#anon.txts

[soul-spoken]

i dont feel like a person,,

so dissociated and messy, i wanna curl up and go away but i cant and idk why

i know thinking this stuff is going against what was talked about, i know its probably dumb and i should stop but. i cant help it, not alone- but asking for help is exactly what i dont wanna do,

i need to do more for myself, i think

i need to be more independent,, more on my own and. not be so reliant on others

im 18 and i should try more,, i should be better at being my own person. i cant be such a dependent accessory all the time,

i dont feel like a person, i dont feel real

im barely an adult,,

i was told, professionally.. to stay away from being alone and doing stuff alone, but i don't wanna keep being this way, doing this to people. even if they say it's fine i know it can be so much, i dont wanna be that

i need to be better,

i wanna isolate and stay away, maybe they wont notice and maybe i can fix this before they do eventually catch on

i dont wanna be this, i wanna be good for people i love

[suenitos]

THE MASCOT HAS A BEANIE ON 😭😭😭😭

THATS SO FUCKING CUTE OMGGG TOT

[purpleglitch]

that clip of spreen laughing at dream during one of his minecraft events and dream going “no jajaja!!” 😞😞😞

YEAHH 😭😭😭💕💕 THE SILLIES I MISS THEM

[yumiis]

Alastor with a reader having anxiety/panic attacks? I've been having some ✨severe✨ panic attacks lately from my CPTSD so this would bring me so much comfort to read if this is something you're comfortable writing for! P.S I love that you include him using Creole terms of endearment-it really adds so much!

aah thank you so much! i'm glad you enjoy my work:))

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ。 flawed ; alastor x reader

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genre/type; comfort, blurb

Alastor was the first one you confided in about your CPTSD. It was something that stuck with you even in death, which you absolutely despised, because of course, CPTSD is hell, and you're in hell. How fitting.

You explained what happened in your life, telling Alastor how you died and what you'd endured. He listened with a wide smile, his eyes glossed over with concern for you. "Oh, sha, I'm awfully sorry for everything you've gone through! However, I'd say you've got quite a strong support system, don't you think?" He smiled wide, his body language showing he was genuine. You smiled at him warmly, "You're right. Thank you, Al."

A couple weeks later is when Alastor found you in the midst of a panic attack. He'd never felt more sympathy for someone in hell. "Shit!" He gasped, his static-y voice layover gone for a moment. You were cradled on the floor of your bedroom, knees stuck to your chest as you heaved and cried loudly.

"My dear?" He bent down to your face, the tip of his staff right by his face. "Can you hear me?" He gently asked, not touching you yet. You shivered as you let out a breathy groan, murmuring a small 'yes' to him.

"Good! May I sit next to you?" You shakily nodded, your body rocking back and forth. "I.." You tried to speak, feeling his elbow touch yours.

"Bebe, you've got to breathe. Think about your breathing, focus on it. For me, please." He spoke gently, the static somehow comforting in a way. His transatlantic accent always helped, it reminded you of your life on Earth.

After a while of Alastor whispering sweet reassurances into your ear, you found your way with your head in his lap. You stared at the ceiling, your face blank.

"You know, you aren't.. flawed, in any way for having these attacks, darling." He looked down at you, his thumb rubbing against your forehead as his hand rested on your head. "All of us here care for you in ways you simply couldn't imagine."

[rickybaby]

old daniel vid?

https://vt.tiktok.com/ZSFqCk9pY/

You don't understand just how much you sharing this video brought me back to that moment last year. Knowing that he went back home to celebrate his birthday for probably the first time since he was 17 just before this. That he himself would say I did a young driver's test for Red Bull at Silverstone 10 years ago that got me the Red Bull seat. I know what I need to do. That maybe going into that weekend last year, he was thinking of the time when he'd just turned 22, sitting around the table in his tiny Milton Keynes apartment with his parents and getting the call for his Formula One debut.

And then he showed up for this charity event and he had his old press person next to him for it. And a few days later, Red Bull would drag Simon Rennie from the darkness of the factory corridors just so that he could be Daniel's engineer for the seven laps that would put Daniel back in an F1 car ...

And when I'm back in Chicago, I feel it Another version of me, I was in it Oh, I wave goodbye to the end of beginning

[genderparfait]

Y’all trans men are just mad because your genitals are disgusting and no one is happy with your mid dick game get the fuck out of our community y’all are a plague and you’ll do the world good if you detrans. Maybe it’s because I’m a trans woman but a lot of us hate you just so you know.

what a normal and well adjusted thing to say to a seventeen year old! consider seeking a therapist for your deeply set anger :)

[writers-ex]

prisoner gp ryujin fuvking innocent officer reader (let's pretend they're in like solitary confinement so no one sees shit)

