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productive??? day??? š³
āI wasnāt gonna do more artā¦., I was tired but know what I watched some videos and came back to this artist that helped a lot and I think thinking of legs of like wrapping forms⦠helped instead of drawing the individual parts of leg but just thinking about the two parts wrap⦠helped⦠I just wanted to first get down how it was like (and did so initially roughly with finger) and kind of⦠helped start a figure session getting out the pen
āmain things I wanted to keep in mind and think about was wrapping form and the way the body parts (rib waist pelvis) stack on top of each other⦠im still weak in the area of waist/pelvis but I did like this session. also focused on the hands too like the video helped a lot. like instead of trying to construct the hand with fingers from knuckles but instead⦠drawing where thumb/index/pinky come out from the hand helps so much more. still need to practice more on that but felt like hands were more easier that wayā¦
āI did get bored of it and wanted to do other stuff and so it came to mind to go to the š§ terrible day comic⦠and yeah I needed to ref back to the manga to see how things looked like (the setting) but honestly I couldnāt bothered so I decided to just focused on the pose that was there and draw it more better(?) and ahā¦. Problem I had was like I didnāt know how to draw this hunched over position well⦠with hands in pocket. But one thing I realised was that the head is more lower and the traps/shoulders start to the ear but was just completely lost on how to get the legs right and gave up decided to look at some refs for later lmao.

āand then well I wanted to see how the other pose would fair now⦠and I think main thing is thinking about how the arms would look like if I a person was tied up like that. like would it be more in or just very close to body but more straight to show that itās being bound⦠and then well I did want to scribble in the other panel more but ehhh I think I still need to work on that posing stuffs But yeshhhh.

āand then I went to the hina+boru ideaā¦. I did want to have a specific idea but the posing or whatever I didnāt think of yet so time to scribble in stuffs⦠the first idea was fine but felt like I didnāt know what to do with boru? so I went with another idea but this time while it was good it didnāt convey what I wanted⦠I think itās best that I think of more scenarios of what the vibe is cuz I know what like a āyounger mom who isnāt mom yet meets future sonā but not like an actual time travel thing but just having them interactā¦. So I think itās good to think on it before doing this
āalso it was kinda fun to just scribble in stuff⦠and not mattering how it looks just getting in the pose and stuff⦠and mannnnn trying to get posing of legs was hard once again. I lol havenāt spent time on them so that makes sense but still ššš
āalso it was a bit trying to figure out the proportions of š© and I think I made him more childlike than I wanted in the second pose ideaā¦.? But well. At least itās a cute image to try to try and draw properly later (by later I mean sometime in the long future lol) even if itās not wanting I was going for.

āokay after that I was still wanting to sketch in character ideas and this one came to mindā¦. Originally it was a comic idea but my gosh while I do have all of the comic kinda scrippted out in my notes I could not be asked to do all of that. so I focused on the part that was the intial idea anyways and what the comic was born from.
ātried to get the feel of what I wanted and it was mostly trying to get closeness of him leaning over š¦and was a bit lost on the arms since they arenāt an important part of the scene so I tried to for mitsu⦠get like something where it feels like heās leaning over so his arms would probs in that direction to balance and for her it was hard cuz haā¦.. i had no idea what to do with her arms? I knew they were eating⦠ahhh I got already an idea for his arms(1.37) since they were eating maybe itās already on the table⦠I think it would help to get an image of what theyāre already doing like in scene which helps in knowing what the arm are doing before he leans over
āi think the direction of her face feels off but something to work on along with perspective too.
āit felt really nice when I added in more details to the scene to feel like they are in a scene and I think I might scrapped the comic idea after all. since it was never intially meant to be a comic and I think itās unnecessaryā¦? If I wanted more scene I think I can have be more loose⦠instead of establishing an entire moment with having lol panels of them just in the burger place. too much trouble and not interested in doing so right now
āalso tried to add in the other characters that would be in the scene (which I think might be playing games) but ehhhh I think they should be probs more overlapping? Them? And the perspective on them⦠I thought that youād see more of their hands so more of looking down so I probs need to fit the š¦š to fit it more⦠but also I donāt think the other characters matter so I think it would be fun to a composition where the other characters are completely in foreground so you can only see their large arm or whatever and in between that you can see š¦š ā¦ I think that would be fun to tryā¦! 1.42
āI did want to do more character posing stuff/ideas but too tired for that and ahhh really want to try colouring and the whole ā³thing back again (might just make a bday illustration then thinking about pose) (since itās what shit⦠tmmr. lol) also want to drawwwww ss + skkr since i saw this art that GOT ME REALLY EXCITED also made me think ahh⦠I do want to draw skkr more like her canon design but not like completely? like thatās the vibe I want. and also I want to try colouring her hair and the pink right now. but thatās for later if I get around to doing it.
