Tumgik
#anyways this post is gonna become the type of poem i dont post on tumblr because ill be deleted <3 but ill do that later
the-official-account · 9 months
Text
Sometimes I think that non black people try to buy into blackness through consuming tons of black intellectualism or Marxism or film or god forbid music (its just unoriginal) and then try to tell me what blackness is.
It's like I'm sitting here locked in a room I can't ever leave, talking to people through the walls. And they've talked to some of the other folks in the same or similar rooms, and think they can tell me more about what it's like to live in there than I can experience.
Despite the fact that some of those folks are stupid and some are lying for money and all of their perspectives are affected by trauma.
It's like you've never tasted a fruit, but read so much about the peel alone you think you can lecture a farmer on its flavor profile?
That knowledge is far from worthless, but if you take a consumerist or intellectual approach to Blackness only to assuage the guilt prompted by your former ignorance and in the process prove yourself somehow better, somehow more than Black folks in the conversation...
Maybe don't. Like.
3 notes · View notes
seungmin-jpeg · 7 years
Text
Stray Kids On Tumblr // Jisung
Chan // Woojin // Minho // Changbin // Hyunjin // Jisung // Felix // Seungmin // Jeongin
One of the few members that actually 
Spent a goooood amount of time on his header
And his desktop theme actually 
Like actually learned how to do some html coding to make his blog nice
Works really hard to keep is blog running smoothly
Doesn’t ever use queue tho
Really isn’t that invested 
Anyways 
He’s had the blog since forever
Like ever
Got on tumblr to destress after school
Then continued to use it to destress after he’s long days of training
he just wanted a nice looking blog
Never really made his own posts 
Like he’d go through phases of posting his own things
Little bits of lyrics and poems and texts and stuff
Nothing to fancy
He’d follow some block b’s zico stuff
Because role models am i right
So he’d be aware of the big kpop side of tumblr
He’d be the type of blogs that would write short-ish pieces 
Where there was no real plot
Not really any characters either 
Just like aesthetic writing
Something that started out as a melody in his head
And he’d take that melody and put it into words and post it
Each person could interpret in their own way
Which is why those types of posts ended up taking off
He’d never really post them to often
Because i mean how often can he just put a melody into words
And then yah know eventually he started putting that towards 3racha and stray kids
But every now and then when he would think of something that wouldn’t ever fit with the two of them
He’d write it down
But this is how he got your attention
You’d followed his blog a bit ago
Probably around the time he was a trainee
You couldn’t really remember how you got there
But once you saw some kpop stuff there
And get even further into his blog
And found his little written bits
You followed him right away
You were always waiting for him to post another little bit of writing
And when he finally did
It was even more amazing then you had expected it to be
And you couldn’t help but to leave an ask
Going on about how great his blog was and how much you loved his writing and just wow
And of course he was like 
Woooooh someone likes me weird brain dumb posts enough to leave an ask like this?? 
And he checks out your blog naturally 
Because of the ask it links him to your main blog
And its pretty normal
He sees a few kpop posts and is like
Hey!!! They’re into kpop!
And then he sees the links in your description
And checks a few of them out 
And then 
Oh and thennnnn
He clicks on the link that leads to your stray kids blog
And his jaw drops
Because what
He’d been on tumblr for so long
But this is one of the first stray kids blogs he’s ever found
Naturally he’s got this huge swelling feeling in his heart
But he’s also just kinda like
Someone who’s a fan of me found my other blog
Somehow
And still likes me??? 
Even without knowing its actually me??? 
Shook
He cant help but follow you
He follows both your main blog
And your sk blog
Because why not
Of course you notice right away
How would you not notice that such an amazing and inspirational blog followed you
AND your stray kids blog at that
Another stray kids fan!!!!
That in itself was exciting
He likes and reblogs a good bit of your stray kids stuff
And your like
Can’t let this moment pass
So you message him and are just kinda like 
“Hey thanks for following me i really love your blog your writing is amazing. Also i see you like stray kids?” 
And thus the start of a beautiful relationship 
Of course you had nooooooo clue you were talking to the Han Jisung of Stray Kids
The j.one of 3racha
Probably for the best
Because you’d actually die if you knew it was him
Also it’d totally be risky for jisung himself
But somehow the two of you keep in contact 
And actually find decent things to talk about
Instead of giving you his name 
Because he’s smart enough to not thank goodness
He just went by his nickname 
“Squirrel” 
And you’re like yes the cutest nickname i love it 
And then moved on
You called him your “squirrel” 
And he somehow ended up calling you his “puppy” 
And thats just how it stayed
Even when you’d tag each other in posts 
He’d use your nickname 
And you’re follows where always ???
