#anyways imma try to take a nap

[mitchievousness]

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[cherry-bomb-ships]

God such a shame that timeline-wise it wouldn't make much sense for my s/i to be in the PPG movie because I am thinking so hard abt it right now

[spidermans-l-o-v-e-r]

Slow and Steady

Pairing: Eddie Diaz x Reader

Word count: 2.2k

Notes: This was requested twice, once with Buck and once with Eddie and imma do both lmao

P. S: YEAH SORRY I DIED BEFORE FINISHING THIS

“Oh my god Eddie!” You toss your book down, get up from the couch, and run over to the door where Buck is helping him walk in 

“What happened??” 

“Trust me! It’s way better than it looks!” Buck tries to reassure you as he guides Eddie to the bedroom, you rush ahead of them and push the covers back and he dumps Eddie on the bed, Eddie rolls over with his face planted in the blankets and giggles 

He actually giggles 

“Buck?!” You gesture to your boyfriend on the bed and he sighs 

“Okay. Don’t freak out” 

“It’s a bit late for that!” You cross your arms and Eddie reaches out for you 

“You’re so pretty when you’re mad” he sighs dreamily and you nod your head

“Thank you, baby, Evan?” 

“Damn she said your name” he rolls back over and Buck rolls his eyes 

“He uh- well he kinda fell off the ladder at work and-“

“He what?!”

“That lady was not very nice” Eddie pouts and you pinch the bridge of your nose 

“It wasn’t that bad of a fall I swear!! Just you know uh twobruisedribsandapossiblefractureinhisarm. Anyway I have to go back now so-“

“Evan Buckley!” 

He literally runs from the room as you’re left spluttering, Eddie is currently trying to yank his shirt off his head but he just knocks himself over 

“I left his discharge papers on the table I love you guys I’ll be back after my shift bye!!” You hear the front door slam and you stomp your foot 

“Buck!!”

“I don’t think he’s coming back” 

You turn to Eddie who’s got his shirt wrapped around his face and his pants halfway off 

“Yeah I don’t think so either”

After getting Eddie to just sit still you manage to go back to the dining room for the discharge papers. He’s got two bruised ribs and a fracture in his arm that they’ve put a cast on. He’s been given enough meds to knock out an elephant and after a round of being absolutely fruit loops, he should pass out. He’s also got a bottle of more painkillers to be administered every 6 to 8 hours depending on the pain 

“Well, at least he’s not dead” 

“Who’s not dead” Eddie is standing in the doorway or rather slumped against the wall about to fall over 

“Eddie!! You promised you’d stay in bed!” You gently put your arm around his waist and guide him back to bed and he whines

“I tried!! I promise I tried, but I just- I missed you” 

“You missed me huh?” You kiss his nose and he nuzzles against your hand stroking his hair 

“Come take a nap with me?” 

You sigh as he shuffles over and pats the spot next to him. You crawl into bed and pull the covers over you both and he lays his head on your chest, wrapping his arm carefully around you 

“Man I see why you like this” He purrs and you giggle, running your fingers through his hair 

“Shut up and go to sleep” 

“Mmm yes ma’am”

“How are you feeling?” You ask quietly as you come into the bedroom and Eddie looks over at you, grimacing a little 

“Okay I spose… fuck this hurts” He holds his side and you come over and put your hand on his forehead, smoothing his hair back slowly 

After he’d fallen asleep you waited for a bit before getting out of bed and getting things cleaned up a bit. You made yourself lunch and got dinner prepped because you weren’t sure what dealing with medicated Eddie was going to be like but you were absolutely sure dinner wasn’t going to be easy without some help 

“I know… Do you want more meds? It’s about time to take them” 

“Maybe” he takes your hand and kisses your fingers, holding them to his chest 

“I’m sorry I scared you. I can’t remember coming in but I know it scared you” 

You smile a little “ I accept your apology… you were pretty freaking cute… kinda clingy”

He chuckles and shakes his head “I’m sorry for who I am on pain medication”

“It’s okay, I really like silly Eddie. He should come out more often” you tease and he squeezes your hand a little

“Shut it” 

You lean forward and kiss him softly “I really was worried” 

“I know… it wasn’t too bad of a fall though”

“You have two bruised ribs and a fractured arm. You’re not Superman” 

“Okay, But they could be broken. Besides, I’m your hero baby. I’m definitely Superman”

You narrow your eyes at him and he grins widely, pulling you into him more 

“Okay okay I’m kidding, sheesh” He manages to maneuver you onto his hips and you cross your arms 

“Where is this going?” 

“Oh honey, I know you can feel where this is going” He slides his hand down to your hip and you giggle and bat at his hand 

“Eddie you’re hurt. We’re not-“

“Please? I… I need you” He says it quietly and you look at him, he seems so serious right now. 

“Eddie?”