but mainly im really happy i got to sketching/doodling some character stuff since thatās WHAT I WANTā¦!!!!! YES!!!!! 1.45
ā3.13 im really supposed to be sleeping and want to sleep⦠but also I canāt be bothered to and watched some waist videos and found this leg video that looks good but donāt have attention span for it so I think I will watch it later⦠but I think Iāve got? A sort of idea to tackle waist stuff but also too tired right now to try and draw stuff⦠or more like I donāt have energy to get up and draw lol
āyeah I didnāt do any of that. I went offff and well then the time came to be like evening when I realised I havenāt done any more art stuff and was like right okay I donāt think thereās any more for today but thenā¦!!!! while lookin at fanart stuff on xā¦!!!! I got sudden urge to pracā¦figureā¦.!! I wanted to get better<333 but I just couldnāt be bothered to doā¦. but then when I got this idea while browsing through the š„šµ discord⦠and I just wanted to drawā¦?! and heh thankfully as soon as i opened procreate, what I saw was the figure session I left on⦠heh⦠so I just thought might as well get some figure practice in firstā¦!

āone thing to say is that wow⦠I can really feel my improvement. to be able to see a pose and then draw in diff way.. trying to make it more dynamicā¦. justā¦!!! yo!!!! and also to see how I did balance wrong first and to be able to fix itā¦!!!!!! im so improving heh.
āsaw this other pose I thought was interesting and by interesting hard too lmao. I think I got that the neck was important point⦠and I just the legs??? yeahhh. Also I thought I got the way the pose felt more relaxed in the refā¦. I should get back to this one to study later dayā¦.
āand lol as usual me telling my self to prac arms ššš i did do some lil hand studies in the cornerā¦. and have to say they donāt look completely so thatās a win in my books. I was following this tip I saw in a video to draw the outer most fingers first (thumb, index, pinky) and like it def helped a lot with spacing but much need to work on, still ahaha.
āand then hehehe for the highlight of the dayā¦!!!!! man I had this idea for it and went to doodling immediately for the pose and yeah I wasnāt at all satisfied of how it was and kinda did an adjustment seeing if it was because they werenāt closer and I think it still felt offā¦? and so I looked the mental image that I had and I realised ah. well. itās cuz the one in my mind is so much more dynamic and fun and focuses on š¦©ās face rather then the actually pulling. so. then it did help pausing down and jotting down stuff to more better actualise stuff (also trying to draw the arm coming from nekoās shoulder back view was so???? also I did have a plan on having two panel thingy where I do a reveal of nekoās face so I thought it would make sense for this to have back view of his head.

āand so this time..!!!!! yes it came out soooo much better as you can the third attempt. also this time I realised while drawing that it would be better to not have the arms as the focal point but itās actually š¦©ās faceā¦!!!!! and I wanted some pull/push action like it looks like heās actuallyyyy reeling him in you know and I think having the hands there is good decision for that. and I donāt know if I was gonna have legs in there at first but I think it adds to itā¦!!! also ahahah tried to make it look like one of his legs were going backwards like heās actually pulling him in. many thanks to saito-sensei in that one correction video that helped so much ahahahh. but I did feel like something was still off
āso i made another adjustment of trying to bring Neko closer and hey!!! I think that made it feel much better. also before i forget to mention when initially redrawing the pose and doing second attempt for dynamic stuff⦠i had the arms much lower intiallyā¦!


