#and then i get overwhelmed and hhhHH

[dahldahlbills]

I really need to get serious about personal projects again

[wings-of-angels]

I keep having the urge to drop out of college/sixth form

[skyeateyourdonuts]

yumyumyum

[0cta9on]

Beach Day

length: +3k words

Genre: smut

Nmixx Haewon x Male Reader

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The bell rang, signaling the end of the day. Your teacher dismissed the class as the sound of shuffling bags and miscellaneous chatter filled the room.

“Yo, Minhyuk!”

You turn to your best friend, Junseo, who was sat next to you.

“Did you invite anyone to our beach party yet? Jaewon and I already got Lily and Yoona to tag along,” he asks. Your stomach dropped at the question.

“U-uh, no, sorry. I think I’ll just sit this one out, you guys go and have fun without me,” you say.

Junseo sighs, annoyed at your lame excuse. “Dude, quit being a bitch and ask Haewon already. The worst thing she’ll say is no.”

You and your friends had planned on going to the beach this weekend, and Jaewon suggested that all three of you would invite a girl to make things more “interesting”. It’s not that you didn’t have any girl to invite; it’s quite the opposite. You had your eyes dead set on one girl: Oh Haewon. You’ve had a crush on her since you first laid eyes on her and you would gladly sell your limbs if it meant getting to spend one second alone with her. There’s only one problem - She’s the most popular girl in school, and you were just… You.

“That’s the thing, Junseo. She’s obviously gonna say no,” you reason as you grab your things and exit the classroom, Junseo following closely behind you. 

“Why do you think we invited Lily and Yoona? Those three are close, of course Haewon is gonna say yes.” Junseo suddenly grabs your shoulders, stopping you in your tracks. “Speak of the devil, they’re right there.” He points towards the end of the hallway where, lo and behold, Haewon, Lily, and Yoona were talking.

You gulp as your throat suddenly becomes dry. Even in a simple school uniform, she was the most beautiful girl you have ever seen. The overwhelming feeling of attraction towards her makes your heart race, which has the unfortunate side effect of turning you into a blubbering nervous wreck.

Junseo starts pushing you towards her. “C’mon dude, just go and ask her.” You try to stop him, but your legs are practically wet spaghetti noodles at this point. Before you know it, you find yourself right in front of the three girls, their eyes staring back at you.

“H-Hae… H-hhhhh… Hi…” you stutter breathlessly. Junseo smacks the back of your head, bringing you back to your senses.

“Hello ladies, my friend Minhyuk here has something to ask Haewon,” he says, patting your shoulder reassuringly.

You awkwardly clear your throat, staring at the ground as you’re too intimidated to look her in the eye. “U-uh, do you wanna… go to the beach with us tomorrow?” You brace yourself, expecting rejection.

“Yeah, sure, sounds like fun!” she says in a bright, cheery tone. You couldn’t believe your ears at first. Your lips curved onto a goofy smile as Junseo held you up from fainting, your legs reduced to jelly.

“Cool, we’ll see you girls tomorrow then,” Junseo says as he drags you away. Right as you round the corner, you see Haewon and the other two giggling amongst themselves.

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*Beep beep beep*

You groan as you shut off the alarm on your phone. 7:00 am. You had a couple hours before Jaewon would pick you up for your beach trip. The excitement from being able to spend alone time with Haewon made you restless, so you decided to put in a quick workout to make sure you looked your best for the beach. While you weren’t an athlete like Junseo and Jaewon were, they always forced you to go to the gym with them, resulting in you having a pretty solid physique that you hoped Haewon would notice.

Time flies by, and after a shower and getting your stuff ready, you hear a honk from outside, signaling Jaewon’s arrival. You head outside and see Junseo hanging his head out of the passenger side window.

“Yo Minhyuk! Hurry up and get your ass in the car!” he yells, a mischievous smirk adorned on his face. You give him a weird look before opening the door to the back, only to be faced with Lily and Yoona.

“Hey, Minhyuk.”

“Hiiiii.”

You give them an awkward nod, feeling a little confused. You assumed the girls would be going in a different car and the three of you would meet them at the beach.

“Oh yeah, I forgot to tell you, I went ahead and picked up the girls since they live close,” Jaewon says, looking at you through the rear view mirror with a smirk on his face. Jaewon was the most soft spoken out of the three of you, but he always had some kind of trick up his sleeve. You scoot next to Lily, oblivious to whatever he was planning.

“Alright, we just gotta pick up Haewon and then we’ll be good to go. The back is only meant to seat three, but I’m sure you guys don’t mind squeezing her in there, right?” Jaewon says, his smirk growing into a full on toothy smile. Your eyes go wide with shock as the realization hits you - he was planning on smushing you in the back with Haewon. While you weren’t completely opposed to the idea, you can only imagine how much of an awkward mess you’re going to be with her practically breathing down your neck. After a short drive, Jaewon stops in front of what you assume is Haewon’s house.

“I’ll tell her that we’re here,” Lily says, typing on her phone. You gulp, suddenly feeling very anxious. The girl of your dreams was about to be squished next to you and you were almost 100% sure that you would find a way to fumble this. While lost in thought, the car door opens, revealing a smiling Haewon wearing baggy sweatpants and a white, tight fitting tank top that accentuated her breasts.

“Hey guys!” she greets. Lily and Yoona greet her back, while all you can muster is an awkward hand wave.

“Yo Haewon, are you alright with squeezing in the back next to Minhyuk?” Junseo asks, a sly twinkle in his eyes. Your only wish right now is to strangle his neck with the seatbelt.

“Yeah, that should be fine,” Haewon replies as she scoots next to you. You give Lily and Yoona an apologetic look as you push them to make room for Haewon. Miraculously, the four of you are able to successfully pack together like a can of sardines. The soft skin of Haewon’s arm brushes against you, causing your cock to spring to life from the sudden contact. You mentally facepalm as you try to focus on something else, hoping none of the girls notice your bulge.

“Yoona, you can come sit on my lap if it’s too cramped back there,” Junseo says.

“In your dreams, pervert,” Yoona says, grimacing. The rest of the car erupts into laughter while Junseo sulks in his seat.

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Junseo and the girls fell asleep on the drive to the beach, while you were way too excited to even think about sleep. 

“Wake up y’all. We’re here,” Jaewon says, shaking Junseo awake. All of you step out of the car, taking in the warm sun and the salty scent of the ocean. You, Jaewon, and Junseo grab your stuff from the trunk while the girls excitedly run towards the sea, kicking up sand behind them.

“Yo Minhyuk, did you have fun back there?” Jaewon teases. You punch his arm in rage while he chuckles at you.

“I fucking hate you, man.”

Junseo wraps his arm around your shoulder. “Chill out dude, we’re just trying to help you out. Remember, you would have bailed on us if I didn’t shove you towards Haewon.” He slaps your back before heading in the direction of the girls.

“He’s right. You're basically a mess without us,” Jaewon says, snickering to himself. A feeling of determination suddenly fills you up. You were dead set on having a good time with Haewon and, if things went well, you would confess your feelings to her by the end of the night. With a huff, you march through the sand, following behind your friends.