“I just need you okay? I don’t- I’m not ready to talk about it” 

“Okay” 

You pull your shirt over your head and toss it to the other side of the bed, he watches you intently as you move off of him for a second and pull off your lounge shorts. He sighs softly at the sight of your bare cunt and reaches out for you. His hand strokes down your thigh slowly in anticipation and he grins 

“Kiss me” 

You get back onto him and lean forward, putting your hands on the sides of him instead of on his chest, and kiss him slowly, his tongue finds yours battling for dominance but not having his usual desperation behind it, no it’s all slow and sensual and loving 

He wants to make love to you 

He holds your hips with one hand, sighing when his cast gets in the way of holding you like he wants to. You smirk and lay it across his chest carefully 

“You have to be careful” 

“I really don’t want to be” 

“Too bad” You reach down and pull his cock from his boxers, stroking slowly before you lean down to kiss him again. He traces the shape of you with his fingers, starting from the curve of your cheek down to your hips, His fingers trace lightly over your jawline and over your collarbone, he pulls away to breathe and instead kisses the tip of your ear, whispering how deeply his body craves yours 

“Te Quiero” 

His hand glides down your body, exploring your plush curves and teasing your nipples, you feel a shiver trail down your spine as he rolls the little nubs between his fingers, watching them harden 

“Te necesito” 

His fingers flow down to your thighs, so soft and beautiful to him. He follows the shape of them, teasingly drawing little shapes on the inside of them until he reaches the warm apex of your thighs 

“Te Amo” 

He slips a single finger inside you, touching you slowly and coating it in your slick. You’re so gentle with the way you lay your head on his chest, moaning softly into his skin. 

You squirm with anticipation as he slips another finger in, working you open at a leisurely pace. He’s in absolutely no hurry right now, no quickies in the corner of the station, no eagerly devouring your wet pussy in his backseat. He raises an eyebrow at the frustrated little huff you let out against his shoulder 

“Something the matter?” 

“Y-you’re tea-teasing” Your body is trembling against his and he loves it. Loves feeling how you’re shaking with need 

“Oh I’d have slammed you through this mattress by now if I could have” he reassures you, dipping a third finger into your soaked heat “But for now? I just want to enjoy the love of my life. Is that okay with you?”

He does pick up the pace a bit now that he’s got three fingers inside you, your body rocks on his fingers and you nod, feeling higher than he is right now 

“Uh huh, t-that’s okay” 

“Gonna ride me, baby? Gonna try and fit me all in that tight little snatch?” 

Your cheeks flush and he pulls his hand away, offering it up to you. You eagerly clean it up, staring at him the entire time. A chill runs down his spine as he stares into those pretty eyes, dark and cloudy with lust, and he knows they match his. He can feel your clit practically throbbing on his cock 

You get on your knees, your body hovering above his for a second before you line up his cock with your entrance. His eyes roll over your body and he bites his lip, admiring the way your folds glisten in the dim lighting before you sink down onto him. It takes everything in him to let you take your time, he holds your hand, squeezing lightly as you fully seat yourself back on him 

“H-holy shit” he sounds as delirious as you feel. 

“You’re tellin me” you agree, your thighs trembling as you let your head fall back gently

 “Oh my god” You’re a little hesitant at first, you’re not really sure just how much he can take. But he stares up at you like you’re his moon, and he’s seeing stars (literally in his case) and you can’t help yourself, immediately finding a smooth, sensual rhythm that doesn’t hurt him and drives both of you wild 

“Fuck just like that” Eddie’s eyes roll back as you ride him, your hips swirling in slow, deliberate circles to hit your spot over and over again because he can’t drive his hips into you like he’s so desperate to do 

He pants raggedly as he grabs your ass in his hand, squeezing your soft flesh and bouncing it in his hand 

“Goddamn baby girl” he groans in frustration, dreaming about how you look with your ass in the air and face buried in the pillows. You take his hand, putting it on your breast and he squeezes it gentler and teases your nipple 

“Wanna suck on em so badly” He mumbles and you look at him, your face is flushed and hot, your mouth open in a little “o” shape as he hits deeper and deeper with every roll of your hips, he trails his hand down your torso, grinning like the Cheshire Cat when he feels the bulge of him in you 

“Jesus I never get used to that” He strokes your soft skin, mesmerized by the slow roll of your hips, the way your body moves on top of him. How your cunt squeezes him, struggling with each bounce to take all of him in you 

“So tight for me aren’t you? Soaked like a little slut and I’m not even doing anything” 

He looks so drunk in love right now as he rubs your clit, blinking slowly up at you. He reaches out with his other arm, wincing a little before pulling you down to him and connecting your lips 

“Edd-“

“Shut up” he mumbles, his lips moving in sync with yours as his body shudders as you start to ride him faster, he can tell you’re getting just as close as he is. He cups the back of your neck as your legs spread more, sinking you down further into his cock

“You gonna cum for me baby? My good girl gonna cum all over this cock?” 

He’s always had such a way with words. You finish on him, gasping as you try your best not to jolt him too much, your body quakes as you arch your back bouncing on him just a little. He hisses in a painful pleasure kind of way as his hips meet yours anyway, cumming deep inside you. He holds you down, forcing every last drop in. 

He lets go and you fall to the side, your body jerking a little as you come down from your high. Eddie has his hand on your thigh, squeezing it gently and you pant together. 

“I love you, Corazón” 

“I love you too, Superman” 

True to his word, Buck lets himself in after his shift. Exhausted he hangs up his jacket and slips off his shoes, padding over to the fridge and grabbing the Tupperware with his name on it

“God I love that girl” He fake sniffles as he tosses it in the microwave and waits for it to heat up. He grabs a tray from the cabinet, putting a fork and napkin on it and a cold beer. He’s definitely eating dinner in bed (the guest room, aka his room) and passing the fuck out. 