Why puppy???
Tbh you didn’t know either but you just went with it 
Not gonna lie you found it super cute 
Made your heart feel all fluttery 
You loved talking with your squirrel
And he really loved talking with you 
But as the survival show got more intense 
And then stray kids debut on the horizon 
And you were kinda ;___;
Because where’s your squirrellll 
Little did you know jisung was missing you a lot too
Anyways one day you were watching a vlive
And a group of the boys were talking about things they miss
And jisung 
Real chill was just like
Oh i miss my puppy
And you were just kinda ???
Cause you didn’t know jisung had a puppy
Felix had clearly been thinking the same thing apparently
Because he were like 
Wait you have a dog???
And he just kinda looked at felix and then glanced at the camera and smiled before turning back to whatever he was doing before
And you couldn’t help but feel ??? that maybe ??? 
Maybe that was about you?? 
But you pushed that thought out real quick
That’s bs there’s no way that had anything to do with you
So you just finished the vlive and went back to scrolling through tumblr
And then  you stumbled across a list of the sk members nicknames 
And oh gosh
Jisungs nickname 
Of course it was 
His nickname was squirrel 
Now everything you had worked so hard to shove down earlier was coming back
And coming back much stronger
Your squirrel wasn’t han jisung right
It couldn’t be
There was absolutely no way it could be
But you couldn’t help it anymore
So you messaged jisung
And just kinda said something like
Hey did you know you and jisung go by the same nickname?? 
And surprisingly faster than usual he messaged you back and was like 
“Yah, isn’t that ironic?!” 
And you’re just kinda like …..
And then you get another message and its like 
“He also really misses his puppy too!” 
And you’re like 
…….
And he just kinda sends you a winky face 
And your like “there’s no way”
You get a “lol” back
At this point you’re 95% sure it is him
So you take a deep breath and say
“You’d tell me if it’s true right?” 
And he says
“Didn’t i already tell you tho?” 
Youre screaming now
Hes pretty much screaming too
“So you’re really him” you send off
“I’ll only answer if you say it for real” 
“But if im wrong that's embarrassing” 
“pup how can you be wrong at this point”
You can practically hear him laughing at you 
“Wouldn’t it be bad for you to have it so straight forward tho? If we keep it like this then technically i dont have any solid evidence its you…” you say
He takes a bit to respond 
“I guess you’re right…” 
And thus you somehow ended up becoming the mom friend to jisung 
Well...friend… the “friend” part is up in the air… 
136 notes · View notes
justintimbershit · 7 years
Note
1-99
1: 6 of the songs you listen to most?XO - John Mayer Cabaret - Justin Timberlake Lights On - Shawn Mendes Bad Habit - The KooksHow Would You Feel - Ed Sheeran You’re Gonna Llive Forever in Me - John Mayer
2: If you could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be?literally John Mayer so I can ask him why the FUCK he played XO in Chicago and why that was only the 10th time ever and first and only time of TSFE tour he played it
3: Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 23, give me line 17.“Mom’s stumped us. We had absolutely no idea who she’d dredge” (I’ll Give You the Sun by Jandy Nelson)
4: What do you think about most?how terrible life is and then how much i wanna die tbh
5: What does your latest text message from someone else say?“Jena should i get dropped off at your house then we can go get joe & julie?” IOWA TOMORROW FOR ED :DDDD
6: Do you sleep with or without clothes on?always w shirt but no pants lol
7: What’s your strangest talent?hating life as much as i do idk i have no talent
8: Girls… (finish the sentence); Boys… (finish the sentence)girls r hot n nice boys r hot n mean
9: Ever had a poem or song written about you?yeah bc we were in love lol :(
10: When is the last time you played the air guitar? idk i usually dont
11: Do you have any strange phobias?feet, being alone but also being in large crowds, idk theyre not very weird
12: Ever stuck a foreign object up your nose?no?
13: What’s your religion?idk man none atm prob
14: If you are outside, what are you most likely doing?looking forward to going inside. but working and therefore reading.
15: Do you prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it?behind bc i am ugly lol
16: Simple but extremely complex. Favorite band?um probably panic at the disco but then also the killers
17: What was the last lie you told?“its fine” bc no it is not fine i wanna fight
18: Do you believe in karma?ya i think so. maybe
19: What does your URL mean?i like Justin Timberlake and also swearing
20: What is your greatest weakness; your greatest strength?weakness is probably just who i am as a person and strength is idk i dont have any
21: Who is your celebrity crush?lmao. you say this like i have one. i have many. like thousands.
