#and when the bf got here all he did was yell at her and stand angrily to the side

[fowlofprey]

hiiiiiiiiiiiiii i hope ur having a supes nice day!!!!

Oh, thank you for the message. Yes, my day has been going quite well. I hope yours is the same?

[bluriki]

ꪆৎ coffee break ﹫ lhs

; pair bf!heeseung x fem!reader ; sum coffee breaks are the only way heeseung can spend time with you at work ; genre fluff , office!au , established relatioinship

“coffee break?” a figure sat on your desk, leaning forward to meet your face. heat crept on your cheeks as the figure leaned closer pressing his lips to your cheek. your eyes widened slightly. “don’t do that, heeseung!” you whisper yelled. 

you were in a secret relationship with heeseung, although he didn’t really keep it a secret. instead, he winked at you, he always got way too close to be called friendly, and he was always seen with you. what can you say, he’s whipped.

“why not? i can kiss my girlfriend if i want to.” a pout formed on his lips. “plus, no ones here, they’re taking a lunch right now.” you looked around to make sure no one could’ve seen the small kiss heeseung gave you. “you’re lucky.”

heeseung chuckled. “you never answered my question.” you tilted your head, a smile appearing on your face as you met his eyes. “i have time. plus im a little hungry.” you placed your hand over your stomach. 

“great! let’s head to the lobby!” confusion filled your face. “the lobby? i thought you meant the break room!” you whined, knowing you didn’t have that much time. “you said you were hungry which means i’m gonna buy you something to eat, now lets go.”

you huffed, sliding your chair back. “before we go i need to file some papers.” heeseung nodded, standing up. “as long as you eat lunch with me.” you chuckled, grabbing the papers from your desk. “you’re whipped.” you said, with a soft smile. 

“how did you know?” heeseung placed a finger on his chin, looking up to the sky. “it’s not that obvious is it?” you bursted out laughing. “not at all.” heeseung hummed and followed you to file the papers.

once you were done filing your papers you went to the lobby with heeseung. some people were in line to order some coffee. you stood behind the last person and turned to heeseung. 

“why’d you want to have coffee in the lobby?” you crossed your arms and blinked waiting for heeseung to answer. “so i can get miss workaholic away from her computer.” you furrowed your brows shooting a glare to heeseung. 

you heard him chuckle next to you. you knew he wanted to hug you and for once you wanted him to give you a hug at your workplace. the only reason you have a secret relationship is because you’re very close with your coworkers and you know they’ll tease you nonstop.

a comfortable silence fell between you and heeseung. you watched many workers pass around like little ants working hard and trying their best. you smiled knowing they were doing their best for this company. 

“what do you want to eat?” heeseung spoke, breaking the silence. you looked at the menu. “grilled chicken with vegetables.” you noticed heeseung scrunching his face a bit. “why are you making that face?” heeseung shook his head. “its nothing.” 

“tell me!” you whined, gently punching his shoulder. “the vegetables.” you scoffed in disbelief. “you’re just like a little kid.” heeseung leaned closer to your face. “maybe i am one.” he smiled brightly, tilting his head slightly. 

you pushed him back softly. “whatever. we’re up next, you know what to order right?” heeseung nodded. you patted his shoulder, walking to a table to sit at. you watched heeseung order with a smile on your face. that same smile dropped when you noticed the girl flirting with heeseung.

you glared at her even though she would never notice. heeseung walked to your table after he finished ordering. “why do you look upset?” he asked while pulling out a chair to sit with you. “i don’t know, why don't you ask yourself?” heeseung widened his eyes. 

“that girl! she was flirting with you.” you pouted, looking down and playing with your fingers. heeseung grinned, grabbing your hands. “jealous much?” you pulled your hands from his. a glare and pout playing on your face. 

heeseung chuckled. he watched you with loving eyes. suddenly, your order was called, leaving you alone again. you noticed the girl slip heeseung a piece of paper. you sent another glare at her and waited for heeseung to sit back down.

“give me that paper.” heeseung gave it to you and watched you rip it. he tried to hold his laugh back, you were cute when you were jealous.

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“coffee break?” heeseung asked you for the second time that day. you looked up at his figure. “as long as it’s not in the lobby.” heeseung nodded, knowing that would be your answer. “don’t worry, it’s in the break room.” you smiled and stood up. “i need a coffee break anyway.”

heeseung chuckled, following you to the break room. no one was in there meaning you were alone with heeseung. you should’ve know he would’ve tried to pull something. 

as soon as he closed the door he was against you, placing his chin on your shoulder. “what if someone walks in?” you questioned, pouring cream into your coffee. “i’m sure everyone know we’re together at this point, it’s so obvious.” you glanced at heeseung. “i wonder why.”

heeseung smiled innocently. “it’s because you’re whipped for me obviously.” you shook your head, fighting the smile threatening to come out. “i think it’s the other way around.” heeseung wrapped his arms around you, turning you to face him.

“okay, maybe it is but you’re really obvious too.” you cocked your head to the side. “less than you though.” heeseung groaned, placing his head on your shoulder. “i cant help the fact im in love with you.” your heart started pounding in your chest. you didn’t know what to say so you opted to say nothing. instead, you enjoyed him being in your arms.

you stayed like that for a little while until heeseung picked his head up. he gave you a silly smile before pressing his lips on yours for a soft peck. you giggled against his lips, pressing your lips to his again. 

“i love you too.” you whispered, a smile complimenting your features. heeseung leaned against you, holding you like you were the most valuable thing to exist. 

suddenly the door opened causing you and heeseung to separate. your coworker, jake, jumped up and down pointing at the two of you. 

“I KNEW IT!!”

🎬 노트 && . first fic of the year!! im sorry it's taken forever for me to post a fic :( i had the worst writers block... on that note i have a longer fic coming up as soon as i can finish the ending!!

🧷 perm tl && . send ask or comment to be added

[willowsnook]

please more Andrei Iosivas x Reader they were soo good

Andrei Iosivas x Reader

summary: Andrei takes care of you after watching you drink too much on a night after a Bengals win. You say things that you probably shouldn't have.

It's another Sunday night where you find yourself at a club instead of tucked in bed getting ready for the work week. This is all thanks to your best friend Olivia who drags you out with her everytime the Bengals win. Her bf Joe, who quickly became one of your good friends, always pays for all your drinks so you don't mind that much. Plus it means you get to see his teammate Andrei who you've been pinning over for a while now.

He was the hottest man you had ever seen and you enjoyed the flirty friendship the two of you had. But you were a traditionalist and not interested in making the first move which was starting to leave you frustrated. Your form-fitting black dress hit all the right places on you and you hoped it would catch his attention.

"Drink up," Olivia yelled at you over the loud music, handing you a drink. You took a sip and winced.

"What is this?" You questioned, there seemed to be no mixer.

"An AMF!" she said cheerfully and you groaned. You hadn't had one of those since college. Joe had a tight grip on her waist as he scanned the club looking for someone.

"Andrei!" He yelled, waving his other hand up. You felt a presence come behind you and you turned to see your crush standing there with a mega watt smile.

"I know you wore that for me," he whispered in your ear and you smirked before moving your lips next to his.

"And what if I did?" You saw his eyes darken but you turned to Olivia taking her hand.

"Let's dance."

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Three AMFs later and you were fucked. You had lost Olivia a while ago and were dancing with some random girls as the room spun around you. You stumbled your way to the side hoping to catch a glimpse of your best friend somewhere. Not paying attention you ran straight into the back of someone but were relieved when they turned around and you were looking at Andrei. His eyes quickly narrowed at you.

"Where's Olivia?" He questioned. You shrugged your shoulders and twirled a piece of your hair.

"Who knows, I lost her," you told him nonchalantly. He grabbed your arm and pulled you with him towards a quieter area.

"You are literally trashed," he said angrily and you crossed your arms over your chest.

"No you're trashed." He huffed and pulled his phone up to his ear. You started to turn to walk away but he pulled you with his other arm into him, wrapping it possessively around your waist.

"Hey, I've got her," you heard him tell someone. "No, I'm just going to bring her home with me." That caught your attention.

"I'm not going home with you," you told him. He was already pulling uber up on his phone before he answered.

"Not up for debate," he simply said and you tried to break free of his grasp.

"Why so we can flirt and you can tease me more but won't touch me?" I asked drunkenly. "I'm sure I can find someone else here to go home with that will leave me satisfied." He jerked my chin up to look at him and I could see the rage in his eyes.

"You are not going home with anyone else much less talking or looking at a single man here," he growled. "Now let's go."

He dragged you out of the club and the two of you enjoyed a nice uber ride home in complete silence. In your drunken state you tripped on the sidewalk on the way up to his building and before you faceplanted you felt Andrei's arms grab you and pull you up. You found yourself lifted into his arms with your dress riding up.

"Fucking hell," he muttered under his breath while trying to pull your dress down.

"Why'd you even wear this? It's too short," he asked when you made it to the elevator. You had your eyes closed as your head was leaned against his chest.

"So you would want to fuck me," you replied sleepily. You heard him take a deep breath as if he was trying to restrain himself. He carried you into his apartment and laid you carefully down on the couch. You opened your eyes back up to see him holding out a glass of water to you which you gladly accepted. He had changed into just a pair of gray sweatpants and your eyes raked over his naked chest.

"Don't make this harder on me," he begged. And you looked at him confused.

"Why?" He knelt down to the couch until he was eye level with you.

"Don't you think I've wanted you since the second I saw you?" You gulped as his stare burned into you. "Always teasing me and testing my restraint. But Joe told me no, that you were special and not someone to just fuck around with. So I didn't do anything but you make that so incredibly hard." He raked a hand through his hair. You sat up on the couch.

"Tell me you want me," he whispered, your faces an inch apart. Instead of responding you wrapped your hand behind his head and pushed your lips together. He deepened the kiss and ran his hands down your body until settling on your ass. After a minute or two he pulled back breathing hard.

"We can't, you're too drunk," he said and you pouted.

"In the morning?" You asked with a hopeful look in your eyes. He nodded before dragging you to his bed to get some sleep.

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Home|JJK| |M|

Summary: Jungkook hasn't seen you in about three weeks and a half because of your sister wedding.

Paring: BF! IdolJungkook x!female reader

Genre: fluff, smut, wholesome really

Warning: Daddy kink, oral ( f.rec), unprotected sex ( don't do )

a/n: the smut isn't really that long lmao, and I also was supposed to post this for jungkook birthday ( I didn't) so please enjoy!

[m.list] [jungkook m.list]

It was 3 am and Jungkook was still awake.

He's bed felt empty beside him.

The poor guy was use to his girlfriend beside him, cuddling him and telling him she loved him so much.

Y/n was in America for her sister wedding, Jungkook couldn't go because of award shows. It really sucked when he watched her get on the plane. She was gone way to long for his liking.

He throws a red ball in the air then catches it when it falls back down. He been doing this since the clock hit 11:56 pm it was now 2:00 am. You would think he'll be sleepy by now but this was Jungkook, he was a night owl and he would do a vlive here and there but now he didn't even feel like keeping up.

Seokjin yawns when he walks downstairs when he gets a text from Y/n. Jin didn't think she'll be coming now out of all time him thinking she would come in the morning surprising Jungkook. With a cough Jin presses the buzzer and walks in the kitchen making a cup of coffee. Y/n opens the door with a huff then shutting it back and throwing her jacket and book bag on the black leather couch.

"Seokjin?" Y/n ask when she takes her shoes off. Seokjin hums walking in the living room with a cup in his hand.

"Is that coffee?" Y/n points at Jin's cup and he nods handing her the cup and grabbing another one.Y/n drinks the coffee happily and sits on Jin's couch sitting with her.

"How was the wedding?" Jin ask and Y/n smiles setting her cup down on the coffee table.

"It was fun, my mom except asking where Jungkook was though..I wish he came with me." She mumbles pulling her hair up.

"He really wanted to go, he also kept threatening Namjoon about the meeting and stuff." You chuckle shaking your head. After awhile you tell Seokjin good night and walk down the hallway into Jungkook room. Walking in the lights are off but you can see a body under the covers and small cute snores. You smile and shut the door back changing in his black t-shirt that goes to your thighs. Sighing happily you get in the bed laying under the covers. Jungkook moves a bit but sighs turning on the other side moving his leg on yours softly.

The next morning Jungkook turned over opening his eyes. You're hair was sticking out the cover making Jungkook jump out of bed screaming. All the boys run in Jungkook room, Yoongi had a baseball bat in his hand, Namjoon had his towel hanging down low from his hips trying to keep it up, Taehyung hair was all over the place just like Hoseok, Jimin and Jin rub their eyes looking confused as ever.

"Why you yelling kook?" Namjoon ask and Jungkook points at his bed almost in tears. You groan moving to the other side mumbling hush.

"Y-Y/n here?" Jungkook stutters out and Seokjin nods yawning.

"She came in last night, it was supposed to be a surprise." Jin says walking out the room everyone right behind him. Jungkook looked like he just seen a ghost, he takes the cover off your head and jumps back when he sees your eyes staring at him.

"Hi." You mumble and Jungkook just stands there.

"Just hi? You been in my bed this whole time?" Jungkook ask and his girlfriend nods, Jungkook hugs her tightly kissing the top of her forehead then her lips. You hum in the kiss pulling him closer.

You miss this and Jungkook did too. He climbs on top of you sticking his tongue in your mouth dominating yours. You didn't care if Jungkook got you pregnant right here and now, you missed him, you crave him. Y'all pull apart and Jungkook starts kissing your jawline then your neck and collarbone. Sucking ever so slightly, He pulls his shirt off of you throwing it on the floor and his lips finds yours again.

The kiss was more hot then ever, your hands would dig in his back wrapping your legs around his waist grinding yourself on his dick. Jungkook would pant giving out the most sexiest moans ever. The sexual tension was high and y'all both knew it. Jungkook kisses down your chest, you gripping his hair when he sucks on your stomach. When he reaches your panties he groans when he sees a little wet spot, he also notice that your underwear was black lace.

"You wore this for daddy?" Jungkook looks up at you with lust in his eyes. You nod heavily moving your hips slightly.

"I need your mouth daddy please." She begged and Jungkook smirks pull them off and licks your clit slightly. Your back arches griping his hair moaning at the feeling. Jungkook sucks on your clit then sticks two fingers inside. Y/n miss his hands, she also miss the orgasms with his hands, Jungkook hands can do wonders he can also make her cum faster then him. Y/n giggled when she feels he high coming, she loved this..she also loved how he make her squirt a lot, more then she think she could. Jungkook did wonders on her clit making her shake and cum again and again until she couldn't take it. They made love like that, all morning until it was the afternoon. Her moans was music to his ears, she gripped the sheets tightly, he gripped her hips harder. His thrust was like fire under her skin.

She felt like he was going to break her. She was gone way too long, Jungkook's thrust was deep and hard. That final thrust made her cum, her high to a long time, Jungkook's did too. By the time he came inside her, she came again. Pulling her close Jungkook kisses the top of her head mumbling nothing but sweet things, Y/n fell asleep just like that and so did Jungkook.

[sturn1olo-ffics]

okay hear me out .. part two to keep it a secret where matt and nick find out chris and yn are going out and chris is like “well since is out in the open, can i be your bf?” And its all cutesy

I LOVE THIS IDEA SO MUCH 🤭🤭 AHHH

- KEEP IT A SECRET -

pt.1 | pt.2

- Chris Sturniolo x Fem Reader (she/her pronouns used)

- Warnings: kissing, swearing, small argument (barely), I’m pretty sure that’s it; NOT PROOFREAD

- About: request above ⬆️

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(Y/N’s POV):

I’d like to think that me and Chris were pretty good at hiding the fact that we liked each other and were going out, but sometimes I questioned whether Matt and Nick knew or not.

It was about 4:00 on a Saturday afternoon when Chris FaceTimed me, asking what I was up to.

(in call)

“What’s good shawty?” Chris smiled.

“Never greet me on the phone like that again holy shit.” I laughed in response.

