke confidently as he slowly made his way to you. You didn't say a word knowing you couldnt react to him, thinking of the threat Michael made, you couldn't risk it.

"Fuck, Deena why do you let him control you like this?" Negan asked making you turn to him. He knew that would make you react which is what he wanted.

"He doesn't control me so quit assuming things."

"So then kiss me." He grinned as get got closer to you making you back up into corner.

"So what you're telling me to do is cheat on him."

"Oh is that what I said?" Negan chuckled with sarcasm.

"Figures you know, since you know so much about cheating yourself." You responded back with double the sarcasm making him laugh. You rolled your eyes pushing him aside but he blocked you with his arm. His expression suddenly turning more serious, he stared down at you not letting you pass him. His look was making you weak, your lips parted looking at his. You knew this wasn't right but the closer he got the more irresistible he became.

"I'm not going to kiss you." You whispered sounding anything but confident.

"Oh yeah? You sure about that?" He whispered in return wrapping his arm around your waist and pulling you against him making you gasp.

"Now what was that you said, sweetheart?"

You were now speechless, how can you resist this man? You never stopped wanting him and he never had stopped wanting you. He leaned in and you instantly melted at the feel of his warm lips on yours. He felt your body fall into his as he passionately kissed you. He took your arms and wrapped them around his neck as he grabbed your ass with both hands.

"Negan..." you whispered into his lips.

"Hm? Tell me what you want, doll." He spoke slowly and erotically. Each word pulling at your heart strings.

"I want you." You whispered feeling him squeeze you harder when he suddenly lifted you up and sat you on the kitchen counter. You could hear him unbuckling his belt as he kissed you, his hands brushing up your thighs and pulling down your shorts and underwear. Your heart was racing. You swore this would never happen again but you didnt want him to stop. He pulled back for a moment and looked at you as he pulled you towards the edge of the counter. Negan wanted you to look directly at him as he entered you. Your arms and legs were wrapped around him as he pushed in forward, the both of you moaned simultaneously at the first feel of each other. It had been too long since he felt you and he didnt know how long he could control himself before exploding.

"Holy fuck." Negan muttered as he got into rythm. Aggresivly pulling off his shirt he threw it across the room. You moaned loudly as Negan broke out in a sweat, it took alot of him not to burst with each moan you let out. You screamed as you leaned your head back against the wall, fully exposing your neck. Negan wrapped one hand around your throat and gave you a hard squeeze as he moved faster. You squealed as he used the same hand to now grab your hair pulling it back hard.

"Negan!" You grabbed onto him tightly, the sound of your voice helpless calling for him made it hard for him to control himself any longer.

"Fuck, Deena- I cant fucking hold it-" before he could finish he groaned loudly letting himself explode within you. You moaned as he buried himself deeply, his body against yours. The two of you panting uncontrollably in each others arms.

"Negan." You whispered in a shakey voice before he pulled back and slowly pulled himself out.

"Fuck, I couldnt stop it." He spoke breathlessly falling back onto the chair behind him.

"You know how long I've been waiting for that." He chuckled making you laugh.

Jack had still been sleeping while you and Negan lay in bed under the covers. Your face on his chest as he rubbed your hair back gently. It was nice forgetting everything for just a moment until Negan rubbed over a certain part of your head making you lift your head up and wince.

"Ow."

"What's that?" Negan felt the bump on the back of your head and frowned. You knew the bump must've been from when you fell and hit your head on the cabinet. You weren't going to tell Negan this so you simply shrugged.

"I dont even know how that happened. These random bruises come out of nowhere. Dont you hate when that happens." You laughed nervously and lay your head back down. Negan stayed looking down at you not liking your response.

"You know you can tell me anything right, Dee?" You hesitantly lifted your head up and looked back at him.

"What would I need to tell you? What do you mean?" Negan didnt say a word for a moment but he knew he had to. He didnt know how you would react but he couldnt continue acting like he wasnt noticing certain things.

"What I mean is that ever since you began dating that fuck, Michael, you either have some new bruise or you're suddenly nervous with shit you never were nervous about before. I know you, Deena and you sure as fuck arent acting like yourself."

"What the hell is that suppose to mean?!" You stood up quickly putting on your robe making Negan roll his eyes, he knew you would get defensive.

"Dee-" Negan tried to speak sitting up in the bed but you wouldnt let him.

"I dont know who the hell is putting this shit in your mind but leave it alone. Nobody is doing anything to me."

"Listen, I'm not trying to pick a god damn fight for fucksake." Negan got up and began to get dressed.

"Yeah? Well you are! Why dont you mind your business."

"You are my fucking business!" Negan yelled so loudly you were surprised Jack hadn't woken up.

"You know what, get out! This is why I never wanted to sleep with you again-" Negan scoffed in return.

"I beg to differ, sweetheart. With the way you felt you been wanting that just as much as I have." You stared at him in silence holding back your tears, you were not going to let him make you admit the truth.

"Get out and do me a favor dont come back unless it's to pick up Jack." You stormed out of the room making your way down the stairs to the kitchen. Negan cursed at himself angrily, the last thing he wanted to do was fight with you.

"Goddamn women." He muttered low, but he knew he had to approach this matter differently.

In the kitchen you quietly made yourself tea hearing him come down the stairs. He slowly made his way inside and leaned back on the counter beside you but you wouldnt look his way.

"Did he threaten you?" Negan asked with his arms crossed looking at the ground. Feeling a knot in your throat you couldnt respond, your silence spoke for itself making Negan look over at you.

"That son of a-"

"Negan please."

"Tell me the truth, Deena. He fucking hits you doesnt he?" His voice was stern, his eyes darkened as he looked down at you.

"It was my fault, Negan-" you cried out as Negan turned and punched the concrete wall behind him. The anger in him rising rapidly, he didnt even feel the effect on his knuckles.

"I'll kill him! I swear to God I'll fucking kill him."

"Negan, please you cant tell him anything. Please..."

"Oh for fuck sake, Deena! What the fuck does he have over you?! What is he threatening you with?!"

Negan stared down at you silently, his breathing was heavy, he studied the look in your eyes when it suddenly clicked.

"Jack." He whispered and all he saw was red. Negan quickly charged for the front door as you ran after him catching up before he could leave, you blocked the entrance.

"Negan, please you're not listening!" You cried.

"Oh I'm fucking listening, hes using our son to keep you shut. I'd like to see him try something-"

"Negan his brother is a lawyer. He threatened if I told you anything he'd make sure they'd take Jack away from me. Please, I beg you. I beg you, dont do or say anything. He doesnt do anything as long as I do what he says-"

"Do you fucking hear yourself, Dee?! As long as you do what he says? Who the fuck is he?! I know I was never an easy man to deal with but I never, ever put my god damn hands on you! Ever!" Negan turned red as he yelled, a vein pulsating hard in his neck appeared. You quietly cried before suddenly hearing Jack begin to cry upstairs. Negan sighed looking down, his fists balled up at his sides.

"Just promise me you wont say anything. Promise me."

"Ok." Negan stood aside letting you get past him to run up the stairs and check on Jack. He could hear you singing to him and ran his hands through his hair. He had never been so frustrated by a situation. He knew you were terrified for yourself and Jack and he hated that he felt like he couldnt do anything.

The next few weeks flew by peacefully, your cousin had come into town so she had been staying with you every day. With her around Michael never did anything to you. Negan knew you were safe for the time being but hated knowing Michael was still with you. You had never felt more confused, you loved Negan..you knew you did. The two of you hadn't even spoken about what happened between the two of you at all. Yet, you couldnt stop thinking about it. Jack's birthday was coming up the next day, you couldnt believe he was turning three. As excited as you were the thought of having Michael and Negan together in the same room for the first time since that night made your stomach turn. It made your stomach turn so much you actually began to feel nauseous. Brushing off the nausea, the sound of the doorbell went off and you knew it was Negan.

"Hi." You smiled as you stepped back and let him come in with a bunch of balloons.

"I picked up all these damn balloons, the cake and tomorrow I just gotta get the food." You laughed as Negan struggled with decorations and lay them out on the table.

"Thank you, I appreciate it."

Once he had everything set, he turned to you and couldn't help letting his eyes roam from your head to your toes.

"Looking good, Dee."

You blushed feeling your cousins eyes fall on you in confusion. Negan winked at you before turning to Jack and got right on the floor with him and began playing with him.

"Looking good, Dee." Your cousin muttered beside you, making fun of what she has just witnessed.

"Cut it out, Louise."

"What was that all about, he looked like he totally undressed you with his eyes." She continued making you sigh when you the wave of nausea struck you again.

This time it didnt go away and you found yourself running across the living room to the bathroom. Negan looked up with a frown then looked over to Louise as she stared in even more confusion.