āas you can see the first version was sooo much lower and I was like yeah no that wouldnāt work and did it higher and ahahahah in final version it got to be around š¦©ās ear since I felt like it best pushed the action of pulling. (And lol in my other adjustments, I made it even more)
āalright while I was happy with this final-ish version hmmm. I thought maybe it would be better to have neko be more 3/4 back view and tbh yeah I didnāt really know what I was doing here but I went to diff page and tried to redraw over it since it was soooo difficult trying to erase and get that more 3/4 view and it just wasnāt working cuz I realised it wouldnāt make sense either???? Iād have to change š¦©ās pose too??? I think??? Anyways instead it just turned into a redraw cleaner versionā¦? Of the pose and yeah I didnāt like it at first since with the redraw I kinda just did the overall silhouette which made it flatter
ābut I did do adjustments to nekoās other arm. making more out there so it adds to more of the fluid gesture and ah I think the reason the overall body felt flat was because it does straightā¦? and so like I made his legs more out so it looks like heās being pulled it. and I think I did it? also tried to draw in the back a bit but my gosh do I need more practice with that stuff kinda treading adding in clothes over back⦠hmmm⦠I need to practice some more hahaha. backs are HARD!
āanyways there was lil time of day left so I thought to get in the other part of the idea in⦠and wellllll. Last one is the more finalised version. Had the idea of having nekoās reaction and intially trying to draw pose from diff angle is harddd but I think the way I approached it was like not the best? I just went to drawing it starting from his face and was terrible decision since I was like ??? and yeah it was def all falling apart but i still kept on scribbling it in just wanting to get the overall down. and i do think itās funny seeing it in comparison to the other version lmaooo. like???? what is even happening in the pose. trying to draw from diff angle is hard and even more especially when you donāt visualise stuff properly and just go straight into it especially LOL when this is a character interaction pose honestly.

āalso lol i did have lil character more expression face but deleted it cuz i was just????? on how to do the pose from diff angle i probs should have realised here that starting from face was terrible idea ahaha. but overall heheh best way to end day. I felt soooo accomplished n nice heheheh.

#17th jan#art journey#so many wips have been made!!!!#four reallyā¦.#also wow i really do love making an idea real!!!! Doing drafted versions to finalise an idea!!!! all the thought that goes into it!!!!!#itās the FUN shit!!!!!#finally worked on that š¦š idea that i feel like I had for ages#wait let me lookā¦#wow??? from 20th dec??? thatās nearly a whole month now LMAO#but not making it into a comic too much work and it didnāt need to be one anyways š¤#worked on that recent hina boru idea i had but problem was that this was was so much more opened endedā¦#i ended up with something i like but not what i was going for#probs should do a more better thinking than going into it#wait thatās two wips??? ah right i also worked on the š§ boyās comic#but not really just thinking about the pose which i need to look ref for cuz it harddd#and then hehehehe made a new ship art for fandom im coming back into#and very happy progress with this one#ahhhh today was good day
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I think that one thing people fail to understand is that unsolicited literary criticism coming from an online stranger who is reading with no knowledge of what the authors intended goal is, is not going to be received the same as say: the authors beta reader or friends who know what the authors intended goal and has the sufficient knowledge and input to help the author reach that desired outcome.
"But I'm only trying to be helpful" How do I know you have the knowledge and literary skill for you to be able to actaully do that when we don't know each other and you are essentially a stranger to me? Are you applying this criticism based out of personal biased experience and desire to see the story or characterization be driven in another direction or tweaked, or do you know the author's intentions for the character? If the story is incomplete, are you basing your criticism of a character on the incomplete narration with only partial information available of them or are you building up a report until the story's completion? Did the author provide you with the information needed to make a fully informed criticism?
Have you discussed with the author what their plans are or are you assuming them based off the narration, especially if the narration is proven or implied to be unreliable or missing key points of the plot? Are you unbiased enough to help them reach their desired outcome for the characters and story regardless of your personal feelings towards the characters/antagonists and setting? Can you handle being told your specific input isn't wanted because you're a reader and/or have no written anything relating to their genre or topic? Do you understand and respect that the author's personal experiences might influence their writing and make it different than how you would have done it personally? Do you understand if an author only wants input from a specific demographic relating to their story?