“Alright alright. What are you doing right now?” He asked.

“Nothing, just watching movies and shit. Wanna come over?” I replied.

“Say less.” Chris stated, then ended the phone call.

(call ended)

I loved right down the block from them, so Chris would just walk to my apartment every time he came over. After all, it was only a 10 minute walk at max.

He texted me saying he’d come over at 5:30 because he had a few packages to go through before he left the house.

I started to get ready because I was still in my pajamas from the night before. I jumped in the shower, then did my skin care.

I went to my closet and put on one of Chris’ lyrical lemonade sweatshirts he gave me and put some pajama shorts and fuzzy socks on.

As I walked downstairs, I heard a knock at my door.

“Bro why is Chris here already?” I thought to myself.

But I opened up the door to find Matt standing there.

“Hey y/n- is that Chris’ hoodie?” He smiled then questioned.

“Oh uh- yeah… what are you doing here?” I giggled awkwardly.

“Oh- well we just haven’t hung out in a while and I stopped by your favorite coffee place and thought I’d bring you some.” He replied confused.

“Thank you so much Matt! Do you wanna come in?” I stepped back and made room for him to walk through the door.

We walked back inside and sat on my couch.

“Are you still down to do a Halloween costume with me?” Matt asked.

“Oh yeah for sure. You got any ideas?” I laughed.

“Ah yeah I don’t know, I was just wondering if we were still gonna do a costume together because Chris said he wanted to match with you.” He looked down at his hands, fingers fiddling with each other.

“Oh? No he hasn’t asked me.” I responded, obviously confused.

“Hey can I ask you what’s going on between y’all?” He blurted out.

“What do you mean?” I questioned nervously.

“I mean y’all are always together. And dressing up to see each other. Like I have never seen Chris put that much effort into seeing someone before-” He started before I cut him off.

“It’s not like that. We’re just close friends.” I stated.

“Y/n we’ve barely hung out the past few weeks because you have been with Chris literally every single day.” He responded with attitude.

“I’m sorry Matt, I’ll make it up to you I swear, I’m just trying to get on good terms with your brothers.” I said, putting my hand on his thigh for reassurance.

“I know, I know. I just miss our friendship.” He looked up at me.

“Me too, Matt. I’m sorry.” I searched his eyes for an answer.

But before he could respond, the front door unlocked and someone came barging through.

It was Chris.

“Where’s my pretty girl at?” Chris yelled before rounding the corner to see me and Matt on the couch.

That’s when I realized Matt had parked in the back and walked around to my front door. So, Chris couldn’t have seen the car.

“WHAT?” Matt stood up and exclaimed.

“Oh my God- I didn’t know he was here-” Chris started.

“Hey okay, hear me out before you freak out Matt please-” I began before getting interrupted.

“Y/n? Chris? Why didn’t y’all tell me?” Matt ran his hands through his hair.

“I don’t know, I think we were just scared-” Chris responded.

“Matt please tell me you aren’t mad. Please.” I walked towards him.

“No. No I’m not mad at y’all. I just wish y’all would’ve told me rather than keeping it from me for weeks.” He let out a breath.

“Oh fuck you just wait ‘til Nick finds out.” Chris looks at me.

“Not helpful right now Chris. Actually, how about you break the news to him Matt, make it easier for us?” I asked.

“I don’t owe y’all anything but fine. So… are y’all like dating or something or what the fuck is happening…?” He searched both of our eyes.

“No-” Chris and I said at the same time.

“Ok- well I’m gonna go… and break this wild news to Nick…” Matt began as he walked towards the door with a permanent look of shock on his face.

“Bye?” I waved at Matt.

As the door shut, I looked at Chris.

“Well…” he said, walking towards me.

“Well?” I laughed back.

“Since this is out in the open… can I be your boyfriend?” He said, grabbing my waist and pulling me in.

I snaked my arms around his neck and leaned in for a kiss.

“So… is that a yes?” He laughed, breaking the kiss.

“Yes Chris.” I giggled, leaning in for another kiss.

We snuggled up on my couch next to each other, putting on a scary movie to watch.

About 15 minutes into the movie, I get a text from Nick.

(iMessage)

Nick: Y/N WHAT? YOU AND CHRIS? WHAT THE FUCK WHY DIDN’T YOU TELL US???”

Y/n: I’m sorry Nick… are you mad?

Nick: You know what. I’m just going to be happy for you guys and not be a hater for once in my damn life. But fuck y’all for that fr, I feel left out.

Y/n: Love you too, Nick.

(end iMessage)

I giggled at my phone and read the conversation aloud to Chris.

“Jesus Nick is so dramatic.” Chris laughed.

We finished watching scary movies and YouTube and it was late.

Eyes feeling heavy, I reach for my phone and look at the time.

12:03am.

“You wanna go to bed?” Chris looked down at me on his shoulder, letting out a slight giggle at my sleepy expression.

“Yeah…” I yawned.

Chris picked me up of the couch and brought me to my room, laying me in my bed.

He pressed a kiss to my forehead before turning around to head out.

“Wait. Stay.” I whined.

“Really?? Yay!!” He giggled with a big smile on his face.

He climbed in bed and pulled me on top of him, hugging me into his chest.

“Goodnight Chris.” I said with a sleepy smile.

“Goodnight pretty girl.” He yawned, rubbing my back.

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A/N: I hope this is what you wanted as a part two 😭😭 I love when I get requests because I’ve been so bad at coming up with ideas lately it’s actually horrible, so that helps so much. I love y’all so much omg 😭😭🙏🏻🙏🏻 giving me so much love on my fics my lord y’all are amazing.

[sturniolo04]

Boyfriend's Brother M.S. & C.S.

Bf!Chris x Gf!Fem!Reader x fwb!Matt

A/N: If you don't like the preadded name in my stories, you can either add your own name or not read it; it's up to you :)

Emmy's POV: His hands were all over my body making me feel safe and loved. His lips roamed all the places I wanted him to roam finding all of my sweet spots in need. I tugged on his messy brown hair not being able to contain myself from his touch.... i giggled at his cuteness finally sitting next to me on my bed cuddling me finally

Matt: jesus youre adorable

Emmy: you are too

Matt: whatever

Emmy: You have to go back home otherwise Chris is going to find out about this

Matt: fine leaving now

he says rolling off of her bed putting his clothes back on

How long has this been going on you may ask since the day we became best friends. there was this spark between me and Matt and it just happened so fast I couldn't see it coming or stop it from coming.. it just happened...

Matt: I will hopefully see you tomorrow night maybe princess

Emmy: we'll see Matthew

I replied after he leans over and gives me one last peck on the lips. He leaves to room as i stand up getting ready ironically enough I am supposed to be hanging out with Chris today.

Madi came back in the room, Madi was my roommate in our new apartment together

Madi: heyy

Emmy: hey how was Jacob's

I ask seeing she stayed over last night

Madi: great he is just amazing

she states plopping on my bed

Emmy: well thats good Madi

Madi: what about you? you and Chris good

Emmy: i mean kinda

Madi: ooo spill sista

Emmy: its totally nothing were fine 

Madi: Emmm

Emmy: i just- i dont- got alot to figure out is all

Madi: Okay well i am here for you love

Emmy; I know

I state as Madi gets up and head back to her room

and it was true me and Chris are good

Emmy: oh hey  i am leaving with the Chris in 10

Madi: okay have fun

Emmy; Thanks i will definitely try just that

i tease as she throws a pillow at me laughing. We posted a new roomie type instagram since we live together now

@itzemmy

itzemmy: look at my roomie <3

and I headed out the door 

I met up with Chris and we were just walking around the mall hanging out like normal when well

Chris: i just dont feel like you feel the same way about me that i do for you

Emmy:  What no i totally do Chris

Chris: yeah

Emmy: yeah i wouldnt be dating you if that wasnt the case silly

you say pushing him playfully as you guys walk through the mall

Emmy: we are back

I announced walking in the Sturniolo house, since I knew madi said she was hanging out here today, sitting on Chris' lap seeing Matt glance over in my direction

Madi; im going to go see Jacob so see ya losers

she sates walking out the door. i walk into chris' room sighing after Chris left to go run some last minute errands, hopping in the shower to wash off the day as i feel a presence behind me

Emmy: Matthew!

i whisper/yell

Matt: Pincess

he responds leaning in for a kiss

Emmy: no Matt we cant not now not ever

i say freaking out turning the water off and getting out and grabbing a towel wrapping it around my body walking into my room with him following

matt: why not Emmy

Emmy: Because i'm dating your brother thats why Matt

Matt: ...

Emmy: and we cant hurt him

i said on the verge of tears seeing i did really like him

Matt: your right

he says walking out the door closing it behind him.. i couldnt help but cry... as Madi walk in

Madi: I knew you would-... Emmy

Madi: whats going on love

she says as the she squat down next to me by the bed

Emmy: i-i like a boy i am not suppose to like

Madi: Chris..

Emmy: no... its...

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[anangelwhodidntfall]

hiii! I love how you write for Tarsem and was wondering if I could request something.....could I request something with Tarsem along the lines of 'talkative gf, listening bf' where reader is talkative and Tarsem just listens to her and giving his input but then maybe one of the clan members yells at her for talking so much and she kind shuts down for two days thinking that Tarsem finds her annoying and when Tarsem find out and after finding out who said that he assures her that he doesn't find her annoying and in fact enjoys hearing her thoughts

Talkative Gf, Listening Bf: Tarsem

Tarsem didn't understand why you just stop talking recently, you just came home the other day, and were quiet and when he asked about it, you just said you were tried. But now it had been nearly two days later and you only spoke in few words and it was worrying him because he loved to hear you talk about whatever was on your mind and for you to shut down like this worried him. 

"Ma y/n, can we talk?" He asked you. 

"Of course, is everything okay ma Tarsem?" You asked him as you took a seat across from him. 

"I don't know. Ma y/n, why won't you talk to me anymore? The last few days you've been so quiet and closed off with me and I can't figure out if it's something I did." He said making you sigh as you tried to fight off the tears that were threatening to spill. 

"It's not you Tarsem, I promise it's not you. It's just that...." You started to say as he squeezed your hand in comfort. 

"It's just that the other day I was talking with (insert name here) and Askua got so angry with me and yelled at me in front of everyone saying how annoying I am with how much I talk and that he didn't understand how you could stand to be mated to someone as annoying as me and that you probably found me and my constant talking annoying. So I stopped talking so much because I didn't want to annoy you."  You said as the tears streamed down your face. 

Tarsem felt his blood boil at your words because how dare Askua say those hurtful and untrue words to you? How dare he even talk to you his mate like that? So many emotions were running through his body seeing you upset and hurt as he held you in his arms trying to comfort you.

"My love, you know that isn't true right?" He asked you. 

"I know but I couldn't help but wonder if it is...I don't want to annoy you or lose you." You said quietly. 

"Look at me y/n, I love hearing you talk about whatever is on your mind, you never have and never will annoy me for how much talking you do, your voice is one of my favorite things to hear and you don't know how hard it is has been for me these last few days to not to hear your voice." He said looking into your eyes. 

"You mean that?" You asked him quietly. 

"Every word. I love you so much y/n." He said placing a kiss on your lips. 

"I love you Tarsem, and I'm sorry for shutting you out." You said looking at him as he dried the last of your tears. 

"It's alright ma y/n, just next time please come and talk to me so I can help you." He said as you nodded your head in agreement. 

You two made your way over to your bed where you rested in his arms tired from all the crying you did and once he was you were asleep, he carefully and quietly went to find Askua. He found him walking into the village. 

"Tarsem hi brother." He said. 

Tarsem pushed him up against the nearest tree and hissed at him trying to resist the urge to beat the shit out of him. 

"If I ever find out you raised your voice or disrespect my mate again, I promise you will not like me." He said growling at Askua before letting him go. 

He quietly made his way back home to you and climbed into bed next to you trying not to disturb you. 

"Thank you." You said quietly adjusting in his arms. 

"No need to thank me ma y/n, no one disrespect you and gets away with it." He said placing a kiss on your forehead. 

[riv-kaulitz]

my fucking brother?!

tom&bill kaulitz x reader

a/n (before writing): this is my first post on here and i wrote it with my sister ( @weepingtheoristflower ) we basically share one braincell between both of us so i apologize if it doesn’t make sense or if there spelling/grammar issues bc we’re dumb.

a/n (after writing): this is probably the longest thing i’ve ever written. i might have missed some warnings so if you think i should add more lmk. and i’m probably making a part 2.

warnings: cheating (kind of but not really), threesome (with siblings, no incest they don’t touch each other at all), yelling, fingering, p in v, oral (m! and f! receiving), basically they go to paris. lmk if i missed any

summary: basically bill likes y/n, but tom and y/n are dating. tom goes to the store and bill shoots his shot, telling y/n how he feels which leads to some interesting activities. let’s just say they did not finish before tom got back.

(disclaimer: obviously this is fictional and you probably shouldn’t cheat on your bf with his brother. and obviously bill wouldn’t do something like this.)

“bye babe, love you” tom said grabbing his keys and kissing y/n goodbye.

“bye tom” she smiles at him

tom leaves and a few minutes later bill knocks on tom and y/n’s door. y/n gets up to answer “oh hey bill” she says and walks back over to her and toms bed, sitting down and making room for bill.

bill sits next to her “y/n… can i talk to you about something?”

“of course” y/n says and looks at bill

“ok… just… you have to promise not to hate me…” he says nervously.

“what? why would i hate you?” y/n tilts her head slightly in confusion.

bill looks away slightly embarrassed. “i just… i know it’s selfish… i just can’t help it… i’m sorry” he says quietly, tears forming in his eyes.

“hey… what’s selfish..?” y/n asks softly, gently putting her hand on top of his.

“i like you y/n… so much… and seeing you with tom… it hurts so much…” he says, still talking quietly, his voice wavering slightly.

“bill… i… don’t know what to say…” y/n says softly, trying not to show how shocked she is and make him more upset.

bill hesitates a second before leaning in and kissing y/n softly on the lips, before he can pull away and apologize y/n gently grabs his face and kisses him back.

their hands wander around eachothers bodies, exploring the new territory between them. after a few minutes bill pulls y/ns shirt over her head, then pulls his shirt off too. thier hands explore the newly exposed skin as bill reaches to unhook her bra.

“you’re so pretty y/n” he mumbles and kisses down her neck, his hands moving to her waist to press his body against hers.

he reaches to undo her pants and underwear, pulling them down slowly. she gasps at the cold air but it quickly turns into a moan when he starts rubbing her clit softly.

“so so pretty…” he mumbles, going to kiss and nip along her neck, careful not to leave any marks.

she moans quietly and he moves his fingers down slightly to push two fingers in her slowly. he kisses her again, moving his fingers in and out slowly. he pushes her down on the bed lightly and kisses down her body til he gets to her thigh, he looks up at her for permission.

she nods. “please bill…” she moans quietly.

he quickly attaches his mouth to her clit, sucking lightly and pushing his fingers back in her again. they both get lost in the feeling and the both of their sounds.

too lost in the feeling to hear the front door open.

tom pov

i walk in the door, shutting it behind me. i put my stuff from the store on the table and lock the door quickly.

i hear something coming from the bedroom. moaning..?

“b-bill… i-i’m gonna…” i hear y/n moan and my heart drops and my fists clench. i quickly walk over to the room and open the door.

“seriously?! with my fucking brother? of all people?” i yell “and my girlfriend?”

the both quickly sit up, bill wiping his mouth and y/n covering herself. i just stand there waiting for an answer.

“tom.. it’s not wh-“ y/n stutters out.

“not what it looks like? don’t fucking tell me it’s not what it looks like.” i yell.

“tom don’t..” bill starts

“don’t what? i just walk in on you going down on my girlfriend and you don’t expect me to yell?” i yell, my fists clenching tighter.

“don’t yell at her..” bill says. “it’s.. my fault.. i should’ve… i just couldn’t help it…” bill tries to explain.

“you couldn’t help it?! what sleeping with my girlfriend?!”

