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corpsentry · 3 months

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pick your battles

#my art #my stuff #art #comic #original art #pride 2024 #pride month #trans allegory..... or not even allegory. just trans .... ^_^#i technically cannot come out yet but i don't think the people who i need to not see this stalk my tumblr #i know they stalk everything else like my twitter and my instagram but this might be safe #so fuck it we yap. this is a comic about picking your battles #this is a comic about how for almost a year now everyone at home in singapore has been crying about my sore throat #my terrible fucked up voice. my you know. etc #i came out as not cis and using they/them pronouns in 2015 when i was 14 #but no one ever used my pronouns. none of my classmates or friends even up until i left for college in 2020 #from 2020 onwards every year i wrote an angry vulnreable essay about how much it hurts that they dont remember #and people would dm me apologizing on their hands and knees and commending my bravery #and then forget about it all over again. id ont mean 'they misgender me and then catch it and apologize and correct themselves'#i mean they dont even get that far #and so you might ask yourself: why have you kept them around all this time?#and i would have to explain that by pure bad luck i grew up in the most conservative close minded community #that all of my ex classmates that stayed in singapore are cishet and upper middle class and chinese singaporean #that i Am the trans person. that they were able to ignore me for a decade partially because there was no one else #so this is a comic about how there is dignity and grace in staying in the closet sometimes #about how not everyone deserves to see you at your happiest. about how some people can go fuck themselves #you know your truth and THATS THE ONLY THING THAT MATTERS!!! YEAH!!! i love you

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pnfc · 2 months

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i haint watched the dang chibisode and idk if ill actually watch it with sound on sdfjk but i have a hurt feeling about them casually imbuing perry with speech for a one off gag because the idea that he needs to talk to communicate is fake. we had 4 seasons of wacky magic hijinks cartoon where perry never needed verbal speech to communicate. they couldve done this gag at any point in the show but they didn't, and the fact that they didn't felt significant. perry's muteness is such a core part of his character, to me, to the way i conceive of him/write him. i don't wanna overreact to a goofy little side cartoon (even tho i'm doing it anyway) but it's still the characters, and it still upsets me! ok that's it i've said my piece

#ill watch it at some point but despite my silence i have been like obsessively anxious about this cartoon #and pestered my friend to watch it for me sDFJKL #in a month this will have either ruined pnf for me forever or i'll have changed my mind and i like it actually its fine #for now anyway i have tons of comic sketches about perry's muteness that i no longer wanna finish and share...maybe someday but not now #i had a rly great day actually but now im falling asleep in bed tipsy and a little teary over this. cuz i love perry a lot he's #really special to me. i also got that star wars perry shirt in the mail today btw. and. it's such a good pj shirt #but back on topic #it sucks when an aspect of a character that is CORE to your appreciation of them becomes casually disregarded by the writers at some point #like im certainly not ever accepting an interpretation of perry like 'secretly hed really like to be able to talk' because its #never ever been communicated. like the idea that heinz wd prefer if perry was human. its just not in the show. the opposite is true in fact #so im left feeling stupid for caring about something that some writers(inc. dan) felt was unimportant. makes me not wanna continue my art #which sux cuz i like my comic ideas! id love to finish them. i hope i get over this.#i overreact to live-updating media when im fixated on it wh is why i prefer getting into dead fandoms haha #but they keep on bringing them back to life dont they...im never safe #it was funny me trying to explain to my friend why i efel so strongly about this meanwhile hes tried to explain why he feels so strongly ab #ut AYA and my stance on that episode has always just been “cute! its fine” lmao #@ dwampy you guys made the show that follows a specific rhythm and set of rules designed to appeal to obsessive autistic brained people ok #you invited my overreaction. unsheathes katana etc #ok im goint to sleep #meta

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stan-joe · 1 year

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hey link click fans just to make your day worse I'm pretty sure the entire last few episodes happened on lu guang's birthday

#LG's watch date stamp directly IDs 22 October for the early morning that S1 ended on. which means that it's also the day S2 starts on #so Cheng Xiaoshi jail time Lu Guang not-dead reveal etc. is all the 22nd. next timestamps are that evening w/ Chen Bin's phone #but chen bin dies that night. and capt Xiao gets a head wound.#the time between then and the funeral day isn't explicitly established iirc BUT. everyone dressed up. Xiao's bandanges were still bloody.#SO it stands to reason that if attendees got cleaned up then the bandages would have been changed unless they were new in the first place #also no way nothing happened between those two events if they were more than a day apart #so Chen Bin's funeral is the 23rd. probably. that's the main maybe-inaccurate point this is all dependent on.#ep3 ends on golden hour and ep4 starts on daylight and new outfits. so next day. OCTOBER 24th aka Lu Guang's birthday.#okay new day they dive into Li Tianchen's photo and EVERYTHING ELSE HAPPENS THAT SAME NIGHT.#season 2 (with the exception of the aftermath clips at the end of ep12) ends some time after 3am on the morning of October 25th.#so safe to say Lu Guang had a subpar birthday. unless he's into Cheng Xiaoshi getting shot.#link click spoilers #shiguang dailiren #btw i could be wrong. crunchyroll and my laptop don't get along so im not really succeeding at verifying anything bc nothing will play.#and idk if this is a new observation but i haven't seen anyone bring it up so yk