“It’s been a while since I’ve been to the beach,” Haewon remarks. “Thanks for inviting me, Minhyuk.” She turns to you, flashing a bright smile.

At that moment, all your confidence immediately leaves your body. “Y-yeah, n-no problem, hehe…” you stutter awkwardly. To make things worse, you catch Haewon covering her mouth in an attempt to hide her laughter.

Jaewon places a large picnic blanket on the sand while you set up the umbrella. Junseo sets down a bag of snacks and a cooler full of drinks, completing the preparations. 

“Thank you boyssss,” Yoona says. “Alright, let’s hurry up and get in the water!”

The three of you can’t help but stare in awe as the girls start stripping, revealing their bikini clad bodies underneath. While Lily and Yoona had nice bodies, all of your focus was on Haewon. Her bright yellow bikini top revealed a generous amount of cleavage, while her matching bottoms left practically nothing to the imagination. You felt yourself drool as you imagined getting to explore her smooth curves with your hands.

“Hey perverts, are you gonna join us or not?” Yoona yells, snapping the three of you back to your senses. Jaewon and Junseo quickly discard their shirts before running into the ocean, joining Lily and Yoona. You start to do the same before noticing Haewon, who was sitting underneath the shade of the umbrella.

“Aren’t you gonna go in the water?” you ask her.

“I want to, but I completely forgot my sunscreen at home like an idiot,’ she says, sighing disappointedly. “I’d rather not risk getting sunburnt, y’know?”

You rummage through your bag and pull out a small bottle of sunscreen. “Here, you can use some of mine.” 

She flashes you a bright smile as she takes the bottle from your hand. “Thank you, Minhyuk! You’re a lifesaver!” 

“”Y-yeah, no problem.” Your cock begins to stir in your swimming trunks as you watch her rub the white cream into her smooth skin, your mind filling with sinful thoughts. Then, the unthinkable happens.

“Hey Minhyuk, do you think you could put some sunscreen on my back?” Words you’ve only ever heard in the beginnings of cheap porn films have now come out of Haewon’s mouth. You try to keep a calm expression as she hands you the bottle of sunscreen. 

“Y-y-yeah, I c-can do that,” you stutter, trying and failing to maintain your composure. Thankfully, Haewon doesn’t notice as she lies on her stomach, giving you the perfect chance to ogle her cute ass, barely covered by her bikini bottoms. With trembling hands, you squirt some sunscreen on your fingers and begin gently massaging into her back. 

“Mmmmm, you have such strong hands,” she says, moaning from your touch. You felt your heart pound in your chest with excitement as your hands caressed her lower back. Her skin was as smooth as you had imagined, your fingers easily gliding over her curves. This intimate situation felt like a dream come true that you never wanted to wake up from.

“Oh Minhyuk, that feels so good.” You felt your ears burn bright red as your cock stood at full attention. Everything else faded away as you focused on giving Haewon the best massage you could muster. The sunscreen acted as lube as you gently pushed your digits into her back, eliciting more moans. It became a game to you as you figured out which spots she liked most. Your breathing became heavy with arousal as the chorus of Haewon’s moans filled your ears.

Suddenly, Haewon sits up and grabs your wrists, glaring at you. You gulp, worried that you may have taken things too far. Without a word, she pulls you up and drags you away from the picnic blanket.

“U-uh, Haewon? Where are we going?”

She ignores you as she drags you behind a large boulder, away from everyone else. Her demeanor suddenly turns timid as a pink blush appears on her cheeks and her shaky eyes are unable to meet yours.

“Haewon? What’s wrong?” you ask, becoming increasingly bewildered by her behavior. Despite the circumstances, you couldn’t help but find her cute as she nervously twiddled with her fingers, her impressive cleavage on full display.

“U-um, I’m sorry if this is weird, but that massage got me all h-hot and…” Her words trailed off as the pink on her cheeks evolved into tomato red.  You couldn’t believe her words at first. Did Haewon want you to…? Without hesitation, you pulled her closer and smashed your lips against hers. Your gamble pays off as she wraps her arms around your neck, moaning into your mouth. With newfound confidence, your hands explore more of her body, tracing her every curve. Your right hand cups her plump ass cheek while your other hand gently squeezes her breast, giving you the perfect chance to shove your tongue inside of her mouth as she opens it to moan. The sweet taste of strawberry lip gloss covers your taste buds as your tongues squirm in an erotic dance.

You eventually break the kiss as the need for oxygen manages to trump your carnal desires. Haewon stares deep into your eyes as she catches her breath, her hand snaking down your torso before stopping on your erect bulge. A low groan escapes your lips from the contact, sending a wave of pleasure through your body.

“C-can I touch your cock?” she asks, her voice trembling. You always saw Haewon as an outgoing bundle of energy, so seeing her this timid and horny made you go feral. With a nod, you lower your swimming trunks, revealing your rock hard cock to her in all its glory. Haewon gasps as she kneels in front of you, inspecting your full length with wide eyes. The sight of her innocent face next to your cock would be forever etched into your mind. 

“Oh my god, you’re so big, Minhyuk,” she whispers in awe, gently wrapping her fingers around your member. Her hands felt like Heaven against your cock as they clumsily stroked it. “U-um, I’ve never done this before. Can you help me?”

“Y-yeah, sure. Uh, why don’t you try kissing it first?” you suggest. Haewon obediently complies as she places gentle kisses on your shaft, staining it with her lip gloss. Each kiss sends a shockwave of dopamine throughout your entire body.

“Is that okay?” Haewon’s large eyes look up at you, searching for approval.

A smile grows on your face as you pat her head. “Yes, that’s great, Haewon. You should try sucking it now.”

Haewon giggles excitedly before taking the tip of your cock into her mouth, running her tongue against your slit. A moan escapes your mouth as your hands instinctively reach for the back of her head, encouraging her to take in more of you. You would’ve never guessed that she was inexperienced with how easily your cock slides down her throat. The sensation was unlike anything you had ever felt before - pure ecstasy.

“F-fuck, Haewon. You’re so g-good, holy shit..”

Lust takes control of your body, your fingers interlocking with her hair as you roughly fuck her face. Haewon’s eyes well up with tears, but she makes no move to pull away, happily accepting your whole length. Saliva dripped from her mouth, the dirty image only fueling your arousal. Without warning, you shot your load down Haewon’s throat, the heavenly feeling of her mouth becoming too much for you to handle. After what feels like an eternity of cumming, you release her from your grasp. Haewon collapses backwards onto the sand, drool and cum staining her perfect face.

“S-Shit, are you okay?!” you ask, worried you may have been too rough on her. 

Haewon props herself up and smiles at you. “Th-that was… i-incredible…” she stammered, catching her breath. “C-can you put it inside me? P-please?”

Her words reinvigorate you causing your cock to become hard once again. You quickly pull Haewon to her feet and untie her top, tossing it aside to reveal her ample breasts. Your mouth latches onto her tits while you shove your free hand inside of her bottoms, rubbing her moist slit.

