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by the way. Ouch.
#yo it's d :)#this is about dracula#btw#OWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!!!!#MINA MY LOVE IM SO SORRY :(#‘unclean’ … no!!!!!! wrong !!!!!#also renfield. JACK YOU BITCHASS . he begged you on his hands and knees. and you dismiss him. because he’s ‘mad’. OOH BITCH.#like i get distrusting him considering the homicide attempt. but if you could TELL there was a difference between this and other times…#anyway. my heart bleeds.#and specifically wrt re:dracula… the song? fucked up. so fucked up that i laughed.#after experiencing this entry for the first time: i Laughed#nasty nasty work#(brilliant)
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#this is a cry for help please i have loved this clown for over a decade#When Bruce says “I can fix him” I completely understand & not bc I want to fix him#but bc despite all the atrocities he has committed you can't help but feel compassion for him#Joker constantly struggles to not let himself be seen vulnerable but when he does oh God it breaks my heart#I wouldn't know what to do if I were aware that I'm being doomed by the narrative & i had no escape even in death#to have a fate as tragic as being forced to become a myth#a monster who abandons all traces of humanity to make sure that someone else never abandons his#A lonely man who lives in a world of the dead and must do as much harm as possible to the only living person before his eyes#After all horror and obsession leads backs to love. oh god imagine loving as much as he does#Love as something twisted as a source of tragedy and death as an addiction a wound that never stops bleeding and hurts more every day#All you want is to be free#But someone else is holding on to you and will never let u go bcz he is afraid of being alone#and without you the weight of the world he carries on his shoulders would kill him he needs u as much as u need him#both are going to drown together#anyways hahaha i luv this stupid clown#joker#the joker#batjokes#bcz i got carried away writing the tags :p
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desperate for a deeper connection
#oftentimes when i talk to new people i genuinely feel like my heart is bleeding because i feel like i am being so obvious#with my desire to love#like im tired of trying to hide how desperately i want to love and be loved#im wearing my heart on my sleeve#and i feel like im holding an entire firecracker in my chest#im so quick to love#so quick to fall in love with others#its just a constant shooting star in my chest#waiting to be unleashed#anyway i hope this resonates with others#my art#love#connection#relationship#art
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#bellamyblakeedit#the100edit#bellarkeedit#bellaarke#the100daily#userkrislulu#usertimlucy#userleila#i can talk a lot about how this goes from blue to yellow#or how he exists the darkness (aka the blue) and comes back to the light (aka the yellow) but he does so#completely and utterly alone and broken in pieces#his heart bleeding#that's why i included the last gif where he watches her go#he takes a deep breath and goes back inside the ark (in the darkness of the metal walls) on his own and she heads to the forest#the other darkness (by herself) they only get a minute in the sun together#to tell each other how they feel and then they part ways each with their own anger to themselves and to each other but marching on alone#anyway sorry about that#my gifs
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i do a light chuckle once i remember hofmann and semmelweis are friends but then i remember semmelweis and marcus' suitcase interaction where they talk about her and i am once again inconsolable about this old woman's death
#reverse 1999#semmelweis#greta hofmann#certified storm moments#i miss hofmann so bad i know ill start sobbing when someone brings her up again in chapter 7#r1999 shitpost#i still think their canon ages are bullshit and theyre both older than canon in my head but yeah semmelweis is half hofmann's age (19 to 38#bluepoch i prommy you won't start profusely bleeding income if you make a character older than their mid twenties. i promise you that#nothing more but hofweis rambling after this you have been warned#anyways you mightve seen me here or there mention that i ship these two and. yes the age gap is a central theme to how i percieve them#semmelweis lived the dream (see how i say this in past tense) she bagged that old woman </3#the inherent angst of your partner being so much younger than you and close to death thanks to a terminal illness yet in the end#its actually you that dies first. and she ends up finding a cure to illness and ending up immortal. something something 'i will never see#how old age looks on you. you are breaking my heart.' and how it applies to both of their perspective towards the other#one went to vienna to (unknowingly) die and the other went there to live#koshka-sova said it best its a pair that dances round life and death. and can't forget about the inherent workplace yuri#also its funny thinking of marcus unwittingly finding out through either her arcane skill or some other method her mentor's coworker-friend#got it on with her. like i think the two start bonding because of hofmann but then one day marcus approaches her with haunted eyes and#shakily goes 'd...did you. did you and madam hofmann..? my arcane skill said. that you and. did you two......?'
