#and it takes a fucking toll

[blackskorpi0n]

my 23 faves of 2023🤸🏾‍♀️ in no particular order

tysm for the tag @sikoi 🫶🏾!!! I wanna tag @wldestluv-rs @crsentfairy @nepotisim @yngblkarawak @missatan @veone @gleamer @skaterboisims @salemsimss and anyone else who wants to do this 💗

[n4rval]

consider: mad genius who's also a very kind and lonely old man

actually adores children and connects with them better than most people because they are both openly candid, creative and curious

struggles with the asexual conundrum of wanting a spouse and offspring but ultimately Sucking So Much Ass at building intimacy with another person he skipped that part altogether and mad scienced his way into a family

[rakkuntoast]

i love ninho but god the rooms getting smaller and smaller the more the parents get paranoid its just,, depressing??

like holy shit badboyhalo you are so fucking smart but god just seeing this room being built on paranoia, just decked out with secure blocks and removing what little the eggs have of personalizing this small room with things that makes them feel comfort in a situation where they well know they are in danger just makes me feel so sad

like, they're kids. all of those rooms are for little kids. they're safe in there yes, but they're going back to what they didnt want to make the rooms look like, like a prison

[holedyke]

going to the dentist tmr for the first time in 5 years. and at 8am no less

[betasuppe]

☆Quick Palette Comms!☆

Available slots:

1. CLOSED!

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3. OPEN!

Payroll docked me a full day & a half's pay because my report's admin absolutely sucks at their job & screwed me over, so I really need to make just about 150$ to keep from dropping into the red in my bank account, until I can get this paid back on my upcoming check.

I don't have the time to do full comms at the moment, but because I'm in a tough space, I'm again going to be offering some limited time palette comms from today until Wednesday 12/13 for anyone who makes a donation of a certain amount.

For 25$+, I'll do cute chibis & 45$+, I'll do a more serious style,with some examples of Flint & Rinn below! I'll have the palettes I'm using at the bottom of the post...

If youd like multiple characters in one drawing, it'll be a bit more & if you want something more detailed or a fuller comm, just say the word & we'll talk from there.

Anyways, please just let me know if you're interested & anything & everything helps... Thanks a million, all, much much love to ya♡♡♡

Please message me if you have any questions & again, thanks as always for your time & help, you guys!♡♡♡

[ahdriking]

I've been thinking a lot about Porsche post season 1, and it's honestly taken me a really long time to come to terms with what I think the future holds for him (and a potential season 2, my version of it anyway), but I think i've finally figured out that niggling feeling at the back of my mind telling me that this is the calm before the storm.

This isn't Porsche's happy ending. How could it be? The show went to great lengths to demonstrate to us and remind us time and time again that Porsche hates loan sharks and predators, and that's exactly what he's become. And it is what he's become. The show may never give it to us in explicit detail, but we're made aware that the role of the second family is very different to the first family. Their role is the dark, bloody, messy bullshit that the first family can't afford to sully their hands with. It's the racketeering, extortion, drugs, torture, gang wars, murder and violence that is typical of the real mafia world. Porsche, an orphan who spent his entire life under the yoke of loan sharks, is now responsible for operating a bloody and violent criminal empire. And that's supposed to be his happily ever after?

In reality, I don't think Porsche would ever have accepted the role and the ring if Kinn hadn't been the one offering them to him, and even then I don't think Porsche would have accepted the role unless he knew that if he didn't, he would lose Kinn. Because, as much as Kinn loves Porsche, as much as he wants him and would never hurt him willingly again, as much as he would never choose to leave him, Kinn was raised an heir. Kinn was shaped and molded to take up the mantle of his fathers legacy. Kinn bears the full weight of the responsibility for his family on his shoulders, and he has for the majority of his life, a life that has never completely been his own. Kinn cannot walk away from it, he would never be able to live with himself, he wouldn't be himself, and I think Porsche knows that. Kinn may be soft and loving and affectionate in private, but in public, Kinn is cold, calculated and ambitious-- but there can't be one without the other. Both are what makes Kinn who he is.

So Porsche accepts the ring and the role as head of the minor family because he knows that if he doesn't, he's forcing Kinn to choose between his family and Porsche, between his dark side and his lighter side, and I think Porsche, rightfully, is terrified that he doesn't know what Kinn would ultimately choose.

So the choice ends up being Porsche's, and he chooses Kinn. We know this, because he explicitly rejects the idea of belonging to the second family, emphasizing that it's Kinn's side he's on, demonstrating that his position is entirely contingent on Kinn. He makes the sacrifice of becoming everything he once hated, just so Kinn doesn't have to make an impossible choice.

But how long can that last?

How long will Porsche be able to cheat and lie and extort and murder before it starts to really get to him? How long is he going to be able to act like the tough, unaffected mafia boss when he hates everything he now stands for? How long will it be before he starts to resent Kinn for it? How long before he loses himself?

THAT'S what I think would make for a fascinating season 2: Porsche's descent into darkness, his abandoning of himself, for the sake of the man he loves. Porsche trying to reconcile the things he has to do and the man he has to become, all for the sake of Kinn. And Kinn watching Porsche's joy and brightness and goodness slowly flicker, fade and die, knowing that it's for him. Because of him.

I think there's only one way that it all ends: Kinn has to make a choice. Kinn has to choose. Either he becomes the man his father meant for him to be, following in his footsteps and adopting the mantle of ruthless criminal leader, or he rejects his father, and by proxy his family, and chooses Porsche. The longer Kinn waits to make his decision, the more of Porsche he will lose.

[napalmchugger]

mini Jonny WIP that I don't think I'll finish. Another unfortunate victim of the chibi-fication ray...

[bi-functional]

D: oh grow up. You’ve been like this since the day we got married.

B: A highly sexual and reasonable man?

D: A man who over reacts when he doesn’t get his way.

After a long day of travel I got high and turned on adult swim and somethin about that American Dad script just screams these fuckers.

As always based on @tswwwit ‘s familiar au. Apologies for the shitty sketches I still am fucking blind

[mamawasatesttube]

thinking about putting bart in a time loop...

[elbiotipo]

oh yeah, I'm kind of an office worker now. I dress up in a nice shirt and pants, show up at The Institute at 9, register myself, go up to the office of my profesor in the cublic (yes, a literal cubicle), sit down, and begin writing my Reports and sending Emails.

sorry if you had to hear it this way, but I've been assimilated by The System.

[adhdbisexualramblings]

I am vengeful at this show for making Stolas sympathetic in any way

[caracello]

i gotta stick my tongue in that guy's mouth.

[vampiremansionpoolboy-moved]

going insane over the fact that happiness and care and concern and love is underneath every interaction between newt and hermann in pacific rim

[spaciebabie]

what the fuck is the point of break if you give me assignments ta do over it. what the fuck is the point of weekends if you give me more assignments ta do during it. what the fuck is the point of mandating that every student have the weekend off ta rest and then you dont let them do that. fuck you fuckyou fuck you

[caffeinatedopossum]

I wish I could be mentally ill in the same way I was when I was 13

[bugsoda]

im so serious it is fucking exhausting being angry at society