"Stay with Jack." Negan pushed himself up and made his way to the bathroom door, knocking gently.

"Deena? You ok?" He could hear you continuing to throw up before you finally flushed. A few minutes later you stepped out of the bathroom looking pale and weak.

"I think it was something I ate." You whispered rubbing your head.

"Come on, let's get you to sit back."

Negan guided you by your arm to the living room when you found Louise opening the door for Michael. You froze in your steps as Negans expression quickly changed.

"Negan, what a surprise."

Negans lip twitched as Michael's eyes drifted to him holding your arm.

"Oh I wasnt feeling good-"

"So I was making sure she could make it back to the couch safely." Negan interrupted in a calm yet cold tone.

"Well I'm sure I can take over now that-"

"I got her." Negan shot back sternly.

"Its ok, Negan. I feel fine, Louise is here with me too."

"Yeah I got her, Negan." Louise agreed.

Michael and Negan didnt say a word to each other as Louise took your arm and led you to the couch. Negan walked out angrily not liking to feel out of control with this situation. You knew tomorrow would be a whole other roller coaster of emotions. It would be Jack's birthday celebration, it was already the 8th. Your heart sunk realizing what you had just thought to yourself. How could you be so stupid?

It was already the 8th and you realized you were four days late on your period.

The rest of the day you felt fine physically but you worried like never before. You knew you had a extra pregnancy test hidden in your drawer somewhere that you would take as soon as Michael would leave. When he did finally leave you asked Louise to stay with Jack while you hid in the bathroom to take the rest.

"Please don't be positive, please dont be positive." You continued to whisper repeatedly when it was time for you to look at the test and your mouth dropped open.

"Oh my God.."

It was positive.

Obviously, you knew it was Negans not having had sex with Michael in the last few weeks. Louise called out for you and you quickly hid the test and the box under your shirt and ran down stairs. Throwing out any of the evidence and without saying a word put Jack to sleep for the night.

The next day you got dressed up in a nice blue sundress for Jack's birthday. It was a very small gathering and you were excited to make this memory for Jack. Looking at yourself in the mirror you finished you make up and took a deep breath before heading out of your room. The decorations had been placed nicely in the living room. Michael was in the kitchen while Louise finished setting up the balloons. You had no idea that while Michael was in the kitchen he had discovered the box the pregnancy test came out of my accident as he was taking out the garbage.

"Deena! Can you come to the kitchen for second?" Michael called out for you as you played with Jack in the living room. You left him on the floor with Louise as you entered the kitchen with a smile excited for the day before realizing what you were walking into. Michael stood by the counter with the box of your pregnancy test in hand. The expression on your face instantly changing, you felt yourself having trouble to breathe.

"Wh-where did you get that..?"

"Oh right from your garbage can, baby." His face looked demented, he looked like a ticking bomb.

"Michael....let me explain.." you whispered as he made his way closer to you.

"Let you explain? Go ahead, explain." Michael threw the box on the table making a glass cup fall and shatter on the floor. Louise heard the noise and looked up before being distracted by the door.

It was Negan.

Louise opened the door for Negan as he came in excitedly picking his son up and wishing him a happy birthday.

"You're a big boy now, three years old." Negan grinned when he suddenly heard Michael yelling. He looked towards the kitchen door then back at Louise with a raised brow.

"I dont know." She whispered with a shrug.

"Michael please!" Negan heard you yell making him quickly give the baby to Louise and charge to the kitchen. When Negan pushed open the door he found Michael grabbing you by your hair before pushing you to the floor. You screamed before looking back and noticing Negan at the door. His eyes filled with rage, you stood up and ran to him blocking him before he could do anything.

"Negan wait- it's not what it looks like."

"Oh yeah, Deena why dont you show Negan here what it looks like huh?"

"Please, Negan just go-"

"Get out of the kitchen, Deena. I've been waiting for this shit." Negan didnt take his eyes off Michael across the room.

"Negan please, listen to me. Look at me."

"Yeah please, look at her before I have to make her shut the hell up."

"Negan!" You squealed when he suddenly pushed you behind him and charged towards Michael.

"Come on asshole, I'll give you a fair fight." Negan threw the chair that was in front of him across the room before he finally reached Michael and the two men began to fight. Both men trying to put each other in head locks as they ran into everything around them, knocking everything to the floor.

"Deena get the hell out of here!"

You stood in shock against the door way watching as Negan knocked Michael off his feet.

"Yeah...wouldnt want an unfortunate accident to happen to a pregnant woman." Michael grunted as Negan held him down before realizing what he said. Negan looked up at you in disbelief before quickly looking back down at Michael.

"Wouldnt want anything happening to that baby." He continued to taunt before Negan collided his fist with Michael's face.

"Say something stupid again, I fucking dare you. Trust me asshole, I got alot more where that came from." He looked directly into Michael's eyes but before he could utter another word, Negan punched him again. Louise had put the baby in his crib and called 911 from hearing all the commotion. She came into the kitchen and gasped at the site of the entire kitchen a mess. The rush of emotions and morning sickness started to take over you. You felt yourself tipping over to the side before bumping into Louise.

"Deena are you okay?" She yelled making Negan look up to find you struggling to stand straight.

"Louise sit her down." Negan instructed without letting go of Michael. Michael scoffed with blood pouring out of his mouth when soon you heard the sound of the cops at the door.

"My brother will handle all of you."

"Youre brother can choke on my dick." Negan squeezed down harder on Michael's neck. The police quickly entered the house and detained Michael who kept yelling at all of you as they dragged him out. Negan rushed to you, grabbing a chair and sitting down right in front of you. You instantly noticed his bloody and bruised knuckles.

"Sir, do you need us to take a look at that?" A paramedic asked Negan.

"No, this is fine-" he shook his hand not worried of any injury.

"I need you to check her." Negan motioned towards you but you quickly shook your head.

"I'm fine, I'm just dehydrated-.

"And pregnant." Negan interrupted.

"You're pregnant?! What!" Louise screamed with excitement making you chuckle. Negan himself couldnt help but smirk a bit.

"Yes, Louise. Wait-wheres Jack?" You looked around as your heart began to race.

"Hes upstairs sleeping, hes fine. Dont worry, Deena." She hugged you as Negan stayed holding your hand. "You're going to need to get a restraining order on that guy if hes bailed out. You cant be here alone with the baby, and pregnant with that mad man knowing where you live."

"Oh she wont be alone, I can promise you that."

Negan meant every word he said, he was never going to risk losing you again.

If you have ideas for a part 3 if youd like one let me know? Not sure where to go after this or if I should continue at all.

[gigiadorestaylor]

Story time - 09/29/2018

so yesterday i was seeing @taylorswift for the third time.

First time i saw her was at the 1989 Tour when i traveled all the way from Brazil (i was living there in 2015) to Chicago just to see her. My mom and I dressed up with the HYGTG outfit, we put lights on it, was really cute. Taylor had a cold that night so there was no loft89 but that didn’t stop me from having the best time ever. It was my first time seeing her and i didn’t cry which got me surprised.

(07/18/2015) - Chicago, IL

In 2016 I moved to Houston and 3 months after i moved she was playing in Austin at COTA. We got tickets 3 days before the show, we were barricade on the GA and I had the best time. I also didn’t cry idk how. That night i heard sparks fly, you belong with me, 22 and holy ground for the first time live !!!!! But i survived.

(10/22/2016)- Austin, TX

Reputation came out, my parents already knew we would have to go otherwise i wouldn’t shut up about it. I got boosts for the presale, in december i got tickets but by myself on section J cause my parents wanted me to be as close as possible and they couldn’t afford for the 4 of us to be on the floor.

The day finally came and it was time to see Taylor again.

(09/29/2018) Houston, TX

For the first time I cried. As soon as they scanned my ticket I started sobbing, my fake eyelashes came out but that didn’t matter hahahah

Again i walked into the stadium and i cried even more. (the video shows my reaction)

It was the closest i’ve ever been to the stage. I was by myself on the floor, was the first one to arrive at section J. I met these two incredible girls who I had the best time with during the show. During the opening acts i was going crazy cause i love charli so much and camila is like my favorite singer after Taylor.

I met Paul, he took a picture w me and signed my bracelet. Met Grant, Mark and Jazz and they were all amazing <3

Even when “Tequila” and “Babe” was playing, everyone was sitting down and i kept singing so loud and going crazy.

Taylor came on stage i started crying again.

I wont get into much details cause I’m already saying too much in here and probably no one will read this buuuut anyway

She was right in front of me for delicate

As soon as she started flying over us, i ran to the bstage. Security told me to go back to my seat but i was like “Taylor Swift is about to sing a song I probably never heard live before and i wanna be close.”