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WE PLAY THE SAME KEYS AT DIFFERENT TIMES — r. kaji.
cw: 18+ mdni, f! reader, car sex, spit. wc: 0.8k a/n: unedited. thought about him on my drive home. enjoy.
You and Kaji can’t ever just listen to music in the car together.
He really never intended for it to be like this at first— but once it happened the first time, it’s all he could think of the next time he got in his car. It’s the same every time; inviting you for a ride to listen to a tune that’s stuck in his head, one he claims he can’t get rid of until he hears it again. But with him, it can never just be one song. There are too many that make him think of you these days, despite his best efforts to press skip on those in particular.
He drives around until night falls, and you’ve both shared everything you’ve had on repeat this week. As he pulls onto the highway, the low vibration of his car picking up speed thrums against your thighs, much like the guitar blaring through his speakers. The low light of the city falls on his hands as he steers with practiced motion, heel of his palm flat against the leather. Warm yellow light trails along the veins on his arms, dragging your gaze wherever it touches. It highlights the rim of his features for a split second, long enough to see the way he side eyes you.
He lets out a huff, leaning back against the headrest to hide in the dark, though it’s futile. As he whirrs past the overheads, the light guides your gaze to his thighs, spread lazily even with one foot on the gas, and up, up, up to…oh. It’s only a second that you see it before light rushes past, and you wait on the next street light to illuminate him. It takes its time, stretching slowly over the same path, fingertips to forearms to biceps. A flit of your eyes down, and the car leers onto the exit ramp, light changing its course and missing the bulge of his cock entirely.
The both of you huff for different reasons, you in disappointment, and him in relief. Not that you can hear each other over the music, anyway.
You spend the rest of the ride bopping your head along and picking up your phone to add songs you like to your own playlist. He’s grateful that there aren’t as many street lamps on the route to your place, so you miss the poorly hidden smirk that plays on his lips.
Pulling into your driveway, he thumbs at his wheel to turn the music down just as that one song comes on. The one you fucked to the first time he did this; the reason he keeps inviting you to do this. He pauses, sighing, and turns it back up again. You tense, thighs crossing as you hear the click of his seatbelt and squeak of the leather as he reaches over to click yours, too.
Kaji’s breath always comes out ragged— grits his teeth and hisses through them even as his chest heaves for more oxygen. He’s got you bouncing on his cock in his backseat, guiding you to some extent, rough grip on your hips because he really can’t find it in himself to be gentle. Not when you move so perfectly you hit every goddamn beat.
You’re the perfect melody to him— he has half a mind to lean forward and turn the music down in favor of the sound of you. Ass clapping against his thighs, wet squelching from between yours, breathy moans and gasps and keens. He wishes he could isolate every salacious layer of sound— to savor it, ingrain it into his memory to replay over and over.
The beat of the song slows, just before he knows it’ll build up again. He takes the break to wrap an arm around your waist, effectively slowing the motion of your hips. You whine as he forces you to grind your clit against him, and he hums, captivated.
Using his free hand, he twirls his fingers through your hair, wrapping the strands around to get enough hold to pull you forward, the abruptness ripping a gasp from you. Perfect. Twisting his lips up, he tilts his head forward, letting a glob of spit travel past his lips and drip down onto your awaiting tongue as he plants his feet firm on the ground. With all the leverage in the world, he bucks his hips up into you as the beat picks up again, the heavy weight of his thrusts knocking the air from your lungs.
It gets hard to move when you squeeze around him, ticks him off that you’re slowing down his rhythm. He just wants to give you what you deserve and you’re always holding him back with that fucking grip of yours. At least, he thinks, you’re giving him a chance to readjust his hips, so he can hit that spongey spot inside you until the song closes out, until all that’s left is the sound of your shared panting.