“i’m sorry tom…” bill says quietly.

“sorry?! you seriously think sorry is gonna fix this?”

“i don’t know i just..” bill says before i cut him off.

“you don’t know? you know exactly what you did. i can’t believe either of you would do this to me… i mean seriously… you know how much i love her…” i say to bill, still pissed but not yelling anymore.

“ok well i love her too!” bill yells

“you do..?” y/n asks quietly but he doesn’t answer her.

i laugh slightly. “no you don’t”

“yes i do… i always have.” bill admits. “do you understand how much that shit hurts? seeing you with her?”

“so you hurt me back by sleeping with her?” i ask, looking at him confused.

“no… i just… i couldn’t keep it a secret anymore and… it just happened…” bill says

“seriously? it just happened?” i ask, my voice raising again

“tom please… don’t yell…” y/n says “he kissed me and i should’ve stopped him… i’m sorry”

i look over at her. “why didn’t you?” i ask, and when she hesitates to respond i feel my heart drop again and my voice raises again. “don’t tell me you like him too!”

“i love you tom…” she says “i know that… i don’t know how i feel about him…”

“prove it.” i say, my voice slightly deeper.

y/n pov

“prove what..?” i ask as tom walks over to me.

“prove it.” he says sitting in front of me. ignoring bill sitting next to me, he pushes me down on the bed kinda roughly. “show him i can make you feel better.”

“tom… i…” i start.

“if you’re really uncomfortable you can tell me to stop you know” he says, as max as he is he won’t do anything im uncomfortable with.

when i shake my head no he quickly puts two fingers in me and starts sucking on my clit. i moans loudly and my hands immediately go to his hair. “hands to yourself” he groans and keeps going.

he moans softly but i grab onto the sheets instead. “sh-shit tom.. i’m gonna..” moan and he stops. i whine in protest but he just moves me so i’m on all fours, tom behind me and bill in front of me. he quickly pulls his pants down and enters me. i gasp loudly and moan.

he starts thrusting fast, giving me no time to adjust. “go ahead baby,” tom says “you were having so much fun with him earlier why don’t you help him out?”

i look up at bill hesitantly and when he nods i undo his pants, and quickly wrap my hand around him, moving it up and down slowly.

bill let’s put cute little noises as he bites his lip trying to stay as quiet as possible.

“good girl, mein hübsches mädchen” (my pretty girl <at least according to google translate i don’t speak german😭>) tom groans softly.

i moan quietly causing bill to buck his hips into my mouth. he taps my arm lightly “y-y/n i-i’m” bill says before finishing in my mouth. i swallow and moan again. “t-tom… i-i’m gonna cum too..” i say

“come on… me too..” tom says and picks up the pace, both of us finishing together. we all catch our breath and get dressed.

tom turns to bill “next time you wanna pull some shit like that, i’ll kill you.”

[fnamarkipliers]

1st fanfic topic: markimoo

WARNING! VERY LARGE AMOUNTS OF MARKIMOO and cussing so... I just got this account and my birthday is 2morrow so, it kinda includes that theme too! Have fun!😊

You look around trying to find a dress for your birthday party that your friend decided to surprise you with last second (hate when that happens 🙄). You rush frantically through your apartment looking for a dress. You decide to just go in your jeans and Yankees T-shirt after your brain told you, "fuck it. just go in what you're wearing."

After a little bit of indecisivness (idek if that's a word!) you check the time to see that you're 20 minutes late already. TO YOUR OWN BIRTHDAY PARTY! You panic and rush out of the apartment and get in your car.

You finally arrived. You look too see only your friend and your crush, Mark, standing there. You frantically apologize and ask your friend why it was only her and Mark (btw your friend here has been dating Mark for a while now). Your mind starts rushing to conclusions

You: "was I so late they left?"

Y/F/N: "No silly! You know you're the not only one that can miss out on stuff!"

You're kinda used to getting confused on her wording because she has a weird disorder that causes her to not talk very well. She also never got the chance to fix that as a kid since nobody would really help her out with it.

You start to process her words for a second until you finally understand what she was saying.

You: "oh so... it wasn't my fault?"

Y/F/N: "no of course not!"

Your pretty surprised at the fact that she actually said that without messing up. You give Mark a thankful smile when you realize that he was the one helping her out with that.

Mark slowly turns around now holding a box with a ribbon on top. You smile at them for a second before Mark reaches out to hand you the box. Your friend looks at Mark like a helpless child that just got stuck on a math equation. She then mouthes the word "oh" when she realizes that it was the present they got you.

Y/F/N: "can we go to your house to open the present?"

You: "Ya! Sure!"

You know for a fact that your house is a mess but you know her house ain't any better so you just shrug it off. She stares at you as Mark walks away to put the box in his car to take to your house. You start to head over to your car just now noticing how cold it was out here. You look back at your friend, looking like she thought it was summer.

You: "how are you not cold?"

Y/F/N: "what do you mean? Im kinda hot now that think I 'bout it!"

You: "you're in a tank top in late November."

Y/F/N: "So, what's your point?"

You shiver in the cold.

You: "THAT TECHNICALLY MEANS ITS WINTER ALREADY!"

Y/F/N: "geez calm down!"

You stare at the ground just now noticing that Mark was standing there listening to you guys bicker about how cold it was outside. You shiver again and this time Mark softly hooks a coat on your shoulder.

Mark: "See! Now we're all happy!"

You finally give him a small smile and head to your car just focusing on the fact that Mark, your forever crush, just hung a coat on your shoulder.

You grab the door handle and start to faintly hear Y/F/N yelling at Mark. You don't like to eavesdrop but when it includes your bff and her bf it's basically a requirement to eavesdrop!

Y/F/N: "WHY! WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT!

Mark: "babe, calm down she was just cold ok?"

Y/F/N: "OH SO NOW I SHOULD NOW ASSUME THAT IF GIRL ANY GETS COLD YOU CAN BE ALL LOVEY ON HER!"

You now realize that their talking about you. You get in your car slamming the door so you can't hear her screaming at Mark.

You cry and cry until your eyes almost look like their bleeding. Then you hear your car door open. You look over to see Mark standing there with a bloody nose.

You: "did she..."

Mark: "punch me? Ya! Did she break up with me just because I was just trying to be nice? Yep! Maybe she was right..."

You: "right about what?"

Silence.

You: "Mark, you know it's... better to talk to people about this stuff."

Mark: "she... said that... oh nevermind! What the fuck was I thinking!"

You: "well... um since you aren't tel-"

He stops you mid sentence.

Mark: "SHE WAS RIGHT! I LOVE YOU NOT HER! WHY THE FUCK DID I LOVE HER! WHY IM I JUST THE STUPID IDIOT THAT HOOKS UP WITH JERKS LIKE HER!"

You start crying.

Mark: "oh my god I'm sorry I-I didn't mean to-"

You: "I love you too Mark."

Mark: "oh! Umm... I think she's leaving..."

You: "what...?"

Mark: "well... I kinda, maybe, sorta left your birthday present in her car and now have no way to get home... Great!"

You: "what's your definition of 'great'?"

Mark: "well if you say yes to my next question... Then, well... Nevermind."

You: "what's the question?"

Mark, smiling takes your hand and intertwined it with his smiling.

"do you want to be my NEW gf?"

You: "yes Mark. Yes I do."

Mark hugs you and kisses you on the head.

[0sincerelyella]

Joe Locke request!! This one is platonic but can you write from a fem/girl pov about a bad boyfriend getting mean and loud and angry (no physical violence) bc she forgot to order the right take away or something and the fem friend calls Joe crying with shouting in the background by accident when she’s trying to fix it and Joe comes to get her from the bad bf’s place and just comforts and reassures her.

He doesn’t deserve you -Joe Locke

Summary: y/n is in a bad situation, and joe will do anything to protect his best friend

Notes: as someone who just got out of a breakup and semi toxic relationship and didn’t have friends to lean on these platonic ones ARE SO HEALING TO ME. i hope you enjoy!!

warnings: yelling, mentions of violence, mentions of vomiting

she loved him. she loved him more than anything. and he loved her, that was all that mattered. that’s what she told herself everyday.

y/ns boyfriend Nate had anger issues. though he wasn’t a hurtful person, he didn’t want to hurt y/n, sometimes his anger over the smallest of things got the best of him.

on this particular day, his car keys was missing. He had woken up, ready to go out and have a good day, and he had misplaced his car keys. y/n however, was doing everything in her power to go about her day.

she knew if she spoke, or tried to help, or stepped on a creaky floor board he would start to yell at her because he wasn’t thinking straight. that was it, he just wasn’t thinking straight.

y/n stood in the bathroom, brushing her hair. She was mixing her business as things slammed and cuss words flew throughout the apartment. she had to help him, she couldn’t stand seeing him so angry, it hurt her.

“babe?” she asked quietly. He stopped everything he was doing to look at her, hoping she had found his keys. “uhm, you were pretty angry last night did you leave them in the car?” she was quiet with her answer. he didn’t even consider it

“what kind of idiot leaves their keys in the car?!” and the yelling began. “i was just trying to help there is no need to snap at me!” she said, frustrated with his behavior. “then don’t give me stupid answers!” she scoffed. which only then led to more yelling and slamming of objects. the apartment was a mess.

y/n stood in the living room as she watched him tear the house apart. “your so useless!” he screamed. she stepped back, her breathing became heavy. sure he’d gotten angry from time to time, but he’d never insult her “what?” she could see the instant regret on his face. he walked forward, outreaching his arm to her, to which she flinched.

“oh baby i’d never hit you” he promised. she shook her head, pointing towards the door as her heart sped up. “go..” heavy breathing “check your car.” he listened, running to the car. only moments later she heard the door slam as loud as possible, and profanities being screamed. he found his keys. just where y/n said they’d be

as he walked back into the apartment, his face was so sad. “i’m so so sorry y/n i didn’t-“

“your gonna be late for work” her breath was shaky and she was hyperventilating. nate nodded. “i’ll be back later, i’m so sorry, i love you” he knew now wasn’t the time for a kiss, so he walked out of the house.

mad soon as the door shut, y/n chucked her phone at the wall, falling infront of the couch. she sobbed hysterically, almost bringing herself to vomit.

she was not calming down. she felt her world caving in.

about ten minutes later, y/n heard a knock on the door. terrified that it was nate, she quickly whipped the tears and opened the front door

to her surprise it was joe. her bestfriend

“what are you doing here?” she asked, panicked.

“you called me, and all i heard was your crying. i came as soon as possible” he hugged her immediately. “no i’m fi-“

“no you arnt” he insisted. he forced his way into the apartment and stopped at the mess that was made for y/n to clean up. “oh he is gonna get what’s coming to him” joe said through gritted teeth.

“tell me what happened” he said, leading her to the couch. “and cry as much as you want” he said, hugging her.

so she did

she explained everything

how she was scared to marry him or commit to him without him hurting her some day on the future.

she explained how tired she was of being afraid and then getting apologies later

she has learned to hate apologies after hearing them as much as she did

joe held her as she cried, promising to protect her with all he had. “he doesn’t deserve you babe, no one does” she laughed “no one but you joe” she said.

she would be nowhere without her best friend

as a few hours go by, y/n and joe watch movies in the living room, not bothering to clean anything from the earlier out burst.

the door opened, and nate walked through the door. “baby i’m home!” he said. “i wanted to talk” he walked into the living room, only to be met with a sleeping y/n, laying her head on joes lap.

“you have some nerve coming back here” joe whispered. nate sighed, putting his keys on the counter. “i live here joe” “your lucky she didn’t kick you out. you treat her horribly.”

“i know i do, don’t you think i know that? i’m not trying to hurt her i can’t help it” he said, begging to pick some things off the floor.

“how can you not help being an absolute horrible boyfriend? you need therapy.” nate slammed his hand on the counter “you can’t tell me what i need! it’s none of your business” he yelled, y/n flinched.

“Y/n is my everything. she’s my best friend. and your hurting her!”

“what’s going on?” y/n woke up from her nap, and stood immediately “nate, hi i’m so sorry i didn’t clean” she scrambled to continue to clean the living room “no babe it’s okay” nate reached out to touch her and she flinched. “you don’t need to suck up to him” joe said, stepping in front of his best friend

the anger in nate’s face rose, and he grabbed joes arm. y/n screamed as nate tried to yank joe away. that was the final straw.

“no. we’re done get out” he pleaded and cried but y/n was done.

once nate was gone, joe sat once again on the couch with y/n in his lap, crying against his chest. “i love you so much y/n. he didn’t deserve you, he wasn’t good enough” she nodded, blowing her snot into his shirt.

“y/n!” he giggled, y/n laughed happily. “sorry that was icky”

“yes. that was incredibly icky”

[luminary-sunflower]

I've had a horrible day I woke up having horrible cramps but I'm like it's been days since ♠️ let me use the machine (full 24/7) and I'm like whatever I'm taking his out bc I need to use it.

And I'm like putting it in the washer and he's in his boxers and he just lets me pass like ok no big deal (I'm wearing my t and undies too, him just undies btw)

And then I come back a bit later to put the washer into the dryer and I still have undies and t shirt on, and ♠️gf starts screaming at me

Like I've never heard her say anything other than the world's tiniest widdle "h-hewwo :)" and she was suddenly absolutely insane

Like you fucking whore why don't you put some fucking pants on before trying to seduce my boyfriend what is wrong with you

And I just do my best to ignore her but keep in mind it's a very nauseous clotty period for me and I just start crying silently while I get my laundry and I walk to the bedroom to put some PJ pants on and sHES STILL GOING I end up standing outside my own bedroom door just listening to her scream about how she's going to kick my fucking ass and I'm disgusting I never do clean , something with the coffee machine (I haven't even used it today), etc /3And I just sit on my bedroom like crying waiting for her to leave which eventually she leaves the house

And I tell unc and hes like okay I'll take you to the hotel so I've been at the hotel and ♠️ is texting my bf that basically I'm not welcome back for flashing his gf and shit and I'm like okay uh I guess I'm staying at the hotel too

I mean unc came to help us house hunt and cosign for us so that's alright but I genuinely don't feel comfortable going home anymore even tho I have the lease on my side bc like it isn't worth the being yelled at I'm basically being kicked out emotionally because she decided to have a fit Apparently my bf said she was yelling over a coffee that bf spilled a few days ago that he already cleaned up no stains no mess and I had nothing to do with so I don't even know But I've been eating at restaurants for every meal since unc been here (we've basically just been sleeping at the apt only) and before he got here we did dishes so anything in the kitchen she was yelling at ME to do were theirsAnd she was screaming at me while I was just crying bc the apt was so filthy and it's like all of that is you and ♠️... I haven't been home. I haven't even BEEN in the LIVING ROOM in MONTHS.She really expects me to clean up after her when she's home all the time

[jhdyuiee]

Moth to a Flame

☾ pairing: bf!doyoung x gf!y/n x fwb!jaehyun

☾ warnings/tags: cheating (pls dont read if this is a sensitive topic!!), y/n is cheating on doyoung w/ jaehyun, smut!, angst, unprotected & protected sex, (semi) public sex (locker room sex), multiple sex scenes, spanking, explicit content, cursing, drinking, fluff, degrading, name calling (whore, slut, baby, darling, & good girl), possessive jaehyun, whole fucked up shit!!, cliffhanger

☾ wc: 11.4k

☾ a.n: hi! jiji back! im back with another fic, this fic came to my mind when i was hearing “Moth to A Flame” by the weekend & wanted to incorporate it with jaehyun & some other member, member being doyoung :0 . this one is quite the ride, & honestly i’ve never written anything like this before, my first lengthy smut too! the ending is probably my favorite, it ends with a cliffhanger, per say. though i do advice u not to read bcs this does deal with cheating!!! at last, i hope u all enjoy it && give it lots of love, but if not then i’ll see u next time!! i love u all & ill be back for more, jiji out 🤍

Prologue.

Life was perfect. I had it all. All.

But then he appeared. He who flipped my world upside down. He who I desired, craved… and wanted.