I literally ran through security but i made it

She played Wonderland and it was on my list of songs I wanted her to play so yayyy :))

I didn’t make it to barricade but there was literally just one girl between Taylor and I

After that, she got to second bstage and i did everything i could to get closer as well. At that point security couldnt control the fans cause everyone was going crazy

ANDDDD I MADE IT AGAIN!!!

But then she started to sing dress on the opposite side of the bstage, and I thought to myself “Yup, gotta go over there”

Guess what? I made it.

Like Taylor says, never give up on your dreams.

I went back to my seat after Dress.

During long live i cried so hard with the girls i met because taylor’s speech about it was just amazing, and i had never heard long live live before so you can imagine how i was...

Show ended and I was thinking about the fact I didn’t see anyone getting picked for rep room.

I talked to her security, the one that’s always with her, he was the sweetest person I swear!!!

Here’s my conversation with him

“Hey excuse me can i talk to you?”

“What’s up?”

“You’re part of Taylor’s team right?”

“What’s up?”

“I know a lot of people come to you with this and it’s probably annoying but is there any way for me to meet her tonight?”

“No sorry, she’s not doing any meet & greets tonight”

When he told me there was no rep room i started sobbing and he was like “Hey why you crying?” And he pressed the thing on his ears which i believe means that someone else could hear it

“I was confident i was gonna meet taylor tonight, the show i went in Chicago she didn’t have loft89 so I thought it would happen tonight”

He told me “You live here? Are you going to the dallas show ?”

“No I cant buy tickets”

“What’s your name? What would you tell taylor ?”

I startes crying even more

“Im gigi, giovanna. I just wanted to thank her for helping me through my long distance relationship and say that, once I traveled from brazil to see her but now that i live here is easier for me to come to shows, and i love her so much”

“Okay, gigi and you live here in Houston right? dont cry okay? You want a guitar pick? Here you go”

I thanked him and he had to go, talking to him made me so happy that I wasnt even sad about not meeting Taylor! For whichever reason she couldn’t have rep room last night, i hope everything is fine and her family is okay!

I haven’t given up and i believe someday i’ll be able to say thank you in person.

I love you Taylor.

@taylorswift @taylornation

[fatrainbowmermaidunicorn]

Dear Jungkook (Jungkook x You) // FINAL

MASTERLIST

"Good morning baby, I've missed you at breakfast today," Jae Min peeked his head through Y/N's door, greeting Y/N who leaning against her bed reading a book. She looked up and close the book, flashing a wide smile after seeing Jae Min.

"Morning oppa. Yeah, I dont feel hungry just yet," Y/N shrugged. Jae Min took a seat beside her on the bed, giving her a kiss on the cheek before looking straight into her eyes.

Y/N, the girl of his dreams, his fiance.

That thought should make him haply but instead it sends a heavy feeling in his heart. He peered into Y/N's eyes again. Despite the bright sunny smile she is flashing him, Jae Min can see her puffy red eyes and swollen nose. Her eyes looks dead, there's no spark in them, clear evidence that she had been crying. At that moment, Jae Min got the confirmation he had been looking for. Something he hope wont be true.

Jae Min's mind drift back to his conversation he had with one Jeon  Jungkook last night. He never thought he would see the day the cocky and confident boy will come and ask for his help. Showing up in front of his room looking like hell. The young man walked in hastily once Jae Min nodded and motion for him to come in. There's no hesitation and he wasted no time to say what he came over to say.

"Jae Min, I need to talk to you,"

"Jeon Jungkook, what a pleasure," he motioned Jungkook to take a seat.

"I dont want to deal with you sarcasm today Jae Min. We dont like each other, we both know that for a fact," he sighed. Jae Min kept silent, waiting for Jungkook to continue. "I know you know why I'm here,"

"I had my suspicion. But I need to hear it from you," Jae Min answered matter of factly. Its true, he had suspected that there is something more going on between Jungkook, Y/N and Jae Eun, but he is not too sure about what it is exactly. Since both Jungkook and Y/N's father came to see him directly themselves, he is sure the issue at hand must be more serious than what he had assumed. And what better way than to have Jungkook himself explain the whole situation to him.

"I love Y/N," Jungkook said with a straight face, no longer hiding the content of his heart. Jae Min, although surprised by his blunt confession, put on a calm face, swishing the whiskey in his glass around before taking a sip, letting the young man continue. "And she loves me too,"

Jae Min raised an eyebrow. "What made you so sure about that? You do know you are talking about my fiance, right?"

Jungkook clenched his teeth at the mentioned of the word fiance. He keeps himself calm, telling himself he needs this cocky bastard if he wants Y/N back. "We are in love Jae Min. There's many things that I dont know in life, but this, trust me when I said it. I love Y/N and she loves me too," Jungkook continue on to tell him the whole story from the beginning. How they met, how he fell for Jae Eun, the seven years of emailing, the jealousy he felt during the party, the feelings he discovered when hee found out the truth about Y/N, everything. Jae Min continued to listen, taking a sip of his whiskey once in a while, not interrupting. Jungkook paused when he almost reached the end. The part that he hated the most.

"We were finally about to tell Jae Eun before annoucing our relationship to the world, but... Jae Eun beat us to the news. She is pregnant,"

Jae Min almost choked on his drink. This is news to him. Jae Eun is pregnant? What in the world? "Excuse me?"

"Jae Eun is pregnant Jae Min... with my child," Jungkook explained slowly. Jae Min is consumed with red hot anger. How dare he? He and Jae Eun might not like each other, but he still thinks of her as his little sister. He still protects her when she needs it.

"Are you fucking kidding me right now Jungkook? Do you think just because you are some hot shot celebrity you can fuck over my family?"

Jungkook hung his head low. He hated Jae Min, but he agrees with everything that just came out from his mouth. He knew he fucked up real bad this time.

"You fucking said you love Y/N but you go and get another girl pregnant? Her own cousin?! What kind of sick game are you playing?" Jae Min stood up from his chair, running his hands all over his face. He really wants to punch Jungkook right across his handome face but that wouldnt solve anything, would it?

"I'm not playing with anything Jae Min. I...I dont even know how it happen,"

"Well news flash hot shot, if you sleep with a girl, chances are, you can get her pregnant!" Jae Min raised both his hands in the air, not believing the stupidity that comes out from his mouth. How in the world does this idiot gets both Jae Eun and Y/N to fall in love with him? "Y/N is pure and innocent. She is nothing like Jae Eun. Why would I give up my fiance to the likes of you?"

"I know she is..." Jungkook's voice is small. "I know I dont deserve her. But I love her Jae Min. I love her too much that even the though of losing her is killing me. She has always been a part of my life, even when she's abroad she's actually here with me," Jungkook said, referring to the emails. "Please Jae Min, I'm begging you. Dont take her away from me. I need her,"

Jae Min sigh. "How can I trust that you can make her happy? That you wont hurt her anymore?"

"I wont Jae Min. I swear on my own life that I will do anything for her. Anything she wants, anything she needs. I will make sure she wont ever know what sadness is again,"

"Why would I give away the woman that I love to someone who only hurts her? How do I know you will and can make her happy Jungkook?" Jae Min paced around his room. "I love Y/N. I love her so much, she is in every breath that I take. I had always known she's in love with you. But you. You are just too stupid and too blind to see it. Too caught up in plastic shiny things like Jae Eun to see Y/N's suffering. You had your chance to have her, but you did nothing but hurt her. Why should I give her up for you Jungkook? Why should I?" Jae Min's voice is shaking, anger is consuming him due to Jungkook's blunt bravery of asking him to let go of his fiance. Jae Min values and want nothing more than Y/N's happiness, and letting her go back to Jungkook doesnt seem like the way to go. He loves Y/N with all his heart and albeit knowing Y/N doesnt share the same feelings, he knows he will at least be able to make Y/N happy.

"Because we are soulmates. I know it doesnt seem like it now, but she will be just unhappy without me by her side," Jungkook said confidently. "I wont screw up this time. I will give up everything right now just to be with her. I will even give up my career if it means that will make her happy. I love her Jae Min, and she loves me too,"

Jae Min snapped back into reality when he felt Y/N shaking his shoulders. "Are you okay oppa? You seem out of it,"

The moment Jae Min looked into Y/N's swollen eyes, he knows that Jungkook is telling the truth.

Y/N is as much in love with Jungkook as he is with her.