“Shit shit hot” he drops the bowl on the tray and picks it all up, going back to the guest room. He stops in front of Eddie’s room, the door partially open and bumps it with his side 

“Hey, Y/N I’m-“ 

You look up at him, your mouth wrapped around Eddie’s cock, his hand on your head. You pull away from him and Eddie throws a blanket over you 

“Jesus Buck-“ 

“MY EYESSSS” 

[kairiscorner]

Feeling for some hurt/comfort or bittersweet ending with Spidernoir x Reader , married life AU. They both have a daughter, but Noir is left to take care of her himself because the reader dies pretty early either due to an accident or illness (You decide, their cruel faith is in your hands HAHA).

so Noir tries his best to stay strong for his daughter, but inside he’s a grieving mess especially when his daughter isn’t watching. SOBS 💔

RGHHHHH YOU GOT ME THINKING OF DEAR THEODOSIA FUCKKKKKK SURE I'LL WRITE IT I LOVE PAIN AND I LOVE YOU PLATONICALLY ANON 💖💖💖imma say this was noir's other canon event in a different version of the domestic family au, this isn't gonna happen to our main domestic noir though, i can't live with myself if i give him and his family this ending AAAAAAAA @thecoolerdor will rip me apart if i do that :> SO ANYWAY, I HOPE Y'ALL LIKE THIS

(reblogs are greatly appreciated, it helps get my content out there! if you guys like what you see, please reblog it too <:D)

like a flame that flickers out to soon... – domestic!spider noir angst

as every day passes, he feels even more scared, he feels even more incomplete. he can never forget the way you feebly held his hand as he gripped yours tightly, wetting your sheets with his tears as your daughter kept singing to you that lullaby you kept crooning to her when she was born. you weakly tried to sing along, correcting her every time she sang a misheard lyric, but coughing that correction out instead. you were growing weaker and weaker the longer your illness took hold of you, you couldn't hang on any longer, and neither could he.

"peter..." you muttered his name, which he immediately perked up at and tended to your call. "yes, love?" he asked you with a soft voice as you gently caressed his cheek and tried bringing the corners of your lips up to crack a smile, even if it hurt. "i love you both... so, so much..." you wheezed out as your breathing became even more labored. peter placed his hand over yours and tried smiling in spite of the tears streaking down his face, in spite of the horrible fate that awaited you, in spite of the promise that tomorrow might not come for you. "we love you, too, dearest..." he muttered as your daughter held your other hand and smiled. "i love you both so, so, so, so, so, so, so much!" she beamed as you both chuckled at her loving demeanor.

"she has your eyes..." you said as you looked at the two of them, turning your head around to look at the two of them, who were both by your sides. peter leaned over to you and kissed your temple, feeling your body getting colder and colder as your movements became gradual and laborious. "and she has... your grit..." he murmured as you glanced at the two of them and sighed, content with how your life had been so far, even during these silent, final moments of your life. you shook your head while a faint smile remained on your face. "i'm so glad... that i married you, peter..." you whispered as your daughter copied her father and kissed your cheek. "and i'm so happy... we had her..." you uttered as a couple of tears streamed down both your cheeks.

"it's enough... for this dying lover... and parent... to this beautiful, beautiful... family..."

and those were the final words you uttered. your breathing was too hard to maintain, and the heat of your body escaped you as you struggled to even blink, to even stay awake. it had happened, your life was extinguished from the world like a candle's flame that went out too soon.

peter couldn't feel his hands, he could only hear a sharp ringing sensation in his ears as he watched your peacefully sleeping body that was confined to an infinite slumber. he couldn't even make out your daughter's voice, trying to wake you up to play princesses and tea time with her. she was so young, she has no idea what kind of nap time you were having...

"honey..." peter uttered as he hunched over and covered his eyes, gripping at the sides of your bed as the ringing in his ears got even louder. your daughter looked over at peter and asked her, "daddy, why are you sad? they're only sleeping, lookie! they always get like that when sleepy, i hope they wake up later, i wanted to show them my new dolls!" "they're... they're..." peter stammered as he tried his hardest to keep his tears in and to get up, to face your fresh corpse and admit the facts straight up: his lover was gone, the parent of his child is dead.

he stumbled as he got up, but walked over to your daughter weakly as she kept talking to your lifeless body. he murmured to your daughter that the doctors will need to see you, and that they shouldn't be there for a little while. "bye-bye!" you daughter bid you a goodbye as peter whimpered softly to himself, trying to keep the tears and sobs in as all that was repeated in his mind was, 'they're gone'.

as the two of them waited outside your hospital room, your daughter's attention was captured by the little playpen the hospital had. peter tried to smile as his daughter begged to be taken there, and he obliged; he brought your daughter there, where she played with the new doll he bought her and had a little tea party with them. he sighed to himself as he walked off to your hospital room and watched as the doctors were about to move your dead body from here to the morgue. the doctors opened the door of your hospital room and rolled your carcass out. peter watched you get carried away on that stretcher, have your file removed from that bed as the nurses and doctors nodded and pat his shoulder and back with condolences and pity in their words and tone.

and it was here that his entire facade crumbled.

his knees buckled and he lost his balance, his eyes teared up relentlessly with tears, his face was red and flushed with sadness and grief that nobody could ever emulate nor understand. he sobbed and cried as he kept thinking, 'why did the universe have to steal from me again?' he whimpered and cried, slamming his clenched up fists into the ground as he screamed, screamed his grief and mourning out. he could never act like this around her, though... and he had to be there for her, all on his own. he breathed heavily and wiped the tears from his eyes as he adjusted his tear-stained glasses back on his face as he heard your daughter call for him.

he cleared his throat and tried to compose himself before coming over to tend to your daughter. "yes, sweetheart...?" he called back out to her as he got on his feet very unsteadily and trudged ahead to take care of your daughter. it would be just the two of them now... he fears he can never get used to it, but he has to at least be strong, be fortified, be unbothered... for her.

tags !! @thecoolerdor @miguelswifey04 @sabcandoit @binibinileonara @k4tsu3 @fiannee @luvstarrstruck @maxoloqy @arachnoia @thee-fantastic-mrfox @ophanimgold

[the-morningstar-family]

*floats blanket over to Ceres, wrapping it around their shoulders.* Hm. Cute.