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

like being literally fucked stupid by ryujin as she smirks pressing your body against the bars with your hands cuffed above your head, your clothes ripped apart as she rails you from behind making you call her daddy as she makes your insides all mixed up from the sheer speed and power of her thrusts IM DYING MY MIND IS DEAD I NEED SOMEONE TO WRITE THIS RN AJSDLKFJLDAJKFSLFJSKLF

[thecultofcupid]

not to talk about syscourse on main, but endogenic systems using the systempunk tag when it is SPECIFICALLY for traumagenic systems to use is so exhausting. obligatory "we are endo-neutral, we don't care if you identify as an endo system, it's none of our business and we have better things to spend our energy on" but is it too much to ask for a traumagenic-only space? our experiences are inherently different and sure, some endo systems have trauma, i hear that, but you say yourselves that your systems aren't formed from trauma. so why is it such a big deal when we want to have our own spaces for systems that ARE formed from trauma? WHY is that such a big deal??

[ithrowshoesatconservatives]

happy tornado siren wednesday to those who celebrate it

[miguel-owhora]

Idk why but I'm thinking of Miguel on the kitchen island with nothing but a Santa hat on. White frosting from the cookies you'd be baking with him on his torse —like you're doing body shots— and you lick him up while the sent of gingerbread's in the air. 🎄❄️⛄

nah thats with peter b. fucking smother his tits n ass n pussy w icing n lick that shit off him. peter b. who spreads his legs wide open to show you his fat hairy pussy n dangles a mistletoe. he's all smug n flustered n says 'well, looks like you gotta give me a kiss now' n u play along n ur all like 'looks like i have to, damn' and fucking eat him out like you're a starving man

[suenitos]

do you have the clip of dream grabbing onto george’s legs during the vidcon merch booth promo?

dteam kittens fighting

[purpleglitch]

Im facinated by how the hispanic ccs love sapnap like it's so cute aww

THAT'S THEIR BABY!!!!! Honorary latino 🙏🙏 there is a clip of spreen, conter and shadoune talking about how sapnap is always very chill in mc events and how other gringos don't like him (who remembers house of nightmares drama), and spreen said he doesn't understand some discourse from the english community because he's friends with everyone (dteam crumbs idc)

[yumiis]

meeting schlatt for the first time irl and he’s already always regarded you as the sweetest, and he can’t help but grow even more infatuated with you when he realizes that you bought new toys and some treats for jambo and [redacted]

this is so cute it almost brought tears to my eyes no shit

｡ﾟﾟ･｡･ﾟﾟ｡ ﾟ。 for the boys ; schlatt

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genre; fluff/comfort

type; blurb

read below!

This was your first time meeting Jay in person, and you weren't gonna lie to yourself, you were a little scared. You know he said there was nothing to worry about, but you were worrying. You decided to stop at a pet store on the way to buy the cats some toys and treats. You bought Jambo a little pickle kicker toy, a new cat tunnel, and some crunchy treats. You bought his other cat, who he still refused to tell you the name of, some chewy treats and a kicker shaped like a fish.

You pulled up to his house, grabbing your bags and such from your car. You knocked on his door, bags in hand, waiting for him to answer the door. He smiled, opening the door wide. "Y/n! You're here!" You smiled, "I am! It's nice to finally see you in person," You paused, looking around behind him. Wow, he's got a nice place. "Can I come in?" He quickly nodded, moving out your way.

You placed your bags down, but keeping the pet store bag in your hands. "I bought the boys some stuff!" You smiled, removing the toys and treats from the bag. "I hope that's okay?" He nodded, "Of course that's okay. You didn't have to do that, y'know." You shrugged, "Well, I want 'em to be on my good side." Jay smiled, becoming even more infatuated with you. You were always so nice to him, and now you're even nicer by buying his cats goodies. He couldn't have asked for anyone nicer to be.. friends.. with.

Maybe eventually you'll be more.

[rickybaby]

why cash money bitches??

because uncle Daniel is going to drive real fast this season

[nightmareevara]

I giggle when I think about him and I cuddling. Crying in his arms on a day when I'm feeling particularly melancholy. Hearing him whisper how much he loves me and that I'm okay. Me knowing he's right there and will always be. He always makes me feel like I'm not completely alone. <3

People in love are my favorite istg you guys make me believe everything will be okay. Yep, love exist in this world and love is worth it. <3

[writers-ex]

yn falling asleep at a sleep over w gp!itzy and waking up to them fucking/playing w her

:,) ahhhhh to be gangbanged by gp!itzy.... the dream

it was supposed to be your regular sleepover with everyone having fun and giggling themselves to sleep when you wish the girls' good night and throughout the night feel yourself getting all hot and bothered having a wet dream of something going inside you as you clutch your pillow, a tug at your nipples wakes you up and you find yourself being held by yuna who's kissing your neck while chaeryeong pumps in and out of you as yeji and lia work on your boobs and before you could speak ryujin stuffs her cock in you making your mind turn into mush as your body relives that wet fantasy all over again while the sun begins to rise <3