#and im now terrified to be touched

[bookishforce]

ok i will say this that as much as only friends fucked it's own ass i really liked the fact that Mew was somewhere on the ace spectrum and quite touch averse and Top really respected that and Mew obviously ended up enjoying himself because he felt safe and comfortable and Top didn't give him shit for being a virgin? I'm glad he did it on his own terms and in his own time. His stupid asshole friends who gave him shit about it gave me the yurgh but i am glad he did it when he was ready and not before bc that pressure is kinda real!! I mean virginity is a concept yehyeh but being with someone for the first time can be real shit when you're not ready ~~ so thank u for that ofts and thank u for making me feel better for how i see that stuff

[aerostaticsurrender]

Dream brother with your tears scattered round the world

Dont be like the one who made me so old

Dont be like the one who left behind his name

Cause they’re waiting for you like I waited for mine

And nobody ever came

[ghost-bard]

Hiyaaa my FHsona’s silly outfits, inspired by @cloudmancy giving his fhsona fun fits!

Image I.D. in alt text!

Fun fact, the pants in the adventuring fit are just. another pair of sweatpants, but slightly modified. comfort trumps everything lets gooo, more fun facts under the cut as per the usual!

Lets seeee some fun info about him because idk its fun

the name rain is from my usn on every other social except for tumblr (and ao3 but i dont think that counts-), and they use any (and all) pronouns :]]]]

they do community service after certain school days and on the weekends

i imagine they're part of some sort of gaming club

very chill person, although they are a bit antisocial

and she's usually found playing on their switch

all in all, wow she just like me fr (but literally)

anyway, what if, teehee, i got sent some fhsonas... to maybe draw with my lil guy... and they interacted... wouldnt that be crazy... just kidding haha... unless-

[teplejtrouba]

every so often i now notice my first beard hairs coming in. it's incredibly euphoric but also scary as i Do Not trust myself with sharp objects and am a coward and im already dreading having to shave. but i am also a snob and an aesthete and don't want a few stupid stray hairs on my neck. i also miss my smooth luscious baby face because of sensory reasons.

[lesbuoyant]

my social life is so goddamn depressing and i 100% lack the mental equipment to actually fix it. and that said if you've stuck around regardless of that thank u for being my friend.

[pickledclowns]

How do you forgive yourself for things that used to keep you safe. They euthanize dogs who bite even if the dog was scared. How do I forgive myself for biting everyone around me when biting was the only thing that used to protect me.

[ike-mcswains-mortician]

hey anthony. quick question. with henry gone and presumably everyone in oakvale who doesn’t worship willy being moments away from death, i gotta ask…

WHAT THE FUCK IS GONNA HAPPEN TO BIRDIE??????

oh. and barry too ig

[l3ominor]

Just started my first playthrough of Ocarina of Time, let's see how this goes ':D

[bangcakes]

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[cat-with-a-keyboard]

i should Legit Write the Prophet's story bc its so . uh . well i'm kind of attached to it ngl.

[marsionette]

Your Sellbot designs are incredible. Mingle looks as if she's going to try selling me Mary Kay XD

LOOLLL IT'S TRUE.... SHE WOULD.... THANK YOU SO MUCH!! hehehe that means a lot to me ^_^

[amyheritageposts]

hows it feel being one of the few active heritage post accounts

[quzen]

hate how much i think about forsaken and its characters and i always get anxious so i dont actually play it

[wishecho]

my printer jammed for the first time ever and i don’t think ive ever been so terrified. why did it start screaming at me like it was in pain.

also found out i can use it to scan things while trying to fix it. learning loads today

[questionablemeap]

bro. bro we should like hold hands. we should like, lay on each other and giggle at 3am together. i love you, but it’s totally bro, i have socks on don’t worry.

i might be going insane.

i love my boyfriend so so much. i love when he wakes up in the morning and he’s all bleary-eyed and grumpy, and his hair is a rat’s nest. i love seeing his eyes light up talking about warhammer, his all-time special interest. i love him i love him i love him. he’s my world, my everything, i’m alright i guess on my own but with him i feel like i glow. like this is exactly how it’s meant to be.

but i’m greedy. i want more. i don’t want more, not really, im perfectly happy with what i have now. it’s beautiful, amazing, spectacular.

why am i like this?

yes i’m ambiamorous and i don’t really feel attraction like other people do, it’s different and weird and a hell of a lot more platonic based.

but.

but i can’t get this image out of my head. it’s soft and a bit fuzzy, like a dream. we’re all four of us in a kitchen, and it’s not very big. they have a blanket wrapped around their shoulders and they’re leaning their head on him. he’s making breakfast, eggs, or pancakes, or anything really. i have my hand on his waist, and i’m leaning against the other counter. she’s next to me, and our sides are pressed together, and her hair is ruffled, and her glasses are smudged. they shift their head on his shoulder so that they’re looking at me and they smile at me with their eyes half closed. they rest their hand against mine and softly stroke with their thumb back and forth, and he moves his head to the side to give them a kiss on the forehead. i grab the energy drink that she’s sipping on, and i take a drink myself. i hand it back and she leans her head on my shoulder, grabbing the energy drink from me. it’s all soft and sleepy, and there’s morning light coming in from some window somewhere, and everyone and everything is golden lit from the sun. it’s beautiful here, and i want to stay in this dream forever.

but dream isn’t reality.

it doesn’t matter that to me he’s autumn leaves and murmurs turning to silence in a dark theatre and snowflakes resting on eyelashes in a quiet forest.

it doesn’t matter that to me they’re spring meadows that leave my shirt damp from dew and stargazing and tiny pebbles at the shore of a river’s stream.

it doesn’t matter that to me she’s apple juice on a warm summer’s day and muffled laughter at 3am from a stupid joke and birthday cake.

it doesn’t matter that to me i love them all differently, simultaneously, and equally.

i don’t think it’s meant to be.

but i’ll have that dream. that dream of a soft morning in a small crowded apartment where everything’s perfect and warm and together.

i love him.

i love them.

i love her.

i’m so greedy.

[steampoweredskeleton]

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