“Oh fuck! That feels so good, Minhyuk…” Haewon whimpers as she plays with your hair. Any ounce of common sense left in your mind was thrown out the window as your only goal right now was to pleasure the girl of your dreams in every way possible. Your heart chugged like the engine of a steam train as you worshiped Haewon’s body with every flick of your tongue and every swipe of your finger against her heat. Eventually, you detach your mouth from her breasts, staring into her eyes while you finger her pussy.

You lean into her ear and whisper, “I’ve wanted to do this for so long. I-I like you, Haewon.” You curl your fingers inside of her, coercing a high-pitched moan out of her as her body is reduced to putty in your hands.

“I-I l-like you too, Min- Ah, fuck! P-please fuck me!” she exclaims. Haewon holds onto your shoulders for balance, nibbling on your neck to muffle her erotic noises. Her confession only increased your skyhigh libido, ripping her bottoms away and lining up your cock with her dripping pussy. Slowly, you thrust forward, impaling her with your erection.

“H-holy shit…” she whispered, tears welling up in her eyes.

“A-are you okay, Haewon?” you asked, pausing your motions to check up on her.

“Y-yes, k-keep going please. Fuck, y-you’re so big…” Haewon looked up at you with pleading eyes. You could’ve sworn her irises turned into hearts for a second.

You continue thrusting forward, catching her lips in a kiss that was much gentler than the one before, eventually bottoming out inside of her. Gripping her supple thighs, you mentally thank Jaewon and Junseo for dragging you to the gym as you lift Haewon’s body with ease. You increase your pace, each thrust punctuated by Haewon’s cute whimpers and the occasional “fuck”, “ah”, and “yes”. Her ample breasts bounced in front of your eyes as Haewon threw her head back with pleasure. You still couldn’t believe that you were fucking your crush on the beach.

The pressure built up inside of you as you savored the feeling of her warm, tight cunt around your penis. You did your best to hold on for as long as possible, but the sensation was becoming overwhelming. “H-Haewon… I-I’m gonna… c-cum…” you groaned.

“F-fuck… C-cum in me, M-Minhyuk… I-I wanna feel you fill me up…” The vulgar words coming out of her mouth were enough to send you over the edge as you shot your second load deep inside of her womb. Haewon continued to bounce on your cock, her own orgasm taking over. Your legs eventually give out as both of your naked bodies collapse onto the sand, your cock never leaving the warmth of her pussy. Haewon laid on top of you, planting kisses on your neck and chin as you caught your breath.

“That… was fucking amazing, Minhyuk,” she giggled, tracing random patterns on your chest with her index finger. You wrapped your arms around her, the warm rays of sunshine beating down on the two of you.

Eventually, the two of you get up and put on your discarded bathing suits. “We should do this again sometime,” you quipped. Haewon laughs and grabs your face, planting a gentle peck on your lips.

“I would like that a lot.” Hand in hand, you return to your friend group, ready to enjoy the rest of your day at the beach with your new girlfriend.

[age-of-play-i-say]

anything going on in that cute little head of yours today? 😘

a lil baby dropping wayyy deeper than they usually do because they gotta pee when CG initiates playtime, being embarrassed and needy and CG being sooo here for it

Like:

mm nnn oh umm dada?

Ohh, I'm Dada today? Interesting. What is it, Baby?

hhh dis feels sooo tingly an an an good! Mhm! Mhmm?

*Baby waggles their hips, increasing the friction of CG's fingers stimulating their privates*

Well, good, Baby. I like when you're all tingly. Are you my precious little one now? Hmm?

mhmm!!! but?? Dada?

Yes, Baby? Do you need something else, like fingers inside?

ye! umm, no! am too full for fingies inside!

Too full? Too full of what, Baby? You can tell Daddy

*Baby squirms and whimpers, trying to hide their face in CG's chest while spreading their legs wider, CG gasps and picks up the pace of their stroking*

Ohhh, I see now, Baby. Too full inside, you're too full of peepee for Daddy's big fingers?

*Baby flushes pink and humps harder against CG's hand*

ye dada, ye, needa ummm needa hmmm

Say it, Little One. You can use your baby words, but I need to hear it or your playtime includes fingers inside. I know how much you like it. Tell Daddy what will happen if he puts fingers in you today.

hhhhh too full!! too full, no fingies!!

And why not, Baby?

too full, will make tinkies!!!! big ones!! ah ahh

*Baby starts to cry a little at how embarrassing and overwhelming it is, using such baby-ish language to describe their need*

Ohh, Baby! Don't cry, Daddy loves how needy you get like this! Good job using your words, Little One! You wanna keep going, or do you need a break for *whispering* tinkies?

hh mmm keep goin please please please dada need it neeeeed it

I can tell, yes you do. You need it so bad, so so bad. Daddy's gonna give it to you, hold on, don't cry Baby.

unhh! dada!! so so so tingly ohhh! but!! need make tinkies too!! bad!

I know, Baby, take Daddy's fingers and make your biiiig tinkies right in my hand. Let it out, Little One, I want all of you. Right now.

dadaaaaa! m peepees!! makin tinkies nn nows feels ssss so good dada feels so good

Good baby!!

[v3nusxsky]

Hi I was wondering if I could request a pretty detailed lesso smut

Basically it’s dom lesso x sub reader and r is originally very innocent and inexperienced so she’s a very good and obedient sub for lesso but recently r read fanfics abt bratting and found brat taming very attractive so she wanted to try it w lesso

R starts off by not wearing the remote control vibe that lesso told her to wear, sending explicit videos to her in the middle of work and when lesso gets her in a room at the end of the day, r doesn’t assume her usual position of submission and instead touches herself on their bed

Leonora is probably more of a quietly strict dom and manhandles r over her work table and makes r spread her legs and spanks her w a belt, occasionally smacking her cunt (ofc it would be super hot of lesso to make r count and thank her for each stroke)

After that it’s just a lot of cockwarming and and Leo putting r in her place w the vibes of “my sweet slut just needed a good fucking, didn’t she?” HHHHH and yes all that good stuff, would love it to be a longer fic so I can drown my sorrows in lady lesso

P.s would be amazing if u included an authority/ strict dom kink and r is only allowed to call Leo Lady Lesso or mistress

SORRY FOR THE LONG ASS REQUEST I just had a very specific daydream, with that said Tysm for hearing me out and have a lovely day <3

Breaking rules 18+

*Authors note~ Birthday fic:))) never be sorry for a longer prompt request, I absolutely love the detail to it which helps me ensure I don't stray from what you desire unless you want me to go nuts on it. However I will admit some of this I changed slightly due to personal reasons, enjoy the fic*

Trigger warnings~ strict mommy vibe dom leo brat subby r, mistress kink mentions corruption kink and virgin r remote control vibe phone sex? Videos ;) submissive positions. Punishments, spanking (hand and cane) cock warming edging Dacryphilia kink manhandling praise and degrading kinks I think that's it.