ANYWAY. So, what's next? I'll nap later, when I'm sure everyone's fully accounted for and okay. Also, yeah. That's Al's magic on Nova. He did some fancy last minute burst when he was about to pass out the first time from magical exhaustion I believe. By the way? Lucifer should probably be in the room with him when he wakes up. He's gonna panic, and probably try to bolt. Only him though; too many people and he'll panic anyway.

Imma spread a couple drones around the perimeter and take watch; say my name if you need me! Should only take me a few hours to recharge my magic while remaining awake. *whispers under breathe* Only really need to sleep to get rid of the pesky aftereffects. Stupid exhaustion effect.

(:

Charlie stays with Nova as the little girl gets her blood transfusion. Lucifer doesn't want to take her inside, when he himself doesn't know what to expect when seeing Alastor waking up. And it's quite the sight, Cardiac leds are attached to his chest, monitoring his heartbeat, just like a blood pressure cuff on his arm. There's a little clip on his finger, a pulse Oximeter, so the Doctors can tell if his blood has enough oxygen. And of course, quite a bit of bandaging. But some measures look so agressive. Where the stab wound on the ribs was, is now a tube to help the pressure of the Lung. IV's for solutions and blood are attached to the arm without the cuff on. And there's an Nasal Cannula in his nose.

He knows it's all important. He knows ruffly what it does. But all the intellectualization can't get rid of the Lump in Lucifers throat when he hears the monitor beat ever so tentivley. The big, scary Radio Demon helpless in bed. Not even smiling. He sits beside him, gently holding his hand until he wakes Luicfer: "Oh Al. I'm so sorry." He isn't sure what exactly he's apoligizing for. For not being there? For the situation itself? For not helping him more? He doesn't really dare to entangle this in his mind, for now being content that the rise and fall of his chest is happening at all, even regularly and consistent.

[moonlight-tmd]

So i’m still working on the fanfic, tryna figure out what goes where... for now enjoy this little fluffy ficlet my brain mustered up while trying to nap. Imma upload this on ao3 when the song fic is done. 

This is set some time after the initial confession in my world, Blitz just discovered what a kiss is. X3

Blitzwing was currently walking to the hideout. Falling snow piled up on him as he threaded thru the mounds of snow on the ground. The earth's weather was going crazy lately, snow constantly falling from the sky like it was now. 

He couldn't fly or else he'd crash, he couldn't drive cuz the ground was unstable. Slowly walking to the destination was his only choice.

 He finally reached the warehouse, he opened the door a quickly hid inside. Upon entering he was greeted with a loud crash and a curse.

 Blitzwing quickly shook off the majority of the snow off of him to see what has caused such ruckus.

When he finally looked up, he was greeted with a sight of colorful decor scattered around the big room. They looked just like the ones he's seen in the city; colorful lights, silvery stars and dark leaf bundles with white and red berries. It was so pretty...

 As he looked around he finally noticed the source of the noise, it looked like Bumblebee was doing something with the fairy lights, using one of the big old metal stands in the warehouse as a ladder to reach a spot and got spooked when Blitzwing entered, causing him to slip and fall. He was currently struggling on the floor, trying to untangle himself from the pure white strings.

Blitzwing chuckled at his little hummel, going over and rescuing him from the sparkly binds.

"You're here, finally." Bee greeted, he still was a bit bitter from the fall.

"Sorry i'm late, i didn't zhink it vould take zhis long to valk here." Blitzwing set the lights aside, "Vhat were jou doing while i was gone?"

"Oh, well- i wanted to set up Christmas decoration with you, but since you weren't showing up i decided to start on my own. I was about to hang these on the ceiling when you came in." Bee gestured to the string of snowflake shaped lights he was just untangled from.

"Zhat would explain zhe crash." Blitzwing said witly.

"Oh shush." Bumblebee got up from the floor, "Anyway, i still got some stuff to hang up, wanna help me?" He asked.

"Sure" Blitz replied. He followed Bee to a crate that was placed on their makeshift coffee table. Bumblebee dug inside and pulled out various rings and bundles made of dark leaves with red and white berries, all made of plastic so it'll last longer. He never understood why Bee was partaking in human holidays, they weren't in their culture. But if it brought him joy to do something different once a stellar cycle then might as well see what's its about. "Those still need a place to go." Bee said, placing the decor on the table. 

Blitzwing pulled from the pile a small bundle of leaves with white berries, prettily tied together with a red ribbon. He brought it up and zoomed in with his monocle optic to inspect it. "Vhat is zhis?" Blitz hummed, but before he could get an answer, Bumblebee leaned in and gingerly kissed Blitzwing's cheek, like in the movies.