If it's for fanfiction or other hobby media, are you holding a free hobby to a professional standard? Are you trying to give criticism because you feel like the author has produced 'subpar job performance' of their fic? Are you viewing their work as a personal intimate outlet or something that must conform with mass media? Are you applying rules and guidelines when the fic is shared for simple sharing sake? Is your criticism worded appropriately and focused on the parts where the author has requested input on rather than a general dismissal and or disapproval?
Have you put yourself in a place where you assumed you have the input needed for the story to evolve better, or have you asked what the author needs and what they're having trouble with? Can you handle having your criticism rejected if the author decides their story doesn't need the change and not take it as a personal offense against your character? Are you crossing that boundary because you think you are doing the author a favor? Are you trying to be helpful, or do you just want to be?
I think sometimes when people hear authors go 'please don't give me unsolicited writing advice or criticism' they automatically chalk it up to 'this author doesn't want ANY constructive feedback on their stuff at all' and not "i already have trusted individuals who will help me with my writing goals and- hey i don't know you like that, please stop acting so overly familiar with me'
#small rant brought to you by: listened to my younger sibling's friend be very upset today because an original story she wrote gets bashed#the story itself is fine maybe a little fast paced but overall she was happy with it's progress#and there is this one dude who keeps trying to tell her that her story needs to go another direction to 'make sense' and it changes the end#after she's repeatedly explained she's happy with the outcome and does not want to expand on that plot point any further#dude says she's 'unreceptive to criticism' no dude you're just being a dick#constructive criticism helps the AUTHOR reach THEIR intended goal#not steer the story in the direction a reader wants to see it go#sara shush#pls don't reblog with any 'but i take unsolicited criticism all the time' this isnt about you. your boundary is not other people's boundary
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Zelda goes mushroom girl
#tloz#a link to the past#zelda#link#my art#I was happy with that first one but for some reason decided it still needed a companion piece so I spent way too long on that second one...#I don't think there was any time during the progress where I was happy with it but hfduhdfu at least I got to Attempt drawing moss hell yea#I also at some point sat in Pyu's art stream and said I enjoy drawing legs As I was being murdered by the infamously impossibe (imo) squat.#it's ok I had fun !! but I need to learn how to let doodles be doodles or I'll never finish stuff at this rate dfsuhfd#if everything in my tloz tag looks like it was drawn by different people uuuh 2023 was art crisis year ngl......#I'm falling back into my old ways rn though#anyway I think about these two a lot I think they're both stone faced and awkward ppl in different ways but they try rly hard to be friends#like I like to think it starts out so incredibly awkward and a bit sad bc they keep stepping over each other's toes accidentally the harder#they try but idk they find comfy middle ground idk in my brain they have a very interesting friendship I wanna get around to drawing it#in a proper way that might make sense....#if I don't write 200 tags I will die maybe it's bc I grew up on dA or smth#and yes I know how to find 1 (one) type of mushroom /I/ am not mushroom girl unfortunately smh
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the blank ticket in your hand is just waiting to be filled in.
happy birthday vash! (ID in alt text)
#vash the stampede#trigun#trigun maximum#trigun maximum spoilers#trimax spoilers#vashwood#i actually made it... im crying... was devastated for a bit bc i thought i wouldnt had anything for vash's bday!!#but happy birthday to the twins.. vash and knives...#no matter what i was going to make a vash centric post im sorry knives... i have a comic in progress also but it was taking too long T_T#that one would celebrate both of them slightly more fairly! but anyway.#birthdays to someone like vash must not mean a whole lot. even the first one - him and knives were like oh what... cool.. i don't think the#had the chance to celebrate much after that :pensive: and vash probably spent most of his birthdays like any other day so i kind of just#wanted to celebrate him living and being alive - living for as long as he did and the people that eventually made living worth it#keep counting the years vash!!! even if you dont have birthday parties - it's still very very special#quote is directly from remās speech in ch 41 also#ruporas art
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Just a small little thing I thought of while reading a lovely fic Right Under Your Nose chapter 9, by @Dande-Fields (no idea why it won't find their Tumblr, but anyway!)...
Not sure if it counts as fanart towards the fic, but it certainly kinda inspired me to do this, so yea!
I like it, and like the fic, would recommend, very lovely, so it's probably all good.
Hope everyone has a good day/night/evening!
