so my general paranoia has always been pretty bad (hi ocd) but I thought it was more manageable the past few years as I've matured and gotten better at catching myself before I spiral, but recently (as in the past three weeks or so) it's been so bad that I do things impulsively as I'm spiralling without even realising it and it's been negatively affecting the way I perceive how friends think of me which I do NOT want to start happening again because that sucked. Idk why it's happening but I'd be grateful for any advice idrk what else to say about it.
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also i have to say there's smth consistently eye-rolly about the idea of going "oh you can't blame me for leaving her there !! i thought they were good people !! i didn't think they would do anything bad to her !!! that's why i left her there i thought she was safe !!!" as if "they" even broke that trust. according to literally all accounts the incident in question happened before you left and nothing progressed further after you were gone. accusing "them" of being horrible nasty people when again, the only wrongdoing alleged at all was on the part of one of them ???? like you can just say that while drunk you didn't make the right judgement call and once you woke up sober you checked in with your friend because thinking back you were worried abt her comfort levels without crying wolf about how you simultaneously "thought they were good safe people" and they took advantage of that after you left (by doing nothing after you left, because the whole incident being described here happened with you in the room) and also knew she was uncomfortable which is why you checked on her immediately (which is somehow being used to blame two people who had zero access to the texts asking her if she was comfortable at all and therefore made the assumptions that she was comfortable based on what they themselves saw)
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Me thinks Ragatha would pick up origami :) to pass the time! And maybe her favorite are roses and she'd offer some to Pomni to make her feel more welcome! Maybe those roses are still lying around in Pomni's room? 🤔
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At Serena before a night out and Makoto's not really sure how to do make-up, it’s just not something she’s ever done before so Majima’s like dont worry girl I got you covered, cut to Makoto walking out with the bluest eye shadow, the pinkest blush and the reddest lips and Majima just thinks she looks beautiful and Makoto’s not sure so she asks Kiryu and Kiryus like :) You look really nice and classy :) meanwhile Nishiki’s in the corner trying not to hyperventilate and cry
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