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monster-noises · 1 year

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Ahahahahaaha love love Love getting Medical Anxiety triggered by over hearing something at work and fucking Finally feeling normal by the end of the work day only to come home and Remember It

Best time

Good vibes

My insides are vibrating at a daaaaangerous frequency and it's Not Helping

#monster noises #i never know what to call this type of Ongoing Exaggerated Anxiety #cause I don't want to misues terms #and I don't think it's...... Active enough for me to qualify it as Paranoia Or Hypochondria #but it's got a Hairline trigger #(i.e useful tips posted benignly on the internet about how to check for/detect something - overhearing co workers talk about their health -#part of a podcast that portrays a catastrophic health event; all things that have sent me absolutely Spiralling #some that Continue to affect my behavior)#and a base level of Constant Fear that i just really wish i didn't have to deal with #i loose a lot of days were i'm just kinda puttering around not doing much unable to drum up the energy because my Brain is on Fire #trying to convince myself i either Am or Am Not on the verge of having a Stroke or some shit #and I don't talk about it a lot because.........#idk #seems like it's not serious enough to warrant it #though it absolutely is #and i don't want anyone to like... get concerned cause that's just gunna make Me Worse #and that's Really not gunna help

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ningadudexx · 5 months

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what’re your thoughts on the lmk season 5 trailer? do u think it’s real?

yeah its real, sarah harper posted on twt that flying bark studios isnt working on monkie kid anymore (༎ຶ⌑༎ຶ)

im still very excited for s5 though!! im very grateful to flying bark studios... i love this show to bits and they will still have the same vas and writers

but on another note never ever get a special interest it will destroy your life

#lego monkie kid #lmk #lego #man #on the first day of summer too #im still really excited for s5 #but flying bark studios is my fav animation studio #im really gunna miss the charm they bring to the show #not sure how to feel #circlet wukong is helping tho #love that his ass got hit twice with the circlet curse #sorry bro the world is against cheeky little monkeys #today will surely go down as a day of all days #i will never forget may 10th 2024 #vent art kinda

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vilelittlecritter · 2 days

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Ha ha I don't know what I want to do with my life and I feel unsatisfied with my current condition!

#i just feel fuckin hollow #i mean i wanna make art again for real now but i dont feel good #my lifes shambles right now and i dont know how to tidy it right now #ill find a way tho #whether through brute force. sheer luck or even professional help ill do it #positive apathy is hoe im feelin i guess #id like to be a barista. or work in one of those niche little stores where you get to hang out mostly #id like to learn to properly garden #i love flowers and i like chillin outside pullin out the weeds #yea that sounds nice #although theres no job opening rn that really jump out to me. and im scared to leave my current job #its a pretty good job but i hate having to wear a uniform and i generally dont feel very happy #my coworkers are lovely. my bosses are great and my pay is phenomenal but i just wanna do something else #i liked working in the bakery for the short time that lasted #idk im tired and zonked the fuck out #god I'm gunna become a stoner arent i ..#anxiety bad. brain terrible #womp womp #delete later

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starheirxero · 9 months

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OKAY. WELL. OKAY. LET'S SIT DOWN. LET'S PROCESS THIS, Y'ALL.

First and foremost: If this ends up being my "Eclipse comes back via the astral bodies" theory then I TOLD YOU SO. I TOLD YOU SO!!!!!

Secondly, the idea that someone or something brought Eclipse back from Solar's world immediately made me side-eye Solar's Moon. I dunno how he'd have done that! But! Yeah!!!

Thirdly, everyone's not doin' too hot now!! Sun looked like he was disassociating, Solar was probably trying to keep it together, and Moon. Yea. I can only assume Lunar and Earth and maybe Bloodmoon are the next targets for an Eclipse visit.

Lastly, if Eclipse revived then Solar Flare too? ☹️ Please? ☹️ Please Solar Flare upon me? Please?? ☹️☹️☹️

#xero says things #THIS IS. A LOT.#I KINDA FEEL FLASHBANGED AHSJQHSJS #I'm not angey or upset even. I'm just very very viscerally confused ABQJSHQJS 😭#I don't know what they're gunna do with him this time around!!!#I really really truly can only assume it's astral body related!!#bc nothing else is making sense to me!! 😭😭😭#girl help!!!!!!#glad to see he's still insanely babygirl coded tho!!!#tsams spoilers #sun and moon show spoilers #sun and moon show #the sun and moon show #tsams

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bucketfullofstrawberries · 3 months

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THIS smug ass bastard is on a mission and wants to spread joy by giving Narrators & Stanleys & Curators & Timekeepers and WHOEVER alike flowers while he's on his travels to try & make peoples days a little brighter,

But THIS mother fucker hasn't actually drawn properly in DAYS BECAUSE MAGMAS BEING A FREAK!!!! And also because I've had multiple appointments to go to that've worn me out- BUT STILL!!! RAGH!!!!