#cr kingdom#hope other people enjoy it too#just little something because felt like it#it's actually a progress!#made a whole thing based on another thing that was based on another thing!#thing in three dimensions or something!#crk fanart#shadow milk cookie#pure vanilla cookie#comic#crk comic#art#some sheep#fanart#digital art#very happy to be doing it#just rambling by this point#hope everyone has a good day#honestly trying to be less of perfectionist#so that is kinda why this one is much... more simple than my previous tries at.. fanart#but I do like it#so it's probably fine too#although...what format a picture should be too look less blurry? is it too blurry? no idea#shadow milk crk#pure vanilla crk#pure vanilla fanart#shadow milk fanart
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desert flygon
#pokemon#pokemon ruby and sapphire#hoenn#gen 3#flygon#aquanutart#i made this in the dead of winter a couple of years ago#after wanting for the whole year to enter the tcg illustration contest but i ended up working on something at the last minute as usual#i don't like competition but i enjoy having a reason to draw a pokemon with a lot of other people#i was waking up early before work to keep making progress on it but i thought i wasn't going to make the deadline#and when i had just decided i had done as much as i could and couldn't get it finished#i went out on that cold snowy day and on that day and that day only for some reason my car wouldn't start#we tried starting it with jumper cables but i'm not sure i know how to use them.. anyway i had to call someone and wait for them to come#i had to call in late to work and then i was waiting for two hours. which was just about enough time for me to keep working on this#i was able to submit it seconds before the deadline the next morning#and it's very cool to me that i was able to participate even though i didn't place (i'm actually glad i didn't place)#(because i would rather it go to someone who worked longer on their entry and/or started earlier before the deadline)#(i just wanted to join everyone in drawing a pokemon but i would prefer for it to just be its own thing and not compared to other pokemon)#this is partly why it's cool to me to have the tcg cards from the contest i also entered!#i chose to draw flygon because gen 3 is one of my favorites and i grew up in the desert and always wanted to imagine pokemon running around#that was the last era of my childhood before i moved and had to grow up where everything was new and different#for 12 years overseas i was homesick for this sun#i'm in a snowier place now but i see the sun even in winter so i'm happy!#since drawing this i appreciate and notice flygon a lot more! i always thought trapinch was very cute#i love the scene in twilight wings final episode when flygon is looking around and scanning; it's so cool#and because of this i got very excited to see flygon in the pokearth documentary flying like a dragonfly#i had wanted to imagine it landing a bit like a bug
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part 1 of a little comic / art sequence that i've been working on! :D it's part tribute, part experimenting with brushes n colors and trying new thingz :]
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and thus continues my endless quest of spreading the carrot fics like a plague! if you've seen my art floating around you probs already figured that this au holds a very special place in my heart, forever and always!!
if you haven't heard of it, it's a fic series by @crowned-ladybug called carrot soup!! it made me wish i could speak colors and i need more people to share my struggle xd
go check it out if you're into sweet voice lore and qpr level gayness and just wanna feel warm and soft and warm (hurt/comfort my beloved) <333 there are some heavier themes cos everyone's traumatized but they're working through it! be sure to check the tags and stay safe! <3
#hlvrai#half life vr but the ai is self aware#frenrey#carrots au#<- gotta remember to tag the other ones as well#art tag or whatever#yippie im so excited to finally start sharing these with people!!!#there will be at least 5 parts in total maybe more idk#i just wanted to illustrate this little snippet of the first fic#maybe i'll draw more of these if i get another vision#i am still trying to work on the animatic so that would probs include most of my visions anyway#i think im gonna post a wip sometime soon just in case i lose interest#also i crave validation and reading people's tags and comments makes me so so so happy!!!><#btw it kinda feels nice posting something like. after a while#cos it's been quite a bit since i finished this first.. part? page? thingy#and it's nice to finally stay out of the whole instant gratification thing#please do still go crazy in the tags tho? if u want?#mkay enough rambling for today i've got things to do#like be cozy n read fanfics n drink water n stuff yk?#all the important thingz#and who knows maybe i'll even make some progress on.. whatever it is that piques my interest today#bye for now!!! take care and have a very orange day <3
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Moodboards by Pinterest
It's taken me way too long to get this done (hoped it would be by your birthday this year...) but I just want to say thank you for being the most amazing mutual and friend all these years @starchild--27 š
#the stars really had to align for this one#what i mean by 'made by pinterest' is that every time i went on there to do other stuff#i would look through the front page and see if i could make a moodboard out of anything it gave me#so they're all heavily influenced by whatever else i was working on at the time which i think is kinda fun#was inspired by how i logged on one day and that baekhyun moodboard was basically right there as is#so i wanted to try for the other members#sorry they're not all the same size#the program i used deleted by progress and i didn't save my dimensions...#hope you like it and very late happy birthday š#exo#baekhyun#chanyeol#jongin#kai#jongdae#chen#junmyeon#suho#xiumin#minseok#sehun#kyungsoo#D.O#yixing#lay
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More lore! Marzie/Kasifer subconsciously summon birds. Kasifer is often surrounded by a small flock.