Prompt~ see ask^^^

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You remember the first time you and Lady Lesso slept together, how she taught you everything you needed to know, how she mollified you until you were no longer the innocent woman you were but now a perfect submissive for her. Every single action was carefully crafted to have you being a good girl for her. You'd never had a taste of punishment so maybe that's why the fan fiction enticed you so much. You'd never considered the outcome of what would happened to you if you broke the rules. But here and now you sat hot and bothered by the idea of that very thing.

You knew what she expected of you, the directions were clear, and normally you'd do exactly as asked but the fic had awoken the bratty beast inside you. You got dressed for your day but forgoing on the remote control vibrator which caused excited chills to run through your body. How could being so bad feel so good? You couldn't help but wonder how much more you'd escape with. What would be the consequences to your actions?

By your lunch period you were ready to do some more rule breaking, the overwhelming thrill you received from disobeying your lover was certainly indescribable, you were so sure that this is your best idea yet. Perhaps that's why you snuck off to your old room and began to touch yourself after setting up the camera. You made sure to be vocal and after the camera capturing exactly how much you were enjoying your mid day fun. With a quick press of a few buttons, Leonora was graced with those video's just a few moments before she was expected to teach curses and death traps. For the life of her she couldn't work out why you were doing this. After all the first time lesso touched you, you were a virgin, and so willing to do whatever she demanded out of you. To submit so easily just to please her. And that was so unusual but not something she couldn't handle.

The final straw for Leonora was when you didn't kneel by the bed as she entered the room, no. Instead you lay there lazily circling your clit and teasing your soaking slit. Back arched and head tilted back in pleasure. It was as if she'd never even entered the room. "What the hell are you doing" she growled snapping you out from your blissed out mindset. "I uh I'm sorry Lady Lesso, I just I wanted to-" you mumbled trying to explain the situation. "I don't care. Up" she cut you off immediately reaching down to grab your arm and drag you where she wanted you. "Leo" you whimpered causing the red heads eyes to darken. "Excuse me?! How dare you address your superior so casually. You're below me and it's about time I reminded you do that fact."

Being forced over the desk in your shared bedroom all exposed while she remains fully clothed only added to the power play here. You had no choice but spread your legs when she kicked them apart. "Mistress please! I'm sorry" you whined unhappily. "Oh no pet, no. You can't act like a little slut and play the innocent card now darling. You will count your punishment and use my titles. Should you fail we will restart."

The first crack sounded across the room causing a sting to run over your ass. "One mistress" you mumbled gasping as three hits of her hands rained down on you. "Fuck two three four lady lesso" your tears now falling. The next hit was something different, the cool feeling of her cane touching your sore globes. The cool sensation only providing a small bit of relief before the pain outweighed the cool feeling. Hit after hit you counted every one bent over her desk. "Lady lesso" you sobbed unhappily. "Shush shush shush little girl, just a couple more okay?" She whispered before yanking you to lay on your back before three quick hits were placed on your aching clit. "Mistress, I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry" you blabbered hiccuping through your tears. "Shhh I know you are sweet girl, you have to learn this isn't okay darling. Be my sweet little girl, and then mistress can reward her good girl."

You were swiftly guided to lay on the bed, your ass on fire as it rubbed against the sheets. Only to watch Leonora strip to show her favourite strap on. "Now be a pretty whore and let mistress use your pretty holes" she purred before teasing your slit with the bulbous head of her faux enchanted cock. Lesso immediately set a punishing pace as she drilled into your aching cunt, "fuck so pretty when you cry sweet slut" she murmured when she noticed the tears falling slightly, "pretty tears."

Leonora continued to fuck you ruthlessly until she came first. Spurting cum from her faux cock as she painted your insides white. "Mistress" you whined hoping she'd finally let you come, after all the punishment and being used for her pleasure left you hanging on the edge. "Okay darling, this is your chance to be a good girl, I'm gonna fuck you so well darling, you'll forget your own name." Leonora was the one to keep to her promise. You came over and over again, some just on her cock and others with a small little vibe that would sit on your puffy clit.

"Oh my sweet slut just needed a good fucking? Didn't she?" She cooed looking at your pupils being blown wide and eyes glazed over indicating just how deep in your sub space you truly are. "Okay love, I'm going to pull out now" you whined in response. "Okay okay we can stay like this but let's get comfortable beautiful" she murmured shifting to settle you both comfortably for the night as she held you, you both drifted off for the night.

Word count~ 1368

[odessastone]

NEW LIFEWEAVER AND SYMMETRA LORE BITS FROM "REBUILDING RUINS"

So I got my copy of Heroes Ascendant today and THERE WERE SO MANY GOOD LITTLE MOMENTS IN THIS STORY I MUST gush I MUST

So here are some new bits of Symmetra and Lifeweaver lore that we got! I bolded my personal favorite ones. 😚

(spoilers!)

Satya and Niran "grew up together" as friends, so they were friends in childhood too, not just at a teen or university age.

Apparently when Satya would get overstimulated and need recovery time, Niran would keep people away from their room and tell them she was sick so she didn't have to face anyone 😭

He also used to hang out and watch her practice her dancing for hours on end, without ever getting tired of it.

Satya considered (possibly still considers) Niran her closest friend.

Niran is late to everything (CALLED this one). He's even late for their meeting LOL

"He looked good. Satya almost wished he didn't." Bits like this are going to feed my Symweaver ass for YEARS

Satya is (still) extremely hurt by Niran leaving all those years ago, and perceives it as him having left her, not just Vishkar. She still misses him dearly, even though they've been apart for eleven years.

Speaking of which, being apart for eleven years means Niran was twenty when he left the Academy. For all you fellow fic authors out there 😊

Satya's autism is stated, full-out, no dancing around it or talking about being on "the spectrum". They flat out say "her autism" in a sentence. Cool!

One of Niran's first questions upon reconnecting with Satya is if Vishkar is mistreating her, if she needs help. Of course she denies this, but...

Niran can read Satya's emotions without her saying them, and even while thinking she's hiding them 😭 Several times throughout the story she's surprised because he cuts right through her stoic bullshit and gets right to how she feels about something.

The Architech Academy was really overwhelming for Satya, and it sounds like they made no effort to accommodate her needs. Unsurprising, considering they didn't accommodate Niran's, either.

Vishkar fiercely discouraged her from stimming, instilling in her a fear of looking "immature, or distracted, or rude, or strange".

She gave a speech at graduation, then had to spend a full week in bed afterward to recover from all the stress. And there was no Niran to guard her by then ☹

Even now, she finds many things about Vishkar overstimulating and uncomfortable, such as her uniform's fabric, and her living quarters.

Satya called Niran "Bua" way back when, possibly the first person to use the nickname for him. Partway through the story the narration (from Satya's POV) actually switches to calling him that, which is cute.

The Arcology seems to have uh, basically no real protection against attacks... Null Sector just shows up on a train and starts blasting lol. This is something I address in my fic The Light You Deserve, so it was kinda funny to see that I was right in predicting that.

She feels comfortable enough around Niran by the end to stim around him without realizing it (apparently she taps her fingers together and twirls her hands in circles, I guess kind of like flapping). She immediately stops and is embarrassed when he points it out, but Niran encourages her instead. She then uncertainly stims in front of him, growing more relaxed and confident as she lets herself do so (this had to be my favorite part of the story).