He pulled me in. Like a moth to a flame.

By the time I realized the things we did, the chaos that unfolded, it was far too late. My perfect life was tainted, dirty, filthy, broken.

April 04.

I was sitting by the window, watching the rain drops fall against the pavement. It’d been quite rainy lately, the dark sky covering the once so blue sky.

“Alright class!” yelled out the professor. “Before I start I wanted to introduce to you our new student,” he said, gesturing to the individual standing next to him.

“Jeong Jaehyun,” the individual said, bowing. “Nice to meet you all.”

He stood tall, his soft dark brown hair covering his forehead. Pale skin, soft as a peach. Eyes that shone bright, reminding me of chocolate, so sweet, so tempting.

I was caught off guard when his eyes met mine, feeling my face heat up. I turned away, my eyes back to the window and rain.

“You can sit behind Y/N,” said the professor.

He made his way behind me, sitting down. The class continued, Mr. Park talking about this new book we’re said to read about. He rambled on and on about how great it was.

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

Classes were finally over and I made my way outside the campus. I heard my name being shouted, I looked towards the direction of the voice. I came eye to eye with a male, otherwise known as my boyfriend, Kim Doyoung.

“What are you doing here?” I asked, as he pecked my cheek, holding my waist.

“Came to pick you up,” he said, staring at me with lust.

“Oh yeah? Are you sure you don’t got other motives?” I raised an eyebrow.

He chuckled, leaning to my ear, “I don’t… or do I?”

I softly hit his shoulder. “You freak!” He laughs, as he tightens his grip on my waist. “I just missed you Y/N,” he says softly.

“I missed you too Doyo.” His hand caressed my cheek and his head leaned into me more, Doyoung’s lips pressed against mine. He kissed me deeply, I was so into it that it didn’t cross my mind that we we're still near my school campus.

“Mmm, Do-Doyoung we can’t be doing this right now…” I tried explaining. He sighs, taking his lips off mine, “Fine, we’ll continue this at my place then,” he smirks as he guides me to the passenger seat of his car. We drove off to his place and oh did we have a wonderful night…

Jaehyun.

Transfering was far from an easy process, but hey at least I made it. I’d arrive at the class listed on my roaster, walking in when the professor opened the door for me. I’d explained everything to him, well in a short summary.

Next thing I knew I was being introduced to the whole class. Girls whispering to girls next to them, guys looking with their eyebrows raised, but one particularly drew my attention. Her. The one sitting by the window— I don’t think she’s even noticed my presence, ‘heck has she even looked my way?’ I thought, but then I saw as her eyes met mine. Her face surprised and turning a shade of pink. I softly chuckled at her reaction, ‘cute,’ I thought.

“You can sit behind Y/N,” said the professor. What is this? Luck? Fate? Destiny? Well whatever it was, it must’ve meant something right?

That was what I thought, but when classes were over I went outside—ready to go—but then I saw her, Y/N, in the hands of another. He leaned against his car, his arms wrapping around her waist and then he leaned in kissing her so passionately. My eyes lingered for a little longer until I felt someone touch my shoulder. I turned around, a figure standing behind me.

“Hey! You’re Jaehyun the new student right?” asked the male.

“Yeah…” “-Great! I’m Mark, Mark Lee and I was wondering if you wanted to join the basketball team?”

Huh? Basketball team? It hasn’t been one day since I’ve arrived and now I’m being recruited to join the Basketball team. Honestly, I haven’t thought about joining any sports or clubs yet, but hey might as well give it a try.

“Sure, I’ll give it a try,” I told Mark.

“Great! You can come over today to watch us play and I’ll tell the coach about you as well,” Mark explained. I gave him a nod and he informed me to meet him outside the school gym at around 3:30. With around an hour and a half left to spear I headed towards the cafe across the street. Y/N and her boyfriend were gone by then, must’ve slipped away while I talked with Mark.

I attended their practice, they were a pretty good ass team and I talked with the coach along with Mark. All in all, I was in the team now— luckily I was well acquainted with the basics of basketball so it should be a breeze.

I was leaving the gym when Mark came up beside me, “Hey! Jaehyun! I was wondering if you wanted to attend the party I’m throwing this weekend night?”

“Really?” I asked. “Yeah, I only invite the teammates and a couple other friends, so I’d figure why not invite you too.”

I thought about it for a while, “Sure, I’ll be there.”

“Awesome man, well I’ll send you the deets later I gotta go,” he said before he left sprinting.

‘A party, huh. Would Y/N be there?’ I whispered into the cool breeze that passed me.

The week went by and it was now the weekend. Yesterday Rei informed me about the party Mark was throwing today. I rarely attended those types of things since I got with Doyoung, but for some odd reason I wanted to go today. So I told Doyoung about it and he said to inform him in case I needed a ride back home.

Thus, here I am getting ready for Mark’s party. Mark’s parties though were no average get together, it was drinking, smoking, and sex. You were either doing one or the other, fuck probably all three. Today though I’ll probably just stick to the first.

I put on a white mini dress and some black 3 inch heels. My phone rang as I was putting on some earrings; it was Rei, “Hey, Y/N you ready yet darling.” Her voice, sounding cheeky.

“Yeah, you downstairs already?”

“Yep, in the parking lot.”

“Alright, I’ll be out in a sec,” I said. I quickly took one last glance in my mirror, slightly shocked at the sight. It’d really been a long time since I’ve dressed up. I made my way downstairs and into Rei’s black car. Luckily, Mark’s home wasn’t so far, 5 minute drive.

“Holy shit,” I said. Me and Rei looked out my side of the window. They’re were far more people than I expected. “Looks like someone’s finally become popular,” Rei said. We got out of the car, making our way inside. People had already begun drinking, smoking, and PDA everywhere. We stopped in the middle, trying to locate Mark when we heard a voice calling our names.

“Y/N! Rei!” Speak of the devil. Mark was calling us from the kitchen. When we made our way to the kitchen I noticed the swarm of boys around the kitchen counter, it was all of Mark’s little basketball boys. I could care less about them, I already knew all of them, but one caught my attention. Jaehyun.

‘What’s he doing here?’ In the week that he’s been here I have yet to speak to the guy, but I have to admit I have stolen glances here and there. Something about him was so captivating, so alluring. I tried shaking it off, after all I had Doyoung.

“Well, well, well if it isn’t Y/N Kang,” said Jungwoo. I rolled my eyes saying, “Nice seeing you too Jungwoo.” I grabbed a cup from the counter, feeling a pair of eyes lingering on me. There was no denying who those eyes belonged to. I took a sip, the alcohol burning down my throat. The sensation was still nice though.

Rei was caught up talking with Mark, Johnny, and Yuta while I just leaned against the counter, soaking in the alcohol. I was nearly done with my first cup when a voice speak up.

“Hey,” said the voice shyly.

I looked up, coming face to face with Jaehyun. ‘What is this?’ “Hi?” I questioned.

“Y-You’re Y/N right?” he asked.

I softly giggled, “Yeah, unless you know someone else named Y/N?”

I looked at him intently, noticing how his ears turned red. “Sorry, dumb right?” he said.

He was cute, like a shy cat. “No, no it’s fine I mean this is the first time we’ve ever spoken so it’s you know.” Who knew our first conversation would be this awkward. I felt shy around Jaehyun, was that weird? “So how are you enjoying it so far,” I tried changing the subject.

“School wise it’s alright, party wise I'm still sober,” he chuckled. I never got to notice the dimples on his cheeks, he’s even cuter now. ‘Wait what? Cute? Jaehyun? Snap out of it Y/N!’

“That’s nice, I’m glad you seem to be enjoying it,” I responded. We talked on and on, who knew me and Jaehyun would strike it up so fast. We have many likes as much as we had dislikes. I even got to admit the man had a sense of humor.

“Wanna go sit down? Those heels must be killing you,” Jaehyun asked, making our way to the—fortunately—unoccupied coach. I had already taken 3 cups of alcohol, with a somewhat drunk but sober mind.

I turned around to face Jaehyun a bit better, our faces inches away from one another. He didn’t look much different from up close, in fact he was perfect. It must’ve been the alcohol because ain’t no way I’d ever do this with a sober mind— I lifted my hand to his cheek, he slightly flinched. “Y/N?” he asked. “Hmm? What is it Jaehyun,” I said softly. We locked eyes, I felt it in the way he looked at me, eyes with lust, desire, want.

“You’re really handsome Jae,” I said, bringing my hand down to his nape.

“And you’re really beautiful Y/N,” he said, leaning in closer. ‘This was wrong,’ a voice inside me told me. No, I knew. This was all a mistake. I have a boyfriend, I have Doyoung.

But it was too late… my lips pressed against Jaehyun’s. The kiss started off as something slow, delicate but then it was more passionate, deep. It was different from when Doyoung… Oh right, Doyoung he’s my—I pushed my lips off his, horror in my eyes. I got up from my seat, “So-Sorry, I uhm… this was a mistake, that was a mistake.” We looked at each other, eyes still filled with want. But no this was wrong and we both knew it.

“Please just forget what just happened, please Jaehyun,” I pleaded with him. In which he gave me a nod and I just said “Goodbye Jaehyun,” before storming off into the crowd. I didn’t even bother looking back, I couldn’t bring myself to. What had I just done? How can I be so stupid and let alcohol take over my mind, my body, my self…

I met up with Rei, she was now chatting with Haechan and whispered to her, “I don’t feel so well.” She looked at me with concern, “What? What’s wrong?”

“I feel nauseous and a bit dizzy,” I lied, I just wanted to get out of there. She rested her hand on my shoulder, before nodding and we bid the boys goodbye, all except one, Jaehyun.

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Luckily the party was on a weekend which meant I wouldn’t have to face Jaehyun the next day in class. After the incident, I replayed the moment in my head over and over, trying to analyze ‘why?’ I even found myself gazing my hand over my lips before I fell asleep. I hadn't told Doyoung, I was scared to. All I did was text him that I’d gotten home safe and then he bid me a good night.

Now that the weekend was over I had to come back to reality. I didn’t know how I was going to act around Jaehyun, truthfully I’d hoped he’d actually forgotten all about it, but I doubt that he would.

Thankfully the class was normal, me and Jaehyun not even uttering a word to one another, well mostly due to me since I’d tried avoiding looking behind me. My dreams were soon shattered though. That fucking professor just had to assign us a project, YES A PROJECT in PAIRS! As if things couldn’t get any worse he’d paired me and Jaehyun up. Is the world against me?!

I felt a tap on my shoulder, I turned around bracing myself. Jaehyun looked at me cautiously, “So I guess we’re stuck together.”

“Seems so Jeong,” I said, sighing. He was going to say something before the professor spoke up again, “Remember class I want you two pairs to work efficiently and collaboratively, as well as making sure it’s turned in on time in a month from now. I do believe I’m giving you enough time.”

Our assignment: going to Dream Art Museum and observing 5 pieces of work, writing and analyzing each one. Oh and can’t forget the photography portion of the project, it seemed easy, but with Jaehyun it’d probably be far from it. I was scared for what this whole month would hold for us.

Once the bell rang, I quickly grabbed my things, stuffing them into my bag. “So,” his voice hesitated. “How do you wanna do this?” I looked up at Jaehyun, he looked like a little kid asking his mom to let him out to play. “Look Jaehyun, just act normal around me, I won't bite.” He nodded.

“We can get each other’s numbers, if that’s fine since I don’t really have the time right now,” I explained. Never in a million years did I expect to get the number of someone I accidentally kissed in just a few days since his arrival. He took out his phone and we exchanged numbers. “I’ll text you the details later, my boyfriend’s waiting for me outside.”

“Sounds good,” he says. I walk past him and when I grip my hand on the doorknob he says, “Thank you Y/N.” I don’t even turn back, I leave. ‘Thank you? For what?’

I made my outside, Doyoung in the same spot as last time. He looks up from his phone, smiling widely. I pick up my pace and go into his warm embrace. Doyoung was who I needed. Not Jaehyun or anyone else.

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Doyoung took me to our favorite restaurant, an Italian restaurant. I order my regular chicken alfredo with some garlic bread. 2 words: fucking delicious.

“How was the party?” Doyoung asked. I nearly choked on my pasta. I hope I looked composed, “Good, I mean it’s the same old thing, drinking, smoking, and people having sex everywhere you go.”

He chuckled and continued asking me more. Conversing with Doyoung was also so nice, so comforting. I loved how warm Doyoung was. “Oh! and you won’t believe what my professor said today,” I had yet to tell Doyoung. He quirked an eyebrow up. “He assigned us a project in pairs! Worst part of all I got assigned with the new kid,” I said.

“Jaehyun?” Doyoung said, my heart nearly stopping. ‘How does he know Jaehyun?’ He must’ve noticed the confusion on my face because he then added, “Jungwoo told me.” I let out a sigh of relief, only noticeable to me, thank god for Jungwoo.

“You still talk to the guy?” I said. Doyoung chuckled a bit, “Unfortunately so.”

The rest of the dinner went by smoothly, we had some wine too and by the end of the night I ended up on Doyoung’s bed, naked of course.

April 11.

The next day I woke up, still sore from last night’s activities with Doyoung. He can be gentle, but so rough sometimes. Nevertheless I enjoyed sex with Doyoung.

I grabbed clothes from his closet, thankfully he let me keep some here, and quickly changed into them. Afterall I still had class today, although I missed the first two periods I’d still make it in time for third. I was putting on my shirt when Doyoung spoke up, “Why don’t you just stay here?” His morning voice evident. “I would love to, but I got a project remember.” He sighed and put on his sweats. Doyoung walked over to me, wrapping his arms around my waist.

You always smell so good,” he says. I giggle, “That’s not gonna let you sneak in a quickie.” He rests his head on my shoulder, arms still around my waist. It’s like he doesn’t want to let go, doesn’t want me to go. God how I love this man— but then it hit me, the events of 2 days ago. Guilt rushed over me. “I gotta go Doyo,” I say softly. He finally lets me go and I face him. “I’ll come pick you up later.”

“Okay,” I say, giving him a smile and a kiss.

I left Doyoung’s apartment and headed off to campus. I'd arrived just in time for third period, thank god. My classes continued as normal, until it was finally time for that class. I was dreading it, mainly because I'd forgotten to message Jaehyun about the project. “Hey,” his voice crept up behind me. I turned around, “Hi, sorry I couldn’t reach out last night.” He looked at me giving me a smile, a sad smile.

“It’s alright, how weren’t things with your boyfriend?” he asked. I blinked in confusion, ‘why did he care?’ “Good, we ate and went back to his apartment, but I ended up arriving late today,” I chuckled at the end. He gave me a nod, this was awkward. At least, for me it was. Talking about my boyfriend to a guy whose lips I kissed. We stayed in silence until he spoke up, “Mind if we sit together?” I didn’t answer, just giving him a nod as we made our way to where I usually sit; Jaehyun sitting beside me.

“So…” he continued, “how do you want to do the project?” I thought about it for a while, “We can go to the museum over the weekend if that’s alright with you,” I said. “No, no that’s alright with me, I can come pick you up if you want.” I guess I have no other choice but to accept his offer, “Sure,” I said. His mood seemed to slightly shift; appearing more relaxed and happy.

The class went by and I left with Jaehyun by my side, after all we still needed to discuss the details on this “project.” I was so concentrated into the conversation that I failed to notice Doyoung calling me.

“Y/N!” I heard him shout. Me and Jaehyun both looked at him. Doyoung’s eyes traveled from me to him. Ah, “Jaehyun this is my boyfriend, Doyoung. Doyoung this is Jaehyun, my project partner.” They gave a nod to one another, the vibes were weird, ‘am I imagining things?’

“I came to pick you up,” Doyoung spoke up. “I guess that’s my cue,” Jaehyun said softly. Before Jaehyun could leave I grabbed his shirt, he turned around confused. “Ah, sorry I just wanted to say to tell me if anything comes up,” I say, shyness in my voice. He gives me a slight smile and I let go of his shirt, “Alright, Y/N, see you tomorrow,” he says, walking off in the distance. I turned back to Doyoung who just stood there, waiting for me.