She might be contented with marrying him but he can never be able to make her dull eyes sparkle again. Jae Min swore he would give anything just to see those eyes shines with pure happiness again and that mouth turned into a wide sincere grin, even if it will cost his own heart. Jae Min took both of Y/N's, take a deep breath before making the biggest decision  of his life. A decision that will break his heart beyond repair. He take her hand in his and smile at her,"

"Y/N... you know I love you more than life itself, right?" Y/N nodded and cocks her head, wondering where this is going. "I will do anything to see you happy baby. All my life, your happiness is always the most important thing to me," he takes one last deep breath before saying the words that will indefinitely leads him to his heartbreak. "I'm sorry baby, I... I cant marry you,"

Y/N's head immediately whipped up, looking at him. "What?"

"I'm sorry, but I cant marry you," Jae Min repeated himself. Y/N shakes her head. What the hell is going on?

"No. No. What is this all about?!" Y/N cried out. Jae Min wiped away her tears using his thumbs. "Talk to me oppa. You know we can always work things out. Is it me? You dont trust me?"

"Baby, you know I want nothing more than to see you happy," Y/N sobbed at his words. "Unfortunately, you wont be able to find your happiness if you marry me," he gave a sad smile. "As much as I love you and want to happily be married to you, your heart dont belong to me. It belongs to Jeon Jungkook," Y/N's eyes widen in shocked at the mentioned of the name. "Just like his heart had always belong to you,"

"No oppa. Its not like th-"

"Y/N... stop denying it. I know everything. Everything," he smile. "Give him a chance Y/N. He might surprise you. The both of you are one halves of each other. You wont be complete without another. Trust me on this,"

Y/N is crying so hard now until her vision is blurred. She knows deep down it will always be Jungkook. However, Jae Min is also important to her. By doing this, she knows his heart is breaking. Her story with Jungkook has ended a long time ago but there is some truth in what Jae Min said. There is no point if reasoning with Jae Min anymore. He is strong headed and once he makes up his mind, nothing can change it back. And right now he has decided to not marry her.

Y/N stayed in Jae Min's embraced for a while, crying so hard, her tears are soaking his shirt. After the sobbing has quieted down and she felt a little calmer, she raised her head and look at Jae Min who is smiling down at her.

"But oppa... what about Jae Eun? She's pregnant with his child and she loves him oppa. I cant do that to her. I love her too much to break her heart,"

Jae Min continue to run his fingers through Y/N's hair. "Baby, Jungkook has told me all about his plans for the baby. The both of you still can be together,"

"You talked to Jungkook?" Y/N asked, surprised. She never thought the two would be able to have a decent conversation together. Jae Min chuckled.

"Yes we did. A long one too. Trust me baby, I am as surprised as you are. Never thought that cocky bastard have it in him to actually lower his ego and talk to me," he softly wiped a strand of Y/N's hair from her face. "But that just shows how much he loves you Y/N. He is willing to fight for you until the very end. He told me everything you know. And I dont believe him at first, but now that I look at you, I know he's telling the truth. As much as I hate him, he is the only one who will be able to make you happy baby, and that's the price I'm willing to take," he smile warmly at Y/N. She blinked back the tears that is starting to pool in her eyes and buried herself in his chest.

"Oppa..."

"Its okay Y/N. I want you to be happy now. Promise me you will be and I wont regret anything," Y/N stayed buried in Jae Min's embraced for a while until her tears stops flowing and raised her head to look at Jae Min.

"But Jae Eun loves him oppa," Y/N argued.

"And Jungkook loves you," he poked her nose. "And you loves him," Y/N shakes her head.

"No. I cant do that to her. I just cant," she buried her face in Jae Min's chest again.

"Hey, look at me," Jae Min tilt her head up to face him. "You have given everything to Jae Eun ever since the two of us came into your family. You have never treated us differently nor make us feel small. You've given up everything for Jae Eun, dont you remember? I think its time for you to finally think about yourself for once Y/N. If she really loves you like you have been loving her all these years, then she would understand too,"

Jae Min left Y/N in her room alone after that, letting her think his words through.

/////

It had been a few days and Y/N locked herself up in her room after the talk with Jae Min. She still dodge and ignore all texts and calls from Jungkook, which is coming more frequently now. She thinks about what Jae Min said every day and night but she still come to the conclusion that she wont ever hurt Jae Eun that way. She wont hurt someone she loves and cares so much just for her own selfish reason. She wont! Jae Min is pregnant and she needs Jungkook by her side.She tried to talk herself to believe that its the best decision. Jungkook will be happy with his first love and his soon to be born child and Jae Eun will be happy too, married to her love. She will get over Jungkook one day. She is sure of it.

Her bedroom door opened, pulling her out from her thoughts. She looked up, surprised. Didnt she locked her door?

Jae Eun stands in front of her, smirking and dangling a key which she recognized as her room key. "Did you forget you gave me an extra key in case I need to raid your closet when you are not around?"

"Jae Eun,"

"We used to be that close to each other, remember?" she smirked and Y/N dropped her gaze to the floor.

"Dont be so scared couz, I'm just here to talk to you," she took a seat beside Y/N. Y/N felt a lump in her throat as she swallowed nervously. After a few minutes of silence, Jae Eun finally turns to face her, her beautiful face smiling, surprising Y/N. It has been a while since Jae Eun smile at her.

"Dont get me wrong Y/N," Y/N blinked. "I still hate you for everything that you did. God, I hate you so much!" Y/N's lips quiver. She is still not use to Jae Eun telling her she hates her. "But... I overheard your conversation with Jae Min,"

"What?" Y/N eyes widen. "How much did you hear?"

"I heard enough. Enough to know that he is right. God, I might hate him so much but he does have a point," Jae Eun turn her gaze away, staring at nothing. "Jae Min is right. You had always given up everything for me since we were kids. Your toys, your clothes, even your room! You even reject a date just so you can go to one of the dance with me when I broke up with that dumb boyfriend of mine," Jae Eun chuckled, causing Y/N to smile. Her eyes suddenly turns soft and she looks deep at Y/N's face. "You never once ask me for anything," she sighed and stayed silence for a while. "He loves you, you know," sge finally spoke up and look at Y/N who looks confused. "Jungkook. He loves you. Even before he knows it was you who send those emails, he always seems fascinated by what you say or what you do. Sometimes I wish he would look at me the way he looks at you. I know he didnt realized it, but I noticed. I might be his girlfriend, but Jae Min's right, his heart had always been yours," Jae Eun try to conjured up a smile.

"No Jae Eun. I wont do this to you. You love him. And you and him is going to have a baby together. You are a family!"

Jae Eun gave a sad smile. "That wont be an issue anymore Y/N,"

"What do you mean? You... you werent pregnant?"

"No, I was," she cast her gaze downwards, eyes a little wet with upcoming tears. "God, I was so happy when I found out I was pregnant with Jungkook's baby. I might only want him because he is extremely hot and totally popular at first," she laughs but it sounded so forced to Y/N's ears. "But as time passes by, I really did fall in love with him. But I think it was too late for me. By the time I realized I'm falling in love with him, he already realized that he's in love with you," she sighed. "I thought by having this baby he will choose me but when he is still determined to be with you, I know that there is nothing I can do to make him love me. His heart is only yours Y/N,"

"Jae Eun..." Y/N reached in to hug her. "Its okay. The baby will be born and you and him will be happy,"

"Dont you get it? There is no more baby Y/N," Jae Eun's voice turned cold.

"Wh..what?" Y/N's mouth hung opened in shocked.

"I had a miscarriage a few weeks into the pregnancy. But I didnt tell Jungkook... or you. Because I dont want to lose him," Y/N is speechless. This is too much information for her to know in such a short time. "But apparently, baby or no baby, he will still choose you,"

"Jae Eun, I'm so sorry for your lost. I wish I had been there for you," Y/N hugged Jae Eun tighter, crying into her shoulders. She cant imagine how hard it is to face all of it alone.

"You have always been too nice for your own good Y/N," Jae Eun chuckled when they break the hug. "I have been such a bitch to you and you still feel bad for not being there for me?"

"You are still, first and foremost, a sister to me Jae Eun," Y/N sternly said, reminding Jae Eun how much she cares about her. "Does Jungkook know?"

Jae Eun nodded. "I told him yesterday. He was crushed. He might not love me but he sure love the baby," Jae Eun sadly smile. "Losing the baby changed me. I was hoping to build a nice family with Jungkook and his child. I thought maybe in time he will learn to love me again, just like how he loves you. But he still didnt choose me when I was pregnant with his child and there is no way in hell he will choose me without it,"

"Jae Eun... you need him more than ever now. You just lost your baby," Jae Eun shakes her head.

"No. I have finally decided its time to live my life out from your shadows Y/N. I cant live my life forever having grudge over something you dont have control over. I have always envied you, which leads me to hate you, but Jae Min is right, its not your fault. Life just turns out this way," Y/N's mouth dropped open, slightly surprised. She never knew Jae Eun felt that way. She and her father had always try to treat them as equally as they could, but she guess Jae Eun's lost is too big to be replaced with anything they can provide her with.