The twins don't actually know the extent of their own powers so even they're surprised by what they can do sometimes!
#ocs#oc#kasifer#marzie#godverse#graphic design#art#my art#this project was meant to be graphic design where i draw all of the assets onto the base after i'm happy with the text#and i did custom draw the birds in the top#but i used drawings ive already made to test how it would look#and idk my friends said it looks like a progression and yeah sure thats the idea i had in mind#so i guess im keeping it.#one day. one day i will draw all of the assets#i LOVE the bird hivemind btw#any bird can be present at any time without it necessarily being bad or in a certain situation its all just for fun#except the dinosaur i think the damn dinosaur is rarely there that one is kind of very jokey
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I'm now on season 2 of my Natsume Yujinchou rewatch, and I love seeing the marked difference in the way Natsume is treated.
In season 1, we get a very withdrawn, very fake Natsume - quiet, smiling pleasantly but clearly looking right through people, apologising for taking up space. People like him right away but don't know how to breach that distance. But towards the end of season 1/ into season 2, we see people understanding Natsume more and more and deciding to close that distance by reaching out to him with affection. We see them teaching Natsume how to be loved.
We also get more people recognising and seeing straight through Natsume's bullshit, ESPECIALLY Nyanko-sensei.
Natsume: "My temperature is a little over 37 degrees."
Nyanko-sensei: "You should rest then."
Natsume: "I took some medicine. I should be fine if I don't do much. I don't want to worry Touko-san."
Nyanko-sensei: "Geez, how long will it take you to realise?"
Natsume, entirely oblivious to just how much he's loved and wanted: "...Realise what?"
#natsume yuujinchou#natsume's 'i want the fujiwaras to be happy and not worry them with my many many problems'#vs the fujiwaras' 'we want to be a family and family isn't afraid to impose on one another so you don't always have to be so courteous'#natsume is desperately trying not to burden them - meanwhile the fujiwaras are THRILLED everytime natsume '''burdens''' them#because he's a child!!! he's THEIR child! and that's what children do! it's not a burden it's an honour to be loved and trusted like that#as the seasons progress we see natsume slowly accepting and embracing the love from the people around him#and getting the courage to start showing that love to others in turn#even if it's very scary to be vulnerable#god this show is so good#my posts
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I love how much culture is built from your design motifs for PokƩmon fusions. I feel like every Diancie fusion live in the same country. It would be a fun challenge to world build with your designs~
Ahh, thank you! Im glad you think so :] When designing fusions I tend to use the body as- well, the body (and sometimes personality), and then the head for the 'aesthetics'. For Diancie heads, that's really leaning into it's royalty theming- be it by leaning into the classic regal pretty princess elements, the cute wedding ones, or even a more armored knight look using it's golden parts. That way, even when they're not necessarily designed to resemble one another they all still look properly like they came from the same 'family'.
Same way I tend to really lean Ho-oh into a very 'elegant' theme, colorful, but something commanding respect too- even stuff like a Carbink body should still look like it has something legendary in there, even if its just a silly baby!
I dont necessarily have lore for most of my fusions, but I always do make an attempt to make them look at least somewhat grounded and connected to both the established PokƩmon world and eachother, so I'm super happy to hear they're working in that way.