“Ready?” I nodded as I walked to the passenger side of his car. Luckily, Doyoung wasn’t the jealous type, but sometimes I wish he was.

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The weekend passed by and it was finally Saturday. Saturday as in my trip to the Dream Art Museum with Jaehyun. I waited for a message from him, indicating he was here. He arrived around noon like we’d agreed to the night before. He pulled up in his black car, it looked luxurious. I still have yet to find out more about Jeong Jaehyun.

Unfortunately to say the least, the museum was packed, packed. But then fortunately we decided on our 5 art pieces of work in no time. Jaehyun had brought along his camera for the photography portion of the project. I was starting to regret everything I said, working with Jaehyun was really easy work. We left around 3, and we decided to go to a local restaurant slash cafe. I was famished, I was surviving off a yogurt and some fruit. I ordered a delicious looking sandwich and some coffee. Jaehyun got the same thing, but ordered two slices of strawberry shortcake. “One for you,” he said, passing it to me. I muttered a small, “Thank you.” We ate, enjoying each other’s presence. It was comfortable.

It was beginning to darken, by the time I realized it. Me and Jaehyun chatted for quite a while, we got to know one another a little bit more. He was an interesting person to say the least, moving here when he was 5 from South Korea.

“It’s getting dark, huh,” he said. “Yeah.”

“I guess I should drop you back off then,” he smiled.

“You’re dimples are very cute Jaehyun,” I said out loud. Shit.

He just stared at me, he was at a loss for words. “Th-Thank you?” he said, sounding more like a question.

“Oh, sorry I didn’t mean to offend you or make you uncomfortable.” He shook his head, “No, no I just didn’t know what to say, no one’s really said anything like that. Well besides my mother,” he chuckled. I laughed, he was cute sometimes. Moments like this made me forget my life, my reality. It felt like we were the only two people on this planet.

Jaehyun.

I got Y/N safely back home, thankfully. Earlier when she complimented my dimples I was at a loss for words. My heart stopped beating for a moment. There was no denying it, I was in love with her. Everything about her.

Her smile, her laugh, her voice, her body, her face, her personality, her everything. I wanted her selfishly to myself, but I knew that was impossible because I saw the way she’d light up talking about Doyoung. There was never going to be room for me in her heart. But nevertheless I still wanted her. I wanted to feel her lips against mine again and possibly something even more.

April 28.

Over the past two weeks since the project started me and Jaehyun grew closer. No more awkward energy, although there was one slight problem. There was something growing within me, something unexplainable.

I wanted him. I wanted Jaehyun, but I just didn’t know that yet.

Today I was set to go to Jaehyun’s after school, we agreed on putting our presentation together and since he has a printer it was more convenient going over to his place. We pulled up into a fancy looking apartment complex. “You never told me you were a rich boy,” I teased him. “You never asked,” he said, shrugging his shoulders. He opened the door and came around to open mine as well. “Thank you Jeong,” I said, stepping out. I waited for him, after all I had no idea where I was going.

When we made it to his apartment it was very clean and neat for some guy living by himself. They’re was rarely any color, but I liked it, it felt comfortable.

“Make yourself at home,” he says. “Will do!” I walked to his living room, sitting down on the—very comfortable—couch. “Drinks?” he asked. “Water will do,” I replied.

He came back with two waters and we started working a while later. I checked my phone and it was already 7 p.m, time sure passed by quickly. “It’s getting late, I should leave soon,” I say, trying to get up when he grabbed my wrist. I looked at him, he was staring at me. “You can stay over,” he says, nonchalantly. I laughed, “You're joking, right?”

“No.” Oh he was serious. Me sleeping over at Jaehyun’s? This was a bad idea, every part of me knew, but I accepted it. “Okay,” I mumbled. His eyes widened a bit, I guess he didn’t expect me to actually accept his invitation, trust me neither did I.

“Can I use your shower?” I asked. “What? Oh yeah, yeah that’s fine.” He guided me through his bedroom into the bathroom. He gave me a pair of his sweatpants and a shirt, even a pair of his newly bought boxers. I showered and slipped into his clothes. I exited, and found him still outside in the living room. “Done?” He asked, looking up at me. I nodded. “I guess I’ll go shower too,” he said, disappearing into his room, coming out shortly after.

“Want me to dry your hair?” He asked. “Sure,” I said. settling on my knees while he sat on the couch. His touch was comforting, and I was getting offly turned on. ‘No, no, no.’

“All done,” he said. I turned my body, looking up at him from the floor. I was going to regret this, I knew, but I still did it.

I propped myself on his lap, my legs on each side of his. His eyes from that night, coming back. Eyes filled with want, lust, and desire.

I cupped his face, leaning in. I kissed him again. The kiss was deep, filled with so much desire. I could feel it in the way we kissed, we both wanted each other.

I moaned when he bit my bottom lip and pulled away. He looked at me, “Are you sure?” he said, when I tugged at his shirt. This was bad, we both knew what would happen, but I didn’t care, my logic, my reasoning were knocked out of me. It was just screaming his name, Jaehyun, Jaehyun, Jaehyun.

“Yes, please Jaehyun.”

He smashed his lips back to mine and I started grinding down on him. I felt his erection pressing against me, it was all too good. His hands traveling to my ass, groping it, causing moans to slip out. His fingers began teasing my clothed cunt. “As much as I love seeing you wearing my clothes, I want to see how beautiful you are, baby.”

Baby, he said it so affectionately, I loved it. I complied, taking off his shirt, he groaned when he saw my tits. Palming one of them. “So beautiful,” he said as he took one into his mouth. Flicking my nipple with his tongue and then sucking on it, while he kneaded the other one.

I was squirming under his touch, my pussy aching. He moved to my other nipple, doing the same, but bit down on this one slightly. “Ahn- Jae-Jaehyun!” I screamed, not because it hurt but because it felt too good. His lips then traveled to my collarbone and jaw, placing kisses all over, and sucking on my skin.

“Ja-Jaehyun,” I said, breathlessly. “What is it, baby?” I grabbed his hand, guiding it to my pussy. “Please touch me down here,” I whispered into his ear. He groaned and I swear I felt his cock twitch against me.

“Take those sweats off then,” he smirked. Getting off him and shimming out of his sweatpants. I saw as his eyes widened, “No underwear? Didn’t wanna wear those boxers?” He grabbed me by my hips, sitting me back on his lap, my back facing him now.

He opens my legs, traveling his hand down to my sopping wet pussy. “Fuck Y/N, are you always this wet? I haven’t even properly touched you yet, yet you’re dripping wet like some whore,” he whispered into my ear.

I moaned when I felt his fingers pass my clit and then tease my folds. He slips in one finger, pushing it inside, “You’re even so tight,” he chuckled. My hips started moving, wanting his finger to go faster, deeper. I heard him let out another chuckle, before he slipped another finger inside. I moaned louder, arching my back as his fingers picked up their pace, reaching me even deeper. I was close, I clenched around his fingers and he must’ve known as well because he slipped his fingers out. I pleaded with him, squirming in his lap.

I saw as he brought his fingers to his mouth, moaning in delight. “You taste so good, baby.” He then grabbed me, holding me in arms as he made our way to his bedroom. He plopped me on his bed. The bed, dipping when he got on.

“Open your legs baby, let me see that pretty pussy of yours.” I opened my legs as wide as they could go, and he finally got down. His eyes locked with mine as he licked a strip up my pussy. He repeated the action and I gripped on his hair. Curses erupted from my mouth. I felt as his wet muscle entered me, moving inside. “Yes, Jaehyun just like that,” I moaned. After a while he took out his tongue and began kitty licking my clit and thrusting his fingers inside me again. He’s eating me out so good, better than anyone… any- Doy… Before I could even think of the name, he bit down on my clit, I practically screamed at his sudden action.

He parted from my clit with a “Sorry.” “No, no it’s okay it just felt so good,” I let out. His lips came to mine, tongues fighting one another. The knot in my stomach tightened as Jaehyun stretched my walls and placed his thumb on my clit. “Such a pretty girl, finish for me.” His words triggered me, sending me over the edge. I came—no I squirted. It was just the beginning but oh god, I was already worn out.

“You ready to take my cock pretty girl,” he said, brushing away the hairs from my forehead. “Pl-Please give it to me,” I said softly, trying to catch my breath.

Jaehyun got off the bed, reaching his nightstand for a foil square; a condom. He ripped it with his teeth, pulling his sweats and boxers off. Holy fucking fuck, he was big and hard. I was practically drooling at the sight, I wanted him in me. He slipped the condom on and settled between me. He stroked it and then grabbed my hips.

“Ready?” he asked, as his tip prodded against my pussy. “Yes, please.” “You’re so good at begging baby,” he said. Before I could say anything, he pushed his cock inside me. It stretched me out so good, I can’t hold back my moans.

“Fuck, you’re taking me so well aren’t you, you whore.”

“I-It’s too much Jaehyun,” I moaned out. I looked at where our bodies joined, his cock not even all the way in yet. “You love it though don’t you? You’re clenching around me like some virgin,” he smirks; visible through the moonlight.

He grips my hips tightly. “Ready, I’m going to start moving,” he warns. I nod and he starts pounding into me. His cock going in and out of my pussy, he goes gently at first, but I urge him to go faster, “Deeper, jae please.” He stops for a moment, “What’d you say?” I open my eyes, locking them with his. “Deeper?” I tilt my head slightly. “No after that.”

“Jae.” “Fuck,” he says, before he starts pounding into me even faster. He’s hitting me so deep, the pleasure so good—so euphoric. He takes my arms, pinning them above me, as he continues his quick pace. “Look at you, tits bounces, mouth open, back arching. Such a slut.” His dirty talk does wonders to me, I could feel the knot in my stomach tightening again. I was so fucking close.

“You’re gonna cum for me again?” As he said that, he brought his thumb to my clit again, abusing it. “Baby look at me, let me see your face when you cum all over my dick,” he says, bringing his hand to my chin. I open my eyes, tears nearly spilling out. “Good girl,” he cooed. My mouth flung open as he hit my g-spot; he took the opportunity to spit in my mouth, “Swallow.” I closed my mouth taking in his spit, while his thumb rubbed on my clit.

“Come with me, won’t you darling,” he whispered in my ear. Our lips crashing into one another, my hips moving to meet his. I moaned into the kiss as my orgasm ripped through me. He pulled away—a string saliva appearing when we departed—groaning as he felt me clenching around him. “Shit,” he said, when he finally came as well.

We stayed, joined together for a while more before he slipped his cock out of me. “You did so well,” he said, pecking my forehead. I was at my wits end, that I ended up falling asleep. I fell asleep so peacefully for the first time in a while.

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

The bright sunlight hit my face and when I tried moving to the other side I was faced with reality. Hard fucking reality. I had sex with Jaehyun. I cheated on Doyoung. Fuck. Fuck. Fuck.

I tried getting up but Jaehyun’s strong hands didn’t let me. “Just a little longer,” I heard him mumble. “Jaehyun,” I whispered. He then fluttered his eyes open, adjusting to the light. When he finally spotted me, his eyes widened in shock. Was he really the same guy who was pounding harshly into my pussy last night? We sat up, leaning against the headboard.

“I figured you’d run away,” he said. I chuckled, “I thought about it, but then…” He looked at me waiting for me to finish my sentence. “I thought we’d ought to talk about it?”

“Mmm, I suppose you have a point.” Where do I even start? “Look, Jaehyun last night was…” “A mistake?” he said. “Yeah, it was a heat of the moment type of thing.” He gave me a sympathetic look, “I know, but look Y/N I like you,” he confessed.

“Jaeh-“ he interrupted me, “I know… you have Doyoung, but Y/N he doesn’t have to know, we can keep this between us.”

‘Was he suggesting we be fuck buddies?’ “Are you saying we become fuck buddies, despite me having a boyfriend?”

“Yes,” he said, flatly. “If that’s the only way I can have you, so be it.”

I was at a loss for words. It was a game of tug o war in my head, one side agreeing to the whole fuck buddy situation, but the other opposing it. He must’ve noticed the fight I was having with myself because he spoke up, “I’m sorry Y/N you know what forge-“ “Fine, let’s do it,” I said.

‘I’ll do it,’ I thought to myself. We’d already gone this far, for fucks sake this man has seen me naked and stuck his cock in me. ‘As long as Doyoung doesn’t find out,’ I repeated. I was in for a ride, a fucked up and nonoperational one.

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

Days passed since then and things proceeded as normal. I hang out with Doyoung, Rei, even Jungwoo like nothing happened. Though, me and Jaehyun continued sneaking kisses here and there behind closed doors. In fact the other night, I spent it at his place again, fucking like rabbits til dawn. Sex with Jaehyun was so passionate and animalistic in a way.

“Presentation are tomorrow class, I hope you all have completed them by now,” announced the professor. I was listening when I felt a tap on my shoulder, turning to face Jaehyun. He passed me a note and I turned to open it, ‘Wanna come over tonight? I’ll cook for you?’ I smiled at the small note, replying ‘Are you bribing me right now Jeong?’ I passed it along to him again and instead of receiving it once more, he whispered in my ear, “Maybe.” It sent shivers down my spine. His voice weirdly had a way of turning me on.

Classes finished and saw Doyoung as he leaned against his car. “Hey,” he smiled. “Hi!” He quirked a brow up, “Someone’s in a good mood.” “Presentations are finally tomorrow,” I explained. He opened his arms, my cue to hug him. I hesitantly stepped into his touch, I felt the guilt rushing over me. I parted from him, “That reminds me, Rei invited me over today for a girls night.” “Really?” he pouted. It was a lie, a lie so I could spend the night at Jaehyun’s.

“Yeah, she claims it’s been so long since I’ve gone over.” “She sure loves hogging you,” he jokes. I laughed, “You know her.” We got into his car, taking the opportunity to message Jaehyun.

me: i’ll be there at 6, jeong

He replied almost instantly for someone who's supposed to be at “basketball practice”

jae: i’ll be waiting

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

I arrived outside Jaehyun’s apartment, knocking on his door. He opened it and I was welcomed with a wet-haired Jaehyun.

“Hey, I just hopped out of the shower. Come in,” he said, going to the side so I could go in. As I made my way in he wrapped his arms around my waist, nestling his head on my shoulder.

“We can’t do this today,” I said.

“Why not,” he said, pouting. “We have presentations tomorrow and I wanna be able to stand on my two feet jae.”

He muttered something against my shoulder before finally letting me go. I turned to face him and he took it as the opportunity to kiss me. I immediately melted into the kiss, wrapping my arms around his neck. His hands traveled further down my body. But before we could get any further I pulled away, “Where’s my food you promised Jeong?” He looked at me puzzled, until the light bulb in his head finally turned on.

“Takeout?” I rolled my eyes and sighed, “I guess so.”

I spent the rest of the night over at Jaehyun’s though this time I came prepared. I brought over a change of clothes and my school bag. Fortunately but unfortunately we didn’t fuck, I warned him and he respected it under the condition I’d at least cuddle with him, which I agreed to. That night I fell into a deep and comfortable sleep in the arms of Jaehyun.

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

Presentations went by in a breeze. Me and Jaehyun successfully managed to get a full score by our professor who claimed it was “efficiently executed and artistically performed.”

As I left the class Jaehyun stopped me in my tracks. “Y/N,” he said, softly. I looked up at him, “What’s wrong Jaehyun?” He hesitated for a bit. ‘What could it be?’

“Uhm- is it- well can you come and watch my game tomorrow night?” Ah this was what had him hesitating. “Tomorrow? Friday night?” He nodded. I thought about it for a while, “Mmm, sure I’ll be there,” I smiled. His face immediately lightened.

“Really! Yes! Oh sorry I mean I’ll see you there,” he said, excitedly.

“You better win Jeong,” I teased. His face changed to confidence, “Yes ma’am!” I laughed, “Yes, yes practice hard. See you tomorrow.”

May 07.