"Y/N... its your time now. You and Jungkook belong together. I know you are denying him because of the baby. But its fine Y/N. Its over. Do it for yourself for once," she gripped Y/N's hand tightly. "He is the only thing you have ever ask from me Y/N. And he isnt even mine for me to give,"

Y/N didnt say anything. Everything is finally falling into pieces. Jungkook is the one. It had always been him. There is nothing standing between them anymore, but she cant help but feel a heavy feeling in her heart. Can she really just be happy now? After Jae Eun went through so much suffering?

"What she said is true Y/N,"

Y/N looked up at the door to see Jungkook standing there, dressed in his iconic white shirt that his fans loves so much, adorable bunny smile plastered on his face. Jae Eun turned to him and smile. "You two have a lot to talk about," she gave Y/N one last hug and stand up, ready to walk away. "Remember, I still hate you Y/N," Y/N chuckle between her tears.

When she passed by Jungkook, he managed to whisper to her, "Thank you Jae Eun," and she smile back in return.

"And you are still an asshole Jeon Jungkook. Too bad you are an asshole that I fell in love with," she smile and walked out, leaving Jungkook with a small smile to himself. He knows he has a lot to make up to Jae Eun too.

Jungkook closes the door and walked to where Jae Eun was sitting earlier, right beside Y/N.

"What are you doing here?"

"Well, since my future wife didnt return or answer any of my calls or texts, I decided to pay her a visit," he grinned.

"Future what? Jungkook, I-"

"Y/N, Jae Eun and I had a long conversation yesterday. She told me everything. We finally talked about everything. Like adults, no shouting, no crying, nothing. We talked about her miscarriaged," Jungkook turned sad. "About what she heard in your conversation with Jae Min and how she's accepting the fact that I wont ever love her like I did you. She decided she wont stand in our way anymore" Jungkook scooted closer to her but Y/N scooted away. "We are free to be together now Y/N,"

Y/N avoided his gaze and fiddled with her fingers.

"I'm sorry about the baby Jungkook..." Jungkook smile sadly and grabbed her hand.

"Its okay. I guess its just not meant to be. But with every storm there's a silver lining right?" he peered into Y/N's eyes. "Y/N... I'm sorry for everything that I did. For all those years that I have wasted. For all the hurt I've put you through. I dont expect you to forgive me Y/N," he take a moment before continuing. "I dont deserve any of it, your love and forgiveness. I dont deserve you. But I'm selfish Y/N, and although I know all that, I'm still never letting you go. So I'm begging you for a chance. Just a chance to prove that I love you with everything that I am, a chance to show you that I can make you happy, a chance to show you that I will spend the rest of my life loving you and making it up to you,"

"Jungkook..."

"Please Y/N. I will give up everything if you want me to. I will announced it to the world that you are mine," Jungkook desperately begged. He will continue to beg if that means Y/N will finally give him a chance one day.

"No! You dont have to. Your fans-"

"Stop thinking about that! If you are mine, I will make sure everyone in this whole world will know it. I dont care what anyone would say,"

The air is filled with silence as Y/N's mind is spinning, not knowing what to do. After a few moments she finally makes up her mind and looks up to Jungkook.

"Jungkook,"

"Yeah?" Jungkook gave a hopeful smile.

"I love you. I have loved you since we were eight, if people were to ask me what love is back then, my answer is always you," Jungkook's heart soared at that. "After everything we've been through, nothing in this world would make me happier than being with you," Jungkook smile grew wider. "But I cant," his face fell. "At least not right now," Y/N took his hand in hers. "So many things had happen and so many feelings were hurt. Even our own hearts are broken. We need time to heal. All of us do," Y/N explained calmly, blinking back tears. She hated that she have to do this. She hated the fact that she's pushing the love of her life away again, but its something she knows that has to be done. They need time to heal. There are just too many scars.

"Lets give ourselves some time to heal and from there we will see where fate will take us,"

"I dont need it. I already know what I need and its you," he shakes his head. "But... I understand what you are saying Y/N, and I will give it to you, if that is what you really want" Jungkook said, sadness evident in his face. "But remember that you are mine. I'm never letting you go again. I will be right here, waiting for you patiently until you are ready,"

Y/N is silenced for a moment, trying to think of the best way to tell Jungkook about what she's about to say next.

"I'll be leaving for the States nextweek Jungkook. I have decided to continue and finish my studies there. Its a decision I made when I decided to marry Jae Min oppa," Jungkook was shocked but try to keep himself calm. How is he going to live with her being so far away from him? But he promised he will do whatever Y/N wants and if this is what she needs, then he will just have to braced it.

"Its okay. Distance doesnt matter. I will still wait for you. I will wait for you forever if I have to," Jungkook whispered and leaned in closer.

"Then I hope that you will keep your promise Jeon Jungkook," Y/N whispered, finally giving in to Jungkook who is leaning in and closing the distance between them. As their lips touched, they let out all the longing and love they had kept from each other for years, sealing a silent promise that they will find their happy ever after together one day.

A/N: Its not over until its over guys!  There will be an Epilogue!

[thezacharywinters]

Being Home with Zach [Hope x Zach]

@hope-robinson

[Hope]

Hope followed Zach inside of the house and took in his presence next to her. She couldn’t stop herself from turning him around to her and kissing him passionately. “I missed you so much.” She said against his lips as she pressed up against him.

[Zach]

Zach could feel her turning him around and pressing him against the wall. “I missed you so much too.” He kisses her back before picking her up and carrying her to their room and placing her on the bed as he continued to kiss her.

[Hope]

She kissed Zach with all of her heart before resting at his clothes as her tongue ran over his bottom lip and his piercing. “I won’t let anyone hurt you again like that. Ever.”

[Zach]

Hearing her words he could only smile at her as he kissed her back. “I won’t let anyone hurt you like that ever again either. I promise.” He responds before deepening the kiss.

[Hope]

“I know you won’t.” She smiled before feeling him deepening the kiss. Her eyes blazed red as she released pheromones into the air. “Zach...it’s been too long. My body, I need you. Fuck I need you so badly.”

[Zach]

Zach could smell her pheromones and it turned his on as well. His eyes turned red as he pulled her closer to him and just ripped her clothes off. He removed his as well before reconnecting his lips hungrily with hers. The male then lets just the tip tease the other before he pushed himself into her fully making sure that she could feel all of him.

[Hope]

Hope claws left her nails and she flipped them over as her alpha said was taking over. She dug her nails into his skin as she started riding him. She growled as she kissed with him intense passion.

[Zach]

The male let out a moan as he felt her nails digging into his skin when she started to ride him. He kissed her cheek back with just as much passion as he made sure that he constantly hit her sweet spot with each bounce of her hips.

[Hope]

Hope moaned as he hit her sweet spot over and over as she grinded against him and left her scent all over him. Her hand wrapped around his neck squeezing lightly as her eyes flashed black. “You will never touch another girl like that or I swear I will kill her. You are mine Zach. Don’t ever forget that.”

[Zach]

Seeing her eyes flashing black and hearing her words, he nodded his head. “I won’t ever touch another girl like that. I am all yours.” He purrs.

[Hope]

She smirked as she tightened the hold on his neck, “I don’t think I heard you Zach. Who do you belong to?” She asked as her hips moved faster.

[Zach]

“Fuck, I belong to you. Only you.” He moaned when she moved her hips faster against him. Zach could feel himself getting really close as well

[Hope]

“You want to cum for me? Fill me up with all your cum Zach. I know you want to.” She purred.

[Zach]

Zach doesn’t hold back as he came deep inside of Hope. “Fuck Hope…” He moaned her name as he could feel himself releasing all of himself inside of her.

[Hope]

Hope’s claws dug into his neck as she came after him moaning his name. She helped him ride out his high before her eyes returned to normal.

[Zach]

The male could feel her digging her nails into his neck and his eyes turned red. He had been trained in breathing under different pressures so when she had her hand against his neck it didn’t phase him.

[Hope]

“Shit sorry.” She said removing her nails and seeing the blood rushing out of his neck. “Fuck sorry I didn’t mean to do that. Sorry.” She said moving to grab something to clean up the mess.

[Zach]

Zach remained calm since there wasn’t that much blood and she didn’t hit a major artery or vein either. “You are okay. It didn’t hurt, don’t worry.” He reassures her as he applied pressure to keep it from bleeding too much.

[Hope]

“You are bleeding, so yeah it hurt.” Hope dismissed his words as she grabbed the first aid kit. “I don’t know what got into me, I really am sorry.”

[Zach]

“It’s okay Hope, really it is. I have made it through much worse than a few marks on my neck.” He tries to reassure her.