#ribbon answers#TY AGAIN!! :} ppl sending in asks always makes me very happy#i would like to try different ways of doing fusions someday ((mainly the more 'variants' ones ppl tend to do))#but my main way of designing fusions is Very Much This! I attach a general themeing to the head#and then depending on the body i try to apply that theme in a way that fits#its a fairly easy way of doing it but it is satisfying WWW#also finally home again !!!! so back to drawing. finally#yesterday was a Distaster trying to continue that gouging fire. my electricity went out THREE TIMES#and i ended up having to redraw the same exact parts. THREE TIMES.#so needless to say progress has been slightly slower then i wanted. but im gion at it#wanna do some quick stuff inbetween though. maybe i will od some smaller format pixels again#gotta make sure im keeping up my skill level n whatnot :]
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the thing about eliot spencer as a character, right. the thing about him.
(and as always your mileage may vary on my analyses so if we disagree that's cool actually)
is that he is in fact a somewhat emotionally constipated idiot who is occasionally sensitive about his perceived masculinity and gets defensive about emotional intimacy around other men (largely hardison, who's much more comfortable expressing affection and embracing a softer kind of masculinity), but eliot displays enough emotional awareness and sensitivity and respect for women etc etc that anyone who's been subjected to that era of television will put on rose-tinted glasses without even looking twice.
(and he is, don't get me wrong, incredibly emotionally aware for a professionally punchy guy with enough trauma to sink the titanic. it still startles me to see.)
on top of which we have the layers and the accessories and the excellent hair with the secret braids and the way he barely has an ego and he's good with kids and protective of his team without taking it too far, and some of us never stood a fucking chance.
#eliot#eliot spencer#orig#further discussion in further tags#I'm being perhaps a little critical and there are other ways to read eg the fragile masculinity moments#but I Do think they were intended this way and largely come across this way#I'm quite happy playing with a fanon eliot who's better at this shit is the thing? it feels faithful enough to the original.#but this is something I'm chewing over in a rewatch and it's interesting so far#the fact that he pretty consistently respects women doesn't stop him from treating men and women differently y'know?#the fact that his bantering with hardison expresses affection and gets quite soft over time#doesn't stop him from pushing hardison away on a semi-regular basis. often physically.#the fact that the fandom unanimously decided he's an utter gentleman in matters of dating#doesn't quite negate the time he physically stopped aimee from getting away when he wanted to talk to her#though that's one I might disregard because it's so early and I think they hadn't quite figured out the characters then#and it was admittedly a brief moment followed by very consensual happenings#perhaps. honestly. eliot may be reflecting the attitudes of the show here.#which were very progressive for the time and are still startling on several fronts now but also showing definite signs of age#arguably fanon eliot (as I understand him) is eliot adjusted for inflation. as it were.#there's a lot going on here I'm having a normal amount of thoughts about it I'm. stopping now
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My boys have been lost for days.
#i cannot and will not stop drawing these guys#iām also very happy with my art improvement!#shading is a very scary thing for me so iāve been practicing with my favorite sonic duo#i'll get to backgrounds one day#but for now i am happy with my progress so far!#sth#sth fanart#mighty the armadillo#ray the flying squirrel#mighty and ray#astraās art
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To say that Kakashi and Gaiās relationship (talking solely platonic rn) was mostly about him helping Kakashi cope with the loss of Obito is disingenuous to Kakashi and all of his relationships.
Any person is going to be traumatized after seeing someone ā much less their teammate ā be crushed to death under a rock. Kakashi is shown to be someone susceptible to depression due to 1. His environment 2. His initial beliefs and 3. His genetic line. Of course his life is going to be centered around one of the most traumatic experiences of his life, romanticizing it is so hurtful to his character because it destroyed him - and if Kishimoto actually cared about expanding other character relationships instead of making a āgenerational duo that falls apartā + wasnāt a misogynistic writer, Rinās death would be the bigger influence on his life than Obitoās.
Yes, Gai had to help him numerous times in his grief but it wasnāt solely or even mainly about Obito. Rin was an absolute vital point in Kakashiās downfall into chaos. The self harm he inflicted upon himself, the self hatred, the self shame. He became a whole different person after he was forced to kill her. I would say Kakashiās father Sakumo is by far the biggest influence on him. He wouldnāt have needed any speech of āyour father was a heroā by Obito if it wasnāt for Sakumo. His personality of today is thanks to his fatherās own death.