#kaji ren x reader#kaji x reader#windbreaker x reader#btw you're the tune stuck in his head. if that shit wasnt obvious#him listening to rock music in canon is sooooo yummy to me#i love fucking men who have my taste in music#anyway#if anyone is interested in the song i had in mind#i wanna firstly say that i'm kind of shocked that i wrote this for kaji and not endo#bc i have always heavily associated this song with endo#and is the song i used when i made the theme for this blog#um. so kind of betrayal and my heart hurts about it a little bit.#but anyway. bleed me an ocean by acid bath.#specifically#warning emo music lol#4:50-5:41 is reader bouncing on it with perfect rhythm#(and no they did not have sex for less than a minute im just talking bout the rhythm babyyyyy)#5:42-5:50 is the spit in reader's mouth#and then the rest is him jackhammering!!!!!!#:)#love u all.#in memoriam — ♱#haunts — kaji ♱
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Angry and scruffy
#Figuring him out. He's fucking hard to draw!!! But I wanna draw him w his powers#And I also wanna draw him and homelander 👀#Tbh mate I'd be angry all the time if my hair was that much of a mess too#As a brit I can say Karl Urbans accent is hilarious to me and my whole family we find it endearingly bad#At least it isn't American bleeding through that sounds worse. He gets a pass to sound like Michael Caine sometimes I think. I'll let him.#Anyway by the way I love him. I love Billy Butcher with all my stupid gay heart. Don't even doubt that#The boys#the boys amazon#The boys butcher#Billy Butcher#William butcher#fan art#art#sketch#character art
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..Nothing at all?
#my art#chilaios#tragedy au#hey hey hi come into this cave with me. It’s safe don’t worry. Yeah Idk the way out why do you ask. No no don’t run you’re here now#dungeon meshi#laichil#dunmeshi#chilchuck tims#laios touden#laios#chilchuck#hey also there’s a broken heart looking thing here and yeah that’s not an accident I’m a little creature who likes stuffing stupid symbolis#in. yeah#ALTHOUGH. Now thinking. If you really think about it. If you extend meanings. If you ponder. If you know the context and if you connect the#heartbeat headcannon then it can be a little. A little thing into the au part of this#haha. Lies facedown and bleeds#actually I was undecided if the au part was when Chilchuck begs Laios to believe him that he’s <BEEP> or some later point when Laios’s back#& <WILHELM SCREAM>#probably the first one though. so …….#HAHa ANYWAY. Have fun with this. Or don’t. Idk if you got here by the main tag or by chilaios or what#But yeah#Yipee cartwheels away back into the trench#oh and#id in alt text#I don’t think I’m forgetting any tags so off you go little page of pain
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just tried to be kind
#art#digital art#blood#eye strain ?#NOT A VENT ART IM DOING FINE#it's been on my to draw list for months and idk abt the execution but maybe ill revisit it sometime#originally the text was gonna be bleeding heart hippie but i don't know if ive actually heard people say that very much#anyway here's to everyone who's had their kindness and good faith turned into a dagger against them#description in alt text
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hey has anyone drawn Falin (specifically Chimera Falin) as a Luzon Bleeding-Heart Dove? because if not, I feel like that's a major missed opportunity
like it's literally the "corporate needs you to find the difference between these two pictures" meme
#anyways Falin is an adorable little dove#thank you for coming to my ted talk#but seriously if someone wanted to draw her as one of these birds i would love you so much#delicious in dungeon#dungeon meshi#falin touden#chimera falin#falin dungeon meshi#dunmeshi#dragon falin#dungeon meshi spoilers#falin my beautiful monstrous wife#blood tw#luzon bleeding heart#bleeding heart dove#fanart inspo