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lexkent · 3 months

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continuing to deal with the horrors of signing up for health insurance

#there were like no plans listed that covered my therapist #but my therapist said she accepted every major insurance company #so i was like maybe it's inaccurate then and picked the most reasonable plan #but then i sent her the plan id number to be safe and it doesn't work!!#so now i went back and looked at the 1 company listed that covered her #it's premium is 12× as expensive with a higher deductible etc #i googled the company and it has God awful reviews #so i panicked for a bit #came to accept that any health insurance i look up is going to have god awful reviews bc they're all evil #so as long as they cover my therapist and i have some kind of coverage #i'm just doing it #please excuse my typos i dont wanna retype anything #text

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loli-dollie · 4 months

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wingsofhcpe · 9 months

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"if you haven't been called a slur you aren't ACTUALLY queer" OK so what about queer people that haven't come out yet. Or queer people in accepting progressive circles of society. What about people whose identities don't come attached with a specific slur (i.e. there's no specific slur for pan people*). What about languages that don't have the same slur equivalents as the English language. Etc etc.

Do you realise how stupid this exclusionist shit is.

#(btw pan bi etc ppl HAVE been called the f and d slurs. it's just not specifically about their own IDs.)#(it can and has been used against them however.)#queer stuff #asexual #aromantic #safe place for aros here. arophobes go to the guillotine idc

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kalashtars · 1 month

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if I think abt the state of trans politics in the US for more than .2 seconds I start wanting to sob god I hate it here

#damien.txt #obligatory obv this is not the worst place etc etc but like. crazy that i feel WAYYY less safe than i did 3 yrs ago!#like bro what the fuck happened. we were like...... vaguely making progress. why the fuck are we here #it really makes me feel sooo nauseous like i have so much anxiety abt it #so much that my brain starts convincing me that Maybe Im Not Trans bc i get so anxious abt it #literally hitting the 'maybe it's not worth it' mindset even tho like. id-ing as a girl makes me want to throw up #idk. idk idk idk. it's so shitty #unfortunately im a person that really values comfort. and like. it can be really hard for me sometimes to like #decide that those types of risk to personal safety/comfort are worth it. idk.#but also literally ive known i was trans since i was like 12. so. haha. what the fuck would i even do #also! this really has me delaying like. doing certain things with like transition #like lowkey im soooo scared to get top surgery with the current climate #even tho i might have the money for it in abt a year 👀#and like. really truly i cant see myself regretting it. like even if i didnt commit to other transition stuff.#i think i would like top surgery. like forever.#but man!!! im just so scared of getting hate crimed. ugh.#i need to learn to not be. so scared of things like this. like i need to learn to live life like how i want to #but also MANNNN this shit is so scary i cant handle it #yeah. idk what the solution here is. this has literally been on my mind for like a year

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jatlokgwo · 4 months

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im so bad at making horror stuff every time i try i reinvent capitalism with diffrent world rules and why would i make this when i can go online or outside and see the exact same thing

#pup talks #am not there for horror tbh i like puzzles and forbidden things horror stuff is a side affect (also radqueer consang etc)#also reallt funny to me how my parents went way to hard on age appropriate stuff but i have the brain of a lab rat #and id get bored with safe stuff and i found out that horror stuff is useally alot more complicated or puzzley and task failed you tried to #keep your kid away from big things so hard but it memorized every creepypasta it could find and every mad father storyline and #a bunch of l4d comics and the fnaf storyline with secrets and random theories anyways critical failure

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shigussy · 1 month

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discovered a food allergy by eating it(again)