Game Day. Today I was going to go over to Jaehyun’s Basketball game. I’ve never seen him play, no in fact I haven’t even attended a game in my whole life. Although the majority of the boys on the team are my very own friends.

“Excuse me,” I said, trying to get through to my seat. I sat around the middle of the bleachers. They were currently practicing on the court. This was my first time seeing Jaehyun in his uniform and oh god did it do wonders.

The game soon started and I never kept my eyes off him. Despite being relatively new, he shun, he shun so bright on the court. I felt like I was seeing a new version of him. I loved it.

They ended up winning, 127-102. I made my way to the court to go congratulate them. I was spotted by Johnny first, “Ah, Y/N? What brings you here?!” I’d forgotten about the whole me and Jahyun thing. “I promised Jaehyun since we finished our presentations,” I said. I mean I wasn’t really lying. Then Jaehyun came along with the rest of the boys.

Mark and Jungwoo embraced me into a hug saying, “It’d been so long.” We chatted for a while until the rest of them decided to retreat to the locker room, all except one. Jaehyun. I have yet to talk to him.

“Congratulations,” I said, and hugged him when everyone left. We had the gym to ourselves as everyone had left already. He smiled, picking me up and spinning me in a circle.

“I’m glad you came,” he smiled. I wrapped my legs around his waist. “I promised you after all.” He chuckled, “Oh yeah? Then what’s my reward?” He had a mischievous look on his face that I was scared of what to say next.

“Mmm,” I thought about what to say “I’ll grant you a wish.” He smiled again before whispering into my ear, “Let me fuck that pretty pussy of yours.” I felt my face heat up. “Jae-“ He interrupted me by embracing me into a very passionate kiss. I was so lost in the kiss that I didn’t realize he’d begun walking.

“Wai-Wait Jaehyun, they're still in there,” I said, as I realized he was taking me inside the locker room. “Don’t worry they left already darling,” he assured me. Jaehyun must have psychic powers because he was right; they’d left.

We collided with the lockers when he pulled me into another deep and passionate kiss. He moved his mouth further down; to my jaw, neck, and collarbone. He placed me down, pulling my shirt over my head and pulling my jeans down. I was left in nothing but my black laced bra and panties. No matter how many times we’d done this I still wasn’t used to it, my body exposed to him.

His lips fling back to my body, traveling from the valley of my breast to my left breast. He kissed my nipple through my bra and proceeded to do the same to the right. He then unclasped my bra letting fall to where my jeans pooled around me. He brought my right nipple in between his teeth, teasingly biting on it as he fondled the left. His tongue swirled around it, flicking my nipple with his tongue. He kissed me as he made his way to my left breast, doing the same. I was becoming even more wet by the second.

“Fuck,” I muttered when he’d brought his hand to my drenched panties. He slid them to the side, his fingers coming in contact with my cunt. “You’re so wet already aren’t you? Such a good girl for me,” he whispered as he pushed two fingers inside my pussy. My moans echoed through the locker room and so did the wet squelching sounds from my pussy. I can’t believe I was getting fucked inside a locker room right now, but oddly enough I was turned on.

He took his fingers out of my pussy, grabbing my chin. I opened my mouth as he brought his fingers inside my mouth and made me suck on them. “You taste that, your sweet cunt.” Jaehyun then sunk to his knees holding my legs open, oh fuck. He was now underneath me, licking my cunt at a slow pace, then moving along to my clit and flattening his tongue on it before sucking it. Tears were spilling from me and the knot in my stomach tightening. “Yes,” I moaned. My orgasm finally spilling out of me when his fingers curled inside me and his tongue continued it’s work on my clit.

He lapped up every single drop that’d exploded out of me, even taking some from his chin. “Bet he can’t make you feel this way.” I was so dazed that those words didn’t comprehend in my brain, “Yes,” I muttered. He let out a satisfied smirk and pulled off his uniform. He then grabbed his jersey and handed it to me, “Put it on, I wanna see my name on your back while I fuck you.” I complied putting his jersey on and I heard him groan.

“Ready?” He asked. I nodded. He flipped me over, my hands against the lockers as his hands gripped my waist. He brought the jersey up and pushed down my panties. I felt as his hard cock rested against my ass.

Jaehyun slammed into me, “Shit, how come your always so fucking tight? You a little whore who can’t get enough, huh.” His pace was fast and rough, his hands gripping onto my tightly like I’d escape. I turned my head behind me, and he ended up kissing me, our moans and groans spilling into our kiss. A string of saliva appeared when we departed, “So good,” I moaned, clenching my hands.

“Oh yeah? You love being fucked by me don’t you,” he said, confidently. “Like some whore. Come on baby, you’re my little whore right?” When I didn’t answer he slapped my ass harshly. I instinctively clenched around him, causing him to groan and throw some curses. He repeated the action, my cheeks surely reddened my now. “Answer me, baby,” he said, grabbing a fistful of my hair.

My face was a mess, tear stained eyes and drool coming out of the corner of my mouth. “Ye-Yes, ah- I’m your- ahn- whore.” He started picking up his pace and brought his thumb to tease my sensitive clit, sending me over the edge. The knot in my stomach came undone and I completely shattered. He still fucked my through my jaw dropping orgasm, his movements getting a little sloppier, signifying he was close too. I clenched around him, when he hit my g-spot again causing him to paint my walls white. Thankfully, I took the pill this morning.

We both panted, tired and exhausted from the best orgasms we’d experienced. Everytime we have sex it progressively gets better than the last time. He pecked my temple whispering, “Good job baby,” but I was unable to hear that last part.

“I love you.”

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

The weekend was just about over and I haven’t seen Jaehyun since the game, but that doesn’t stop us from messaging one another every now and then.

Actually today Doyoung is supposed to come over; we’d agreed on this last night. So here I am sitting in my living room waiting for him to knock on my door. It’d been a while since I'd last seen him. Knock.

I got up from the couch and walked over to the door. In front of me; Doyoung, Doyoung with a bouquet of flowers. I grabbed them when he handed them over, “Thank you!” I walked over to place them in a vase, when I felt his arms wrapping around my waist, resting his chin on my shoulder. “I’ve missed you,” he says.

The Guilt. “I’ve missed you too,” I smile. I turn around to face him now, his face slightly hesitant. “What’s wrong?” I asked.

“Ah- It’s just uhm… Y/N.”

Yes Doyo?”

He takes a breath, “What were you doing that day you were going to Rei’s?”

I froze for a second, taken aback. ‘Did he find out? How? What?’ “Hm? We had a girl’s night remember,” I tried smiling. He looked at me, carefully observing me. “Y/N tell me the truth, please.”

Fuck. “What are you talking about? I was reall-“ He interrupted me, “Stop fucking bullshitting me right now, I called Rei and she never mentioned anything about a “spa” much less you going over!”

I was frozen, I didn’t know what to say or do. Admit the truth? Or… Lie. “I don’t see why I should tell you, it’s not like I was doing anything bad.” ‘Oh but you were Y/N’

Doyoung was fuming, I could see it in his body, his face. “Fine, fine you won’t tell me, fine, but just you know I’ll find out if you won’t bother telling me.” I couldn’t even utter another word before he left stomping to the door. He opened it and slammed it shut.

The door closed and I lost it, falling to my knees as tears erupted from my eyes. And here I thought we’d end up cuddling tonight, but no we fought instead.

Getting up from my knees and wiping my tears away I grabbed my phone, dialing the second most recent number. They picked up on the third ring.

“Missed me already?” his voice said.

“Can I spend the night at your home Jae,” I whispered, even though there was no one else but me.

He chuckled, “Of course baby.” Without hesitation I gathered everything I needed to spend the night over, running out of that apartment. When I finally made it to Jaehyun’s I picked up my pace even faster. I didn’t want to miss a second, I wanted to be in Jaehyun’s warm embrace.

I knocked and he opened the door with a dimpled-smile plastered on his face. I stepped in and when he closed the door I wrapped my arms around his neck; kissing him with hunger. For the rest of the night we went at it like rabbits.

Jaehyun.

I love her, I love Y/N so fucking much. It’s like she was made for me, she matched with me so perfectly.

She’d finally fallen asleep, I think I might’ve gone over the top tonight. Her snores were so soft, her arms embracing my waist. I turned to the nightstand and grabbed her phone; unlocking it. I snapped a picture, I’d been doing this for a while and surprisingly she’s still kept all of them. I wonder if something happened with Doyoung, she’d told me he’d spend the night with her, but it seems like something happened judging by the way she’s in my bed right now.

Whatever. As long as she’s with me is all that matters.

“But does he know you call me when he sleeps?”

“But does he know the pictures that you keep?

“Or does he know the reasons you cry?”

“Or tell me does he know where your heart lies?”

2 weeks later.

Since my fight with Doyoung we’ve managed to talk it out and patch things up. So since then our relationship is back on a high, though no sex and oh, Jaehyun is still in the picture.

“I’m gonna go hop in the shower, I’ll be right out doyo,” I said, as he sat on my bed. Today he was staying the night, actually he’s been spending the night for the past week and a half, so seeing Jaehyun has gotten rather hard. Yet we have our ways, whether I sneak out when Doyoung’s asleep or we fuck around during school hours.

Jaehyun’s become a drug to me, as much as I want to quit I can’t. He’s so addicting, I want him and I need him.

Doyoung.

It’d been 5 minutes or so since Y/N had just gotten in the shower. I sat on her bed patiently waiting for her. After our fight we agreed on no more secrets, so I've glued myself to her.

I love Y/N, I love her so much i- Ding.

My head turns to the direction of her phone that laid on her nightstand. Curiosity sparked within me, something within me called me to reach for her phone. So I reached over to it, but I would soon come to regret it.

Jaehyun: i miss u baby

‘Huh? Jaehyun? What? Why was he messaging her that he missed her? Perhaps he was mistaken, yeah that was it.’ I wanted to refuse what I was looking at, Y/N and Jaehyun? Nah, they were far over since the project… Wait a minute, since the project Y/N has been rather… distant? different?

No, it can’t be… Oh but it is Doyoung. I opened her camera roll, I wanted to throw up? Cry? I was beyond horrified. Pictures of them, the two of them. Not any decently looking pictures—well a few—of the two while he fucked her or after he fucked her.

I couldn’t stop myself, I opened the messages. More evidence of their affair. Any other person would’ve thought they were a couple by the way they text one another.

“Hey!” She yelled. I flinched, fuck. I looked up at her. “Care to explain?” I tried saying calmly. She looked at me confused. “What the fuck is going on with you and Jaehyun huh!” I raised my voice slightly.

The color from her face vanished, she was pale as a ghost. Her lips trembled as she tried to speak, “Wh-What? How do you know…”

I got up from the bed and shoved the phone in her face; the messages between them. Tears were coming out of her eyes. “Doyoung! I swear it’s not what it looks like.”

“Fucking bullshit Y/N, you know it and I do as well so stop fucking lying to me and tell me the fucking truth.” I wasn’t mad, I was upset and hurt. She lied to me, deceived me.

“I’m sorry Doyoung,” she cried. “Really everything between me and hi-Jaehyun was a mistake, I knew it, but I- I couldn’t fucking stop myself. I tried, I really fucking tried, but- but…” she was a sobbing mess. My heart ached at the sight.

I clenched my fist tightly. “I love you so much Doyoung I really do, I always fucking had but then he came… I’ve lost myself now, I know nothing I say or do now will change things, change us, so if you want to breakup it’s fine.” She lifted her arm and rested a hand on my cheek, caressing it with her thumb. Her hands felt cold, they weren’t warm like they usually were.

“I love you too Y/N, but it’s like you said… Y/N there’s no going back… we can’t fix this, I can’t do it Y/N, you deceived me,” I explained as my vision became blurry. I felt droplets of tears streaming down my face. We both were a crying mess.

Y/N and I love each other, so very much. I know she loves me, I see it, but now that I look closely that love is disappearing little by little.

“I know, I know and I’m sorry for that Doyoung, please I’m so fucking sorry.”

I gave her a sympathetic look, “Let’s break up Y/N, please it’s the only good thing left to do.” She cried a little harder, her hands wrapped around my neck, I hugged her back. This would be the last time anyways, the moments and memories I’ve made with her were some of the best. She was my first love, my first everything and to that she holds a special place in my heart.

“I understand Doyoung, let’s break up please,” she mumbled on my shoulder. I gripped her a little tighter, kissing her neck before pulling away. We looked at each other, without saying another word.

I took off, I left her in that big, yet small apartment of hers by herself. I’d never come back here again, I’d never see her again.

This was the end, my beloved Y/N, my butterfly. Goodbye.

May 27.

I feel like shit. The past 4 days have been shit. Who knew Doyoung and me splitting up would affect me this much. I haven’t shown up to school, for god knows how long. My phone is constantly blowing up with messages from Rei, Mark, Johnny, Jungwoo and… Jaehyun. Just thinking about him is enough to make me break down again.

How could I be so fucking stupid. I didn’t know what I wanted and look where it led me. I was selfish, I was greedy. I took Doyoung’s kindness, love, and trust for granted.

I was beginning to grow tired of this, I knew I couldn’t just mope around like this, I had to do something. The only something left to break.

I have to end things with Jaehyun.

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

So here I am, standing in front of his door. I’ve been standing here for the past 5 minutes, I haven’t knocked or moved. I was preparing myself mentally, physically, and emotionally. I was lost in thought when rain started pouring. Rain is so beautiful.

“Y/N?” called out a voice. I looked to my left, Jaehyun right in front of me. His eyes widened, like he’d just seen a ghost. He came rushing towards me, embracing me into a hug which I didn’t return.

“Where have you been? God, I’ve missed you baby.” I was disgusted, I wanted to throw up. What have I fucking done.

“Let’s go inside Jae,” I muttered. Once I stepped inside there was no going back. When we stepped inside, I went straight to the living room and onto the couch. Jaehyun soon followed sitting on his knees in front of me. His head settled on my thighs.

I brought my hand to his hair, gently stroking it. “I love you,” he said. I stopped my movement, eyes widening. I knew it, I guess I always knew he loved me. I could see it in the way he looked at me, at the way he treated me.

“I love you so much Y/N,” he said again, locking eyes with me. I brought my lips to his. We kissed slowly, like lovers do. If this was the last chance I had with him, I might as well enjoy it.

⋆.ೃ࿔*:･

We stripped each other of our clothes, being left in nothing but my lace baby pink panties and bra and his boxers. He went back onto his knees, while he spread my legs apart. “Already wet,” he smirked. He kissed my inner thighs until he reached my clothed cunt.

Jaehyun kept his eyes on me when he licked me through my panties, continuing this action until I was a whimpering mess. He lightly bit my clit, before sliding off my panties, finally. “Such a pretty little pussy,” he said, continuing his kitten licks on my now bare cunt. He gave an approval hum when I wrapped my legs around his neck, trapping him. He gripped my thighs, pulling me deeper. His tongue intruded into my tight hole and I felt his hot breath on my clit. I unconsciously started grinding on him, wanting to feel it deeper.

“Fuck, I’m gonna-“ I couldn’t even finish my sentence when I felt the sensation disappear. Fuck. He licked his mouth clean, “‘m tastes so good.”

“Ple-Please make me cum jae, I’m begging you.” He chuckled, before taking his hands to my breast, groping them tightly. My back arched at the sensation, even more when he pinched them through the fabric. “What do you want, baby? Come on, tell me.”

“Your fingers, please, ah- and your tongue, please, please, please.”

He kissed and sucked on my exposed skin, before sliding back down. His fingers teasing my folds, not going inside me yet, but then he slipped them in me. His two fingers going in out of my cunt at an unbearable pace. It felt too good, the way he’d curl them against my walls. His tongue soon joined in, licking my sensitive clit, up and down. “Ye-Yes, just like that,” I moaned. It didn’t take long for me to start seeing stars as he continued thrusting his finger in and out of me, as well as sucking on my poor clit.