It took a bit for him to wake up from the surprise, he looked at Bumblebee who was smiling bashfully. "Vhat was zhat?"

"Ah, it's called a 'kiss'. Humans do this to show affection- and you were holding a mistletoe, it's a tradition to kiss the person who's under it." Bee explained, he was a bit flustered. Geez, it was such a cheesy and corny thing to do.

Blitzwing's silence was broken by his inky face appearing. He took a wreath of red and white berries and dunked it around Bee's neck. "Hey-!" Before he could protest, Blitz grabbed him by the shoulders, pulled him close- 

 The next thing Bumblebee knew was that he had a long, wet trail on his cheek.

 "Like zhis!?" Blitzwing asked happily, his long glossa hanging from his jagged intake. 

Bee blinked, "Ah- not really-" He noticed Blitz's grin flattening a little. "-But it's close enough." Blit'z grin immediately stretched audial to audial. It means he did good!

He pulled Bee in a tight hug and nuzzled his faceplate into the spot he just licked. 

Bee laughed gleefully. It might have not been the best first kiss but it was something.

[just-eyris-things]

okay eyris rambling lets fucking goooo (because i dont remember if i've said any of this before)

soto spoilers so imma put a read more riiiight here.

So I was thinking and then I did some more thinking and then I thought some more! In conclusion: I've been thinking a lot lately. About Eyris.

Honestly, SotO fucking sucks for her.

All your friends and family are either dead or have left you because they have their own lives (and that's okay!!). Your girlfriend kinda disappeared without a world so I guess she dumped you. Your dragon child went for a long-ass nap, your life-long mission that you've tried so hard to avoid for most of your life is finally over and in theory you finally have what you've always wanted: freedom. There is no more Wyld Hunt, no more lose threads to pick up on. Your mission is over and you can rest peacefully in a shadow of a tree with a book in one hand and Elonian wine in the other.

So why do you feel so empty? Why do you feel like a part of you is gone now that it's all over?

So after the entire Oni business is over in Cantha, Eyris finally returns to Tyria. She tries to rest at Whale Tail Island and fails miserably. Sitting idly is not doing her any good. She hates how the moment she gets to sit down and relax, she immediately starts overthinking and having nightmares. She hates how all the problems that she avoided adressing are now resurfacing. So, she leaves for the Shiverpeaks. She could try to find Freya, right? She went missing after Bjora's Marches so...

SOTO SPOILERS BEGIN HERE. THEY SMOL BUT THEY STILL THERE.

While it keeps her occupied and she meets another norn, Yagna (more about Yagna in another post that I will eventually make, but here she goes for your "looking orbs" needs),

Eyris gets a call from "Caithe". By the Bear, she is sooo happy! Finally she's needed again. But she isn't aware of those feelings. Eyris just sighs heavily and says "well... I guess she's really gone...", then proceeds to go to the Grove to meet Caithe. Right after she gets it over with with the Reporter, she gets an unexpected letter - a letter from an old acquaintence and a Whispers agent, Laeyrin.

Laerin wants Eyris to investigate the disappearance of Wizard Tower in Garrenhoff. Eyris was hesitant but she agreed. She had nothing to do anyway. Laerin gives Eyris a little private comm device for the two of them only (she omits that latter info) and sends her on her way.

So we have:

Eyris, lost, traumatised, running away from confronting her past which causes her to get send into the demon realm

Laerin, who wants to slither back in because she's bored.

Peitha, Eyris's new brainworm. Eyris doesn't want to trust her. Eyris would still choose Peitha over her sadistic ex. Also she somehow finds Peitha's presence comforting. Peitha being in her brain somehow resembles the connection to the Dream and to Airell. Yes, it's a bit more intense since Eyris feels like she has NO privacy and that Peitha's watching and hearing EVERYTHING but... She'll take it. Eyris leans into it because something about Peitha is drawing her in. Idk, something something Eyris is trying to subconsciously replace Freya and Peitha is RIGHT THERE.

Okay ramble over. Two minor points left.

This is not where I was going when I started writing this post and

I was thinking "What if Freya and Eyris reunited in teh Wizard land or in Nayos but idk how to get Freya there so for now I am shelving this idea until I figure out how that could happen and if I realise there's no way - it goes into the idea trash can.

THANK YOU SORRY FOR THE LONG POST BYE--

[a-dauntless-daffodil]

loving how Cera in the land before time show is many things but innately wanting to be "the hero" isn't one of them XD

not because she doesn't have the ego for it- defensively hyperconfident and loud about pointing out things she thinks are stupid- she just legit is so tired. she Just wants to sit in the mud pools and chill.

I'm glad they remembered that from the movies. because it's true there too- comes to Little Foot's rescue? eye roll and annoyed "Don't we always?"- saves Petri from a falling rock by tackling him out of the way at the last moment "Cera! You saved me!" "Yeah? So? No big deal-" *gets hugged* "-awww"

like she'll take the positive attention you give her and preen about it, but her first reflex is to NOT have to deal with stuff PLEASE can we not deal with stuff for FIVE MINUTES-

Littlefoot's always the one like "lets go on a dangerous adventure!"

and Cera goes along with it bc she's convinced her friends would all get eaten or squished immediately if she wasn't there to be brutally honest and snarky about everything

(petri fills in when she's not around sometimes)

(when he's not terrified anyway)

it's really gooooooood dynamic. she's not actually TRYING to compete with Littlefoot as leader on adventures or hero of the great valley- they got over that in the first movie- now she's just here to keep her long necked friend's idealist and chronically curious head from completely floating away in the clouds

anyway. laughed out loud when Petri was like "OH WOW CERA NOT ONLY ISN'T DEAD SHE CHASED AWAY THE DANGER! IMMA TELL EVERYONE SHE A HERO!"