[Hope]

“Stop saying that.” She snapped cleaning his blood before bandaging the wound and standing up. “I fucking hate when you say that.”

[Zach]

“What? You hate when I say what? I know it was an accident Hope. I know it wasn’t on purpose. I am not going to hold it over your head you know. It will heal.” He explains when he hears her snap at him.

[Hope]

“God Zach you aren’t fucking invincible. You are a human. You can die way easier than I can you act like that doesn’t fucking matter. We have a family and if you die that’s it for me Zach. So stop saying shit doesn’t hurt when it does.”

[Zach]

“I am not saying I am invincible. I have been trained Hope. I have been trained to handle pain in a different way than what you are used to. I am not going to die Hope, not when I have you and the kids to live for so just trust me okay?”

[Hope]

“You would be dead. If Grace didn’t help you, you would be. So really...your word...I don’t trust it.” She said sighing as she ran her hands through her hair. “I need to shower.”

[Zach]

“I would have found another way out. I wouldn’t have given up. I would have kept fighting for you.” He responds before letting out a sigh of his own at her words. “Did you want me to join you or..”

[Hope]

“So you are telling me you wouldn’t have fingered her? Great to know.” She nodded. “Sure whatever.”

[Zach]

“I am not saying I would have found another way out I am saying I would never give up trying to find one.”

[Hope]

“I know what you are trying to say. It’s fine...I guess I know how my mom feels. She was always telling my dad that he wasn’t invincible and I didn’t understand you know, because he was...to me I never thought he could get hurt. And I’m sure Emmett looks at you the same way but I love you in a way Emmett doesn’t and I know you aren’t trying to get yourself killed but...I’m a hybrid. The first child...do you think I’m invincible? Do you think I can’t get hurt? Would you be okay if you or someone else hurt me and I said I’m fine? If that guy kept beating me...would you have looked the other way because I don’t feel pain?”

[Zach]

“No, no one is invincible but what use would it be telling you that I got beaten within an inch of my life? That would only make you worry and I don’t want you to have to worry about me. You were already going through a lot and I didn’t want to add to that stress.” He explains.

[Hope]

Hope moved to grab a folded piece of paper out of her pocket and handed it to Zach. “I was going to leave you Zach. I only needed to sign that paper and if my dad hadn’t shown me what you went through, if he hadn’t told me you got beat within a inch of your life, I would have. If you don’t want me to worry about you then sign that. Cause that will stop me.”

[Zach]

“I don’t mind you worrying about me Hope but after the stress that was already put on you and the baby I didn’t want to add to that. And if I do recall correctly, I asked you if you wanted to see what happened and you told me you wouldn’t be able to handle it and that you didn’t want to because you thought I was all over Grace. I wasn’t going to fight you on that Hope. I was going to give you time to wait until things were stable before offering to show you again.”

[Hope]

“Am I supposed to thank you for that? You giving me time had me almost leave you. Emmett stresses me out, my family does all the time, do you think I would be okay with them letting me believe something that wasn’t true? It doesn’t even matter. This is dumb.” She said shaking her head and heading to the bathroom.

[Zach]

“Letting you believe something that wasn’t true? I was trying to convince you Hope and you didn’t listen to me. You didn’t want to listen to me. What? You want me to forcefully bite you and make you see what happened? I respect you more than that. If you don’t want to see something that is your decision and I chose to respect that until you were ready to see or hear what I had to say. That is all.” He explains before running his fingers through his hair in frustration.

[Hope]

“And what part of I never was going to did you not understand? I was going to leave you Zach. That is what would have happened because you decided to wait. You act like this whole relationship we haven’t done something the other person doesn’t like. Yeah I would have been pissed you bit me but at least you would have saved me some heartache. But you seem pretty glad with the way things turned out so I’m happy for you.”

[Zach]

“Well I didn’t know you were going to leave me because you ran off and I had no idea where you went. You had your phone off so even if i wanted to contact you I couldn’t. I will keep that in mind next time you don’t want to listen to what I have to say then. No, I am not happy that you have that paper with you because that means you lost faith in me and our marriage. If you were really that upset you should have talked to me or tried to listen to what I had to say but instead you chose not to. That was your decision Hope and you don’t want me to be so controlling of you and let you do your own thing. I am not going to force you to be with me if I make you unhappy.”

[Hope]

“I left my phone here so it wasn’t like I went out of my way to ignore you. I forgot it while I was packing and please spare me by saying you didn’t know where I was. I didn’t even want to know but I knew where you are because you and I are shifters so you chose to give me space. Of course I lost faith in you. Was I supposed to not have? I didn’t know the truth so I was allowed to think what I wanted. I did talk to you Zach. I stayed in the house afterwards because I knew that’s what you needed. But if all that could have been solved by you just biting me regardless of anything then yeah I lost faith in you. When I took away your love for me and I came to give it back to you, you certainly didn’t want it but I didn’t give a fuck. Maybe you just sign the paper.”

[Zach]

“I was giving you space because I know you like your space if you didn’t want me to give me space then you should have told me that. You tell me a lot about being honest and upfront yet you aren’t doing that. This is a two way street you know. I can only do so much Hope. I was tired and in pain and honestly I am still in pain due to some of the injuries being a lot slower to heal than others. I don’t have the energy to fight you on this anymore because lately I have been feeling more fatigued than I should be. I love you with all my heart Hope and you know this so please stop acting like I don’t care because I do. You can feel I do even if I can’t outrightly show it.” He explains before feeling a pain in his side as he notices some of the stitches had come loose and he was starting to bleed.

[Hope]

Hope could smell the blood before she saw it and didn’t even comment on it knowing the stupid response Zach would give. She grabbed her phone and called the royal doctor before hanging up. “The doctor is coming. He can give you something for your pain...oh I mean whatever you are feeling since you don’t feel pain.” She said before grabbing one of her throw on dresses and sliding it on just to have something to wear. She cleaned up the room before hearing the doorbell ring and heading downstairs to get it.

[Zach]

“I am not saying I don't feel pain. I am just used to hiding how I feel it is how I was trained I explained this to you. Your pain meter is different than mine. Certain pains I am used to, others not so much.” He responds.

[Hope]

The alpha just rolled her eyes before getting the doctor. She led him upstairs and explained what happened to the doctor before hearing him explain the medicine Zach would have to take and then he started working on the dragon. She took a few steps back to give the two some privacy. She sat on the couch in the bedroom and looked at the two of them.

[Zach]

Zach laid down on the bed and got himself comfortable before the doctor started to work on his side. For whatever reason, it was stinging really bad and he was trying his best to conceal his emotions but his eyes were flashing different colors in distress. His body was starting to heat up as he tried to suppress it all.

[Hope]

Hope could feel something was wrong and while she knew most people knew Zach was a dragon she got up and moved to sit on the bed with him and took his hand to calm him down. She looked at him and gave him a small smile as she squeezed his hand.

[Zach]

Zach’s body started to calm down when Hope took his hand. He couldn’t help but to squeeze it back as his eyes started to return back to normal and his body started to cool down.

[Hope]

She tried to think of something to distract Zach from what was happening and she smiled as she said, “I had a doctors appointment to check on everything and you will be happy to know the doctor confirmed we are in fact having a little girl. So all that protectiveness you have in you you should be prepared to use it.” She teased.

[Zach]

“We are having a little girl?” He asks as his eyes light up and a smile appears on his face. “That means Emmett will have a little sister to spoil. First thing she will learn is how to defend herself from boys.” The male insists with a small smile.

[Hope]

“That is a horrible first lesson.” She laughed shaking her head at him. “The first thing she will learn is that her father is a very special shifter. And that her mother loves him very much. Even if she argues with him a lot.” She teased him.

[Zach]

“Yes, okay she can learn that first then she needs to learn how to defend herself because she will be a special shifter too. Our own little mini dragon..maybe.” He smiles as the doctor finished up and put the medicine on the wound before bandaging it up.

[Hope]

“Will you leave our daughter alone? If I remember correctly my dad never punished you for half of the things you did and we did...you know at the table.” She said before moving to grab her wallet as she thanked the doctor. Since Zach wasn’t royal they were charged but Hope didn’t mind as she saw the doctor out.

[Zach]

“That is true but still, you were old enough to make your own decisions. Our daughter will have the option to do that too.” He teases before thanking the doctor as well before they left.

[Hope]

Hope came back upstairs and sat on the couch before bringing her knees up to her chest as she leaned back against the cushions.

[Zach]

Zach had been waiting for Hope to return to the room but when she didn't, he got up wincing slightly at the pain before going to find her. “Are you okay?”