22: Have you ever gone skinny dipping?nope
23: How do you vent your anger?talk to someone usually
24: Do you have a collection of anything?movie/concert/sporting event tickets and also empty gatorade bottles on my floor
25: Do you prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online?phone bc im ugly
26: Are you happy with the person you’ve become?eh. better than what i was but could be better
27: What’s a sound you hate; sound you love?hate is my sisters voice lol love is john mayers voice bc he sounds like a fuckin angel
28: What’s your biggest “what if”?what if i was someone else but not really someone else just like what if i was me with a better life or a differnt life in which things didnt always go so terribly for me ya know
29: Do you believe in ghosts? How about aliens?ghosts maybe but aliens def
30: Stick your right arm out; what do you touch first? Do the same with your left arm.right arm some paper hanging off my nightstand and left nothing
31: Smell the air. What do you smell?the faint scent of clean laundry and lotion
32: What’s the worst place you have ever been to?hm.. great question. i feel like ive been to some pretty bad places but i cant recall any???
33: Choose: East Coast or West Coast?ive never been to either but east coast i think
34: Most attractive singer of your opposite gender?justin timberlake bc hes one of the most attractive men in the entire world
35: To you, what is the meaning of life?bein happy, doin what you want, livin
36: Define Art.something someone creates
37: Do you believe in luck?yes i do
38: What’s the weather like right now?humid i think
39: What time is it?9:41 pm
40: Do you drive? If so, have you ever crashed?nope to both
41: What was the last book you read?i recently finished “The Upside of Unrequited” and now im workin on “More Than This”
42: Do you like the smell of gasoline?no i hate it it makes me nauseous
43: Do you have any nicknames?jules
44: What was the last film you saw?o fuck um fist fight maybe?
45: What’s the worst injury you’ve ever had?the sunburn i got in florida was terrible bc i couldnt walk for a day so im gonnna say that
46: Have you ever caught a butterfly?no :(
47: Do you have any obsessions right now?brandon saad being a chicago blackhawk again, tommy la stella, john mayer, reading gay books
48: What’s your sexual orientation?bi
49: Ever had a rumour spread about you?uuuuum possibly ??? idk
50: Do you believe in magic?nah but also maybe
51: Do you tend to hold grudges against people who have done you wrong?in my mind yes but most of the times my actions dont reflect that especially if its been a while
52: What is your astrological sign?sagittarius
53: Do you save money or spend it?both. i allow myself to spend it as long as i still have a decent amount saved
54: What’s the last thing you purchased?lunch at panera lol
55: Love or lust?neither bc they both suck when ur alone
56: In a relationship?no lol
57: How many relationships have you had?zero
58: Can you touch your nose with your tongue?nope i am not talented like that
59: Where were you yesterday?yesterday. i think i stayed home all day then me mary and joe hung out and went to get milkshakes at steak n shake
60: Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you?the inside of the bra bra sitting waiting to be put away lol
61: Are you wearing socks right now?indeed
62: What’s your favourite animal?sloths my fav
63: What is your secret weapon to get someone to like you?i dont have one bc if i did ppl would like me, tf
64: Where is your best friend?at home id assume
65: Give me your top 5 favourite blogs on Tumblr.whats tumblr
66: What is your heritage?im italian but i was born here and so were my parents
67: What were you doing last night at 12AM?watching an episode of Its Always Sunny in Philadelphia before i showered
68: What do you think is Satan’s last name?satan satan
69: Be honest. Ever gotten yourself off?yeah lmao who hasnt tho
70: Are you the kind of friend you would want to have as a friend?i think so sometimes but other times im the worst person ever idk how i have friends
71: You are walking down the street on your way to work. There is a dog drowning in the canal on the side of the street. Your boss has told you if you are late one more time you get fired. What do you do?fuck u boss i love dogs and if u hate dogs that much as to not understand the situation i dont wanna work for a dog hater. asshole.