#tsp #berri rambles about shit #berri stuff #berri art #tsp art #doesn't help that these doodles are like weeks old JSVRKDBSKDBE #im dYINGGG OVERR HEREEE /LH /SILLY #IM GUNNA TRY GET BACK ON THE GRING ASAP BUT I WANNA TRY FIGURE OUT WHY MAGMAS BEING WEIRD AND ALSO I WANNA GET MY ENERGY REPLENISHED #HEEHOOO #IM NOT ABANDONING THE ROADTRIP THO ISTG IF I DID ID BE SO MAD AT MYSELF #IF IT COMED TO IT ILL POST HALF THE COMIC UNFINISHED IF NEED BE #BUT I WILL GET SHIT OUTTTT #but also. i really wanna do a special little thing for my 800 followers special and that involves a little collab or adventure of sorts.#and ALSO i wanna drop into peoples ask boxes with a little edgar offering out flowers BUTT I NEEED TO DRAWWWWW THAAAT FOR IT TO HAPPEENNNN #👊👊💥💥👊💥👊💥👊

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bucephaly · 3 months

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Hh I have that reconnecting cherokee masterpost thing p much done and it's stupid long but whatever, I just know im gunna sit on it for a week or two before I feel like I can post it. I'd like to get some more eyes on it to double check everything before it goes up

#i had a link to the big cherokee facebook group but i think im gunna remove it #even though its been a huge help for me in reconnecting #the person who runs it is a massive douche. misogynistic and racist and i dont think he deserves any more new reconnectors to influence #or maybe ill still have the link and just put 'now cornsilk is an asshole. dont listen to him.' as a disclaimer lmao #cuz that group really has helped me connect a lot

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adhdvane · 1 year

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keeping amelia's support skill always active this gw by being gay

#granblue fantasy #gbf #amelia gbf #galleon gbf #vikala gbf #art #sammy be quiet #giving her a permanent 10 buffs on turn one lol #look that armor being reapplied every time the boss special attacks is very helpful #i was running nm 100 on full auto with little intervention while drawing all of this rip #geez it really took 4.5 hours #pneuma is the grab the tiddies reassuringly skill shhh sdkjfskl #she gets a uriel buff turn 1 too #but basically the boss can never dispel enough buffs to make the additional effects not happen lol #i got galleon like literally a day before gw and it turned out she was perfect for cheesing amelia #i wasn't even sure i was gunna be using amelia this gw esp after nm 90 went down one turn with an ougi burst set up #then it turns out the boss is a debuffing asshole so

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readingwriter92 · 6 months

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Did I fully get dressed only to lay back down for another half hour

#ugh don’t want to do the tasks today #the lay down and scroll won against getting up and making breakfast #really lunch given that it’s noon but #ughhhhh I have shit that needs to be doneeeee #I’m hoping that posting this will get my ass up #I already got up later than intended this is not helpingggggg #i will never understand people who get up like. on their own #y’all are magic to me #I need a deadline or reason. or plan #bc then my brain is like. oh shit you need an hour before you can do anything so you HAVE TO GET IP #but when it’s me making my own schedule it’s like. yeah you feel bad for getting up late but I’m not gunna help with that #ughhhhhhh #shut up sarah

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felidaefatigue · 1 year

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i know this isnt news for anyone whose ever worked with them before but

bless any old people working in a business involving computers. so dumb. so precious. no wonder nothing gets done. how has our soeciety not collapsed. please retire. young people really need to take your jobs so we can retrofit every work flow ever your systems are so hilarious

#i had to help a coworker SCREENSHOT A PROGRAM WINDOW and attach the image to an email #so that HER boss can send it to their IT guy cause they want it on another computer #did i tell them i could probably do that myself or that a screenshot isnt really gunna help the guy #no no i did not #clearly this is how theyve done it before #im not interferring i already offered to learn part of their job at some point so i can help and ik i aint gunna get paid for it

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confetti-critter · 8 months

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Yesterday a coworker was coughing all over everything and another said "should you be here? Shouldn't you be wearing a mask?" And she looked taken aback but like. GIRL.

My throat is feeling a bit weird and I swear. To. Fucking. God. If I got sick from coworkers again.

#im about to mask 24/7 #i thought it was fine since im working in a huge warehouse but i guess not #I'll wear a mask today since I've been coughing a bit HINT HINT COWORKER #fuck. this is so aggravating #oh yea and since masking is better at protecting other people than yourself its probably not gunna help when im the only one #i really wanted to wear a mask yesterday when she was coughing everywhere but i was worried id upset her by being too 'obvious' UGH #why do i still do that kinda shit?! grrrr #personable #work posting

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monster-noises · 3 months

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My over ten year old laptop has probably just Kicked the Bucket because i dumped a fucking cup full of water on her

And while she's no longer my main Device I Do need a larger mobile device i can take with me for things and also to watch YouTube while i sleep...

And good fucking lord i can't afford that right now so i don't know what i'm gunna do

#monster noises #the first thought is fucking commissions #but i really.. i can't do that again #maybe not never but not now #my already broken heart?#i need to keep what i can to hold onto and comms won't.. help... that.#but what the Fuck am i gunna do

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dragqueenpentheus · 1 year

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