Toward the end they double down on Satya's belief that she can change Vishkar from the inside (girl....) but then at the VERY end, Niran suggests she look more into the founder of Vishkar and his ideals, and then says that "The Arcology will be delighted to have you". SHE MIGHT DEFECT TO THE ARCOLOGY IN CANON AND BE WITH NIRAN HHHHH AAAA sorry this was supposed to be an unbiased list I'm cool I'm cool

AAAAAA I'M NOT COOL I LOVE THEM SO MUCH

THIS WAS EVERYTHING I COULD HAVE WANTED IN A STORY BETWEEN THEM okay minus the random Null Sector attack tbh that was weird

Anyway the very last line says that Satya now has "whenever she needed it, a friend to return to". So they're definitely gonna interact more going forward!!

[chayscribbles]

chayscribbles’ monthly writing update ☆ june 2023

☆ STATISTICS.

words written: 13 022

projects worked on: Andromeda Rogue mostly but i've been swatting at Shiny New Ideas left and right with a tennis racket. also i thought about Gemini Heist really really hard and i think that counts for something

proudest accomplishment: AR1 draft 2 is done!!!!!!

books read: After Atlas by Emma Newman; Everyone In My Family Has Killed Someone by Benjamin Stevenson; Exit Strategy (Murderbot Diaries #4) by Martha Wells. all excellent reads. (sidenote two out of three of these books involve murder investigations and the third has murder in the title. i'm sensing a theme in my reading.)

☆ GENERAL COMMENTS.

i am still terrible at being consistent at writeblr-ing. i guess this is just my life now.

i'm debating using camp nano to actually hunker my ass down and get some writing done on gemini heist, but between work and apartment hunting and a possible move by the end of the month i don't know how feasible that's gonna be :') we'll see.

and no i'm not glossing over the fact that i have a finished second draft. i'm just saving my screaming for below the cut.

more specific wip-related comments + featured excerpt below.

☆ COMMENTS: ANDROMEDA ROGUE (draft 2)

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(i wasn't kidding about the screaming.)

so this draft now sits at 85.7K, which is about 11.8K added from the first, and although it is still faaar from perfect it is definitely... better than the draft i finished 2 years ago. it's insane how much my writing has improved, between all the reading i've been doing and first drafting the two sequels of the trilogy.

that being said there still are a lot of things i know need to be fixed, but i'm at the point where if i try to fix them on my own i'll be stuck on them forever.

enter the betas!!! i'm planning on doing an ~official~ beta call next week but honestly if you're interested in beta-ing this book feel free to hmu right away!! ultimately i want to self-pub this thing (which is quite overwhelming to think about hhhhh) but one thing at a time :')

☆ FEATURED EXCERPT.

i really couldn't decide what snippet to post so this was admittedly chosen a bit at random lmao. this is from when the gang is approaching their destination for their expedition.

On the external display, Mohani loomed ahead, growing larger every second. The planet was almost entirely a deep blue, except for some white spots at its poles. It reminded Finneas of his final glimpse of Ghillairde when he was leaving it behind for the last time. For a disorienting second, it almost felt like he was returning to his birth planet. But soon, the ship was close enough to see the sandy outline of the continents. The blue wasn’t all ocean. Some of it was trees. He directed the ship towards the landing coordinates just as Petra arrived in the bridge, clutching several barf bags. “Good to see you’ve come prepared, Lacroye,” he commented. “You’re already looking green, and we haven’t even entered the atmosphere yet.” She grumbled something unintelligible in response as she took her place in the copilot’s chair.

one of my editing notes for draft 2 was to make Petra's starsickness worse😆

☆ TAGLISTS. let me know if you want to be added/removed to any of them.

general taglist:

@nicola-writes @dgwriteblr @the-orangeauthor @onomatopiya @quilloftheclouds @ashen-crest @writeblrfantasy @celestepens @stardustspiral @pepperdee @extra-magichours @avi-why @lefttigerobservation @chazzawrites @bardolatrycore @innocentlymacabre

andromeda trilogy taglist:

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[herebyjuly]

bkg fic snippet

a short snippet of my bkg-centric multichaptered song (pov by ariana grande) fic for katsuki's bday (what a mouthful) !! ii'm planning on making it a different ship for each chapter bc i love me some baku loving

(this part is still unedited but i just wanted to share in celebration of katsuki's borth month ^^ pls enjoy hhhhh)

⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯⎯

(TODOROKI - BAKUGOU)

It's like you got superpowers

Turn my minutes into hours

Warm hands cradle his face, gentle, always gentle, and move in slow, deliberate strokes, filling Katsuki’s body with unbridled affection for the man (‘—the love of your life.’ a whisper, sounding eerily like him, echoes in the back of his mind. ‘Shut up.’ he says back) laying beside him and effectively rousing him from his slumber. He begrudgingly opens his eyes, only to squint at the natural light slipping past the curtains, bleeding into a soft afterglow which basks him and the room in molten gold. The blonde is greeted to the sight of one bleary eyed Todoroki Shouto, his face impassive - but eyes ever so vulnerable. “Good morning.” he greets, voice raspy and unused. 

Katsuki, in all his sleep ridden glory and not yet coherent enough to stop himself, smiles, tender and unassuming — with crinkled eyes and the appearance of the small dimple on the left side of his cheek that Shouto loved to poke and prod at whenever it was on display. 

He removes his hand from its clutch on Shouto’s bare back and instead, lays it on the top the one currently caressing his cheek, stopping the motion, “G’morning.” he replies, turning Shouto’s palm to face towards the ceiling and pressing his lips briefly onto the back of his hand. “What time is it?” 

Shouto shrugs, using his free hand to simply pull Katsuki’s body closerclosercloser — until he couldn’t tell where Katsuki began and Shouto ended — hand tightening around Katsuki’s narrow waist and burrowing his face into the blonde’s neck. “Too early for both of us to be awake.” The younger of the two grumbles, voice muffled into the fabric of his (Shouto’s) old tattered shirt. 

(Katsuki still remembers the day as clear as crystal when he had borrowed the shirt from his then ‘just classmate’ (and yes, I will punch myself before I admit that he was my crush, fuck you off-brand pikachu) when he had accidentally burned the better half of the hem of one of his trademark skull-tees because ‘you were too fuckin’ close half n’ half.’

So, like the oblivious, lovestruck idiot his now-boyfriend (no longer violently repressed crush) was, he had stripped himself of the shirt he had been wearing at the time and passed it to Katsuki like it was a seemingly normal reaction.

After they started dating, Katsuki had figured out that stealing (“I prefer the term permanently borrowing—”) Shouto’s shirts and slipping them on whenever he felt stressed or anxious or woke up in near tears from a nightmare, as it was far too late in the night for him to leave his room and go to Shouto’s instead, had helped soothed the overwhelming thoughts(?). The familiar and soothing scent of lavender wafting through his nose due to Shouto’s fabric softener, silly enough as it was, had him slipping into the realm of Morpheus far too easily than he would be pressed to admit.)