Cera's just >:/ going "no wait guys it was an accident- aaand he's gone. UGH. oh whatever..."

and then the rest of the episode happens (HEH)

love love love how the grown ups the great valley- who did NOT have to figure out how to survive on their own as KIDS via problem solving and group dynamic politics without ANY strength or size help to fall back on-

they are so, soooooooo bad at thinking outside the box. ANY of the stuff the main kids do is just mind blowing to them. unblock the stuck water? fight sharp teeth by throwing fruits they can't stand at them? scare away the belly draggers by making some rocks fall down? genius brilliant amazing talented- "HAAAAIL!! THE AMAZING THREE HORN GIRL-!!"

guys what in the actual heck. a parade. with tree star confetti? my dudes, how bored ARE you all?

just let her rest XD let her go nap in the mud pools oh my gods

[thedenofravenpuff]

New Year's Resolution for 2024

I only got one. Everything else I could possibly think of are all goals already existing for years and that'll take years of ups and downs anyway.

What I want to actively improve on is to catch up on my reading.

Recently I realized the reason for how far I fell back on reading compared to how I used to, was cuz for years I heavily relied on public transport to and from work and/or school, recess and breaks.

Once I had to give up work due to chronic illness I lost a lot of the typical reading time I so heavily relied on. Attempts to just sit down and read at home too often lead to me falling asleep into a nap due to the chronic fatigue. Or I felt forced to focus on more "practical" things I needed done while I could still stay awake and focused.

Or pain was just too distracting to focus on reading.

I'll try to make up for it, for I do miss reading and keeping up with a good story, whether it be a physical book, ebook or a fanfic.

I'm still finding the balance in new routines after having to retire at the age of 35, moving back to my home region to be close to family and find things to do, to keep from just curling up into a ball and give up. Gotta keep moving, gotta keep whatever levels of activity I still got left. No reasons to make all that NY resolutions, had to work on that anyway, and will hafta keep on either way until I die.

So Imma just note I wanna read again. And see where it goes.

I hope ya'll had a happy holidays, whatever you celebrate or if you don't, may you have had a blessed time. May the new year have mercy on us all, and just know - No matter what, I'm proud of you.

[madnesssssssssssssssheehee]

Raiden Shogun, The Cooking Saga

btw I wrote this with my friend but almost all of it was me

-DAY 1

Xiangling: GREETINGS!!!

Xiangling: WE have gathered here today to try and accomplish an impossible task...

Xiangling: Educate one Raiden Shogun how to make food!

Xiangling: Any food! Preferably something easy that doesn't involve fire

Venti: So like, half the options then

Raiden Shogun: You all need not to worry, Yae has been giving me pointers recently

Furina: You realize that doesn't make it better right?

Furina: What do you at least have an idea of how to cook?

Raiden: ...

Zhongli: How about Osmanthus-

Venti: NO

Xiangling: Alright lets start with... Onigiri! That's simple enough!

Venti: Morax I bet you 10,000 mora that this building will be on fire by the end of this

Zhongli: I shall not participate

(Xiangling brings out the ingredients)

Xiangling: First we need to cook the rice! Ei, would you like to do the honors?

(Pulls out rice cooker)

Raiden: What is that contraption? It looks like technology from Snezhnaya or Fontaine

Xiangling: Naw, its from 2024 but tomato tomato, ANYWAY Raiden would you please?

(Raiden grabs rice and puts it in the rice cooker, then pulls out a firework and match)

Venti: EI WTH?!

Raiden: What? I'm supposed to heat up the rice, am I not? And Miss Naganohara made these fireworks herself so the quality is guaranteed I can assure you

(Xiangling breathes heavily and sighs)

Xiangling: Raiden, there is a reason we have a RICE COOKER

Xiangling: you will not cook rice with those fireworks you will KILL US ALL

Raiden: oh..

(puts away the fireworks)

Xiangling: Alright back to cooking, now while the rice is cooking we have to start getting the filling ready

Xiangling: Venti, Zhongli, this seems like a task for you to help with imma go take a nap

Zhongli: Alright, the first step is to mix together the seagrass and fish

Raiden: Seems simple enough

(actually does a good job)

Venti: Now we add the spices!

(Raiden takes the bottle and shakes, but can't get any flakes out of it)

Raiden: It appears to be stuck...

(Raiden shakes harder, and the whole bottles worth of spice comes out)

(Zhongli and Venti don't see because they are looking for the other ingredients and wrongly assumed that this would be easy for her)

(Raiden mixes it all together)

Venti: Ayyy, how we doin'?

Zhongli: It looks a bit... oranger than in the cookbook but still looks edible

Xiangling: AND IM BACK!

Venti: Xiangling I think the second Cataclysm is upon us, Ei's doing a good job

Xiangling: Excellent! I assume your done with the filling, so now all we need to do is assemble!

(brings out the Nori)

Xiangling: Now for the hard part which is getting- EI WHAT THE HECK ARE YOU DOING?!

(Raiden was trying to take the freshly cooked rice out of the cooker and put the Nori and filling into a bowl)

Raiden: Was I not supposed to put them together?

