#and i had a lot of mutuals at the time i interacted with

[lionfanged]

as a pkmn rpc veteran, i have gone thru So much weird, annoying, and unpleasant shit over the past 12+ years of participating in it it is wild.

i have so many screenshots of just weird shit in my discord dms, from the several harassment campaigns i got to experience to ppl quite literally threatening to harm themselves if i stopped talking to them (they got blocked lol).

one person made an entire positivity blog under an anonymous name just to try and find a way to follow me again, tho i recognized their writing style/they made some vague posts that clued me in, so they got blocked again.

idk what it is abt pkmn that makes ppl make such poor choices. like, is it just bcuz it is a game for children???

[cthoniccompanion]

who wants to play in the melinoe/icarus/eris shipping space with me?

[nomairuins]

i like overthink everything now it makes me feel so dumb. i used 2 be able to just talk 2 ppl but nowadays every single thing im like Is that actually going to make them hate me. Yes probably. and then i just dont respond which makes ppl hate me. this is how it is

[lesbiansanemi]

I’ve been spending less and less time on this stupid ass website recently and honestly….. good

[byanyan]

thinking about how one of byan's nicknames was originally supposed to be yanyan, hence the url byanyan, but it never caught on/stuck bc it was supposed to be specific to only certain people... so it just hasn't been a thing for three whole years but i haven't had the energy to come up with a new url

[whats-it-mean]

Hi all !

I think that, first and foremost, I owe all of my followers and mutuals an apology for my inactivity. Sometime in february, personal issues began to pop up, and stopped posting on and logging into this account entirely. By now, this account has been empty for around 8 (maybe closer to nine) months, with no warning or explanation. While my inactivity was due to things beyond my control, I wish I hadn't simply disappeared without a word. My inactivity forced me to drop out of certain events and involvements, and being unable to contact any of my mutuals has bothered me for months. To my mutuals and followers, I am very, very sorry for going so long without a word.

Rambling aside, this account will continue to be inactive.

In hindsight, the content I made + posted here isn't exactly the kind of content I want to go forward with making, and social-media related stress has led me to a clean slate with a new account.

i've already contacted some of my mutuals from said new account, but my activity has been slower than before and I haven't had a chance to reconnect with all of you- and, again, for that, I apologize.

Anyone who still wishes to follow me can do so at my new account, @kyokills . Please keep in mind that I will be posting less on my new account, and different content. While I still plan on posting my writings, most of what I write will shift from self-insert oneshots to longer works of fanfiction that do not feature the reader, as well as my new account will be much more casual and somewhat less active.

any ff requests made while I was gone will be deleted. To those who made requests, I apologize, but considering my inactivity and the different content on my new account, I don't have it in me to write oneshots for requests that old.

This account has led me to meet many wonderful people, and I am thankful for the friends + followers I've had. I will not be deleting this account, but from this point on it will be inactive, along with my side accounts, and my rp account.

I'm not great with serious posts like this, and considerably worse with apologies, but, again I'm sorry to all the people I was unable to keep communication with during the time I was gone, and to all my followers who had no prior warning or explanation for my inactivity.

I hope you have enjoyed my content up until now. Thank you all for the support I've gotten for my writings on this site. I hope to see you on my new account !

[jouster-ari]

:)

[voluptuarian]

the amount of horny I'm seeing over the ghoul in this new Fallout show is giving me faith in it. This is like, the coalmine canary but good. If a show is successfully providing one half of what a Fallout experience should be, wild ghoul-thirst is Exactly what I should be seeing.

[macabre-cross]

after realizing his feelings towards ken are romantic+sexual the first thing farfarello would do is consider the pros and cons of committing murder-suicide so he wouldn't have to deal with all that

[d0d0-b0i]

always get so pleasantly surprised when people really like my stuff i post :) love you all. whether you celebrate something or not around this time i wish you all the best <3

[005mins]

/ those of u guys who write s.ervants or have f.ate s.ervant verses, would u let d.aybit be ur muses' m.aster-

[prettysweetprettysweet]

“He could take that thing he was singing, and just sledgehammer it through somebody’s heart,” Shinoda said with reverence. “I’ve grown to appreciate what we had even more, because it’s hard to get that. I work with people where I go, ‘Oh, can you sing it this way?’ And they just can’t.”

Brad Delson, the band’s guitarist, called “Lost” a “surprise gift” from Bennington. “The performance is so beautiful, delicate and clear,” he said. “I’ve heard a lot of great Chester vocals, and this is among the best.”

...

But the process of assembling the reissue has provided another means of considering how Bennington may have wanted the band to proceed without him. In particular, Shinoda said he “felt confident” that the singer would have endorsed these expanded editions. “Historically, he was always way more bullish about putting out stuff,” he said. “A typical Chester reaction would have been, ‘Why not just make the album 15 songs?’ When I thought about that, it was very reassuring.”

[varjopeura]

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[soulphiav]

i dreamt of her again

[clueless1995]

god i have to start using consistent grammar on posts they keep getting reblogged

[numetaljackdog]

🎵🦉🌙 hihihi here are some funny images for u :3

🎵 (last song you listened to?): 920LONDON by ada rook! i still haven't heard the album yet but i snagged some time to watch the music video lol. it good, i might talk about it some more later :3

🦉 (morning person or a night owl?): def a night owl, i hate getting up sososo much. honestly for a long time i maintained a pretty solid sleep cycle, i would like go to bed early, sleep for ~9 hours, get up earlyish, it was crazy. now i've gone and fucked it up but it's okay i'm tired all the time either way so i might as well be balling

🌙 (how long have you been on tumblr?): about five years, one month, and three days (but who's counting?). i had no idea what i was getting into, an online acquaintance insisted i made an account because of how cool they thought the site was and then i never talked to that person again because this became my primary (and eventually only) social media