The two laid there in comfortable silence, basking in one another’s warmth.

Wait.. 

With a sudden vigor, Katsuki springs up on their bed, effectively shaking the last remnants of sleep from both himself and Shouto, who groans mournfully into the plush pillows. He scrambles to get his baggy shorts off from the floor, willing down his blush as the events of last night suddenly flooded his thoughts, and haphazardly pulls them up. He turns towards his boyfriend, still sprawled on their, admittedly, very soft and very tempting bed. “Your siblings are coming over.” he blurts. 

Shouto blinks, “Yes.”

“Fuck,” Katsuki curses, closing his eyes and breathing out through his nose slowly, counting down from ten to one, “Fuck.” He repeats, with more feeling.

“Fuyumi nee-san loves you,” Shouto points out, “and you and Natsu-nii are also close. I don’t quite understand why you’re freaking out over their visit.”

.......

[darlingpwease]

So you know how sometimes when people are absentminded they will sometimes rub things or fidget with things?? Cuddling with Hua Cheng, and starting to daydream while you do that with his ears </33 It's nothing too bad, just gently rubbing them, or even just lightly tracing them. He'd get confused and shy, but despite how sensitive it is, he can't deny how nice it feels, especially because it's you. Maybe he wasn't fully aware how how his ears can twitch with certain emotions. He knew they would move, but he didn't know how obvious it was, at least to you. So whenever he feels certain ways, he makes sure to cover his ears with his hair,, even though you can still see them peeking out a little bit <//333 If he ever gets self conscious, or goes back into thinking that his San Lang form is more attractive,, I wanna just hold him and praise him beyond the heavens, even if it's overwhelming for him. How cute would that be?? Hhhakjsglsf he's so precious he's so cute wtfwtf I'm not someone who enjoys wearing jewelry,, and I've never understood wanting to wear earrings,, but what about getting matching ones with Hua Cheng?? Yours on your left and his on his right,, so now he can't help but feel more proud showing off his ears than before,,,

yes yes yes,, biting and kissing them because you can't help but adore the way he lets out little moans, not having a single thought in his mind to try to cover his mouth because all he can think about is how good you feel 😌😌

-paNna cotta

paMna, lovely,,,, big brain, huge brain,,,,,,,,,,

yes, I know, this is the thing he definitely does with clothes when you're not looking or when he's very engrossed in conversation and doesn't watch his hands and body,,,,, definitely constantly fidgets and adjusts his sleeves and other clothes because secretly he still can't rate himself as handsome enough, especially for someone as stunning as you<////3 you know, it's as if only the clothes he wears are pretty enough, and if they are rumpled, then you will notice his strange and ugly features;;;;; so true,,,,, you play with them a little when you think, but Hua Cheng pretends not to notice, even if his cute ear sometimes twitches in response to touch, but you just grab it slightly and rub it a little, as if trying to calm it down :((((( he blushes but is still silent, even if he feels his ruddy ear fluttering in your hands, but you don't let it,,,,,,, perhaps his heart shouldn't ache from such love for you just because you play with strange-looking ears, but it's just torn by how much he adores you and what you do with his ears and with him and with his soul</////3

I'm begging,,,,, like, one day you meet a devilishly handsome and charming, but strangely familiar man, and you try to remember who he is, clearly realizing that he is definitely not a god and not a human — only to freeze when you see the tip of ears twitching under his black hair, and you just hang looking at him before you realize that it didn't seem to you, it really is the tip of cute ear and it really sticks out, even though they are covered, and twitch a little when he catches your eye,,,,,, yes, it was a walk where you could potentially meet a powerful demon, but his cute beautiful ear slightly peeks out from under his hair and even twitches, and, listen, you can always see demons, but can you see such interesting and charming ears again??? you're not sure, even knowing it would definitely be rude to stare at them — but they are!!! they stick out!!! you see the pointed tip!!! hhhhh....

listen,,,, but when he really thinks that you like his kind of spoiled and pretty young man, like a pet impudent cat who is affectionate only to you, and he is sure that at least that-he will definitely cause you good emotions before he shows you his real form, but you are shamelessly claim that you prefer it when a man has twitching beautiful pointed long ears and leads you under an umbrella and he understands that you guessed who he is, and can't hold back a slightly nervous laugh, trying to continue to behave as if he didn't understand anything and your words weren't a hint, although now he feels even more pitiful and blessed at the same time :((((( at least, you still continued to play along as if he was a human, since even by the aura of his perfect disguise is indistinguishable, and he has no idea how you realized who he was, although you could not even see his face at that time, but at the same time, for some reason he is so enthusiastic glad to know that you recognized him anyway,,,,,,, he may be really tall, but he curls up like a cat on your chest when you stroke him, especially because he simultaneously wants to hide his face so that you don't see shame and show so that you can stroke him<////3 you say that you adore him as a san lang and his real form equally strongly, but these words only overwhelm his brain, which is so sensitive to your words and reactions<//////333 sjshdhdhdhhd

look, yes, I can break the canon, but— Hua Cheng, wearing your earring in his ear instead of a braid & has had it since the moment you took care of him while he was a child,,, and although he used to wear it on rare occasions, treating it as the most valuable reward, when you offer him to wear them as a matching ones, since you still have your own, and he is so embarrassed and happy, seeing the earring in your ear / on your wrist / on your neck and immediately remembering, that the very ear with which he twitched for joy has the same earring :(((( or when he looks in the mirror, seeing it's color there and realizing that it's true, you're a couple. you're his mate. you're in a relationship with him. you're with him. he's not delusional at all, you really are his now, and he's yours. just... explodes his brain.

his ears are rosy by the time you finish, almost completely in your bites, just like his cute waist and chest, his wet hair sticks to his hot skin, while he looks at you with adoration with a slight doom and despair, feeling how your mouth again leaves a bite on his inhumanly white skin, causing his ears to tremble and twitch like butterflies again, — but you can easily bend down and gently kiss them, whispering about how hot and responsive he is, although he was colder than you just recently, after all, so needy and thirsty huh, and even if he tries to be quieter or to restrain himself, his ears give out all his real reactions, much more honest than he is, apparently, you need to be even more gentle and affectionate with them, since they are so useful,,,,,<33333

[actualbird]

more thoughts and reacts on luke’s bday2 event story

....or more like just one thought and it overwhelmed me so much cuz cOME ON, THIS BIT HHHHH!!!

like my gosh, dont look at me, im Incredibly Emotional at how his greatest wish is.......so simple

all he wants (and how CN VA says this rlly killed me, it's so sincere and soft and genuinely as if it's like a faraway dream luke has always dreamt of and is so so grateful to be able to experience) is the simple happiness and regular things, like living together in the future. all he wants is the calm and well-worn quality of love sewn through each day of mundanity.