He let go of my clit with a small pop. My chest heaved up and down, trying my best to catch my breath. Jaehyun got back up and his cock came springing out of his boxers. Fuck, it was already so hard. As much as I wanted him in me already I also wanted it inside my mouth. I got closer to him and I fisted my hand around his cock. He groaned, as I began jerking him.

“You want it?” he asks, grabbing my chin gently. I eagerly nod at his question. “Then take it like a good girl, won’t you baby.” I began with licking it first, licking the precum from his tip. I swirled my tongue around his tip, until he said, “Stop with the teasing and let me fuck that pretty mouth of yours.” “Do it then Jae, fuck this pretty mouth mine,” I giggled. He groaned before grabbing a fist full of my hair and shoving his cock down my throat. He was rough with it, but rough Jaehyun has always been my favorite.

He kept that pace, not slowing down. His grunts and moans reached my ears which made me moan as well as he thrusted in my mouth. My tears spilled, but I didn’t mind. I just wanted his cum. “You’re taking it so well baby… fuck- just like that.” His thrust then stopped, I looked up at him through my watery eyes. He looked down on me with an animalistic face, “I want you to do it yourself now baby, make me cum pretty girl.”

I took him out with a pop, letting my mouth rest for a while. I then took him in again, looking up at him. I used my hands to help me as I took his cock in and out of my mouth. I accidentally touched his balls, but it left him whimpering and moaning a little more loudly, so I did it again. “Shit, I’m close baby,” he moaned. I tried going faster, until I felt his hot seeds spill inside me. I swallowed everything, even taking some that slipped past my lips.

“You’re such a good girl aren’t you, taking it all without being told,” he said, kissing my lips. He swiftly opened my legs back up, rubbing his cock along my slit. “Ready baby?” he asked and I nodded. He slowly slid his tip into my hole, every inch of him going inside me.

“Fuck- you’re so fucking tight even after I made sure to stretch you out nicely.” The position on the couch wasn’t too comfortable and he must’ve noticed it because he hooked my legs onto his arms. “FUCK- mm, so- so deep,” I yelled. He walked to his bedroom placing me onto his bed, and later got on top, all the while we were still connected.

He started off gently, rocking his cock into me slowly. “Fa-Faster please,” I whined. I heard a small noice come out of him before he started thrusting into me more roughly and faster. I moaned his name over and over again; his balls slapping against my ass. So fucking good. I didn’t even process when he lifted my leg up, but when he did his cock reached in me even deeper. “Just like that jae.” His pace didn’t falter, he kept at it, his stamina is out of this world. His cock brushed along my g-stop perfectly, causing my orgasm to almost spill.

“You gonna cum again Y/N? Cum on my cock like a good girl,” he groaned when I clenched around him. He lifted my leg slightly more up, keeping the pace going and with one pinch to my clit, I came. He slid his cock out, he hadn't cum yet, but I knew he was close.

“Face down, Ass up,” he commanded. As he said, my head was now down and my ass wiggled in front of him. I heard him mutter a small curse before gripping my sides and sliding his throbbing cock into my soaked hole. He wasted no time in fucking me from behind, thrusting in the same roughness as before. His hands tightly gripped my sides, until they traveled to my ass. He fondled it, before sending one hard slap. I yelped at the sudden action, “You like getting your ass slapped huh, you little whore,” he teased.

He sent more harsh slaps on my ass—red marks sure to be present—and thrusting into me as my tight cunt clung to him tightly. “Shit, I'm gonna cum baby, cum with me won’t ya?” he said, as his thrust got sloppier.

“Be sure to take all my cum like a good girl alright.” Grabbing my arms, he pounded into me and I tightly clenched around him, sending both of us to our highs. His hot white seeds painting my walls, he didn’t take out his cock, still fucking me through both of our orgams.

“I love you,” he muttered, kissing my temple. We laid on his bed for a while, before I decided that I wanted more, needed more. One last time.

I got on my knees and straddled his waist. I grinded against his abs, capturing his attention. “Still not satisfied?” he smirked. “N-No, let me ride you,” I begged. He gave me an approved hum, and I was soon sinking his—hard—cock into my hole once more. We both groaned as I sunk in, he stretched me out so nicely again. I began slowly, adjusting myself again. His hands remained on my hips, fingers digging into me.

“Faster baby,” he said. “Patience,” I teased. I giggled at his reaction before picking up my pace. His eyes shut when I started clenching around him, “Fuck you feel so good baby, this pussys all mine.” My tits bounced, the harder I thrusted. His hands traveled to them, fondly playing with them and pinching my hard nipples. “Yes,” I moaned, chanting his name afterwards.

“Cum,” he said, bringing one hand to pinch my sensitive clit, sending me into my third orgasm of the night. I laid on top of his chest, while he continued thrusting in me, not stopping until he came. A few more harsh thrusts and he was now groaning against my shoulder, shooting his warm seeds into me once more. He slipped his cock out, slowly.

I was dreading it because once it was out there would be no more in. Once he slipped his cock out, he carried me in his arms, heading off to the bathroom, where he cleaned both of us up and laid me back on his bed, tucking me in.

However, I had other plans. Once Jaehyun was sound asleep I would leave, he would wake up without me by his side, without me in his life.

When I noticed he was finally sound asleep I whispered, “Goodbye Jaehyun…” kissing his forehead and a “I’m sorry,” before kissing his lips. I slipped away, putting my clothes back on and taking out the medium-sized envelope from my jacket. I placed it on where I laid, walking back to the door. I took one last look as he peacefully slept. A tear slipped from my eye. This was the end. The flames have been put out.

Goodbye Jaehyun.

Goodbye Y/N.

Present day: 3 years later.

It's now been 3 years since my seemingly perfect life was tainted. I moved out, moving into a new city and transferring into a new school. I erased myself from there, though I still kept in contact with Rei and the boys. I made sure to tell them not to mention anything regarding Jaehyun or Doyoung, I didn’t wanna hear it.

I was repenting everyday, but there was nothing I could do that would reverse my past. Luckily though school had been keeping me busy as to not keep my mind occupied in the past; having graduated finally too. I also opened up a small cafe nearby where I lived. The business too has gone great. My life was going great.

Today work in the cafe was as regular as usual. Having been in a trance I failed to notice, notice the person standing on the other side of the counter.

The same person from 3 years ago. Him.

The person I once desired.

“Jaehyun…”

© jhdyuiee

2024.02.14

final a.n: hii! finally its completely yay! this one took 2 months and was quite the ride. i want to put out there that i have never cheated on someone before, i have been cheated on though, but thats another story. this story is solely based on my interpretation of the weekends “moth to a flame” and nothing more. nevertheless i hope u all enjoyed it, i worked hard to finish it on time. pls let me know any suggestions or how well u enjoyed this one. i will be going on a short hiatus to focus more on my schoolwork but i will be back with more! i love u all && stay safe out there!! love, jiji 🤍

[kari-berry]

I had this dream that I was in this house and my ex was there and I was going to bed and he barged into the room I was in and tells me his shower isn’t working so I’m going to use yours and before I could even tell him no, he was already in the shower. I left and walked around the house and come into this living room area and there was a bunch of cats and I seen Cilly my cat that he now kept with my other cat Castiel. I couldn’t see Castiel but I saw a cat that looked like him but had a wider face and the Color was a bit off. And next thing I know my ex was walking down the hall in a towel and started yelling at me. He said I was the reason why Cas is gone because he was sad without me and he gave up. I cried and went back to the room I was in originally and he wouldn’t leave me alone, he kept yelling at me. And out of no where my my amazing boyfriend shows up at the front door knocking. My ex opens the door and my bf comes rushing over to me and tells me that he’s here to take me away from all of this mess for good. And as we were leaving my ex grabbed my arm and said I broke her and now you’ll never have a real relationship with her. And my bf grabbed his arm and pulled his hand off me and said bloody hell dude, when you treat someone like shit and never change for the better that person you will lose them and you did, she found someone who treats her better, doesn’t do stupid shit behind her back or betray her trust, someone who reassures her constantly and will always reassure her. And my ex was standing there speechless and we left, he opened the passenger side door and I got in and she closed it and once he got in the car he kissed my hand and my forehead and told me he loves me. We drove off and I woke up, and my bf was awake beside me cuddling me.

He was awake because he’s on night shift rotation so he stays awake when I’m sleeping, he also gives the best cuddles, like 10/10. I love my man!

Anyways that was my weird dream and what I woke up to.

Side note: I am worried about Castiel now but I don’t ever want to talk to me ex ever again or see him so I hope Castiel is okay and Cilly. 🐈 🐱

[dual1pa]

upside down madness

content warnings: fear, violence, swearing, kisses, y/n being protective over her bf, kisses, season 4 spoilers !!

steve harrington x gender neutral reader

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if dustin wasn't right on another entrance to the upside down was at the bottom of lover's lake, you could hurt him. your love for your boyfriend, steve, was much greater than your fear of water.

you've had a fear of water since you were pushed in the deep end of the pool at summer camp in '72 when you were 7 years old. you couldn't swim, but little did your friend know who playfully pushed you in. boy, were they apologetic that day. since then, you slowly but surely learned how to swim, but it's not your favorite thing as it was pretty traumatizing.

nancy, robin, eddie, steve and you hopped onto a small-ish motor boat and made your way to the middle of the lake. you leaned against steve's chest as there was barely any room to move. steve was well aware of your fear as he held you close.

"you're safe with me," he whispered every now and again.

as soon as dustin yelled in the walkie-talkie to stop, knowing that where you guys were in the lake, was the entrance. the five of you stared at each other, not wanting to dive down into the dark water. You heard Steve sigh and stand from his spot, taking off his yellow long-sleeved shirt and handing it to you. The partner in you couldn't help but look at your boyfriend's body. It was perfect.

You asked, standing up, catching your balance, "steve, what are you doing?"

"I'm just going to look if the dork was right, I'll be right back. I promise," he kissed your lips quick and looked into the water, hoping to find something on the surface rather than having to get in the water to look.

"just be careful, steve," robin warned.

he looked at her, then the other two, then back to you, "i'll be back, i promise."

just then, he dove in. in an instant, you looked over the edge of the boat, watching your boyfriend's figure disappear into the darkness of the water.

second after second, you grew anxious, worried, scared. you just wanted steve back on the boat and just ignoring all this vecna bullshit. you were done with it, as much as the others.

he startled you as he resurfaced. you let out a sigh of relief that he was okay.

"he was right!" steve exclaimed, "there's a bright red opening."

"dustin, you are a genius," robin spoke into the walkie-talkie.

eddie was helping steve back into the boat when he was yanked back into the water.

your stomach dropped, peering into the dark water. what the fuck just happened? you exclaimed your thoughts to the rest of the group as steve resurfaced once again, only this time, fear was written all over him.

"babe, what happened?" you asked.

before he could answer, he screamed help before being shoved back in the water. before you thought of anything else, you dove into the water, desperate to reach your boyfriend. you swam as fast as you could to reach for his hands but the thing that was dragging him down was faster than your swimming capabilities.

you watched in fear as he was dragged in the opening of the upside down. please please be okay.

you screamed as you made your way through the opening. your new surroundings were different, something you've never seen before. everything was red, particles of some sort floated in the air. you took a few deep breaths before spotting your boyfriend being attacked by bat-like creatures. you quickly looked around for any type of weapon. you spotted an oar and broke it in half for pointy ends and began to fight for the love of your life's life. once he was able to move, he quickly got up and helped you fight off the creatures. soon, you had more help as the rest of group found their way through the entrance.

you felt a sharp pain on your leg as one of the bats got ahold of your ankle.

"steve!!!" you screamed.

Your cry for help grabbed steve's attention quickly as he attacked the bat, ripping it apart with his mouth. you groaned in pain as you watched him spit out the blood. he helped you up and brought you into his arms and was afraid to let go.

"i'm okay, we're okay," he breathed.

you didn't care about the gross bat blood on steve's lips, you needed to kiss him.

"you dove down in water for me," he said.

"that's because I love you steve, i didn't even hesitate," you examined his wound from the creatures, he definitely needed medical attention.

"i love you too, lovebug."

"hey, I hate to break up you two love birds, but we need to keep moving because uh-," eddie pointed up to the horde of bats heading their way.

they needed to find their way out of there, stat.

[baurbiediv]

plan b, pt. 2

requested: no

summary: the aftermath of the incident isn’t looking too good for jack, he wants to find a way to make it up to reader

warnings: crying, cursing, yelling, vomit, mention of iv drip

y/bf/n: your best friend’s name

author’s note: this might be a little long cause i tend to get carried away, but enjoy

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the next morning was a terrible morning for both you and jack. he woke up with the worst hangover he’s ever had.

urban sat in the kitchen as he heard his best friend groaning while walking down the stairs.

jack reluctantly made his way to the kitchen, covering his eyes now dealing with the headache he was now dealing with. “damn you look like shit.” urban snickered as he tried to cover it by coughing.

jack rolled his eyes, before groaning for what seemed like the millionth time in the past 5 minutes.

“the hell did you drink last night?” urban questioned as he sat up in his seat. jack shook his head, “it’s not even that, i fucked up urb. i fucked up real bad.” he sighed.

now, urban looked at his best friend in complete and utter confusion. “what are you talking about?” urban questioned him.

jack sighed and placed his hands on the table, “last night i came home drunk, y/n was really upset and worried about me, i shrugged it off and got mad,” he deeply exhaleed before speaking again, “i said some shit i didn’t mean .. i shoved her onto the ground.”

jack felt like he was about to cry, but why should he be crying? he wasn’t the one that was hurt, it was you.

he was supposed to protect you, care for you, and love you, yet he couldn’t do that.

urban looked at jack, his face contorted with disgust. “have you lost your fucking mind? you put your hands on her?” now urban was standing up from his seat, it was evident that he was past upset.

“you know good and goddamn well, you swore you’d never put your hands on y/n.” urban spat, all he could do was look at his best friend as if he was some unknown stranger on the street.

“until you find some fucking way to apologize to the girl you so call love, do NOT call my phone jack, i mean that shit.” urban nearly yelled at jack before leaving the house.

on the other hand, you were trying your best to forget about that night. for as long as you could recall, you’ve been in the hospital for what seemed to be over a week.

your concussion was at it’s all time worst. you were constantly vomiting, you had a constant ringing in your ears, and you were always tired. you had an iv drip in your arm to ensure you were hydrated.

this possibly had to be the worst thing that ever happened to you. you felt miserable, horrible, and defeated. you truly loved jack, but to even think he could put his hands on you is something that you never even knew was possible.

y/bf/n came to check up on you and she hasn’t left since, you were so thankful to have her. she kept you company, even if it was just the two of you.

a knock on the door had you turning your heads towards the door, you both looked at each other before focusing your attention back to the door. “come in!” you slightly shouted, in came urban, with our favorite flowers.

you smiled brightly and watched your friend leave the room so she could give you two some breathing room.

urban sat in the seat next to your bed as he handed you the flowers, “thank you.” you smiled at him.

an awkward silence had fallen before he took a deep breath before he could find the right words to say to you, “jack told me what happened last night,” urban saw how you tensed up at his words, “i cursed him out for it y/n. i know i stick up for jack a lot, not this time around, he promised he would never hurt you and he fucked up.” urban huffed.

it happened when you least unexpected it, tears were falling down your face uncontrollably. urban got up from his seat and sat next to you. you scooted closer to him and hugged him as tight as you could, he wrapped his arms around you as he kissed the top of your head.

“i love you y/n and you know that, i’m here for you, i always have been and i always will be.”

couple weeks later

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JACKSERENITY i thought him and that one girl were still together?