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Y'all ever think about how Harry would describe his own skills? Since in canon, they're never referred to directly by their names. Here's some random thoughts:
Intellect
Logic: Common Sense; Puzzlehead; The One Who Draws My Conclusions
Encyclopedia: The Book Brain; The Worldy University; The Footnotes In My Mind
Rhetoric: Nuance; Goldenmouth; The One Who Speaks In Gold
Drama: The Thespian; The Muse; The Method Actor
Conceptualization: The Wordsmith; The Textured Brush; The Hand Which Writes My Poetry
Visual Calculus: The Numbers; The Calculator; The Mathematician
Psyche
Volition: The Crown; The King; The Lord Of My Impulse
Inland Empire: The Dreamer; Inland Empire; The Root Of My Psyche
Empathy: The Bleeding Heart; The Lover; The One Who Resonates With Others
Authority: The Captain; Toxic Masculinity; Make Papa Proud
Esprit de Corps: The Bröderbond; The Blue Radio Static; The Spirit Of Mine Loyalty
Suggestion: The Tempter; The Planted Seed; The One Who Plays Along
Physique
Endurance: The Heart; The Lungs; Determination Made Flesh
Pain Threshold: My Punctured Flesh; My Mental Anguish; Know Thy Limits
Physical Instrument: The Coach; The Throne; The Instrument Of My Body
Electrochemistry: The Urge; The Impulse; My Starving Dopamine Receptors
Shivers: The Beloved City; The Streets; La Revacholiere In Her Entirety
Half Light: The Fight; The Flight; The Impulse To Survive
Motorics
Hand/Eye Coordination: The Aim; The Trigger; That Which Holds My Hand Steady
Perception: My Eyes; My Nose; That Which Lets Me See The World At Its Most Fundamental
Reaction Speed: Reaction Without Thought; The Hastened Instinct; The Pen That Drops From My Desk—I Catch It Before It Falls
Savoir Faire: My Style; My Disco; That Which Guides My Feet. Savvy.
Interfacing: My Hands; My Mechanical Desires; That Which Makes Me Tinker
Composure: My Spine; My Level Head; Face It Like A Champion
The Sum Of My Parts
Ancient Reptilian Brain: The Ancient Dread
Limbic System: The Primal Instinct
#disco elysium#harry du bois#disco elysium skills#anyway this is just something i've been thinking about#do you ever wonder how harry might have explained his skills before the game#because i do#i imagine he'd make a list and it'd look something like this#the list of names and trying to determine what the actual root of the skill is#like 'my starving dopemine receptors. that which drives me to follow my impulses. what do i call you'#'aha--you are my body's sense of electrochemistry'#shivers is more like 'every time the city speaks to me it fills my body with shivers#'so i will associate that feeling with that aspect of myself'#anyway. i still don't really think he refers to these parts of himself as the actual skill names for the most part#but it's good to have a label to refer to. makes things feel neat and organized where they really aren't#btw as i come across more in-canon references/names to the skills i will change/adjust this lmao#me adding in 'bleeding heart' to empathy
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I’m weird and dumb but boy it makes me so bittersweetly satisfied to know that they ALL are fully vividly viscerally recalling what it was like the first time they (as Vax and the girls) went to the Raven’s Crest temple and he swam in blood. like the fact that that lives rent-free in their heads makes me feel appeased (since it lives ever rent-freer in mine)
#that campaign bleed though#the raven queen#c3e109#spoilers#critical role#the duskmaven#lieve'tel toluse#raven’s crest#vax’ildan#laudna#bah my heart#just how Liam really fighting being vax rn#and everybody is right there#also that they’re thick into tlovm#and had to animate all of it#anyway#good#what is dead may never die#(they say)#cr spoilers#campaign 3#campaign 1#bells hells#vox machina
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Lil Pootis gets introduced to a new friend!! Courier Dove (Edit: The Coorier!) reporting for duty! He LOVES his job, snacks and stamps!!!!
His job and snacking might overlap sometimes,,,,Sorry Lil Pootis.