[Hope]

She snapped out of her thoughts when she heard Zach’s voice and moved to help him sit down as she nodded. “Yeah I’m fine, sorry I was just thinking.”

[Zach]

“Thinking about what?” He asks before thanking her as she helped him sit down.

[Hope]

“Nothing it doesn’t matter anymore.” She replied sitting next to him.

[Zach]

Zach let out a sigh, “You know it is hard to try to talk things out if you don’t want to talk about them you know.” He explains with a small laugh before putting his arm around her. “What is bothering you?”

[Hope]

“Really it’s nothing Zach. It’s not about you or our fight. I am honestly so tired of fighting with you. It’s like Grace is winning every time we do. I love you Zach and I don’t know if we can move past all that happened but I am willing to try.”

[Zach]

“I love you too Hope. As long as you are willing to try that is all that I can ask for you know.” He responds before kissing her cheek.

[Hope]

Hope smiled and nodded, “But anyway, it seems my tough dragon is really injured so you know what that means right?”

[Zach]

“What does that mean?” He asks not knowing what she means.

[Hope]

“No more working, staying home, and no more sex until that heals.” She smiled looking at him. “So technically you should just stay in the guest room so you aren’t tempted.” She teased him.

[Zach]

“I thought since we made up I wouldn’t have to stay in the guest bedroom? Plus I should be in our bedroom just in case someone else tries to come after you because you know safety reasons.” He teases lightly.

[Hope]

“Oh sweetie you can’t protect me with those stitches so sadly you will be stuck in another room. It’s only until you heal.” She responded kissing him softly. “You will be fine.”

[Zach]

Zach only huffed unhappily as he pouted. “I can still try you know.” He grumbled.

[Hope]

“Oh no, nope. You could get hurt and we don’t want that.” Hope smiled having a little too much fun with this. “No sex, no cuddling, no kissing.”

[Zach]

Hearing her words, he just frowned. “You are kidding right? I will be better soon. It won’t take that long to heal…” He explains.

[Hope]

“Nope, I want you to get better baby.” She said looking at him. “So you are just going to have to focus on getting better so we can have fun again.”

[Zach]

“But I have obligations to my wife so...I think that comes first don’t you?” He asks.

[Hope]

“I have toys I should be fine.” She shrugged.

[Zach]

“We both know that those toys can’t satisfy you the way my cock can.” He smirked before kissing her neck.

[Hope]

“Hm it will just have to do until you get better.” She smirked back pulling away from him. “You need to focus on you. So no sex Zach. I’m serious.” Hope said.

[Zach]

The male just pouts and grumbles to himself. “But you have been gone for so long and I want you.” He whimpered.

[Hope]

“Aw you want me baby? How badly do you want me?” She asked looking at him.

[Zach]

“I want you so bad.” He moaned while kissing down her neck as he pulled her closer to him.

[Hope]

“Yeah...okay.” Hope said standing up. “No Zach, you will be fine. You can want me so bad when you feel better.”

[Zach]

Zach pouts before pulling her back down on his lap. “I feel fine now. The medicine probably kicked in.” He reassures her as he kisses down her neck and leaves marks as he bucks his hips up against her.

[Hope]

Hope felt him pulling her down to his lap and bit her lip to stop from moaning as she shook her head, “Zach stop, you just got your stitches in you need to take it easy.” She said pushing him back against the couch. “I’m not going anywhere, you can have me as much as you want when you feel better. When you really feel better.”

[Zach]

The dragon huffed as he was pushed back onto the couch. “But I am in pain and that means that you need to help me get better. What if it cures me? You never know unless you try.” Zach insists.

[Hope]

“How is sex supposed to make you feel better? When I could help you get into bed, make you some soup, and put a movie on for you. I think that would be better and then when you feel better you can come back into our room and I will help you.”

[Zach]

“Yeah...that works then. Cuddles, soup and movie sounds good. You will be joining me for that though right?” He asks with a smile as he gets up and follows her to the room.

[Hope]

“No, I will get you situated but then I need to get Emmett and spend some time with him. You aren’t working so we can spend time together later.” She responds taking him to the room.

[Zach]

“Fine, fine, I will take a nap then.” He responds, “But I am holding you to that then.” Zach tells her as they arrive at the room.

[Hope]

Hope moved to the side to let Zach get situated in the room. “I will be making this very hard for you though.” She teased him dropping her dress on the floor. “I’ll see you when I get back baby. I love you.”

[Zach]

Zach bit his lip when he watched her drop her dress on the floor. “Mhm...I am already very hard for you so you don’t have to worry about that.” He responds while palming himself through his pants. “You go and tend to Emmett, I will tend to myself.”

[Hope]

She watched him start to play with himself and smiled, “I can’t wait to have your cock again. We might have to send Emmett to stay with my parents when you get better because we have a lot of making up to do. It’s sucks we can’t do it now.” She pouted before leaving to go change and get Emmett.

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3AM Drive - Thru (JJK x You x The8/Minghao)// Chapter 13

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“Jeon Jungkook?” Y/N exclaimed, she cant help but smile so widely. Jungkook chuckled.

“We are halfway around the world away from home, and of all the faces and all the places, we had to meet each other. If this is not fate, then I dont know what this is,” Jungkook walked over to Y/N, grinning with his bunny teeth showing.

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Its only been a few days, but Minghao is going crazy. He tried to reach Y/N, texting and calling but not once was it answered. Worse, the text is not even delivered. Is she really that mad at him to the extent that she dont even bother to open her phone? Is she busy? She did go there for business meetings afterall. Did something happen to her phone? Worse, did something happen to her?

So many thought crowding his mind and he knows, no matter how he tries to distract himself with dancing or helping Hoshi with new cheographies, only a reply from Y/N can ease his mind.

His mind returned back to the night of the party while he slide down at the corner of the practice room.

After he send the text to Y/N and told her that he will be out as soon as he meets the new girl group, he quickly grabbed his clothes and change. Totally forgetting to take out his phone from the suit he is currently wearing.

Once arrived at the after party, their manager gather them together and introduce them to the representative of a cosmetic brand that is interested to cast them and the new girl group for their new advertisement campaign.

After the formalities and unofficial agreements has been made, the representatives tells them to let loose and share a toast. Minghao politely refused at first, but both the manager and S.Coups glared at him, silently telling him not to be rude. One shot of toast turn to many others as apparently business people have many things to toast to.

He’s guessing that is when he got insanely drunk as his alcohol tolerance was never high anyway. Bits and pieces of him dancing, laughing and being extra friendly with the girl group members came back to him. Even in his drunk state, the thoughts of Y/N is still evident in his mind but he cant even seem to remember his own name at that moment, let alone that Y/N is waiting for him somewhere outside in the cold.

What he does remember is him helping one of the girls home. She, apparently is a lot drunker than he is and had drunk forced him to help take her home. With his already half sober state, he helped her back to her apartment. While trying to help her enter the building, she grabbed him out of the sudden for a kiss and that must be when the papparazzi snapped the photos. The photos that Y/N had seen. He immediately push her away, asks the building doorman to help her and call a car to get home. He straight away passed out when he reached his room, too tired and too drunk to think of anything else.

The memories of that night makes him shudder. He swears that he wont ever touch a drink again, even for formalities or business deals, never again. Maybe except on his weddjng day with Y/N. Minghao shakes his head to that thoughts. Yeah right, like she would ever even speak to him again.

Despite not receiving any respond from Y/N, Minghao still keeps on trying. He sends long text messages explaining the situation, asking, no, begging, for forgiveness and daily good morning and good night texts, hoping that when Y/N finally opens her phone, she will understand and maybe forgive him. As for now, Minghao can only wish for the days to come faster, yearning for the day Y/N was scheduled to come back from her trip. He promise himself, if by some miracle Y/N forgives him and still wants him, he will finally succumb to his feelings and never letting her go ever again.

Days passed by, and nothing change. Minghao still tries to distract himself with extra practice and dancing, and he still relentlessly texting and calling Y/N, which still have her phone off.

“Oh shit,” a voice from across the practice room snap him back to reality. Minghao looked up from his phone to see DK, Mingyu and Seungkwan looking at him. They seem to be gathering around, looking at something Mingyu is showing on his phone. And by the way they were looking at him now, he’s pretty sure its something related to him. Is it rumors about him and the girl group again?

“What?” Minghao is irritated.

“Nothing hyung,” Seungkwan quickly hide the phone behind him.

“Okay now I know its definitely something,” Minghao gets up and snatched the phone away. All three of them, including Seungkwan, who has been thoroughly informed by Mingyu, knows about the ‘tragedy’ between him and Y/N, and they know better not to mess with him when he’s in this kind of mood.Minghao sends them a death glare and looks at the phone.