72: You are at the doctor’s office and she has just informed you that you have approximately one month to live. a) Do you tell anyone/everyone you are going to die? b) What do you do with your remaining days? c) Would you be afraid?a. maybe probably b. everything ive never done but wanted to c. probably
73: You can only have one of these things; trust or love.fuck. um. shit. id say love but then u cant trust the person you love so like… but at the same time i love love so much i feel like id die w/o it n ya know i dont trust anyone anyways so im gonna say love
74: What’s a song that always makes you happy when you hear it?srsly…..Bye Bye Bye by *NSYNC bc i cant be sad listening to that song lolol
75: What are the last four digits in your cell phone number?9077
76: In your opinion, what makes a great relationship?communication n openness
77: How can I win your heart?just be nice to me lol i have low standards
78: Can insanity bring on more creativity?yes i do believe so
79: What is the single best decision you have made in your life so far?buying tickets to see john mayer lol that changed my life so drastically. my life is now pre john mayer and post john mayer. he literally fucking sang xo i will never get over it that will always be the happiest moment of my life im crying while typing this
80: What size shoes do you wear?8 - 9 ½ depending on the shoe
81: What would you want to be written on your tombstone?‘probably died because she said she wanted to die so often that death got sick of hearing it and killed her.“
82: What is your favourite word?fuck
83: Give me the first thing that comes to mind when you hear the word; heart.justin timberlake. god im so fucked lol
84: What is a saying you say a lot?'i hate my life’ 'i want to die’ 'u should fight’
85: What’s the last song you listened to?Fools Gold by One Direction lmao
86: Basic question; what’s your favourite colour/colours?turquoise
87: What is your current desktop picture?justin timberlake leaning on a car lookin all hot n shit
88: If you could press a button and make anyone in the world instantaneously explode, who would it be?myself tbh
89: What would be a question you’d be afraid to tell the truth on?uuuum idk it depends whos askin ya know. id answer certain questions if asked by one peson but not another
90: One night you wake up because you heard a noise. You turn on the light to find that you are surrounded by MUMMIES. The mummies aren’t really doing anything, they’re just standing around your bed. What do you do?probably cry and attempt but ultimately fail to go back to sleep
91: You accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow you with the super-power of your choice! What is that power?flying or teleportation
92: You can re-live any point of time in your life. The time-span can only be a half-hour, though. What half-hour of your past would you like to experience again?when john mayer played XO at my concert obviously
93: You can erase any horrible experience from your past. What will it be?losing all the pictures on my computer bc i keep saying im over it but im really not that was the entire past 4 years of my life in pictures and videos and theyre just gone its bullshit
94: You have the opportunity to sleep with the music-celebrity of your choice. Who would it be?oh man. so many. but if i had to choose one justin timberlake. wow bet no one saw that comin
95: You just got a free plane ticket to anywhere. You have to depart right now. Where are you gonna go?literally fuckin no where im seeing ed sheeran in a matter of hours im not leaving. but if it were a different day lol id say amsterdam or boston
96: Do you have any relatives in jail?not that im aware of
97: Have you ever thrown up in the car?when i was a smol child yea h but not recently
98: Ever been on a plane?when i was a child yes
99: If the whole world were listening to you right now, what would you say?um lol idk probably nothing tbh i dont wanna be held responsible for whatever happens afterwards
1 note · View note
bogb0ng · 7 years
Note
1 threw 85
Since a few have been answered already I’ll answer the rest 
1: Looks are not important to me so much i believe there should be some kind of physical attraction, but i’m more about personality! 
2: relationships are totally worth it to me! I’m not into hooking up all the time plus my SO usually becomes my bestfriend 
3: no Obviously not lol 
4: It’s very complicated…. I’m technically not in a relationship with the guy, but we’ve both said we want to be… 
5: I’m not really sure what it is, but i don’t think it’s love just yet 
6: technically I guess I am? 
7: absolutely I prefer to be committed to one person! Tbh they get all of my time an attention when i’m not around friends and family. 
8: he’s just a bit taller than me has this crazy sense of humor that I completely adore. He’s got this adorable smile, deep brown eyes and hair and is so god damn handsome whenever I get a picture I melt (I actually almost fell over yesterday because of this) 
9: a guy with a great sense of humor who adores me as much as i do him.
10: I’m not really sure. I prefer to know a person before I say I’m in love. 
11: surprisingly yes! 
12: depending on how bad it is I will if it’s something stupid like they broke their plans with me or gave away a minor secret behind my back no biggie i’ll probably forgive them, but if they cheated or something…. i’m gone believe me I don’t do well with that shit
13: kinda, kinda not? it’s hard because like i’m not mad at the people that i’m getting jealous over… i’m just insecure. oh well lol
14: yessssss ahah same guy but also a little crush on some one else i think, but they’ll never know 
17: Yes! if it’s a quick kiss i’m A ok with it, but i don’t make out in public 
apparently there’s no 18 or 19??? soo uhm yeah 
20: i try to shower every day sometimes I dont get the chance and I have to shower the next day, but I keep myself clean!
21: I don’t know… IF ANY OF YA THINK I’M A CUTIE AND HAVE FEELS SEND ME ANON HEARTS AND I’LL LOVE YOU FOREVER!!! 