Xiangling: I said ASSEMBLE, not MIX

Venit: lol EI I think your deaf

(Raiden pulls out the Musuo no Hitotachi)

Raiden: Choose your last words carefully, Barbatos

Furina: Calm down guys, lets just get back to the teaching aspect of this show

Zhongli: Miss Furina, when did you get here?

Furina: The scriptwriter forgot about me for a bit, but I'm here now

Xiangling: Alright, I agree with Furina, Back to business! Though ig Ei ever turns this into a business then I'm calling the Sangonomiya Samurai and starting another rebellion

Xiangling: First we have to strain the rice of any moisture so it sticks better

(They strain the rice)

Xiangling: Now we need to take half a hand of rice and put filling in it

(Proceeds to put a copious amount of filling atop her rice)

Furina: That seems like a bit too much...

Zhongli: Maybe it helps with the flavor?

Xiangling: Yeah!! that's what I'm talking about! Go big or go home! Now we just need to put another half a hand of rice and stick it to encase the filling inside

Xiangling: And do it slowly and gently

(Raiden makes a bit of a sloppy but still mostly good looking onigiri)

Furina: That looks kinda good actually

Venti: low bar

Xiangling: Alright, last step! Which is putting the Nori on the onigiri!

Xiangling- What you want to do is carefully fold it till it sticks-

(This continues for several hours)

Raiden: ...

Zhongli: I think you need to be gentler

Raiden: Pure strength is all I need

Furina: I'm not sure that's a good answer

Raiden: It worked on Orobashi

Venti: And look how well that turned out for you

Venti: *COUGH tatarigami *COUGH

Raiden: Venti I will wring your neck like the chicken you are

Zhongli: Raiden you can kill him later, finish the task at hand

(finally completes it)

Raiden: At last... my creation is complete

Xianlging: Now for the taste testing, any volunteers?

Furina, Zhongli and Venti: ...

Xianlging: Fair enough, I guess I'll take one for the team-

Furina: WAIT! I have the perfect judge in mind! Monsieur Neuvillette!

Zhongli: Isnt the Iudex in Fontaine?

Furina: Worry not, for I shall summon him with the power of the

Furina: ORATRICE MECHANIQUE D'ANALYSE CARDINAL

Neuvillette: *Crashes through the roof like batman

Chef Mao: MY ROOF

Zhongli: I'll pay

Venti: Brokeass

Zhongli: I stand corrected

Neuvillette: Miss Furina what do you need?

Furina: We need someone to judge this dish

Neuvillette: Thats all? Alright then

(He takes a bite, then promptly collapses on the floor)

Venti: HOW? We didn't put anything weird in it!

(He takes a bit for himself)

Venti: HOLY MOTHER OF ISTAROTH AND EGERIA

Xiangling: Whats wrong?!

Venti: I SWEAR ITS LIKE MURATA LIT A WILDFIRE ON MY TONGUE!

Xiangling: RAIDEN WHAT DID YOU DO?!

Zhongli: ...How much spice did you put in?

Raiden: The whole bottle

Furina: IT SAID HALF A QUARTER!!

Zhongli: wait why did Neuvillette collapse?

Furina: His spice tolerance is that bad

Zhongli: ah

Venti: guzzling water like his life depends on it

Venti: Thats why it was so orange huh

Raiden: I suppose we should start anew

Xiangling: Respectfully, no

Zhongli: I uh, have consultant business to get to

Venti: I need booze

Furina: I need to get the Iudex to a hospital

(All of them practically run out of there except Furina who is staggering under the weight of Neuvillette)

Raiden: Then I suppose I shall head back to Inazuma

(She too, leaves the restaurant)

Xiangling: WAIT YOU GUYS NEED TO PAY FOR THE ROOF!

-THE END

[glass-heartz]

The ants but me. My leg is hurt but dw I already mop the floor with warm water so they suffer heheheheh. But anyway my fun fact for today.

Apparently the sentence 'your brain is eating yourself' is true and I'm like woah what... Then I tried searching it up and apparently it's for the brain to develop into adulthood. So they did eat itself. It's hard to explain since I'm not a good bio student to explain this but you can try to search it up. And now it kinda make sense why the song "how to eat life" is kinda connected to the sentence.

Imma take a nap now my head is dizzy. Tata!

-🦖

i’m glad they’ve gone punished for what they’ve done ,, !! remember to put on some cream to heal those bites ,,

,, oh my ,, i did not know this at all ,, this made me sit and think. this is quite an interesting fun fact , my dear ,, i know this won’t leave my mind, for sure. i’ll do more research later on ,,

,, and yes , go take a nap !! you deserve it ,, ♡ .