FAIRYVEX jack cannot seem to keep his dick in his pants omg 

NEPTTUNE imagine what how his supposed girlfriend is feeling looking at this post, sending all my love to her

GASLASY maybe this girl really is just a friend y’all let’s not jump to conclusions here

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LOSTBLUNT poor y/n man, the girl deserves so much better, much love to her

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looking at that photo made you want to vomit. it’s been nearly three weeks since you’d last seen jack, or even heard a word from him.

truth be told, you didn’t even want to see him. it was apparent that he didn’t bother to make and effort to check up on you or to even remotely care and see if you were okay.

he was out partying like there was no tomorrow, especially with other girls. on the other hand, jack was still sulking. he couldn’t forgive himself for what he did, he didn’t really think he never could excuse himself.

clay was with jack now, sitting next to him, two men sitting on jack’s couch. clay was in disbelief and in complete and utter shock. “so you put her hands on her because you came home drunk and she was worried, is what i’m hearing.” he spoke, it didn’t get better every time jack had to tell someone about what happened.

he felt more and more guilty any time he had to say anything about the ordeal.

this was definitely not easy for him at all. this is and was quite literally the biggest fuck up jack had ever had to deal with in his life.

“you need to go find her and talk to her jack.” clay vocalized. jack shook his head, “clay she hates me, i know she does. i can’t, i was supposed to be there for her, and i fucked it all up.”

jack erupted into tears, he’d never felt so vulnerable in his life.

everything he had ever loved, felt like it was slipping away.

a week later

jack found himself at yet another club, trying to party all his worries away. much to his knowledge, you had been in the same club he had been in.

it felt good to be out with all your friends again. jack was over in his section, looking like he was seemingly happy and enjoying himself. urban tapped his friends shoulder as jack’s eyes landed on you.

you looked happy as you were dancing with your friends, the club was erupted in yelling as lizzo’s ‘truth hurts’ was blaring through the speakers.

jack felt as if he was going to fall down to his knees. you looked good, not even good, you looked amazing. you wore a black dressas you were dancing you turned around to see jack looking at you.

you mouthed the song lyrics to him, “hey i’m glad you’re back with your bitch, i mean who would wanna hide this? i will never ever ever ever ever be your side chick.” you winked at him before going back to your friends.

jack could hear urban laughing behind him. the night was winding down and you and your friends began heading out the club. walking out jack tried his best to catch up with you as he eventually did.

“y/n?” he spoke softly, you turned around to face him as you waved off your friends and signaled for them to wait up for you. “hi jack.” you sighed, you told yourself you were doing so well without having to talk to him, now here was the hard part.

“i know, you probably hate me right now .. don’t get me wrong, that’s understandable. i’m really sorry for pushing you. i should’ve came to visit you in the hospital but i just wasn’t ready and i’m sure you weren’t either. i really want to make this up to you, i need to make things right between us.” he said.

jack truthfully and honestly never felt more shitty in his life.

you smiled and nodded your head. jack felt a smile spread across his face. he watched as you pulled out your phone, and present it to him and you swore you’d never seen his smile fade so quickly.

you shut your phone off and placed it before clapping your hands together and scoffing, “you know it’s funny, all that time i was in the hospital i worried about you, more worried than i should’ve been. you didn’t call me not even ONCE! so for you to sit here and say you’re sorry, is complete and utter bullshit. and then i see you hanging out with some random bitch at her birthday party,” by now you were fuming and the only thing you were seeing was red. and people began crowding around the two of you while pulling their phones out to record.

“you cannot and will not expect me to sit here and actually believe you’re sorry. this is one sorry ass apology and it’s one that i sure as hell won’t fucking accept. you’re not sorry, you’re only sorry that you got caught in your web of fucking lies.” you placed your hand on his chest and you watched as he looked at you, “i hope your new bitch is happy, she can have your sloppy ass cause i’m sure as hell she’d appreciate sloppy seconds anyway.”

you patted his chest before walking away and getting into the cars with your friends before driving away.

[littlebunnygold]

Hell N Back (JJ Maybank x reader)

Scene I

I went out last night with my friends and I got into fight with my bf and I'm still mad at him so I’m writing about it so yeah. enjoy my anger. I’m gonna finish writing when I’m not pissed off so I can actually make it fluffy and shit. 

Summary: While at a party, your ex shows up and causes a scene, which of course makes your boyfriend JJ angry.

Warnings: swearing, yelling, cheating accusations, talks of abuse, alcohol, JJ being a fucking asshole 

Word Count: 2.8k

“Shut up!” you say loudly and laugh to Kie who is sitting directly beside you. You can hear how drunk you are, but who cares it’s the last party of the summer. “Dude, I swear to god they were the biggest waves I've ever surfed, I wish you could have been there” Kie laughed, taking a gulp of her drink. She’s been your best friend since before you can remember, she’s the one who introduced you to her friends, who you have come to love. They were like your family, considering you had a deadbeat mom and your dad was too busy either working or getting too high to give a shit about you. You took a look around you and were surrounded by Pogues, Kooks and Tourons, but you were just trying to find your boyfriend. After a couple glances around, Kie spots him and points him out to you. He was standing across the bonfire talking to Sarah, John B and Pope, so you and Kie decide to go over and talk to them. “Well hello gorgeous” JJ said to you as he slung his arm over your shoulder and kissed your cheek, “Hey” you said back and smiled while taking a swig of your drink, “There are so many people here” Pope said looking around. He wasn’t wrong, it looked like everyone who lived on this island was here, the beach almost felt small. It was a pretty warm night, the light breeze feeling refreshing over your body. You found yourself leaning more and more into JJ’s arms, looking up at him as you listened to the others bicker over what we should do tomorrow, feeling safe knowing he's here with you, “You know, some people think its rude to stare” JJ said, clearly noticing that you were looking up at him. But you couldn’t help it, he was eye-candy, “I’m not staring.. I’m... admiring” you said back to him grinning, and giggling when you saw him blush. He leaned in and gave you a soft peck on the lips, “Oh how did I get so lucky? A lady who surfs, cooks, smokes and makes me blush? Who would have thought” JJ almost whispered to you as he pulled you in front of him and hugged you from behind, resting his head on top of yours. You couldn’t stop yourself from smiling, “I know, I spoil you rotten” you laughed back to him. 

After a couple of more laughs with everybody, you found your drink empty, “I’m gonna go refill” you said to JJ, who was talking to John B about fishing, “Okay baby” he said quickly before going back to chatting with his friend. You started to make your way to the keg when you realized someone all too familiar was guarding it. Your ex-boyfriend to be exact. You froze, standing only a few feet away from the man who absolutely broke you only a short four months ago. It felt like the oxygen was running out from around you, you could feel your heart beat speed up and you almost felt faint. The extreme amount of alcohol in your system was definitely not helping. Before you could turn around to walk away, he met your gaze and grinned, “Y/n!” he yelled and waved for you to come over. Without even thinking you walked over to him, “Hey Ashton” you said quietly, “Can I get a refill please?” you asked as he took your cup, “Haven’t seen you in a while how ya been?” he asked. He was acting so normal, as if he didn’t ruin your life. “I’ve been good, you?” you asked back, trying to keep conversation light and quick. Your cup was full. “Honestly Y/n, I’ve been lonely” he said, looking into your eyes and half smiling. You didn't say anything, hoping he would just give you your cup so you could go back to your friends. You gave a fake laugh and reached your hand out to grab your cup but he pulled it back so you couldn't reach, “What, you don't wanna talk to me?” he asked still grinning. You turn your head around to look back at your friends, looking at them laughing and hoping they don’t notice what's happening. When you first started hanging around the Pogues you were still with Ashton and as far as everybody was concerned, he was just a shitty boyfriend. Until he beat you so bad, when you ran to Kie’s for help you couldn’t hide the blood and bruises scattered over your entire body. Her and Sarah are the only ones who know what he truly put you through. After you broke up with him, JJ told you how long he'd been in love with you to which you confessed your feelings for him. JJ’s only asked about your ex a couple times, each time you shut him down and changed the subject, but you could only imagine how pissed and confused he would be if he saw you standing and talking to him right now. Turning back to look at Ashton you felt a bolt of anger shoot through your body and into your words, “Not particularly no, can I just have my cup?” you asked sternly. You reached out for your cup again but he grabbed your wrist, “Ashton come on, it’s not funny give me my drink” you said as you tried to pull your wrist out of his hand but his grip tightened, making you wince, “So what Y/n, you’re just gonna break up with me out of no where and than go and fuck some pogue?” he asked in a low voice, “You don’t get to tell me what to do anymore Ashton and you definitely don't get to talk about JJ like that. Just give me my fucking drink!” you said raising your voice loud enough to get your friends attention. “Was that Y/n?” Sarah asked to the group, all of their heads whipping around to look at the keg where they could see you standing with your ex-boyfriend. JJ closed his fists so hard his knuckles were white, and his jaw clenched so tight he though he was gonna crack his teeth. But he didn't care, all he could focus on was you talking to Ashton, and him grabbing your hand. Sarah and Kie both looked at each other, panicking on what to do and more importantly, what to do with JJ. They knew if he went over he would end up fighting Ashton which would only cause more drama and upset you. “We’ll be right back” Kie said, pushing past Pope with Sarah right behind her. JJ just stood there, not knowing what to say or think, “What the fuck is she doing over there talking to him? They broke up” he said to John B and Pope, “Man I’m just as confused as you. But you know Y/n, she wouldn’t just go and talk to him. She loves you dude” Pope said, reaching out to spin JJ around so he would stop staring at you, “Yeah J, it’s just bad luck he was up at the keg when she went to get a drink. No big deal, Sarah and Kie are bringing her back right now” John B. stated trying to make his friend feel better, but the blonde boy couldn’t help but assume the worst. “Look at him touching her, what are they doing?” JJ asked his friends. They stayed silent, neither of them knowing the answer. JJ huffed and finished the rest of his beer, trying to imagine what you possibly see in Ashton... or if you’re regretting your decision of breaking up with him.

 “Don’t speak to me like that” Ashton said, pulling you closer to him by your wrist which he was now twisting so hard you knew there were going to be marks when he let go. “We’re not together anymore. You don’t get to treat me like this. I’m not afraid of you anymore” you said shakily, trying to keep your composure together but being this close to him was difficult for you. All the bad memories of him come flooding back when you look up and into his eyes, you can see the anger and emptiness in them, “Hey, there you are Y/n! We’ve been looking for you” Sarah said while walking closer to you, Kie right beside her. Ashton’s grip loosened and he let go of your wrist as he stared at your friends. He shoved you back hard enough to make you stumble, but you stand back up quickly and make your way towards Kie and Sarah, walking between them and linking your arms with theirs, “See you around, baby” Ashton shouted from the distance. You felt a shiver go down your spine. You haven’t seen him in 4 months and now all of the sudden he's at a party? Your mind can’t help but race over the events that just took place in front of you, until the silence breaks, “What was that about?” Sarah questioned, before the three of you made it back to the boys, “I don't even know” you replied to her and shrugged. You grabbed Sarah’s drink and downed it, needing to focus on something other than your aching wrist, “Seriously Y/n, are you okay?” Kie asked again, a worried expression across her face. She’s seen the damage Ashton can do to you, and the dark places he can put you in and the last thing she wants is for you to fall back into them. You looked at her and took a deep breath, “Yeah, I’m okay. I just wasn’t expecting to see him here, he caught me off guard” you replied, “I think I’m just gonna go home, where’s JJ?” you asked as you got back to the group, not seeing him standing with John B and Pope anymore, “Pretty sure he went back to the Chateau” Pope answered. You gave him a confused look, “Why did he leave?” you questioned, looking between the two boys. They both looked like they were hiding something, “Guys, come on. What happened?” you asked again. They looked at each other and John B sighed, “He saw you talking to Ashton and got super pissed and left” he said. 

A million emotions ran through your body, but considering you were drunk and already annoyed with seeing your ex, the most prominent feeling you had was anger. As if JJ left you here without even saying goodbye because you were talking to your ex. You rolled your eyes and began to storm off, grabbing Pope’s drink before you got too far, “Wait, Y/n maybe you should just leave him alone for now, you’re both drunk” Sarah called out, hoping you would turn around and try to have a good time with your friends. But, of course, you didn’t listen. Any sane thought you had left your mind as you quickly drank Popes drink and threw the cup on the sand. “Should we go after her?” Kie asked everybody, but John B shook his head, “We should probably let them talk” he replied. “Yeah, JJ was pissed. He just marched off like he was on a mission or something, I’ve never seen his face so red” Pope answered. Sarah and Kie looked at each other exchanging nervous looks, “ Do you guys know something?” John B asked the girls who both remained silent, “Yeah, come on. Share with the class” Pope added on. Sarah let out a shaky breath as she began to explain how shitty your relationship with Ashton really was to the clueless boys in front of her.

Meanwhile, you were stumbling your way into the Chateau on the lookout for your boyfriend. You looked around in the living room and saw nothing, so you headed to the guest room where JJ spent most nights. You opened the door to see him sitting on the edge of the bed staring at the floor with his hands interlocked, “Hey, why did you leave me at the party like that? So not cool” you said leaning against the door frame and looking down at him. He didn’t respond. You pushed off the door frame and took a step closer to him, “Listen, if this about me talking to Ashton I can assure you I didn’t even want-” you began but he loudly interrupted you, “I saw him touching you Y/n! How the fuck am I supposed to feel when my girl goes to get a drink and is held up talking to her ex who she was in love with like 6 months ago!?” he yelled at you standing up from the bed, “I didn’t want to talk to him, he was just up there! I can’t believe you’re acting like this right now, you didn’t even talk to me, you just left, like what the fuck” you yelled back, getting in his face. He rolled his eyes, “Listen, if you wanna go and talk to your ex, be my guest alright? I don’t need this type of drama in my life! I already have enough shit to deal with, I’m not adding cheating girlfriend to the list!” he raised his voice at you. You rolled your eyes and began walking into the kitchen to grab a beer, “You see me talking to my ex one fucking time and all the sudden I’m cheating? Really?!” you yelled while opening the fridge. You grabbed a beer and immediately began drinking it. You turned around to find JJ right behind you, “What am I supposed to think Y/n?! He grabbed your hand and was smiling and laughing!” JJ was screaming at this point, throwing his arms up in the air and clearly getting more frustrated. 

In the back of your head, you didn’t want to be arguing with him right now. You love JJ more than you’ve ever loved anybody, you knew he was the one for you. But after seeing your ex tonight, combined with all of the alcohol in your system, you couldn’t help but be angry. You’ve always had kind of an anger issue, which is why arguments between you and Ashton always led to him becoming violent. When you get angry you just don’t know how to shut up. 

You just stared back at him, he was so close you could feel his warm breath against your face. You took another swig of beer, “I don’t wanna talk about this anymore, if you’re just gonna be a jerk and yell at me I’m going home” you said walking away from him, “Yeah, I’ve heard that before” JJ mumbled. You turned back around and looked at him, “What?” you asked, crossing your arms. He looked down at you, “Just admit you still have feelings for him! That’s why every time we bring him up you get all flustered and quiet!” JJ raised his voice at you again, “Or maybe you just like the attention everybody gives you because he treats you like shit, but whatever it is, I’m done with it” he said moving closer to you, getting right in your face. You tried your best not to let your jaw drop but you knew the look on your face gave away how hurt you were by his words. More than anybody, JJ helped you through your breakup with Ashton. He was there for you when you cried over him, and he knew how difficult it was to get away from him. So for him to be using it against you right now took you by complete surprise. You took in a shaky breath and looked him right in the eyes, “Fuck you, JJ” you said almost in a whisper and turned around to walk out of the Chateau, but before you could get too far he grabbed your wrist to stop you, the same wrist Ashton had left bruises on not 30 minutes ago. You winced in pain and quickly pulled out of his grasp. The look of anger on your boyfriends face immediately dropped when he saw you wince, replaced by a look of concern, “Wha- what happened to your arm?” he asked, but you didn't answer. You just held on to your wrist quietly. You could feel the tears welling up in your eyes and you knew you had to go home before you began sobbing, “I talked with Ashton, that’s what happened” was the last thing you said before you walked out of the Chateau, ignoring JJ calling for you to come back. You started running, just needing to clear your head. When you finally found your way home, your legs felt like they were on fire and you were exhausted. You laid down in your bed, your body tired and in need of sleep but your mind wouldn’t let you. You replayed the night in your head on a loop trying to figure out how you let your argument with JJ get so intense, and if there was going to be a way to fix it...