he wants Ordinary and Happy. no more life threatening dangers, or health scares, or grand self sacrifice straight out of a fairytale or a spy movie, none of that. he just wants a normal happy life with the one he loves, living together with 3-4 kids and maybe a dog. luke is gonna be the type to cry when mc suggests they open a joint bank account together and mc is like hUH WHY and luke's genuinely just overwhelmed tht he gets to a point in his life where this is a tiny little normal people milestone he can share with her

it's the whole concept of the peeling oranges thing that i always go feral about, it's a love so ordinary and so small you could place it in the palm of your lover's hand to disappear just moments later but thats alright because the moment in itself, in all its smallness, is added to the lifelong love, okAY OKAY IT'S LIKE....

inherent in the ordinary is transience, yknow. it's ordinary because it happens a lot, and it happens a lot because it has to be over in a bit. every ordinary moment does not last for long.

but if ordinary joys happen every single day while hes at the side of somebody he loves, well, thats exactly the life luke wants and the life he wants to get to

//grabs luke by his stupid bus pattern blocky sweater and shakes him around. YOURE GETTING THAT LIFE!!! YOU'LL GET THERE, YOU'LL GET THAT HAPPINESS SO SOFT AND FAMILIAR AND WARM THAT YOU'LL FINALLY BE ABLE TO UNDERSTAND WHAT MC MEANS WHEN SHE SAYS YOU ARE SUNLIGHT TO HER SOUL!!!!!!!! ;-;

[skyward-floored]

I’m feeling generally overwhelmed and anxious so I’m making a list of all my wips because making lists is nice for the ol brain so—

(Yet another) mermaid Legend fic - Legend and Hyrule get into some Trouble with a capital T

Wind touches a certain someone’s necklace - local 13 year old becomes kitty, more at eleven

Castle town wedding - probably the last chapter, though there might be an epilogue (I’m so close to finishing this fic hhhhh)

Accidental domestication - a little epilogue/chapter with Sky because he hasn’t gotten the spotlight yet

Various Incredibles au oneshots - random ideas that may become more someday, basically where I jot down all my half-written ideas. It is a mess. Don’t go in there.

Incredibles au movie fic - I’m working on it, okay

Brethren in a cradle - I’m working on it, okay

Courses of love - aftergame stuff for all the loz games; only have a few more of these to write. working on the tmc and 4s ones on and off

True form au - midna gets her true form much sooner and her and link are in loooove~

Lu au of true form - pretty much me messing around with ideas, and having an excuse to write Eveni (midlink kiddo) probably won’t publish

Hw au of true form - basically if Eveni got slurped into the war of ages, he freaks out cause there’s three versions of his dad lol (also probably won’t publish)

Another hw au - it turns out Link has some... interesting parentage. Just ideas mostly for now.

Botw Dark Link au - the Yuga make a Dark Link but screw it up basically, he and Link become friends. Totk probably messed all my plans up.

Tri force heroes oneshots - some oneshots about the tfh Links. Some during the game, some after. (And some from a very very long time ago).

Up in arms - Warriors loses an arm because he’s a dummy, very angsty, lots of guilt. This one is taking forever.

Whumptober continuation - Legend and Time have a very, very, very, bad time. Very long. Planning on finishing it completely before publishing,

Warriors & Hyrule fic - basically these two find out they’re not so different. There’s also a twist.

Assorted hw angst stuff - what it says on the tin. Some lu.

Courage of ages - my Links meet au, there’s a main fic but it’s very much neglected :( I’ve got some oneshots and aus though

[entomolog-t]

Excuse me I'd like to book a session auahshsh

SO, for the tropes ask, my time to shine hehe boi *inhales* When a human becomes a giant, not due to size-shifting but due to a condition that changes them permanently . They lose normalcy, people they used to cherish now fear them, they lose touch with their humanity, everything is out of place, they feel too big to fit in the world they used to fit in perfectly before. But then, despite this drastic change, there's always those few people who are their friends or loved ones, who'll see the giant for who they truly are inside and who will maintain the bond and the relationship despite the difficulties adapting to the size difference and hhhhh I cry

Time for my early morning appointments.

I think size changing events are such an underrated trope in G/t, so I'm overjoyed they've been brought up in our session today.

You cited growth particular so we will progress with that in mind.

The action of growing has many subconscious meanings that tend to get associated with it such as an increase in strength and power, as well as the more metaphorical notions of growth; becoming someone new, improved, However, not all of the potential meanings are positive. Growth means a change in state. If we think about growing up, it is leaving behind a lot of the aspects of our childhood, namely our innocence. An increase in size and thus power also implies a relative decrease in power in those around us.

The Young Giant archetype ( a giant who has only just become a giant) can be used by the subconscious as a means of expressing fear of change and distrust of those around you.

I would look into what are the specific reasons you project as to why others will fear the Young Giant.

Do they not trust them with this newfound power?

Are they worried that they aren't responsible enough to wield such a power gradient?

Do they not want to be associated with someone so different from the norm?

I would then take the time to reflect and ask yourself; are these things I am worried about others thinking of me, or are these my own fears projected onto an archetype (ie, do you not trust others to wield power responsibly, etc...).

Often times with fantasy there is a very clear narrative that we are aware of, and then a level of projection we don't quite realize (which will normally be found on the characters we don't tend to identify since subconsciously we are trying to separate those negative aspects from the self.)

This trope has heavy themes of change, loss and trust, which is such an age old tale we retell over an over, since these themes are a universal part of the human experience.

Now this may be personal projection, as I too love to fantasize about this trope, but at times imagining oneself so large makes and everyone else by comparison so small harkens to a feeling of being overwhelmed. There are so many moving parts and changing relationships and one may feel so out of place looking down from up high, wishing to grasp at those that they used to know so dearly now running from them. Loss of relationships due to personal change is quite upsetting, but playing through the fantasy we tend to see an emphasis on faith in others (those who put their faith in us and our character by sticking by us even if we change so drastically)

This sentiment is very much a longing for others to see ones true self. In our day to day lives we mask much of our true selves, but as humans we desire intimate connection and to share our true selves. When we fantasize about undergoing such a drastic change, having those cherished few who stick by is a visual representation of the need to feel truly seen. No matter what form I am (or what mask I'm wearing) someone has seen the true me. They know me, and know I would do them no harm.

This particular example suggests one is not letting enough of their true self be seen, perhaps masking vulnerability, which could be as simply as having trouble with emotional conversation and using jokes to avoid opening yourself up to another person, resulting in a sort of fear of not being close enough to others (a combination of lack of trust and lack of intimacy)

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I hope you enjoyed today's session. The secretary will pencil you in next week on your way out.

[brineffxiv]

Oh dear. What the hell is that thing? Fandaniel has interrupted our meeting with Lyse, and brought his pet.

No. Nope. Don't like you. Not a pleasure at all.

Though, you are a pleasure to screencap. In my struggle to get the most dynamic images I'm taking twice as many for every line because you keep posing for me.

You wanna what??

Yes, I have more than started to regret that.

Huh.

Were you... not restored right, or something? Having seen how Mitron and Loghrif regarded their lives before ascension, and the cares thereof, it seemed all else faded once their memories were restored... but you. Don't seem to have the overwhelming attachment to the "greater good" that your fellows did.