#lil pootis#idk a clever name for courier pidge#he is a bleeding heart pigeon/dove !#idk which one it is dove or pigeon ive heard both#tf2 ocs#tf2 pootis#tf2 courier#tf2 oc#tf2#my oc#my art#tf2 lil pootis#was fun designing them. they got like a heart theme going on obv#anyways if anyone has better names#bleeding heart dove#tf2 oc art
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the culmination of 10~ hours of work. a GUY
also the failures
#heart art!#adventure forward#af2#cyalm#im so sad that roblox doesnt like transparent textures. i liked how those feathers came out#maybe i'll add them back later. but i've been working on this for like 3 days and i just wanna show it off at this point#also maybe put more details in the textures.#i learned a valuable lesson: block benchhhh Bad with Textures#i think making the og textures was like 3ish hours. and then i had to remake them in blender bc the Texture Bleed.#anyways. i think this turned out good for my first time doin smthin like this. learned somethings. and i would def like to make. More.#esp since this model doesnt work the best lol#(he tried usingit as a starter character and he was only legs)#anyways. yay !!! bye
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LOVE OR DIE 2024 CRAVITY
#cravity#ultkpopnetwork#malegroupsnet#kpopccc#flash tw#*mgif#me making these: wow i cant see anything#anyway#MY HEART IS STILL BLEEDING (korean) LOVE OR DIE !!
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You look back after a moment and give a slight smile, reaching your hand up to Springtrap’s face. There’s clicking within his body as his eyes snap to your approaching hand, searching it as he straightens in uncertainty. Your hand still reaches his chin, however, and his look suddenly softens. He peers away from you at the floor as, with a mechanical shift, his body relaxes a bit, his face pressing ever so slightly more into your hand.
The rims along the underside of the suit pieces were the most damaged with time. The hairs that were there were short, but the wear created a smoother grain, a more silken-suede feel than any bare spots on the rest of the suit. The rim of his chin gradually shifted from the normal synthetic furred texture at the edges of the jaw to this smoother feel at the the center, which made it nice to pass up and down.
You look up from where you had been tracing his face to see his eyes lightly close. Your movement slows for a few more brushes from the outside in until falling still at the point of his chin. You hold your hand there, your thumb shifting up to rub below his lip.
It remains until you give a weighted breath, and it begins to drop.
“Wait,” he quickly starts as his eyes click open, one hand suddenly moving up to your arm. It hovers there for a moment, seeming hesitant to grab your wrist, before steadily settling further down your arm, each finger lightly placed after the other. “Can you… leave it there?”
There’s a second of silence as your eyes meet his tired gaze. You look back at his chin as you slowly reach up to his face once again.
His heavy head moves to meet you this time, forcing your hand down a bit, his eyes closing tightly now and his ears making a light “clink” as they droop. You move your other arm up and cup his face in both palms. His one hand shifts up towards your wrist, the second gently wrapping around your other wrist. He gradually tilts his head down, pressing further. His eyes open to a slit for a moment before slowly closing again.
His comforted sigh rumbles through your hands.
-heartbeat anon I will remain anon :)c
SCREAMS YOUKK JHFIUFKFKETHER FUCKLDILFNKER UI KNOW WHO YOY ARE!!!!!!!!!!! I CAN SMELL YOU!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU HYOUOUOUOYOUOYOUOYOYOYOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU
*coughs* @skeletoninthemelonland hey bro this is so cool check this out
#casually tags starbs#anyways#IM#spacie splains#I KNOW WHO YOU ARE FUCKER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1#OH OH MY FUCKING GOD.#MY HEART IS MELTING I DONT THINGKFD THATS HEALTHY#IM GONNA VOMIT BLOOD#SCREAMS#CLAWS AT THE FLOOR#RIPS MY SHEETS APART#BITES MY FUCKING KNUCKLES TILL THEY BLEED#HIOW THE FUCKING HELL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#THE. THE TEXTURE. SENSORY. OHH IM WEAK FOR THE SENSORY#IM MAKING UNHOLY NOISES#GRUNTING LIKE A CAVEMAN#I#I HAFTA GET UP AND PACE#WHAT THE HELL#MY FACE IS. SO RED RN HOLY SHUT. HOYMSUHTINFUCING SHIT.#POINTS AT YOU#YOUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU#BLEEDS FROM MY EYES#GONNA BE THINKING ABT THIS ALL DAY#ALL THROUGHT THIS WEEK 2#HES SO PRECIOUS.....*COUGHS UP BLOOD* SO BABYGIRL.........#THIS IS SICK. ITS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO FUCKING SICK#IM. IM NOT WELL...............NO IM NOT WELL AT ALL...
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