[potol0ver]

Ok imma bout to take my nap to try and get my sleep schedule back on track but like- I keep thinking of ways Erik from Phantom of the Opera is autistic. Like in the 2004 movie with Gerard Butler, I know it’s prolly bc the mask on the actors face but he keeps doing duck lips, which is the first stim I see this version of Erik doing. The second is when he reminded the cast to leave box five open for him and he goes back through the door that’s up near the ceiling, he was doing a very specific finger tip touch and I just can’t help but feel like that’s stim number 2. And of course no matter what version you saw (I believe at least) the dramatic cape movements/whipping, possibly stim number 3. AND OF COURSE THE THEATRE FIXATION- like yes you can brush it off as the only outside world he’s seen other then the freak show but like- DUDE- idk this might be me projecting- but like- there’s so many signs to me-

Anyway tell me what you think

[gon-and-killuas-mother]

disliking this pattern of waking up around 3-4 pm, taking medicine and feeding cats, just to go back to sleep for a few more hours.

like. i'm still gonna lay back down in a few minutes. it feels like i still haven't rested enough. but lately it's like i've only been awake for eight or nine hours at a time. i haven't even been able to go to therapy just bc i kept missing appointments and i gave up trying.

on the other hand, this is the first time i've been allowed to just. rest. for as long as i need to. with no worries about having to get up for work or force myself to align with someone else's schedule.

my entire life, i was told to fix my priorities, bc sleep was less important than school and work and family time and chores and homework. and then i'd get a talking to about my productivity or my performance in school or at work because i'm too exhausted to focus.

and when i lived with mom again for a year and a half, of course it got worse. my exhaustion didn't matter. and i knew it didn't matter to my mom, because she would be like

"tell me why you haven't done (insert thing, like job search or dog training or art commissions etc etc), and without any of your excuses."

the second she would say "excuse", it was like i lost. bc i didn't understand what she meant. how could i explain that the reason i wasn't "productive" every single fucking day wasn't a goddamn excuse, it was THE REASON.

i was a fucking zombie during the day. sleep meant nothing if i had to get up before i was rested anyway. and it drove her nuts that i had to sleep so much. she'd get passive aggressive telling me i should get up before noon, and she'd use the same tone as when she'd insist i do "grown up" things (while also refusing to treat me like one)

so every day now i've just. let myself sleep. despite the guilt about being unproductive. and despite how much i miss going outside every day. i know one day i won't be struggling so much, and i can take regular trips to a park or something.

but today's Sunday so whatever imma smoke a bowl and nap a little more, fuck you mom for instilling existential guilt in my soul

[marsgod]

(Heres a picrew of what i kinda look like)

Pronouns: she/her

Sexuality: bisexual

Personality: I don't talk to people I don't know usually and can seem shy but once I get to know them a can be talkative and a little bit loud (tho its not on purpose that i get loud). I don't really hate people unless they give me a reason too. I don't get annoyed or mad easily. I make dark jokes most of the time they're directed to myself. I try to be supportive of my friends but if I know what they're doing is stupid than I will call them out on it. I'm really into the emo style. I do suffer from anxiety and depression, I also am touch starved (tho I will never ask for physical attention, the other person will have to do it first for me to return it probably it depends on how close i am to them). I have anger issues but they usually only get bad if I don't get enough sleep. I'm usually the most responsible one out of my siblings and like to keep my grades up most of the time.

Hobbies: reading, drawing, watching anime/tv shows, writing, painting, going on late night drives, witch craft stuff and going on walks.

Likes: anime, art, music, nightmare before Christmas, harry potter, the colors black and purple also green alot, scented things, candles, Halloween, fall weather, animals, and fuzzy blankets.

Dislikes: spiders, liar's, blend food, and people who can't clean up after themselves.

╰┈➤ I’d match you with… Leona Kingscholar!

Leona is honestly super blunt, so you don’t rwally have to panic over what he’s thinking because he’ll just tell you

When you first meet, it’ll prob take awhile until you both actually start talking (mostly helped by a project, friend, etc.) because Leona doesn’t care much

I feel that a lot of beast men really like scented things anyways, and blankets? It’s Leona, he’s gonna have the fluffiest blankets

Imma be honest he doesn’t clean very often, but rarely does his room get absolutely disgusting, mostly by Ruggie but maybe if you tell him?

Idk ban him from cuddling

Leona likes dark humor, but will mildly get concerned if you start making more jokes than normal

Sleeping is a hobby Leona loves already, if you need a nap or something then Leona is already carrying you to the bed<3

You don’t have to ask for physical attention bc Leona will start following you, cuddling you, whatever else, anywhere

He likes it if you can braid his hair, or just run your fingers through it..

You and Leona are usually on the same boat of calling ppl out, but between the two of you?

Leona makes the most dumbass decisions, he gets jealous and doesn’t think sometimes, but most of the time he’s pretty blunt

Might not be the absolute best, but isn’t he?

“What are you doing? Don’t leave, you’re warm..”

[diaversion]

18.06.24 ✦ dia-ry entries (1)

went to take a nap at 1pm after some breathing exercises and affirming. woke up at 4pm. i had some vivid dreams (in one of them every and each of my dr pinterest boards were whole houses, the size of each proportional to that of the board).

then i had one of my most recurrent dreams, where i walk into a library store and wake up before buying anything but frustration made me go lucid before that and i stabilized the scene by doing a pirouette before getting distracted by a cat lmao so the door i was affirming to walk through disappeared and there was a refrigerator instead. tried using it anyway and i fell through a patch darkness with flash of light, and had a false awakening in another dream.

note: maybe I'll try falling through the floor next time? someone did advise me to in the dream but i was like nah imma do it my way. lmao i should have listened 🥲

[asherthehimbo]

abt to take a nap cause that Album took so much outa me holy shit

it might also be caus si didnt sleep last night BUT STILL

anyway Stream Atz new comeback🫶

Also Imma try n write the new abc×2 chap tonight so it should be up before Monday

and I think Im gonna postpone Bloody sunrise till January 2024, cause it's taking me a lot of time to write it, and I also wanne focus on my smau's and one shots