You don't seem to have the attachment to who you originally were.

A "sovereign individual"... You seem to have held onto your identity as a shard, rather than accepting that you are a fragment of a whole.

I wonder, do you resent your unsundered colleagues for having "enlightened" you? Is that why you will now work to bring about the very thing they devoted their lives to preventing? Because it would be easy to die. Easier to provoke another calamity and kill us all that way. But you specifically want to recreate the Final Days... So to me, it reads as a giant "Fuck You" to your brethren, now that they're no longer around to stop you.

There's always a reason. You might not want to admit it, but there's clearly a strong motivation behind your actions beyond simply wanting to die and to kill.

Who's this "Telophoroi" ?? The last time I check it was you and Zenos! Did you give yourself a fancy name so to make yourself feel bigger? Hilarious.

I'm a' firin mah lazer!

Zenos, you fucking goober, if you want to fight me just ask.

Or, more like, just show up with a sword and point it in my general direction.

Let me at it; I'll fight that too.

Correction: Elidibus wasn't unhinged, he was just looking at the world from a different perspective.

...makes me wonder if Fandaniel isn't similar. I doubt that the game would give us a simply crazy or "evil" villain at this point in the storyline.

asfsfhsdfsg That's such an adorable image after all the horror.

Ah. Makes sense it would be a global phenomenon; the Final Days were as well.

Tataru, you are more threatening than any Ascian. I do not envy Estinien.

It never does.

Oh decisions, decisions... I think you know which one I picked.

Hhhhh! My heart! I need to hug you. Game, let me hug him!

Meanwhile, Lyse's scouts have gone missing. (I told you not to go near the towers, they're radioactive or something) Oh wait, there's one...

Aaaa! What?! That's not good.

Meanwhile, meanwhile, Zenos is still bored as fuck sitting in his fancy chair.

10-1 he does not care, Fandaniel.

Yep. Told you so.

Awe, how sweet, he doesn't want me hurt. By anyone not him.

And then he breaks the damn sword. Hell, that thing was iconic. What will you wield now, I wonder?

[smallestapplin]

(a little angsty cause you know me :3c)

i remember you wrote that fic about the twins discovering that the reader was the hero and them being like "omg?? you're the hero?? from 100 years ago?? what HAPPENED??"

and hhhhh i love the idea of the hero just wilting, struggling to keep the weight of a hundred years of failure on their shoulders off of their fate. After all, this is all their fault, if you think about it. No doubt the twins blame them too, right? what little friendship you had with them is now lost as they find out you're the failed hero of the past, back again to fix things (and by GODS will you fix things, even if it kills you)

and maybe the twins don't think this way of you, because how could they blame you for getting hurt? for being outnumbered and ambushed? but you're on your knees, face blank and eyes empty as you recall the tales of your failures, the harsh words that people have hissed at you, for why didn't you save hyrule? didn't the goddess choose you??

hylia doesn't make mistakes, so maybe you were just accidentally picked, in place of the real hero.

and now the twins are left to cradle your tired, tired body as you struggle not to drown in the torrential downpour of your hateful thoughts, whether their echoes of what other's have said, or the swipes of your own hatred for yourself

hhhhh i have so much angst stockpiled because of this game and the twins being in it makes it extra juicy

YEEESSSS THIS IS EXACTLY IT!

You maybe the chosen hero, but you don’t remember anything! You’re only told what happened second hand, even though you were there!

Hylia’s chosen had failed.

It clicks in Ingo and Emmet’s brains now as to why anyone who recognizes you, gets hostile with you.

How those people don’t like you, and blame you for the fall of Hyrule.

Yet you would always stand there and take the verbal lashings.

Stand there blankly staring.

Just how many times have you had to do that?

They are worried you, yet when asked ‘what happened?’ Is when you break.

You’ve been asked that so many times, long before you met them.

“I failed. I let everyone down, I got everyone killed.”

It breaks their hearts to see you so lost, so overwhelmed by everything and the grief of people you don’t even remember.

They want to help you, to protect you, to give you an actual welcoming home.

If you’d let them, that is.

You have the weight of the entire world on your shoulders, a world filled with people who loathe and blame you for their loses.

Yet you still try to help, still try to make it all right.

You’re struggling, they can see that.

Please, just let them hold you.

(They are also incredibly protective of you, especially from that lady in Kakariko who’s married yet flirts with you-)

[trilobi-te]

Cider and a theremin! I headcanon that he's able to play it because he just seems like that type of person.. he has those vibes......

Plus some extra doodles

Chip/Theremin rambling and doodle transcriptions below the cut. I included some explanations for the instruments pictured because I'm worried the drawings would otherwise be incomprehensible lmao

In case you can't read my handwriting: Doodle 1: Cider is saying "DANDY NO" and underneath it says *horrible theremin screaming* Doodle 2: the title says THORamin aka singing Tesla coil, and Otto is saying "Okay Cider please step a little closer to the instrument"

I like weird instruments so I assign them to fictional characters whenever it feels realistic to do so. The theremin is one of the world's first electric instruments (patented in 1928) and is played by moving one's hands around the two antennas, which are proximity sensors - vertical controls pitch and horizontal controls volume. Sound-wise, it's kind of like playing a synthesizer by hand? Also the hand gestures that are made when controlling pitch are.. interesting. (That's more or less what Cider is doing, it took an embarrassing amount of attempts to get that hand to look good enough so I just left it hhh)

Re: extra doodle 1 Touching the vertical antenna makes an unpleasant high-pitched noise (you're not meant to touch it at all while playing, just move your hands around like an electric wizard or something)

Re: extra doodle 2 "Thoramin" is another name for the singing Tesla coil, and a play on theremin and Thor (hence why it's here). It's a Tesla coil that's been modified to be a plasma speaker. I find these funny because people on YouTube always seem to be playing them in random suburbs. Just imagine looking out the window at your neighbor's yard and seeing a lightning storm set to Megalovania. Realistically Otto probably wouldn't have one (too loud, draws attention to the player) but for the purposes of The Funny™ he does now.

Something small I don't have anywhere else to bring up so I shall talk about it here: I started my Chipspeech Twitter archive project by just going through the tab on each account that says "Tweets" but it turns out that there are more tweets under the "Replies" tab that actually contain lore. So I am actually nowhere near done with this hhhhh I hate Twitter. I mean I'm still going to document everything because I want the story to be as intact as possible (including the small bits of character trivia that often show up in the replies tweets) but I am. not happy about it. I do not entirely understand the decision to put character information in the replies to fan tweets.. I mean things shared there are never really all that important, but I like weird small story details so I don't want to lose them if Twitter ever actually fully goes down. Also I am going to have to go back and put everything in chronological order (in terms of hours/minutes, everything currently is just organized by date) which means more time on Twitter. I traded efficiency for simplicity of each step in this process, which I guess was good for not becoming overwhelmed by the scale of things but it's dragging out a lot longer than I had initially anticipated. I start college in late August so ideally that's my hard deadline for this, which should absolutely be reachable but I'm still annoyed that it's taking this long in the first place hhhhhhh