#kiwi then peanut butter now AVOCADO??? IM CALIFORNIAN WHY WOULD MY BODY BETRAY ME LIKE THIS #also my FAT ASS brother keeps eating all my safe foods and ive been eating only snack bars twinkies and rice for the past week #and my parents cant get any new food bc we're dirt fucking poor rn and no one will fucking hire me or my dad anywhere and we're living off #my moms paycheck only which is not helped by her urge to buy 2nd hand furniture we dont have room for #she bought all this shit bc she wants us to fix it up and resell it but like! it takes so much work to do that and it wont turn out the way #she wants it to! plus she wants me my dad sister and brother to do it and doesn't wanna help with it #my brother is a whole other irritating story on top of all this stress bc he keeps trying to convince my parents to buy him new games etc #and it irritates me bc he does it constantly and my parents cave A LOT but when im like hey! please buy X food we're completely out of it i #get told i need to get a job so i can buy it myself #hes 19 btw and he also has NO ID which he needs to be able to get a job #hes haf multiple opportunities to get one and he made up excuses not to do it everytime #didn't get enough sleep or doesn't have clean pants #when he stays up to 5am playing video games and he showers once a week and the had a clean pair sitting in the clean laundry for days at #that point🙄

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ashfdhfgdsfk · 1 year

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I just discovered your art and I am FLOORED!!! It’s just incredible!! I was wondering- do you sell prints?? I would love to buy the print of Hannibal getting out his restraints at muskrat farm. I want to frame it, it’s so stunning! ❤️

i dont as of this moment simply because i never have before and dont fully know how it works, but !! you are the second request for prints ive gotten so i really want to look into this as a possibility <3 thank you for the support either way it seriously means a lot :'-) <333

#asks #castellomargot #saved #youre so kind srsly im keeping you in my pocket forever now #pressing you in between the pages of a book like a flower for safe keeping #etc etc you get me <333 #srsly thank you #if i figure it out ill make a post most likely :-)#(and if anyone has advice on how to do it id love to hear it)

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magnoliamyrrh · 2 years

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i think that whole "never felt safe growing up and most of my life" thing did real damage to my psyche lmao

#......... whole damn childhood of not feeling safe. i think... the one place i can even think of where i was truly comfortable was my aunts #house. and id see her rarely and not get to stay w her that often/long...#.... apart from that?.... just constant fucking fear and wanting to escape and be left alone #... when i got older like middle high college id feel somewhat safe at friends houses. but i always dreaded having to go home #when i lived at college was... the first time i actually lived somewhere where i felt kinda safe and at home. but my parents made sure to #remind me that it wasnt my actual home lmaoo and that they could take it away at any moment #just like how after we moved from romania i had to hear all the time. while i was stuck in a foreign country as a kid. that my room isnt my #own nothing is my own i owe them everything privacy wasnt allowed etc etc #...... after college i lived w my partner in the ghetto. like shots outside 7+ times a day sorta ghetto. i literally felt safer and more #comfortable and vibing and chill than i did at home with my parents?? lmaoo jfc i actually miss it #apart from that... probably the second time i was in the psych ward lol #and after i come back from romania its gonna be months again of having to stay alone w my stepfather whose like. weirdly sexually attracted #to me and loud and agressive and it just. triggers me so fucking much. god. i hate all this. i hate all this #twenty two fucking years of knowing little else than fucking fear and loneliness. i just. want. to feel safe.#for fucking once #so often i just wanna curl up in a borrow and never come out. thats all i want. im so tired. im so tired of this

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house-of-cards-and-crime · 8 months

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okay i noticed this the other day but in the scott pilgrim movie the guy who plays crash/luke wilson looked so much like mfing onision in like the first scene he's shown in and it threw me off SO bad because i haven't thought about that guy in actual years

#scott pilgrim #scott pilgrim vs the world #organizey tags as usual >#stuff and nonsense ramblings etc #SP vs the ?!#tw onision #<- i dont know how necessary that is but i know he's done some really messed up stuff so id rather be safe than sorry

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snowychicken · 1 year

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Shit is getting too real for my liking

#so i briefly mentioned this but yesterday my sibling got into a big fight with my parents #apparently they recorded the conversation they had with our mom afterward and showed it to their therapist #and she sent them home with a book on how to deal with toxic people and said she wanted our parents to start therapy as well #and shes telling them that its a shit situation and we shouldnt be treated this way etc.#and like. i already knew it was a shit situation but hearing that people outside of it agree #i thought id feel reassured but i feel less safe than ever #also my sibling has more guts than i could ever hope to have holy shit #theyre opening up to their therapist and actually confronting mom and trying to make a change here and im so proud of them #(i just hide and try to avoid it lol)#but yeah just. idk. i dont like this one bit. i want out.#snowys talking again

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lord-shitbox · 1 year

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Beating Hollow Knight Steel Soul: A Guide

part 1: general tips!

if you're about to die hit esc/pause and quit to menu