22: I hope a certain some one is, but who knows for sure 
23: Yes are you kidding me!? People can’t do that?? like when i’m in a relationship holy shit i’m 110% into that person they become everything to me and also i’d never want to hurt some one in that way. 
24: I hope i’m at least engaged, but then again i could just be alone forever… so i guess if anyone wants to make a pact to get married by a certain age HMU Lmfao 
25: YESSSSS ugh i’m holding out on some one, but hey shit happens 
26: actually yes my Ex. and we’re still good friends. I also would not want to lose him. he’s an amazing person with a huge caring heart. 
27: I wouldn’t call it a poem, but it was a really long rant/letter to the man who loves me next. 
28: I’m not entirely sure, but my extremely mentally abusive ex probably did because a guilty conscience usually blames the other half. (he accused me of cheating and i would rather die than cheat on some one) 
29: No. never have. never will.
30: actually I have…. i’ve never felt good about my stomach and have always wanted to get it fixed some how, but i never will. 
31: yes I have. I’ve had my fair share of heartbreak 
32: I have many a time. you cant change some ones heart and thats fine! ]
33: obviously lol 
34: I mean I almost did once….
35: Of course I have haha
36: yes! in fact i almost dated him when we were in high school! 
37: yup…. and they told me, but i dated him anyways and what a fuck up that was….
38: yes!! omg i was in shock when it happened 
39: Yes, but they’d never know because I’m respectful 
40: all the time! i write to get my feelings out 
41: I have (and it was goooooooddd) 
43: my longest relationship was a year and a month or so. 
44: I’ve had a total of 5 boyfriend in my lifetime lol 
45: like 0 i was the human equivalent of birth control or some shit 
46: a lot with my SO at the time lol
47: 21! 
48: I’d probably tell them i’m really happy for them and wallow for a bit before moving on. 
49: I currently do not so i guess my favourite thing about the person I like is that goofy smile I get when i’m being cute lol 
50: I mean i don’t think i’ve met my true love so probably not?
51: there’s lots of people i would do anything for. i’m the type of person who drops anything for a friend in need.
52: Yes. a family member, my ex roommate. probably more, but you know what best of luck to them they’re gonna need it 
53. I’d hope not…. 
54: theres a lot of people i could never forget 
55: this one time a boyfriend of mine surprised me with a date where we drove all the way to one of his old home towns and he showed me around. he then took me to a dinosaur museum (which i love that shit so much) we walk through the entire thing and we got to the gift shop i went to the bathroom because it was like a 2-3 hour drive home and he bought me a stuffed T-rex and a cute keychain (i still have both)
56: 5 facts! I have a chubby tummy, long legs,a cute butt, thick thigs, pretty eyes, a cute smile and long/wild curly hair! and I’m very soft
57: I hope you realize that you turned out exactly like your father and you’re a pathological liar who deserves nothing more than whatever comes his way 
58: snacks! surprise adventures, cute snuggle days, HEAD RUBS!!! whispering cute things to me when I least expect it in public! 
59: Picture will be posted! 
60: If i remember correctly it was around 7 years 
61: their eyes and smile 
62: oh god honestly non sexual wise… run me a romantic bath. sexual wise…. we wont go there right now…
63: genitals touching other genitals? idk 
64: anything beyond joking flirtatiously tbh 
65: oh god whispering what they’re going to do to me. kissing down the neck and spine. those are just a few. 
66. Dominant and sub idk 
67: perfect date would probably be going out to a museum or aquarium and then going to a nice dinner 
68: straight 
69: I’m not really sure it varys 
70: Lots of things. whispering, slow kissing, touching 
71: ahaha this is akward my kinkiest wet dream was being tied up and dominated tbh 
73: just treat me like a princess for the day honestly 
74: some one who can lift me tbh 
75: sweetest thing was some one  brought me flowers to my work place and took me out for late night denny’s after a long anxious day. 
76: I guess making some one soup and cold remedies while they were sick 
77: as long as it’s legal and consensual then no biggie 
78: I almost was in a threesome once that was wild.
79: ah last time was some one got to hang out with a person i really wanted to hang out with but couldn’t because they’re too far away 
80: I tell my friends I love them at least once a day. so today technically. last time i said it and meant i was in love was at the beginning of the summer before my breakup 
81: Chris, dani, liam, hunter, and david  (only one of these ppl have a tumblr) 
82: my friend ash 
83: a guy named Jordan (he was my bestfriend in kindergarten)
84: distance was becoming too much for both of us
85: I mean technically I have (if you count online dating) but if not then yes probably 
thank you for asking!!!
0 notes