Gai and Kakashiās friendship is almost entirely about them when theyāre in scenes together. Look at the chunin exams, look at any scene in the land of steam arc, look at their race, etc. naturally there will be grief the two bring to the relationship and itās on them to work it out separately, together and with other people which did happen.
Youāre actively ignoring every other character that has shaped and formed who Kakashi is by saying Obito is the biggest and only reason he is who he is. Gai is one of the strongest reasons why Kakashi is as motivated and strong as he is. Kakashi wouldāve absolutely died at some point in (general) anbu if Gai didnāt pull him out and he was slipping so far when he was in it because of Rin and Minato.
Kakashiās heart does not ābelongā to Obito because heās in love with Obito and canāt get over him, his heart belongs to the people he loves because thatās who Kakashi is at his core - a lover. Heās a person who cares so deeply, even for people he doesnāt necessarily like or get along with.
Kakashi is a person who is shaped by everybody in his life, thatās why he is one of the best written Naruto characters. He feels like a real person because real people are influenced by everyone in their life, in every way. Itās unfortunate to see those who call themselves Kakashi fans only to mischaracterize, limit and erase the bonds he was written to have to prop up one single bond for your ship.
Do you care for this character? His themes, parallels, relationships and writing? or is he just a placeholder / self insert for shipping content?
#and saying kk is all healthy until Obito comes along and heās a āwhimpering messā where all his progress falls out the window#is so weird on a psychological level#because Obito isnāt be the only trigger for Kkās trauma#if Rin was brought back and he faced her in any way he would shatter in ways he didnāt seeing Obito#I get so frustrated and upset when Rin especially isnāt mentioned in his trauma because she is the one that we see destroy Kakashi#not even Minatoās death caused him such trauma#even if he didnāt make that promise to Obito to keep her safe heās too devoted to his loved ones#it wouldāve killed him the same way if he didnāt make the promise#Gai and Kakashiās friendship is not centered around Obito and if it was they wouldnāt be happy like they were in the land of steam arc#i love shopping Kakashi but I will not mischaracterize him and erase his influences to make my ship look better#and people PLEASE start mentioning Sakumo because he is THE beginning piece of the puzzle#you cannot have Kakashi without his trauma from his father#I just get so sad seeing Kakashiās very real grief and trauma be interpreted as obsession and romance for Obito#like on a reality standpoint thatās just fucking weird to do#anti obkk#anti obikaka#kakashi hatake#maito gai#rin nohara#sakumo hatake#obito uchiha#minato namikaze#sins meta#naruto meta
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AFTER A MILDLY INTENSE WEEK OR SO OF DRAWING THIS MAN LIKE TEN TIMES A DAY. I HAVE FINALLY GOT THIS YELLOW ASSHOLE TO 1000 IMAGES.
more road to 1000 doodles under the cut !!
#long ramble after the maintags if you wanna read my thoughts#yellow addison#deltarune oc#addison oc#deltarune addisons#addisons#oc#art#casinos ocs: sale#casinos sonas: Ye01#casinos art :]#sale's road to 1000#so for those unaware i have had sale for three(3) years now. i made him back in october 2021.#i have gone through a lot of phases having this man. between hating him . using him as a scapegoat . and his progression into .#one of my most important and beloved characters ive ever owned#ive been very fond of my own characters before. of course i have im an artist#but sale is like.#hes Different.#he means so much to me. even if i um. may or may not put him through the meat grinder for enrichment like all the damn time#over the last few years he has developed a lot as a character. i have drawn and written him Literal hundreds of times#radio and i have more aus than i can count where hes significant#he has suffered. so much. he has recovered . he has gone through so much and he keeps living and he keeps living and#i love him. i love him. he means so much to me.#so yeah. 1000 images. a testament to how autistic i am about this asshole. i love him.#heres to me drawing him a billion more times i fucking guess#and happy new year. thanks for reading this ramble if you did
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redrew an old doodle I hold you so close to me wheatley power house of the cell
#new one on the right. i hope thats obvious.#two years of progress btw#very happy wifh the directjon my style has taken recently#art#ibis paint x#fanart#digital art#portal#portal 2#wheatley portal#chell#chell portal#im not tagging this chelley. please dont tag this chelley.
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