BTS’ JEON JUNGKOOK & SONG Y/N SPOTTED IN A CAFE IN SPAIN! Are they on a secret romantic getaway together?

Below the headlines are photos of Jungkook and Y/N sharing a cozy lunch in a small cafe in the middle of Spain. Most importantly, they are laughing and happy. Minghao almost threw the phone against the wall if its not for DK who went to snatch the phone away from him.

Is this why you didnt even bother to power on your phone? Was I right? Did you finally realize your feelings for me are just temporary and gone back to Jungkook?

And as if the universe is mocking him, his phone dings, indicating a text message is received. He eyed the screen to see who’s the sender.

Y/N ♡

———————————————————– “You cant be serious?!” Y/N screamed. She’s not one to loose her temper easily, especially when its towards an innocent worker.

The airport staff just told her that they have lost, no, quoting them 'misplaced’ all her luggage. After a long night of not sleeping yesterday, jetlegged and the emotional stress with what happened with Minghao, Y/N just feels like punching somebody right now. And the staff who delivered her the god awful bad news seems like a very good candidate. What kind of business class flight is this? This is why she should have listen to her father and just take the company private chartered flight. But no, she just had to insist on taking the normal flight.

“We..we are sorry miss. But we will find the misplaced luggage in 72 hours,” the airport staff stuttered. Y/N close her eyes and rubbed her temples.

“Fine! Like there’s anything I can about it anyway. But be informed that I will never ever board your flight company again! And a very personal complain will be sent straight to your CEO!” she huffed and walked away. The staff just nodded weakly. It was not in Y/N’s nature to get angry and act rude to others, but she just cant take anymore bad news today.

“Dont worry miss. We will straight away plan a shopping trip to replace all your lost belongings after you are well rested,” her assistant rush to catch up with her fast pace.

“Fine,” Y/N rummaged through her carry on and finally realized something. “Arghhhhhh,” her scream almost gave her already frightened assistant a heart attack.

“Miss are you alright?”

“My phone is in my luggage! My lost luggage!”

After she had send the last message to Minghao, she was so upset to the point she immediately turn it off and carelessly just threw it inside her luggage. She cant and wont be using it on the plane anyways. Especially she knows that Minghao must be having a terrible hangover and there’s no way in hell he would be awake at 7am.

Y/N did look forward to read his explanation, if there is any, or any reply from him once she reached her destination. As much as what happenned last night upset her and broke her heart, she stills believes in Minghao. She believes that he wont do that to her on purpose. He won’t, wouldn’t he? He said he love her, didnt he? And now… this shit happen!

“We..we can also buy a new phone, miss,” her assistant stuttered. Praying to God that Y/N wont scream at her this time.

“What’s the point… it will take time to reconfigure it again for me to get all my texts and stuff, and that is if they can retrieved it,” Y/N almost feels like crying now. “I guess I’ll just wait for them to return my luggage,”

After a relaxing shower and a nice short nap, Y/N is ready for her shopping trip to find a few neccessities for the next few days until her luggage is found. She still have about 2 days before all her meetings start, and she plan to use it wisely on food and shopping.

Y/N had requested to go on her shopping trip alone and ask her driver to just take the car and wait for her at a coffee shop. She knows she can spend hours in one shop alone and she understands how boring it is for a middle age man to follow her around for things like that.

After a couple of hours, and with dozens of shopping bags in tow (of course she bought more that just to replace her lost belongings), Y/N spotted a cafe not far away and decide to take a short tea break before continuing round two.

As she was balancing all her purchases between her two hands and steadying herself to walk on the cobble stone walkway in her 5 inch heels, a man who seems in a rush bumped into her, causing her to fall flat on her butt, all her bags strewn everywhere. The man says a quick sorry and rushed off, not even bothering to check if she was okay.

Seriously, can today get any worse?

“Excuse me miss, let me help you,” a man addressed her in English, picking and passing her one of her bags and offering her a hand to help her up. She brushed the dust off her skirt and looked up to the man, ready to thank him.

“Jeon Jungkook?” Y/N exclaimed, she cant help but smile so widely. Jungkook chuckled.

“We are halfway around the world away from home, and of all the faces and all the places, we had to meet each other. If this is not fate, then I dont know what this is,” Jungkook pulled Y/N up, grinning with his bunny teeth showing.

“Its so so so nice to see a familiar face!” she jumped to hug him, hands around his neck. After the day she had, it is really nice to see someone familiar. Y/N is too caught up in her happiness that she didnt realize she is hugging Jeon Jungkook a little too intimately.

Jungkook, on the other hand, can feel his heart beating faster and faster because of her actions. Calm down, Jungkook. It’s just a friendly hug.

“Wow, someone seems to be happy to see me! You must be having a bad day, Y/N,” he teased. “But by looking at that,” he points to the shopping bags strewn everywhere , “I might be wrong,” he laughs.

“Oh shut up! I am having a bad day. The worse actually,” Y/N playfully smack his chest. Jungkook laughs and helps her pick up all her shopping bags.

“Let’s go for a drink, and you can tell me all about your bad day,”

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“Andddd that’s what happen. I mean, I could have been kidnap right now and my team wont even have a way to contact me. Well, atleast now I can get kidnap in a stylish outfit,” Y/N raised one of her shopping bags. Jungkook chuckle.

“By the way, what are you doing here? You didnt tell me you were also flying out yesterday,”

“We are here for a fansign and a photoshoot for our summer package promotions,” Jungkook explains. The thought didnt cross his mind yesterday to tell Y/N that he is also flying out. Nothing crosses his mind that night actually. His thoughts were consumed by Y/N and Y/N alone.

Just sitting there in front of her in McDonald’s, wearing his beautifully tailored suit and her in such a gorgeous dress, he never felt happier. They were talking and joking and laughing just like old times and Jungkook wishes for nothing more than wanting that moment to last forever.

And now, so far away from home, she ended up in front of him again. Talking about her day so animatedly. Telling him things like they had never went through a bad time. Laughing with him like he never broke her heart. Jungkook cant help but just stare at her. If only you are still mine. He shakes his head and smile.

“Y/N, if you have time during your trip, maybe we can explore the city together? The hyungs never wants to go around with me,” Jungkook pouts.

“Hey, what a great idea! I’m all alone anyways. My team never wants to explore places with me. Something about 'not wanting to hang around with the boss’. I’m an amazing boss, and I’m also a great friend! I dont understand whyyy,” Y/N complains.

Her pouty action makes the butterflies in Jungkook’s heart went on a rampage. He shows his bunny smile, “Great. Then I will pick you up at your hotel everyday when we are both done with our things okay?”

Y/N simply nodded. Not sensing anything other than maybe Jungkook is really trying to reconcile their friendship. Y/N suddenly grab his hand.

“Let me send all my things to the car and let’s go to the beach before we go home. Its almost sunset!” Y/N excitedly jumped up from her seat. Jungkook just agree. Y/N asking him to go to the beach with her, laughing with him, agreeing to sight see with him everyday in a foreign city…

If this is a dream, he dont ever want to wake up.

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“I’m sorry it took longer than expected Miss,” the airport staff apologized profusely. Y/N just nodded, says a quiet thanks and wheeled all her luggage away. To be honest, she is still angry about the incident but right now she just wants to get back to the hotel and dig her phone out.

The first thing she did once she reached her room is plug in the charger. Once her phone lights up, she quickly finds the name she had wanted to reach for days now. She starts reading all his texts. More tears starts strraming down her face with every text she reads. He had explained the situation. He had asked for forgiveness. Although apparently he didnt actually went home with the girl, he did get drunk and left her alone in the cold to party and kiss the said girl. Y/N knows he doesnt mean it but still, what he did hurt. She can forgive hin for being stood up, the drunkeness, but the girls? Of everything he can forgive a man for, infidelity is definitely not one of it. But is it cheating if they are not even together?

Just then, her phone dings, indicating a new text message. Minghao. She quickly clicks the icon.

I love you Song Y/N. Please come back to me.

Y/N close her eyes and let the tears flow. Since the night that she confessed, Minghao never actually says he loves her again so directly. She knows he finally believe her when she said that she’s sure of her feelings for him, but she really dont know, at this moment, if she can forgive what he did so easily. Minutes passed, and she finally typed back a reply.

I’m sorry. I need time.

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Jungkook kneeled down on one knee, one hand holding hers and another one holding open a small ring box.

“I dont want to ever lose you again. I dont ever want to feel regret for letting you walk out from my life ever again. Song Y/N, I will spend the rest of my life making it up to you, showering you with the love that you deserve. Will you marry me?”

With tears streaming down her cheeks, Y/N smiles.

Minghao quickly turns away from what he saw. It seems that his one mistake will haunt him forever. It costs him to lose the love of his life.